Life Path 11: Still Struggling - Numerology Q&A

[@DOTMH_1]

I've watch this so many times and each time it has brought me a new healing each time. there's a dark side to being a 11. its hard at time to be so different than others. I can't even count on my hands how many times I was randomly hurt by someone who didn't know me. I don't trust many because of the hatred I received. thank you for this video.

[@DOTMH_1]

***** sorry so late. Thanks

[@melissakochavi1449]

💕

[@peateclark3073]

Maat11 Hyd sister Im 11 also & feel like you

[@beauty4717]

Maat11 Hey girl, i go thru the same thing you go through. I’m #11 & it’s not easy it’s a struggle. People always hurt my feelings; use my kindness for weakness; rejects me, no matter how nice & respectful I am to them I never get the same respect in return so sad smh 🤦🏾‍♀️. I feel like ppl never gives me a chance to get to know me. All I want is to fit in, love & help others.

[@gracegreen4198]

Same. I had to revisit at 2018 and in 37 still waiting for my purpose. Was guided here.

[@devondevon2454]

I'm an 11. I spend an obscene amount of time alone.

[@user-jd6uw8eu9t]

me too

[@karenm8724]

I do as well.. I am trying to change that.

[@Lo2smoove]

Me too it's actually bad I don't even hang out with my friends

[@beauty4717]

Me too it can be depressing & make me not want to be in this world. What can be done? How can I change this situation? Please share

[@q.t.bethea2183]

Same here

[@kissmisskittie]

WOW! The Ugly Duckling. Who knew...? This is the most accurate storytelling of my life, Life Path #11. Then people wonder how I did it. Well I made it because I traveled my own journey at my own pace and in the meantime I've been gathering wisdom and knowledge studying my every step and everyone elses around me. People don't see it until I decide to finally play my ace. 😊

[@nivya4679]

kissmisskittie 11 likes, not ruining it. This is accurate my life too

[@bubblestv4840]

You are illumination I needed that !!

[@beckahd3680]

This is without a shadow of a doubt one of the most valuable and healing things I've ever heard in my life. Storytelling is such a magical way to share wisdom. Thank you so much Nat! ♥

[@darknightofthesoul8980]

I agree.

[@motheofbean]

I couldn’t have said it better Beckah🙏🏻❣️

[@mantaray8384]

I never knew the story of the Ugly Duckling has got so much meaning behind it. You told the story so beautifully. I am an 11 and this really reminds me to be true to myself.

[@ashiahindigo9917]

I was just thinking of the ugly duckling it's been on my mind so much lately. .then I came on here trying to understand my life path 11. OMG I cried so much!! This is hands down the best description I ever heard for people on this particular path, and crazy enough my spirit was already trying to show me! Thank you thank you

[@kaleidoscoped8]

i just recently found out i’m an 11 and i can’t let this sign pass- it all connects! i’ve been bullied throughout my whole school life because i was always misunderstood. throughout my whole life, i thought i was a magnet for hatred and dislike. i never understood why everyone just hated me and wanted to pick on me. i always tried to be someone i was not to fit in because it gave me comfort rather than letting others see my authenticity. i’m currently going through a spiritual awakening and it seems like my spirit guides are slowly letting me get to know myself deeper. being an 11 is such a bittersweet feeling, but it almost gives me angelic vibes 🕊🌿🤍✨

[@si7ent113]

Magnet, yeah totally. Then people get mad when you stand up for yourself. 🤔

[@avaceleste]

I was isolated and in the hospital for my entire 20’s. Though it was extremely rough and I felt like I missed out on my greatest years, I now see that it was a necessary step in my evolution. Thank you 🙏

[@sharorganic5841]

Wish all the 11’s could meet up, I bet it would be some crazy energy!!✨⚡️🌟

[@peacefullondon5673]

I'm an 11 this is my life in a nut shell. Thank you for this...literally in tears! I swear I have good days but the struggle never ends. I'm always going through something. I shut down because I don't want people to think I'm crazy or weird. So I dress, talk, and look like everyone else even though I don't want to. I know I'm here for a greater purpose I've always felt it. However I just go with the flow and it's caused me to be miserable. But again thanks.

[@sandeesk1]

Wow, that was amazingly on point. The one thing that I have learned and know, being a life path 11 is that for the most parts of our lives we are forced to be isolated to develop and awaken what is already there but must be accomplished without interruption. Like in the story of the ugly duckling, he needed to see himself in the water to know that he was a not duck.

[@Master-ve5fr]

I wish everyone here lots of love and strength to find their way ....its so hard being an 11 i struggle every single day ....Thanks to the magical natsnumbers for this it made my night .Was feeling down and out again until i read or hear something to spur me on . This fits me like a glove. I dont want to conform or be just tolerated . I want to be accepted for me .I know all you other 11s feel the same . Stay strong we got this xox

[@PhoenixAurelius-138]

I wept throughout this entire video. As an 11 with several tented arches on my finger tips (if you know hand analysis or palmistry, you'll get how rare and difficult that placement is) this hit hard. I'm pretty sure I'm at the lonely/glimpse period in my life and, while it's lonely, I'm far beyond conforming or being "agreeable" to fit in. The most amazing thing is this video is 7 years old and I've known I was an 11 for awhile, and yet, it wasn't until a couple weeks ago that I was remotely ready to explore the numerological side of things! Of all the videos I've seen, this most spoke to my soul.

