My Story | Battling Mental Illness

[@kallmekris]

Sorry this was all over the place. I was a little flustered, but I hope this helped even just one person out there. You are NOT ALONE! You have everything to live for, even if it doesnt seem like it at the time. I love and appreciate all of you. And lets make this comment section a welcoming and safe place

[@___LAKSHMI___]

We love u too ❤❤❤ And we will be here for you no matter what happens ❤

[@justinwampler9443]

It is otayyyyyy❤❤❤

[@happyfeet6582]

Hope you can get threw it we are here for you❤️

[@anyamathur645]

We love you ❤️

[@oddperson5726]

Your awesome

[@CelinaSpookyBoo]

Strongest person i know

[@urte9434]

Yes I agree Celina

[@aimeeharris2141]

Ya🥺🥰🥰🥰

[@makenasimonds5641]

I agree

[@lorenamatamoros8012]

Yes

[@lyns501]

I agree and u just got a sub for that sentence

[@danceoutnow]

Recovering class clown here. Thank you for your vulnerability kris. You are believed, and you are worthy of being believed. You are accepted, and you are worthy of acceptance. You are seen, and you are worthy of being seen.

[@landenstallbaumer-vl9id]

I’m a class clown and I make people laugh by just getting the dopamine and nobody knew what I was going through and what happens at home and then they ask Landen what’s wrong and then I say nothing just been feeling down and then they say well you only live once so might as well be happy and that’s what they think but I don’t think that and they think I make them laugh by just being funny but it’s just to make me a little happier

[@user-lp5gd4fj2j]

Hey, Kris! You probably won't see this comment because this video was posted two years ago. I feel as I am speaking for your 60 million+ combined followers when saying that we all appreciate the fact that you have been able to share this with us as I understand it takes a LOT of courage and bravery, we are sorry for what you've gone through, it's okay to cry, and that we all love you and will forever support you. As always, keep up the excellent work!

[@thecockneyterritory4869]

It's always the comedians. The people most sad are always the ones trying to make everyone laugh. Mental health sucks man. Thanks for being you

[@brittneymcneil5852]

I have found that it's usually the one's who are comedians/funny because they like to make others laugh and smile. There is just this comfort in knowing you have made someone happy. Also cause they know what it's like to be sad pretty much all the time so if they can make someone else laugh especially someone who copes with mental health problems then they feel that slightly bit better.

[@urmom338]

We love you so much

[@bigantdud3499]

A big example of this is the great actor/comedian Robin Williams rip 🙏

[@Hi-ft3ye]

We all understand

[@spidersubzero4706]

your not wrong

[@ElianaGhen]

Wow you are so amazing so much love to you

[@z0ey_idk525]

Hi Eliana! Love ur vids❤

[@makenna12321]

YESSSS ELIANA!

[@itzbriannaroadto1k327]

My two favorite people on KZbin:O

[@axolotl8941]

@Eliana Ghen yes she is! I love ur channel btw!

[@axolotl8941]

@@itzbriannaroadto1k327 ikr!

[@davidmealey2000]

Ive struggled wwith depression and had suicidal thoughts. The best quote I ever heard about why not to take your own life is that suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it to someone you loved.

[@rribbitz]

Kris, I know I'm late to this. But whatever happens in your life, you are not alone. People are here for you for whatever you need and you know that by 2023. You are upon one of the strongest people going through this and you are beautiful the way you are. I hope you are/soon to be recovered by now but nobody, even you should face things as awful as your experiences. You are spectacular.

[@lunanight8145]

Same I saw this a while back but I just didn't understand what she was going through, but now I get it so well it's scary. Whenever I just can't eat I just think of her and try my best.

[@kawtharisautistic12]

2024 this is sad

[@kawtharisautistic12]

​@@lunanight8145ik

[@user-zn4pw5nk2v]

@@lunanight8145 a friendly reminder that everyone is going through rough times occasionally. Some more, some less, some just smoke copium, remember to smile, say hello, you're welcome, and goodbye, a smile can poke trough the clouds overhead, because everyone can catch a horrible mood, especially with some pharmacy drugs that cause it occasionally. Doesn't matter the background, even famous(successful) people, what was it "impostor syndrome", talking to people usually helps both parties.

[@musicofthesoul7383]

Not all heroes wear capes. Some of them wear tiny hands❤

[@hoomanburrito633]

ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ

[@elisabethkheir6863]

❤️👋

[@angelaandrews4987]

Yes love you Kris

[@lizzynicole6049]

💖☺️

[@katelyn446]

Haha yesss

[@andreavankoningsbruggen884]

“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy. Because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless. And they don’t want anyone else to feel like that” - Robin Williams

[@teedoi6254]

True

[@lovexxava]

𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅-

[@jessicasimmons3957]

❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@lilygrace5888]

Thank you I think it's true because if you watch jaiden animations video she explained how she "didn't have a reason" to be here but she wanted to help people so she kept going

[@andreavankoningsbruggen884]

@@lilygrace5888 Kris has also mentioned a few times how Robin Williams is one of her biggest inspirations. He has a very similar mindset. You never could tell the demons he battled because he always smiled and hid his pain behind his characters. I think he has had a large influence on many people and for positive reasons despite him living through tragedy. ❤️

[@Lolimjusttired]

This literally made me want to hug Kris and give her the whole world 😭I love her so much

[@phoebegarrett3055]

Can I have a hug to?

