When i told my counselor about my self harm, she called my parents and made me tell them, and I felt terrible. Everyone at school alienated me and it was horrible. People still look at me weird, 2 years later.
@charliewatts75777 жыл бұрын
Similar things happened to me when I was in primary, and this is why I don't tell anyone anymore. :\
@shevannayoung62747 жыл бұрын
well it's illegal not to call parents if their child is a danger to themselves or others, so it's not your counselors fault
@Pr4y4pl4gues7 жыл бұрын
4 years later i still have no friends and people still talk about it
@popsicko64937 жыл бұрын
Shevanna Young Actually her counselor was kind of in the wrong. They won't call your parents without your consent unless you're expressing violent behavior towards them or others and when they think you're close to attempting suicide. The counselor should've gotten her permission.
@mynamedontmatter83817 жыл бұрын
+PopSicko they were allowed to, they shouldn't have but they were technically allowed.
@ceravemoisturizingcream66255 жыл бұрын
When students vent to their counselors about their feelings, the counselors 99% Call the student’s parents 1% *help*
@yukisnowbell19335 жыл бұрын
Why is this so accurate?
@_xxsagr101xx_45 жыл бұрын
I have depression and like nobody know cause I hide it
@sackof_cats5 жыл бұрын
I acctually ended up going to a different counselor because of this
@nikkielaine94535 жыл бұрын
Gacha Llama Exactly, my councilor was a piece of shit for that.
@alicia-eo1xk5 жыл бұрын
That's why I'm afraid to tell mine
@jamiebrooks4575 жыл бұрын
When I told my grandmother I had depression and was self harming, she said I was possessed. She wasn't wrong. Depression is a demon.
@pratyushjha18175 жыл бұрын
I have that book too bruh. Mark manson is a god
@ilikedogs10225 жыл бұрын
Pls post this everywhere
@randomcommenter83205 жыл бұрын
I agree to the fullest. My mom told me that depressed people are those whom were weak in their spirit, and that demons got the chance to enter their body and ruin them. Those demons keep whispering bad things to people's minds and make them as down as possible which leads people to commit suicide.
@aaliyahsalim72285 жыл бұрын
Depression is a b*tch
@lifalixxia63875 жыл бұрын
My grandma would say that too if i told her.
@owo-hd9zw5 жыл бұрын
A girl in my school told the principal about her self harm, she got expelled
@dani7775 жыл бұрын
Wtf this makes me mad
@sariica5 жыл бұрын
Omg....really?😔
@xxxflraxxx83015 жыл бұрын
Naty Alba what.the.actual.FUCK THAT IS SOME MESSED UP SHIT!
@fleetstarfallen85945 жыл бұрын
That's stupid
@Abu_ATC5 жыл бұрын
WHAT THE FLAP! HOW DARE THEY!
@kimsandoval37595 жыл бұрын
I started cutting on my wrists. My counselor he saw my wrists bandaged up and he made a big joke out of it. My whole class laughed at me. Everyone said "stop being so damn dramatic." I felt so disgusted with myself.
@xxsyst3m_err0rxx34 жыл бұрын
Bálor Club am I aloud to kill them?
@k1ngjamyk1ngjamy234 жыл бұрын
thats the life most people have to live in this SHITY RUNDOWN FUCKING WORLD
@jananbanan4524 жыл бұрын
Sheesh people can be rude sometimes. Stay strong!
@crater22774 жыл бұрын
I have cuts on my wrists. I always try to hide them and I’m about to run out of long sleeves to wear. I’ve been scared about that. Don’t let them get to you. Stay strong
@roses37284 жыл бұрын
*give me names* *G I V E M E A D D R E S S E S*
@Trinity-yh7fq5 жыл бұрын
can anyone else hear the trembling in her voice 😟
@ephraimah37045 жыл бұрын
me 😔
@burnt.norton5 жыл бұрын
idk how she doesn’t cry
@burnt.norton5 жыл бұрын
on nvm she did cry
@kkalliemint88825 жыл бұрын
Yes😢
@jimjin111able5 жыл бұрын
Yes
@mayh69597 жыл бұрын
every time she speaks her voice was trembling and every time she did that my heart broke x
@beepboop_11016 жыл бұрын
Same omg
@Auriga2066 жыл бұрын
anna / mia same
@twentyonepilots74996 жыл бұрын
Same :'(
@maxpainter336 жыл бұрын
anna / mia fuck I know I just want to hold her and tell its going to be okay
@deathrecords14896 жыл бұрын
things like this will destroy you for a very long time
@conan_7744 жыл бұрын
I love this comment section ·Everyone is understanding ·Everyone is comforting ·Everyone is just so decent
@notime35784 жыл бұрын
But why can’t we meet anyone like that around us?!!
@chloecorrigan26524 жыл бұрын
I self harm. I get it. Everyone you are amazing and schools now a days SUCk we need to stick together and push aside school and just think about that we are loved
@sasharichardson91274 жыл бұрын
@@chloecorrigan2652 Well said. Period.
@sasharichardson91274 жыл бұрын
"No time" is the first reply to your comment and we all agree. You can't meet that kind of people in real life. It's an improbable task. There are still good people in the world at the same time. You just have to look really hard for them..........
@its_lemon_194 жыл бұрын
conan_ Yep. We're here for you. We understand each others pain. I'll understand yours and I hope you understand mine.
@suicidemind50915 жыл бұрын
When my teacher saw my scars She said "Did you jump in a bush or what??"
@skyiqlo86254 жыл бұрын
Wow hahaha. I would very much prefer that.
@AmberCurve-ow7hj4 жыл бұрын
Preferable to any other bullshit they say
@fr0ggy_b3by134 жыл бұрын
Yeah a bush of blades and anger and anxiety
@H0SANNA4 жыл бұрын
😂
@its_lemon_194 жыл бұрын
x.Avacado .x Yeah and sadness and pain.
@attl-92627 жыл бұрын
her hair is so lovely
@Sammy-uq1zp7 жыл бұрын
IKR!!
@jessiflowers90857 жыл бұрын
+Clorox Bleach HEY YOU! YEAH YOU! I WANT YOU BABEH
@Sammy-uq1zp7 жыл бұрын
*opens cap* I have a flower flavour so that death will taste good. 😜😜
@no-xf8vl7 жыл бұрын
ikr!
@skittlekitty72647 жыл бұрын
i know rite? the best hair ever
@ploopymoop56195 жыл бұрын
I want to jump through the screen and give her the biggest hug..
@heidibenway28555 жыл бұрын
Same !!!!
@craigorth65245 жыл бұрын
Same
@jazminevargas39035 жыл бұрын
Same
@titi-gt8vv5 жыл бұрын
*raises hand* is mayo an instrument
@ayyyekayleighh5725 жыл бұрын
Can I get a hug??...
@sqviddy5 жыл бұрын
My mum is a nurse, so i’m scared she’s just gonna turn around and say “You do it for attention, you have nothing to be upset about” But she has no idea when i’m sat in my room with a blade.
@paiz1355 жыл бұрын
Omfg same
@shyanneashwood94405 жыл бұрын
Ya see that's why I take a pencil and scratch so deep it dosent bleed but still causes the same effect as a cut, so it will disappear in a day so they won't leave scars and people won't judge me for it
@aangelaguo4 жыл бұрын
@@shyanneashwood9440 i did that 4 months ago and it's still there.... i got reported and i started melting in my counselor's room. :(
@shyanneashwood94404 жыл бұрын
@@aangelaguo aww that sucks
@bugz1374 жыл бұрын
Same
@a_fricken_unicorn34365 жыл бұрын
I'm semi-addicted to self harm. I used to do it everyday, no I'm not getting better, it's just..Idk what it is..
