Nathan Wagner - Paranoia

[@nathanwagner762]

This one's a bit different. But I still poured my heart and soul into it. I hope you guys like it. Love you all.

[@joshpoole7207]

Even before I start listening I know I’m gonna love this song as I’m a massive fan of the long songs. God bless you nathan. Strong title too with very meaningful lyrics. Just finished and the lyrics save me from myself hit hard

[@ez3108]

I just found out abt you like two days ago (sry for the delay!) and I'm telling you, since then you've become ALL I listen too and I LOVE it:) Thank you for this music!😊

[@derianb.v8012]

It's amazing, I love it. Keep it up.

[@musicerature]

I am praying for you to be saved ❤ as it feels, you really experienced all the horror and fear behind your words and I am truly sorry for all that happened to you ❤ When I experience something like this, I just try to calm myself down telling me that it's a roller coaster day and the ride will go upwards as well. I always refer to these states, like a roller coaster that will have its ups and downs. And there are days when it's a cheap ride with many downs and not so much upwards. I hope that you won't have roller coaster days and God will heal your heart day by day as he does it to all of us who let Him close ❤

[@safasousou3210]

Yeeeeh Nathan i really like it !🖤🥰

[@ravenstorm4311]

I'm an abuse survivor with PTSD, and one of the worst parts about it is the hypervigilance all the time. It feels like even the slightest shift in the room I'm in is going to reveal something that'll jump out and kill me. My heart is constantly pounding, my hands shake, my head gets loud and feels like it's going to explode, and it's all I can do to keep composed and slowly remind myself that the demons aren't real and never have been. I've always struggled to put what that feels like into words, and music has always helped. This song in particular hit right home. It felt like he was saying the things I never could explain, like I wasn't alone in this, and that's made so much of a difference. Thanks, Nathan, for being such a key player in my healing from the past and finally starting to experience a little peace of mind.

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m glad the song can help you find the right words🙏 hope you keep on healing😊

[@awardlosingmovies]

You are strong Raven! I live with PTSD as well i feel every word you left! Keep on fighting, i feel this song so much by Nathan and its amazing it has almost 8 millions views now wow..🌟🌟🌟

[@themysteriousman1017]

Funny, no one gives a shit Mr.Scizo

[@thegregitto]

I'm sorry brother/sister. It's really comforting to hear these are normal symptoms, and in return I can say confidently that you're not alone. Not in the slightest. Keep being a badass

[@acheronbutler]

This is so apt. I couldn’t have said it better and I'm a writer. I feel you, every day, every second, awake or asleep. ❤ hang in there.

[@moonshine2341]

Your songs tell stories, other artists are too afraid to tell and I’m amazed and completely in love with it. This is the kind of music that touches my and many other people’s heart❤️

[@nathanwagner762]

So honored. Thank you for listening 😊 means the world

[@Victoria_Stargirl01]

Certainly does right, i agree with u

[@usoppdkos]

i recommend you citizen soldier, they are completely amazing and are also too underrated

[@angelacavon6408]

And he's such a fast replier. Question...NATHAN ARE YOU EVER BUSY? XDXD

[@ricardo.t7924]

You re just looking to the wrong artists lol

[@rororo2306]

I can't really thank you enough... during the lockdown in Italy, I was in quarantine with my grandma because she could have been positive to Covid-19. I spend a lot of nights up at her bedside, hoping it was just a nightmare.... Then one of those nights you did a live on your channel... Even if it kept lagging, I sang with you all the songs crying my heart out. I can't describe how grateful I am.... You are the best! Please, keep following your dreams because you aren't only making good songs.... That night you gave me hope

[@nathanwagner762]

😭😭😭😭😭😭 God bless you. I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I can’t even imagine. Your words mean everything. Bless you

[@SulaimanAbuYaseen]

@@nathanwagner762 give her (him) something special 😉

[@crocio0332]

i'm italian too, hope this situation will end

[@pragatisrivastava6983]

Everything is going to be okay in the end and if it's not right now then that means it's not the end.

[@tincad.3007]

Spero che tu e tua nonna stiate bene adesso

[@thebarbellboi]

Wagner's simple plan: Make awesome music, set the bar real high for the next song, destroy the expectations, repeat. You nailed it , yet again. i will not be surprised when you become a platinum selling artist.