[@OllaniElizabeth]

As a victim of SA, I completely understand what you experienced. You’re so strong Kris, keep it up. You’re braver than you know.

[@light.5562]

She was sexually assaulted, was depressed, and more. And she’s still this bright shining happy smiling 24/7 person. God bless her. She’s so strong.

[@10yearsago96]

@Jack Snyder it’s an exaggeration.

[@professorJorge11]

She "appears" happy on Tik Tok, but that's a comedy routine. It's an artform, clearly it helped Kris

[@melissaluci9055]

yes

[@al3s_qqz26]

@@MidasTouch2007KMIGAccount hey, im really sorry if this sound mean and im sorry you went through all that but please don’t make this a competition of “who has the most trauma” cause it can seem really disrespectful, again im really sorry if this comes off rudely

[@Noorah_Mohammed.]

@@al3s_qqz26 it isn’t rude it is his/her way of telling someone their problems Even he /she probably had a lot of courage to type that In a way it’s helping others too - it feels like we are not the only one who been through all this and we all at least one person in life to share something

[@overtimexbox5514]

For all them Riley fans who struggle read this in rileys voice "I knoe yu may be stwuggin but pwease belive in uorslf you got dis OTAY"

[@noelleista]

dis mAde me teawr up tank yu :'))) * to be read in rileys voice *

[@bruhitseric]

Otay

[@neptunereviewsstuff7563]

Otay 😊

[@Justaguyiguess]

Otay!

[@bow865]

Otay :]

[@G0ggy15]

I'm in grade ten and I lost my mum in December amd it has been hard to deal with. I have had thoughts of ending it but I can't leave my family and friends like that, I'm so sorry for everything you have been through, and in tough times I alway quote Winston Churchill "When you're going through hell, keep going."

[@Sienna6164]

I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope your doing well

[@xen-breezy]

I so sorry that happened to you just know that everything will be ok and that you are amazing you can get through this and I hope you are and continue to be well

[@VanDGrrl]

Hope you’re ok. Keep going!

[@Sierra_Hunter_]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope your doing well

[@gwenx4400]

I know this video is from 2 years ago, but I just wanna tell you that I’m so glad you made this video, and I’m so proud of you for doing so. You’ve helped and supported many people by sharing this, me being one of them. Love you❤️

[@nkoszy]

The moment Kris looked into the camera and said “cuz we’re a family” I started to cry because I’ve never been so touched...

[@j_g9109]

You are not alone in that. 😥 It touched my heart that she was able to share her story with us, but the honesty in her eyes when she said “cuz we’re a family” made the tears I’d been holding back burst free. I felt her words in my heart.

[@Animatty]

I believe my adoption papers are ready, Kris

[@cyohe8643]

Same

[@stephengove]

I broke down in tears after she said that 😢

[@mollyfoote3973]

let’s appreciate how kris feels comfortable sharing this with all of us.

[@Alwayssleeping234]

Exactly thank u

[@s_west1234]

I am so thankful that she is willing to share this bc I am so scared to show my depression bc no one I know has gone through this and it’s hard acting like there is nothing wrong

[@chanthitthitnyein7181]

❤❤❤❤🤧

[@approved_ncr_ranger2166]

Yes

[@Saraaaaaa38]

Yes she is very strong❤

[@lexispeaks5585]

Damn, you're TOUGH. Not only have you lasted this long through all of this, but you're becoming so strong in the process of healing. That's powerful.

[@ryeness8745]

You are beautiful. You are creative. You are very talented. You are brave. You are valuable. You matter. And you are so loved by your Filipino fans! Sending you virtual hugs from The Philippines! Stay strong and God bless! ❤❤❤

[@StrawBerryKillingMonster]

My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow. 😁🖤

[@preach9]

"I know today is rough but there's this party called "tomorrow". I better see you there you freaking nerd :)"

[@kaylahall1219]

Thank you. 😁👍

[@rogerdeaky427]

@@preach9 I know you don't have to tell me I'm part of 14 fandoms

[@kianna1594]

That is the best saying I've ever heard! You made my day ❤️🥺

[@PixelizedGhost]

@@preach9 “No in asked” 😇😊

[@lilyoonkitty2735]

"People who suicide are not coward, they are just tired by staying strong for too long"

[@bzzcallin8931]

100% LOUDER FOR THE HOMIES AT THE BACCC !

[@naimurrahman2312]

They are losers. U got one life bud gotta hang in there. The world may be cruel but doesn't lack stuff to fail Keeping a man alive

[@Animatty]

@@naimurrahman2312 I don't agree on calling them losers. I don't blame them for doing what they did because sometimes life sucks and it really does seem like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. Committing suicide may just be the easiest way out of a battle they are just too tired of fighting anymore. Yes, you can tell someone with suicidal thoughts to just 'hang in there', but without motivation, I don't see too many good things coming from that situation. Don't treat my words as doctrine though, I have never personally experienced these feelings/had these mental illnesses myself, but I do think that getting out of a pit of depression takes more than telling them to just get through it.