[@upwize5877]

Thank you very much. I can relate to the Ugly Duckling so much and I'm crying at the moment as I realize these things about myself. I am almost 35 and realizing who I am. I've been operating with alot of the negative aspects at a level of a 2. I'm now going to strive to be the best 11 I can possibly be. Thanks for your input and your advice. I wish you the best of 2018 and forever. thankyou

[@rajeevramchandani13]

Wow..wow..wow..its sleep time for me here in India and I can finally fall asleep..this video just soothed my 11 and all my anxieties. I know I will wake up so fresh tomorrow. Thank you so much..I will save this one for when my kids grow up so they could start their life with this learning..thank you and good night

[@Zeroxylon]

Lady, you're a life saver. I have not felt this kind of clarity in a long long time. Its like you just summed up my life. Im in the survival alone stage you talked about and im incredibly scared and confused but your words have givin me some hope. I almost died in a car accident two nights ago and it kinda hit me with a brick of reality. Im trying to figure out what the next move is to shape my future and to find my place in this world.

[@harmonyduffy2155]

I’m an 11 and I fee like I’ve entered into the lonely and despair part of my life, but I’m trying everyday to find peace and home in that. This validated a lot for me! August of 2021 I feel like I flipped the whole table of my life and took a massive risk of walking away from everyone to go out in search of me. I also entered my spiritual awakening at that time too. This year of 2022 I am dedicated to learning to love myself and discover her. So really thank you for validating me. ❤️

[@Ozymandias1111]

I've come back to this video every few months for the last 3-4 years. It only becomes more relevant every time. Thank you Nat.

[@Heyitsdash]

l love the face that this is a children’s story, yet the relevancy is so powerful to all ages. l just realized that l went through every single one of these phases within the last two years and I’m at the lonely and new journey phase. My attitude has changed and l no longer “go with the flow” simply because l choose to go with MY flow... l refuse to do anything that l do not feel is right. If l don’t want to, l won’t, simple as that. I’ve began to live MY life as it is intended and not anyone else’s life. l refuse to be pushed around and talked about. And l refuse to care what others think about me because l know that l am nothing short of AWESOME. l always thought l was being punished through my life, and not l know that l simply was being built slowly and lacking patience. I’m 26 and l still don’t know what my exact purpose is, but living though my passions I’m sure I’ll get there soon. Thank you for sharing this story, l actually came across it on accident. This will definitely be saved as a tool to remind me what my end goal is... and that is to be a swan and nothing less.

[@randomvideos_658]

The path of an 11 is to serve others, whether it be as a psychologist helping others heal past pains that are holding them get and affecting them or thru art which invokes feelings in others.

[@TShashini266]

I'm a life path 11 and this is very touching...I was in tears while listening...I'm 29 and I have experienced the things you've said. I am at the stage of loneliness and despair although I've started to experience an inner change. Thank you so much for putting effort to create videos like this. This is truly heart felt. Thank you

[@OoMASEoO]

💕

[@Danny_Aniss]

That makes both of us, I've just got out of the blind woman phase..

[@anaaspericueta9447]

Me 2

[@beauty4717]

Wow, I go thru this? What can I do to change it? Please share

[@missdoree1]

hello i enjoyed the video it made me cry i have been through those things and still going through them ive never felt wanted or loved im 46 and i still don't fit into this world im just lost at this point i feel i should go off and be alone somewhere ive always felt like i was cursed or something and im an only child im glad im not the only one that has been through these type of things

[@natsnumbers]

+Doree Woods You are definitely not the only one. You guys possess that incredible superpower of sensitivity. It needs to be honed and leveraged with some real-life training. It really is no different than being Harry Potter stuck in the muggle world. Of course you would feel weird! But there is another dimension that you can tap to feel empowered beyond comprehension; the realm of intuition.

[@butterfly2light849]

I definitely don't fit, so I just seperate myself, but it's because people don't understand. I actually help people now though.

[@beauty4717]

Wow, I thought I was the only one going through this. I go through the same thing as you. I feel rejected & lonely it’s not easy it’s nothing but darkness. I thought it was a generational curse.

[@KrisMKrueger]

Thank you for this video. I read the book as a child and it resonated with me then. Little did I know that my life would play out exactly as was written. I cried through your entire video as it revealed memories I had forgotten and feelings that I had suppressed. I have just recently left my "blind woman". Who was fine with me as long as I continued to be uncomplicated and silent. I am now alone and finding my voice and intuition, and learning to trust both. It's lonely at times, but it is good. I plan to rewatch your video, until I no longer need to be reminded that I am a strong, powerful, beautiful "swan". Thank you again.

[@ashleybutler4524]

Beautifully spoken I swear this video was meant for me to see I didn't even search for this I quit my job today because i knew I didn't belong there and I was so tired of faking it. I have a life path number of 11 and truth be told I am at the library right now I wanted to search for another job that I know I was going to hate. but I found myself on the search engine searching about suicide I don't want to be here anymore no one understands me and I just want to leave this earth and to go back home just somewhere accepted, loved and most of all understood.I truly felt like this was a sign to see you see this video to see the meaning of what your saying and the book the ugly duckling I remember my mother read it to me as a child. and it's also ironic that I am at the library right now and I am about to get the book! peace love and blessing to you. Thank you I needed this more than you know you might saved my life...

