New Chapter // Vlogging with Anxiety ♥

[@ilbelviso]

We are still here for you, Steph! And will always be!

[@christinajoanne8177]

Just wanted to say, you have helped me when I was in my darkest days when I was younger. I remember when I would watch you being positive during my undergraduate days. I dealt with so much anxiety back then....and I remember thinking how positive your quotes were and how I needed to change how I was feeling. During this time I was held back for a couple of months during my senior year in college during nursing school, they wouldn’t let me graduate....and it was very tough on me. I remember just watching your family at times when I’d be most depressed and instantly feeling better. After that hurdle, I started my first job in a small hospital, and I was bullied, and my a lot of my coworkers commented on my weight, said I was dumb and pushed a lot of the harder patients for me to take care of while they just went on their phones and talked. So tough. I was even then demoted from working ICU to a less severe floor telemetry. Many said I just wasn’t good enough. And I fell into depression. I just want to tell you Steph, it gets better. Please hold on longer, you’ll find your passion, you’ll find your path. I was able to move on...I got accepted into a large ICU later on; and I treated so kindly there. I was given employee of the month, I became a preceptor. I just recently also got accepted into a nurse anesthesia program, a doctorate program! It’s an advanced practice nurse, that is allowed to prescribe medications and perform surgies. It has been my dream, I was so close to leaving it all after all those hurdles. and I’m soooo happy. I’ll be honest I have....bad days, but please smile, things will get better. I promise. You have helped and raise the spirits of a lot of ppl! Never forget to take care of yourself too.

[@nyctophilist5263]

Been feeling depressed lately. And as it is a very foreign thing to me, it overwhelmed me. I constantly think this gloomy feeling will never end. But then i read your comment, someone who made it, telling me it does get better. Thankyou so so much.

[@yoshi999z7]

Steph it has been two years since the last time I searched your channel, I just want to say thank you so much for your content, you helped me get through high school and I have very fond memories of coming from school just to relax a bit and watch your videos before going to sleep. I am a bit worried that you haven’t uploaded in 7 months. I wish you all the best

[@mangpopo4000]

i've been wondering how she is right now? i hope steph's alright

[@kristinesharp6286]

She has been posting on Instagram recently.

[@senaxionaria4732]

honestly where is she

[@dreammoonlight6984]

little did Brian know this is the quality content we deserve

[@rossdavis428]

It's okay to talk _"forever"_ with us, Steph; we are here to listen to you, after all~

[@masdan5422]

Yes Indeed, we will always listen.

[@secondhope8465]

Yes, indeed.

[@kkrk7794]

I missed you. I love your realistic and relatable vlogs. They help me alot. Thank you🥰

[@trangnguyen-tj7nb]

omgosh i remember watching you a lot back then !! thank you for coming back, hope you are doing mentally a lot better now . take care

[@rongrant7253]

Thank you Steph you can be quite inspiring at times. Never underestimate the value you add to peoples lives through this vlog. You are here for a reason.

[@sujushideout3741]

Hey Steph! I have always been a silent viewer of yours but I’m commenting for the first time because I want to wish you all the love. I hope you’re doing well and taking care of yourself. A lot of people are rooting for you!

[@kao5789]

Aww that book was nice. Thanks for reading it Steph! It’s nice seeing you and ur family. Your vlogs are relaxing!

[@ayokayo3238]

“This is my therapist” “I didn’t give her a name cuz I was gonna eat her” hahah I love your humor steph

[@Imanes.]

I have been watching your old vlogs non stop these past couple days ( as usual ofc...hahaha), so happy to see you upload again Steph! Also good luck on the next step, we believe in you and everything is gonna be alright.

[@nyororin]

love you steph! this is the everyday steph's japan life i love after all and actually the originally reason i came.

[@hurtadoa1]

I was feeling a little overwhelmed today and sad, but I actually smiled and laughed with your video. I'm glad I found your channel and thank you for sharing something fun.

[@Nada-gc4jb]

Yayy new vlog. Been watching you for 3 yrs now, and seeing updates of u makes me happy❤

[@paimon8]

My heart actually crying from the quotes and i dont even know why

[@peace2941]

This period where you're young and living with your family will end. be happy stay away from things (jobs) that makes you depressed. 🌹 did you try to add meditation in your daily routing and remind yourself all what you're grateful for every day. as for me I think it's important to fee the soul too that's why i'm grateful 5 times a day.

