NF How Could You Leave Us REACTION | A VERY SOBERING, HEARTFELT, AND REAL REACTION BY JUST JEN

[@danielchao1980]

You are officially branded and Loved by all NF fans.

[@fxnoob]

yea, thats right!

[@normangnosek1311]

My ex girlfriend is on durgs thank God my kids are grown up

[@JustJenRx]

I just came back here. It’s just as hard as the first time 😢 I need to do more of his videos. 😭 damn! I’m a mess y’all!

[@nilloc28]

@@JustJenRx I’ve never paused a reaction video until you said, “I started doing drugs with my dad at 16 hoping, maybe he’d stay.” I haven’t cried that hard in a long time. Talk about a mess haha. I’m a bit speechless. That comment destroyed me. I’m glad you made it to the other side!!

[@JustJenRx]

I have to stress something. I said I gave up drugs when my oldest was 10. But when I found out I was pregnant with him, I got clean. Only then when he was a year and a half, did I pick the cocaine back up. When I finally got away from his father (a very abusive man) when he was 3 did I start going hard on everything I could get my hands on. I know it’s no excuse, but I just wanted to let everyone know that I didn’t use while pregnant, nor was he born addicted to anything. Sorry for having to clarify after the fact.

[@briiiiiiiiiiiwalsh8624]

Girl I wish I could give you a hug so much right now

[@johncain6774]

I respect you even more.You're an exceptionally honest person.You'll do fine.Peace.

[@brutisvss]

We go through what we got to go through to grow. To heal, pain must come first. I'm in recovery myself. Thank you for this! Your awesome!

[@Toooomy_Boy]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@dustingrimsley3743]

Stay strong gorgeous. I was addicted to meth and pills for several years, lost thousands of dollars and many good friends because of it. Luckily I didn't die or go to jail. We got this darlin, stay positive my friend.

[@JustJenRx]

Wow. This did not get easier watching this two years later. But I am glad to say I now have 8 years clean off that crap. I know this song is one of which documents Nathan’s tragic childhood, and it’s never easy to watch and hear someone going through this much pain. After he just put out “Mama” he finally was able to find it in his heart ♥️ and his soul to give his Mama that forgiveness he swore he could not at the time he put this out. I can’t say that I blame him either. That should show us all how much he has grown. Forgiveness is never easy…But we all have to do it for ourselves. Sorry if I made you guys cry here. I cried again too. It’s absolutely impossible not to shed some tears with this song. I hope each and every one of you got something out of this video. I have no issues with sharing my stories with you guys for the mere simple fact, I want someone to use my story as a reference, or platform to get help. Know this. If I can do this, so can you. Much love to all who come watch this video. I’ll come back from time to time to remind myself why I stay clean. ❤️ Jen

[@claytruant2330]

As a former addict myself (originally cleaned up in 2010, relapsed in 2016 and have now been clean since 2017) I want to thank you for putting out these videos. My sister passed away in 2018 from heroin and watching you in this video made me think of her two little kids and the mother that they will never get to know. Her youngest, being a baby when she passed, will have no memories of his mother, which is heartbreaking. It is stories and videos like this that continue to keep me sober, no matter how strong the urges get at times. So thank you.

[@jameskpakpaquartey2161]

Fire reaction please kindly react to Lyrical joe 5th August 5 over 60 bars and flow switches , he is embodiment of weezy Kendrick , Eminem , 2pac Biggie , Nas

[@noctem1238]

My Wife was an addict also, when I got with her she was trying to stop and seeing her suffer going cold turkey was awful. I just spent every minute with her till she was through the worst. She has now being free of it for coming upto 8yrs also. I am proud of my wife and I am proud of you, big love.

[@Workrategetschingy]

Very proud of you ❤️, my dad is 12 years sober now 🙏

[@brandonrambo5694]