[@natsnumbers]

+ashley butler Oh girl. So many 11's struggle initially with being here. You are not alone in that. But I want you to consider that what most pains you; what makes you feel different and misunderstood, is freakin gold. It is invaluable - and it is needed, by you and the world. It will bring you to your bliss. DONT GIVE UP. I am loving and blessing you from afar...

[@usandheeiynusandheeiyn3849]

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[@BlessingsandButterflies810]

God loves you we will make a difference in this world keep your head up!!:))

[@rsaug]

@ashley butler - I am exactly in the same point in my career journey as you are now. Just wondering how is life treating you now, and what passions were you able to discover.

[@Justambeerr]

I know this was five years ago but I hope you found your peace and where you feel accepted

[@TellyButtons]

I've been going through a really hard time...all my life. Been through a war and more pain than most people at my age (26) can even imagine. Lately, I see the number 11 all over the place, and when I pulled my life path number it was 11. All my life, I have been told that I am strange and unusual - not normal and difficult. I never felt understood and have struggled for a long time (and still do) with embracing myself because I am intense and full of energy and most people shirk away from it like it's something bad. I can sense the vastness within but others seem think I'm insane because of it. It makes me uncomfortable with myself and therefore, I have a difficult time trusting my instincts. I also grew up on a very healthy diet of fairy tales because of my childhood in Germany, and this whole presentation truly spoke to me. I'm moved to tears because this speaks a lot to the journey that I'm embarking on now - I feel that I was meant to come across this. Thank you for creating this video.

[@natsnumbers]

+TellyButtons Thank you so much for commenting. Finding this was synchronous for sure. Big hugs sent your way.

[@natsnumbers]

By the way - This applies to anyone with the 11 Archetype in their core chart (Birthday, Life Path, Expression/Tool Bag, Hearts Desire, Personality, Maturity) - or if you are in an 11 timing cycle.

[@theantichrist6524]

natsnumbers I have a question can you tell me the personality traits of master numbers 55. 66. 77. 88. 99. I know that 11 is spirtual and intuitive , 22 is all that plus they are the master builder, 33 is the master teacher, 44 is the healer but I can't find anything on 55 66 77 88 or 99

[@lolllykay1334]

I was on the 22 day,but this story kind of applies to me.please can you give me more insite on this?

[@lolllykay1334]

Born on the 22nd*

[@codiacsixteen9748]

I just found out I was an 11/2. I’m learning about all this now. I really love your energy. Your obviously beautiful but your personality really hits me in a good way. I can sense all your consciousness as it comes out the top of your head. That probably sounds stupid but, I have always noticed this before I found out about numerology. I’m not tryin to hit on you just express what I senses. I hadn’t sensed this about a person for 11 years. When I met my wife.

[@createyourlighthouse3288]

Yes recently discovered this 11 in my (personality number) the ugly duck story was very deep and healing thank you 🙏🏼

[@roximama]

I'm 53 yrs old, I've been doing this life path 11 thing for a while now. I consider the life path 11 energy to be super charged for me because I also have an Aquarius Sun and an 11 1st pinnacle. My personality number is 33 just for some extra oomf, I guess, lol. This was perfect for my life up until about 42. I came into myself at 42 when I found the spiritual path. Since then it's been back to back to back to back to back set backs emotionally, financially and physically. Financial ruin, divorce, financial ruin again, diabetes, Covid twice, cancer, financial ruin again, thyroid surgery, gallbladder surgery, torn rotator cuff, the discovery of a PAINFUL debilitating birth defect that affects my spine and heart, hysterectomy and abandoned by my boyfriend of 8 yrs which left me where I currently am and what I truly hope is rock bottom. At this point I realize that the swans really symbolize death. Not metaphorical death but actual death. There is no fairytale happy ending for us. That expectation is the nail in our coffins because that kind of hope leads to massive disappointment for us 11s. I know this sounds like I'm in a pit of despair and negativity but I'm not. You have to realize that at this point I have seen it all. I've looked death in the face and laughed. I beat breast cancer (in the middle of the pandemic) in just 6 weeks time. It took me 30 seconds to say "Let's just do a double mastectomy and get it over with." (I watched my mother and grandmother die from it so I wasn't playing and my 11s intuition told me I had the Brac2 gene before the tests were done to prove it.) All of these problems have pushed me to really work on my emotional reaction to my past and realize that my own sensitivity was the real enemy, not the people in my life. We can't control the behavior of others but we can control how we react to it. Every single bad thing was put in my path to over come and learn from. As a result I've learned to truly love myself and this life. As 11s we have it rough. However we have also been gifted some pretty amazing things between the endless traumas. (I've traveled the world for free out of sheer luck and I am positive that all 11s have their own random miracles here and there to help us through.) The trick is to remember the good and hold it equal to the bad. With all this misery it's way too easy to forget the good and focus on the negative. CLING to the positives as if your life depends on it until it becomes habit. Make peace with yourself and your past then let go. The universe/god/jesus/your higher self or whatever you believe in has literally got you. All of these horrible things happened to me but they happened at the exact right time. The only reason I'm not homeless or dead from sheer stress at this point is because I was able to take advantage of the covid programs. The universe took care of me with divine timing and it's always going to. Sure I've been through hell and I may go through even more hell but the one thing I know beyond all others is that I always end up where I belong on the path of life. We are STRONG because life insisted upon it and we need to trust our strength and let go of outcomes. I don't need to know where I'm going, I don't need to cry for happiness or belonging, I just need to keep going knowing that I can and will handle anything that happens in the future. As a result of that realization I can truly say that I am content and happy in this life. There is joy in strength so be strong my fellow 11s. You've got this!