[@nathanwagner762]

Haha 🙌🙌🙌

[@allisongriffin1939]

Only if we share all his music to our facebooks

[@thanosnoctem4473]

@@allisongriffin1939 yeah lets do that

[@BaileySilverpaw]

As one of the people who grew up with a mental health disorder that causes severe paranoia, I gotta say that this song hits the mark quite well. Paranoia is one of the worst feelings to have. It’s like a persistent feeling of incoming threat. Nathan, your songs stir up deeply buried emotions every time. This is yet another masterpiece that deserves all the love and recognition this world has. Please don’t ever stop making these beautiful works of art!

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! Wish you best!

[@BaileySilverpaw]

Nathan Wagner Likewise! 😊

[@Samuel.39]

​@@nathanwagner762amazing

[@nourhankh3203]

THIS ARTIST IS WHAT THE UNIVERSE IS SLEEPING ON .

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏🙌🙏🙌

[@muhammadwaxali4494]

Let’s go!

[@mikaelthieres]

in the most difficult moments, your music gave me hope

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏

[@MayaWalkerXxX]

Your songs always touch me. I can feel the weight of the lyrics. I can’t even begin to describe the emotions they evoke from me. Thank you for this amazing song!

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you for listening🙏🙏🙏

[@kevinelrod3655]

"Paranoid so calm and sure, lucid dreaming every day" So true, I feel you Nathan

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌🙌🙌

[@ellismanson5098]

Every one of your songs are so cinematic in my head, love it

[@nathanwagner762]

That’s awesome! I’m glad Ellis!

[@bigboi4193]

As someone with a lot of social anxiety, i can relate to this song quite a bit. Musically its also great. Thank you for doing the work you do and sharing it online, and an early congratulations for almost reaching 100k, which is a huge achievement for an individual independent musician.

[@nathanwagner762]

I appreciate it! I can’t believe it!

[@lisaeij2176]

Know what you are, Nathan? A therapist. You help and heal us through your songs. Thank you so much for that. "I'm locked up in my mind. Please save me. Save me from myself." I have been praying for you and I will keep doing that. Love your work. And again, happy late birthday! ♥️

[@nathanwagner762]

I appreciate it!!! Thank you

[@matthewalderson5572]

The piano player has my respect. I play piano and tried playing that and i just could not. (I figured out the first notes). Your songs are the best Nathan. You have made it to the best singer of all the singers i have heard.:)

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you!!!

[@celesteguillaume5068]

Nathan your songs aren't songs. Their Stories, very powerful stories. I don't know any other artist that can actually convey passion the way you can, that's truly a talent.

[@nathanwagner762]

Means the world Celeste. Thank you so much. For real 🙏

[@celesteguillaume5068]

@@nathanwagner762 No. thank you!

[@HerondalesAngel]

Your songs make feeling this way more tolerable xxx

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌🙌🙌

[@jjjjjjj2789]

@@nathanwagner762 awesome

[@aeronstokes3560]

Definitely

[@ursaluna1845]

@@jjjjjjj2789 to

[@ursaluna1845]

@@jjjjjjj2789 I can 🥫🥫🥫🥫🥫🥫🥫🥫 💩🥫💩💩💩💩

[@suzannecoombe-ellis8013]

This man and his music is why I am still here... Why I survived!!! The music this man creates isn't just sung, it is felt from every inch of you. When the world was in lockdown, and I was breaking down at one of the worst times in my life, his songs gave me strength, tears and emotions I couldn't express without fear of becoming lost forever. Thank you

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course! Much love

[@Amalasian]

just passing by giving the old o7

[@alex-jblack337]

Every Time He makes a Song, It gives me tears or smiles of joy.. and sometimes.. I even try to sing along! Thank you Nathan Wagner for never stopping in your musical ways. You inspire us all! :D

[@nathanwagner762]

Glad that I can!

[@onyonw7903]

I act ok. People tell me I'll be ok. Sometimes I believe them....Everything around me ,inside me just shatters on the ground...IAM NOT OK. I WON'T SURVIVE THIS BETRAYAL AND LOSS....I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO TRUST, .IN ANYTHING OR ANYONE AGAIN. I hear this song and it is an undeniable fact IAM not alone in my loss & suffering, a beautiful example of turning negative pain/grief into positive power helping others like me to see a light In the darkness. Thank You

[@nathanwagner762]

😊🙏

[@walkingalone365]

Keep shining beautiful soul. Someone is looking for your beautful light. Hugs to you.

