My Real JEE STORY | Unfiltered | Zendria

[@explorer29110]

Crazy part is most people don't realize that they are going through the worst phase of their life until it is over with no result

[@nehaaxyz5152]

💯😢

[@tarunchoudhary-nx4eo]

Same bhai

[@sunitaray86]

Actually

[@reaper-o9h]

why do u mean bhai

[@reaper-o9h]

so when someones fails in jee their whole upcoming life is fucked they are doomed is that what u want to say ?

[@mayankrajanand23]

You just expressed the inner feeling of lakhs of student giving JEE every year. Stay strong, All the best.

[@janmejay_kashyap]

bhai pdho jaa krr manis 5 mahine baad hai

[@prateeksingh3847]

@@janmejay_kashyap 🐆

[@daxubros6085]

@@janmejay_kashyap bhai isi baat ki chinta hai

[@sanjohok8468]

8:32 hmmm This pressure are the reason of gem which reach the top

[@immiketyson]

Ghanta sale baas pad aur exam de ye sab story faltu he.

[@Mayank_kumar52]

Listening to your JEE story reminded me of my days at Motion Institute, Kota. Thanks to them, I cracked the JEE and got into IIT-KGP! Great to hear other journeys! 👍👍

[@Adityaraj-zl5ro]

i am also in motion

[@sigmainhouses]

Coming soon kgp

[@Mayank_kumar52]

@@Adityaraj-zl5ro Nice 😊

[@Mayank_kumar52]

@@sigmainhouses Great 👍

[@sigmainhouses]

@@Mayank_kumar52 what are you pursuing now

[@gocrazy_or_getlost]

I did my btech from IIT-K (biotech)... trust me it doesn't matter where you came from.... I had many batchmates who were utter stupids even though they cleared Jee Advanced! n now they are in Accenture/Wipro doing shits.... n I had a neighbour in my hometown from Amity. n she is working for NASA... so anything is possible!

[@Vijay-yg4ru]

You are one of them😂

[@Epikgaymer69wastaken]

Damn bhai Tips do ‼️‼️

[@_SHUVAM_]

Amity kolkata?

[@Sameerhere2024]

Yrrr but the kind of experiences and exposures that IIT gives...vo to koi aur provide nahi kr skta na...Srsly telling I gave my 100% for JEE clear hogya pr kuch mila nahi...Mujhe ye regret nahi h ki Mera nahi hua..pr ye h ki Jo log yaha vaha ghum rhe hote the befaltu ki bkwas krrhe hote the..un logo ka hogya..due to somethings....to mujhe bs ye h ki ab vo log best 4 years bitaenge aur Mai nahi

[@okayaresd]

Bc aadhe IITians toh IIM main aa jaate hain fir tumlog itna mehnat karte hii kyun ho JEE ke liye? CAT do, IIT jao.

[@mridulsharma1518]

The Planet DOESN'T need more "successful" people. The planet desperately NEEDS more peacemakers, healers, restorers *storytellers & lovers of ALL kinds.

[@suhanisrivastava228]

True 🩵🕊️

[@AyushkB03]

I like this thought but without being successfull its difficult to survive many a times,success means when a person tries to earn that much money by which it can fullfill all it's needs and responsibilities which atleast it needed to live happily in life so never ignore success hardwork is the key for those doors of success and happiness .

[@a.m.videos3254]

​@Jzy332 World needs least Rajputs. Only ancient Rajputs were great. Nowadays there are only gays.

[@incredulous-]

If The choice is between "what planet needs and what your family" You will go with planet?

[@SarveshSaroj_h3b]

True

[@aryatripathi06]

8:11 The moment you realise kind people are better than smart people✨ (I'm healing and your story inspired me❤)

[@Capitalkeera]

I was kind who became smart...then dumb because od 11,12 pcm im kind and smart now after 1 year of drop...now in goverment college okaish

[@aspiredifferent8085]

A musician will never judge you for singing off-key, a millionaire will never judge you for starting small, a bodybuilder will never judge you for not being in peak form. A writer will never judge you for stumbling over your words, an artist will never judge you for sketching outside the lines, and a teacher will never judge you for not knowing all the answers. True greatness is found in those who understand that every master was once a beginner. You are now a beginner Zendria, walking on the path of greatness. We all are with you. We support you.

[@praful7867]

I think u summed up evry middle class aspiring student, who wants to change his world but not his/her way rather through orthodox way. I felt like u were speaking abt my life in those days. U r talented not needed 4 me to say but ur audience luv u & keep singing

[@Chitransh_off]

Hare Krishna Di❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Dher sara pyaar aapko,,,,,, itna batane ke liye🥰🥰🥰😂🥹🥹🥹

[@Ashmita_7]

"itna pressure hota ki, hum andar ki awaaz nhi sun paate...thats line hit me hard

[@pavankumargaming9014]

Aur jab vo pressure chale jata hai to andar se hollow hollow ki feeling aathi hai, ab main kya karu ? I'm not being productive and stuff

[@ravinderbeniwal7290]

You are right bro I has experienced ​@@pavankumargaming9014

[@kratika83186]

@@pavankumargaming9014true actually pressure is good for life in optimal amount

[@pavankumargaming9014]

@@kratika83186 true, if we keep our body and brain healthy by maybe doing some exercises, we'll enjoy it and be productive and use our time better. We might feel like, "why do I have to do this" and stuff but the moment you take a leave from that work, for example you don't have a plan of doing any work and wants to only enjoy for an unspecified period of time, you'll feel like you are going backwards in life/age and not being productive enough and will be hit with instant regret. Ikyk all this stuff but I just wanted to expand that feeling and pour my heart out. Thats it, thank you.