I ain't gonna lie I smoke weed too coupe with everything that's happen too me I never done pills but my mom did when I was younger I was getting bullied in school so I skipped school because no one would listen too me so I just skipped it they sent me off for two years well they said because was still doing pills at first but towards the end she quit doing it but they left me in there my dad beat as a kid always up until I was eight then he left I remember that day personally because it was father day I made him a cake for him never come back then at that time mom got worse on pills and kept trying too find right guy for me and her too stay with but she picked wrong ones the first one after Dad was good too me at first then his grown kids came back in the picture they would hit me and then youngest son with electric flyswatters and stuff then the next one she went too he was on dope bad she didn't know at the time he abused her just like my dad he threatened me Everytime i stood for her thats when i moved at 16 and started skipping school becuase i was never home and well my buddys parents told me and him we didn,t have too go too school so i didn,t neither did he but they sent me off not him so yeah I,ve had hard life reason i smoke weed and drink too forget my pass its hard 5 years later still struggling with it glad my mom quit the pills i,ve tried quit drinking and smoking i quit drinking for two years then girl dumped me recentley i ended up starting back drinking i,m trying my hardest too quit both of them its so hard do becuase i,m bypolar i blackout disorder and i,m partailly dislexic never knew until i graduated so i had harder work then i should have been doing but no one ever knew i did hopefully one day i can quit everything like mom if not i,m worried i might die young becuase everybody i was friends keeps dieing young or suicide 😭😓but i,m still tryna hold on strong for my mom i got no kids hopefully one day i can have kids one maybe it might give motivation too quit everything

[@johnrock9035]

Dosen't matter how many times I watch this it still gets me.

[@DC-ov8hl]

It really does...Im crying rn

[@Freedum_Fries]

facts hits way too close to home for me

[@lyamgray9796]

100%

[@ThatOneGreyAcura]

It gets me too

[@crazyfans2749]

True

[@brandimachulis7820]

My son showed my this video 4 years ago when I was at the very bottom of a 15 year opiate addiction. It effected me so profoundly that it was the push that made me finally seek treatment. I could see and hear all of my children's pain in Nates eyes and voice. He may not been able to save his mom but he saved me and I will be eternally greatful. I've been clean and a fan ever since. I still can't watch this without crying every time. NF us a prophet please keep reacting to his songs everyone of them has a message 🙏 😔💔

[@harry8333]

With all addictions you have to wanna, or you're never gonna. My splash of reality happened when I looked at bruise on my love's cheek and asked what happened. She said *YOU!* I didn't remember anything I did that night, being too drunk. Something else took over. I was sleeping, but my body was still up and moving around. That was my push to stop the alcohol.

[@brandimachulis7820]

@@harry8333 i agree but this song was that push I needed to say enough is enough.

[@harry8333]

@@brandimachulis7820 Whatever it takes to snap yourself out of self-destruction.

[@Vetionarian]

Proud of you! You're amazing and keep fighting the good fight. It's SO SO SO worth it.

[@Jim_86]

Brandi Machulis. It was your son's way of making you realize that you had an addiction and that you could have ended up just like NF's mother did. I'm glad he showed you this video and that you're clean now. Keep on fighting.

[@bearbreath5751]

I am SO proud of you for beating that addiction. I can't even imagine what the struggle was like. Your kids are going to grow up and be inspired, and I bet it'll break that chain of addiction in your family. Best of luck moving forward, and be very proud of yourself

[@JustJenRx]

💯

[@bobbybeattie4738]

I cried with you. For like the 50th time to this song. 11-1-2013 for me Nfs music is on another level. My parents weren't addicted but I put my parents through my addiction and having to find me overdosed in the bathroom ect ect. And that's what it took to get me off heroine

[@JustJenRx]

I’m glad you’re clean now. You got sober, exactly one year before I did. Hugs sent

[@bobbybeattie4738]

@@JustJenRx yea its cool we prity much have the same date. I mean I have a few beers now occasionally I tried smoking again and I don't like that shit anymore but I didn't even touch a beer for years. Now I'm comfortable to have a few occasionally but holy f was it a battle. I did it cold turkey too. I probly slept a total of 8 hours in 3 weeks. But hey that's what it took too wake me tf up

[@FishermanMike253]

Bobby!!! Love ya brother!!!

[@oksooners]

My parents met in drug treatment. I knew what i wanted to be before i was born. I made it out, stronger and more determined than ever. Being an addict saved my future. 2-8-2012 👊

[@e-rokp911]

My mom was a prescription drug addict for 28 years. She passed on 6-13-2011. This song describes so much pain that I had and still have. I'm happy to see the posts of sobriety and longevity. Keep it up.😔🙏

[@kaydee63]

Jen, CONGRATS on your almost 7 years clean. To everyone here who is in recovery, CONGRATULATIONS.

[@JustJenRx]

Thank you!!!