[@Phoniexwolf209]

The raw emotion when he says come save me come save me, save me from myself. That line alone is epic, it raises such emotions in me, playing out like a movie in my head. Thank you Nate.

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course 😊

[@alisterroquer2899]

"man thats a good song." Me: "WAIT who said that? " My Paranoia: "It was me ya big dumby"

[@nathanwagner762]

😂😂😂😂

[@xavierdelaluisan7419]

lol

[@xpworks8811]

Still love this song, the line “I’m lock up in my mind... Mind it Wavers back and forth” Thank u for being real, being here

[@nathanwagner762]

😊❤️

[@catlover4915]

*From chill to hyperventilate. See everything that could go wrong, it clings to me from dusk to dawn* Very relatable lyrics 🖤

[@nathanwagner762]

Much love!

[@ZoeNicholsArtistsDen]

This song makes me feel valid. I just started a new job and had panic attacks the first week because it was such a big change for doing nothing (no school, no job) to a full-time job. This is Beautiful! ps. I'm good now and the job is going great.

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m so glad it’s working out Zoe! Bless you!

[@wietskehylkem1551]

Zoe Nichols I,m Lucky for you,you New Jop.👍

[@Zanetax1x]

Qq1

[@zachtaylor8558]

I had a very almost identical thing happened to me too honestly I kind of feel like I got a job that I didn't feel like I deserve and everybody's super nice to me but I end up over exciting myself to the point of anxiety

[@silparedes8172]

I have a son with mental disorders ... this letter pierces me ... I'm crying for him. I finish understanding it. Thank you. Desde Argentina.

[@nathanwagner762]

Much love to you and your son🙏

[@ThatOneGuy-gb7td]

The passion and aggression in his voice...it’s so beautiful..

[@nathanwagner762]

😭❤️🙏

[@krishleysahani2147]

Bruh. He deserves way more recognition. How come I came across his songs so damn late?

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌🙌

[@StallionFernando]

@@nathanwagner762 why don't you post the instruemtal/piano version of this?

[@nathanwagner762]

@@StallionFernando I released some instrumental tracks but other people started using them and copyrighting them which meant I stopped making money on my own music. Really wish I could

[@WKR-wo7et]

it does not matter how many times i listen to it, i loose my breath everytime, i feel like my soul is screaming with this song and it is relieving in such way that i cant even describe it..

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌🙌🙌

[@eefbartels6645]

Exactly this!

[@raquelrice474]

Nights are pretty bad for me. I hear the words breathe in, breath out. I use the words, "you're not real, so get out of my head". Thanks for being a voice there helping me calm down when I feel trapped in my own head. I hate that anyone else might be feeling the same pain I do, but it's less lonely now knowing that there are others. His joy comes in the morning. God bless.

[@nathanwagner762]

God bless😊

[@KittyCatAddict]

There is no musician quite like you. So fantastic.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! Means the world 😊

[@SnugglesTheSnuggle]

You captured an entire mindset in the music AND the lyrics. Your songs hit in a way I can't describe and I honestly feel a need to thank you for what has been missing from my playlists when the depression or mania hits.

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️

[@BlackoutArtz]

*Listens to one second of the song* *Put's headphones in and puts the song on loop* *Looks at how long the song is, and realizes its almost 8 MINUTES* HECK YEAH!

[@nathanwagner762]

😂🙌🙌🙌

[@ZekeTheFur]

yessir!! btw wof fan?? HECK YES!

[@nicholaschia5681]

This song hits me right in the heart. This pandemic and recessions has gotten me running around in circles. Waging war internally trying to fight the uncertainty.

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m so sorry to hear!!! Hope things will get better🙏

[@Ghoulastre]

Pandemy made me know one person that was the one Who breaks what's left. I've started to hide myself away. I learned to keep things for myself. I opened my eyes that I've really been fighting everything on my own, lieing myself I was having someone holding my back. Atleast in this two Years I've learnt what love someone is. And yeah we didnt really last long. Welp. Not really want to get into details. But this two Years has been filled with surprises, mosts were hard hits, and not even coming from the pandemy. The pandemy is the less if my problems.

