NF - How Could You Leave Us

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NFrealmusic

Күн бұрын

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@gavinclark525
@gavinclark525 6 жыл бұрын
This will never be just a song. And Nf will never be just a song artist. He is so much more than that.
@amandataylor1666
@amandataylor1666 6 жыл бұрын
wait really
@jeffchristianson-ziebell
@jeffchristianson-ziebell 6 жыл бұрын
Moose Playz amen
@amandataylor1666
@amandataylor1666 6 жыл бұрын
who are you
@ezraprzytyk
@ezraprzytyk 6 жыл бұрын
i know eh so much more than that... a copy of eminem!!..smh
@iliketofuckwomen1265
@iliketofuckwomen1265 6 жыл бұрын
Moose Playz eminem dissed him...
@pratikshabarbate8047
@pratikshabarbate8047 5 жыл бұрын
" I don't rap so millions of people will like me ; I rap because there are millions of people just like me ." -- NF I can feel it ..
@faithblossoms5851
@faithblossoms5851 5 жыл бұрын
Pratiksha Barbate i can feel it...
@elizabethCorkins83
@elizabethCorkins83 5 жыл бұрын
🖤
@jadewu111
@jadewu111 5 жыл бұрын
Pratiksha Barbate So true..
@jamiehoekstra11677
@jamiehoekstra11677 5 жыл бұрын
And that is why NF will go down as one of the best ever, and definitely the most real!
@cynnpai9625
@cynnpai9625 5 жыл бұрын
I mf feel it in my soul...
@baby_liz194
@baby_liz194 7 жыл бұрын
the pain in his voice is so real... amazing song..
@liv.laugh...
@liv.laugh... 7 жыл бұрын
Leslie Botello ikr it made me cry
@treasaross1769
@treasaross1769 7 жыл бұрын
Steven Valarezo f hd jfjfj
@joshperry12
@joshperry12 7 жыл бұрын
Vlexvudrv Uoirehtfele all I have
@tnsaqua5021
@tnsaqua5021 7 жыл бұрын
Leslie Botello frrr mann this shit go hardd
@JJJJ-hi8vs
@JJJJ-hi8vs 7 жыл бұрын
The pain is so real I can feel it every time I her this song.
@ethanyingling5435
@ethanyingling5435 6 ай бұрын
"I know you're gone, but i can still feel you" hits hard
@ExoticEnemy
@ExoticEnemy 5 ай бұрын
Real I Miss My Mother
@julioa.sanchez2415
@julioa.sanchez2415 3 ай бұрын
​@@ExoticEnemyI miss mines to 😢 We will see them again 🙏 🕊
@julioa.sanchez2415
@julioa.sanchez2415 2 ай бұрын
Yes!! 😢
@Sparky_fashion08371
@Sparky_fashion08371 Ай бұрын
Hits hard for me personally. I lost my grandmother back in 2018. An still to this day I miss her laugh,smile, kindness and much more that I cant even describe how she treated me. Then my whole family took a shit down hill.
@valerieellis1929
@valerieellis1929 Ай бұрын
For the ones we lost 😢
@prodbysyndrome
@prodbysyndrome 8 жыл бұрын
*holds back tears*
@chrisbalodis8982
@chrisbalodis8982 8 жыл бұрын
hey syndrome i love your work, this song was insane it gave me chills
@distorteddemons2736
@distorteddemons2736 8 жыл бұрын
Syndrome is that new NF type beat coming out now then. 😪😪
@brandonjones2348
@brandonjones2348 8 жыл бұрын
Love your work man!
@charliecantcap9170
@charliecantcap9170 8 жыл бұрын
Syndrome new NF type beat?
@atari9665
@atari9665 8 жыл бұрын
Syndrome, you're dope af.
@sienna5494
@sienna5494 6 жыл бұрын
NF can put so much rage and sadness without cussing TRUE TALENT!
@kiara198923
@kiara198923 6 жыл бұрын
I agree. I need to learn how to stop cursing especially when I get mad. Did NF sing the chorus?
@conchasantiago8493
@conchasantiago8493 6 жыл бұрын
oh, God, get over yourself
@isaacr924
@isaacr924 6 жыл бұрын
@@kiara198923i straight up agree
@lydiamartin1424
@lydiamartin1424 6 жыл бұрын
I think this is one of the few songs with this much rage without a cuss word. And to be honest that just makes me like the song even more
@dxdaytdxdayt4748
@dxdaytdxdayt4748 5 жыл бұрын
that is so true
@unicornlover1267
@unicornlover1267 4 жыл бұрын
*I think we need to take a moment of silence to respect Nate and all he's been through*
@akosadriankasza266
@akosadriankasza266 4 жыл бұрын
You can literally hear the pain in his voice.....he's really talented with a sad background....i respect him for being here and being strong.