[@Debangaraj.001]

Real iam currently in allen class 12 😢

[@shantanu5002]

I'm 17 currently in 12th Standard and I'm preparing for JEE. Whatever you have said Zendria I can relate to all points regarding pressure and stuff. I have my Mains 1st attempt and boards together in 5-6 months it's really very painful time . I have got recommendation from yt of your channel and your devotional songs gives me sukoon so much. In every song your voice is soothing and sweet. I think whenever I'll feel depressed your songs will be medicine for me. Thank you God for making such a pure artist and sharing it to me. I was in need of this therapy.🥹❤️ Hare Krishna 🦚🙏🏻

[@ozlove25]

Me too bruh 😔

[@yashnasingh1067]

Me too😢

[@SunnyKushwaha-pj9to]

Bhai offline ya online? Kha se preparation kr rhe ho

[@MariamSabir-z6n]

Me too

[@kartik1908]

bro tumko mna krna chiye tha 10th std me hi agr apka interst nahi tha

[@sourjabose3948]

You are the best didi.... Shri Krishna will give you all the love and prosperity to your life and work...

[@kjsaxena]

Thanks for sharing your story, Zendria. Wishing you all the best on the journey that you have chosen.

[@prakharsrivastava246]

Abb me samjha itne pressure ke baad ye heera nikla hai . I was just wondering how are you soo calm and composed . Now i know it , every thing happens for a reason the personality you have now is justt ✨✨✨.

[@TilakS-d7s]

Yeah, I can understand! You are not alone, ever. You matter always. You are stronger than you think, HIGH HOPES 🌱🤞

[@karthikthota9238]

Proud of you girl!!....literally!! stay strong like you've always been. All the very best for your future.

[@thechampions3230]

The amount of brain cells we 10th passed students lost for choosing stream's is immeasurable...like how the heck a 16 yr old would decide of his career when he isn't allowed to drive vehicle legally huh!! 😭🌶️

[@vishantkataria]

i passed 12th at the age of 16🤣🤣🤣🤣 have to take this decision when i was 14 , vasa mara liya jyada muskil nhi tha biology pasand nhi thi , commerse ka bara mai pata nhi tha and arts lani nhi thi to it was a one way path

[@durganandkishore1355]

😂😂

[@RamanSingh-zf1cc]

​@@vishantkataria same, we are 2008 1 jan gang 💀

[@yashvlogs3370]

​@@vishantkatariasame bhai 😂

[@Perfectionist99]

@@vishantkataria same bnro i was also 14 in 10th

[@EXCELL_STUDY]

THIS GIRL MADE ME OBSSESED TO BE KIND!!! LOVE HER CONTENT

[@4Kshorts07M]

But how she said .. pranam mere Devi Devta ❤ or Rakchaso 😢

[@3monthslockin]

She's mine!!

[@kingbruff3315]

I don't know why I connect so much to you Zendria...lots of love and warmth to you girl ♥️

[@ARUCHAUHAN19]

Or hn Aunty uncle ko kehna ki ek subscriber keh rha tha RAM RAM, or keh rha tha ki dhng se khyal rkha kro apni beti ka, aisi beti bdi kismat se milti hai.

[@VishalSingh-zu5ib]

😅😂lol

[@Karan_Singh14]

Ok

[@Ms-uu6kb]

i was really worried about ki nhi hoga toh kyaaa ...now im feeling relaxed jo hoga dekha jaygega ...sab bhagwan ke hath me ...bass effort pura daal deta hu ....thank you soo muchhhh

[@YourName-lol4u]

relatable hogaya lagta hai, thank you for sharing this, you are valiant and awesome♥

[@Rahul-dc7vo]

Same mereliye bhi top batch wale iz relatable😢

[@AshutoshATS]

Loved your Jee story. It gives a lot of good insights for the newbies out there thinking they need to carry rockets on their shoulders. This will help them ❤

[@anushkabhagat1700]

Bruh legit, I swear I do not comment on KZbin videos it was a sign I came across your video...the only thing I need to should out loud is GIRL IT NEEDS COURAGE,YOUUU ARE GOODAMMMMNNN BRAVE AND HUSTLERR

[@meetdobariya1225]

Ye choti moti story encompasses within itself such a big tale. Your story is truly inspiring. Thanks for being who you're. ❤

[@ugakshata9579]

Proud of u di..at least someone fearlessly spoke abt it❤specially the the batch shuffling of coaching

[@rohitmali9168]

You have a beautiful soul. You will achieve what you you have strive for. Hugs and kisses ❤

[@shanaya573]

I really felt like..she needs a damn tight hug...I literal want to give you a hug..you faced a lot..I am also a jee aspirant and yes the stress is on its peak..but yes lets go with the flow and will try to give my best..and you are a great women..Love youu dii💕🫶

[@DESTROYEROPHAIKYA]

Naam Japte Chalo Kaam Karte Chalo Hare Krishna ❤😊

[@abhinavpaliwal6872]

6 saal coaching ke competition ke safar se guzarna aur firr hare krishna bolte hue apna path change karna....bahut willpower hai aapme👏👏... hats off to you🙂💯

[@Simple0__0student]

Kitni coaching change ki inhone

[@katyaayan18]

U spoke complete facts.....whatever u said specially the dummy school part. That schools were not a time-waste actually they were a real stress buster jiske wajah se u could focus more on studies. Instead of sitting ideal not feeling like studying after the mental exertion which happens in the coaching centre and travelling from there to and fro. I am currently a JEE aspirant aswell who has lost interest in machines after having the mental torture from a year. Plus i completely relate to u as even i upload song covers and have strong inclination towards music.

[@anuranjan2599]

Dummy school and taking IIT coaching was the biggest mistake of my life. Gave me a trauma and horrible nightmare. But now I am happy being a lawyer😊. I found my love in law.

[@askmr21]

bro can you tell your story too I am interested !!!