[@elithereader9195]

It hits different when you're struggling every day to be calm and to win with your "little" paranoia. Thank you, Nathan. I can feel you poured your heart in this song

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you Eli! I can relate. Anxieties the worst. So tough. Much love ❤️

[@tmoon9297]

Nathan. Appreciate how you pour your heart and soul into your songs. Your voice is as beautiful as it is powerful. Thank you for voicing your struggles and pain into words and melodies. We are all experiencing incremental breakthroughs with you. I really respect you as an artist, but you also feel like a true brother fighting alongside us in a fierce and relentless war. What you have overcome and are overcoming in life is helping us to do the same. This song is so relatable too. Never met you but feel like we have already connected somehow through your songs.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌🙌🙌🙌 Thank you

[@dawnsnedeker3383]

came across this tonight and wow im obsessed. the emotion in this song is absolutely stunning and i can't stop listening to it!

[@nathanwagner762]

Honored to hear Dawn!

[@lizzypanda5088]

Your music expresses how not only I but many people feel...this one specifically for panic attacks or PTSD attacks... Thank you. You and your music is amazing.

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course! Much love!

[@unstoppable6249]

This song and your "Light" song ended up inspiring a story I'm currently writing. Been working on that book for a little over a year now. The "Light" song inspired what the final scene in my book will be while this song inspires the struggles and problems one of the main characters goes through in the first half of the book.

[@nathanwagner762]

Hey! That sounds amazing! Honored they can help inspire the story!

[@bleachpong]

You genuinely have that natural voice that you just dont hear in alot of music anymore. The way you word your lyrics and your heart put into a single song just blows me away. God bless you and your work man. 3 year listener and continueing!

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! God bless you!

[@bleachpong]

@@nathanwagner762 just caught my spelling errors when you replied this was a big shock to my afternoon. Thank you so much!

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course! Much love!

[@attyjade]

❤!!!!! This so encapsulates the inner turmoil and raging fears with paranoia. Seeing someone so close struggle for the past 10 years and feeling helpless to deal with it from the outside. Self medication has lessened but the mistrust continues. Nothing is more than what they see. Their ability to evaluate has sadly diminished to only their perceived truth. Sleep only comes just before the day breaks. From a loving warm personality to a tortured erratic distrustful angry soul. Hope still lives.

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️

[@JoshuaBlignaut]

What ever you're doing when you write these songs, keep doing it. It's working amazingly

[@nathanwagner762]

Haha I’ll do my best 😊 thank you

[@littleizzy99]

You’re my favorite artist by far. You made me speechless yet again. This song is so powerful. It’s epic in a way I can’t even describe! I love it! It’s like your literally sharing your soul with us. This is more than just singing I’m sure of it

[@nathanwagner762]

You’re so kind! Thank you

[@Tei_022]

This music could be in a movie or something I swear! It’s beautiful! I absolutely love it!

[@nathanwagner762]

😭😍

[@samarafickling5012]

"Breath in, breath out" here's the thing i kind of stop breathing a lot and i don't mean to. "Another morning, come on calm down, calm down" I suffer from pretty bad anxiety, quite hard to calm down.

[@ZekeTheFur]

yeah. :c "Instincts, waging war inside, it pulls me

[@ZekeTheFur]

i dont think my entire reply sent through oof

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏🙏🙏

[@XolTheWanderer]

The raw emotion in your voice is so surreal... I've never heard someone use such a genuine voice of pain, frustration, and desperation in their music-while keeping it so graceful. I am so lucky to have found your music, you've really given me a new perspective into my own emotions.

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m glad to hear! Thank you!

[@arghabiswas4467]

The song is so beautiful. I just can't resist myself to react it. I don't know how your lyrics are so unique. All I know i can't stop myself to listen your songs.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! Means the world to hear!

[@salvadorscar6057]

Maan.... this song brings horrifying feelings. And i know what you've been through to write this song, even if all that stuff never happend to you, you still must go through all of this to feel it and then put all the feelings into the song. This is literraly a personal decision to make a journey to the hell. To show ppl how it looks like from inside, to make them never go there. Man... what you do... i just want to say "Thank you"

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you!

[@lettuce388]

Beautiful music! Also, am I the only one who thinks of the Traveler when looking at the image?

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you!

[@teranyan]

My grandmother went out just like this, this song perfectly captures what happens to someone going insane or suffering from a permanent neuro-degenerative disease. What a masterpiece, brings anyone who can see between its lines to tears.

