8 REASONS I BECAME WHO I AM (these are true stories)

Hello, my name is Nevada, I have insecurities and I do not hide it. BUT, where did they come from, because of whom did they appear? Today you will see 8 episodes from my life. All of them are absolutely real and I went through it. I feel your support and I am ready to share them with you. carefully, what you see brings tears...
My social media:
inst - / nevaaadaa
tiktok - vm.tiktok.com/ZMLCfe58a/
snap - / z1wgdo1u

[@nevaaada]

do not be afraid to tell the world about your experience, you are strong, I believe in you

[@abbie_jumper4945]

Thank you do much❤❤

[@abbie_jumper4945]

@rosé 🤍🌼 oops

[@Jiwin-R]

Very scary nevadaaa 😱🖤🖤

[@Shrek.ss23]

Salut Nevada t’es la plus belle et forte

[@muqaddusayaz268]

U motivate me Nevada and inspire me to follow and do what I love and not care about what others will think I'm very thank full to u for that Nevada I love you

[@Its.LittleBear]

I love how you expresses your past experiences in this video. We get to learn about who you are as a person and how you overcome your tragic past.

[@yesicar8469]

Wow 😊

[@user-je3wn1tl7q]

Ти найкраща я тобі вірю

[@AbbyBolt_10]

The last bit with Asher made my heart melt. Nevada you are so strong tysm for being you and sharing 💕

[@yashanasugrim7915]

same omg

[@Charlie05B7S]

It’s so sad that Nevada had such a tragic past but it’s so amazing to see her overcome it

[@_euphoria.]

I'm so glad that you are who are you now. You are a brave person. I cried listening to your past... Also, I'm very happy that you can have freedom! Your style, dances, personalities and more are amazing! Nevada, thank you for telling me not to give up! ❤

[@AnnaTran-yu1wi]

I loved the whole video because I need this. I hate myself. And I almost ended my life. But after seeing this I feel much better. And tell me way her and Asher together is my favorite part.

[@Softiesplushies]

You are honestly one of my favourite creators. I love who you are. You are amazing. Thank you for being brave enough to share parts of your life with us

[@thatfunnygrlmicah3896]

Omg same and the way you put that in words couldn’t have said it better myself

[@user-vv5mm2vw5g]

😮😮😮😮😢😢🫰

[@marmy7278]

You are the bravest girl that I've seen because you talk about your problems and past , even though most of the people can't do it , on the other hand you love yourself proud of u girl❤

[@qinvongacha]

You are very brave Nevada and honestly I’ve always wished the best for you. I don’t know why you’ve had such a horrible past but just know that we’re always here for you

[@Cynthia-hx5ew]

Girl I can relate to some of this for real, thank you for sharing your story with us. Lets stay strong 🤍

[@faststlviewer2579]

Nevada I'm very sorry this happened to you. You are strong. Just listen not only Nevada whatever you do people will always criticize you so do what makes you happy. Nevada we are here for you❤

[@k-popstan-jt8wx]

I'm so scared to share any of my insecurities like my weight or if i was good enough but watching this video helped me feel better about myself . We are your fans, we'll support you through the rest of the chapters in your life and help you when times are hard :0

[@amitapanda2151]

You are very brave Nevada and honestly I’ve always wished the best for you

[@anarodrigues9388]

I love you Nevada You are my inspiration, I often feel like you and there is nothing worse than being alone. I'm sad that so much has happened to you, but we always have to think positively. I feel sad that I haven't been with you since the beginning, but yes I've been following you for more than 2 and a half years and yes you are my inspiration and I am your #1 fan. Thank you for being who you are and for showing me that not everything we ourselves are is bad. I LOVE YOU

[@lauramuenkle0405]

This video is incredible ❤ you have experienced so much in your life and you never give up. You are such a strong and kind person. Ly❤❤❤

[@user-in1dt6ds2l]

I really cried because your story is very very close to mine. I love you, Nika! ❤❤❤

[@ninjatarnung3726]

Don't cry nevada we all Love you because WE are your Community and YOU are kind

[@amandaarnold1903]

Its ok nika we all appreciate you have gone thus far don't give up

[@user-zj1cy3zi3n]

I’m sorry that u have to be reminded of these dark moments and I feel u I had horrible moments as a kid and I didn’t think it would traumatize me 17 years later but here I am and I’m proud that u escaped some of these problems

[@poppyaddis9960]

This made me cry Nika, you are a wonderful and beautiful person who should not have had to go through that and you did a big change moving to a different country but it was what was best for you. I have been through trauma but in a different way and I always look up to you cause you inspire me. Your such a brave beautiful and kind person, never doubt yourself and look forward to your future adventures

[@soooooooyaaaa_blink123]

I really like her,she is really brave to talk about these stuff by not hesitating to do

[@zahavedengoldman]

Thank you sm Nevada how u were able to share ur story with us! when u said u always expect the worst of ppl i do too,idk why but this video helped me alot

[@teresaAmarillas-ud3ep]

Wow neveda…you went through so much im so sorry that you had to experience that:( everything will be okay love ya -big fan❤️

[@avilin5265]

I feel you I have been through things like you. You inspire me.