[@kalpeshsahu1667]

hi

[@Onii-Chan-jw6oq]

No FIIT-JEE was harmed in this video 😢😅

[@navneet2544]

A ss s s s

[@Roshan-xm2th]

😂😂

[@studybugsbunny4211]

How do you know that it's fiitjee it may be Allen to as the number of students in a class in allen is 70-100

[@peehusrivastava6463]

@@studybugsbunny4211 because she said fateer ji which rhymes with fitjee

[@studybugsbunny4211]

@@peehusrivastava6463 ya she said fatechar jee but as much I know the strength in class of fiitjee is way lesser than that of Allen she also mentioned about the strength of students in class

[@PrithviGupta-f1e]

Seeing you on the verge of being crying.. i felt like only to hold ur hand and say "Everything is fine .. believe in Your Actions".. and just convey ur father to give u a tight hug and console you 😌😌🙃🙃 I can feel you BUDDY ❤❤

[@AgnishBeck]

Abhi toh hasi nahi aati, is liye khud hi khud ko roast karke hasta hoon 🌚💀

[@Abhishek_warrior1]

Mai bee 😂

[@Boossindia]

Bs bs bahen Rona aa jayega 😢😆strong rho aap life me achhe position pr ho bs mahenat chalu rakho and ye channel ko grow kro consistent hoke hare krishna🙏🏻

[@unknownxpratik1351]

Hare Krishna🙏🏻 Such a beautiful story❤

[@Jaminkhan-r1c]

APKI HAR BAAT SE SEHMAT HU FEEL UR PAIN AND HARDWORK YR PR KOI NA JO BHI KRNA H LIFE MAI BILKUL MACHANA HAI WO BHI FREE HOKAR👍

[@_ANKIT_22008]

Wow ! another video from zendria ❤️ Hare Krishna ❤️

[@Xyzambd234]

@@_ANKIT_22008 Hey I am very interested in Krishna god I want to know more about him

[@_ANKIT_22008]

@@Xyzambd234 he can't be defined easily by anyone

[@_ANKIT_22008]

@@Xyzambd234 but if you want to know about him you can read bhagwad Geeta

[@_ANKIT_22008]

@@Xyzambd234but if you want to know about him you can read srimad Bhagavatam and garg samhita

[@_ANKIT_22008]

​@@Xyzambd234 but if you want to know about him you can read the shrimad Bhagavatam or garg samhita

[@AkarshRaghuvanshi]

Dee im a dropper and just seen your video in recommendation i accidentally visited this channel and i love how you handle such a painful situation 😊 jai shree krishna radhe radhe aur rone kuch nhi hota haste raha karo sabhi 😇😁

[@EDTR14]

Bhai padhle ye sab chhodke please competition bhot hai

[@lokkistown4848]

@@EDTR14😂😂

[@AkarshRaghuvanshi]

@@EDTR14 bhai sahi bol rahe ho😅 Yt chalana bhi band karna hai 😔

[@AkarshRaghuvanshi]

@@EDTR14 I'll give my best and let the god deside my destiny 🥹 and bhai don't worry everything will be fine soon 🤞😇

[@Raghav6985]

​@@EDTR14 Kis college me jaa rhe ho?

[@abhinavsingh9756]

You dont know how much I related with you. Kudos to you and full support to you

[@amitbajaj1490]

Tightest virtual hug to you for speaking your heart out!! ❤ It needs courage to pour your heart out like this!!

[@Zendria_X]

Thank you so much 🙏🏻🦚❤️🥺

[@kavyayadav259]

Yaar I took PCMB in 11th kyuki Bio pasand thi and Math ghar walo ko pasand tha. I wanted to appear for both NEET and JEE but iski wajah se Guitar chod diya, I was in a band tho wo bhi choot gaya. Dummy school tha tho no friends. Later I realized ki I want to work for people, I want to go into administration so mene koi competitive exam nahi diya and fir DU gaya and wahan se CS Kiya and now I am preparing for Civil Services! So basically Zendria, ab mujhe lagta hai ki life mein Jo hona tha vo accha he hua hai kyuki aaj jab itne kuch cheejo se nikla mein tab jaake thodi maturity aayi. Tumhari story bahut similar hai mujhse but trust me "Jahan tum aaj ho, it's the place you are supposed to be"! Rona aagaya definitely mujhe bhi but, we are strong and we eventually figured out something which means something to us. You are really Brave Zendria!♥️ Kanha ji will look after us. Take Care and Stay Strong!!

[@ZENITSU90867]

bro in a CS major myself i never gave JEE cause it fyck uf the mental alot civil sevices are the best option... any tip for me??

[@kavyayadav259]

​@@ZENITSU90867 Umm agar tip CS ke regarding chaiyeh tho yaar college mein jo padaya jaa raha hai vo bahut outdated hai... Usmein bas decent perform Karo and then Data Science, ML and AI wali side explore karo kyuki coding bhi comparatively kam hai agar sirf Data Science ko dekhu tho. Baaki agar Civil Services ke liye tip chaiyeh tho abhi you are in college so just through the basic stuff like NCERT or you can skip NCERT by watching videos on either Unacademy or any platform jo bhi theek Lage. You can start with Geography by Sudarshan Gurjar on Unacademy unke free course hai.

[@Zendria_X]

🙏🏻❤️🕊️🦚 thank you so much 🥺 means a lot

[@maan5991]

bro when did u prep for JEE exam?

[@kavyayadav259]

@@ZENITSU90867 Tip about CS yaa Civil Services?

[@gopalkrishna01]

I am currently in Class - 11, preparing for JEE. And, I can truly relate to each and every word you said! It literally feels like "konsi rat race mein fass gye hai". Every night before sleeping, bas yahi lagta hai ki Yaar, aaj thoda aur padh lete.. I wasted time here, I could've studied more... Sometimes it truly feels like ki Regrets ke saath jee rha hu, woh bhi pta ni kyu (Days when I feel lost in this Universe).. And also, that one thing you mentioned about School going students is actually true if you have a True Friend, no filters. I do have one, so I can tell how much it helps.. But still at the end of the day, It's me alone aur bas wahi regrets, and at times I don't really know ki what I'm sad for... And kabhi kabhi woh sudden feeling of fear ki agar ye nhi hua toh kya karunga? aur firr kahi bhi Mann nhi lagna.. Life feels Difficult.. BTW, You got a fan for a lifetime. I like the creators like you who have Authenticity and express themselves to their Subscribers. Keep Growing Miss Zendria (considering You a friend of mine, and it feels like you truly are). 🌱 Your videos are very Therapeutic to me, just keep creating more 💗🥹🧿 More power to You, Brave Girl 🫂✨

[@Thoe7]

