Nessa Barrett - dying on the inside (official lyric video)

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Lyrics:
You should take it as a compliment
If I were you, I would be more confident
You're lucky that you're pretty
Why are you obsessed with your appearance
I don't wanna hear it, you're fine
It's been my best kept secret for a while now
No one ever sees it but it's all around
Its the dinner conversation no one talks about
Don't know how much longer I can keep this down
Beauty is a knife, I've been holding by the blade
Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie
Honestly it's eating me alive
They're all like did you change your hair?
Did you lose a bit of weight?
You should keep it up cause it really looks great
I hate that I
Always look my best
When I'm dying on the inside
When I'm dying on the inside
I wish I could break the mirror
That makes me feel like I should fucking disappear
And drown my demons in a bathtub filled with tears
No matter what I try they always seem to come back to life
What if I didn't do this to my body?
What if I quit and then you don't want me
The dinner conversation no one talks about
Don't know how much longer I can keep this down
Beauty is a knife, I've been holding by the blade
Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie
Honestly it's eating me alive
They're all like did you change your hair?
Did you lose a little weight?
You should keep it up cause it really looks great
I hate that I
Always look my best
When I'm dying on the inside
When I'm dying on the inside
When I'm dying on the inside
You should take it as a compliment
If I were you I'd me more confident
You're lucky your pretty
Why are you obsessed?
With your appearance
I don't wanna hear it, You're fine
Beauty is a knife, I've been holding by the blade
Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie
Honestly it's eating me alive
They're all like did you change your hair?
Did you lose a little weight?
You should keep it up cause it really looks great
I hate that I
Always look my best
When I'm dying on the inside
When I'm dying on the inside
#nessa #nessabarrett #dyingontheinside

[@emilyrodriguez8348]

"i hate that i always look my best when im dying on the inside" bro this song really hit omg nessa your so talented you deserve the best babe, love you 💜

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️

[@mqgicvl]

@@aprilbyyy1705 ily

[@bernardzioko1140]

@@aprilbyyy1705 lol,go to satan church.Satan is a better god

[@SalemsForgottenWitch]

@@aprilbyyy1705 no

[@SalemsForgottenWitch]

@@mqgicvl lmao ur username

[@stillboredinquarantine7469]

i love this song the lyrics are so deep

[@lyna4769]

👍🏻🙏🏻💛💛

[@lyna4769]

Liked your username. ✨ 🌟

[@lyna4769]

The icon too

[@noahgreen6292]

Same

[@stillboredinquarantine7469]

@@lyna4769 thank youu 🤗🤗 ikr i love her

[@KaitlynTheOreo]

I relate heavily with the ED and self hatred. To anyone who suffers you aren’t alone. Guys too especially. It happens to anyone, it’s not just girls who suffer. It’s a journey to recovery but it can and will happen.

[@user-bj7kt7rl7p]

Your are so right I don’t suffer with ED but self hatred yes. And I feel like society needs to remember that men have feelings too. #Stop toxic Masculinity

[@axwns]

@@user-bj7kt7rl7p agreed man, well said

[@no_one7145]

THIS

[@cloudmo]

thank you sm for saying “ guys too” talking to family ab my ed turns into a sexism thing where they say i need to grow up bc im not a girl to care how i look.

[@TaliaDragonshine]

I do have self hatred. I hate everything about me.

[@pickles224]

No other song has more accurately described the seriousness of eating disorders better than this. Well done.

[@alkakohli8968]

Actually Victoria's secret by Jax is equally relatable to this

[@C.C_Afton.]