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️

[@ToowimPL]

What the hell. That's insanely good song

[@pressaltf4forfreevbucks179]

It sure is

[@zacktheprogamer7999]

Finally I caught one of your uploadsI wanted to say thank you for getting me out of a ADHD vicious cycle and be more productive.... Thank you so much :'-)

[@nathanwagner762]

Ahhhhh, I’m honored! Much love!

[@zacktheprogamer7999]

@@nathanwagner762 thank you again!

[@marysmith3815]

Its hard to live with it. I wish people would have taught me to live with ADHD instead of medicate. When your not taking drugs everyone looks at you like your a problem.

[@zacktheprogamer7999]

@@marysmith3815 I know. It's even harder now in college.

[@RockMellyMel]

This one is very beautiful... I was diagnosed with CPTSD a few years ago and I have struggles with daily life at times and I feel your lyrics so deeply... Thank you... 💜☄️🙏

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️❤️❤️

[@littlemew7522]

You described that feeling so well, it's amazing, and it's longer than most of the songs today. I write songs sometimes for fun and I can see all the work needed for 2 minutes, I can't imagine what it takes to make a complete, deep and powerful song of 7 minutes. You're incredible...

[@nathanwagner762]

You’re so kind! Thank you!!!! I wish you best with writing songs🙏

[@petervagvolgyi9084]

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[@Sockops]

These words.. it felt like my mind was really writing a novel all about me, this song really opened somthing about me I thought I’d never be able to fathom. Thank you man new subscriber here!

[@stessybonnore9623]

You have such power in your voice that it permeates every cell in our body and triggers in each of us a wave of uncontrollable chills. When you push your voice to the highest, it is slightly hoarse and that is what makes the beauty of the thing and that makes it happen to feel what you tell us through your songs.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much!

[@kriskulikov9556]

This song literally spoke to me, i cried and still am crying this is so.. powerful Thank you..

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course! Thank you for listening Kris!

[@mischasteen8262]

It is a little bit different, but I absolutely love it!! One of my most favourite! I can totally see it playing with some epic movie trailer! Brilliant job as always, Nathan!

[@nathanwagner762]

That be so awesome! Thank you for listening. Appreciate you 😊

[@mischasteen8262]

@@nathanwagner762 I'm always happy, when I get a notification of your new song, so you can be sure I appreciate you and your music much more haha. I love listening to your music, while I just lie in bed or write. Your music and lyrics are very emotional and thought provoking. Just love it and you too! I hope you're taking good care of yourself during these uneasy times!

[@bavard100]

Can I say I found your music a few months go. Thank goodness I have, there’s something about your music. It’s like my character from a project that I’m doing [7 years In workings]. I can easily just draw sketches my character to your music like he is singing. There’s so much emotion in your voice and the backing track.

[@nathanwagner762]

So cool! And it must be an awesome project! Bless you and your work. Thank you so much for listening

[@siegeofherons]

I've listened to this in my mix every day for weeks, and every time it's still so incredibly powerful. Not only is the message relevant and timely, it's a perspective necessary to hear in order to understand those with mental health issues. The vocals are mighty, man. MIGHTY.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you Jackson!

[@jamesmalvern354]

Honestly, the way your songs portray mental health and the associated side effects I am dumb founded. As someone who has suffered heavily from mental health your songs as hauntingly hard hitting. Thank you they have helped me to heal and grow.

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course!

[@wifiwulf]

It’s not paranoia if they’re really out to get you, but you never know if they are. This song rings so true as someone who lives with hyper vigilance stemming from anxiety, I always feel like there’s someone or something watching me, even more so when I’m alone and it’s seldom a friendly or neutral presence. In the quiet of the early morning, I almost always feel my skin crawl as the familiar feeling of being watched from some unknown angle by an unseen soul and the only way to escape it is to somehow break the cycle my brain gets stuck in, dissociation or friends temporarily pulling me out of my head, giving me a brief reprieve from the constant tiring guardedness I carry as a result of my hyper vigilance.

[@nathanwagner762]

It’s rough. I can relate. Such a hard cycle to break 🙏

[@Alpha_Wendigo]

You truly did an amazing job with this. My life is a mess right now so whenever it gets too chaotic I retreat back to this song and just let everything go. thank you for this. I really appreciate your work

[@nathanwagner762]

I appreciate your kind words!

[@Elena-ht9xs]

KZbin: 27 views and 48 likes. Me: An amazing achievement to go with this amazing song

[@nathanwagner762]

Haha Thank you! Such a blessing

[@alaanazzal2137]

God breathing in ,breathing out is a way for me to tolerate another day coming ....thank you for your songs it always calm my soul

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course!