Listen friend the actually truth is that it doesn’t matter.The fear of failure is nothing infront of actual regret.After my 10th everyone was taking science so i decided too but it was one of the worst decisions for me i belong to a business family in which i am always interested in Business related things but in science feild everything seems so boring and not interesting.One day my brother who has done software engineering came to me and asked”What’s your future plan” and i responded”I don’t know” he said there is no scope in software engineering for someone like you and he told me his struggle that after completing studies he worked at a tech company for about 1-2 years inbetween thinking what is he doing after that he decided to quit and start his own company it took about 4 years to start his own company after quitting job.And now he is earning more than 7 lakh monthly.The actual truth is that 80-90%of iit-jee aspirants are not going to make it 11,11,350 students appear for exam only 20k-25k crack the exam and only 10k reach to it institutes what are others doing wasting their time in jee nothing else.So if you want to do it you will but if not its very hard.After giving my 11th science final exam i changed my stream to commerce because that’s what i want to do.Keep it up brother grind oneday paysoff❤

[@gopalkrishna01]

@@Thoe7 Thanks a lot Bhaiya 🫂🌼

[@Mayukh04]

​@@gopalkrishna01Same sis / bro ...I am also currently in 11th standard preparing for JEE from PW Arjuna batch and I can relate to everything you said - the regrets at the end of the day , the fear of agar jee nhi nikla toh kya karenge...I thought I was the only one who is facing it but today I came to know it isn't only me and it gave me a bit of relief...Let's put in our best and let our fate decide what happens in the end and hope for the best.

[@gopalkrishna01]

@@Mayukh04 No bhai, you're not alone. Most of us, aspirants are facing similar problems. I've seen it in My School, talked to a few of My Closest Friends.. everyone says the same. And han, Let's try our best, and leave the rest on God and our fate.. 🫂 Even I felt better that atleast someone, from some other corner of India is sharing a similar experience to that of mine. 🫂

[@Mayukh04]

@@gopalkrishna01 Hare krishna 🦚 and let's do our best..

[@sr5477]

no words...U r very very brave....being in ditto similar situation I can totally relate...though can't tell my identity but still Proud of U!!!!

[@vivekkawale777]

Hey Zendria, I echo your feelings. Thanks for putting this real video and not cutting the emotional part. Radhe Radhe 🕊️

[@moditparmar2614]

US

[@vikhyathimiryala]

thank you didi, for doing what you are doing! if not for you, there would be so many people less kind and more stressed! thank you for everything. lots of love. Radhe Radhe 💚💙

[@Zendria_X]

Radhe radhe 🦚🙏🏻🕊️❤️

[@shreynayak4561]

Sorry gurl.... Quite a similar and relatable story. Wanted to become doc but some ended giving JEE 2024. I got 92k CRL and literally not even managed to get a NIT. Reason to persue engnn. Was the fact that medical takes too long to get paid and i heard that "IIT karo, 20-25 LPA ka placement lo aur finally family ko financially support kro." That financial support to family literally kills your interest, passaion and most importantly your mind stability. 😢 After that i couldn't clear Advanced and finally took admission in MMMUT GKP (a state govt. Tech University). The thing is that i realised that a kiddo of middle class literally gets mature so early that he even kills his dreams to support parents.

[@saumyapandey3872]

How much u are paid today ??

[@blackbts17]

Same story as u ..got admission in mmmut gkp

[@blackbts17]

And same ..I don't know if mmmut is good

[@abstractwonder707]

I hate this to be honest, middle class and poor people should stop having kids . They should not see them as investment. I am unable to understand why so huge population yet people want to bring lives in this country...mine managed to provide me resources but i hve seen many couldn't yet bring childs

[@arpitasingh6338]

​@@blackbts17 accha clg hai bs placement ka thoda sa issue h

[@nathaishik]

Didi, i really agree with you on everything you said. I wish there was more awareness fo the fact that JEE is not everything. I was lucky enough to have cleared JEE, but now that I have cleared it, everything felt so meaningless (yeah maybe not totally but the undue pressure, absolutely). There was a time when I wanted to become "successful" and all that, but know, I just want peace and a stressfree life. Every teenager deserves to be a teenager. And the situation is like, you cannot personally say to the JEE aspirants ki don't be so wo wo over JEE. Because otherwise, I think, they might feel like I am demotivating them. I don't know why I am writing all this. I just feel like it.

[@gummyorama6165]

Are u in iit?

[@nathaishik]

@@gummyorama6165 no, iisc

[@kriss3pathi]

​@@nathaishik mtlb rank to bohot achhi aayi hogi aapki ?

[@kriss3pathi]

​@@nathaishik mera ek question aur bhi h ki m regular school wala hi evening shift m to ab m PW per class hi le pata ho aur hw pura nahi hota per module bhi karni hoti h aur physics m hcv to kya kya karn chaiye mtlb kitne questions module se aur kitne hcv se ?

[@kriss3pathi]

Aur maths ke baar me bhi plz bta dena ki isko kese karna plz 🙏

[@deb2743]

It's not often that a yt video can be so relatable. Thanks to you and also thanks to SRI KRISHNA for bringing this video in front of me :)

[@aryankpshorts8282]

APNE TOH SACh mein rula diya aapne sahi time mein sahi decision liya RADHE RADHE ,JAI SHREE KRISHNA 🥰🥰

[@intelligentbanda3423]

haan

[@Nova46-q3c]

Zendria, your journey is truly inspiring! The way you persevered through the ups and downs of preparing for the JEE is commendable. Your honesty and openness about the challenges you faced will definitely motivate many others who are in the same boat. Keep sharing your story and inspiring others. You’ve shown that with determination and hard work, anything is possible. Best wishes for your future endeavors!

[@utkarshaawasthi1207]

Ye sirf bewkofi hai agar aap ko nhi karna to pahle decide Karo paper me tukke marna is not inspiring. Aur passion ko pershue karna hai to college me bahot apportunity milti hai Eqlips Nova ko dekh lo.Vo bhi to singing kar rahe hai...