@brissa1x4674 жыл бұрын
Emo Bubble I’m not a week clean but the longest I’ve been clean was like 6 months? I lost count
@kawaiiwolfie13854 жыл бұрын
I've only ever been about a week clean, which is when I'm at my dad's
@kaylahbailey83664 жыл бұрын
I can relate
@baileyy20244 жыл бұрын
Ive cut every day for about 2 weeks(when I started) except yesterday I didn't for some reason but I did again today...
@Ryuk-wz7ct4 жыл бұрын
I was only clean because my family found out and now that eveythings calmed down I've started again
@danieljohnson72845 жыл бұрын
Every time that her voice is trembling, my heart breaks
@minthoss5 жыл бұрын
hello ARMY
@midnight_blue_moon5 жыл бұрын
mine too also hello army
@user-nx4zd5bg5p5 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@ranch_bird55695 жыл бұрын
VoCaLoId LoVeR ...really? Not to be rude but that came off kinda insensitive to me. I mean all you got from that was BTS? Wowza
@sugakookietae48305 жыл бұрын
Me too 😔
@lei_kim29335 жыл бұрын
She was so brave to do this.. 😭
@mycoachknowsthesheriff83965 жыл бұрын
To cut herself?
@cheeseontoast34345 жыл бұрын
@@mycoachknowsthesheriff8396 are u serious?
@qipinni5 жыл бұрын
Walking Panda I think she meant to talk about it not about cutting herself..
@drawingwinxstyle80665 жыл бұрын
To cut herself?
@qipinni5 жыл бұрын
CGI Animates My Story no no to talk. About it p.
@robertharden61615 жыл бұрын
I never told anybody about my self-harm, except for my closest friends. One day, I forgot to wear my bracelets and one student saw, then they told the counselor. Every week, the counselor would see me. People started getting suspicious. A few weeks later, someone told that I was self harming. Nobody hung out with me anymore and my teachers treated me differently. I’m so sorry for what happened to you.
@taylorgould13895 жыл бұрын
School is horrible 95% of the time people are getting bullied and 5% of the time we are actually learning
@katieshore5 жыл бұрын
POND Parakeet I have never agreed with something more WRITE A DAMN BOOK
@gero30155 жыл бұрын
what if you're one of the cool kids?
@midnightplayzstudios72285 жыл бұрын
Imagine a pie chart. *98% Is Teachers Not Caring About Bullying.* *1% Is Actually Caring About The Problems.* *1% Educating.*
@thwampustheperson55345 жыл бұрын
At our school basically everyone is friends, there isnt really any bullying
@dormantaccount3455 жыл бұрын
Who ever thinks the popular kids or cool kids dont get bullied your wrong bc I'm part of that group BUT GUESS WHAT 3 OUT OF 6 OF US HAS BEEN BULLIED
@niastripe13355 жыл бұрын
Anyone else to scared to tell their mom because you know she'll be like "You just want attention you dont have a problem."
@AjTheDarkestNarrator5 жыл бұрын
yes, and I would be sent back to the mental hospital I had to sign stupid papers for so I just keep it to myself so I can pretend to be happy with my friends cause I don't want to be in a tiny little room by myself.
@rayjb11255 жыл бұрын
Yes..
@catesmommy20065 жыл бұрын
I told my mom I’m depressed and that’s exactly what she said. Honestly, it made it worse.
@goddess97395 жыл бұрын
Yeah... I started cutting because, I know it might sound silly, I was jealous of my little brother. He always took the attention. I remember when I stopped for 2 months before it happened. my dad called me to help him on his homework. I complained so he told me to leave. I stayed because I felt guilty but my dad kept yelling,"Get out of here! Just get the fuck out of here!", I ran to my room and cried. I opened my drawer and cut my arms over and over. I was snapped out of my daze when I saw blood. I looked into the mirror. I thought I lost it, I began laughing. I laughed and laughed. I laughed but cried at the same time. Laughing while the tears were pouring down. Laughing at myself...
@cockatoo66685 жыл бұрын
Not really but I dont want to tell her
@pandora55605 жыл бұрын
I stopped selfharming after doing it for 3 months. I am really proud of myself and i hope people in the comments stop aswell. Know that you matter and you werent given a life for no reason.
@pickle86405 жыл бұрын
girl of the nightcore I did it once but it hurt a lot so I stopped doing it but I’m still suffering from everything else:’)
@pandora55605 жыл бұрын
@@pickle8640 hope everything gets better for you
@pickle86405 жыл бұрын
girl of the nightcore thank you ❤️
@sophieransom95545 жыл бұрын
Pandora agreed
@3m9675 жыл бұрын
Maple Syrup it doesn’t hurt for me..
@aceofspades87035 жыл бұрын
Ok so this is my story. Age 10 (maybe 11) I was very upset, I was failing in school and stress and shit. Umm... So I took a box cutter from my mom's shelf and.... Did the worst thing in my life and it was the worst decision I had ever made, I did it constantly. Thighs arms and wrists. I it was insane and terrifying my and my mom found out because of the damned school and was in the hospital for 8 days and was put on Prozac. Age 11 1/2 And I became anorexic now I'm turning 12 in a few weeks and still going through it all. :( It's hard. But besides all that if anyone needs help. Ask me, I can give you my Instagram or number and you can vent or talk, because if I can't help me I can help someone else. Edit: I am no longer anorexic and I got the help I needed and suggest everyone to find the help you need.
@leahstaten68955 жыл бұрын
ACE OF SPADES me pleaseeee
@beegetsbitches5 жыл бұрын
Hi ace this is my story when i was 10 my ante die and got really sad so i just wanted to die then i a girl with cut and i asked her about it so after that i got a box cuter and cut my thighs because i owes wore Jeans so nobody else sall them but then i cut my wrist, ankles, thighs, and hips and i did these all on x-mas break so i whant back to school (I'm in 5th grade ) and 1 of my friend came to me and said she self harm so i said i did too but one day her mom sall them and said i did to so she called the counselor. The next day i whant to the counselor and she called my parents (I'm 11 by now ) so thay talked to me about it. Now I'm still cutting but only my friend knows about it but i just mit have depression but thank you for your time. Be safe :3 BTW im still in 5th grade and 11
@bribri20055 жыл бұрын
Idk if you still want to talk but it would be nice to have someone going through similar things to talk with
@graysongranger90565 жыл бұрын
Your story is exactly mine...
@destinydb48554 жыл бұрын
Omg sweetie you are so young, you are crazy strong for dealing with that at such a young age
@slv37936 жыл бұрын
I told my grandmother I was depressed and she said that it was my fault that I want to die. I can't tell anything to her anymore for fear of being blamed.
@AB-nz1oh6 жыл бұрын
Rain it’s not your fault ❤️💜🖤
@miamolinary34846 жыл бұрын
Rain it's not ur fault because, just like feeling happy and scared,u can also feel sadness. It's not ur fault u feel a specific way. U r a human being and I think u can get through it. U seem like a very strong person so stay positive ✌🏼️❤️😔👏🏼🦄
@lydiajohnson25196 жыл бұрын
Why would she say that???
@user-xb1vj1ws8t6 жыл бұрын
Rain Let it go because else it will follow you like it always does to me
@diobranflakes12066 жыл бұрын
its not your fault, I promise. Please don't do anything bad to yourself, you can talk to me. I'm here for you.
