Nessa Says She Can’t Listen To “Die First”

[@uroojkhurram2977]

She is on the verge of crying

[@ESTEBANGARANG]

Well her best friend overdosed and died like right after die first came out so it makes sense

[@lacey-annmartin7160]

U can hear the pain in her voice during the convo 😕 and the look in her eyes I love u Nessa

[@ashleybish0p]

I really like Zach's interviewing style. He actually listens to his guests and makes it comfortable place for them to talk. He doesn't ask basic, typical questions...it's almost like he's just having deep conversations with a friend. He shows compassion and empathy too, which shows he truly becomes invested in the person[s] he's talking to. I can definitely tell his job is his passion. I don't even remember how I found his channel some time ago but I enjoy watching the content. 😊

[@Hellokitty_lover7]

I know right! I feel like he’s so much nicer than other interviewers🫶

[@sad_dad]

Darkness seems to surround this poor girl. Sending her love and prayers

[@Muffins-nz7bw]

The poor women is broken she needs healing from lots of trauma and she’s definitely in the same circle of the young adults who died of drugs and or doing drugs you know she’s doing them occasionally or daily. Nobody has such dark aura for no reason something is wrong I will pray for her she’s so gorgeous and I feel like she needs a hug

[@VictoriaWhitlock]

“La di die” was the first song I heard by her and it always makes me uncomfortable when she says “I’ll be dead at 27, only nine more years to go.” And now hearing this… Let’s pray.

[@azurexoxo]

hehe shes said before that la di die was a joke.

[@Kyxviro]

I’m be 27 in 9 years so for me that line means the same to I’m be dead before 30 I do know that

[@elizafaria5886]

I thought that was because she has bpd and the statistics of bpd is dying at 27, idk tho

[@alylawhite5496]

Ever heard of the 27 club? That’s the first thing to came to my heard when I heard that line

[@VictoriaWhitlock]

@@alylawhite5496 that’s why I said let’s pray

[@aria2aria2]

i deeply relate to nessa. i lost my brother (same age as me) unexpectedly and it’s like walking with heavy stones in your pockets all the time. dying on the inside was also very relatable. i hope she’s healing because it hurts to lose someone who was young as a young person.

[@viccym]

I first heard the song in an Enhypen TikTok and it hurt because I imagined letting someone I loved go when I knew it would hurt. I’m tempted to say I want to die first, but I want them safe and sound before I ever go home

[@hkatsh]

Which tiktok?

[@viccym]

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[@brooklynbby]

She sounds so sad

[@RobinFletcher-mt1he]

I understand Nessa when she says she can't listen to do 'Die First', its literally how I felt the entire time my grandpa was dying. It was either he was in coma with tubes going down his throat, or he be put into hospice, its been 3 fucking years. And just now are the other emotions and stages of greif hitting me. I've just been stuck at acceptance since I learned of his passing one month after I moved away from him.

[@lilibp576]

I love this song❤ .what a beautiful song and the reality at the same thing

[@offensivelyy]

i feel so bad for her 🤍

[@AlmondGlue]

Dont

[@Tori12445]

​@@AlmondGluewhy?

[@Epicoffeeee]

​@@AlmondGlue we can if we want, now stfu.

[@Sir_Rat6225]

@@Tori12445look up what shes done

[@DragonPuppetQuadrobist]

​@@AlmondGlue why

[@Caysay_rbx]

🥹💕She’s beautiful…💕🥹

[@beachyxxcharli]

die first this song was so sad because it was coopers favorite:( i can relate to madhouse a little bit😢

[@blahblah-jp4be]

Love you girl!

[@mariahsheppard-oz8qt]

I’m sorry nessa we love you tho!! I feel so bad for her

[@Ajdjluv]

She looks like she’s going to cry 😢

[@KBeth35]

Life and death are in the power of the tongue and those who love it shall eat its fruit.

[@ShabirBhat-fc2dh]

This is for my cat Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies i hope i die first cause i don't wanna live without you i don't wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse losing you now or later Love you coco 💝 ❤

[@Isabella.Iturralde]

Her loosing cooper really changed her.

[@cannonb873]

brb gotta listen to that edit: now obsessed w madhouse

[@SashaWillow-fn2od]

Purple rose is all I toke ♡

[@TheOfficialYA]

Aww Nessa 😢❤️👊🏾💯

[@SummerLovesGlitter]

die first makes me sob fr

[@Numidiadz31]

So sad

[@Fkwtuherd]

Toxic idea to think she manifested someone’s death- it was just a song

[@ivymartinez5814]

To ask her is toxic but not so much from her end. I think many people would find a way to put some blame on themselves while grieving.