[@Zendria_X]

🙏🏻❤️🕊️🦚 that's so sweet of you

[@Nova46-q3c]

@@Zendria_Xthank you

[@Satyamjha-rk9tt]

Exactly ​@@utkarshaawasthi1207

[@icebear3534]

@@utkarshaawasthi1207bkl tune kya ukhaad liya 🫠💀

[@Parineeta1229]

I am proud that every word of yours is TRUE and not sugar-coated. I have been through the same state of mind for the past 3 years and the very first thought that came to my mind after seeing my JEE results was YES I'll not become an engineer in my life. 🙏🙏

[@illegalpoint4856]

You cleared jee?

[@rajeevranjantiwari9283]

your are a first creater jiska maine pura video dekha wo 24min ka you such a warrior

[@NewbieCommentator]

I can absolutely relate the stress one have while preparing for JEE. I actually loved physics and maths and not JEE. Right now I'm in an IISER and I'm doing good and I'm really proud that didn't choose engineering. Your story is truly inspiring. Radhe Radhe 🙏❤

[@thorfinn_saga]

How did you got into iiser ?

[@ahuman5433]

@@thorfinn_saga IAT

[@arpitasingh5037]

First time I saw you dii and it's worth it ❤❤ aap ne kaise apni weakness ko represent kiya like ye bhi mera hai sirf mera 😅 aaj ke bad mai apne marks ko lekr depression me nhi jaungi ❤❤ love 💕 you yrr 🥰 you are perfect

[@Riyax1D]

One of the strongest girl i have ever seen, more power to you mhh girl 🫂💗🤍✨

[@hemcharan4256]

been through the same phase bas droupout nahi kar paya stay strong and all the best for your journey

[@subhashreesatapathy2801]

Whyyy soo relatable??Being aspirant, Life till 10th was fun, haifall during 11th , 12th , lack jaw, singing as passion?????

[@mysteriousguru5048]

YOU ARE A GREAT STORYTELLER 😇🧡...sometimes parents don't realise they had to be kind with their children ....💔

[@Chitrangada101]

A person who had gulped so much pain ,,, possess different kind of brightness on their face and wears such a beautiful smile,,, there is something special in Your smile❤... Seeing you to smile makes us smile too! Love from West Bengal ❤

[@Zendria_X]

That's so sweet of you 🥺🙏🏻❤️🦚🕊️

[@Chitrangada101]

❤❤❤

[@abhishekdwivedi1737]

​@@Zendria_X Yadi hume koi topic samajh nahi aata toh humara mind use leave kar deta aur guilt ki feeling deta hai, par yadi hum use pure hokar samajhne ka prayas karenge toh woh crack ho jayega aur padhne mein maza bhi aane lagega . Iska base sirf itna hai ki hamesha pure aur true rehna , nahi aata toh nahi aata koi problem nahi par guilt se progress ruk jati hai. Geeta mein bhi mind ke vicharo ko illusion ( not real kaha gaya hai) toh unhe nashwar mankar ignore Karo aur apne andar ke eternal Brahma ब्रह्म ko pehchano through intense dhyan or naam jap . 🕉️❤️❤️❤️

[@sandeep.never.gives.up.015]

I can understand and feel every word , I took drop in 2023, then messed up in JEE 2024 I had no one to talk too, had no one to whom i can share my feelings, I was daily crying, I didn't even know i have a very serious depression, until i lost in 2024 After drop year, and before college admission... I was stressed and depressed even more... I just said to myself that i couldn't do anything, i am a failure... I really really really cried a lot, i didn't get sleeps at night, my head was always aching... But i didn't know it's depression... I literally had no one... Then, after my drop year, i took admission in a good state college... I was still depresses, i kept saying myself that i am a failure... Then i joined a Bhagwat-Geeta club in my college (by isckon temple), After joining this amazing club, i slowly slowly start to understand about life and happiness... Thanks to this club, i almost overcome my depression ❤ But i still get headaches and tears when i remember my past 🥺

[@VartikaSingh-wu6oz]

Were you able to study in your drop year?? ....that must be reason I hope you are doing well now

[@happy-ns6el]

@@VartikaSingh-wu6oz currently in same situation right now took a drop for jee 2025, just do not know what to do

[@VartikaSingh-wu6oz]

@@happy-ns6el yeah but still Try and try

[@DebjitSengupta-j2f]

Starting of this video, your face was sad .. but when you smile ... It was lovely...You are very very prity , your smile is weapon , so don't be sad .

[@sameerkumarsingh8318]

Thank you so much didi vaise ek baat kahu di, aap bahut acche se baat karti hain. Maine aapka ye first video dekha hai Hare Krishna

[@Zendria_X]

Hare krishna 🙏🏻🦚😄🕊️

[@LuckyKrr]

Jyada motivate ho gya tha kl se iit k liye din rat padhne wala tha but ab tumhari video dekh li ab kl se nahi padhunga kyuki iit k alawa bhi to bahut kuchh h tqqq

[@AnkitRajSingh07]

Relatable !❤ thank god you came and upfront this kind of issues that a student goes through during the preparation!! Many of us can relate to this and the inferiority complex ,which you talked about is killing most of us from inside everyday.

[@xmenatarmss1837]

Can relate on a high scale. Much love to you 💜💜💜

[@vishesh21105]

Saying a JEE Adv AIR - 300. Don't be so mad in the race, know yourself, have light in yourselves, you can achieve many great things in private colleges as well.

[@AyanDas-pp8fh]

I am shocked to see the another side of you 😢,how much pain and stress hiding under the smile. I am also a pure science student i can also relate with it 😢😢😢. I am inspired from you to follow passion because it gives happiness . I also believe that god always has a plan😊. I hope you are good now. I wish you will be a great singer in future ❤❤😊. All the best ❤❤😊

[@ItsPiyush18]

Ready to see a another side of zendria....the unfiltered one ❤🦚🕊

[@Zendria_X]

❤️❤️🕊️🦚

[@hiiamrohan]

@@Zendria_X dii app kaha se ho??

[@indiakeveer888]

@@hiiamrohanJaipur & she’s my 1 year batchmate.