@alicialovkey71515 жыл бұрын
My mum smacked me right after my suicide attempt... my heart is still broken
@winterbearlucy5 жыл бұрын
Wtf, thats so messed up
@alicialovkey71515 жыл бұрын
@@winterbearlucy yes it is
@mollie-louisebarnes7485 жыл бұрын
my mum tried to tell me that life was okay when i tried
@dashinypunnymarsking5 жыл бұрын
It's because she didn't knew what to do without you. She wanted you to know that it was a wrong doing. It wasn't the smartest way though
@alicialovkey71515 жыл бұрын
@@dashinypunnymarsking I guess you're right but all about they care is them selfs
@mojam67155 жыл бұрын
I just say my cat scratched me :)
@tylerandjsh18735 жыл бұрын
me too :)
@whydontwe24hourplaylists785 жыл бұрын
ZARG 0 that’s not funny wtf is wrong with you , you can’t go round telling people to cut themselves
@Dina103875 жыл бұрын
ZARG 0 I don’t think you realise how sick in the head that is gtfo
@Dina103875 жыл бұрын
ZARG 0 I’ve seen a lot of cringey things in my life but I NEVER wanted someone to end their life because of it. It’s never too hard to be nice and want someone to be happy. Open your eyes and see that she has went through so much that you would never be able to understand even with fine eyesight and ears. I pray you go to hell.
@mojam67155 жыл бұрын
ZARG 0 lmao why u here if u find her cringey, stop hating and try to make ur own content
@laurenjones68675 жыл бұрын
“Please, please, please keep yourself together and stay alive for me.” That hit me so hard. Thank you for making this type of context; a lot more people need to know about mental illness and it prevents future generations from having to suffer from exposure like you did.
@Tabby34567 жыл бұрын
Someone: Are You OK? Me: *crying then stops* yea Someone: OK. dis, is, no.
@skyd7517 жыл бұрын
A Leaf This similarly happened in school in pe class
@Tabby34566 жыл бұрын
let me re-explain Depression can be described as a "not everyone is happy" lets just say i don't want people to waste there time with me. but thats my sub-concous, maybe i could be bipolar, but i'm not going to self diagnose.
@Tabby34566 жыл бұрын
key word "Could"
@Tabby34566 жыл бұрын
cutting is not for attention (though there can be people that do it for that reason) people cut themselves to run away from the emotional pain by turning it into physical pain.
@caitlynphillips56566 жыл бұрын
A Leaf they think of it as a way out but don't relize that it dosent help it makes it worse
@bunny-on2fb5 жыл бұрын
I want to hug her SO bad but I cant sadly
@SiliconBong5 жыл бұрын
*gives her a kitten on your behalf.
@blankface.345 жыл бұрын
i'd thought you'd say OPEN UP or something
@mamancherie94405 жыл бұрын
She's 14. (I dunno if she is I just wanna be funny-) *FBI OPEN UP*
@WurstWasserLimonade5 жыл бұрын
dude wtf like she underage stawp ur gonna get in trouble
@viktorthevictor62405 жыл бұрын
F.B.I Yeah, if you hug her you're gonna have to "open up" on yourself
@kyokajirou84375 жыл бұрын
I was self harming,I was really hurting and I had to say something so I told my friends,at first it didn’t bleed,it would the scab.... At first I would use needles,then I started using razor blades... One day I was gripping my arms cause I was bleeding...I was wearing my moms hoodie that day so I had to keep secretly looking at my arms,then my friend realized and forced my to show my arms to her... I showed her my arms and I told her not to tell anyone,she told my other friends...and they scared me to death,they locked my into a bathroom stall,I started crying so I was let out of the stall,then the first friend that found out... Told the teacher.... Then my teacher walked up to me in class and told me my counselor wanted to see my so u went to the counselor...my heart was pounding...we had a talk about my self harm... She told my mom...and when me and my mom were talking about it...I was hiding something,she said “I know your hiding something...please tell me”I told her I’m lesbian,she supports me.. I still do it to this day,I still haven’t exactly haven’t gotten the help I need... But I use my nails now...but I’ve been keeping them short so I don’t hurt myself... That is my story...
@AjTheDarkestNarrator5 жыл бұрын
I wish my friends did that to me cause it makes me sad that I'm keeping secrets from SO MANY people :( even my school counselor. I would tell her as long as I know that she wouldn't get mad or something idk but I'm glad you haven't hurt yourself as bad ever since
@saralukac97874 жыл бұрын
@@AjTheDarkestNarrator I'm also harming myself with nails and trust me this isn't such a big difference of doing it with a knife or doing it with nails... If u use nails u are scratching of your skin and there is also blood and all this shit...
@bestfriend42304 жыл бұрын
... Im in middle school and im 12, I do it as well because my parents are homophobic and im pansexual and genderfluid, and im thinking about telling soneone like the counseler but 99% tell the school and your parents about it, only 1% acually help you.
@itotallyagreewithyou65865 жыл бұрын
I started to cut at age 6. Not because I was depressed, but because I love to feel pain and see the blood slowly appearing on my skin. I told this to my teacher, and she told me that I am a psychopath. But I don't have any symptoms of being a psychopath...
@kaisoliz25334 жыл бұрын
Blood kink maybe
@user-fe2nr8qs1c4 жыл бұрын
Evan ? girl, she was 6 wtf
@H0SANNA4 жыл бұрын
6 is a very young age to start cutting yourself. Most kids that age injure themselves by accident, but not on purpose.
@Cheddar_Shred4 жыл бұрын
Your teacher was a bitch
@glendaroa48097 жыл бұрын
i draw on myself to try and stop myself from self harming.
@ellieoeltmann14237 жыл бұрын
me too
@OliverHatched7 жыл бұрын
glenda roa I have a therapy book that suggests that! I want to get a bunch of markers soon 😊
@ramy7017 жыл бұрын
glenda roa same
@992channel57 жыл бұрын
glenda roa it's a good practice
@auto-carrot20397 жыл бұрын
I think i'll be doing that
@cookiesformolly40495 жыл бұрын
When u wanna tell someone to stop hurting themselves.... But at the same time u also do it
@kyramason1445 жыл бұрын
Ya
@shaylacasey2535 жыл бұрын
To relatable 😭
@_shiraL5 жыл бұрын
I do that to all my friends
@dragonflyer99645 жыл бұрын
My friend had cut herself once, and I freaked out- yet I cut my arms all the time and they don’t even know
@_shiraL5 жыл бұрын
@@dragonflyer9964 same here
@stac5215 жыл бұрын
fun fact: this happened to me...i lost friends....my parents lost trust in me...my teachers and the staff put so much pressure on me...and i hate almost everyone there now...so i absolutely understand...you're amazing, i love you for making this and it's made me feel better...💜
@elmaypieterse58025 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry thay treated you like that it's so wrong
@dashinypunnymarsking5 жыл бұрын
School is a terrible place.
@hobbiiii13385 жыл бұрын
It is it made me cut to and it was getting worse and worse when my mom found out that I cut and she just screamed at me and told ne that I was fine and it's only stupidity making me cut and it just got worst and I wanted to die so I just cutted on my legs and stop cutting my arm's because it was easyer to hide the cut with long shorts and stuff... The arms cuts heald and my legs where full of cuts what where older because it was going to be summer soon so i stopped and stuff.... But sometimes I wanna cut again and i do but at places where it's visible and stuff like that and sometimes I have so hard suicidal thoughts that I cryed so much and wanted to die so hard 💔
@donlert5 жыл бұрын
Darkipasta its a fucking prison ;-; they ruin lives there...
@lukamalakouti73885 жыл бұрын
It makes everything worse but adults don't understand or take it seriously when you say you wanna die
@dashinypunnymarsking5 жыл бұрын
I agree.
@karkat44935 жыл бұрын
YES IT IS I START 7TH GRADE TOMMOROW PRAY FOR ME
@thaumaturgy.8 жыл бұрын
Your hair and fashion sense are on point!
@isabelaexists34808 жыл бұрын
Right?
@roos-marijnluckfiel65918 жыл бұрын
so true ! she looks lovely
@icefallssnowstorms32248 жыл бұрын
Ikr i love it
@himynameisdan30458 жыл бұрын
ikr? she's fucking gorgeous
@icefallssnowstorms32248 жыл бұрын
+Kendra Brynn init
@bethanharding25595 жыл бұрын
I want to jump through the screen and give her massive hugs and comfort her so much and cry together 💞❤️😘🙈💙💜🙏🤟
@dolantwinsobsessedcheck58085 жыл бұрын
Your actually a very beautiful young lady! ❤️💛🧡💚💙
@hannahthewolf1025 жыл бұрын
Yes
@user-me6ov6hz1t6 жыл бұрын
I self harm right now and I’m trying my best to get over it. My parents don’t know. I wish I could wear short sleeves again...
