My Spiritual Awakening Story (and first video!)

[@lisadellapenna4653]

Hi! I had a spontaneous Spiritual Awakening in Oct 2020. I have experienced Astral travel, hearing voices, (good and negative), and NO ONE believed me. It has been several lonely years. Thank you for your video!

[@jimrich4192]

I witnessed & directly spoke WITH my brother-in-law shortly after he crossed over (we dont die when our body dies) & many times afterward. I was extremely excited about those psychic events, BUT quickly discovered that most ppl either FEAR the psychic realm or just don't care! It's like talking about UFOs or Big Foot so lve stopped annoying others with my unwelcome interest in mystical stuff! LOL..to each their own! I know what I know & have seen & SO WHAT??? 😂

[@catherineglassman]

You’re not alone! Thank you for the support! 🙏🏻

[@catherineglassman]

😂 truth!!!

[@Mari2761]

You are definitely not alone. I also had a spiritual awakening and have experienced tons of things that no one would believe. It’s a lonely journey ❤

[@groawninggig2436]

B​@@jimrich4192what are the negative voices and where are they from

[@Mari2761]

I also heard voices and thought I was going crazy at first. I would wear headsets and listen meditation music in order to fall asleep and not hear the voices. After a while the voices turned into guiding me through my journey and I still hear them but I am no longer scared of them.

[@catherineglassman]

It's so nice to have some celestial friends to help out on this crazy planet lol

[@cliffordjohnson943]

I experienced a spontaneous kundalini awakening a couple years ago. First I experienced a lot of obsessive thinking and synchronicities with numbers, which I still see, then one night the fiery energy finally rose which was a bit of an intense rush and when I woke up, I felt pure bliss of love and a feeling that I was everything. From my perspective, we are all infinite eternal beings having a human experience. It’s a lucid dream of physical separation and forgetfulness of what we naturally are, pure awareness of existence and experience. That will never change, even is Spirit. It’s an expansion of your consciousness, so your vibration naturally increases to be in tuned to the different layers of reality and yourself. Being who you are is your unique perspective of God.

[@md-fm3iu]

omg i have been seeing angel numbers … psychic told me im going through a spriritual awakening or heading there

[@catherineglassman]

That is beautifully said! I personally have never had a kundalini awakening, so I appreciate you sharing your experience!🩷💫

[@catherineglassman]

How exciting! Because there’s so much information out there on angel numbers, the best thing to do is to find one resource to use and stick with it. That way conflicting information won’t confuse you. Your spirit guides will know which resources you use and will use that to give you The information that you need at that time. Congrats on the journey!! 💫🙏🏻

[@cliffordjohnson943]

@@catherineglassman After the rush of kundalini energy rises, the mind becomes still and you realize your everything and that everything is alive and aware. You see the aura and feel everything as bliss and love.

[@jeremyvinskus6808]

You literally described what I went through growing up lol. Be ready, I went through all of that in my teenage years and twenties... And now just over a year ago at 38 years old, I had an intense Kundalini awakening. Nowadays the Kundalini is super active in me 24/7 literally rewiring my brain. And the strange phenomena I experienced throughout my life has now intensified so much that my life nowadays is like pure magic. It's so amazing and magical, but at the same time extremely isolating because people just think I'm crazy when I share my experiences. There's very few I've been able to open up and relate to. I just share this to let you know that there's more to look forward to, and it's beyond what you can imagine now. Thank you for sharing and good luck to you, with love and light🙏

[@catherineglassman]

Hey thank you I appreciate that 🙏🏻. I really love that its a magical experience for you now. Can't expect anything less at this point!

[@becm4778]

Thanks for sharing! Everyone's spiritual awakenings are so different so it's amazing to hear a different perspective. I feel like I had a spiritual awakening a number of years ago but cannot pinpoint any exact moment of it happening, more like a series of events that has led to a knowing and understanding of what this reality is. Know that you are never alone and the spiritual community on this side of youtube is here to support you. Sending love from Australia ❤

[@catherineglassman]

Australia's in the house! Its so interesting that there's a moment during your awakening process when you realize that you've been awakening all along through a series of events. Everything just comes together, so cool!