[@Xyzambd234]

Iiest shibpur infra is worst I am sure she left college by this reason​@@indiakeveer888

[@Lki50]

@@indiakeveer888 konse college se ho

[@PrateekGupta-j5w]

KZbin recommend this to me and Literally this is the best recommendation i had ever got from youtube. I'm a JEE dropper and everything are relatable 🙌🙌🙇‍♂🙇‍♂

[@Eden_leorie]

More power,love and support to you didi🤍I couldn't stop sobbing throughout the video and all I want is to see the pain disappear from your eyes...Thank you didi for also showing ur vulnerable side which many refrain to show and say that life is all bling... Thank you for being you

[@ankursingh-ps7ue]

loved how strong you are in mind and soul and just wanna say you are super cute and i love you as always

[@21centuryboy17]

😂 nice one​@@AB123-n5y

[@hitmanasassin]

Guys, we re being scamed 😂 our seniors look younger, and our junior looks older than us.😂 This is not good 😢

[@itsmehere8285]

This was only possible coz you can sing at any age... But in case of my friend, he was too good at most sports with huge passion for football and like every other Indian parent his too sent him to a coaching, where he failed jee and is now doing cs at a private college!! Now there's no chance for him to again start playing at 18 like he used to when he was much younger while players would already be in their professional careers by now! An overly jolly guy now transformed into thinking about his packages or scope in future really makes my heart ache!! It's a matter to think just how many Virat's and Sunil's are lost in the jee/neet/cuet/etc,etc. crowd and never make it to their dreams!!

[@sagar76123]

I am an IIT kgp passout and have been unemployed for the last three months it doesn't mean even from good college guarantees your success. my single suggestion is to keep working hard wherever you r and leave tension of success upon god. he will

[@Aayahutohhhg]

Joothe, Microsoft me job krta hai 1 cr package ke sath

[@A.A.A543]

​@@Aayahutohhhgtumhe kaise pata bhai?

[@Aayahutohhhg]

@@A.A.A543 batchmate ho iska mere saath Microsoft me job krta hai, mera package 1.6 cr

[@FUELEDBYMEMES1]

​@@Aayahutohhhg sabhi na nahi lagta bhai.

[@vibes-jb5bg]

Bhai apni degree ka screenshot bhejo proof ke liye

[@goldekaushik1721]

Watching you since 2023, the moment I saw you and heard your voice it felt like heaven, I have crush on you since that very day, I've been liking you since that, although never tried contacting but today I felt like commenting what I want is not possible honestly Idk what to say but Yeah, you are brave.

[@Zendria_X]

🙏🏻🦚🕊️❤️

[@jitendrabhuyan2363]

Beautiful , brave girl...your story definitely resembles with many. These are untold struggles of many during their growing up days.

[@snoopdogg2.010]

I'm in class 12 and sadly a so called JEE aspirant and that too in "Allen". Honestly saying JEE is nothing compared to all the universities world wide like we , Indian students don't get the right university we deserve , IITs mei practical education ki rate is so low and all they highly focus on is just the paper based "ratta" theory. Now all facts coming up -- We prepare and give the world's toughest engineering exam , the world's toughest like 1st rank exam in terms of difficulty , wasting our two precious and memorable final years of schooling life ,to get in an IIT and what about our dear IITs , there aren't any single IIT in world's top 100 universities. yea u heard it right even u can check it acc to " QS ranking " and worse in other rankers list. Now the top most IIT is "IIT Mumbai" which stands at 118th rank , our top college in which there are about 50 seats for CS and keep in mind that only the 50 toppers out of 1.6M aspirants get this 118th rank college after cranking the world's most toughest exam , then comes IIT Delhi at 150th rank and the list goes on. All I wanna say is PLEASE DONT WASTE YOUR "NEVER COMING BACK" PRECIOUS CHILDHOOD SCHOOLIFE YEARS AND ESPECIALLY YOUR LIFE CUZ it's much more important than u might think it is. We all are training to be corporate rats doin' 9 to 5 job in some way or other so just a message for the people who are thinking of doing JEE and all , just reconsider your decision and if u want to opt for PCM then please at least don't enroll yourself in any coaching cuz that would make it only worse ,nothing else and coaching institutes only care about their name and titles no matter how much pressure the students is bearing or how is their mental health (IITs just doesn't make any damn sense to me in the slightest way yet I'm a aspirant cuz after all I'm an Indian and so are my parents). Don't ever give up on yourself thinking that IITs/NIT or like JEE is your last thread of hope if u wanna be successful cuz u will be considered successful when u will be happy in what u do for your living rather than earning a fortune in any boring job which sucks and u just hate it from the bottom of your soul , every single day same routine same timing same stuff and same everything( sorry I'm frustrated cuz of all this mess and the way Indian's think , specially their mindset towards studies like if u don't study u wont be able to achieve anything in life - which is just crap btw ). I will conclude my message by sharing Elon musk's quote --- “Don't confuse schooling with education. I didn't go to Harvard but the people that work for me did". Thanks for y'all's time and hope it helped clearing some of your thoughts about all this "holy fuss" - our dear IITs. We have only one life dude so just freaking live it large and enjoy it with your loved ones while trying to find your living out of what u love doing the most rather than sticking up your head in this stupid competition. One fun fact is that I didn't knew what JEE or IIT is until I joined Allen in class 11 lol ;) And it's definitely not my piece of cake fs.

[@coderravi-pv8im]

after reading this comment i was able to understand your attitude , as a student purusing btech from nit i can proudly say that "jee is not about job or money its about the confidence you get when you stand as top 1 in 100 " .who told that after jee you would get a 9 to 5 job ? millions of startups in india were originating from these top tier colleges , because they have the CONFIDENCE and skill to excel in something. i can sense your numbness from here just because you told jee is not piece of my cake and so you will be joining in a local private college after 12th , if you dont your parents will forcefully throw you there .and after going there you will find students with no confidence ,skills and mainly ESCAPIST nature like you and you will end up taking a 9 to 5 job . belive me not , these are the facts . I again repeat its not about the intrest ITS ABOUT THE CONFIDENCE YOU GAIN DURING THIS JOURNEY . i would really appreciate you if you atleast work hard upto jee from now , i repeat you will never regret.