@rosecatd84926 жыл бұрын
Beef_Cheese_lettuce me too, stay strong.
@horsearammo1326 жыл бұрын
Stay strong
@horsearammo1326 жыл бұрын
I do the same but I do my legs instead for that reason
@kieran22896 жыл бұрын
same...
@fantasticmagicmagic45956 жыл бұрын
I do the same.. I regret the first cut, I can't stop. It's an addiction.
@Kiki-sx1tk5 жыл бұрын
I hate it when school just yells at you for hurting yourself instead of helping This is why school needs to change
@riomaechallis68655 жыл бұрын
My school is really good... its my parents that are the issue
@leatherjacketcollective90395 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@joevito8485 жыл бұрын
My school is shit a kid said he was going to shoot up the school IN FRONT OF THE FUCKING PRINCIPLE AND SHE DIDINT DO SHIT he also tried to stab like 15 kids in the school and nothing happend to him
@foxettagaming10185 жыл бұрын
Right!!! When my principle found out she called me stupid!!!
@kikideroos13525 жыл бұрын
I got the same name as you
@baileyanderson-kita32715 жыл бұрын
I've never really been caught, but there have been so many times where it was close and it makes me so panicked.
@poosiewoo48084 жыл бұрын
When I told my counselor about how I was feeling she straight up told me “stop lying to yourself, you’re sad and over acting”. Or something like that. She then told my parents and the rest of the school. I was pulled out of class almost every day to go to either her or another staff member. People would stare at me and look at me differently, it was terrible. One day I was so fed up with it; when I was called up to her room sat down and said “I’m fine will you all just leave me alone!” Walked out and I was never called back in there. Well not yet at least. Staff members, if you’re reading this I want you to go on your campus and do something about this “system” of yours and FIX it. I’m speaking for everyone who’s been through problems such as depression, anxiety, trauma, anything, we DON’T want to be told were insane, we DON’T want to be told we’re fine. we WANT to be feel sane and as if we are a normal person on campus. DON’T make us feel like we’re crazy. Give us patience, when we are ready to talk to you, we will. But until then, give us our space and let us figure our lives out.
@izzykiraly91025 жыл бұрын
Yeah... My mom punishes me for self harming instead of helping me. She takes my phone away, I can't meet my friends, she forbids me to go horse riding and she said if I ever cut again she will beat me...so at least your parents are helping you and nice to you... 💔💔💔
@spinosoldier40355 жыл бұрын
Bella Kiraly I’m keeping you in my thoughts. I love horseback riding and training them. I wish we could meet in real life and be friends. I hope your able to find people who listen and care about you. Sending much love to you ❤️😍🐎
@thiccynikky38055 жыл бұрын
I think I'm your mom's secret family, cuz your mom sounds an awful lot like mines
@stac5215 жыл бұрын
same thing happened to me...it'll be better...just remember that you can do better and i know it's gonna suck right now but trust me...there will be a time you can do all of that again and be twice as strong. maybe confide in some friends at school for some help with your mom and always remember there will be a better day. listen to some music and don't care what others say. you'll be ok. we're here for you. 💜
@cute_cupcake91035 жыл бұрын
My mom is the Same
@missmewmew5 жыл бұрын
Sameee
@adelineovercash51365 жыл бұрын
“i think every self harmer is very good at lying because we’re always trying to prove we’re okay” i felt that deep in my heart
@arwenpeters23405 жыл бұрын
So true. I've lived through that.
@AlexSmith-kg8ux5 жыл бұрын
True
@samanthalovely91065 жыл бұрын
Yup
@gimmeemknees79675 жыл бұрын
My classmates made fun of it when i was younger and was a suicidal/selfharmer.... But i couldnt tell anyone cuz no one knew about my selfharm.
@maxjuraska91155 жыл бұрын
Im 2 weeks clean but I'm have such I hard time not cutting
@Sam-wh3ik4 жыл бұрын
Same, but the only reason I'm not cutting is because it's getting so hard to hide
@Sadgang4574 жыл бұрын
@@Sam-wh3ik same bro, my dad checks every once in a while, the fourth or fifth time he cried, I couldn't believe my eyes, I stopped ever since, but I still want to do it since the kids in middle school suck.
@illogicallogic38655 жыл бұрын
Some kid in school grabbed my arm, pulled my sleeve down, and held it up for all the kids to see. Then he yelled “look everyone, I know her secret!”. Yeah.. Edit: thanks for all the support I hope everyone’s having an awesome day :)
@PEACHCHULIP5 жыл бұрын
*THAT SUCKKKSSS I FEEL DO FREAKING BAD FOR U*
@alv.8695 жыл бұрын
Hes messed up
@jazzora5 жыл бұрын
what... the fuck
@fuckthisshitimout56115 жыл бұрын
Same thing happened to me in pe
@nowhy87825 жыл бұрын
Illogical Logic what happened next? Did you smash his skull in the ground? Did the kids told him to fuck off?
@twisterlord6658 жыл бұрын
*Does Self Harm* Teacher: "Go to the principal's office." *Goes there* Principal: "You are getting 3 detentions for self harm!" BECAUSE THAT WILL FUCKING HELP, RIGHT?! Fucking school ruins everything.
@amelia77628 жыл бұрын
Imagen being homeschoooled and the person that finds out is your mom and every night you have to roll up your sleeve to show her you've stopped and feeling like you in trouble everytime you show her her. But she doesn't know you still cut on your thighs.
@oysterhunter2768 жыл бұрын
Your principal gave you a detention for self harming???
@twisterlord6658 жыл бұрын
OysterHunter Yesh.
@oysterhunter2768 жыл бұрын
TwisterLord But why?? What on earth was the thought process behind that?
@twisterlord6658 жыл бұрын
OysterHunter How df would I know the school's dumbass desicions. But they did say that its apparently for me to 'Stop being a bad boy'
@wonka87495 жыл бұрын
Ive been re-watching this video for years. Every time that I feel like hurting myself or I'm just sad and crying and I feel like a mess i come back and watch this. I'd say 8/10 times it'll stop me from cutting. I really thank you for that.💜 you should be a therapist☺
@gabrielaxavier23955 жыл бұрын
Alpaca Sauce same
@nagon57934 жыл бұрын
Wonka same here💞
@queenjae45165 жыл бұрын
i self harm a lot. i try so hard not to but it’s literally an addiction 💔
@celiar17265 жыл бұрын
I think schools (middle and high) really need to get all the kids in the auditorium and bring in a recovered self harmer and for that person to talk about addiction. People aren’t educated enough on self harm so schools need to bring it up.
@orangedoggoanimations90515 жыл бұрын
👏🏻👏🏻
@tsimck785 жыл бұрын
I think it’s the opposite people talk about it so much it’s a trend at my school my old bestie started cutting in 7th grade she had forced herself into the popular group and ditched me they had never liked her but faked it for awhile then she started doing the private message things for her sc story and god people were cruel that’s when she started by 8th grade it was bad but no one was talking about her anymore she was still doing the chat things 24/7 no one was saying anything mean but she kept cutting she even told me she just wanted to see if people cared she would introducehwrself to people by saying hi I’m blah blah and I cut it was literally just for attention in the end she would wear short shorts and crop tops on winter days while it was snowing just to show them
@celiar17265 жыл бұрын
Tara jick I agree, some people think cutting is a trend but I’m saying that your ex bestie needs to understand what she is doing to herself and that starts with her teachers and parents
@shrekhehe35735 жыл бұрын
I think they should do it in 4-5th, and middle and high, not just middle and high, because I know alot of people that are in 4-5th grades that need to learn about mental health, so they'll stop joking about killing themselves.