[@naimurrahman2312]

@@Animatty well I had suicidal thoughts when I was around 10. I know my past self was nothing but a loser. Committing suicide takes courage and if u have that then u should be able to do alot with ur life. U really just need one person around u as a motivation to live until u realize there is so much to luve for in this world. We got sports arts tracking etc etc so so many crazy stuff to do. I personally am a introvert but can't deny I want to go out of my comfort zone if it's what it takes .And yeah I respect however the way u think about it. Life is good we can have the worst of times but after laying low for a long while if we don't open our eyes give ourselves a chance there ain't no hope

[@Animatty]

@@naimurrahman2312 Very well put. I definitely agree that there are a TON of things that are worth living for. Did you ever see them that way in the moment? Did it really feel like there were things worth staying here for? I also wonder why is it okay to call anyone a loser especially if they are going through something like that? I am of course asking these questions to clarify and further my understanding, seeing that I have not gone through this myself, not to tear apart your points.

[@brendaarana6646]

You brought so much happiness and laugh to your followers! Thank you for making the world less scary with your art

[@tylerferrand8786]

I got rid of all my social media. It's traumatic now. I'm so glad to see you, you're one of my favorite creators. I'm so sorry for your past. I've had it pretty rough too. I'm at my worst.

[@SugarsugarFruity-hz6lz]

How are you currently?

[@theashleymethod1843]

2 minutes in she had tears in her eyes and I realized I'm one of those insane fans who would do anything to see my role model smile. Who tf even disliked this video? Katrina needs names and addresses. 😒

[@elle11123]

Facts

[@violetjones3863]

True. So true.

[@miishaaa_mo]

“The only thing more exhausting than being depressed is pretending that you’re not.” You are strong, dont let anyone break you.

[@iidxnny]

So underrated thank you so much 🙏

[@michaelhouseholder7643]

thank you for that

[@Kadampa89]

I’m a shrink but also survivor of depression. Kris you have really helped me and some of my patients from your talks. I know for a fact you have done so much more than saved just one person. I have super respect for you and wish you and your family a happy new year.

[@AngelaDancy-nl6dm]

i feel how you feel, trust your NOT alone by any chance you will never be alone and i hope you are never SA again

[@SingofSolace]

The most dystopian thing in the world is seeing an advertisement in the middle of someone recounting a sexual assault.

[@marcusquackford2091]

Just got one during kris describing how her friend passed. Smh

[@himag5055]

Seven.. youtube should really reduce and try to not have any ads in videos which are about certain topics..

[@marcusquackford2091]

@@himag5055 Definately

[@churchgir1]

I literally got a simply piano ad while kris was crying.

[@UnPhazes]

Remember you tube is putting ads on your videos even if you turn it off

[@SKRiders1205]

When she apologized for “crying so much” I said in my head. “WHAT THE HECK DO YOU MEAN! AFTER ALL YOU’VE BEEN THROUGH? YOU HAVE A REASON TO CRY PLEASE DO NOT APOLOGIZE!” I was about to say “I’m so sorry for what you have been through” then I thought, sorry doesn’t seem right for this situation. But I want you to know, that I think you are amazing and I’m so glad you felt comfortable enough to opening up to us, and that your laughter and smiles are the best part of my day💖💖💖

[@rayray64]

Bruh she prolly crying cause its emotional for her

[@muddles2003]

Well said

[@rvbyedits9150]

I agree

[@manny3447]

@@rayray64 yeah that’s what he said, and there was no need to apologize for it, that’s what he meant.

[@my_girl.4]

i know i’m seeing this 3 years later but i just wanted to say that i’m so sorry for everything you had to go through.. i understand how you feel you’re so brave for sharing this i’m also incredibly proud of how far you’ve come

[@matiasmartorell8550]

the fact that she had enough courage to do this AND post this says a lot. i love her sm and she makes me think i’m normal

[@jenna6128]

“Sometimes the Ones Who Seem the Happiest Are Hurting the Most” THIS QUOTE IS SO PERFECT FOR HER.

[@auraroseedits]

I am super happy : ) :

[@krissiemurray6018]

Robin Williams... prime example. No 1 seen the pain until he was gone. Tortured souls have 2 release the pain sum how. I listen 2 alot of comedians. Alot of them had ruff childhoods and pain in their lives. Once u can laugh at ur pain the world starts 2 look a little brighter.. I've been doin TMS (transcranial magnetic simulation) best decision I've ever made.. I appreciate her sharing this.

[@ka4rolina]

i think its perfect for a lot of people and it shouldnt be perfect but it sadly is.

[@donnawright5795]

So true

[@gorilla_girl101taylor9]

That is true. Things arn't always what it seems. In this case, She acts happy but really hurting inside.