[@eblazelee436]

I'm one month Clean and trying

[@kaydee63]

@@eblazelee436 Congrats 👏👏 You'll hear this a lot, but just remember to take one day at a time

[@eblazelee436]

I will it's hard but I got this KayDee

[@kaydee63]

@@eblazelee436 Cool, it does get easier

[@thelivingmiracle]

What's even more upsetting is the fact that NFs Wife lost her Dad to drugs too

[@JustJenRx]

Oh no 😢 well, that created a bond that cannot be broken!!!

[@thelivingmiracle]

@@JustJenRx It sure did 😢

[@pauljohnson7205]

I did not know that. They're helping each other heal and God is in the center

[@chriscraddock2867]

Proof that two people who have emotional trauma and baggage, can find eachother and heal together. Love that. Hardest thing in life is trying to fix yourself, by yourself.

[@breannahuntington8276]

too many families face these struggles. I'm proud of you for becoming a better person for yourself and your son. keep that head up.

[@JustJenRx]

Thank you!!!

[@willasacco9898]

He was writing from his perspective as a kid. Of course, his mother was an addict and couldn't control her habit. The last part was edited down from about 15 minutes of him crying and raging, alone in the studio. He asked everyone to leave and let out years of shame, grief, pain and anger. There is a video explaining all about this video.

[@codyspradling4821]

Wow I wish we could get the full unedited 15 minutes

[@willasacco9898]

@@codyspradling4821 I don’t know if that is available anywhere. I suspect not.

[@danimayb]

There was meant to be another verse, But by that point he was having a breakdown and that's when this happened. He decided to bring the song to an end and add some of his grief talking to mom as an outro. I don't blame him, Must have been hard as hell making it! And it's a masterpiece for sure, But I really do wish he would have given us that last verse.. I love this song so much.

[@willasacco9898]

@@danimayb This song is on my top three of most genuine and emotional catharsis

[@willasacco9898]

@@danimayb songs are ever written and performed.

[@darthharry949]

This has got to be the most heartbreaking and realest reaction I've seen to this masterpiece. Your story really hit me, even tho I don't even personally don't even relate. I'm sorry for your low points, and I'm glad you were able to become sober to be the best mom you can be for your kids. Nothing but respect. I wish you the best 🙏

[@JustJenRx]

Wow thank you 😊 this is why I will continue to share my story with the world!!! Much respect back! Jen

[@darthharry949]

@@JustJenRx np! And ty too ^^

[@valiant69au]

Said it perfectly

[@gabestump7955]

I never experienced anything like this but I'm crying right here with you

[@Vanhe-hello]

Same!!

[@jacksonkakwenya7530]

From all of us NF fans, we love you and we will ride with you.

[@mattheweyssallenne7551]

The end of the song hits different now that him and his wife are having a baby. This song gets me everytime

[@GenerationDoomsDay]

You're very strong for posting this reaction, I appreciate you. My mother was able to escape the drugs but my father overdosed and passed away. She raised five boys on her own and once we were raised she went on to achieve her dreams and now is saving lives as an RN. NF touches us with music like no one else can.

[@corithekid8491]

💚

[@BoydOfPray]

NF is, by definition, the most explicit artist without having to be explicit. Just raw, unfiltered, in your face. Also, thank you for sharing this very real, genuine, reaction. I'm proud of you and happy for you.

[@TACTICOOL_TEXAN]

I swear, NF is always making someone cry. He has a direct line to people's feelings

[@coraz6825]

I have zero experience with drug addicts or addictions, but I have such extreme respect for anyone who can overcome that. That takes serious strength.

[@Vanhe-hello]

Yes same here 🥺🩷

[@valkyriesif]

Struggled with addiction my whole life like most of my family..your reaction was exactly like mine! Shit I've watched this 100 times and I still cry! 💔😢

[@joshmerkes8767]

I’ve listened to this 100 times, but watching another recovering heroin addict react and relate, man I was weeping like a willow. Awesome you got clean. We do recover. 8-17-17 is my new clean date. Thank you so much for using your platform to spread the message!

[@JustJenRx]

Congrats on your sobriety!!!! And I am blessed to be able to spread this message of hope! I constantly say, “if I can do it, anybody can!!!!” And I mean that!!! Thanks for watching my videos!!! That in itself means the world to me!!!!