@ieattacos4820
@ieattacos4820 4 жыл бұрын
I agree my mom is starting on drugs and I am scared, I really don’t know my life yet and I don’t know how to hold my life.
@greg969
@greg969 4 жыл бұрын
Been through the same shit bro
@randomfunnessyay5885
@randomfunnessyay5885 4 жыл бұрын
What Nate went through, and what everyone else is going through, if your like me you don’t care about yourself only about everyone around you that are going through what you are going through
@hb-dg1hm
@hb-dg1hm 4 жыл бұрын
MyKittyUnicorn 57 you need to know none of this is your fault and your parents choices should not be bared on your shoulders. you can be the strong through this, i know it’s hard i struggle all the time with my mom and her habits. you are strong and loved :) just wanted you to know
@den1o
@den1o 9 ай бұрын
To this day, I can't believe how a person can write such a song. Unbelievable. This song should be one of the best songs of all time. 💔
@rayray5472
@rayray5472 6 ай бұрын
He can write it because this is what he went through and witness....
@blinkeuu3107
@blinkeuu3107 5 жыл бұрын
You know it’s a good song when you can relate to it without having gone through this
@dbaker3876
@dbaker3876 5 жыл бұрын
yea im tearing up cause I can sorta relate my moms an addict but hasn't passed away luckily but yea man
@mooxart64
@mooxart64 5 жыл бұрын
I can totally relate to this as well. You are very right.
@kaladunn8718
@kaladunn8718 5 жыл бұрын
Yes I can relate with both my bio parents
@Destiny-vw7qm
@Destiny-vw7qm 5 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this both my parents have been addict since I was small but my mom was the only one that has passed
@mermadesquad8895
@mermadesquad8895 5 жыл бұрын
I can relate because both of my parents and my papa used but none of them died respect he makes the best music and he is underated
@Parzivalx18
@Parzivalx18 5 жыл бұрын
"Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had" feel it :(
@tiffinymatharu4188
@tiffinymatharu4188 5 жыл бұрын
me too... what is happening
@jimmycruz3770
@jimmycruz3770 5 жыл бұрын
Same
@ahmedazzi2973
@ahmedazzi2973 5 жыл бұрын
Cried my ass off this song...
@shantel9694
@shantel9694 5 жыл бұрын
Emy I’ve lost everything I have so I have nothing to loose
@oriongourneau7788
@oriongourneau7788 5 жыл бұрын
I to so I fell in a deep depression
@wishyouwell3499
@wishyouwell3499 4 жыл бұрын
“They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell.” -NF
@charliekeever9933
@charliekeever9933 4 жыл бұрын
If that's case I been in prison since 2013 my mom died this way
@rowanhenrycda28
@rowanhenrycda28 4 жыл бұрын
Charlie Keever I’m so sorry for you. Don’t let anyone you love do that, just say they could die. I’m so sorry.
@tcmenace798
@tcmenace798 4 жыл бұрын
If pains a prison I had this coming for a long time then...
@henleythehen4429
@henleythehen4429 4 жыл бұрын
My dad did the same thing
@rada9572
@rada9572 4 жыл бұрын
and if life is pain then i buried mine a long time ago but it's still alive -nf in paralyzed
@Haliegh-v3z
@Haliegh-v3z Ай бұрын
"Why do I feel like I lost something I never had" that line hit hard I dedicated it to my dad
@vixkz
@vixkz 4 жыл бұрын
its feels good to cry when you haven't for a while.
@darklord8942
@darklord8942 4 жыл бұрын
It really does
@gavinjacks8567
@gavinjacks8567 4 жыл бұрын
Sucks to cry when you lost someone so close to you because of someone who never loved you like they said they made up a whole fake person and dont even love them like they said it hurts it hurts so bad inside but I am still alive still blessed to be alive and moving daily so I do my best to forget and just move on from what we had I held on to it this long I held on to our relationship this long because I wanted to feel the love ik that you were denying and u just wanted attention from someone else so I move on no tears nothing to say nothing for u no feelings anymore no love there any more no nothing anymore because you chose to do the things you did and abandon me
@mariamatef7679
@mariamatef7679 4 жыл бұрын
This comment made me cry, it feels good though :)
@kolle2
@kolle2 4 жыл бұрын
Fucking words dude
@tylerrae-xogamergirly2632
@tylerrae-xogamergirly2632 4 жыл бұрын
I cry everyday
@rossg6735
@rossg6735 5 жыл бұрын
Incase some of you didn’t know, NF’s cries are real in this song. They decided the keep it in the recording as NF couldn’t get through the song without breaking, which is why you hear so much emotion in his voice.