[@jacobaryan2796]

Hey 👋 you’re pretty much the first person I’m hearing talk about this in such realness. I went through psychosis for about a year and it was the most mind altering thing. Throughout the voices there was one like you explained felt almost collect consciousness or just higher self, and after going through many differnt learning and unlearning stages with that voice… I ended up out of it. I’m now trying to put the pieces all together and yes it’s making a lot of sense and I’m glad your sharing your story 🙏 Thankyou

[@catherineglassman]

I truly think that people who experience psychosis are one of the most psychically gift humans on the planet. I'm glad you've find a way to quiet it down, but I'm curious and excited to see where your gift takes you next. Keep me posted and thank you for your support! 🙏🏻

[@atommachine]

Your the New Normal. The System of Education is so dense and compressed and we are so Infinite in NRG . Great Share. Bless you , Bless us all.

[@catherineglassman]

Thank you for the support and BLESS US ALL! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@hfortenberry]

I had to laugh (with nervousness?) when you said you heard your name during meditation and shot up. I too have heard my name in that weird inside/outside voice my head (hard to say which) but I was not meditating but falling asleep. But it was in my late mother’s voice and very comforting so I figured it was her coming to visit so I wasn’t afraid. HOWEVER, 3 decades earlier, at age 19, while deeply meditating (back then I was doing 20-minutes), I felt myself physically starting to leave my body. I literally felt my energy/essence(?) traveling from my toes and feet up through my body, legs, hips and into my torso and about the time it got to my waist, I was like “oh hell no!” And I shot up and opened my eyes so fast. 😂 I was afraid that if it got to my heart I might have a heart attack or if I left my body then I wouldn’t be able to get back in! Imagine smoke or mist flowing quickly, swooshing through your body. That’s how it felt. It wasn’t adrenaline or anything like that. It was not so specifically in my blood vessels like that but it permeated my entire body, skin, bones, organs, etc. The only way I can describe it is as energy. So I literally have never meditated that deeply since. I’m 56 now. I only meditate in smaller doses now, 5-10 minutes. 😁 I do think once I finish getting my life back in order after some struggles I’ve had the last few years, I do plan to begin again and allow myself to see what happens this time without letting fear get in the way. I’m getting more curious now than fearful. However I’m still afraid to allow myself to lucid dream or astral travel, for fear of what I might encounter in the astral plane and again of not being able to get back in my body. Baby steps. 😂 Thank you for sharing your story. ❤

[@michaelsawdon1905]

hi like your story , june 18th last year after meditating for 6 yrs . whilst meditating i felt like a massive explosion of colours in my head , i started vibrating , my hand felt electrified and i somehow got pulled out of my body , i walked in my room ,the room felt cold and then i portholed into another reality , then i was back in my body . i missed a lot of the detail of the story out but since this happened my body tingles alot and my dreams are extremy vivid and i have several dreams per night. half my family think i,m mad . i got to spiritual church and give healing with the tingling energy i have. also the back reptilian part of my brain seems altered , since that night my life has changed , kind regards mike from the uk

[@catherineglassman]

That sounds incredible Mike! It sounds like you’ve been gifted an energy to give to others, how amazing! Keep me posted on your journey, perhaps you can create a business out of it 🩷🙏🏻

[@ishtarishaya]

Many Blessings from Portugal! The first job I remember wanting was Parapsychologist- ended up as a monk and meditation teacher.

[@catherineglassman]

I love that!! I guess the curious mystics have to start somewhere lol. Thanks for the comment! 🙏🏻

[@GodHelpMe369]