[@elliemonie]

You Got Clean On My Birthday 🥰🥰🥰

[@trentbobo4171]

OH MY GOD. I am a full grown adult sitting here bawling like a baby. I've watched dozens of reactions to this song and I've never gotten this emotional. I'm so thankful for you and your son that you climbed out of it. I wish everybody could say the same.

[@JustJenRx]

I wish I could say the same too. It’s sad. Thanks for your outstanding, and understanding comment

[@goomymf]

The rawest, realest reaction ive seen to this video. You made me cry Jen. Good on you for being honest, good on you for getting through your addiction. Nothing but love your way.

[@joshscarbrough9522]

Thid is the song that got me hooked on NF. His music is so relatable and he puts his heart and soul in everything he puts out.

[@beeby9689]

Ironically brings a smile to my face seeing her cry, cuz it shows how much his music can relate to people

[@gthwl5166]

girl istg, I'm ready to give you a hug. The moment you brought up your past, I started crying immidiately because my father passed away from a heroin overdose a few years ago. I'm so proud of you for getting through it and staying here💜

[@JustJenRx]

Hugs for you too. I’m sorry he was a casualty of that horrible substance. May you find peace knowing that there’s nothing that you could have done to prevent that.

[@losmommom4063]

Congratulations on 6 years sober I’ve been sober for 27 years. I lost so many friends to od’s and swore my children would never go through that by the grace of God I got clean and stayed clean it’s not easy but I never wanted to lose my boys. I also had a lot of help from my parents who used tough love even when they didn’t want to

[@TechTonicSmoke]

I'm a recovering addict as well from heroin so I know what you're going through. NF helped get my life on track

[@JustJenRx]

Hell yeah! You stay clean! If I can, you can!!! I’m proud of you, in case no one had said that lately.

[@chriscalcamp4730]

This is truly inspiring. I don’t think NF can understand the side of addiction on how hard it is to quit, but as a kid you can’t understand it. I admire that you were able to get clean and stay clean that’s amazing that you have stay strong and I’ll def be sending good positive vibes your way!

[@JustJenRx]

Thank you chris! 🤗

[@briiiiiiiiiiiwalsh8624]

I told you... I tried to tell you to do it later in the NF journey, this song is rough especially for ex addict moms like us. Love ya girl!

[@nocomment7722]

I just sobbed through this whole thing with you 😭 another recovered addict here, and im so glad you got clean and you're here with us

[@akersjon278]

Well Jen, this reaction was the hardest I've ever watched. Had to take a brake and go outside for a smoke just to calm down, have never needed that before. But I loved it. My heart goes out to you sweetie, stay strong squirrel, much love.

[@daryleb87]

Respect to you not just for this reaction but for getting that help for you and the family..much love stay safe 🙏

[@claralanglois5262]

I admire and respect you for saving your own life. We all have someone close to us that has been affected by addictions. This song is so jam packed with raw pain and sorrow. It would be impossible to witness it and not be torn apart. Stay strong Sis. You matter.

[@jasonferricks7058]

Good for you for getting sober like for real congrats that’s an incredible accomplishment!!!

[@pennycousineau946]

Thank you. It takes a tremendous amount of courage to get clean and stay clean. I'm so very proud of you and I don't even know you.💜

[@The_DAMlEN]

Ты супер! Спасибо за искренность! В наше время это редкость!

[@cree878]

This had me bawling my eyes out , love NF n thanks for reaction 😀

[@JustJenRx]

🤗

[@charlesroberts2463]

Damn I was crying with you Jen! I love how brave you are to share such personal experiences. I really respect you and I'm sure you are helping some person out there that can relate! I lost my son to drugs which has made every struggle I've ever had feel like small potatoes. Jen you are awesome!!!

[@Acadian.FrenchFry]

I always struggle watching this, but I broke down watching you. I lost my mom to drugs (pills - Klonopin was one of them - and alcohol) and I was torn hurting from my own personal pain and seeing yours. I know my mom loved me and I know my mom was a slave to her addiction. I'm so glad you got clean and your babies will never experience what Nate and I have. It's messed me up for life and clearly has hurt Nate deeply as well. They say there is nothing like a mother's love, but equally there's nothing more painful than not having that love in your life too. God bless you, Jen.