[@alaanazzal2137]

Thank you for replaying ......wish you a good day ....and best luck in creatining more of this golden pieces to every one how helped in the process

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! I’ll keep doing my best!

[@duongminhthu3638]

This one and your “you” one hit me in so many ways, especially the “you” one. I was able to cry when I heard your song for the first time. I was and am still broken but you are literally the reason that I’m still holding on. Thank you for being here to create all of these masterpieces.

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course! Take care😊

[@michellebarnett5154]

PHENOMENAL!! The power in the emotion along with dramatic music jus goes straight to my soul n CHILLLZZZZZ!!!! 💜💜💜💜💜

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌🙌

[@sinreaper123]

I've never had a song resonate so deep in my soul before this is like looking into a mirror

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️

[@xxdeathcorexx2340]

I'd buy all your songs man. It's so awesome. Better than every mainstream singer

[@nathanwagner762]

Honored to hear xxDeath Corexx!

[@JHStories101]

I love how it builds up, and then calms only to steadily build again, and then overflow. So much emotion, and the lyrics, I love this song. So glad I was able to find it.

[@o0Tourniquet0o]

I feel this song so deeply! Not just the words but also the way you sing them. Since I'm dealing with borderline personality disorder, anxiety and paranoia are constant companions in my mind, and this is how it feels. Thank you for all your beautiful music! ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

Much love!

[@barcafan1760]

As someone who had social anxiety, I can resonate with this song to a whole another level. Hopefully I am much better npw but that fear of judgement from others is still there to some extent

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️❤️❤️

[@Dei_Schuyler]

I dont know how this ended in my playlist, but it is worth every single second of it. It is a masterpiece!

[@nathanwagner762]

Honored! Thank you for listening!

[@thanosnoctem4473]

Goddamn I really love this song. No wonder more than 800 people are jealous of this piece.

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️

[@naeratillnaturen]

Healing takes a long time. But it is possible. Continue to walk the path of healing and see the light that shines within you. I believe in you all, you will heal.

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️

[@TheAdrianM98]

Thank you KZbin algorithm for introducing me to this man. And thank you Nathan for your music.

[@nathanwagner762]

Honored to hear😭❤️

[@theDemolisher13]

can I just state the last minute and 30 seconds of this song sold it hard to me. Him saying get out of my mind with all of those other voices playing along side it reminds me exactly what it's like for me when under stress or doubt. It's like I can't even hear my own voice anymore till reality slaps me in the face.

[@nathanwagner762]

Glad you enjoyed the end!

[@alicepolischuk5997]

Sometimes I really feel like we have a mental connrction or smth... Your songs come out exactly when I need it the most and tug on strings of my heart that strained the most at the moment... it's beyound blessing, it's more... it's so marvelous I can't explain Always send you a lot of love from Russia ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you!❤️

[@thegreatallanu]

I stumbled across this by total accident and I gotta say it's amazing! The voice is raw and powerful, I loved every moment of it. Amazing work.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much! I appreciate your words! Grateful for you to check it out!

[@infingirl8488]

I've been listening to this song nonstop in the last few days. This is the one that really kicked it off for me. I have anxiety during these difficult times. I get so afraid to even go anywhere outside. My family has had some fairly close calls in the last few days, and that hasn't helped. I know that I don't have to feel this way, though. I have my Savior, and there is nothing else that I could ask for that could satisfy me more. I pray that the ones who have lost friends and family will find peace in Him one day. Great song! It's helped me so much in these difficult times! God bless!

[@nathanwagner762]

God bless you too!

[@aliuznoratiuz]

After listening to this song for years I can say without a doubt, this is your masterpiece.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you very much!

[@kennanwatson4054]

This song is absolutely beautiful i love the amount of emotion and passion you put into your music and lyrics.Thanks Nathan Wagner! For another masterpiece 😊

[@nathanwagner762]

So glad you like it Kennan! Thank you for listening!

[@theraidenmgr6663]

I'm just now discovering your music it makes everything feel alive

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌🙌🙌

[@no-vt2tz]

I understand this feeling so much, just know that you are not in it alone

[@nathanwagner762]

😍🙌

[@CherryTailAF]

That ending to the song. . . how it's sort of chaotic in the background as you are repeating to yourself "get out of my head" !! That moment where you are in between your true self and the voice that's trying to pull you in and drown you. I never thought I could properly explain this to anyone, but this is the most perfect way to describe it without words! I feel like I can finally be understood! Thank you!!

