NF - HOW COULD YOU LEAVE US ( REACTION ) *** SUPER EMOTIONAL ***

[@fivemjs]

Not long after our 9 year old daughter passed away ....our son, who was 13 at the time, started really getting into rap and writing out his emotions (definitely therapy) which eventually turned into his own songs. He’s 19 now and has some insane talent but I will never forget the day he heard “how could you leave us“. Ironically I had just gone through shingles and was prescribed some pain medication. He came charging downstairs to play that song for me. He said something like “I had to live through losing a sister but I wouldn’t survive losing you. Don’t....take those”. Flushed them,all. Music.....is powerful

[@therealmpk7651]

Why don't you let us hear some of your son's music? I'm honestly interested in what he has to say because, believe it or not, anything that happens in a child's life affects the way he views the world. Besides NF, Token is another good rapper that is really young but has immense talent. Make sure to support your son in what he does and I'm sorry for your loss. Stay positive!

[@sixstringblues06]

Dont flush pills just take therm back and give them to the pharmacy, that shit ends up back in the water. I see the point but still dont flush pills

[@icedcoffeeandbookss]

Does he have any of his music on any platform? Would love to hear it.

[@paulbraunstein2290]

WOW THATS BEAUTIFUL

[@Vale-mv8cj]

his mother died when he was 18 years old, and he was also physically abused by his mother's boyfriend, his parents divorced when he was a child

[@saadiraja8960]

My fuckin goodness this is nightmare

[@dtr.mc.1225]

@@saadiraja8960 to top everything up his sister smokes and drinks a lot his brother doesn't talk to the family anymore.

[@Zahkia]

@@dtr.mc.1225 did he mention that anywhere?

[@khouna8401]

@@Zahkia yeah his mother passed away of an overdose but he was abused i dont think so

[@JamieHotlaps]

yup, his mom overdosed, his dad abused him and his stepdad left him

[@SaraPasquel]

Yes that is NF singing. Saddest song he has. God bless you. Great reaction.

[@dwaynelambkin5144]

Opinion.. yes.. paralyzed is steep... And I believe "hate myself" is even more saddening..!!

[@pimpking3135]

There’s still something beautiful in it. Maybe it’s the art of the music that gives you the emotions in it self that are beautiful, but this is a masterpiece. The first time I heard this I broke down completely.

[@fabioconde7145]

To generic lyrics like highschool lyrics... Anyways i feel wut he feels cuz of my past

[@dylannewbold8636]

​@@dwaynelambkin5144I disagree I think this is the most upsetting

[@susannemarie8213]

Yes NF is a lyrical genius, rapper and singer. He sings on quite a few of them this by far being his most emotional song

[@queenofgreen83]

Love your honest emotion. My mother died of cancer as well, when I was 11 years old, and as painful as it can be to hear songs like this, it's a good, healthy outlet for the grief that is probably always under the surface.

[@ultrasinside8634]

No shame in crying man. This song got me everytime.

[@SegunLawal]

Thank you for that genuine moment of silence at the end sir. Thank you

[@MudCricket22]

This is one of the few hip hop songs where I could actually feel the artist's pain. NF is something special. Great reaction and condolences for the loss of your mother

[@jameylebel]

I'm a 51yr old combat vet and I cry EVERY time I watch this

[@michaeldandrea9648]

Its NF singing. He sings quite a lot in his lesser known songs. He’s very talented.

[@goomymf]

Not for nothing, but respect your honest reaction, nothin wrong with showing emotion.

[@danieljordan7194]

Young brother.I feel you man.I lost my mom to cancer also.She was my biggest fan,,and I always feel like when I think of her and cry and hurt that she's up there saying don't do that,,I want you to be ok.😌🙏. thank you for sharing this reaction.

[@Zeixos]

Love what you do, and love your simplicity, and how you don't fake feelings, you show what you have, so proud of you 🥺🤍🤲🏻

[@rebeccalebeck9180]

I'm really sorry about your mom... I feel you. Loved this reaction. New subscriber here..

[@dejns6945]

Pain is felt by caring people. I too feel his pain.

[@ahmednour9708]

Each time we hear this track and watch this video, It must rips your heart in two, even if you haven't been through the same difficult circumstances as NF

[@haynesfield1015]

Absolutely great reaction man. Dude I cry whenever I listen to this. I appreciate your emotion and honesty.

[@ritacarroll2057]

Rating grade. Infinity plus Infinity. Honest, personalized. Your lucky to have had such love. I don't remember ever feeling loved..