[@abdifrick985]

This is so emotional it makes me cry every time I know how it feel

[@paulhayward8459]

While my heart was melting for the pain you were suffering watching this Jen, the irony was not lost on me either. The only reason I got to share your hurt, reacting to someone else's hurt, was because of your STRENGTH !! You made a call in 2014, you pulled yourself up from a dark and painful place and you started the healing. You may be small in stature, but you are immensely strong in spirit, you would not be here and sharing your light and strength with us now, if you weren't. So much respect for you and where you are now in life. Your warmth and empathy is palpable, you probably have no idea how many people you have helped save themselves. Keep shining that light and laughing that laugh, you are inspirational. 😊😊❤

[@slukanen]

Jen, I admire your courage to do this reaction. I am supremely inspired by you, I mean that from my heart! Thank you, I guarantee you are touching more lives than you'll ever know.

[@JustJenRx]

Oh I hope I do!!! That’s my goals here! Spreading messages of hope, and sharing laughter, and so much love for amaaaaaazing music!!!

[@gregwhitworth]

Wow, just wow. This song hits hard every time I watch it and I can only imagine having lived it. Much respect to you for your vulnerability and keep up the great work on your sobriety.

[@FFGodoy301]

"With that new baby comes hope" And really did!

[@dannyboysable]

Amen

[@eternalsoul3862]

You can talk,try to explain til your blue in the face. Those that never been to the dark side will never understand what its like.

[@brianpigg3119]

I admire you for reacting to videos that you know will rip your heart out. So vulnerable. Thank you for being you.

[@jessev2401]

Thank you for reacting to this beautiful song and sharing your heart with us. Stay strong and God bless!

[@corithekid8491]

You brave, courageous, beautiful woman. God bless you for breaking the generational curse.

[@entermission7691]

I am so proud of you Jen. I don't know you and I know that pain is the common denominator for all of us--may you find the strength each day to learn to struggle well with the pain that life brings without seeking to blur the pain through substances. Thanks for sharing your story.

[@Canadian_Prodigy]

I’m so Happy for you that your all Cleaned up and changed your life around! Your a inspiration 😇❤️

[@goodgriefjoseph]

So much respect for you being strong enough to do this reaction. From a father to a mother, God bless you and strengthen you. Much love.

[@brienorton9706]

Your strength is amazing. The struggles you’ve dealt with has made you the wonderful human you are today. Keep it going Jen💕

[@NonDuality80]

Thank you, Jen for this amazing response. Such a sad story but beautiful way he is able to express himself ❤️

[@meestabeck]

I have watched this music video no less than 30 times. And yet, I cry my eyes out every time. Thankfully, my mother and father are happy and healthy. However. My older brother battled, and ultimately failed with his addictions, as well as depression. He took his own life when I was 21. None of my children ever had a chance to meet their amazing, intelligent, hilarious uncle. Every milestone. Every moment in time that I want to celebrate, I wonder. How could you leave us? How could you miss this??? NF is truly an amazing artist. As I said to you at your funeral: One day I know that we will see each other again. But not yet Brother. Not Yet.

[@Val2Suave]

Same 😢

[@jakeone1176]

Welcome to the NF journey. I like your honesty and spirit, powerful stuff music can be . Thanks for being there for your boy.

[@noitall5707]

What an incredible overlay to an already intense and tragic tune. I can’t imagine the challenges and heartbreak. Jen your heartbreaking honesty is beyond reproach but in a positive way your testimony helps to make everyone a bit stronger, resolute and determined. We draw from your strength. A masterpiece reaction.

[@sherylh2570]

I’m so glad your son was able to get through to you. My brother is an addict and has been in many programs and even several years in jail, but still refuses to stay in AA or NA and our relationship is very poor bc he’s always lying to me even when he doesn’t have to. Loved your honest reaction and candor-so glad you’re doing well now!!

[@moose6667]

Thank you for sharing your story. Something like that is hard for anyone to talk about, but you had the courage to share yours. We appreciate it. Thank you.

[@MostlyUnKnown_777]

This is absolutely a hard song to get through, but amazing at the same time. His music is his therapy, hopefully KZbin or something else has been working for you. You got a new fan today. Love your reactions, your fans and followers will always be here to lean on if you need it.

[@RealHastaLaMuerte1]

NF music is so emotional 😢 😭 😩 Everytime I watch it its the same feelings as before 😭

[@zeroenemies7304]

Jen I really admire and respect you as a reactor on this platform, you’re the realest person I’m subscribed to, I love coming back to see your videos because when I do I know you’ll be open and transparent with all of us, thank you for being you and I’m so glad you’re sober now❤️ WE LOVE YOU!