@chloeamador4826
@chloeamador4826 5 жыл бұрын
Wow I did not know that thanks
@randomocitybyaspiegeek890
@randomocitybyaspiegeek890 5 жыл бұрын
More like real 'real'.
@chloeamador4826
@chloeamador4826 5 жыл бұрын
@@randomocitybyaspiegeek890 wym
@randomocitybyaspiegeek890
@randomocitybyaspiegeek890 5 жыл бұрын
You said 'unreal' at the end of your comment and I was just commenting on how raw and real this song and all his music is. That's all. But I knew what you meant.
@chloeamador4826
@chloeamador4826 5 жыл бұрын
@@randomocitybyaspiegeek890 are u talking to me ???
@wxste_qfspxce1113
@wxste_qfspxce1113 5 жыл бұрын
NF crying at the end..... that really hit me hard.
@Itss_fay
@Itss_fay 5 жыл бұрын
Tiauna Hazlett same
@carriedarkpoetry9751
@carriedarkpoetry9751 5 жыл бұрын
Tiauna Hazlett I Cried Too... 💔❤️
@sah_lisu
@sah_lisu 5 жыл бұрын
He let it all out...like a baby...I wept with him
@rawrmscryfrm
@rawrmscryfrm 5 жыл бұрын
That made me cry
@mattpankenify
@mattpankenify 5 жыл бұрын
Yes, that post produced tear...lol
@deirdremay3386
@deirdremay3386 6 ай бұрын
i lost my mom a year ago to an OD, she was the most amazing person i’ve ever met. I’m so tired of being angry at her but i can’t help it, she left us. She missed all of our graduations because she was too high to come. Her perfume was cigarette smoke. Sometimes I feel so alone like nobody else has experienced it but I’m glad to know it’s not just me, thank u
@bernadetteperez1979
@bernadetteperez1979 5 ай бұрын
I cover this song in recovery for. Song analysis 😢
@JunkieJournal
@JunkieJournal 5 ай бұрын
You’re not alone…I was taken away from my mom at 5 yrs old because of her drug addiction…till this very day she does the same thing…sometimes I love her but most of the time the hate takes over. I vowed to NEVER do this to my children ever. They have no idea the level of emotional trauma this carries throughout your life…it never leaves
@DeLeonMintz-pm6qp
@DeLeonMintz-pm6qp 5 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss
@douglasstewart3040
@douglasstewart3040 5 ай бұрын
Me too my Daughter birth mom Picked the Drugs over her and her Bf and her kids.
@CoachLain
@CoachLain 5 ай бұрын
@@JunkieJournalTruer words. I lost it when I heard this song and Hope because when Hope dropped it had been EXACTLY 30 years since my mom abandoned my brother and I for her addictions. You’re so right that there are days. She’s still around but just as absent as she ever was. Days when I want to tell her off, days when I miss my mommy…but I too have vowed to NEVER let my daughter experience emotional trauma like this.
@aimanhakim1359
@aimanhakim1359 4 жыл бұрын
This guy turns his pain into his art,i've never seen any rapper with a soul like this.
@kngdomfest3474
@kngdomfest3474 4 жыл бұрын
God gave him this gift fam. His ministry has help me out so much especially in areas i didnt think i needed help in!
