Never Was - A Chill For The Streets

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When I walk in the streets I feel like I'm lonely. The streets are crowded but I feel the same. I'm walking in a long street that ends at uptown. I want to enjoy the vibe... But the thing is I start to think about different things and I think a lot. It starts with the brand that I'm trying to establish, the challenges that I have and will face. I think about the things that I did in the past, the years that have past and the person that I'm now. Losing trust in many people and letting others to lose their faith in me. I never get angry or sad about these things or the the things that I lost, I see it as part of life.
I think about my parents and being a disappointment in their eyes. Putting their trust in me, providing the things they can so I could be someone but I couldn't. Instead I rebel against their thoughts, decisions and do what I want because I believe this is my life and I have to do what I want, to achieve success by myself. And I know I will be but I'm scared that they won't be there to see it.
Walking through the crowd. Looking at the shops, stores and other things that I've looked at so many times. Something fondles my face... It reminds me of someone. A great person and one of the good aspects of life. Someone who's been supportive since day 1. The thing is I don't want to disappoint that person because I've disappointed a lot of people in the past. That person is one of the reasons I come for a walk and think about the future. The one that brings me back to this world so I can enjoy life.
I'm at the end my little journey and thought about a lot of things but I come to the same conclusion. I don't know if I have let down anyone and if I did I'm sorry but I can't be what I'm not. It's about what I want and what I want to be. I know I never was a good person but it's ok because I never was...
Tracklist:
00:00 • Minerva - Shah
03:30 • Reminiscent - Shah
06:17 • Emiliano Secchi - Collide
10:36 • The Ambientalist - Storm Inside
14:46 • The Ambientalist - When Autumn Comes
18:50 • The Ambientalist- Missing You
22:14 • MARION - Something Tells Me
26:19 • Tehran - Sogand
Photo: Guilherme Stecanella

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داداش همه موزیکات عالیه کارتو ادامه بده مخصوصا دیسکریبشنات

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ممنون 🙏، برای دیسکریبشن ها زمان میزارم تا چیز خوبی از آب در بیان. خوشحالم که از همه بخش ها خوشت اومده و کامنت خوبت بهم انگیزه میده که کار رو محکم تر پیش ببرم ✌️

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​@@rohambahraee keep going✌💯 برات آرزوی موفقیت میکنم داداش

[@rohambahraee]

@@mohamadshekarrizylar9912 مرسی همچنین. اگه دوست داشتید میتونید کانال رو به بقیه هم معرفی کنید. میکس جدید فردا دوباره آپلود میشه ✌️

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Hey guys! Hope you enjoy this new mix. The last song is Persian so I put the lyrics for you so you can enjoy it even more. Autumn has arrived again and the leaves are falling down The cold season again Again and again We have this strange feeling that we're never going to make it Once again your eyelids are saying it Your eyes look so sleepy They're telling stories somewhere else An intense expectation, another mistake I'm sleepless, sleepless, sleepless, sleepless, Tehran I'm awake, awake, awake, awake, my eyes I'm sleepless, sleepless, sleepless, sleepless, Tehran I'm awake, awake, awake, awake, my eyes Don't tell me it's time to say goodbye Don't tell me that's it, the end of the story I just don't want to leave this house I wish I could turn back time so that autumn wouldn't arrive So tell me again that you're gonna stay with me and everything's gonna be alright I wish you could tell me: don't worry, I'll be back soon I just don't know how these nights will end if you're not here You are like the rain and without you the garden will fade someday I'm sleepless, sleepless, sleepless, sleepless, Tehran I'm awake, awake, awake, awake, my eyes I'm sleepless, sleepless, sleepless, sleepless, Tehran I'm awake, awake, awake, awake, my eyes