[@unarandom4884]

I’m so proud of u nika

[@susanpeters1879]

Im so glad to see you met simeone who finally understands and you can trust asher seems understanding and very sweet not to speak of he is also very chill and fun

[@LwaziMadonsela-eo8ox]

Love how you share your experiences

[@_.ksu.__.sha._]

Безумно интересно наблюдать за тобой и твоим развитием, до слез прониклась этим видео. Вдохновляешь меня уже на протяжении нескольких лет, безумно выросла, смотрю тебя года с 2020 точно, невероятно интересная история💗

[@SlayingElla]

❤

[@pegamentodebarra]

I have cried a lot with this video, I am going through all these things at the same time and most of them I don't say it, I find it incredible that you had the strength to do it, you are my role model Nevada ❤❤ (si hay algo mal escrito es porq no tengo un nivel alto en inglés)

[@Matthew_KNGP1N]

this made me tear up 🥺 cuz I been in the same situation with trying to help someone who did drugs and then a bad relationship with my ex gf who lied and cheated so much after that I didnt trust or believe anyone not even my close friends I'm not the same but everyday I'm fixing myself mentally and emotionally I finally moved & living on my own I'm happy 😊

[@nezukofuller2111]

Same 🥺

[@Rebecca-lp2uv]

Same

[@jOy-jr9dc]

Same

[@ilovebeingachair]

This made me cry and Happy at the same time. Happy that ur safe now and that ur doing great. Sad cuz of your past.

[@californista]

у меня мурашки, ты очень крутая 😭🥺💖

[@Nika56989]

Жаль что она на русском языке не снимает видео😭😭😭

[@californista]

@@Nika56989 понимаю;( тем не менее я за нее оч рада! плюс от таких видео легче учить английский, я в 5 классе мечтала уметь смотреть видео на американском ютубе, теперь делаю это легко

[@Nika56989]

@@californista а я не знаю английский потому что я всегда учила немецкий до 3 класса а потом перешла в другую школу и теперь я учу английский но учитель постоянно унижает и говорит что мне пора в первый класс хотя я щас тоже в 5

[@californista]

@@Nika56989 не слушай учительницу!! она говорит фигню

[@Nika56989]

@@californista он"

[@thegoodtimes1035]

U did not deserve any of that! U deserved so much more such as a safe and happy life, I'm truly sorry u had to go through all of that😔I'm glad that you are now safe and happy and you are in a safe, loving relationship, thnk u for sharing ❤️ I hope one day I will become a good PTSD therapist so I can help people with situations likes this ❤️

[@celinehosinlaymoe9567]

Don’t be scared Nevada,you can talk and make a lots of friends!❤

[@suzblastblackstones901]

You're so me. Fr. Like but still try to overcome your fears and move on girl. I know past is hard to accept but we must overcome the pain otherwise it won't let us move forward 💯

[@luvsnam]

Nevada, you should be proud of yourself how you are. Don’t always overthink, whenever I overthink about things it always happens. You can do amazing things, trust in yourself. I love the way you have faith in all your heart, if you keep this up you can have a great life like me😅❤❤ god bless you

[@tatleenkaur4998]

Sister i can too relate to the anxiety and social phobia ... Its very difficult to share i was really tearful Love from India 😢😢😞❤

[@user-ne7qc5yq4g]

i have the same things

[@adinadahlin5110]

NEVADA ITS OK WE ARE HERE FOR YOU❤❤ YOU ARE A STRONG GIRL YOU ARE PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE AND WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MORE FANS WILL LOVE YOU AND WE LOVE YOU DANCING KEEP DOING DANCES❤❤ WE LOVE YOU

[@user-kc4xn8bt2z]

I'm sorry about all of the bad things that happened too you look at you now you took all of the steps to get better and you are a strong and beautiful young lady and i just love you so much and i cherish you are like one of my favorite people to watch when i'm having a bad day. you go girl and don't ever stop you are just so talented.

[@user-xm9qo5fx3p]

youre so brave for sharing this, that what I love about you. kolunya done a stupid decision with what he done, you’re honestly such a sweet and a funny and many other things you could say that are good about you. I haven’t met you in real life but you give such good vibes. you have friends and fans that love you and admire you 🫶.