And orange juice ​@@alkakohli8968

[@TilinasoEmoKawaii]

orange juice by melanie martinez is also one of the songs that describes eating disorders this good

[@xPearlz]

​@TilinasoEmoKawaii YES!! I LOVED ORANGE JUICE WHEN I STARTED DEVELOPING AN ED! But now it is kinda triggering and I hate that :(

[@BreeyanaMitchell]

​@@alkakohli8968actually 🤓👆 (all jokes)

[@livslifestylexo2155]

The Lyrics are so deep and conect to a lot of people in so many ways. the one verse that get's me and conect to me SO WELL is ' what is I didn't do this to my body' Dam that line hits hard

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal

[@jollyrancher2181]

No literally, that line alone makes me wanna cry because of how well I relate to it, also including the next line "what if I quit and then you don't want me" just hits so hard

[@rae-rae8005]

@@aprilbyyy1705bro 😑

[@visakanv]

i'm a 32 year old dude but i just wanna say this song is so powerful and underappreciated, honestly it is actual art, an excellent representation of the times and culture. excellent work nessa and congrats to everyone here on having great taste

[@no_one7145]

imma dude too and it really is

[@Winter_7506]

Ty! Everyone keeps telling the boys and guys that they cant listen to this bc its a song about girls insecurities..but i myself as a girl dont care because everyone has the right to listen to whatever they damn well want. This song is a masterpiece for the books, and nessa did a amazing job making it.

[@music.is.my.therapy3]

How am I just now finding this song?!?! As someone who has struggled with 2 types of ED’s and body dysmorphic disorder for the last 9 years this song makes me and my struggles feel heard, thank you nessa ❤

[@lamebear3534]

you're a lyrical genius. I love u nessa. your music is such a comfort🖤

[@idkwhatimdoing306]

hey i'm leaving this here so if you forgot about this song you get reminded

[@stepmomsunny]

I've never had Ed problems but to those who do I love you and am so proud of you if your recovering, even to those who have JUST started on their recovery, you matter and the way you look is not an issue.

[@iamdidiofficial]

Nessa I’m so proud of you, keep doing your amazing thing. Love you 💕

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal

[@Grace-ul7wr]

@@aprilbyyy1705 don’t force ur religion onto others

[@user-cs2go8lx3o]

@@Grace-ul7wr exactly. He’s on every comment

[@TaliaDragonshine]

@@Grace-ul7wr IKR

[@BritannyDelgado]

Amo tanto esta musica 🖤

[@ana-mb7qu]

tbmmm 😩😩

[@argyrwpanag7224]

Nessa voice is so awesome and angelic 🤍

[@limelight7425]

Bro. This girls gonna go so far and beyond. I’m SOO incredibly proud of you Nessa♡︎

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal

[@casperjace9127]

This had me flashback to some serious past and present troubles with my ED and never realized how far back it stems... Im 20 now and i really started to develop it at around 10 when my dad died. If i could describe how its been the past decade, this song sums it up. The comments, the pain, the paranoia, the grief, everything.

[@user-it1se9wv7o]

“And drown my demons in a tub filled with tears” bruh that hits I love you so much Nessa this is a bop and I’m proud of you! Your beautiful❤️❤️

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal

[@halieandjimmy1183]

the bible says not to push religion onto people. so maybe read it before you start pushing other people to read it. just my thought as a atheist.

[@halieandjimmy1183]

@@aprilbyyy1705 1 Peter 5:1-3 So I exhort the elders among you, as a fellow elder and a witness of the sufferings of Christ, as well as a partaker in the glory that is going to be revealed: shepherd the flock of God that is among you, exercising oversight, not under compulsion, but willingly, as God would have you; not for shameful gain, but eagerly; not domineering over those in your charge, but being examples to the flock. (proof it says not to push your religion onto people)

[@i.have.food.]

this song hits so hard, and the fact its so relatable-...

[@vaaande]

you are a great example to follow love!! We love you all your fans and we will always support you

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life For Our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal

[@VinVin_31]

@@aprilbyyy1705 Nobody gives a shit.

[@just.desyy.]

“Swallowing my pride so I won’t eat anything”

[@FreakyCharlie]

Keep it up Nessa. Deep & meaningful We NEED more artists like you in the future, talented, beautiful and meaningful.