[@safe4547]

Hey Steph, I discovered your channel back in 2015-16 iirc. It was a video with you and sarah. I haven't been updated for a long while but I'm still subscribed. And I'm just glad you're still doing well in life. Keep going. :)

[@GJ-ly1mv]

Steph, just so you'll know. These are the kind of videos that I like to see. You interacting with your family because that's what life's all about. Right? Family.

[@wendyyy5573]

"If ur room is messy, just make the stack look straight" lmaoo😂😂😂😂😂

[@ali75988]

Hey choi.....I miss your vlogs and you too. Your family is so fun to watch.

[@saitoukohaku5940]

Hii glad all is well. Happy to see u vlog again, ur videos makes my day much better!! Stay strong!!

[@sophiax6191]

love you steph !! your videos make me so happy 🥰

[@hae6047]

That book from the beginning is adorable 🥺

[@Jojo-vv9ue]

I've really missed you! I used to absolutely love tuning into your channel every week as I'd always feel so much extra renewed strength after watching them. I remember the last time I watched your videos, Brian had just entered high school. Sadly I had to stop following your vlogs a few years ago as my student days ended and work basically took over my whole life 😢 2020 hasn't been the greatest of years, but one thing I'm thankful for would be all the extra private time I've had for self care. I've been able to slow down to enjoy the present a little more, to reconnect with old friends and to pick up old interests again - such as watching your vlogs! It's O.K to feel like you're not completely O.K all the time. Your KZbin family will be here with you during the good times and we'll still be here to help you through the tougher days. Talk to us!! We're listening! :)

[@ilbelviso]

Sooooo happy to see you again. It's okay, we are here to support you!

[@KujoMakoto]

Hi Steph, i know its been hard on you but i would like to tell you that your videos had help me through some struggling times. Really appreciate the effort you put in your video and please take care of your physical & mental health especially during these tough times.

[@johannessomera5672]

Overthink, and you lose. That's a nice quote. Hi Steph!! Always stay safe 💜

[@lutfiiskandar8249]

Stay amazing steph, I hope you're okay, love you 😊😊

[@levoid5198]

Hey, I feel you on this one. I feel like a lot of people feel something similar right now, me included. But hey, maybe something good is just waiting around the corner . Don't give up! I'm sending you ✨positive vibes✨ girl, love your videos!!❤

[@thomas5606]

Hey Steph❤ Good to see you again ✌ cool you're vlogging 😁 Watching

[@StephChoiVlogz]

Thank you always Thomas! 😄

[@thomas5606]

@@StephChoiVlogz Steph I loved your vlog❤ It was perfect! ✌ Nothing to be anxious over you are still the vlogging master😁👍 Cool to see You and the family again! Say hi to all👋 RIP mr terepist - maybe you should talk to you new terepist about eating terepist... Go Steph Go Steph yeahhhh😁❤ Btw wise decision cutting back on the job👍 Steph! Always if you need someone to talk to, just call me! You have the number🙄 Night or day... Take care🤗

[@laisaelorable]

I'm glad you're okay and you broke through the wall. Stay safe and have a wonderful evening/day. I'm looking forward to your adventure. 3 job is difficult.

[@itsmingky3348]

I really miss your daily vlogs, steph..😍 yeayy

[@dLiN82]

this made me so happy! been feeling under the weather recently as well, you're not alone Steph!　頑張れ！

[@jonforest3922]

Hi Steph !!! I hope you feel better soon !!! We miss you !!!

[@tenzin1563]

Yay I’m actually excited for your daily vlogs! Missed you lots ♥️

[@foxy5833]

I love that book! So simple but so nice. Sometimes we just need to hear those words. :) I really liked this vlog 🙂

[@MrRaktrader]

Welcome back! great to see you and your fam again

[@enricosanchez894]

It's been awhile since your last video. Please let us know you're okay.