[@reneleanor9231]

As a fellow victim of SA, I stand by your side and I hope you know truly that you aren't alone. Well done for making this video and for telling your loved ones, gods know I haven't told anyone yet :)

[@mayelsayed8124]

8:29 I'm so sorry for all you have gone through, Kris. And, I'm so proud of all you have become. I love you so much ❤

[@emmaroemmele1517]

I love how she did a little smile when she talked about her boyfriend

[@tammynunya5152]

"I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make other people happy. Because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anybody else to feel like that" - Robin Williams. A brilliant man gone before his time! Glad you're still with us Kris and I appreciate your vulnerability. It makes me search within myself ways for proactive ways to make my life better 🙏💜

[@haider_m_m]

100%

[@blues6499]

OMG OMG ARE U AN OUTCAST?? BC I SEE NF

[@haider_m_m]

@@blues6499 what does that mean

[@blues6499]

@@haider_m_m the person who made the original comment has a profile picture of a rapper named NF, aka the best rapper ever lol

[@astridr.5715]

I've seen this quote 2 times today and I feel like it's a sign to stay:)

[@Tonyas186]

You are such a strong well spoken woman. Thank you for sharing your story. I found your “shorts” on instagram and totally relate and am entertained by them. Take care of yourself.

[@AMN_7]

I thank God you’re still here because you’re loved so much. I feel like I was watching myself because I’ve gone through those horrific, dark moments with my ED, depression and rape. I’ll tell you this…you’re so strong especially for sharing those dark moments with all of us. Thank you for being so vulnerable and honest! Truly, you deserve nothing but good things and happiness!! My pup has saved me many times too. Keep fighting! You’re loved!

[@ealzak110official6]

Seeing her like this broke my heart.I’ve never seen this side. She’s helped me stay myself and i wish I could’ve helped

[@ellamassa542]

She did not deserve this

[@IDK-po8yk]

Me to

[@thatoneyaoi6727]

Me to

[@lotzroeffel]

🥰

[@KittyCat-ny1lt]

Same i wish I could of helped to

[@emmarodova1859]

Hi im 16 yo and i've been „not doing okay" for the last few years and this video encouraged me to share this with my friends and im planing to talk about it with my mom and dad. Thank you so much and stay strong to inspire all of us

[@fazzah777]

Please do! I don't even know you, but I have my fingers crossed with all my strength that you are able to find the strength that is hidden inside you, and use it to deal with the issues that hold you down! You got this!

[@aymericdeascalon4590]

Hope the conversation with your mom and dad went well, it's such a hard conversation to have, but so important. If you need extra support, guidance officers and teachers can help, and so can your doctor. All the best.

[@squarepondstories3895]

Hey sweetheart, so glad to see that you mentioned you were going to share your feelings with family and friends. 16 is a tough age, I remember it well. And I want you to be able to remember it to...trust me, years from now, you may be in such a different and happy, content place. Don't give up hope, ever! You aren't alone. I'm so glad people like Kris share these stories, because it's easy for any of us watching to think that she has it so together and can do anything. But once we learn that she shares our struggles, it makes what she does that much more impressive. You can do the same. Hang in there and you share YOUR beautiful light with the rest of us in this world someday!! 🥰

[@EARTHMUSIC3]

GOD BLESS YOU AND NEVER FORGET, not only is God with you, there sre people here that care about you, even though we may not know you. I am always here if you need to talk but you are taking the best step by reaching out to your friends and parents. Hang in there, and you will be fine as Kris is. Good luck and God bless. You are LOVED!

[@hshfyugaewfjkKS]

I think it's very strong and courageous of you to share this information with your parents and friends. I don't say this to discourage you but rather to encourage you that if you do not receive the kind of support that you had hoped for this doesn't mean you aren't deserving of help! When we share this kind of information with people they aren't sure what to do. They may dismiss your feelings or tell you to just be happy or don't worry about it. If you don't get the response you hope for go online and Google mental health support and your city. There are a lot of free public service resources that you can tap into. I do hope the conversation went well and you got the support you were looking for. ❤

[@adamthestarlord9595]

Watching this after 2 years and this came up at the perfect time in my life. Thank you for sharing your story and how you’re dealing with the struggles of life. I’m incredibly proud of you and I’m so thankful you’re here with us.

[@cultivatedincreativity]

I just discovered you and see so much of myself in you, particularly the intrusive thoughts. You are awesome beyond words! Don’t stop what you’re doing, you do it in such a subtle way, but our uplifting to so many people.

[@albinsjogren5165]

"people cry, not because they're weak. It is because they have been strong for too long" - Johnny Depp "nothing is more beautiful than a smile that has struggled through tears" - Demi Lovato

[@abby_xox93]

Wow 🥺

[@truerandomchannel]

_some_ celebrities are cool

[@JustaBellpepper]

Bro you literally made me cry for a hot 5 minutes. And I mean SOBBING. Big heaving sobs of relief. Just by typing those quotes. I really needed to hear those words. Thank you. So much.

[@Jessie-km4je]

Wow, that hit me hard, as someone struggling through depression and suicidal thoughts that was impowering.

[@HunterSmith641]

That hit me like a 12 pound sledgehammer bolted to a beam of light.

[@colececil886]

She already helps so many of us smile, she now helps us feel like we ain’t alone and acknowledges how hard it is. People like her give me hope for this world.