[@sch7194]

That was so brave Jen...the addiction trumps everything when your under water...so happy the sun still finds your face 🤟

[@RexakonGaming]

Balling my eyes out

[@Bigmikeyj]

I have heard and watched at least 100 reactions to this song. You got me bawling!! Bless your heart hun, so glad you got clean!!

[@viciarivocus5706]

The music, lyrics, and the video all together make this so heart wrenching.

[@kla.louise]

Thanks for sharing your own story. My mom was an addict throughout my entire childhood and I had my own struggles with drugs. This song always hits home with me.

[@johncain6774]

Damn ,the pain in all that.Sometimes you have to open up the wounds again for it to heal.My brother died in a car accident.He was drinking.He left behind six kids and a wife.He tried to free himself from booze but he kept going back to it.He was my best friend.It broke me for a while but I never returned to the drugs and booze.I guess he was hurting really bad on some level.It causes desolation.Everybody hurts.It"s the one thing we all share.Peace.

[@cody9635]

This is the part of life that NEEDS to be talked about more. The CHOICES we make in life affect those around us, whether we feel them or not.

[@kellylovell2839]

Every reactor cries and I cry every time I watch a reactor to this song - it’s so raw and real - thank you for being so transparent - much love ❤️ I’m so thankful you conquered it -

[@williamssmith2419]

Nf will always be and forever be my favorite artist I love him his my idol

[@donbeck5109]

Jen, this hit me hard. As you know, I’m in recovery too, since December 2014. I had custody of my son up to that point. Then alcohol helped me get locked up. His mother came and got custody, took him back to Arkansas, where she drank, drugged and abused him. I can’t go back and save him from that. But we are both looking forward. He moved away from her and came to be with me. So, for anyone in recovery who has kids, you know you who you are, don’t ever go back to that toxic life. Please, for the sake of our children.

[@achilles6445]

NF is the real deal. he spits facts

[@Toooomy_Boy]

We love you Jen, continue your journey to stay strong and sober. I cried with you tonight. Be safe & be strong Queen. 🙏🏼❤️❤️🙌🏼

[@JustJenRx]

🤗

[@craigmarsden]

Your such a honest and genuine person. Beautiful soul.

[@nunomuacho446]

What NF is doing is so subtle and so uplifting that is almost unbelievable, he is helping alot of people, congrats on your recovery, 21 years for me :)

[@JustJenRx]

Hey congrats on your 21 years!!! I’ll have that one day!!! ❤️

[@nunomuacho446]

@@JustJenRx yes you will, you chose life, simple as that!

[@paulashanks3129]

God Bless You, I know you are a good mom! Hugs and prayers. I cry every time I hear this song.

[@sabrinakay4100]

I’ve watched so many reactions to this and still can’t watch it without crying. My mom was an addict to multiple things throughout my life. She passed away last year right after my 26th birthday. She was only 44. Surprisingly she didn’t overdose, her heart randomly gave out when she was home alone. My siblings were always so angry towards her which killed her. Especially because they’re younger. I always tried to avoid making her feel guilty or bad about it cause I was so scared she’d get upset and end up overdoing it. I’m so glad you were able to get yourself out of that. Fist time I’ve seen any of your videos, subscribed immediately.

[@JustJenRx]

First off I wish I could hug you. I’m so sorry for the loss of your momma 😔 that broke my heart when i read that. You’re an amazing soul, keep being beautiful. And know that your momma is at peace now. Struggling with addiction is just too hard for some ppl. I know it’s hard, but you have to allow your siblings to be mad at her. You just have to pray for them that that anger will subside one day. Much love, Jen

[@horstdaniels4303]

Respect that you can talk about this so open. So glad that you're still with us

[@tjmoore428]

Favorite reaction because I can tell this one hit home for you. I’m glad you beat it. Subbed 💙

[@andrewwilson3749]

Such an amazing woman . Thank you so much for being with us and doing better for the people you love and care about I’m so happy we still have you . ♥️

[@lizzieg8014]

I appreciate your raw and honest reaction to this song. I just feel uncomfortable with the idea that if the kids had said something to their mum in a certain way that maybe she'd still be here. That feels like placing a lot of responsibility on little shoulders. We destroy ourselves over the 'shoulda-woulda-couldas', thinking 'maybe if I'd done this or that differently, or maybe if I'd been a better child they would've felt like I was worth sticking around for'. To hear someone say 'yes, if you'd tried harder you could've saved them', is devastating. If I'd heard that when I was a kid it would've sent me over the edge.