[@aym952]

When I get a notification that you uploaded a video I get excited and happy because your videos always makes me smile and give me inspiration. I really think you are an amazing person and I wish that you keep uploading videos. I hope one day you achieve your dreams and become the person you want to be. Love you and forever supporting you ❤️

[@lensatzudir4712]

M so glad to see you steph.. Following u since 2016 .. Love u.. U r the best

[@drusmith3480]

I just got home from work and saw that my favorite girl, Steph, uploaded a new video! Love you so much, Steph! 🤗💕

[@Ian-xc6qj]

Steph is vlogging again! Today is a good day. Love the transition at 5:15 btw. Hope you and your family stays healthy!

[@iraonherdreams3881]

Hi, I've been watching your vlogs from the Philippines. Your brothers are the nicest, your whole family actually is. Keep safe.

[@ali75988]

Love for Steph Choi ❣️ Really missed her vlogs

[@FanyRihardi]

Where did you go Steph? We miss you.

[@trungkienngo6267]

Been watching ur vids for 3 years now. Love from Vietnam

[@mhdnurallatif9488]

Miss you so much steeeepphhh... Kangen "oh gitu" nya steph 😄

[@shadza9833]

Oh steph its been a while how are you? Its nice seeing you back xx

[@StephChoiVlogz]

awww Shada it's so nice to see you in the comments too! Definitely doing better! ♥ Hbu??

[@shadza9833]

@@StephChoiVlogz hehe i missed watching your vlogs , im glad i hope you and your lovely family stay healthy Im doing well surving last year in uni 😭❣❣

[@drex5160]

Comments section Royalty🙇‍♂️

[@StephChoiVlogz]

@David Bond never been to Europe before but I'd love to visit! ❤️

[@Fares-qf9bb]

@@StephChoiVlogz did u hear about islam

[@TheB4RT3ND]

お久しぶりです！It's nice to see you back, Steph! You can get through your anxiety and depression, 頑張ってね！！

[@josefinayurquina3491]

thank you steph for this vlog! i'm feeling depressed and hopeless and i think my whole family is feeling the same so it's been quiet hard these days. i hope both of us can find more happy days and that it's totally okay not to be okay 💛

[@Nolra08]

I MISS YOUR QUOTE OF THE DAY AND COMMENT OF THE DAY!!! hehehe Hope u make a video again

[@jansmuhd2459]

Hi there from singapore!! =D KZbin randomly recommended me your video few days back and seriously regretting,why it was not recommended waaaaaay earlier..liking your videos for your sincere and positive content,thumbs up!..now officially your new fan! Ganbatte and stay safe!

[@MolMol123]

How are you Steph? Hope you are doing ok. I think all of us ever felt the same like you do, the lowest energy and mood. Its ok, just get a rest and gain new energy. You already do alot for us 😊❤

[@misosoup4178]

I was always waiting for ur uploads on daily vlogs~~ We've all been waiting for you! (didnt intend to give any pressure for posting😆) Old steph came back!!!! I really missed the daily vlogs posted few years back💗 Hope u and ur family 👪 stay safe during Covid!

[@GJ-ly1mv]

Hey Steph here's a quote from Buddha if you want to use it, "You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have."

[@Lea-ov8vq]

So true

[@bixquitte]

Hi 🖐️ Thank you 🙂 nice vlog 👍 btw that little book is so funny 😊

[@PawsitivelyQuestionable]

I hope you're doing good Steph ♥️

[@Lea-ov8vq]

Steph please make more videos ❤ your videos make me happy

[@17carat30]

I love that book sm!!! Is there an English version

[@emmymeyreles5421]

STEPH ohiyo welcome back missed you,loved the book.

[@nandasagita1902]

Hello Step! So happy to see your daily vlog again! Just tell Brian, see him in your vlog is not boring for sure! He is so cute! Thank you for uploaded video Step, I always support you! See you! ⭐️⭐️⭐️

[@ssayuriss]

I like how your video is very close, without any fancy pantsy editing, making the viewers feel connected ^^ Just you talking about your life and messing with your brother is fun enough XD

[@bobobokir]

good well soon steph, i just already subs you

[@orangeloaf]

Steph Choi.. Be strong!! Dont Worriess!! WE ARE PRAY FOR YOU!! WE LOVE YOU!! XD

[@Deli24knight]

Glad to see you back! I liked the simple book you read to us. Also, it’s good to know that you find your current jobs fulfilling. Would you ever teach English as a full time job? Question for Brian: What’s your favorite American movie?