[@joeysuyat5142]

Thanks for the reaction brother. That was real.

[@jameylebel]

Saddest song period. My brother, I’m a 6’4” ex marine, pit fighter…….I ball my eyes out to this song….loss is the hardest thing to go through. All we can do is cherish the time we did have.

[@vypersportsLLC]

Thanks for being real and not holding back how you feel. When a song is real you have to let it touch. This was and still is the most realist song out there. I played it to some parents I knew were on drugs. It ripped them apart and they sought help

[@fortinityahpapajii405]

the song didnt even start and i already tearing up

[@no1dad84]

It is what it is. Music is the antidote. Ride the wave

[@cameronharrington6813]

This was his Mockingbird. I lost my mother when I was 9. It has changed my life, and because of the fact I didn't have therapy back then, it's damaged my entire way of life. Social skills, anxieties, depression got way stronger than it was before that, this is what it's like some days too, this song right here.

[@thetruthfulreality2927]

Bro watch the last 30 to 20 seconds of your video and you will see an orb flying past in the left hand side of your camera shot and back again....trust me your mum is with you, watching over you and is proud of you!!!! Great reaction bro keep it up.

[@openyourchakras918]

Thank you for showing your real emotion! Great reaction to a gut wrenching amazing song.

[@georgejetson1379]

Real is as Real does... appreciate you putting this up... ;)

[@kriswithakhogan8926]

I still break down every time I here it....I got love for you, Bro!! I lost my dad from cancer, when I was 17, it's definitely true what they say 'The Good Die Young' 💔 💯

[@Lou-xq9br]

I had this feeling but my mum was right behind me or nearby in house.. just not "there" this song hurts my heart. All addictions suck & ruin lives

[@Zoomin100.]

That's so painful my father died with covid 19 in 27 january 2021 and my mom died with blood cancer in 27 february 2021 ..i lost them in one month last year ...it so painful ...i cried so bad listening to this song ..i relate to it 😣

[@ashadymf]

bruh I ain't seen a reactor yet that didn't have tears by the end. Every single time I watch it, BOOM, onions. Even if you haven't been through it, the pain in his voice just tears at your heart and soul.

[@geraldmandonado3775]

I lost my mom a few months ago Im barely turning 20 in a couple months and this song still hits harder than ever..

[@dariendudley9716]

Hurts alot because this was my wife and myself our son coulda been singing this. I've been clean for 4yrs now

[@RedNightmare757]

Raw emotion.... The definition of music's purpose. Thank you for showing a true reaction. 👍

[@Mike-papabear]

Thank you for being real. Thank you for sharing. Music connects us all and allows us room to feel and grow together. Love that NF knows that and uses his platform for uniting us and helping us feel together. So good

[@Phoenixfire786]

I am very hard guy and i rarely cry. But NF broke the heart that was almost indestructible

[@DutraKat]

The vocals ARE NF!

[@brandonybarra6595]

Raw reaction to a raw song. Props to you for putting this up. Sorry for your loss man.

[@Goldun-nah]

Well yup now I’m cryin. I’m sorry you lost your moms. 💙🙏🏼

[@infjjedi3335]

Yea this one is devastating. Great reaction.

[@kellylovell2839]

It gets us all my man. Every time God bless you - I’m so sorry for the loss of your mom ...- great reaction!

[@heatherbates77]

I lost my mom a few yrs ago and it still feels raw. Today is my birthday and it's killing me she won't call and sing happy birthday to me😭💔 July 8th she was gone. ITS shitty no matter how you look at it. SO sorry about your mom's loss. Definitely rough your emotions hot hard on top of the song. 🙏💛

[@jimcarriesa1911]

Your authentic reaction has earned my subscription.

[@danCK1990]

Cn u tell me why main stream artists can give me a song like this... Why am I bombarded with shit like WAP and anaconda in the name of revolutionary music.

[@joshnadamproduction]

I lived that situation accept it was my dad he passed in 2018 and when I first heard this song I was in tears because I know what he went through. I don't know why you did a reaction video about this song. It hurts not knowing

[@MumSG2]

I’m so sorry for the loss of your mother, absolutely no doubt she is looking over you.. I don’t want to sound like a “crazy lady”.. but did anyone else notice that “orb” which is a sign of spirit (in my spiritualist belief), right at 9:33/9.35 to the left of the screen, just as you’re saying she is watching over you and wouldn’t want you crying. Surely I’m not the only one who noticed it? You couldn’t get a clearer sign than that, you’re Mum most certainly is always watching over you - but wow, right at that moment that fleeting light/orb shows she was right with you. I hope I am not being insensitive with saying that. But I HAD to say something about it. RIP your darling mother, that must be so painful, I can’t begin to imagine. I hope my words bring comfort

[@wesherk107]

Much love to you and your mom brother let them problems out there the ones that stay in are the ones that's really hurt you hope life is going good for you

[@kathleenthomas1971]

no words needed...