[@Simple0__0student]

How are the teachers in Allen also tell ur branch

[@coderravi-pv8im]

@@Simple0__0student DONT BE DEPENDENT ON TEACHERS , BECAUSE THE GOAL OF COACHING INSTITUTES IS TO PROVIDE TOP RANKERS AND THEY FOCUS ONLY ON THEM , SO MAKE A PLAN BY YOURSELF AND FOLLOW IT . YUP ! IM PURSUING ECE

[@Simple0__0student]

@@coderravi-pv8im okh bro then from where should I study theory

[@coderravi-pv8im]

i personally did cengage book and vedantu aravind kalia sir lec for maths, alakh pandey sir lec for phy mains theory(i repeat he is only for mains )and e saral for theory and , for che i cant suggest since my chemistry score was too low

[@resultantfocus05]

Why I am crying 😭. Such a Emotion & Unfiltered Story.. i am in the middle how i will complete the video, Di u are really Strong ❤️..

[@Zendria_X]

🥺🙏🏻🦚❤️🕊️ shukriya

[@studyspottt]

hii di ....your journey is painful but beautiful . sometimes we dont realises the value of our life and take it for granted but finally you pursue ur dream and peace..

[@jaguar29495]

Going through a hard time, the woman of my life, after 6 years of relationship, and 6 months of marriage, is leaving me. Accidentally came upon your video on my timeline some time back, and it rekindled my dream to start learning guitar. Purchased it and practising slowly. Thank you Zendria. You're like a beacon of hope to many lost souls. As you rightly said, Kanhaji himself has led you to music, to heal and inspire many souls. Jai Shri Krishna 🦚🙏🏻

[@Zendria_X]

Sorry to hear that , may you heal soon and your heart fills with happiness 😄 hare krishna 🦚❤️🕊️

[@suryakantarya01]

Try to remain together bro, its your 6 year old love. U have been hebitual of her and btw i m teling u with my experience cause i m a divocee.

[@shivanshusingh4323]

Every girl is selfish and gold digger nowadays 😡

[@justmebruh483]

@@shivanshusingh4323 kyu? tu janta hai uss ladhki ko ki kyu usne iss ladhke ko chordha?

[@jaguar29495]

@@suryakantarya01 I've tried everything possible. Have done every duty as a husband considering it my dharma despite all humiliations. Sorry that you had to go through a divorce. Wish you have a great future ahead. We all deserve love and happiness ❤️

[@AbhijeetAnand-fr6dx]

It's a voice message from millions of innocent students who are still regretting by their current career decision and cannot able to speak just coz of pressure expectations responsibility blah blah and also for those who lost their lives😢. Hats off to your courage that you have directly uploaded this video on public 🫡🫡❤️🙏 Hare Krishna 🙏

[@Zendria_X]

Thank you so much 🙏🏻🦚🕊️❤️, means a lot to me

[@karthikeysharma9161]

Hey!! , you are so real!! , nowadays we find very less people like you!! Btw you got a very bright future!!

[@arijeetchoudhury8621]

Hey just watched your video and found it incredibly moving. Your openness about your journey and decision to take a different path is truly inspiring. Thank you for showing that success can come in many forms. I really felt your emotions throughout, and I appreciate your honesty in sharing your story. It’s a powerful reminder of how perseverance and hard work pay off. Take care, and keep being kind to yourself and the incredible person you are. I also want to mention that your story means a lot to me. I deeply admire your love and faith in Krishna i know i am saying it outta nowhere but in my perspective its all his perfect plan . It’s His mercy to witness and hear from His devotees, like you. I’m very grateful for your story and how your faith in Krishna has given you strength to overcome obstacles . No one can truly connect with Krishna’s loved ones without His mercy. Your story clearly shows how Krishna helps His devotees-just have faith and love Him, and He will take care of the rest(even though you might not have faith or love for him back then but he loves you soo much that eventually you came to know him and he helped you )It’s overwhelming for me to express my feelings. Krishna consciousness is something deeply felt, not easily expressed, and where words fall short, tears speak volumes. I hope you also feel the same gratitude I do and recognize Krishna’s mercy in allowing me to connect with you and hear your devotional songs and bhajans. After seeing your struggle and video, a saying comes to mind: "Krishna doesn’t promise a stormless sea but offers an unsinkable boat." I am here always here to support you however i can Hare krishna 🦚❤

[@rohanmishra23]

Hare krishna ❤ prabhu ji 🙏

[@vaidikvijay5907]

You may not realise it but you really won in life. Am preparing for jee right now in Kota. I still dont know what i want to do in life. Seeing this video, it gave me a lot of courage and hope. All i want to say is thankyou. Radhe Krishna ❤❤

[@EshikaSingh-zq3fw]

Oh me too.... Seriously it sometimes feels like hell here.... Btw u r from which building?

[@Funwithtripathiji]

Really expressing my gratitude towards her struggle..

[@SnowGudda]

Broooo you are so strong ❤ As a neet aspirant I can feel you I am a dropper

[@autonomous5366]

You are such an angel❤ Kanha ji chooses you to make strong that's why you suffered from Those things.... Trust him your future self is going to thank you for Not just to be strong but for everything. Just add some anger That one you'll prove everyone why you take that decision to against Your parents. Be strong Be bold kanha ji will guide you in each and Every step to this new journey...

[@intelligentbanda3423]

You really made me cry 😭 you just took right decision love you 3000❤❤

[@Piyushji-mf8cg]

Bhen, I was from IITB, and I know ki pressure kya hota hai . But I guess this makes us a warrior or a better person.