[@kallmekris]

Happy I can help in any way

[@sara_4ever]

@@kallmekris hi kris Today i have just realized that yt,snap,tiktok,insta,Twitter all of it is not real you put a smile on iur faces but your real life is really sad. You got r@ped but whoever done it to you knows what they did you will get through this god loves h

[@huntertheslayer8858]

@@kallmekris we all love you and don't forget it. 😊😊

[@silas-the-person3895]

So true

[@leannaryder6695]

@@kallmekris Kris, really. You are such an amazing person and helped us in so many ways.

[@craftingwithme3494]

You can get through this. Never give up. Thanks for talking about this. Makes me realize I’m not alone! Live and hugs beautiful

[@Ryan-oc9hf]

Thank you for sharing your story to help others who are struggling. You are a 10/10 human. Love you lots. All the best to you and your family!

[@f1heat674]

We are with u kris in this stay strong and yep "otayyyy" Woahhhh

[@OakyOak984]

That is fax kris

[@not3mily568]

Mhm 100%

[@kallmekris]

otay! Same goes to all of you!

[@not3mily568]

@@kallmekris 🥰❤

[@Elenaaaqq]

@@kallmekris

[@abbyberg2995]

The people that disliked this was because they couldn't see the like button bc they were crying

[@Jequarius67]

yeah and there tears were dropping down

[@Bestrizz]

Ik sad 🥺

[@dhritiahirwal9414]

Good one, girl

[@HAZARDOUS_HY3N4]

Awww lets put it that way

[@jeremyadlermusic]

Or maybe because she put EIGHT ADS in the video. Look, I get it’s an important video to her and good for her for opening up about this on KZbin but if you think I’m gonna sit through 8 ads for this, nah fam try again. Stop monetizing your mental health problems take it seriously or don’t talk about it at all it’s not a joke.

[@sign.language.l5765]

Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story. Your story will speak to so many hearts, Kris.

[@dianaburm]

Thank you for sharing! I am so sorry you had to go through all of this. You are truly fantastic for finding the strength and will to overcome this. I wish you to live and enjoy a life full of joy.

[@eavioli]

People who disliked clicked the wrong button because their eyes were too teary

[@francescahaidt5442]

100%

[@xx_surge_xx3806]

Facts

[@Shad0wBunn0]

The people who clicked dislike are the ones who would say "Not this bish again." But the fact that Kris is coming out and sharing a lot of things like this with random people calls out for respect. Anyone who can talk to someone about their hard times deserve a little more respect.

[@ThePersonMan]

Or they just didn't listen to the warning at the beginning

[@rvbyedits9150]

Yes Y would anyone dislike it

[@umberundead2619]

The funniest people always battle the biggest demons. Our hearts go out to you.

[@Jesusdagardener]

Yes

[@vanessaallard4760]

😢its sad but true 😢

[@eenvogelbekdier9150]

You know the whole meme of the class clown at home is not as happy as he appears isn’t that inaccurate. I know a lot of people like that. And I might kind of fit in with that character but I don’t like saying that im sad. Makes a part of me say: no ur not ur stupid and a crybaby now go do your homework you fat piece of shit.

[@mrnibblesmom]

That’s exactly what I was thinking.

[@kmkeenan09]

U r SO true! Kris girl! We are here for u we love u and r SO happy we helped u!

[@spw947]

Thank you for sharing.🙏🏼 I’m currently feeling down and have suffered from depression for a lifetime. It was nice to see your open honesty about the darker days. I’ve tried to explain this to family and friends… I’m not sure they ever quite comprehend one’s dark space. Much like you, I have good days and hid the pain. It’s also the thought of my dog that has kept me from anything that may jeopardize his future. Thank you for your bravery.🙏🏼

[@DarrenHolman]

Wow, you are so strong. That is one of the bravest things I have ever seen. Your videos brighten my day each day and I am so happy you found your purpose and your tribe.

[@sidney8068]

“You feel like there is no escape, but there is”- Kallmekris... favorite thing she has every said

[@SamanthaRileyTodd]

I agree

[@Natalie-jd3hd]

I'm in the 7th grade and I'm WAY too mature for my age. I cover it up with pretending to be care free, funny, talkative, and loud. I sometimes wish I can take back my innocence where I didn't have to care about the world as much. You think that it's only the quiet people that suffer but everyone has their own problems. You would never expect the person that is the human equivalent of happiness to suffer from depression....but we do. Kris brings happiness to this world like no other. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making the darkness ebb away....even just a little. With all my love....fight through it.

[@Louiesuetta07]

That quote helped me through my depression

[@ella-rosehockey4148]

The people who disliked this probably accidentally pressed the wrong button because there eyes were blurry from tears... You are so strong kris 💙

[@winged-gamer]

You are such an amazing KZbinr and you helped me get through things after my dads passing. You are such an amazing KZbinr and a person

[@AnimalLoverKate-bf9lw]

Thank you so much for this. I've been battling mental health since about fourth grade but never spoke out about it until a little while after I saw this. You are so strong to stay through all of this. We love you Kris❤❤❤❤❤

[@TeamAqua2600]

Misha and serga would fight a bear for Riley just like the entire comment section fight for you

[@saharatjardes9726]

Very true. I just want to give her a hug

[@charlieb457]

Very very very very true

[@Keylimepiedoodles]

I want to give her a huge hug and tell her that we will always be supporting her! Love you kris!!! 💕

[@addifarris3938]

That is very inspirational and very true were here for you kris

[@connorwexler8156]

I can't believe how much stuff you've gone through. I mean, getting raped is the fu**ing worst. I haven't gotten raped but just hearing someone say they have and then they break down after it just says a lot. Don't worry kallmekris, we're all here for you. No matter what.