[@justweirdkid]

My mom died because of covid n i'm just 24 years old kid man. I feel you bro, nice react stay strong n stay healthy😊👌🙏

[@James-gn6jb]

Keep strong my brother I am with you

[@paulashanks3129]

I'm so sorry, prayers for comfort ❤

[@wonders5700]

Much love man..sending much love your way❤️❤️

[@TheJeanluc79]

Good reaction my guy. Thank you

[@jenniferhoolihan1450]

God bless him and you

[@ybell10]

Yaaa it’s a powerful song!

[@Vomvomvomvomvom]

Sorry for your loss bro, I lost my father to cancer as well. Yeah it's a hard song to get through. Take care!

[@andyg14602]

your not alone, nearly everyone who watches this video cries. its a tragic story

[@RedNightmare757]

All I have is one of his earlier songs but you should still check it out... Raw

[@75jamesd]

You got my sub from the genuine reaction.

[@jvillain9946]

Everyone that reacts to this song can't even speak at the end. It silences everyone.

[@FiretruckJack]

Thank you for this.

[@ralph1270]

...a 20 out of 10...I agree brother...great reaction!

[@lykste]

You're a great person man

[@cargambler3890]

Much respect. New sub.

[@AmberBeeler2023]

My best friend saved her foster kids from that stuff and now they don’t have no reason to see their mom and they are only 3 and 7 years old it’s pretty disappointing to be honest 😕😢 she spent her money on drugs instead of feeding her kids and then all they had to eat were ketchup packets to survive the 7 year old daughter took care of her 3 year old brother like she was his actual mother it’s awful 😢

[@lisabrummett6075]

Broke me 😭💔

[@LAVISHING]

Wrote this for JuiceWRLD. Nate could use it for his mom.

[@Vickysojkova]

I lost my mom when I was seven years old from brain cancer

[@thotzshainao6913]

I have a favour to ask you bro. In North East India, Legend Don William is still alive coz some band and famous singer are paying tribute to Don William and it's going viral in our region. It was just wow and gave me goosebumps by their smoothness and their voice. So i wanna promote them and let them know by the world coz they deserve to know by the world. So i want you to help me and them to promote them by through you and let the world know that Don William is still alive in North East India. It will definitely bring back to your old days. So please to reaction on their performance✌ Link / title: Tribute to Don William (India) by streetlights feat Yursari Ngalung

[@dkalf]

Just subscribed.

[@ryanmckenna7897]

Got me to bro

[@alexiaperron386]

If not already requested. "Cancer" by Tom MacDonald. May your mother rest in peace.

[@601KingMusic]

Would love to see you react to one of my songs man.. Appreciate the genuine reaction and emotions

[@sunroxxrmx9412]

❤

[@SickGirlRocks]

New sub friend

[@goomymf]

Bro you need to turn up the volume on your mic cuz I can barely hear you at times and no, there aint nothing wrong with my ears.

[@deanczyz4138]

Now listen to mama

[@alyssa87031]

You've just been baptized. Welcome to the NF Cinematic Universe. You've earned a sub for me. 🫂👍✌️

[@lemonpeel1410]

I’m so sorry about your mother baby💗 I know she’s so proud of you and just know she’s forever with you.

[@AmyAwesome81]

I still cry every time, for several reasons. I lost my mom, too. Thank you for sharing your real emotions, and please accept my condolences.

[@_ParkerJackson_]

Great reaction man and I’m sorry for your loss. This song is definitely NF at his most vulnerable. It’s raw and he literally makes you feel the pain and emotion that he felt while writing the song. “Fun” fact: While recording the last portion of the track, when he’s speaking to his mom, he asked everyone to leave the studio so that he could speak to her alone. He really let loose.

[@ItsMeTeenuhLeigh]

thank you for your raw reaction. This is one of the sad songs that I have ever heard in my life and I cannot get through it without my eyes watering up every time. and if has a way of even if you haven't experienced something making you feel his pain and motion. Not many other artists can do that. Which is why the NF fan base is so loyal. I hope you decide to do some more NF reactions. So sorry to hear about your mom I lost my dad to cancer and my mom is a survivor. My thoughts are with you.