[@Maddie5.4]

Your stories are so inspiring!

[@anaannafffkrkrr]

Мне нравится Невада ❤❤

[@mysq.f]

Такое офигенное видио.. Качество съёмки, эмоции, очень передали атмосферу❤

[@jesu15825]

i so sorry that happen to you , and hey im 9 years old and i am a huge fan of you. keep doing what you love. were here for you nika

[@user-dp7xx4cn3i]

I agree with her pls support her she probably had a rough life ❤ don't forget life is slow ❤

[@dimitrafron279]

*remember to do things which make you happy when you feel sad,it always makes me feeling better!*

[@mananakhubashvili6544]

I'm so sorry about that. It really made me feel better🥺

[@user-zi7bz4is7m]

you are so honest, u are one of my favorite. thanks for sharing how your life was.u are BRAVE

[@Dory_mm2]

Nevada you should always speak out and tell everyone about your situation and enjoy what you do the most and never let anyone scare you or make you feel uncomfortable

[@badbarbara]

ГЕНИАЛЬНО

[@Amia_____423]

I love u badbarbie

[@Mayspets6582]

U are awesome badbarbie

[@user-wu1ig7dp9b]

Согласен

[@glowup_diva]

I love u badbadbara😭♥️

[@user-zp3dh1mp2j]

Hi😊😊

[@natashawondel8577]

You are so strong to share this With us

[@BestiesWithEvelyn]

I am so gad that you shared this public you are very brave!

[@Wurm2001]

This story is so sad. But you've made it through those dark times. You can be proud of yourself🎉

[@Lillian-dw3vp]

OMG Nevada thank you for being honest I’m sorry that happened to you😢

[@usamljena.a]

You are a very good and emotional person. I love you so much❤️✨

[@Gouri_2234]

Nevada ur so brave to express yourself like this on KZbin. Remember we will all be there for you ❤❤❤ also is it just me who's screaming bc Asher was with Nevada at the end

[@user-es4bx6dw8i]

Nevada You’re Brave Girl that I’ve Seen You Need To Believe Yourself You Are So Strong My Girl we Are with U Always Don’t Worry You’re Not Alone..

[@myalanferman307]

Hey Nika I love your videos and I will always love and support you with everything that you do love❤❤❤❤

[@xdestroyer2496]

Bro said “nika”

[@Happiiixsoph472]

Lol

[@Tunisiagirl]

Don’t worry Nevada we with you🙂💙

[@kristinbasson1382]

Are you okay Nevada? It is never a bad thing to be you. If ppl don't like you being you its there loss cause you are an amazing and most gorgeous girl. Just remember that God made you and that God loves you and God loves you because your you and no one else

[@NastiushapinkDashingDriver]

wow this is amazing! You are so great! You are so strong, thank you for your openness! We appreciate you very much ❤❤❤

[@moonlight_548]

I love you Nevada ❤❤❤ you are so beautiful and amazing!!🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

[@sseliaam4278]

Зная сколько ты прошла, и только узнав из блога, могу сказать что ты огромная молодец что не сдалась и продолжила бороться за себя и своё будущее, потому что у меня слегка похожая ситуация из того что я знаю и я понимаю что мне есть на кого ровняться..

[@Thatstrue66]

Is she a guy?

[@esmerrzazade9943]

Кстати она рассталась с парнем?

[@Thatstrue66]

@@esmerrzazade9943 sorry i dont understand What you say

[@ItsMaggieLuvs]

Ahhhh! Asher is so nice to you! It made my heart melt!

[@valeriamejia8055]

That make no sense getting kicked out of school just like that and then you made it so far you did it we will always be here for you❤❤❤❤

[@chicaloca175]

always you can be your self ❤❤

[@mariaortega3622]

Nevada we all love you ❤️ we are here for you😖❤️

[@harshita3986]

We love u Nika we all are here for you ❤

[@sheosangsherpa7441]

Same girlll i have the same issue same insecurities I don’t know how to communicate with people i had bad past so I don’t really trust anyone and I always overthink hope I could be better version of myself and improve myself too just like u did love you nevada❤

[@Christmas_channel_]

וואו נוודה אני כל כך מצטערת לשמוע מה עברת ואני חושבת שאת מדהימה על זה שלט ויתרת למרות כל הקשיים את באמת אמיצה וגיבורה צריך הרבה מאוד אומץ ותושיה בשביל לברוח מהבית ולעבור פוביה חברתית אני בתור מישהי בגיל 11 שעוברת חרדה וזה לא קל! אני עדיין לא חושבת שיש לך חוזק וחוסן פנימי שלאף אחד אין את גיבורה מדהימה בבקשה תעני לי🙏🙏🙏🙏🥺🥺🥺🥺

[@naishahd6418]

How did she manage Kolunya to film that part?I'm confused. Did they break up?