[@melanie.l6282]

Congratulations for you strengh I don't see the Swan as death I prefer to see the glass half full and for me it's finally founding peace I am also life path 22 struggles no end but I stay optimistic and send you my blessings to @roxima🤗

[@roximama]

@@melanie.l6282 Thank you. Since writing this things outside have not changed much but on the inside I am loads better. I just live in the moment and that's it.

[@melanie.l6282]

@@roximama I am glad you are better WISH you the best💥🤗

[@mysterio1374]

let me just say by the end of this video i was in tears. im in that " tolerating" phase. this brought so much clarity. the answer to my prayer.

[@loralee369]

I love you, Nat... thank you for touching our souls. You have deepest insight and nailed the existence of an 11. My mother, whom I adore, literally looked at me one day and said, "my ugly duckling has become a beautiful swan!" This is a remarkable tale that you've gracefully shared and you are a true gem! Tears...

[@jogoode12]

beautiful. i was bullied through childhood & left home at 15. numbed myself with drugs for a long time. then went into an alone phase and became very aware & spiritual& creative. i am confused now. longing for belonging but i sabotage everyone's efforts at connection with me! i will evolve soon enough...I loved your story- esp. the "kill me" part!

[@chasingtheunknown3763]

how old are u now?

[@lovingenergy630]

I started crying a little watching this, beautifully said, thank you so much for the confirmation.

[@EmitPeace4Love]

I'm a 29/11 and this video was right on point. I have been needing to surrender my old way of thinking about myself and be more present in the now, with accepting my gifts. This story has given me that extra push to go in with faith and know that in Divine Time, my truth will show up blissfully. I'm truly grateful that you made this video, thank you. :)

[@machinegunhippy]

Hello my friend I am also a 29 11 :) I'm an aquarius ♒️ cusp with pisces ♓️

[@imsoCHI23]

Thank you! I've always felt different. A lot of ppl call me weird or crazy. I've always wondered why it's taking me so long to achieve things. I have a better understanding now. Amazing story! #11

[@arlierichards9438]

My first two names add up to 33, vowels = 11, consonants = 22. The Ugly Ducklings is a story that has always been dear to me, but for the first time I see how it relates to my life. Well done, Nat. You are not only a great story teller, by wise in it's deep meanings. Mr. Anderson would have been proud to hear your interpretation. At 73, I'm just coming into my own! I have a 9 Life Path but this is a Personal Year 11 for me! Thank you. Arlie Patricia

[@romanzakirov2541]

WOW!!! Thank you so much for this - it's my second time listening to this and it has brought new medicine each time. I'm a 29/11 and I really resonate with the story. I think I'm in the "lonely phase." I'm feeling disconnected even through I'm surrounded by people that love me. I feel like I can't truly be myself and truly express who I am. I have been on a very long journey of self discovery - for nearly 10 years. But the last year has been the most intense. Thank you again for creating this video. So much love for you 🙏🏻

[@PearlMeetsWorld_38]

I can't even express how much this video resonates with me...I feel seen and understood in a way I don't think I've ever been. Thank you so much for sharing this story and insight with us.

[@manymusings]

I am 44 years old and am a #11. I still haven't found my comfort zone yet.

[@mybestideas1]

I found it at 51. And when happens, all doors open and red carpet rolls out. Just keep trusting and keep going.

[@ufoufo9182]

mybestideas1 woah. 51? That's interesting.

[@chynaswanson9243]

I'm 16 and 17 in a few days, I can absolutely relate to this story but I hate going through it because I am currently thinking about college.

[@peggygenoway]

Me too....65

[@ycastillo7356]

Im #11 and 47..and just out about this 💔

[@dragonfly1153]

This meant so much to me. Thank you. I "stumbled" on it as I am making plans to leave my job where I was tolerated, until recently when I became disagreeable. Now starting my own business.The late bloomer here says, only 100% faith will do. ❤

[@mesicvraku8200]

thank you so much for uploading this video. i am an eleven lifepath and i struggle so much just like you are saying in this video. all the stages are present in my life: The you are weird, the bullying part, the shutting off of my instincts and my intuition, the struggle, the sudden insight and longing to belong and constantly trying to finally find the magical place of belonging. funny enough, i was told by many people that i fall into this ugly duckling pattern and i personally always felt a strange connection to this story. your words are full of wisdom and insight- they just describe the way i feel, to the point where it made me cry. thank you so much again for doing this- especially at this time of year, when we all want to belong- this has really lifted my spirits and made me happy.

[@rickimcfarland2269]

I KEEP coming back to your video. I am going to download so I can listen to the message at least once every 2 months or so. I need this as a reminder. Never allow myself to be tolerated. ONLY EMBRACED!!!

[@nelcas01]

I just discovered that I am a life path 11 yesterday. Quickly I began to learn the qualities of being a life path 11 that led me to understand why I had so many bad experiences at the different jobs I have been in. I have been fired from two different jobs mainly because I was not able to fit in and be like the rest of the coworkers. After watching this video and listening to this story I can see why I had so many issues on different instances of my life. It made me realize why I love to be alone and evade large crowds. That I am just different, but also great and very capable to help others find their way to greatness. I am no longer or ashamed of who I really am, and what I have become. Thank you for sharing the story and your wisdom with us.