@kamrynbur57135 жыл бұрын
yes!!, people don’t even realize that it’s an addiction!
@yoselin93285 жыл бұрын
Yes, Ppl that self-harm are good at lying...they say..."I'm fine..."
@felix67115 жыл бұрын
Lisa Playzz hey that’s my excuse ;-:
@christinawatkins17905 жыл бұрын
CRINGE
@yoselin93285 жыл бұрын
@@christinawatkins1790 Ummm how?
@christinawatkins17905 жыл бұрын
Lisa Playzz “they say “I’m fine...” 😂😂that sounds so stupid I’m sorry not sorry
@yoselin93285 жыл бұрын
@@christinawatkins1790 thats rude...
@DNA-ei7uo5 жыл бұрын
Awww actually trembling while talking .. I just wanna hug you . You’re beautiful
@teruteru_simp43643 жыл бұрын
I never thought I would see a KZbinr that actually makes me feel like she knows me personally . You are a life saver . Thank you .
@emalemagain21325 жыл бұрын
*I really want to tell a teacher or someone about me self harming - it's been 3 years now. But my friend did, and the school called her parents. She is now hiding in a hole of depression. I just want to stop.*
@user-vv7pu2nj7u5 жыл бұрын
Pansexual Pancake tell your parents💗
@komi-san15055 жыл бұрын
I've seen your user somewhere else
@emalemagain21325 жыл бұрын
@@komi-san1505 maybe, I comment on a lot of videos
@komi-san15055 жыл бұрын
@@emalemagain2132 Nope not a maybe I literally just saw you on the bid before this one.......Illuminati
@youtubechannelunderconstru27865 жыл бұрын
My English teacher from freshman year told my guidance counselor without my,consent and now I'm in therapy.... I don't have a problem with her trying to help like she a very good teacher but her class boring. I wish she asked me for my consent first.
@storylord12415 жыл бұрын
Im sick of wearing long sleeves in summer. I dont know how people believe Im cold.
@haseul39295 жыл бұрын
Ikr, it's so sad :(
@emj45545 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@codyfern21345 жыл бұрын
WEIRDBUTAWESOME XD I wear hoodies every day then I mean every day☀️
@cadenikk11505 жыл бұрын
Put hairties on your wrist if your a girl, it hurts but..
@livia_bessonwhy_dont_we_st90235 жыл бұрын
WEIRDBUTAWESOME XD same😢
@ivyvelasquez47735 жыл бұрын
I know people don't rlly care but imma tell my story. I started when I was 12 my age now I had always had a lot of anxiety and a lot of anger built up. I never showed my depression. Then I met some one I felt better.But my BFFLE best friend for live eternity started to talk sh!t about me bc someonee spred a fake rumor about me talking about her. That's when I started to think of my mom. My parents devoresed when I was 2. It felt like she never truly loved me. That guy I met and was dating started to ditch me. I got my BFFLE back. But then that guy was saying that he did not like me any more and started cheating on me. I broke up with his a$$ and moved on. things got better until someone told a teacher that I was self harming and told my parents that was my worst time but I got through some how.
@notime35784 жыл бұрын
I seriously wanna hug you right now and I am happy that you got through it at least some how. Wait, are you still self-harming??🤕
@ilovemeatwad Жыл бұрын
I used to watch this video a lot when I was like 12 and self h@rming. Brings back memories. I hope you’re doing better now I’m sorry
@wingsilver105 жыл бұрын
My school never found out about my selfharm but they caught my friend who went to a different school. It was absolutely awful... the principal made her strip while she and a counselor checked((which this totally uncalled for and inappropriate)) then they basically “arrested” her by getting the police to trick her into going into the cop car. They claimed that they were gonna take her home and tried to calm her down. But they freaking just took her to the mental institute where her parents had to fight to get her out. Social workers were sent to the parents for an investigation all while the staff in the mental institute were mistreating her. Apparently in the HS this has been a very common process to many mentally ill teens there. Truly disgusting and Idek how they’ve never been successfully sued
@sydneyt99855 жыл бұрын
Sliver Wing That is honestly so disgusting. I’m so sorry your friend had to go through that.
@whoopsll-63605 жыл бұрын
I almost got sent to a Mental Institute. My grandma was smart and didn't sign anything, so I was aloud to go legally. I'm still scared to tell anyone how I feel for the fear I'll get sent there.
@sydneyt99855 жыл бұрын
I_LUv_jOSh_dUN_ ll-// I just came back from the mental hospital. I was in there for almost two weeks
@kristinherbert79195 жыл бұрын
That’s honestly so messed up
@jennac.19585 жыл бұрын
in some states, like my own, they have a law where basically if someone (usually a teacher, counciler, therapist, etc etc) thinks you are in danger of hurting yourself or others you will be sent to a hospital until they think you are no longer a threat to yourself or others. your parent/guardian has no control of this either (so, like, they cant take you out of the hospital or refuse to let you go.) where i live its called a Baker Act. other than that i dont know much about it. I only know this much because i knew someone who got baker acted because she told her therapist she wanted to die.
@shadowfern40226 жыл бұрын
Teachers: always tell a trusted adult at school or home if you are having problems or just need to talk student: I'm hurting myself I don't know what to do :( Teacher: oh... you can trust me I wont tell anyone *tells everyone in staff, makes you feel more self conscious about what others look at you like* Student: another thing to worry about thanks this is how it plays out in my head if I say anything :(
@beesforfears66085 жыл бұрын
Floof Fox The Therian same for me. i need help, but i know getting my school involved is just gonna make things worse (especially because one of my classmates went through it as well but she had it worse, i dont wanna trigger some bad memories) so if things arent gonna be better by the end of the year, i'll tell my mom cause i dont wanna harm myself any longer. if you desperately need help please try to get it somehow, even if it's by using different ways than directly telling your parents, just calling a hotline helps a lot, there are a lot of them all around the world. i hope things will get better for you soon. 💜
@gailthornborough87815 жыл бұрын
That happened to me like 3 days ago and my family knows but my mum didn't under stand why they had to tell her - '- and I have to talk to the principal on Monday
@gailthornborough87815 жыл бұрын
@@zypher6018 same ;~;
@ahrifox85685 жыл бұрын
Okay but if they can't help you, it's not only a legal issue but a moral issue. How would they feel if someone asked them for help that they couldn't provide, and didn't say anything, and then the kid killed theirself?
@DeletedAccount-qd5vy5 жыл бұрын
Floof Fox The Therian that’s what actually happens, I would know
@LaoiseSmyth5 жыл бұрын
I wanna hug you girl❤That school is not ok🤞🏻😢
@boop32175 жыл бұрын
In 5th grade I had a best friend and one day I found her self harm scars and more recent cuts. I wanted to scream at her and hit her because I was so scared for her. But instead I just looked her in the eyes, and I didn't want to cry because I didn't want her to feel guilty or feel bad that she made me feel bad. So I grabbed a marker, and don't hate on me because I was 9 or 10, and I just wrote, "You Are Safe." With a smiley face. Probably could have written something better.. I was mostly scared. And I knew enough about depression that you can't force them to be happy. I just wanted her to see a happy thing when she wanted to look back on the sad things I thought she had stopped, until I learned she had been cutting her upper leg.
@milanatew78605 жыл бұрын
The worst feeling is when you get punished for self-harming and it makes everything worse
@jaydeno69295 жыл бұрын
milana tew it really does but the people who don’t cut the self or harm them selfs don’t understand one of my best friends cut her self because she was fat but she was not super skinny but not fat she was normal and i would hug her and make her feel better and she slowly stopped and I’m happy for her now
@harleyquinn64235 жыл бұрын
milana tew No shit Sherlock
@harleyquinn64235 жыл бұрын
Jayden O Awwww that's nice. You a good friend boi.