@GustavoMaldonado42
@GustavoMaldonado42 4 жыл бұрын
Another one is called Eminem, check him out
@priscillacofield6620
@priscillacofield6620 4 жыл бұрын
@em101112 dude listen to Eminem older music he had a similar child hood to nf but much worse
@Codyb-kd7ux
@Codyb-kd7ux 4 жыл бұрын
Joyner but other than joyner amd mgk no i agree
@theomigod
@theomigod 4 жыл бұрын
@em101112 😂😂😂
@tajaemaynor9895
@tajaemaynor9895 5 жыл бұрын
I damn near cried. He needs a Grammy for this
@belkak3894
@belkak3894 4 жыл бұрын
No this is real tears bro
@decaygrounds3294
@decaygrounds3294 4 жыл бұрын
I cry because this is just like my life
@stephenross4337
@stephenross4337 4 жыл бұрын
Tajae Maynor I did
@coltonwilliams8335
@coltonwilliams8335 4 жыл бұрын
I cried
@roptant
@roptant 4 жыл бұрын
Grammys wont accept real emotions smh
@gustavgude7223
@gustavgude7223 5 жыл бұрын
Imagine how he felt when he wrote this song... and when he recorded it in the studio... NF lives on
@m3_mac
@m3_mac 5 жыл бұрын
Gustav Gude must have felt bad
@thatneighborhoodskatergirl3118
@thatneighborhoodskatergirl3118 5 жыл бұрын
He told the producers to leave the room because he was crying so much
@nikki4803
@nikki4803 5 жыл бұрын
He probably made everyone in the room cry. That's what I like to imagine. I would've cried. Not only is it sad, I start to cry when others cry. I'm typing this while listening and i'm crying right now.
@apjhvg6586
@apjhvg6586 5 жыл бұрын
We already know cuz of this vid, The last part isnt even staged, he literally cried, which makes me realise how easy I have it..
@bouchraeglil7868
@bouchraeglil7868 5 жыл бұрын
Nf ceried singing this song
@TaySlayXOXO
@TaySlayXOXO 6 ай бұрын
Probably the saddest song I’ve heard. Pure raw emotion and vulnerability. Mad respect for crying on the track. Most rappers might feel “too cool” to do that but he’s a real one for not giving a f.
@camrensharmony46
@camrensharmony46 4 жыл бұрын
“I was nothing but a kid who couldn’t understand it” that hit hard
@Melissa-rb6ct
@Melissa-rb6ct 4 жыл бұрын
Love your username and pfp 🥺
@joshuaavey1217
@joshuaavey1217 4 жыл бұрын
@@kc-lv4gh Hello, I understand you and I feel bad so I wanted to know if you could maybe email me or send me some of your music I would really like to hear it if you don't mind :)
@abduallahamin2001
@abduallahamin2001 4 жыл бұрын
@@kc-lv4gh don't give up man, keep going, i'm sure u will be something one day❤️I listened to ur music 💙
@kc-lv4gh
@kc-lv4gh 4 жыл бұрын
@@abduallahamin2001 man if you liked it don't forget to subscribe, this is really hard for me. Nobody knows how much I worked to get 100 subs, and 100 is basically nothing
@dauntae506
@dauntae506 4 жыл бұрын
@@kc-lv4gh Bro quit trying to promote yourself by spamming your message everywhere and trying to make people feel bad. It's hard for you? It's hard for everyone.
@llaeio
@llaeio 5 жыл бұрын
"Why do I feel like i lost something I never had?" jesus
@Ima_Malek
@Ima_Malek 5 жыл бұрын
Same
@virux2604
@virux2604 5 жыл бұрын
Deutschland 🇩🇪 (Ok unnötig XD)
@L00ser.lynzzz
@L00ser.lynzzz 5 жыл бұрын
I feel like I lost something I never had my dad killed himself when I was 2 months
@llaeio
@llaeio 5 жыл бұрын
@@L00ser.lynzzz I'm sorry
@llaeio
@llaeio 5 жыл бұрын
@L00ser.lynzzz deleted this
@guesswho9791
@guesswho9791 5 жыл бұрын
"I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing." This line was the deepest thing I've felt in a long time. Thank you for that NF. ♥
@JustSomeGuyWithInfinity
@JustSomeGuyWithInfinity 5 жыл бұрын
This line hit me hard the first time I listened to it my mom passed without me even knowing the pills got her too sadly I got called home from school and my foster mom was sitting there with my social worker told me my mom ODed this morning it’s been over two years now and I got a picture on my shelf but damn I need the real thing sometimes
@Dough-jg8xp
@Dough-jg8xp 5 жыл бұрын
I dont even have a picture
@Dough-jg8xp
@Dough-jg8xp 5 жыл бұрын
@@JustSomeGuyWithInfinity I'm sorry man I'm nearly out the shitty system now just a couple months and I'm moving out
@JustSomeGuyWithInfinity
@JustSomeGuyWithInfinity 5 жыл бұрын
Has darkness fades Light glows nah the system has been great for me I love my foster mom but I know there’s shitty homes out their that don’t give a shit about the kids they get
@Thextus
@Thextus 5 жыл бұрын
Same......😓
@chellej4441
@chellej4441 5 ай бұрын
I just found him on spotify. I am sitting here watching my grandsons (3 and 4 years old) sleep 6 months after my beautiful 21 year old daughter died from fentanyl toxicity. I wish I could go back and change so much. NF has a real gift and honesty and pain radiate from each tract. I wish that no one had to feel this way. Thank you sincerely NF for being gonest and sharing your pain. Some of us no longer feel so alone and misunderstood. I am a mama dealing with my own demons who feels like they failed her children and now her grandchildren will grow up and feel this loss and wonder why.