Develop emotional literacy and strengthen the mind-body connection by saying aloud or in your head what’s going on for you emotionally, throughout the day. I also like to say what I’m doing physically to help bring me into my body throughout the day i.e. Walking, Eating, Doing the Dishes, etc. If this sensation had a voice, what would it say? I imagine 2 hands in my mind's eye surrounding the sensation... Allow the hands to be with the sensation whether it expands or moves... When you are activated, ask yourself: what does this relationship, situation, etc. mean about me? What do I get out of believing I have to be nice? Repeat what comes up for you without over-thinking it. I typically repeat what comes up several times to make it conscious. For instance, “I get to be seen as good, I get to be seen as good…” for being nice. Once we are deep in the work, we will see that the reason we believe we have to do/be anything in life is for love, safety, or approval. You are constantly being re-born, re-created, re-generated, every moment. No belief is contained, held, or stored anywhere. It might cause a cascade that brings a symptom... Breathing patterns somewhere in the body, but the concepts, thoughts, and stories are constantly being re-created... You are generating it ALL, and this is unconscious. When you ‘uproot’ repression and suppression, you unveil Flow. You CAN change in an instant. Every morning you wake up, your life story is re-constructed. Do I have to wake up believing reality is the way I believed it was yesterday? When breathing is restricted, get curious about what is holding it back, when it is open, get curious about why that is... You are the Artist. Awareness of something alone IS enough! It untangles itself, the knots let go of You. Choose Freedom. Take responsibility for your own suffering. 🧡🙌 I AM GROUNDED. I AM SAFE. I AM CONNECTED TO THE EARTH. I AM HEALTHY. I AM A FRACTAL OF GOD. I AM HEALED. I AM A HEALER. I AM DIVINELY PROTECTED. I AM SAFE AT ALL TIMES. I AM BALANCED. I AM LOVE. If we are feeling victimized, we are over-valuating what we don't have, and under-valuating what we do have! Be very mindful about not making your state of being contingent, upon anything outside of yourself - that is the key!

[@kathynicolini5468]

Thank you 😊 for being here and sharing your story and experience. I believe you. I’ve been on my Awakening journey since October 31,2016. I’m obsessed with Angels too. They’re always around me, guiding and protecting. I love them so much. I send you love and hugs ❤🙌🤗🙌❤️. Namaste 🙏

[@catherineglassman]

Thank you so much for your support! This can be a lonely journey and it means the world to know that there are others like me out there. we are the ones that will change the world, and I wholeheartedly believe that. ❤️💫

[@SoniaVerardoBeautyBlog]

Hello Catherine! I'm so glad I came across your channel! Thank you for sharing your story. I've been going through the spiritual awakening since 2021., and I started feeling the first physical symptoms at the end of 2019. I only last year in may realized that I'm going through spiritual awakening. For two whole years I actually thought I was dying! 2023.was the year when I finally understood what was going on, but also I had hard time accepting it and believing that this is actually what is going on. I was also raised in catholic religion but very early on I lost my faith and also completely detached from Catholic Church. I lived my life knowing that there must be "something" out there, but I didn't really care as I thought it's impossible to know what that "thing" was anyway. I never meditated. I started meditating last year after I've experienced the most scary vertigo situation that came out of the blue and lasted for months! As no doctor knew how to help me, I thought I might just take a chance at trying to help myself, before I completely abandon myself in despair. Shortly afterwards I also started having some mystical experiences during my sleep (feeling the energy buzzing in my entire body like it's electric, feeling the voices like on radio stations changing),also sleep paralysis-but I've been having that one on and off since I was very young! I have tinnitus since December 2019., non stop. Sometimes it's very loud, sometimes it's only a background sound. I got the gift of light language (art, spoken and hand mudras) and so much more...I´m still going through all these, it's a process...The worst thing for me are the physical symptoms...I´m always very scared that this time it might be an actual illness, but at the same time I'm sick and tired of continuous visits at the doctors, trying to figure out what's wrong.I´m learning how to embrace this journey and how to have more faith and belief in myself and in my instincts, how to trust myself more. I'm sure your videos will be interesting guidelines on my path. Sending love from Croatia!❤

[@catherineglassman]

Wow that is incredible! It sounds like your frequency is rising so rapidly that your body can’t keep up! The tinnitus is definitely a sign of that. Congratulations on the awakening and I can’t wait to see your transformation! (because I have a feeling it’s going to be a good one ☺️). Thank you for watching and for the comment 🙏🏻.

[@Aliens-Are-Our-Friends2027]

self love and forgiveness is usually the key

[@thesikad10]

Further more you are aware of the body and all your experiences. So the question is who or what is aware. It’s going backwards rather than going towards your experiences. It’s one awareness that is experiencing itself through infinite possibilities ( you me animals plants galaxies )

[@Cocoblklove]

Ha! Everything that happened to you happened to me as well. Also past lives I’m assuming were myself. That’s how i resonated with it when i did have those quick visions. Thank you for sharing 🫶🏾

[@catherineglassman]

Amazing! I have the quick visions too and its wild lol. Thanks for sharing!