[@abdullahmuhsinbinahmadlutf4442]

I agree with you buddy...

[@vannyinda1586]

I definitely agree

[@ManuelPerez-hz6um]

Yeah Kris is strong and she makes everyone happy and it makes her happy 😃 Kris we here for you otay ❤️

[@obanai7537]

Im with her no matter what love you kris

[@user-cq3wo9rm8k]

You are such a darling. I have been feeling very depressed and feeling like self harm lately, and by re-watching your videos, and seeing you be so brave and kind and amazing, you have given me hope and have saved me from mental breakdowns and harming myself. I am so incredibly grateful for you and the effort and bravery you give. You have really saved my life.

[@lilywoodbury2988]

I seriously love you. I just recently found your channel but I just love your content and the kind of person you are and how open and honest you were in this video. Thank you so much 💕

[@falleneagle_3703]

“Today is going to be a good day. And here’s why, because today, today at least you’re you. And that’s enough.” - Evan Hansen

[@Mar6008]

That musical was just amezing and buetifull

[@falleneagle_3703]

@@Mar6008 did you know there’s a movie version coming out in September

[@kayw9057]

The fact that this woman has helped thousands of people with thereselves and then decided to speak about herself in doing so? I couldn't be prouder of someone I never met

[@haider_m_m]

I 100% agree

[@ihatemondays2595]

millions*

[@wxbfilms]

@@ihatemondays2595 correct

[@kayw9057]

@@ihatemondays2595 She has helped people who don't even have tiktok. The effect that this woman has had over us all is phenomenal

[@ihatemondays2595]

@@kayw9057 ikr

[@JayBird-dm8qm]

I am so sorry you had to go through that. I actually went through a time where I thought about ending it all, I started watching your videos and you are the reason I’m here today. I thank you so much and I will always support you. I’m going through some depression now and just like you I’m amazing at acting fine. Thank you so so much for your work, you are the reason I’m alive. Thank you so much Kris. Thank you.

[@onepunchndown]

Thank you for sharing Kris, your experience, strength, and hope for everyone is inspiring. Your strength from your story has made you a great person. Keep doing what you're doing it's working!

[@Di12750]

Sweet girl, I just want you to know I am a 73 year old woman with diagnosed PTSD. I love watching your videos, you always make me smile and I am sending you a huge hug right now and I hope you know how much people care for you. ❤

[@48willysjeepcar96]

You are very special. We need you. Stay with us.

[@JS-dv9ji]

I just wanna thank you for leaving this heartfelt comment, it gave me hope ❤

[@digitaloreo0966]

How are people gonna dislike when she only talked for a minute

[@Maximus456355]

How can people dislike at all?!

[@digitaloreo0966]

@@Maximus456355 fr

[@shaimarrufo9441]

@@Maximus456355 because they have no feelings

[@jonathanmontalvo3563]

Three explanations 1. Haters 2. Haters 3. People meaning to click like but messed up

[@OtravelgirlO]

Her ex-abusers and bullies who are jelly of all her success. We wuv u Kwis!

[@NathanMoore-fx5om]

You have helped me through soooo much hard things and this video opened my eyes to see that EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING MATTERS I love you so much thank you for everything ❤❤❤

[@nancysherrod2428]

thank you for being so real and vulnerable!!!! what a wonderful testimony! love you!!!

[@RIGUY.]

She is the most brave person I’ve ever seen, her ability to be confident and still be the amazing person she is without revealing all the pain behind her happy smile is just amazing I have a friend who is like this and now I know how to help them because of this video thank you 😊😘😁

[@khadijahraifu2940]

I agree and she is a insperation

[@ellaanimates]

Riley Brickman that’s not the point of the comment but good for you 🙂💕✨

[@Natalie-jd3hd]

I'm in the 7th grade and I'm WAY too mature for my age. I cover it up with pretending to be care free, funny, talkative, and loud. I sometimes wish I can take back my innocence where I didn't have to care about the world as much. You think that it's only the quiet people that suffer but everyone has their own problems. You would never expect the person that is the human equivalent of happiness to suffer from depression....but we do. Kris brings happiness to this world like no other. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making the darkness ebb away....even just a little. With all my love....fight through it.

[@RIGUY.]

@Riley Brickman whoa that’s awesome same name twins 🤣

[@TheBeastBandit]

My whole life, my mom said to me, “Why are you depressed? You haven’t gone through what I’ve gone through. Don’t I give you everything you need? You should be happy!” So I pretended. For YEARS. But in high school, it got SO bad. I tried so hard to get rid of myself because I couldn’t be the happy girl my mom wanted. I failed, but that desire has never gone away. I understand a lot of what you’ve gone through; those same feelings and those same urges. I just never got help until very recently. Thanks for sharing, Kris. I love you and your channel.