[@nomadconcept6918]

As an 11 life path, after all the hurt and misunderstandings I've breen through... it is just so refreshing to watch this video !! I feel special and unique thanks to this ! Thank you sooo much Nat for all the great work you do, and all the wisdom you share with us ! Love & blessings to you xoxo

[@natsnumbers]

Love and blessings back!

[@homewithjamila]

I’m also an 11 and this story sounds like my life. I never felt like I belonged anywhere with anyone. I’m still in the loneliness phase but the more I’m being myself and accept my weird side and share it, the more I’ve been able to connect with amazing humans. Thank you for making this video 💗✨💫

[@babicek]

Hello Nat! I want to thank you with all my heart for sharing this video, it moved me deeply. It made me understand more of my situation (11 life path) than any other analysis I've read or listened to... Of course I lived in the masking face (and I think I still do to some extent) and I lost myself to the point where I don't even know who I am. Right now, analysing my situation through your metaphor, I believe I am stuck between 3 of the phases you described (Being tolerated, the massacre and the being accepted without being truly seen). I have been stuck here for almost 12 years, all the cycles repeat themselves over and over, but my instinct phase doesn't "come" to me, I can't just act on instinct because I lost myself so long ago I don't know what I want, who I am or why am I even alive. I sometimes allow myself to daydream into a better life and it feels amazing, you know, the possibility of "it" happening. But my instinct doesn't come (or I choose not to act on it for fear, don't know) and I get back again into my daylife where I try to please everyone around me. I have lost my voice to the people who brought me into this life, I have allowed them to change me into what they want (although I can never please them) and I don't know how to break from this cycle... I hope maybe you have some advice for me, I could really use it. In the meantime I am trying meditating tools to find my life purpose again. Hope to hear from you soon... Thank you again and bless you! Luz

[@natsnumbers]

+Godish Luz - You know what is funny? In all my work with clients the practices that are the most impactful are the smallest ones. You don't have to make big changes just yet. All you have to do is start to gently listen to your desires and urges. They are there - we just learn to stuff 'em down, like you said. ;) Meditate. Visualize. Journal. Anything that you can do to patiently get to know who you are, separate from who they are.

[@babicek]

+natsnumbers Thank you for your words. I am going to get to know me again, I will not let anyone supress me or what I want anymore. Bless you!

[@natsnumbers]

Godish Bless you!

[@martanagyivanyi6304]

Love it! Such an incredible insight! It took me 70 years to reach the intuitive (no turning back) phase, but have finally made it! Thanks a million for the explanation! It's my expression number, not the life path, by the way

[@debramulcahy9979]

Just found this video. I’m an 11 life path and will be 69 in September. As a child my mother read me this story many times, I would alway cry silent tears as she read. I would bring the book to her daily to read to me. One day she put the book away on a high shelf and said we needed to read happy books. As I listened to you explaining this story silent tears fell on my face again. I have lived a lonely life and now live as a hermit. My childhood was quite difficult. Adult life has been a series of trying to-fit-in experiences, I now live as a hermit.

[@uyenkieule]

😭😭😭I've never cried watching a video on KZbin as I do watching this video. Crying like a baby. Crying like OMG yes this is me! Thank you so much for making it. It hits home. You understand my journey. I've been trying to understand my life and make sense of it forever.

[@stephaniepaints]

Thank you so much for this video. Really. You have a gift for this emotional storytelling and because it was so relatable I ended up crying halfway through, but I felt like some healing was taking place. I'm going through the "tolerable" stage, maybe halfway into the cottage of the blind woman, but cannot leave my situation at the present moment(without some serious creativity!). The stress of the 11 life path actually spurred me into disease several years ago, from which I am improved, but still healing. After much contemplation, I revisited numerology and realized a lot of the illness might have been spurred by this nervous 11 energy and feeling very much alone and misunderstood by nearly everyone I met. About the time that it started I was very depressed, returning home after being independent, and suffering with anxiety, feeling like I was meant to bring something profound to this world but with zero direction and confidence. I sadly still suffer with being overwhelmed by intense nervousness. The strength though, like you said of the duckling, is really a gift that 11's find in solitude. The big message from you that I need to take away today is that one day, I will have to confront the swans head on to live true to the path. I need to understand that it's not the perfect outcome that's important but instead living authentically and embracing the intensity (that will ironically bring me the peace I need). Right now I am most certainly hiding in this cottage allowing myself to pass the days in suffering and ignoring my contract with the universe. I have am amazingly unique life path #1 boyfriend who is also in this cottage with me and we've both been too afraid to get going! Talk about all this repressed expressive energy! haha!

[@moonempresstarot]

I'm crying right now after hearing your beautiful insights. I am at a pretty dark time in my life (again) and have been feeling so lost and hopeless but your video has given me new hope for the future. I'm so glad I finally found something that could answer my questions after searching so long. Thank you so much for shining your light out to the world :-)

[@alexrzaszutak4411]

Soooo helpful and inspirational. It was like you were talking to me directly. I've been subscribed to numerologist.com for almost a year now. Started off as curiosity and something resonated with me but I never got deep in to it. The past 4 months something clicked in me and astrology, alchemy and numerology have come back full force with a determined drive. I was always fascinated but never pursued because nobody, literally nobody, that I know is into this stuff. But it feels like home for me... anyway, getting the numerologist emails and updates as often as I do, and I watch/read them everytime, today I realized I'm not subscribed to your KZbin channel. I subscribed and found this video. I'm born 10/20/1988. An 11 life path. How you broke that story down hit home at every level. Like I said, it was like you were telling my life story through this interpretation of metaphors. Its an older video but still appreciated and relevant. Thank you

[@rxgub]

I LOVE THIS! I am an 11 myself. This soothed my heart.