[@TheSelf918]

One awakens when one is ready. Deep down, we are all a finite, limited manifestation of the infinite. You can call that infinite concept God, but the word God in the west has a lot of connotations. Many pictures God in a human body, a man's body. But any image you can conjure up in your mind can never come close to representing the infinite. But once you know that you are at one with the infinite, no matters what. You know that everything that has ever happened and everything that you ever do or think, is exactly what is supposed to happen. You and I, all of us, are part of a cosmic dance. God's dance. The dance of our true SELF.

[@pepperfly984]

Thank you for sharing your life Catherine. I will be writing a book on religion/spirituality as I think there is a real hunger for this. I will reach out as I progress with my research.

[@sirnate27]

Thank you for sharing your awakening. I had no belief system growing up and had a need proof, scientific mentality. I induced AP back in February after watching this lady named Jade Shaw on youtube. Thought it was interesting and out of pure curiosity, tried yoga nidra/Monroe Institute binaural beats from youtube the same night. Laying still for about 10 minutes listening to this lady and her guided voice, I fell asleep which is something I struggle with in any meditation. I woke up towards the end of the video I was listening to, my body was buzzing! It reminded me of when I had sleep paralysis 20 years ago with the dead lady floating next to me. But, I felt like I was floating up but without my body. My ears were ringing and felt this peacefulness. I was totally aware and started getting excited like "It's happening!!!"...then I snapped out of it. That night changed my life forever and lost my fear of death. Started having vivid dreams that I haven't had since I was a child. Then hear come the random lucid dreams! Life got busy for a few months, still dreaming, but then I started meditating again and not even 10 minutes in, I heard muffled voices in the room along with reorganizing sounds. Kinda startled me. Then another night of yoga nidra and all the sudden I'm in my living room, or was I? 90's furniture and completely NOT my home, walking around with complete awareness and can hear my footsteps! Then waking up to a cat running up my leg and jumping over my torso but there was no cat actually in the room! Now I am having smooth visions of random strangers before falling asleep and at times in the shower. I am now starting to see auras but it is very faint. I am also seeing 1111 EVERYWHERE, almost daily! This morning my phone was vibrating as if it was turned on and catching up with notifications. I was like what is going on? I turned on the screen. Only one notification and of coarse the time is 11:11. Other things are happening but that would be a novel.

[@Mari2761]

Thank you so much for telling your story. It sure sounds a lot like mine ❤

[@catherineglassman]

Thank you for the support! I'm looking forward to hearing yours!

[@gaberoffman]

Thank you for sharing this. When I started having awakening experiences as a teenager in the late 80's in a small southern town, there weren't options for "research" so I'm very grateful that you have done what I have also considered doing of sharing your truth for the current generation. I can feel its authenticity and so much of it mirrors my own experiences including waking up inches from the ceiling.

[@catherineglassman]

I really do appreciate the support, thank you. It’s terrifying to put yourself out there, but that changes when you start to find your community. It’s never too late to get on KZbin or Tik Tok and share your experiences! The world needs a guiding light right now 🙏🏻

[@johnchew9235]

thanks dear, you transcend through all.

[@Kelly-i5z9g]

Thank you for sharing your experience! I have been going through an awakening for two years now and it has been difficult but, extremely rewarding. I will have to check out your other videos and website. I have had some experiences that I am not sure how it would be classed but, I think I have Astro projected and seen things in meditation that are still unexplained.

[@personaddi]

Thank you for sharing

[@darrylsimms39]

Thank you for sharing your story 🙏. I had an out of body experience 3 years ago and hope to share my story one day because I know it will help people struggling through the aftermath to know things get better. Much better! Love your energy and your authenticity. God bless.

[@catherineglassman]

Thank you for the support, it’s very much appreciated! 🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@sarastoddard577]

I have heard my name I think three times. As of the wind was blowing by and saying my name! I was raised seventh day Adventist and had a goddess visit me in my dreams and also started to awaken around 21. I am 43 now it was very lonely. I can walk up to people and know things about them especially related to grief and unfinished childhood trauma. Thank you for your share!!! I want to hear more.