[@fluffypuppy3995]

I'm only 12 but I do have depression and my mom says " words can't hurt you, I lived through My mom" so I try to keep my mouth shut. I act very happy around people but when I'm alone all I can do is cry and tell myself horrible things. Now I can barely talk to anyone without having a mini panic attack. I've thought about self harm but luckily I've been able to keep myself from that. Kris keep rocking on

[@ceciliasilva7860]

OMG yes. The older generation just doesn't understand and even people now. These are actual things that happen. Whether they knew it or not, it has existed. If they only thought about it and made connections. Witch trials, demons, exorcisms, lobotomies, etc.

[@ceciliasilva7860]

@@fluffypuppy3995 I know its hard. And i know its hard to find the proper help when those around you are not understanding or supportive. Therapy is a big thing. Many churches usually have group therapy. Finding a friemd that is non judgemental. Learning how to deal with emotions. And coping skills when you need the..

[@andpeggy5448]

@@fluffypuppy3995 I'm so happy you haven't hurt yourself and please don't it's not worth it

[@ulasonal]

my story is the exact same

[@Aashbard01]

I know how hard it is to talk about this, I commend you for your courage. Thank you for being so brave an so vulnerable. I have much empathy fr you, my friend

[@eanisp1]

I just watched this and I am soo sorry and yet so happy to see that you're so strong to be here and give us enjoyment. May we all be as strong as you. We all love you Kris.

[@RukiBizarre]

Thank you for putting this out here, Kris. Sending my love!

[@zareen4084]

hii :)

[@trisha404_]

Hello verified person. By the way due to this lockdown and shit even I’ve been feeling so depressed and just wanting to end it all but like after watching this video and crying a lot, I kinda felt I actually related to someone and I’m not the only one who felt this way. Kris, Just know you’ll be love no matter what and you make me smile everyday

[@vrentoe6076]

Yoooo

[@born2lifestylee518]

HeLlO

[@nobody-xo9zu]

Oh ma god yiki ibribidi yeeteeb chiniiiiiiilllllllllll

[@flaminghotember8817]

This girl is sitting in front of a camera and spilling out all her feelings to the WORLD. I just can’t. It’s 3:00 am and I’m crying my ass off I just want to give her a hug and tell her it’s OK. This is so important and your so strong and I just can’t.

[@FrankieAnne]

Same xoxxo

[@hroyston]

Of course a gacha kid would say that

[@stormypanda1947]

listen here giving her a hug telling her its ok it wont help someone dealing with that like me ok wont do shit its just nothing that can happen its something we would all go through

[@Danni_-kh7bu]

@@hroyston listen here, everyone has their opinion on gacha you can’t just go up to them and be like that, just don’t say anything about it, you think they are a bad person because they play gacha, well no think again

[@Laura-ik6gg]

@@hroyston literally gacha has nothing to do w this 🤦🏻‍♀️

[@user-ud5ug7kl3c]

You have helped me so much. I love you and i hope that you are okay❤ thank you for not harming yourself. Idk where i would be without you

[@Jade-qm6lf]

Thank you for sharing your darkest moments. It may not be obvious but this video will have helped so many people. It certainly helps normalise sharing. I never shared my most traumatic experiences and it got very bad for self love, confidence, anxiety and such. But support and sharing is so so so important! ❤️

[@emthegamer6998]

Who agrees, the world just needs one big crying session, where you can cry your heart out instead of letting it all bubble up inside you until you cant take it anymore.

[@SouthernIowaLady]

Agreed, we need judgement free emotion dumps (didn't mean it to come off sounding funny).

[@jinxmoon6755]

Please I need it

[@blakehunley5245]

I want to like but its at 169 likes and my brain is telling me it would be a crime to like it

[@zelda1629]

yeah

[@MoobyWiz]

I cry everyday. Ever since my son was born, I have been so emotional. And that was 5 years ago. I’m a grown man and there is nothing wrong with crying. I’m going to make sure my son knows that too

[@lakshitakpaiicse7780]

this just explains that we should never judge someone , i saw some comments that said "i wish i had her life" , "she's so funny i wish i was her" so no one ever knew what she was going through and what kind of horrendous time she had , we all love you kris and you can talk to us whenever you want :)

[@KrisKris18]

Thank you for sharing your story Kris. This was obviously hard for you. Your story will help others, and I know that’s something you care about and part of why you did this. You are unbelievably strong! How far you’ve come… I hope you can see why you should be proud of your strength and desire to overcome. I wish you so much happiness and thank you for touching my heart in so many ways!!!❤❤❤

[@bgstarider]

Your a brave gal turning all pain we put up with in life into happiness for us!!! Keep your mind strong and you’ll do well. Thanks for all the humor and insight into humanity you do!!!!

[@istolejiminsjams75]

Funfact: The 8 dislikes are from hunters mom, the karen and she made a lot of acc just to dislike...

[@kallmekris]

😂😂😂❤️

[@istolejiminsjams75]

@@kallmekris 💜💜💜💜💜 sending a lots of lovw fron india!!!!

[@Not_Alfonso]

looth like!