[@starfall46]

Yoo i've dreamed of you last night, i hope you are okay. Much love ❤️

[@tirtabaker_official]

Please always simple life steph.. i love your simple life.. ❤️❤️❤️😭😭

[@FallenPhantom0]

You are strong and beautiful and don’t let anxiety get in your way😎

[@yugaandrianto]

We're very happy to see you again Steph.. 👍

[@davidsrandombs]

I'm happy you're vlogging again Steph! Just today I was depressed about not knowing where my life will lead me but I feel much better now. Keep making videos please!

[@bixquitte]

I laugh so loud when Brian ate your best friend 😂😂😂

[@vthesaxophonista7190]

this vlog was strangely cute, stay strong Steph 💜 we love u

[@fona9082]

Hey! I hope youre doing okay! I love watching your vlogs ever since I encounter it like 2 years ago ♥♥♥ and Im inspired by your life tho. Thanks! ♥♥♥ Glad youre back btw :)

[@datmerve]

I am happy you are back again!! I missed watching your videos uwu

[@cemrek.2380]

yeyyy finally i ve found your channel again, Steph

[@lutfiiskandar8249]

Glad to see you again steph, I hope you stay happy and healthy 😊😊💖💖

[@melikeerkaya]

Mental health has been playing with most of us lately :( I would like to say welcome back sister ! 💜

[@anonymousunknown8226]

It's okay to not to be okay Steph, try to watch some funny videos or do whatever u want for once. It could help ur anxiety. Have a good life :D

[@Its_steve1217]

Awwww don't worry I'll be your friend and im a good listener too im always here for you

[@swatishatavisha9715]

Thanks for uploading this Steph.. I really relate

[@RaffaRezqi]

Steph, I've been waiting for your new videos, I almost forget your channel

[@arireactsssz5662]

Your videos make me happy

[@09063974723]

its been a year since i followed and stopped cause i worked as a paramedic and stopped watching since my work is really stressful and really toxic with alot of toxic people in it, i just noticed that steph's looking mature now ^_^ in a good way.

[@ZeftHuiSen]

she's back! cant wait for more!

[@lolohero6076]

Hi Steph hope you are doing well , I miss you .. Love you

[@jaychiu1656]

I missed you! I am also having anxiety right now for the first time in my life so I still do not know how to handle it! Its a really bad feeling! Destroys your juju the whole day! You can move but you just don't feel anything. We should help each other get thru this! :)

[@jackieagyemang1630]

I always look forward to your videos. It really doesn’t matter what you do, I’ll still watch it! If you just talk we’ll just listen 🍊

[@gokyuzumavisi1831]

I don't know why you're depressed but know that this is not gonna last forever. I like seeing you smile. I don't know what more can I say but I know you are a good person and I want you to be happy. If there's something that bothers you, think about the ways to solve them. It's not easy. Don't forget that everybody is struggling. You say you don't have friend but I see you have a big lovely family and believe me that's something more important than to have a lot of friend. And you have us, right? :) Have a great day Steph!

[@mbangannhasmaulana]

I still like to see your videos Stefany even though I don't really understand English I always take myself in my spare time to watch, greetings from Indonesia

[@09063974723]

its been 7 months i havent heard from youtube. i hope your okay :3

[@lorl61]

I love the book where can I get one

[@Coco_773]

Yay, Steph is back 😆💖💖

[@TheRicocacola]

Yo i kinda randomly thought of you. Miss you, steph. Hope you're doing great in life! Come back soon! We'll be here!

[@niranafisha]

I really enjoy ur vloges..so please vlog more often 😊

[@xtoec1]

Omg your so cute. I'm glad your back I enjoy watching your vids

[@inordine8c]

love you steph

[@kechiktv912]

So hard for overcame anxiety but i hope you doing pretty good, just dont stress enjoy your live everything will be ok. 😁

[@akunmobile3972]

Masih semanis seperti dulu, love u steph from 🇮🇩