[@catherineglassman]

Wow that is powerful! Yes, it can definitely be isolating. It’s unpleasant to know things, but not have that information well received by others. But we have our own community as the wayshowers of the world. Thank you for your support, and you have mine as well! ❤️🙏🏻

[@TurningWoundsIn2Wisdom]

Love you sharing your experiences, it’s a lonely place when you’re woke 😢❤

[@catherineglassman]

Thank you for the support, and thank you for making it feel less lonely 💫🙏🏻🩷

[@mimibuckles]

Thanks for sharing your story!

[@catherineglassman]

Thank you for watching and for the support! 💫🙏🏻

[@NM-kt4ht]

I believe friend.

[@catherineglassman]

Thank you!! 🙏🏻

[@timothyrflynn]

“God is everything” Right there with you sista! Great sharing, looking forward to more.

[@catherineglassman]

I’m glad it resonates! Thank you for watching and let me know what you think about the other videos! 🩷🙏🏻

[@hfortenberry]

That knowing thing happens to me too but I think it’s because I’m a dominant introverted intuitive. I’m an INTJ. Being a nurse, chances are high that you’re an INFJ or ISFJ. INFJs are also dominant introverted intuitives who just know stuff. So you should find out your MBTI. For us, knowing things is normal and seems obvious.

[@DoctorKing05]

Loved your story! Hilarious and so authentic.

[@catherineglassman]

Thank you for the support! it’s people like you that make coming out of the Spiritual closet just a tab bit easier 🙏🏻❤️

[@Oogwayascents]

Thank you for sharing your story with all of us, it helps alot❤️

[@catherineglassman]

Thank you for your support!

[@StarlightSynchronicity]

I believe you. It happened to me, too.

[@actualityofbeing]

“Glassman” - the eternal humor of perfection! Much love! ♥️

[@catherineglassman]

The humor part is certainly accurate! 😂🙏🏻💫

[@celgmartinez]

I too was raised in a strict Catholic household and was physically abused. I stopped going to church as well. I still hold resentment towards my parents especially father. But I think a spiritual awakening would help me heal and see things differently. Thank you for the inspiration! ❤

[@catherineglassman]

It is theorized that many of us have chosen to go through such traumatic experiences in order to quicken our spiritual evolution. It will become our superpower that will help us lead the rest of the world into the new Earth. Thank you for being here and thank you for your support!❤️🙏🏼

[@SoulfulSerenity-888]

Thank you for sharing your story 💕

[@catherineglassman]

Thanks for watching!

[@eleanor4759]

So fascinating thanks for sharing. Spirituality is such an incredible tool. I also love this physical world, and the former helps me appreciate the latter more. It especially helps me appreciate, and adore, the mundane.

[@catherineglassman]

That’s such a beautiful way of putting it! The Yang, and Yang, of the physical and non-physical. 💫

[@eleanor4759]

@@catherineglassman 🙏🏼💜

[@AllenAuman1]

Thank you. I've been working up the courage to start sharing my awakening experience that I went through about a year ago. I feel the same way you do, in that I feel that there are many people out there currently going through these experiences and don't know what is even happening to them. It took me a few weeks to understand where all the information was coming from that I just began to instantly understand. I think that the more of us who begin to share these experiences, the more people will feel comfortable talking about these subjects. I feel that this is a knowledge that has the potential to literally change worlds! The way to our very own ascension is through the positivity and belief that we are the creator. ✌️😉❤️🌎 WeR1!

[@catherineglassman]

Oh wow that’s amazing! It’s important that we support one another since we are going to be the ones too bring in the new earth. I’m excited for you to put yourself out there! If you start a KZbin channel, leave another comment so I can subscribe! ❤️🙏🏼 thank you for watching and for the support!

[@LadySandy3200]

Ty so much

[@catherineglassman]

Thank you for watching! 🙏🏻

[@mattplus09]

Good journey, Catherine :) Peace!

[@catherineglassman]

I appreciate it!

[@kursk124]

RESPECT

[@catherineglassman]

Thank you for the support! 🩷🙏🏻

[@bryanfaucett]

Great journey. I believe you. I have astrally projected intentionally before but my ego became so afraid I stopped trying to do it.