[@Cherrixes]

Which part?

[@naishahd6418]

​@@Cherrixes 7:28

[@Cherrixes]

Thx, and I think maybe he doesn't want to be in videos like a bit in social media break. Or maybe they are keeping a little distance from each other. Or he's just busy I don't think they getting a divorce tho

[@shorokelghandoor]

I hope they didn't break up because they really were great together, and I think they both greet each other very much.😭

[@Kookie853]

The broke up

[@Mutatedcorpse]

i relate to you with the social phobia and anxiety. I mean i barely leave my house and find it hard to talk to family members, let alone friends or strangers.

[@_whyyoumad_]

It's such an amazing movie about your life and experience. I started crying. It reminded me of something, I don't know what. Thanks for the movie, Nevada❤

[@elladaigle7552]

This is so inspiring❤️

[@MimiHansen]

omg i just wached to the end and mi friend is with me and she said that she knwos how that feels and i wanna say that i wanted to run away when i was 10 yrs old but i felt too young and i rlly now i am 19 and i have a better life with mi bf and i met more friends i am singing alone and i am dancing and doing jimnasticks and i rlly hope that you have a best life now bye

[@SherineJohnson-mt4nl]

Oh my God I can not believe what you have been through thank u for sharing it really helped ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@cute_mochi4860]

I'm so glad if who you are now You make me realize I can also overcome bad situations

[@UnCLEJEFfRY123]

When you said, “what will school uniforms do with the students performances” I said “Exactly. What will they do?”

[@Miralk.1]

I love your videos and who you are! Your always making me feel better❤

[@Anusha_Sharma961]

Actually I am being really sad nowadays because my life is full of: Anxiety Study pressure Pain Loneliness. But the only thing that keeps me happy is BTS I am really motivated by BTS and you Nevada.

[@nidhisingh9409]

Soo proud of you Nike 🤗🤗

[@_lisa.olol8]

Love you Nevada ❤😊

[@lrkedenseje4790]

this is near 8 reasons how you become so pretty

[@leandro.skibidi]

This made me cry 🥲. I❤ U Nevada!!! Ur strong!!! Never give up❤❤❤

[@yennydominguez278]

Nevada I don’t know who this boy think he is, but he has no right to tell you what to do and you are gorgeous

[@saracaklosova7713]

Really love your videos :) I didn’t get what is the people’s problem how we address things and where our clothes also hate people who do drugs by ruining their life ❤❤

[@severinethiault5148]

❤️❤️❤️ tu es si incroyable

[@yasminroni]

I love you, you are amazing, you are encouraging people not to care about other people's opinions, I love you, Nevada ❤❤❤❤💗💗💎💎💎😚😚

[@veronicaaviles-vj2pk]

Hey im so sorry you had went through this and i want through this too it hard the all the people who went through this is but always believe in yourself always and always be a way out be a strong women and believe yourself ❤

[@camilaxx_]

I really love the way you are Nevada,and I’m very sorry for your past.you are so brave keep it up!,love you

[@DoDo_Bill]

Hello, your video will be too good, I love you and the XO TEAM. ❤❤❤

[@Jana-we7bk]

You are a brave girl Nevada , I hope to be as brave as you one day . ❤

[@OD3CORE.EEEEEE]

I just wanna say, you're not alone... My life is the same as yours like EVERYTHING IS THE SAME ABOUT DANCING THE SCHOOL DRUGS THE STYLE EVERYTHING Just know never be afraid of anything or to start over 😞❤️❤️❤️

[@vairamr500]

This really is how I feel in my life right now I’m 12 and the anxiety part is really relatable

[@chicaloca175]

Love it ❤❤

[@topchoiseung7428]

Ur my role model thank u for those videos which make me feel stronger ..

[@rosiequeen8205]

its okay Nevada you are okay with us fans also hearing what happen at school made me so sad because my mom went though that and i wanted to cry so bad

[@evelinbruni945]

I am italian , i love you🖤

[@mirceaille821]

Sorry but you and kolunya did break up?

[@Not_sydlev]

Yeah they did sadly he cheated

[@kieracole6747]

WE LOVE U NEVADA . Ur so beautiful and strong and ur my idol!!! keep doing what u love and NEVER give up we believe in you🥰💗💗💗💗 💗💗💗💗for Nevada!!

[@mohitashrivastva2052]

i love how ur so open abt this