@demoizellez5 жыл бұрын
Yes
@jazzieplayz2755 жыл бұрын
My mum does i hate it and she says to me to stop but i can't my mum used to do it
@leecovert18345 жыл бұрын
I think if someone made a book full of all the lies I’ve ever told, more than half of it would say “I’m fine” or “I’m just tired”
@screamingcactus55055 жыл бұрын
Legit my mom asks me why I'm in a "bad mood" half the time and I say "I'm just tired" but like,,, then she threatens to take my phone away bc I'm supposedly staying up at night ?? It's pretty stupid but reasonable since she doesnt know I'm just really depressed
@tlamedia_5 жыл бұрын
Honestly though
@Chelsie-bp8id5 жыл бұрын
"just sleepy"..
@esmeraldaguerra13455 жыл бұрын
@@screamingcactus5505 same she tells at me saying your the worst daughter or your so rude I wouldn't want someone like you and when I told a doctor she lied to them and said I will take her to a mental help people (idk how to spell it and I forgot what it is) and she said to them that she always says she loves me but if that was true she would be saying it to me instead she brushed it off as soon as we went home its cause we had a test to describe how we feel every day and a lot of my answers where saying I feel like I deserve to die or I had dreams ever day that I would kill my family or my family would kill me and as I wrote this I looked at the all th scars on my wrist that are fresh and my mom said the bullying would stop once I went to 6th grad but it's even worse ppl make fun of me for cutting myself and I stabbed my self with my pencil and they said she reminds me of my brother she was that idiotc face she makes and they said this while I was cutting myself with the pencil is she trying to pop her veins off and I was trying to keep a straight face without looking in pain and they pretended to act me out by pretending to stab them self with a pencil and saying she probably wants to scream in pain and they made a stupid face looking like I was screaming I wanted to stab myself in my stomach right then there to see if they still be laughing
@awkwardadryan28405 жыл бұрын
I hate the fact that I can relate to this so much.
@Illumina4205 жыл бұрын
Back in the days, I had depression. 2 times. Bc of school. Then, I found out about self harm. I once was on a call with a friend and as we were talking I just whipped out the knife and sliced a bit. And that's not good. Then, my mom found out about em. "Keep doing this and I'll send you to rehab" she said. "I'D RATHER DIE" I said. So, that's when I started doing it in secret. That was about one and a half years ago.
@thearticfoox9624 жыл бұрын
There is this girl at my school who draws, we show each other our art during class. We give each other better techniques, ways to improve our art. Except the drawings are in blood. And made with a razor.
@Hero0693 жыл бұрын
That profile...
@beatrixroze74527 жыл бұрын
I got suspended and taken out of my classes for three days after my school found out about my self-harm. The school now sees me as their "problem student" and they view me as someone who "needs to be fixed". plus, they day I left the school teachers had a conversation with everyone in the school about self-harm, so everybody knew it was me.
@beatrixroze74527 жыл бұрын
***** Thanks so much! that means a lot!
@keegan22097 жыл бұрын
that's bullshit... I hope you are better now tho ❤❤
@beatrixroze74527 жыл бұрын
fudge nuggets220 Thanks so so so much! :))
@mistid14857 жыл бұрын
I would lay low for awhile if I was you. And did they get you any help?
@beatrixroze74527 жыл бұрын
Misti D Yes. They were also quite helpful at times. Thank you very much!
@nemisis88646 жыл бұрын
her voice is so shaky it makes me so ad
@xolex28715 жыл бұрын
dean boom boom right 😭 ft. leo
@nemisis88645 жыл бұрын
xoqueen .a AYO YOU SEEM COOL.
@xolex28715 жыл бұрын
dean boom boom YOU TOO!!! HMU
@nemisis88645 жыл бұрын
xoqueen .a HOW DO I HMU LMAO MY SC IS reigngibson SO I MEAN
@xolex28715 жыл бұрын
dean boom boom JUST ADDED U
@dayanaratorres72625 жыл бұрын
I first told my bff about my self- harm and we cried bc I did it like when I was 9 and she did it to and we went to the counselor and she was really nice about it and I told to not tell my mom bc i was scared and every one know about it and I never told anyone and my friends said that the counselor told everyone so they could KEEP AN EYE ON ME AND MAKE SURE THAT I NEVER DID THAT AND IT MADE ME FEEL SO BAD BC its just sad to make people feel that way when they have a reason...i still do it a little but i calmed down the reason I did it was bc of depresion I reasently feel better and I hope i can stop soon and get rid of it 😢❤
@4jazlie5 жыл бұрын
I hate counselors, they turn backs on you. One of mine got me suspended. I feel really suicidal
@Ryuk-wz7ct4 жыл бұрын
Damn fucked up fucking councilers. Helping kids my ass
@catenthusiast41944 жыл бұрын
they put me in a ‘mental hospital’ for a month and it helped A LOT. i regret cutting myself so much because i love myself but every time i look down at my arms it’s a reminder that i was a dark and sad person. whoever is struggling right now, it’s going to get better. there is a light at the end of the tunnel. i love you.
@mysoundofficial10473 жыл бұрын
i love you i wish i could go to such a mental hospital
@al4m38 жыл бұрын
i fucking cried i don't usually cry but there's something about you that made me feel connected to you you're fucking amazing
@Scarlett_Ravenwood8 жыл бұрын
same here..
@BabvBlues8 жыл бұрын
I hope it feels good to cry and let it all out ❤️ thank you for your support it means the world to me
@cherrybomb34998 жыл бұрын
+Berry Balloon I didn't cry to this but death note that made me cry for a hour ;-;
@TheVizzions8 жыл бұрын
STUPID BITCH YOU NEED HELP YOUR PRETENDING TO BE THE VICTIM YOU ARE THE VICTIM BUT ALSO THE KILLER DO YOU GET IT? GROW UP YOU STUPID BITCH YOU LIVE IN A 1ST WORLD COUNTRY AND PROBALLY HAVE A NICE FAMILY JUDGING BY YOUR ROOM WHY ARE YOU SELF HARMING?
@boopdedoop82848 жыл бұрын
+Tetris Well she did look for help, and that's what made her the victim as the school didn't help her they just punished her. Also, your a Bitch.
@acybost75367 жыл бұрын
In 8th grade, my math teacher saw my arm had cuts, she sent me to the nurse and she talked to me and made me call my parents and tell them everything and it just made everything worse. When I got home I was grounded and kinda made fun of by my dad. To this day, I still am ridiculed and made fun of. One day at Wendy's, a worker had some scars and my dad pointed it out and said to me (verbatim) "look at his arm. you see those scars? you want to look like that? you want to look like him? no boy will like that acy." It still fucks me up to this day.
@arianna26846 жыл бұрын
I wanted to make a comment for this but I dont even know what to say.... I just feel so bad.
@sarahweekes48296 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry that all happened to you... 💔
@rose-d52856 жыл бұрын
GabePlays true true
@silentlyscreaming98216 жыл бұрын
GabePlays They don't do it "For Fun"
@heymynameisel6 жыл бұрын
Acy Bost that’s awful. Your parents should give you support - not make you feel like you’ve done something wrong.
@Andrea-sz1re4 жыл бұрын
And the fact is that 99,99 % people get mad and do nothing and 1% people actually help someone who needs it
@shyshyshysana97664 жыл бұрын
Who else cried while watching this because they cut to
@nafisaali2297 жыл бұрын
when the school got involved they suspended me
@hahaheehee24227 жыл бұрын
that is bull shit why punish someone that needs help... URGHHHHH
@AriahFN7 жыл бұрын
the boss channel what the fuck that's the dumbest shit ever.