[@catherineglassman]

I've had the same experience! Blocking it out to a certain extent. I guess we just have to be here on this Earth and in this dimension 😅. Thank you for watching!

[@Letsawaketogether]

I am so sorry to hear you were abused at home, which supposed to be your sanctuary. Stay blessed. But who’s to say that’s exactly needed to for you to wake up.

[@catherineglassman]

Thank you for the support! I do believe that everything happens for a reason, and some of the most powerful healers in the world did not escape their suffering. 🙏🏻 God bless!

[@KendraLock]

Beautiful story ....... thank you so much for sharing

[@catherineglassman]

Thank you for your support! ❤️🙏🏼

[@mg4241]

💖

[@WillisMcManus-nq5ox]

Hey greetings ❤

[@alexaylett-mcmillan8554]

Hi catherine, I really enjoyed hearing your story! What was the name of the meditation book that you had?

[@catherineglassman]

Hi there and thank you for the support! 🙏🏻. The name of the book is called Chakra Meditations by Swami Saradananda. Hopefully it has the same effect for you as it did for me!

[@MichaelMatthewConnell]

Thank you for sharing your experience! I see a lot of similarities between people like you becoming aware, and people that are talking about v2k and Gangstalking. I’m wondering if one phenomenon causes or contributes to the other. It takes a lot of courage, I appreciate you going public with it. Thanks again!

[@catherineglassman]

I’m not familiar with v2k or gangstalking, but I’m interested. Thank you for sharing and for your support! 🙏🏻

[@thesikad10]

Hi Thank you for sharing your experiences. Very similar especially the sleep paralysis for years. Since then I have gone deep into the subject. Notice experiences come and go but there’s something that’s never changed. Just for conversation we can call it awareness. Mind is designed to lean towards experiences but you the awareness is primary before the mind. Awareness is attribute-less. Without it there’s no experiences. Somethings that come and go like experiences is not true and is just a dream. Awakening means waking up from the dream of separation( me and the world outside ) realising your true nature which has no face no gender no colour Or dimensions. There are a number of experiments you can do to see this. Yes these experiences are beautiful. Please don’t stop till you have realised your true nature where you ( impersonal) are the creator of all the experiences. Hope this helps Love and regards Simon

[@catherineglassman]

Beautifully said 🙏🏻. Thank you for the support!

[@thesikad10]

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[@thesikad10]

And there r plenty of others too like David Bingham on KZbin where u can see someone having the shift during the conversation. Wishing you the very best and Merry Christmas Simon

[@georgecarlin2656]

I think I know the purpose of the parent/religious abuse you had in your childhood (by now you probably know it as well, but I'll still write it down). To get an awakening one has to go either thru an NDE (near death experience) or thru abuse+prayer (pain + sincerity), the latter is needed to open up and connect the root of the mind to your daily consciousness. That's because everyone has to pay a price to get this, that's why for people like me it's nearly impossible to get to your level and for you it was so easy to meditate and get instant results. My childhood was boring, parents never argued, never got in a fight, never beat me, never believed in God, never went to church, compared to you I had it too well, which is why I have to pay it now (you already paid). That's the trade-offs we get in life. One can't have a calm and easy life and get spiritual results. Eventually I also grew agnostic and I liked X-Files and Alf. My biggest wish was to know the real truth about the universe without religious lies and by now (imho) I found it. Also, imho the New Age movement is misleading (although like any good lie it has a lot of truth to it). So now we're kinda opposites (you paid early, I pay late). My dark night of the soul is slow and for the past many (adult) years. I do believe in (evil) ghosts because I had a brutal encounter, it tried to kill me in my sleep (~20 years ago), I only survived because I woke up and I wanted to pack my stuff and leave in the middle of the night it was so bad, I even felt real pain in the area where it "stabbed" me, when I woke up (screaming) the pain relatively quickly disappeared from that area. I know it was real also because another guy sleeping in the next room experienced the same the same night - he told me the next day the same story I went thru (that a dark ghost shaped like a human comes in and tries to kill you while you sit kinda paralyzed and can't do anything about it). A few days later I found out that the son of the old lady I lived at has been killed that night in jail (he was in jail for killing someone, very toxic and cursed family btw). I was wondering why it happened to me, and many years later I figured out it had a purpose - so that I don't deny the existence of the other worlds/densities, which is ultimately needed to figure out who I am (a volunteer). You see, my life, for some reason, is unwinding very very slowly and I have to follow the events like bread crumbs and interpret them properly. And this attitude to life was seeded in my childhood when I got the message that I'm not supposed to have a normal life, which came to be totally true btw, no happiness, I started getting gray hair at 18, now at 43 I'm surprised that I still have a little non-gray hair. That's probably because I'm split between hating the Creator for all the evil he creates (besides the good also created by him, for which I find him to be quite a hypocrite, but can't judge him cause he's doing it to himself) while at the same time my life (not on this planet but in general) having no meaning but to help him, because helping anything else is pointless, because only he is more or less eternal, and for this I need to figure out his problems, he never tells them because he treats us like children and doesn't want to bother us with his issues. I think he's not free, he's totally alone, no true peers (because he is everything), he doesn't know where he came from, he's like a man in a coma and our ultimate goal is to get him out of this state and enable him to have a real life with real peers.