@NihouNi
@NihouNi 3 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry to see that you lost your daughter. As a mum, wrestling with those thoughts of having failed a child is horrendous, I know. It takes a lot of input and self-reflection (something I only did when I really got into God's word) for us to comprehend ourselves and how we impact others...in both good and less good ways. I pray you come to have compassion on yourself, and that your grandchildren know how much your love them.
@julioa.sanchez2415
@julioa.sanchez2415 2 ай бұрын
​@@NihouNi Amen ❤ 🙏
@AfricanMetalGoddess
@AfricanMetalGoddess 2 ай бұрын
Grace and Peace. You honor her through your love ❤
@glitched7665
@glitched7665 2 ай бұрын
Wish you the best in the future, that’s terrible, much love!
@harambeslifemattered2970
@harambeslifemattered2970 Ай бұрын
❤️❤️❤️ BIG HUG!
@solacefigure2573
@solacefigure2573 4 жыл бұрын
NF is one of the only artists who carries so much weight in so little time. He puts so much emotion into so heavy of songs
@chemicallykayla
@chemicallykayla 4 жыл бұрын
And his songs save lives
@elliedines439
@elliedines439 4 жыл бұрын
Not the only artist, listen to redeemer by palaye royale. And quite a few Eminem songs. And snuff by slipknot, fade to black by metallica
@Ryhillchibulls
@Ryhillchibulls 4 жыл бұрын
1st album my Movements? There are others to list if I put more thought into it if I cared enough.
@Mikkokaarmela
@Mikkokaarmela 4 жыл бұрын
Only? Lmao
@serotonindefizit
@serotonindefizit 4 жыл бұрын
Don't forget Chester Bennington
@benlepsch2107
@benlepsch2107 5 жыл бұрын
You dont realize how much you need someone until they are gone.
@rensutra5880
@rensutra5880 5 жыл бұрын
Mom
@timsharpe6652
@timsharpe6652 5 жыл бұрын
Truth 💔
@maik3518
@maik3518 5 жыл бұрын
Wise words💔
@SueBeka
@SueBeka 5 жыл бұрын
I knew what I had when I had her, but it still hurts that she's gone. I miss you Mom
@coltenlewis4768
@coltenlewis4768 5 жыл бұрын
Ben Lepsch fr 😔
@braverybeth6198
@braverybeth6198 4 жыл бұрын
"don't you want to see your babies grow?!" I couldn't help it. I cried
@renatemache3690
@renatemache3690 4 жыл бұрын
I try to tell my dad to stop smoking and drinking but well it doesn’t work and I get abused and I still love him no matter what.....this made me cry my eyes out.....
@duckydudes3514
@duckydudes3514 4 жыл бұрын
yeah made me cry too I'm kinda hitting a streak now
@_kgrip
@_kgrip 4 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry if I'm being annoying but please hear me out. I'm 14 and I wanna rap. me nor my parents can afford to buy me a laptop or a home studio right now. Since I'm Indian it's even worse, everyone laughs at even the thought of me rapping. Im gonna prove them wrong. I wanna show them that my race is something I can't control. What I can control is that I try my best. Im not asking you to like my content, just give me constructive criticism. One day I'll make it out of this, one day I'll be the greatest.
@missyengavo7616
@missyengavo7616 4 жыл бұрын
Same I relate to this song my mom is addicted to pills and its like she not here for me
@ONYXlON
@ONYXlON 4 жыл бұрын
kgrip okay buddy stop with the copy paste bullshit for likes. If you’re gonna be the best get on with it, and stop complaining. Complaining about shit is weak.
@IV-A-VI
@IV-A-VI 8 күн бұрын
Still hits hard. Takes a lot of strength to be this vulnerable. Sending good vibes and hugs to anyone reading 💙
@flashreality8222
@flashreality8222 3 жыл бұрын
Most rappers of my generation can't even touch the surface of the level of lyrics present in this song, let alone the depth.