[@PratStrugglingForIIT]

man i don't know how many of y'all will be reading this but i guess here we go so i was enrolled in a good reputed coaching back in my class 10th. it was not my parents who forced me to join it rather it was my choice to join because my friends were doing it so i had to do it too. i got 97.8% in 10th (cbse board) and tbh i wasn't really "happy" because of my score cz i felt like maine kuch khaas mehnat nahi kari thi aur mai utna score nahi deserve karta tha. there was a girl who got 97.8 too but she studied for whole god damn year and use literally puri ncert rati hui thi. now in 11th my school gave me an option to go with dummy school (unhone basically allow kar diya tha ki tum chutti le sakte ho). i was pretty much excited about my jee prep and started it in march 2023. also i did chose the dummy school but in my coaching i wasn't enrolled in that batch so i had to go for only 2 days a week which eventually ruined my social life. moving forward to march 2024, i looked back at my 1 year old self who was excited to start this journey was now already tired with 1 year still remaining. i wasted my 11th. to give you a brief idea about my situation i would say that meri physics itni weak thi ki jo volume 2 thi uski mujhe theory tak nahi aati thi [abhi bhi nahi aati ;(((( ], chem mei organic maine saari classes miss kar di thi school exam ki wajah se, maths mei 9 chaps mei 2 ki classes choot gayi thi. ab jo chapters ki classes maine kari thi wo bhi mujhe kuch khaas nahi aate, agar 10 mains ke question doge toh bus 5 kar paunga aisi prep thi. conic sections jo mera us time sabse strong tha ab mujhe usme kuch nahi pata literally kuch bhi nahi. throughout my 11th i tried to get into the toppers batch but i failed to do so. during march 2024 i had my mains at the coaching jiske basis pr batch reshuffle hona tha. mujhe basically kuch bhi nhi aata tha us test ka toh i thought to give it online and thodi cheating karlunga ye sochkr i gave the test. i scored 158/300 in it. 12th began in april and during the last week of april i got to know that i've been promoted into the top batch because of my last test (usme toppers tak ke kam the, they said it was the toughest of all). initial days ache gaye but soon sab kuch badalne wala tha. i got very less marks in one mains mock test and us dar se maine classes chordna start kar diya ki in sab ache bacho ke beech mai apne itne kam marks kaise bataunga. june sabse lowest time tha mera ab tak ka. itna inferiority complex maine aaj tak feel nahi kara tha apni life mei. also ek cheez mai mention karna chahunga ki maine throughout 11th acha score maintain kara tha of 160s us basis pr bhi mujhe top batch mei promote kara. itna low feel ho raha tha mujhe june july mei aur itne negative thoughts aa rhe thei ki maine bahot baar literally bahot baar give up karne ka socha. next test aaya usme bhi i scored less and maine firse classes chordna start kardi. once again that inferiority complex started hitting me. mujhe lagne laga ki is se acha toh mai apne purane batch mei he kar leta tha apne dosto ke beech yaaha toh mai ek dam akela hu ek dam he akela. now its august and mera 2 weeks mei test hai mai abhi bhi us he batch mei hu. i don't know aage kya hone waala hai mere saath. abhi tabiyat bhi theek nahi chal rhi hai 1 hafte se (suffering from high fever), i just don't want to mess up this one 😭😭. agar ye waala bhi bura gaya toh i don't think so mere andar utni himmat hogi ek aur try dene ki. is batch mei in bacho ke saath compete karna is tough. especially jab tumhare saath na ho koi baithne wala. anyways thats it man halka karna tha thoda. jay siya ram ❤

[@md.masiud3495]

It's ok bro..don't think much..u will get good college based on ur prep..just prepare well and give test..and improve.. don't think about things u can't control..and don't take life more seriously than it has to be.. society fools us..there are various ways to earn money

[@akanshkumar2876]

BRAVE! thats all i have to say. Wish you all the best for your journey , will keep watching your videos

[@Siddhantsingh-yd5ye]

Ur speak literally so well that i feel so much calmness after hearing u......I'm also an IIT alumini , so u better understand the pains and all that one had to go through.....and maintaining calmness and peace within oneself is very important which i get from ur videos ....so that why please upload videos....Regularly .....And i want to meet u once in jaipur from bottom of my heart....❤

[@AMBITIOUS7575]

Don't cry didi you are the best. Your voice is very melodious.

[@Sandeep_chand16]

My experience ( poocha to nhi par me to bataunga) :- I passed class 12 this year scoring 80.2% and I am satisfied except chemistry because i think i could have done better because in pre board i scored 60/80 but in boards 62/100 so that was devastating for me but now I don't regret because i am pursuing bsc maths degree which i always wanted to pursue . I prepared for JEE in class 11 and 12 but in the first 2-3 months of 12 i realised that i never wanted to become a engineer or even didn't have interest in chemistry and physics except mathematical part and i decided to leave jee preparation and do NDA preparation and gave all in to it but didn't clear the September attempt and then boards preparation started and i was so into it that i can't afford extra time for nda april attempt ( my last attempt) and due to demotivation didn't have gave nda exam . Then i gave GBPUAT exam and secured 1889 rank and was getting community science ( I don't know what it is ) so left the seat then took admission in Graphic era in BSC maths also if you are reading so you would be thinking why i didn't gave CUET the only answer i was stupid and demotivated at the same time because i thought how could i in such less time prepare for cuet and at the time when application forms were open i just ignored and ya i kind of regret it but who knows what is there for me in the future. Learning:- Never ever underestimate yourself. Whether your preparation is complete or not just give the exam because you will not have regret for it atleast . Be positive and tell your parents what you want to do . Life is like a stair you can't move forward until you see forward if you looking at your past so you will surely miss many opportunities of your present . Do have some co curricular habit like in my case i do - Dancing, play guitar , travel, running and some time read history books ir watch documentries . It helps to balance mental health.

[@gauravghuraiya-ly3fp]

I am a jee aspirant dropper from kota and today I realized why my jawline got stuck some time it is because of stress I didn't even know about it thanks di for informing me about this ❤😢

[@mydairy-c4p]

A WARM HUG TO YOU! YOU ARE A PURE SOUL MAY LORD BLESS YOU AND YOUR PATH

[@rohanmishra23]

Hare krishna zendria i can totally relate from your story i am also pursuing chemical engineering from DTU currently in 4th year and same situation like you pta hi nhi chl rha kya kru kuch accha hi nhi lgta btw loves your singing .......and may krishna always be with you ❤️

[@ImHarsh971]

Bhai aap btao ki dtu ki chemical 2024 me leni chaiye

[@100RABHKO4]

My journey was very different, i was blessed to have very supportive parents and brother and covid came as a saviour but can understand the struggles that u have faced (seen my friends too). Not everyone get's to raise their voice. Only Advice to Jee Aspirants is Live More, Worry Less