[@iamspartacus8219]

Could not believe I was listening to my life story, this is me to a tee.

[@mehulsharma4884]

Hey NAT, thanks for this 🙏.Thanks Julie for writing to Nat. 🙏 I hope master number 11's struggling find this vedio and be able to heal themselves and shine thier light onto this world.

[@ARCH-INNERGY]

You're a very old wise and sweet soul. An angel on earth. I have 11 as all my life numbers. I've known about numerology, astrology, all levels of angels etc. since an early age. My life has been so over the top tragic and weird that if I wrote my story it would have to be written as a fiction because it's truly unbelievable and would take another lifetime to complete. I accidentally came across your video. I was listening to another video hoping to hear something different than what I knew about master numbers and I fell asleep. When I awoke an hour later your video was just starting and as soon as I heard "The Ugly Duckling" I was intrigued because I knew the story and love the man who wrote it not knowing it would give the high level spiritual answers that I need so bad right now. I loved this story so much as a child because I detested injustice and was constantly trying to help the misfits that were made fun of for being different, for being ugly ducklings not knowing that one day I would feel like one myself. This interpretation was so beautifully stated and I just want to thank you again for sharing that with us it really helped me feel better. I've heard so many different definitions of master numbers and what they are supposed to mean but I have to say this was the best I've heard for what I've been feeling. Looking forward to watching more of your videos! 💗😇💝

[@misskassie3767]

my life path is 11 and all my life is full of lessons but I'm still continuing the journey I know is worth it! Thank you so much for this incredible video!

[@raelenekerr9398]

yes im an 11. november born. always just being tolerated and now in my 40s and on my own feel freer.

[@childofdestiny2811]

My make up is running in rivers down my face. This is exquisite, what I feel... How can pain and joy dance together in this way? How can the cracking of my heart feel as sweet as a caress against my cheek? This is where your words took me. I am shaken to the core and it is bliss. Thank you for this...

[@TheLoveweaver]

This story, your telling of it and interpetation are a salve to my soul. I recognize the stages of of my own growth. I am presently packing & leaving "The Cottage of the Blind Woman" @ the ripe old age of 44 with some guidance to the next part of my journey thanks to your amazing video. I am an 11 Life Path, 11 Hearts Desrire, Soul Urge 9. Up, up and away! ;) Thank you so much Nat.

[@natsnumbers]

+TheLoveweaver Thank you for this beautiful sharing! ;) "Up, up and away!"

[@chapterelevin3232]

the timing of this video is insane! can't believe you made it 8 yrs ago and i'm still finding deep meaning in it 🤯

[@Thankyoua11]

I am life path #1, but you have just summarized my life. The amount of courage one has to summon within is tremendous

[@OoMASEoO]

Just chiming in with another thank you. This is an important message to us 11s to help reveal our selves to ourselves.

[@beauty4717]

OoMASEoO how do we change it? I’m tired of going through it alone.

[@gemsboonyakiat1154]

Listening to other videos and, later, KZbin led me here by chance. I couldn't be more grateful for this coincidence. I am currently trying to escape the blind woman's cottage to join that flock of beautiful birds. I am 50 and turning back isn't anymore an option. Thanks again. I cried a lot listening to this.

[@impact826]

I'm 62 I'm seeing this video 8 years after being made I've just discovered 11. Bless you for this story I would've still been struggling and am. The rejection is so painful. By family, friends, Church. I just left my Church 4 months ago because I'm tolerated. My father passed 6 months ago and my sister rejected me as if she's been waiting for that moment to do so. No one wants me around because they can't handle truth. I can't not protect them. You come around me you're getting truth. Thank You.

[@melanie.l6282]

Had to listen to it once more..probably will again Hans Christian Endersons as a master 11 left us this legacy of his true life story to help us master 11 to understand we have to go trough so much pain to hopefully come home one day🤣😭

[@ancearc]

Thank you! Beautiful ! I am 11 myself, I had to go through your video twice. You are a beutiful person with a beautiful soul too! May you prosper more than your heart desires!

[@Cosmicfish90]

I'm an 11 life path born on march 7 1990. I just want to say THANK YOU. I felt like crying listenning to you because for the first time someone actually capture what my path is really about. You were spot on! Thank you for this blessing!

[@luanalowe2633]

This made me cry...it was so moving.. i felt everyword of it. Thank you for sharing! you are wonderful story teller! Love and light!

[@christinaceniceros5159]

The way that you explained the 11 and the story itself was so beautiful and memorizing.....absolutely amazing. Thank you.

[@anjavelika9016]

Apparently both my Life path and Expression are 11.. I think i'm in this nasty faze of hitting into the walls and creating chaos while learning how to fly, knowing there is no returning back. THANK YOU SO MUCH for this beautiful story and explanation, it was very much needed and came in the perfect moment. :) Thank you for being your beautiful self!