[@richardnorton3511]

young ppl, growing with themselves

[@Seashəlls]

Why are most comments mean. Just scroll mates!

[@Slasher-xt6qb1]

I can’t listen to the song by first without falling my eyes out because I want to die before my family, friends, and pets

[@raelynknights3400]

🥺

[@Nadia7_13]

Have I missed something? What’s wrong with the song ‘die first’

[@IcyEE115]

❤❤❤❤😢

[@soupwater220]

backstory please?

[@millie_joy]

her best friend died from a fentenayl poisoning

[@PleaseForgiveYourself]

Literally have no idea whats going on here, im glad idk too...lol.

[@mychannel8809]

Why can’t she leave?

[@Justdatcat]

Have you listened to the song?

[@mychannel8809]

@@Justdatcat yes.. she says she wants to leave but it doesn’t work that way.. but what doesn’t work that way? Why can’t she leave?

[@brooklynbby]

Yeah idk why either

[@reagsonfilm]

@@mychannel8809 it’s hard to be a musician outside of LA when that’s where most resources & connections are

[@ashleybish0p]

This is just a guess, but she probably signed a deal with a music company & they're based in CA. She's from there too, right? Maybe a mixture of music and family?

[@SpeedBump22]

What happened?

[@swatigohil2917]

Why are you doing this 😢❤

[@balenciaugust6342]

Zach just gives me predator vibes. Every time you feel that way it’s important to acknowledge it, he has such a creepy look about him and I feel he’s going to be exposed for being a weirdo soon

[@AshleyQuero-e6i]

Why can’t she listen to it?

[@likafleming]

Because this song about her close friend who died..

[@AshleyQuero-e6i]

😢

[@oogaboogass]

What has she done to her face....oof

[@FoundSheep-AN]

I heard that song through speakers in a store and I rapidly exit the store It was creepy and bad vibes

[@gracehernandez328]

yes, the devil listens…

[@cantswim222]

Write some happy songs then

[@cantswim222]

@Lunali thanks for your condescending sarcasm. Everything in life is perspective. You find what you’re looking for.

[@cantswim222]

@@aoifesmith8691 you don’t know anything about me so that’s a very bold assumption. Believing you are a helpless victim to depression vs believing you can fix and work towards happiness and fulfilment is the fundamental difference in moving away from depression

[@Spynina1233]

Well die first is about copper

[@Daniel-oj4zx]

ratio

[@cantswim222]

@@aoifesmith8691 My point isn’t that depression isn’t a real thing or that people don’t suffer from it at all. My point is that having the mindset that you are a helpless victim to depression is the problem, if you adopt the mindset that you are someone who overcame depression or is overcoming depression you are empowered. How we internally self identify directly alters our experience. Victim mentality allows you to not take responsibility for your actions. Everyone has something they could do to improve their life as nobody is perfect, and the progression along the path of self improvement brings the feelings of fulfilment and happiness.

[@valescarlett21]

i thought she said diapers lol

[@riripurple]

But she made the song that makes no sense

[@MY_FRIEND_SARAVANA_KUMAR]

It's a sence It's a emotion in words ❤️💗💜

[@Official_MrSkull]

I cried when I herd it

[@weird_idiot688]

Why is her mouth so big

[@fknqueen]

what minute is this?

[@zoid3515]

I can’t listen to it either. Because it sucks

[@pxrsis]

Well, 12,347,990 people disagree with you 😂

[@zoid3515]

@@pxrsis That's actually not true I don't know why you would think that, I assume you are using the amount of views it has on youtube or spotify, and people can listen to a song and hate it. Also I'm sure more than 12 million people would hate it soyeah

[@pxrsis]

@@zoid3515 then explain ALL the edits made with it, if you hate you hate it

[@zoid3515]

@@pxrsis What do you mean explain the edits, what a weird and stupid thing to say. It's generic pop music that sounds exactly the same as maddison beer or dove camerons music. They make the most generic music possible so it's more approachable to a wider audience. No one loves that kind of music, there's just lots of people who don't mind it.

[@pxrsis]

@@zoid3515 if you don't like the music, then ok, just don't call it stupid and all, because there's people out there who do like it, and they have a different taste of music than you do, if you hate it, you hate it, that doesn't mean that the whole world hates it

[@yourjustaslug5044]

The fact that she had the heart to sing that song today was incredible

[@min6969]

I think people with BPD are really good manifesters because of the strong emotions that they feel change the frequencies around them

[@The_Media_Mind]

This actually made my day as someone with BPD

[@Milkofthefairy]

Nessa always talks about death in her songs I don't know why!

[@alea4921]

What happened??

[@Nuna._.115]

Her friend died and im pretty sure she wrote that song for him

[@makeshiftairplanes]

Nessa 😢