[@davy126126]

This means a lot to me. You may not notice but people hide problems really well. There’s always something wrong. This song connects to everyone. It’s so deep , especially “ I hate that I always look so great, when I’m dying on the inside”. There’s another meaning

[@qualifiedxiaosimp]

I have a binge ED with parents who constantly criticize my weight and looks and this hits a little too hard, this song is my comfort song 💖

[@iamjames5554]

It’s crazy how much time and effort you put into these videos. Huge respect. Keep up the good work

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal

[@Fallenangelbabe579]

So proud of you nessa

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal

[@GroggyFive59180]

I hope everyone here is doing okay these days. Please be safe and know that people care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. If you are feeling troubled, maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. Take care.

[@Shaylahx02]

I’m going to get “ I always look my best when I’m dying on the inside !! “ it’s just so real and personal , nessa I really appreciate you and ur music please never stop doing you 🥺🥺🥺🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@lensleyeaton4418]

“did you lose a little weight?” when will people learn to not comment on others bodies- it fuels eating disorders. “you should keep it up cuz you really look great”

[@katalinacagua9308]

I'M SO PROUD OF YOU NESSA

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal

[@TaliaDragonshine]

@@aprilbyyy1705 Bro stop it. Stop push religion onto ppl, it's serious

[@itsdelff]

I LOVE YOUR MUSIC, MY BABY, YOU ARE SHINING

[@larap1750]

The best song I’ve ever heard in my entire life.

[@jaywero638]

i'm so depressed i listened to this song for over two hours straight. good song.

[@jaywero638]

apparently my friend is a great therapist, still listening to it though

[@user-tz3zy3bu4x]

I honestly believe Nessa is incapable of making a bad song

[@BloodySkyWars]

same

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven!! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal

[@Taraborder]

Love that your spreading the gospel!! God loves you too💗

[@oniisom2128]

This is really good all of Nessas music is so deep and relatable 🖤

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️

[@PROD5VE]

Nessa Barrett is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for her one day.

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️✝️

[@tashadevine687]

This is such a jam And the lyricssss.. it’s so deep and sad. Tho I’ve never been through something like this or anything similar.. I can still feel it through the lyrics of this song... if that makes sense I’ll be playing this whenever I get a mental breakdown

[@h1saii]

This song is amazing!

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️

[@dmwnuke._re]

I love this bc the ED really describes and relates to me...this song is my new fav now.

[@emariegoat]

i LOVE all of ur music Nessa! but this one is my FAVORITE !! this is on repeat for me

[@_dimish_]

this song was playing on radio today... i immediately fell in love with it

[@pauldiamond3253]

I have to say, the lyrics are so insightful. And I'm usually not the kind of person who likes music from a young girl. But, this is really good.

[@Sky-zf8em]

Never thought Nessa would make a song about this. It hits home, such a good song

[@abilvsari]

So proud of you Nessa, I love you

[@arlettafarah]

janessa you are incredible you’re going to more places with your talent

[@rachelgellar5553]

Not the Janesa 😭

[@blunt3677]

@@rachelgellar5553 ikrrrr

[@user-op4kj9fe2t]

@@rachelgellar5553 it’s her full name..

[@rachelgellar5553]

@@user-op4kj9fe2tI know that but it's just that she don’t like that name lmao

[@user-op4kj9fe2t]

@@rachelgellar5553 oh I wasn’t aware of that I apologize .

[@vadyamystica4626]

vc não tem uma música ruim, todas são ótimas 💗

[@imnotdrunkbutimdazed]

This song is the most relatable song I have ever heard 💛

[@tainamelo940]

Nessa vc sempre arrasou

[@honestlykara366]

Absolutely love this song, so so proud of you Nessa

[@jollyrancher2181]

I love this song so much because its so relatable to so many people, including me, and the lyeics hit so hard especially when youve felt them on such a deep level

[@Mad_Movieseditz]

Finally a song i can atleast partially relate to 😢❤

[@maa.gobettixzz]

perfeitaa

[@anaceciliapinheiro2939]

you deserve all TE AMO LINDA

[@oliviareagan7242]

I love this song!