[@jaxystarr7108]

My mom died from covid this year. She was held captive by drugs as well and it's so painful. I don't have a dad so I'm an orphan now and I don't have any siblings to carry this burden with. It sucks turning 30 knowing I'm the only one left alive from my household.. even our dog 🥺😞 I'm trying to find some hope that my best days aren't behind me but it's so hard some days

[@Jdsayless]

I’m sorry to hear that. I hope everything gets better ❤️...

[@PleaseForgiveYourself]

Damn...that's tragic, you'll be okay though. Become your own best friend and you'll attract all the right folks into your life. Many blessings Jaxy, keep your head up mama.

[@MyWatchIsEnded]

May your mother rest in peace. I also come from a tragic background so I understand your pain exactly. I'm 31 and I've been alone my entire life even though I was surrounded by hundreds of extended family members none of them treated me like family. Also I lost my six dogs when my ex fiance refused to surrender them 😭

[@iB_pOpN]

Hope you’re ok jaxy. There’s still people that care out here.

[@p.rivera9881]

I hope you are doing well Jaxy! KEEP GOING!!! IT'LL GET BETTER I PROMISE!! 🥺💗

[@Mr.A-000]

I also lost my mom to cancer in 2019. I can relate bro. This song is incredibly emotional. It gets me teary eyed every time. 🥲

[@sonsofhexico]

For real. Hardest hitting track I have ever heard by far.

[@peggygallagher5802]

NF is singing the entire song. Takes a true man to show his emotions-💜

[@mosaicofmentalhealth]

I stumbled across you, I've never heard that NF song, or him in general. But I'm going to detox & rehab in about 16 hours and I think I was definitely directed here for a good reason. Absolutely the reminder and the fire I needed to put 10000% into my recovery, so my kids never have to relate to this song. What a raw, real & touching song from the other side of addiction.

[@RageAgainstRustyCage]

Hope you're doing well and following steps. I know it's tough but stakes are higher than we can imagine

[@justifythis4375]

Nice reaction bro! Still does it to me after hearing it 100 times

[@openyourchakras918]

You should react to “Paralyzed”

[@ML-hm7oc]

This song hits me every time, I lost my dad when I was 16, my mom got PTSD from it, she started to drink and moved out because she thought it was better for me to not see her fall apart. I was homeless on and off until I turned 18 and could get student housing. Had 16 year old me, hopeless sleeping in laundry rooms in apartment buildings, and going to school with everything I owned in my backpack, had I heard this song back then it would have broken me. Now I got a university degree, two beautiful kids and a husband that loves me. It feels like a lifetime ago, yet when ever I hear this song I’m right back to being 16 again.

[@Saqua2289]

I slept in recycling bins. My mom's suicide absolutely destroyed me. I had no one. Dad was never around. I felt your comment in my soul. 😢

[@mattxgoggles2]

Witt Lowery - Last Letter Powerful song along these lines. Very emotional. Thank you for the reaction!

[@Dave-bo1yk]

You got me bro. This is how I reacted when I first heard the song (and still). Didnt happen to me but i can feel you and NF. Take care! Subsc for more NF

[@williamwyatt2025]

Man this was my first time watching your channel, but listen brother I see by your expressions this hit home with you, it did me the same way, it's okay to shed a few tears brother, even though he are men it lets them know that they are still with us here and they haven't been forgotten. 1 Love my brother Keep our loved 1's that have passed & went to heaven, let's keep there MEMORIES ALIVE

[@thereseball]

Bless your heart for this beautiful, sensitive reaction. You'll find a LOT of emotion like this in Nate's songs. But, this one is probably the hardest. Bless your Mom.

[@jacobzimmerman3190]

I feel for you on your loss my brother. Don't feel bad for breaking down. I'm a burley ass steel worker and I never lost my mom. I still tear up every time I hear this song.

[@SickGirlRocks]

God bless ❤️ I don’t know anyone who doesn’t cry during this RIP to your mom

[@raulmoreno4372]

I cry everytime i hear this. Me my mom and sister all beat pill addiction. Im blessed to have them here even though we might not talk. Sorry for your losd brother. Stay strong.

[@brandimachulis7820]

This is the saddest video ever I subbed for you genuine reaction if seen this hundreds of times and still cry and I lost my mom to cancer a year ago so I feel that too. 😞💔

[@russaragon23]

Witt Lowry - Last Letter Well hit you harder or just as hard when you listen to it.

[@raddaddypt]

So sorry for your loss! That is a tough song to get through, but really let's you understand him and his music.