@dogbranes7 жыл бұрын
the boss channel sounds like something my school would do
@pusheenlover91197 жыл бұрын
the boss channel Well... I'm so sorry. This is why I don't trust my school. I hope you're okay.
@mynameistrash18887 жыл бұрын
pusheen lover911. I agree, my mom wanted to tell my teacher. if she had I bet that I would have been suspended too...
@Ka1tl1n5 жыл бұрын
U can hear her trying to hold back the tears...love u babes❤️❤️❤️
@sophiadavies67585 жыл бұрын
I’m really proud of you for having the confidence to film this ❤️❤️
@ash-it3oi5 жыл бұрын
I threw my blade over my fence were no one is and there is alot of dirt and rocks so you would never find it where I threw it
@jen.sariah5 жыл бұрын
Is it just me or did anyone else use the excuse they were climbing a tree and got scratched or something? I used that so many times lol. This video really helped btw!
@XGh0sT775 жыл бұрын
#survivor; ‘lol’ ???? It’s not that funny
@jaecohen26675 жыл бұрын
hehe... yea. but then they got too deep... XD
@skrunklycreationz5 жыл бұрын
I say I fell into a rosebush
@mikuaa98635 жыл бұрын
they were horizontal you could tell it was self harm
@gizzmogames22665 жыл бұрын
It was a cat scratch
@alyssacervantes61847 жыл бұрын
Why are people like this?... People be like, "Oh she/he is self harming he/she is different we need to punish them instead of help them." like what the fuck!? I'm a 14 year old girl who started cutting when I was 12. at the age of 13, 2 months before my 14th birthday, I was in my sister's room watching videos with my 2 sister's and my brother. suddenly my foster parents walk into the room and one of them goes, "I'm going to check your arms." and I refused at first but then i let her and she yells, "WHAT THE FUCK!?" at first i didn't cry. But then she told me, "Do you wanna turn out just like your mom!? is that why you're doing this!?" and it triggered me because I didn't. she didn't understand what i was going through! then she tells me to stop yeah like that FUCKING helps. I had to go and tell my counselor. and after that when i came to school I dont know how but everyone knew. I felt like an embarrassment and I literally started to become judged and started to be called an attention seeker and a whore. why do people do this to us? do they really think, " oh they're self-harming let's embarrass them and they'll know not to do it next time!" well they're wrong! They're just making things worse for us! I'm hurt and broken and torn inside and just people can't get that. and I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who feels this way.
@ssyncc17297 жыл бұрын
Alyssa Cervantes stay strong. Don't let other people make things worse. Don't listen to them low lives who think they know everything.
@hongdelmonico48857 жыл бұрын
Alyssa Cervantes you're a beautiful girl. stay strong
@tinyrolal67457 жыл бұрын
Alyssa Cervantes So sorry, love. Stay safe, beautiful
@cloutscoutexposes92347 жыл бұрын
Alyssa Cervantes SHUT THE FUCK UP
@ssyncc17297 жыл бұрын
RGS Cam Y DONT U SHUT THE F**K UP B**CH
@billiesdaughter76515 жыл бұрын
This really hit hard😭💔
@sugarwondrs4 жыл бұрын
I self harm so much, when I look at other people’s wrist I get jealous
@thepinkieandgummyshow6 жыл бұрын
My school got involved. Everything got so much worse.
@mohinisharma18816 жыл бұрын
Emily Friedman hey I have gone through the same plz add me on Snapchat sharma.mohini and we can talk
@thepinkieandgummyshow6 жыл бұрын
Mohini Sharma I only have insta
@mohinisharma18816 жыл бұрын
then add me on insta mohini_0224
@thepinkieandgummyshow6 жыл бұрын
Mohini Sharma okay. Im emmy_the_lil_chicken_nugget
@Veronica-gh5ip5 жыл бұрын
Emily Friedman Oml smae
@brookep2687 жыл бұрын
i once remember back in grade 9 (years ago) that i cut i arms completely from top to bottom with my depression. i tried to get out of gym class because my arms would be visible for a whole hour. i put 2 tenser bandages on both arms to make sure my cuts weren't visible when class started. but my dumbass gym teacher told me to take them off or she would take them off for me as everybody was staring at us arguing. eventually after arguing with her for 10 minutes, i took them off and she just stared at me for a solid 20 minutes basically and so did everybody else. i was so ashamed and embarrassed like nobody would believe. she told me "if you're gonna cut your arms, get out of my gym class!". i gladly dropped out of her class as soon as she said that
@navefles72817 жыл бұрын
Brookep268 omg I want to beat your teacher so bad
@adamweaver36447 жыл бұрын
thats exactily what you needed you self minded fuck
@lyzii41297 жыл бұрын
Itachi Uchiha what the hell? you're fucking disgusting, theres something wrong with you dude. fuck off.
@jasmin42987 жыл бұрын
justin walker SHUT UP YOU'RE NOT HELPING THE PROBLEM
@allyxx21287 жыл бұрын
justin walker you don't know why she did it so don't judge you are not making things better
@livwhitehead17735 жыл бұрын
“The second the school got involved with my self harm was the second I got so much worst”. I relate to this, SO much.
@buffy0.04 жыл бұрын
youre so strong love. it is okay, we care about you. and we love you.
@madisoncollins136 жыл бұрын
*Talking as a friend of a self harmer* we were in history class watching a movie when my friend julie was called by the teacher to go to the hallway. We were both confused and she left coming back crying i felt protective and put up my guard asking wat happened. She said they were happy tears because the teacher noticed her scars and told her she could talk to him about her problems and wat he could do to ever make her feel more comfortable. He, our English teacher and the art teacher all paired up to always check in on her. She cried because she always assumed people would judge her for it but they didnt. I have always made sure not to make her feel judged and this reminded me exactly why. Im sorry so many of you in the comments have bad experiences like this and i hope more can have a story like julies.
@banqnabunnies6 жыл бұрын
I know that you wrote this a long time ago but I just feel like I need to say you and those teachers are amazing. I wish my school would have that support for me. I wish every school had that support. This world needs more people like you. 💖
@user-lp4cm4dj6t6 жыл бұрын
Your teachers are amazing.
@throwaway-bo7fg6 жыл бұрын
mally cat I want to have your friends teacher
@goddoggo5667 жыл бұрын
Every time her voice trembled, it broke my heart. Btw I love your hair it is so beautiful..
@sisterdanielpanicsontpofth9116 жыл бұрын
Le Krab ikr I feel horrible for her my life is very similar too her story I'm sad she had too go through that
@goddoggo5666 жыл бұрын
Poppy yeah me too😭
@lik61986 жыл бұрын
God sams
@lik61986 жыл бұрын
Same *
@skzrice85075 жыл бұрын
When I started doing it my friend did to,, she made me feel guilty for the rest of the summer and I wasn’t aloud to see her outside of school for nearly a year when her parents found out, her dad even called me a psychopath,, i didn’t get scars but I still hate showing my arms,, I’ve been 5 months clean and it is very tempting to start but if you stay strong it’s possible :) 💕
@nagon57934 жыл бұрын
I had math and my teacher told me to stay after class and I was like-oke but I stayed and he was actually the most helpable and nicest person I’ve met, he helped me a lot and now I’ve been clean for 3.5 months❤️ I just want everyone that self harm to know that, don’t give up, it will get better❤️ and accept help when you can❤️
@slutforratatouille6 жыл бұрын
Im 13. I was punished for showing emotions. I was a month clean, and I needed to rant, so I wrote it out on paper. My friend stole the paper, and gave it to the counselor. I was called in during 7th period, and I missed 6 pages of notes. The counsler guilt tripped my other friend into telling her that i used to. She said, and I quote, "what if you got to school and she had killed herself?". She then proceeded to tell a bunch of people in my grade that I was cutting myself, and the counsler also told everyone about another girl self harming. In other words, the school made me feel like shit. They dont handle things correctly
@jazzora6 жыл бұрын
what the actual
@cringeymint786 жыл бұрын
In my opinion, counselors don't help people too well. My counselor always makes me feel like crap..