@ilhomsanokulov
@ilhomsanokulov 3 жыл бұрын
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@MrGamingIron
@MrGamingIron 3 жыл бұрын
The only one I know that has deep meaning is Eminem but personaly for me NF is closer and deeper.
@gc315official
@gc315official 3 жыл бұрын
Playboi Carti does this every single song.
@reynawashere
@reynawashere 3 жыл бұрын
@@gc315official idk dude,i have heard all playboi carti song and his song is not deep like this one.
@d4rk678
@d4rk678 3 жыл бұрын
Juice can in some songs in others his lyrics are very meh
@rezorality
@rezorality 5 жыл бұрын
“music’s the only way I can speak to you” damn i felt that
@angelics1388
@angelics1388 5 жыл бұрын
i relate so much
@treebaby66ritter83
@treebaby66ritter83 5 жыл бұрын
maybe becsuse he already had a wife and kids NOW did you feel That ??
@blahblah-ds2kf
@blahblah-ds2kf 5 жыл бұрын
*Imagine being this strong to share something like this out in a cruel society...imagine being as amazing as Nate is...Nothing but respect*
@pure555
@pure555 5 жыл бұрын
blah blah respect all the way for this guy, no doubt
@harleydawn6894
@harleydawn6894 5 жыл бұрын
I relate to the song...my mom did the exact same thing
@davisrichard2254
@davisrichard2254 5 жыл бұрын
All the way through a respectful comment💥🙏🙏🖤
@blinkeuu3107
@blinkeuu3107 5 жыл бұрын
Harley Dawn stay strong, i love you 🖤
@someonewholovesreading7573
@someonewholovesreading7573 5 жыл бұрын
@@harleydawn6894 My mom did that too...
@kacireyes1790
@kacireyes1790 5 жыл бұрын
Show of hands, how many cried when they first heard this song. I know I did
@serqothisvlogsgaming39
@serqothisvlogsgaming39 5 жыл бұрын
I cry every time I hear it
@emiliadragulin5826
@emiliadragulin5826 5 жыл бұрын
I really did at the end... when i just heard him crying
@EightJane
@EightJane 5 жыл бұрын
My sister showed me and our mom this song a few years ago. We all cried. Its kind of funny now, I was pregnant when I first heard it, this is the first time I've seen the video since then and my son looks a lot like the boy in the video.
@indirasolis1891
@indirasolis1891 5 жыл бұрын
🙋🙋
@rosabeana1131
@rosabeana1131 5 жыл бұрын
crying rn
@chrissyd6562
@chrissyd6562 4 жыл бұрын
*The fact you can hear him breaking down throughout the whole song just shows how raw the emotions are...* All my prayers go out to him...🖤
@lauracastillo9629
@lauracastillo9629 4 жыл бұрын
This song soooo relatable 😭 I miss my mom
@WhatSpaceFeelsLike
@WhatSpaceFeelsLike 4 жыл бұрын
I miss my dad😭I have a deep level with this song.😭
@michaellewis09
@michaellewis09 4 жыл бұрын
I miss my dog Riley
@masonbainbridge7902
@masonbainbridge7902 4 жыл бұрын
@@michaellewis09 its not the same
@TopdogPlayz
@TopdogPlayz 4 жыл бұрын
@@masonbainbridge7902 It may not be as severe but all grief is the same and sucks.
@huliuss
@huliuss 5 жыл бұрын
“Some lady in the corner watching us while she taking notes” hit me the hardest
@ykiikii
@ykiikii 5 жыл бұрын
You wanna explain me a bit more, why she's taking notes? Would be thankful for that.
@louissiff6349
@louissiff6349 5 жыл бұрын
@@ykiikii she's a social work evaluating if the parents are fit to home him
@khaleesiii4542
@khaleesiii4542 5 жыл бұрын
@@louissiff6349 oh, I thought about a psychiatrist but yours makes sense
@louissiff6349
@louissiff6349 5 жыл бұрын
@@khaleesiii4542 could be that as well.
@nikkstreams4837
@nikkstreams4837 5 жыл бұрын
ZyRiZ II Michael she is a social worker evaluating if the kids are safe enough to be rehomed
@ColtandCamtheSeachers
@ColtandCamtheSeachers 3 ай бұрын
NF I love your songs 0:35
@jannatulismejahanchaity9032
@jannatulismejahanchaity9032 4 жыл бұрын
Who loves NF actually love NF. The love that his fans giving him isn't fake.