[@charlottecasey]

I always find that when people react to NF, people feel comfortable being vulnerable. He just brings that out of people. Props to you for sharing your story. I'm so glad you got clean ❤❤ lots of love

[@JustJenRx]

I think you’re absolutely correct! By NF’s ability to expose his vulnerabilities, it’s contagiousness at its finest!!! ❤️

[@benduvenhage5503]

I don't know everything you went through. I know what I went through, and how much that hurt the people who love me. We defeated the dragon Jen. You got a new sub

[@johnhoitt6644]

Thank you for talking about your addiction, your problems. More people need to make that brave choice, the world would be better for it.

[@patwilliams3579]

My daughter told me a few years ago that she spent over a month contacting local hospitals, jails, morgues and police stations because my phone got turned off (again) and meth wasn't paying the bills. I did 10 days in county and then moved cities to go to rehab.

[@JustJenRx]

Good deal! Stay on the right path! Your daughter needs you!!!

[@josephmastando358]

Jen your a beautiful person and never looked more beautiful than you did during this song. All the best keep up the great work in life and on this channel. Take care and God Bless from Joey from the Bronx NF has a lot of mental issues he’s still dealing with and his songs talk about them that’s why he has such a loyal fan base. He don’t drink he won’t take medication for his mental issues because he’s scared to. Your gonna love the NF JOURNEY

[@jeremiahcarver3846]

This was by far the best reaction to this song I have ever watched I appreciate your honesty and I have major respect for you! I would appreciate it if you reacted to Colicchie drug addiction

[@melindawoodward7992]

Thank God you made it. You are here now and loving them everyday.

[@sunshineunicornfart]

What hurt the most was that the cries in the song were real. When he sang the song he cried and they put it into the song. So that pain you hear is the realest that I have ever heard.

[@johnrock9035]

And your a strong beautiful woman and I'm glad you over came those demons.

[@peggysoutherland1183]

you can not get more real than Nate. He brings it every time!

[@kaylamcnatt9440]

Jen, thank you for sharing about your addiction. I praise Jesus for your recovery and sobriety. It takes a strong person to share so much about the things from their past and it takes an even stronger person to stay sober

[@JustJenRx]

Please check out my latest NF reaction!!! It’s not in the algorithm because it was blocked at first!!! It’s a good one!!!!!

[@BS.Claire97]

Im very glad you didnt lose your life. Very glad. One of the lucky few. And im glad you had the strength to go sober. Im dealing with some issues myself but i find you inspirational

[@jameslmarsh]

that little subtle exhale you gave at the end made me think of someone who is terrified of roller coasters forced to ride one and glad it's over. thank you SO much for that reaction. every parent in or thinking of getting into recovery should know about this song. my wife and I both got saved from a life of bondage to drugs. for us Jesus is our only hope.

[@jamesallen1153]

Hang in there, Jen. Regardless of what happened in the past, both your kids are very lucky to have you today. I've the utmost confidence in your future.

[@MGShound]

I’m sorry, so proud you beat it. I walked off the stage at my high school graduation, my police academy graduation. And they weren’t there. It’s a cold world kids grab your coats.

[@peggygallagher5802]

Your blatant honesty is such a gift...you're changing lives.💜

[@crystal8845]

My oldest son lost his father to pain pills in 2009. His father was laying in the bed next to me when he passed away. So this song hits me really hard every time I hear it

[@JustJenRx]

Oh my gawd. I’m so sorry. That’s not fair to you at all. Hugs sent

[@crystal8845]

@@JustJenRx thank you 😊 your story inspired me to always be open with my son about his father and his addiction. I’m hoping that by being open with him about it, it’ll keep my son from going down that road

[@dominiclara799]

Jen... U r such a strong woman, God put u in those trials and tribulations because he knew that later u would need the experience, the feeling of being broken so u put urself back together and be able to take a song like this as a mirror, and look at urself now and be proud, grin because u know how far u came from just knowing how far u can go later in life, Every outcast would tell u that ur amazing for putting ur children above it all, to me ur like family just because ur just as much outcast as anyone so got the squad here if u ever feel u need someone, anyone, to fall back on, the outcast R here to wipe every tear u show... Much love Jen u got this.