[@Luna-ft8yh]

Oh my God, this by far the most beautiful thing I've ever heard. Thank you. I know the story, but I've never compared it to my life until now, then I realise I'm at every step of that and beyond and I feel this urge to spread my wings and leave to the unknown and leave the cottage and that's where I find you...

[@shawnademmitt2729]

I am in tears. This is my life. Thank you for sharing this. I'm struggling with coming out of isolation because I have never felt accepted or fit in anywhere. I really needed this. Thank you. Life path 11. Expression number 11

[@feralLove]

my life path is an 11 and my full birth name has the numerical value of a 22. i learned this at 18 and just turned 59. It is so heartwarming to know that others like myself can access support through utube on the subject because there was none when i was young and quite taboo a subject back then. It's important to let those who were born into very challanging, dysfunctional families such as mine and have a master number life past and are struggling know the universe has not forsaken you and please keep faith that all is in devine order.

[@Evolvingbeautifully]

thanks this really helped me understand why people treat me like crap.

[@beauty4717]

Sherron Gladney I go thru the same thing. What can be done; how can this change? I’m trying to understand. Do you have a clue? Please share with me! I’m tired of it. Thanks 🙏🏾

[@jayadams2771]

@@beauty4717 You have to stop having any kind of emotional feelings towards anyone who treats you bad. And it doesn't matter, don't feel bad about it. Don't react because that will feed them and give them something to point out to others. Do your thing and be happy and proud of who you are. If someone treats you bad, put it out of your mind instantly and go on with your day. I work with someone like this, so now they get the very basic minimum from me, if we need to talk business OK, but nothing personal. If they are nice I will talk to them and enjoy them.

[@beauty4717]

Jay Adams Thank You so much 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@ImaBeliever]

this story is the story of my life! and listening to it helped me to build up my courage to come out of the cottage-and while I wait in the grass watching the 3 swans in the water-I now know that for 10 years of being afraid-to give in to what my family seem to tolerate yet they have no real concern for their 60 year old mother- by the grace of God-I survived being alone, thought I was worthless, and being separated for 10 years by someone that wants complete control of my life-it is time. It is scary-I don't know what will happen with the divorce, but I am willing to give up whatever to be free and to be the me-I can't wait! I also know I can't stay where I am in Upstate New York.I heard a whisper a while ago that I needed to leave New York-but this story confirms it for me. My mental health and physical health and my soul will be slowly regenerated and I am so glad I found you.I will listen to this whenever that doubt tries to creep in. love to you and protection.

[@2mollyen]

Beautiful and very vulnerable to listen to...made me cry too🦋 I am a double 11 and I have finally gotten to the last step towards belonging. I’m in my 40s yes. I can’t see my tribe yet, but I can feel it somehow, as I am about to take off into my own way of living. To piss of many and inspire more!😁💪🥰 This was a good way of describing the depths of the process, thank you!💕🙏

[@venus22118]

Thank you so much Nat. I have 11s in my numbers and have been struggling for what seems like forever. This made me cry and want to keep going 👏👏💖

[@TheRacies]

I'm an 11 who's been struggling as well. I stumbled upon your video in search of some advice on the 11 life path. I connected so deeply with this story. It really has provided some amazing advice to move forward in my life. You really delivered the story beautifully! I will definitely be subscribing!

[@natsnumbers]

+Rachel Arthur So glad to hear it, Rachel. ;)

[@22lovejon]

This is a truly amazing and informative video and extremely well explained and executed. The energy this lady has is so much needed by me and other 11s. Thank you so much for making this and helping many other 11s so they can take as much from this information and use it healthily.

[@gaiaswildchildtarot]

This is so accurate it made me emotional. I'm in the lonely phase and I'm becoming so much stronger and true to myself.

[@rodrigoborges3166]

You literally changed my life, THANK YOU so much!!!

[@natsnumbers]

Sooo happy it hit home!

[@janedavis8293]

You’ve helped me put my life in much better perspective and finally total acceptance as an 11 in her 70’s! It makes much more sense…. I have truly felt like an ugly duckling but now I know I’m a swan! Thank you Nat!

[@Getemlee]

Wow, you are a wonderful storyteller. A true divine messenger. Your words are healing.

[@ELMcenter]

When you said, at the end, that the ugly duckling said "kill me", that felt like surrender to me. I love this. I am an 11 and I've always felt like an alien on this planet. I've always hated it. I feel differently now. I feel that maybe I am an alien, but that comes with gifts that the natives of Earth don't have.

[@brandymessick4357]

OMG I am in total tears here...everything you spoke was absolute truth...every single phase. I'm so emotional at this very moment. I have been searching for answers since I found out I was an empath two years ago and I am an 11...my birthday is 10-15-1975... What a crazy ride this life has been...I'm going to try and find you on Facebook.

[@ajarofpotential]

OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS STORY ANALOGY!! You have given me a most wonderful gift with this viewpoint.💖

[@angelfambro3117]

Such a beautiful metaphor! Thanks so much from a chronic depressive, physically disabled empathy born on 11/11 who's endured so much! Thanks for bringing me some clarity!

[@Connecting.the.Dots.797]

This means so much to me, I’m so glad my angels led me here to your video❤️

[@kellywalters4353]

I've been watching many videos lately, and this one has, by far, been the most beautifully expressed and thought provoking. Thank you.