@silaee
@silaee 4 жыл бұрын
He can be good but all he raps about is how much his fans hate him. It's so annoying he needs to change the subject. Yes Therapy session and the albums before were amazing but after that it's just him complaining about his fans.
@rdvanbilgic341
@rdvanbilgic341 4 жыл бұрын
@@silaee "All he raps about is how much his fans hate him" Dude what?!? Are you high or something, or is that an irony that I missed the point of?
@fullthrottlegaming1112
@fullthrottlegaming1112 4 жыл бұрын
@Yes, either u haven’t heard ANY of his songs, or you completely mis heard the lyrics, cause the most he did like that was not about fans hating on him, but enemies saying he was out of control and not stable, but this is how he handles his pain and regret
@bethkovalski9386
@bethkovalski9386 4 жыл бұрын
If u r fake stay away
@god_drone5484
@god_drone5484 4 жыл бұрын
@@silaee did you have a rough past like him? i understand why he dose
@Kier529
@Kier529 5 жыл бұрын
“ I hate the way I remember you” Damn.
@Poopydoopysxoopy
@Poopydoopysxoopy 5 жыл бұрын
It wasn’t the song that hit me so hard It was the fact that so many people can relate It makes me sick that so many people have to go through this
@axalespeer2450
@axalespeer2450 5 жыл бұрын
don't feel too bad. i feel this way and its my fault
@erikas528
@erikas528 5 жыл бұрын
Everyone at some point has to go through this.
@Poopydoopysxoopy
@Poopydoopysxoopy 5 жыл бұрын
@@erikas528 that's not really true
@hamiltonchampagne5025
@hamiltonchampagne5025 5 жыл бұрын
@@Poopydoopysxoopy I think he meant everyone in life has to go through some sort of pain in their life not specifically what's portrayed in the video but anything that has made u hurt in ur life. Everyone has to go through pain in order understand what happiness truly is. If u don't know pain then u don't know happiness because when u go through shit, u learn to appreciate the good times more.
@Poopydoopysxoopy
@Poopydoopysxoopy 5 жыл бұрын
Hamilton Champagne yeah I get that
@NahItsLAN
@NahItsLAN 4 ай бұрын
I relate to this song so much. My mom & dad aren't great people, and even though I didn't always respect them, I loved them. They were there for us and they went through so many hard times to provide, no matter what. My dad worked his ass off to provide and my mother took care of our home, taught us to be better. When I was around sixteen though, their drug use got really out of hand. They tried to hide it but I was always observant and I realized what was happening. They started to act different, not themselves. My dad stopped working, fell back into alcohol. My mother stopped working. Eventually, we lost everything. We lost our house and with no where to go, my brother and I moved away to live with our grandparents. We watched them deteriorate over the years. They we're practically homeless at times, and actually homeless at other times. They stole from us, manipulated us, lied to us, didn't show up and hurt us in so many ways. They stole from my grandparents, the people taking care of their children for them. They ruined relationships to the point where my father wasn't even allowed to be there when my grandmother passed away. I've seen them shooting up, smoking meth, nodding out in front of me. I've had conversations with them where I can't even understand what they are saying. They've robbed people, hurt people, been in and out of jail, etc; You name it, they've done it. They stopped caring about our education, and I was so ANGRY and spiteful at the time that it consumed me. I stopped caring about anything, dropped out of school, and started running the streets and doing stupid shit that I shouldn't have. I influenced my brother to follow in my footsteps. Things are looking better and I have moved on somewhat, but I still haven't fully healed. My parents are still alive but I don't have much of a relationship with them at all because they have just been sinking further down the rabbit hole, and that makes it so much harder. Sometimes I wish they would just die, and most of the time I'm expecting to get that call at any moment. Despite everything though, I'm really trying to grow and keep playing the game despite the cards I've been dealt. Wish me luck...
@sessagarese6430
@sessagarese6430 4 ай бұрын
You're strong g. Stand tall and keep going. You'll pull through. Forgiving is hard and it takes time. Focus on yourself and do what's right for you. But don't let their mistakes dictate your life and influence the happiness you recieve. It's gonna be tough but you're stronger than them man. ❤
@phantomrabbit2002
@phantomrabbit2002 4 ай бұрын
You need more recognition from the people in these comments. Stay strong bro🫶🏼
@skebcla
@skebcla 4 ай бұрын
Don’t know if you’d see this, but I hope and pray that God will bless your heart and soul, doesn’t matter if you’re religious or not but please remember this. You will be blessed.