[@mariarts3809]

Thank you for sharing 🌻. Did you ever get insight into the sleep paralysis that you were experiencing?

[@catherineglassman]

Hi there! From what I’ve experienced, they were dark energies that were around my body either while I was astral projecting or coming back to my body. A lot of white light, weekly smudging, and help from Archangel Michael did the trick! Haven’t had that happen in years 🙏🏻🙌🏼. Intentionally setting an invisibility cloak prior to projecting is also very helpful.

[@mariarts3809]

Great. Thank you🌻

[@tomhall3175]

Hi Great video. My name is Tom. Last tue. I was not asleep but not awake . I felt this suttle energy. Raidiate from my lower back all the way up to the back of my head. It would be like a pulsing movment, but also it was as wide as my back and wide as my head as it moved up. About a year ago i had the same experience but more noticable. I was in the wake and sleep stage. So the first time i wasnt sure if it was real the first time. I know all about the kundalini, and have been in the prosses to try awaken my mother kunalini for some time now. I have had diferent visions when meditating . One thing that is always there is different peoples images come floating in to my vision with my eyes closed, some are human ,but most are human like. Any idea why i see these things ........Thanks.

[@catherineglassman]

Hey! This actually sounds like astral projection. I often see random faces and images of real events, but they never make sense. I've learned that I'm either astral projecting or remote viewing. Check out my astral projection how to video!

[@tony8570]

Can an awakening be supernatural?

[@jocelin6509]

does spiritual awakening only means when you experience some form of psychic events eg hearing voices? Or could it also mean awakening to a more conscious and intentional life? the midst of shedding the old and creating the new 🤔

[@catherineglassman]

Oh 100% shedding the old! I think many people who awaken also wake up to their psychic abilities because everyone is psychic whether they realize it or not. But the psychic stuff is more metaphysical, the living a more conscious life...now THAT is spiritual ✨

[@jocelin6509]

@@catherineglassman thank you for your reply ☺

[@ezekieljeremiah8575]

Very interesting. I really appreciate you sharing your experiences. I totally understand if you don't want to answer but I am very interested if you wouldn't mind sharing your blood type. I ask because it seems to come up again and again about a certain type. Either way I enjoyed listening

[@catherineglassman]

Hi there and thanks for watching! My blood type is A+. What is your theory??

[@ezekieljeremiah8575]

@catherineglassman Hi, thank you for replying. As far as a theory I'm still just gathering info. I will say I would have assumed a different type. Have you had metaphysical experiences your entire life or would you say it started later, i.e. after 2012? Also I would be really curious if it didn't start until 2016.

[@thelostsoul000]

You look so much like this girl that I genuinely thought that you are the same person :P kzbin.info/www/bejne/mGS1d6aoqcutp7M&lc=UgzQcnYXZq9LmFY5IbZ4AaABAg.A6I-z6hAtiYA6IsFIED4xU Thank you so much for sharing this because I can relate A LOT! I wish I could find more people like us to talk to through the religious trauma and all that comes with it.

[@ubuntuber1619]

omg so wannabe vegan

[@catherineglassman]

I find that following an intuitive diet day by day is always good. Having a literal conversation with my body has been most beneficial, it’s just super weird to other people lol.