[@eatdeeze06]

this video resonated with me so much it made me emotional. I've always felt like the ugly duckling and never really like the story because of it. this has given me a new love for the story and an understanding of the true meaning of this beautiful tale. i am 22 years old and just getting ready to spread my wings after going through all of the phases you talked about. thank you for your beautiful words.

[@natsnumbers]

+eatdeeze06

[@colecole2459]

Wow! This brought tears to my eyes! You are amazing at putting things into understanding terms! God Bless you and thank you sooo much!

[@susanbarnes7816]

I am an 11, 7 Expression, 22 Soul Urge. Senior Citizen, retired, health issues. Powerful presentation of The Ugly Duckling. Counselor I used from 1994-2004 compared me to Cinderella. I am smack up against my health issues that conventional medicine cannot resolve, but armed with books filled with functional medicine approaches to regaining health. But I just cannot get started. Powerless. Stuck. Sitting on the fence. Any suggestions? Cowardice? Confused and Lost.

[@Kuamka-px8us]

Hello Nat. I am a 11 life path. I have been struggling for many years in desperation to attempt to discover and realize who I am. A couple of years ago I discovered numerology and for the first time I realized my role as a master number 11. Though it is still little consolation as I continue the search for my true self. I struggle so woefully with the feeling of loneliness even though I am truly blessed to be loved by so many people. Yet, I still feel so lost and I perpetually search for belonging. Yesterday, on January 1st, I turned 46. I'm growing so tired of this perpetual search. Never once have I ever signed in to comment on a video but I felt a great urge to do so today as your video, your translation of HCA's Ugly Duckling story has deeply resonated with this lost soul. I have virtually watched every 11 video here on KZbin, always feeling slightly disappointed and uninspired due to the lac of relation to the information shared. However, your referencing to and transliteration of HCA's story has FINALLY reverberated to my core and excited me with the inspiration that I have been needing. Over the last few days especially, I have been feeling so lost and hopeless but after hearing what you had to say, I can honestly say that you have provided me with hope and much needed optimism that my journey has not stopped but merely paused. I am hopeful again that I WILL find my purpose. I will find where I belong to be and ultimately realize true love and happiness. Nat. I want you to know that by taking the time to create this 19 minute video and sharing it on this public platform, you have provided a key to happiness, a piece of the puzzle for a desperately lost soul. You have provided me with a new perspective, determination, and most importantly ... hope. You have inspired me GREATLY! Thank you, Nat. You are a beautiful gift. xo kW

[@Firefliespoison]

this is such a beautiful explanation, it made my heart warm up

[@loriyahvnfmom8431]

This was my favorite FAVORITE story as a kid. How the hell did I forget this story?! (Must have been during my stuffing down of my intuition and instinct phase, which I clearly recall doing)

[@sandradee6638]

Hi Nat, I'm not an 11 life path, I'm a 4, but my d.o.b. Is 11/22/69. This story was amazing and I relate to it sooooo much. Thank you for sharing this and it has motivated me to step outside of my comfort zone, I am very tired of trying to fit in and please everyone else!

[@youngkings6963]

I haven't cried in years until now. From the bottom of my soul that you have just touched and healed in a way I will definitely never forget. I thank you.

[@skypanther1]

Thank you Nat...you are most wise and eloquent!! :}

[@82vernika]

Can't stop the tears from falling watching this. So thankful I'm not alone in this. My astrological life path is 11 and sign is a Leo and man I needed to hear this.

[@Hahahacockatoo]

I am so touched by your story telling. Highly resonant. I was raised a pentecostal and when I had my first experience of the veil being lifted my parents called in the leaders to cleanse the house of demons. Thankfully they didn't connect it to me or I would have been the one that was been exorcised! 😂Anyways, it terrified me and instantly shut down my psychic gift! I am 55 now and almost 3 years ago I had an awakening and these gifts have been coming back online. Oh what a wild ride! Btw, I have nothing to do with my still fundamentalist family BUT I FEEL ALIVE and there simply are no words for that🙏🦅💃💫🤍🕊⚡️

[@tangledroots9078]

I desperately needed this...❤️ Thank you.

[@denabrewer4272]

what a gift from universe!!! Nat your gift of coaching with storytelling today has hit the market with this life path#11.

[@DEVAULT.]

I love your Energy Nat. You've uploaded this 6 years ago. This 2021 Great Awakening was far from the scope back then..... My guess is that many of us 11s have gone through what you've beautifully metaphored here, this very year. The more I watch learnings on 11s ( and only started & foumd out about numerology and me being an 11, by pure accident 3 days ago.... ) .... the more I understand myself, and am able to position myself as to what part of this challenging journey is accomplished and behind, and what's left to do. Ironic that I feel I've done all the hard work and went through all the patterns you've explained, before even knowing anything about numerology. My real me started to really surface even more in the last 18 monrhs. As if the blackhats roll out on us triggered my need to be conducting this mission out here. Bullied & almost killed by older brother from birth to 10 years old, I never even thought I would survive. My intuition always guided me towards what I felt to be True. It worked. Many wounds. It took me years to accept this loneliness I've been in for about 15-20 years. As I am ultra social and outrovert. But I have now, in complete harmony. I now understand that I chose this prior to incarnate down here. Hence I feel more alive than ever before. I found the answers. Your teaching helps me confirm my success carrying intuitively this mission of mine, on Earth. But most importantly helps me accepting my reality, and brings me much serenity. Thank you. Sending Love and Light to you.

[@natsnumbers]

This is so beautiful. Thank you.