@emma-tz8bg6 жыл бұрын
I had a similar experience and it was horrible. It affected my relationships with my friends and teachers and it ruined my recovery.
@akiyazawacki28296 жыл бұрын
Philussy's ladydoor same everyone at school was telling me to kill myself and they didn't believe that I was trying so I ran in front of 9 school busses and a week later at school I tried hanging myself in the bathroom
@skeletonparty46256 жыл бұрын
Philussy's ladydoor aw it gets better also counselors dont help for shit they will just humiliate people also do you watch dan and phil
@Kai-br1dq5 жыл бұрын
I wish I never started cutting but you can't take it back and I don't have enough bracletes for P.E
@haircuts85925 жыл бұрын
I wear thin enough jackets to gym
@lilgrizz92015 жыл бұрын
I just wear long sleeve and shorts
@_la__arts_5 жыл бұрын
I just say fuck it and tell anyone with an opinion to go shove it up their arse
@marsattackz5 жыл бұрын
Take the bottom of an old t-shirt and cut it so it’s thin and wrap it around your wrist like bracelets, or take cord or something else and tie it and make a bracelet.
@yuh32555 жыл бұрын
I stopped going to PE over a year ago now :/
@auroramartinez8214 Жыл бұрын
U make me feel safe and not alone 😢❤
@crystalw17565 жыл бұрын
I self harm, my mother knows. I see a counsellor at school about other things. I want to tell her about it because it bothers me a lot. My mother says not to, but I keep asking her about telling her. It’s always the same answer. I honestly don’t know what to do, anyone got any advice? ;-;
@roseholden49184 жыл бұрын
Will she let you see a licensed therapist or a psychiatrist?
@blazepasqua23193 жыл бұрын
Same 😭😭i still do it my parents are overprotective
@brianneholzendorf82278 жыл бұрын
Bless you, sweetie. I am now 37 years old, and when I was a teen I used to cut myself. my dad was a sign painter, so I had an endless supply of brand new razor blades... I don't know why our when I stopped. probably when my drug addiction kicked in full gear. numbing the same pain I guess I was trying to address with my cutting? I don't have the answer to that. I'm over ten years clean from heroin now, and I don't cut. I used to cut or burn my tummy and my wrists, and still have scars to this day. youngsters, my heart goes out to you! God Bless you, bring healing, freedom from addictions! as I'm writing this comment, you are crying with emotion on my screen. my heart goes out to you!
@cherrybomb34998 жыл бұрын
I like your inspiration I don't cut I like that u took the time to comment something nice
@twentynecrybabiesatthedisc91418 жыл бұрын
I've always wonder why I never saw adults walking around with any scars or cuts on them but I started to worry what if some of us don't make it to adult hood now I know the story of someone who has not only fought something like this but has overcome that kinda thing
@ailusil13618 жыл бұрын
You're a beautiful soul lady
@mushroom32018 жыл бұрын
i don't like pain no thnx
@larametcalfe64548 жыл бұрын
I agree. I stared crying. I need to stop cutting but I can't
@natbornel8565 жыл бұрын
i didn't know how common self harm is. reading the comments are making me cry because ive never done it and can't imagine what you must be going through to be hurting yourselves. please stop!!! i send my love to all of you!!!!!!
@allieklout97195 жыл бұрын
Nat Bornel that is so meaningful. Thank you! 🖤
@aboabobo53835 жыл бұрын
Me too..
@goddess97395 жыл бұрын
We can't stop. it's not that easy. It hurts, yes, But every cut is a window that our sadness flows out of. The deeper the cut, the more sadness we release, or that's what it feels like for me...
@allieklout97195 жыл бұрын
Yaritza Alvarez I’m so happy/sad about this comment. It is so true. I share similar feelings. 💜🖤💜
@allieklout97195 жыл бұрын
BALEIGH PEOPLES can I help please?
@iwannabutterflyaway56944 жыл бұрын
no matter what, i’ll always come back to this video. this is probably my most favourite video on youtube. thank you so much for sharing this. we all struggle sometimes, and sometimes, it’s ok not to be ok.
@killdoser78404 жыл бұрын
Omg i almost cried she sounds like she's going to cry then she was actually crying😭😭😭😭
@kendra78625 жыл бұрын
When I was 13, now I'm 14, but when I was 13 and because I live in one of the most suicidal states in the nation, the 7-12 grades have to watch a video about depression and suicide. When I was in 7th we did the same thing but at the time I wasn't depressed or self harming. In 8th we watched the same video but I thought the school had forgot to do it that year so I told some of my closer friends that I cut. Long story short they wrote my name on a slip of paper that said "I'm worried about [insert name]" and if your name was written, you got sent to the councillor. I got home that night and my parents were sitting on the couch I had to stay downstairs and talk to them about it. And I broke down crying, and they still didn't let me to me room. Then my mom started crying thinking that I did it because of her. And my dad just say confused because he didn't understand why I did it. And I got sent to the councillor again that year by what I heard was my P.E. teacher, she's super nice. And I got home and it was the same situation. And I dont know how long I've been clean but I'm starting to feel better but still a mildly insecure about the scars. Hey thanks if you read all of this ❤
@gizzmogames22665 жыл бұрын
I read it
@ABCDEFGH-pi2sp5 жыл бұрын
I'm glad you over came it and that your parents were supper understanding, some people just don't get it or how it makes us feel.
@fallenendie5235 жыл бұрын
Wow the same story happened to me I'm in middle school one of my friends saw my cuts and was worried and went up to the counselor and told her that I cut myself and I'm depressed. When. I arrived at home my dad gave me a hug randomly. I went to set my stuff down in my room, then my dad told me to come and sit down at the dining table to talk to them and told me that he got called from the counselor. We talked and I said that I have only cut myself once and I'm not going to do it anymore. My mom started to cry and they asked if I needed a therapist I said no. My dad told me that I was going to get called up to the counselor and they were going to do a body check of me. I was so stressed out the next day when I went to school. Personally I love school but I feared it that day. I didn't get called up to the counselor yet but I stopped cutting to prevent myself from going up to the counselor.
@kristinherbert79195 жыл бұрын
I read it all ❤️❤️
@niquesconversationitsspicy34765 жыл бұрын
That's great
@fa1ry_eyes5 жыл бұрын
And that's exactly why I hate school. Its horrible
@hannahpaine93795 жыл бұрын
smolbean you got that right
@breadgoyummyyummy6045 жыл бұрын
Stay alive fren
@manilovebagels5 жыл бұрын
smolbean ||-//
@rosy77325 жыл бұрын
About 8 months ago our school got a threat that someone will commit "murder-suicide". It was an email which said something like "the teachers treated me like shit", "I'll shoot everyone and then myself" and other f-d up stuff. The school was evacuated for a whole week & the next day there were loads of policemen on every single floor. It's been like this for a lot of time (even after summer vacation), but soon after the police found the guy who's done it. He went to jail (Idk how old he was, but surely 16+) After he got out he committed suicide. To be honest, I felt like that guy wasn't really at fault... He stated himself that teachers were abusing him.. Yesterday I was framed for cyber bullying my classmate (someone took a picture of him from my phone & put nasty things on it & sent it to everyone in our class) & the headmaster screamed at me in the middle of English class until I was in tears. I spent all break in the restroom crying & didn't want to talk to anyone. I just didn't understand why people would do that... And when I told the headmaster that I didn't even know that there were pictures of him on my phone, she still didn't let me off the hook. Now my teachers are discussing wether to suspend me or not. Welp, the school systems are shit
@punksbear26855 жыл бұрын
ROSУ_каrма your school fucking sucks. Stay strong 💞