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course! Glad you can feel understood!

[@JGunnels89]

Anyone else cry when they hear this? As someone who has suffered physical and mental abuse for fucking decades, and the anxiety, depression and mental anguish it all comes with, this huts so close to home. To hear it all put into words the way you do, is astounding and beautiful and sad all what the same time. Trying to get myself to believe that I can get through it is so hard, and this song is my anthem.

[@sigmarecovery699]

I hear ya. Been there. I have BPD and was diagnosed with CPTSD. Abused in childhood, sexually abused at 16, jumped from abusive relationship to abusive relationship. Fell into drug and alcohol abuse. One day, I just got tired of destroying myself. It has taken years and a ton of work but I am seeing a glimmer of a light in the distance. It takes a commitment and uncomfortable work….”whatever it takes” is what I tell myself. However, even as a man, I still cry sometimes. Remember, you matter. You gotta believe that you matter. Stay in the light. I truly hope serenity finds you. We do recover.

[@chaoticfangurl567]

You just never disappoint. One of the most beautiful heartbreaking songs I've ever heard. I love how emotional you make all your songs♥️

[@nathanwagner762]

I appreciate it!

[@selinalan-demirok4505]

I don’t have enough words to describe how much this song touches my heart❤️You are so talented, a true artist who can express everything so well with such powerful words! You truly deserve all the world, you don’t know how much you helped me and everybody else with you and your music. I only hope good things come at your way❤️I’m really proud of you and keep going❤️You are one of my inspiration I hold on to move forward in music as I’m 18 years old and want to keep singing and make my own music heard,one day☺️

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m honored Selin! Bless you! You’ll do great in music! You have my full support!

[@selinalan-demirok4505]

Thank you so much Nathan!☺️

[@nathanwagner762]

Selin Alan-Demirok of course!!!

[@4Bdon]

Never heard your music before. Just randomly stumbled upon it. You have an amazing singing voice. Wonderful music.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! I appreciate your kind words!

[@diabolicaldebacle]

It's incredibly rare that an artist can give me goosebumps on every song they release. But here you are, I feel like energy dances around me when you sing.

[@nathanwagner762]

😊

[@OutkasttIE]

My heart raced, my arms goosebumps, my soul filled. This song, every lyric hit me in a place where no song or person has ever touched. This song hit close to home.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌

[@skullygirl99]

This song exactly describes how I feel when I have paranoic states. Very emotional song.... Love it ❤️

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! Glad the song can connect with you!

[@skullygirl99]

@@nathanwagner762 I thank you for making this song. I can show my feelings through this and to show others who dont understand, how painful it is to live in a constant fear that everything will go wrong and ending up hurting me.

[@brandedone5188]

Hey Nathan, it's pretty awesome how you manage to write songs and post them at the same time I'm feeling something VERY similar in my life to the song you make. You always make songs that really speak to me and I love the stories inside them!

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you😊

[@tw_fennec6664]

You got a very nice voice your so underated i hope you getting in top later

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you!!!

[@andrewesquivel]

You can feel the weight of every word. You can hear the soul fighting the mind with every sentence. Awestruck

[@nathanwagner762]

[@instantaneousvisceraloblit7081]

Im not religious, but listening to this feels like a benevolent deity touched my soul. My heart goes out to you, sir.

[@nathanwagner762]

Much love!

[@Magefire21]

Thank you for making this amazing piece of art

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course! Thank you😍

[@ivonar]

I just look at the sea, and listening to your song.. It connected together. Its so powerful, just like the waves 🌊. I love it❤. You did it again. You make me Excited. Thank you. 🙏🏻

[@nathanwagner762]

So amazing!!! Thank you!!!

[@morangofofa4718]

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go Joshua 1:9

[@zombiegirl4469]

The power is so astounding every time you sing. Its something that begs you to finish the song and on to rhe next. Relateable or not, this music, this, **voice** is so powerful in its words. Keep singing

[@nathanwagner762]

😊🙌❤️

[@thesilencer4143]

What I like about your songs is that you give it meaning and it feels like you know how to express it very well.

[@nathanwagner762]

Means a lot to hear!