[@jiya8202]

Lol

[@loriienfinity6117]

😂😂😂😂😂 exactly i don't like Karin

[@freedom8163]

“You helped save me” no no no, YOU saved us. Even through your struggles, you help make others laugh and smile. You didn’t give up. You kept going. You are strong and we all support you.

[@Bigdmanz]

I agree entirely with you

[@iliandocx8392]

we all saved each other.

[@V1aming33]

I remember finding her a year ago and loved her content she’s helped me so much, she’s the best TikToker I’ve ever seen

[@tro1774]

Whenever I wanted to leave everything in my life behind, I would watch her videos. Kris is a person who's my light in the dark, my hope from giving up, and many many more. I would do anything to make Kris feel better, safer, loved, and happier. The same way she was my shelter and my family~❃🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@dodgedavidson197]

Im sorry u went through those hard situations but ur doing great now and helping out loads of people from all over Stay strong

[@Weston-ir3jb]

i am so sorry for what has happened to you! I hope you can get to feeling better if its makes you feel better ive gone through a lot of the stuff you have

[@Short_lemonade_stand]

Kris: starts crying* Me: starts to cry* Also me: starts to cry alot because she's my favorite and I hate seeing people sad*

[@parrismelancon3079]

Literally

[@Sharifa._.bmwg80m3]

Same🥺🥺💔

[@Short_lemonade_stand]

@@Sharifa._.bmwg80m3 😭🥺☹

[@buttertoast2847]

So true

[@xavierkroening138]

True

[@savannah9929]

Can we just all appreciate that even though this was hard for her to talk about she had to watch it to edit and then she posted it knowing that the internet is not a great place.

[@pinstripesuitandheels]

Yeah... That's pretty amazing. Like unicorn rainbow glitter kitten toebeans amazing.

[@arims8346]

luckily not everyone in internet is mean, here we are, her fanbase❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@kenziejackson4332]

I literally love you Kris and I’m so grateful for this video and the advice about those depressed days I love you so much thx for “saving me”

[@ryanwelch5621]

I know it has been a couple of years now but I've just seen this for the first time and it is still valid. As someone who has struggled with depression for most of my 40 years, to see someone who always appears to be so vibrant and joyful display this level of true honesty and vulnerability is one of the greatest encouragements I've ever experienced. As a man in our messed up world it can be very difficult to allow myself to openly show signs of struggle. But for someone who's very livelihood is built upon a certain persona, even one that is a real part of you, to drop that and show the world the reality of the person behind that persona, the hurt, and the human battles is so beautiful and so brave. You are a wonderful person for speaking the truth of your struggles and giving encouragement and hope to the rest of us. Thank you so much for being so honest and so real in a world that is trying so hard to teach us all to be fake

[@antichxrisma]

Strongest fuckin’ person I know. Props to you, we’re in this together.

[@bladeofjade2629]

Absolutely! It's amazing she's still here today after what she went through. #weloveyoukris

[@Rexxypoo]

"It's okay not to be okay" -KallmeKris That is beautiful

[@maddie_p]

I LOVE YOU KIRS YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY AND JUST SO YOU KNOW YOU SAVED ME GIRL!!!! STAY AWESOME!!!!!!

[@gcorsino16]

You are my inspiration. Everything you went through has inspired me to achieve things throughout the obstacles. I'm so sorry about everything that you went through, but you recovered and that is a blessing 🙏 You are an amazing creator and we are blessed to have you on KZbin ❤

[@Bellaj_41]

My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow. Kris you helped me through a lot of shit you are one of the strongest people i know and I love you

[@bluejade3802]

Thank you you just made my day

[@its.da.kid.cd888]

I'm gonna use that also that was beautiful

[@scorpiotransformed4772]

Yesterday is history! What did you learn from it? Me: "keep my heart beating for 24hrs" its been 10yrs and I'm typing this today

[@elainemorgan3356]

This is the greatest quote can I steal it

[@kyleemarie419]

luv this, I will be there!!

[@King-cw4bn]

The minute Kris started crying I felt her pain and the things she went through and I started crying 😢

[@kaiyam9438]

She made me cry

[@amberlynnnspruce7431]

Yoo samee

[@katiefuemmeler9755]

Me too 🥺

[@King-cw4bn]

@@kaiyam9438 Same 😢

[@blueiceis8348]

I'm sorry I'm 2 years behind but I just ran across your KZbin channel. I just want to say your story touched me, I went through some of the same things in life just a little differently. You are a very amazing person for sharing your story with us and Im so Blessed to watch your videos. Keep putting smiles and making everyone's day hun. Love you ❤

[@Ayarose._.slaying]

Kris you deserve so much more you have so many of us right by your side you have stayed strong am helped us all your amazing and remember that your perfect in every way no matter what anyone says your buetiful and so entertaining we all love you and you've got this!

[@yiggyziggy5923]

My mom use to say *Every broken soul can be recovored they just need love and time* before she died of cancer

[@edennn1618]

I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️

[@bluecritical7618]

Im sorry for your loss

[@drnature0]

I'm so sorry for your loss

[@gympsterchains]

Sorry for your lose. I know the feeling. My brother (never met him) passed away a few months ago. It hurts. She must have helped many people in this world.

[@worldclasschoco]

Sorry for your loss Your mother was very wise