[@marycastilho4256]

LINDA AMOR

[@Satou914]

im a boy but i can still relate to this😢❤❤

[@cardenaschuechamadhisolcri9250]

Nessa? Nessa es y hace ARTE🖤

[@vitoriavh28]

Nessa,suas músicas são perfeitassss te amo

[@itsdelff]

TE AMO MI NENAAAA

[@janesa.4ngel]

i’m honestly in love w this song

[@jhern8236]

Personally this song is so relatable I love it so much keep doin what ur doing nessa ur great💖✌️

[@monserratmichell1347]

I love love your music, it's an example to follow my safe place 💗💐

[@lexxi2890]

I love you so much

[@stlwithu.]

I love this song I can't stop listening to it. You make art babe 💕💕

[@joaoribeiroflor4585]

I LOVE this song

[@fufulam529]

Everyone is pretty no matter what so forget the demons ❤❤❤

[@nathalynicolleguerrerovice2817]

Nessa i'm so proud of you, i love this song

[@itsdelff]

I LOVE YOUUUUU

[@kadrijedardeshi2962]

This is a song for me,all your songs are perfect,and your voice to💞

[@mariaezerckayaa7143]

I love this song so much 😭💞

[@dafhneleon4397]

I’m truly obsessed with this song

[@juribeiromartins7227]

so proud of you ness💘💘

[@alisson1366]

It's amazing how far he's come

[@mayzeighhaak5691]

Omg literally this song is the vibe I literally can’t stop listening to it u did so grate nessa love ya lots ❤️💜

[@EminaTerzic-uh6md]

This song>> one of my FAV songs 💕

[@ohmpatiparnchannel1159]

This song is such a bop and the lyrics video is so good nessa love ya sm u are my top 10 singers that make MV and lyrics so so good omg literally so proud of u😭🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@nicolehanna8155]

OMGGG LOVEEEE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭♥️♥️♥️

[@Dasharu999]

so proud of you Nessa,u are so talented 🤍

[@nessascry4398]

Love this song

[@sergio8153]

This songs is so pretty

[@wrymxq]

your music is great❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@93ange82]

this song is my life

[@r4wkt748]

I love your songs Nessa

[@kathi5885]

this song is amazing🖤there is so much truth in these lyrics

[@sarahatamishahmir7137]

It's exciting

[@katalinacagua9308]

THIS SONG IS THE BEST NESSA'S SONGS

[@anaceciliapinheiro2939]

this song is so good, you are so talented janessa, ily so much ❤

[@itsyouaddisonraeaddisonrae7836]

So proud of u my bby

[@itsdelff]

I LOVE YOU YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL

[@Hehetemoth]

Discoverered this song just now. Its beautiful and the meaning its really sad.

[@camilasoto5148]

I love

[@elizabethmarie491]

i relate to this so much thank you nessa 💓

[@Daniela-xu7xk]

i love u

[@user-iq5xd1cy4q]

Ness, and this song came out

[@bella6415]

Love you nessa💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[@ShaelynAvalon]

I relate to this song so hard, thank you for this 🤍

[@skylacooper]

I love this song

[@clarasimon-nicolet1623]

YES NESSA

[@saaraai._]

this song is so amazing nessa so proud of you love 🤍🤍🤍

[@kanghanna7095]

Plsss you gonna make me cry

[@wayclud.]

LORD THIS IS THE BEST SONG AS IS THE PERFORMER

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life For Our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal

[@wayclud.]

@@aprilbyyy1705 sorry, what is it for?

[@katalinacagua9308]

OMGG I LOVE THIS SONG

[@gina-fe1ul]

loveeee u ness