New car: I need to move on

I really enjoyed having this channel, but a lot of things have happened in the past couple of years. I'm far from being a professional KZbinr. I just wanted to upload random videos of me trying to fix my cars and my wonderful pets. Out of my three dogs, I only have one left and it was very painful to lose the other ones. Having videos of them on this channel did not help whatsoever. After having my Saab get totaled by some irresponsible truck driver, I was never the same. I lost interest in cars and never thought I would lose interest in driving. I really tried hard to make the Subaru work out, but memories of my dogs and not having the passion about cars made it difficult. I wanted to erase this channel so badly but I couldn't, so I changed all the videos to private. I gave up. I was done with his channel. In April 2021, for whatever reason, I ended up getting a Mustang. At that point, I was still very depressed when it came to coming back to this channel. Today, I don't know what it was, but I think that I have finally moved on. I am going to keep this channel, and I have made a second channel that I have already posted some videos. But from the beginning it was not meant to be like this one. I'm just going to focus on Mustangs, and that's it. I have started to add mods to the Mustang and that's my only regret not having those videos for other people to see.