@BGKO1992
@BGKO1992 27 күн бұрын
Son. Let me tell you this. Your parents needs help and only god know they are suffering. No person on earth born l hoping one day they will be junkies. Sometimes life difficulty strikes in an unimaginable ways. They must have went through a lot of tough time that they wanted to opting out. Addiction comes from mental illness. If you cannot change them just pray everyday for them . Many who have been addicted for years in hard drug were able to quit. They brought you in this world that alone is a blessing. Just stay strong and i pray that they you all live to see yourselves together and happy
@NarutoUzumaki-hs2yi
@NarutoUzumaki-hs2yi 5 жыл бұрын
Just found my new fav rapper. This brought me to tears.
@kenschnitker2161
@kenschnitker2161 5 жыл бұрын
I know right sad I’m in froster care
@migueldistinga8973
@migueldistinga8973 5 жыл бұрын
Naruto Uzumaki am holding it fam. This shit is real
@princemonzzzi2174
@princemonzzzi2174 5 жыл бұрын
What about killer bee?
@bbbnz50
@bbbnz50 5 жыл бұрын
@@princemonzzzi2174 your a fukwit
@anqelicviibes
@anqelicviibes 5 жыл бұрын
What about Tupac?
@hegxzdil
@hegxzdil 4 жыл бұрын
You can hear the sadness in *NF'S* voice.
@felipe020568
@felipe020568 4 жыл бұрын
True
@druiventakclaudia3547
@druiventakclaudia3547 4 жыл бұрын
True
@acfizz
@acfizz 4 жыл бұрын
Sit In my room, tears run down my face and I YELL
@EveHyland-in8jb9ti9y
@EveHyland-in8jb9ti9y 4 жыл бұрын
He wanted to record it on his own with noone watching so he could be 100% himself. 😢🙏🌹
@jasmin-yl7pf
@jasmin-yl7pf 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@katrina2195
@katrina2195 8 жыл бұрын
the raw emotions in his work is exactly why i absolutely love NF.
@cassidysamantha8639
@cassidysamantha8639 8 жыл бұрын
Katrina IKR I'm fricken crying this dang song geez I live it but it makes me so sad
@katrina2195
@katrina2195 8 жыл бұрын
same I love it but it makes my eyes water. since its what he's been through and is still going through these emotions. it leaves a big impact on the people who listen to it (especially those who relate to this song). that right there is truly amazing.
@supra_racer
@supra_racer 8 жыл бұрын
It made my eyes water to esspicaly at the end when she fell to the floor and died and the part were u can see nate almost crying 😢
@supra_racer
@supra_racer 8 жыл бұрын
nice work tho really emotional gave it a like
@cheechyates5670
@cheechyates5670 7 жыл бұрын
Katrina Cmccj is jazz Xmx
@Kentou_yt
@Kentou_yt 2 ай бұрын
"it took everything inside of me not to scream at your funeral, sitting in my chair that person talking was pitiful" honestly that line is so underrated
@roaminxo
@roaminxo 6 жыл бұрын
Verse 1: Grief Verse 2: Anger Verse 3: Acceptance
@kadeng3514
@kadeng3514 6 жыл бұрын
Now that you put that out there I see it
@andrewrobinson686
@andrewrobinson686 6 жыл бұрын
True....😭😭
@lydiamartin1424
@lydiamartin1424 6 жыл бұрын
mind blown
@BeastSlayer636
@BeastSlayer636 6 жыл бұрын
Ya😦
@prascoooooo
@prascoooooo 5 жыл бұрын
Just discovered NF and in a marathon of all his songs.
@kyoyaal3913
@kyoyaal3913 5 жыл бұрын
Me too brother
@megankopp3544
@megankopp3544 5 жыл бұрын
Yess
@misterpekka1369
@misterpekka1369 5 жыл бұрын
Same
@michaelrobinson1056
@michaelrobinson1056 5 жыл бұрын
Same here, I had heard a couple of his songs but, didn't decide to really check him out until a couple of days ago. I was in the grocery store listening to this and was about to start crying. He gained a new fan.
@zimskii2574
@zimskii2574 5 жыл бұрын
The same, bri
@adindaverbi4146
@adindaverbi4146 5 жыл бұрын
“now a relationship is something we won’t ever have. why do i feel like i lost something that i never had?” damn
@Daniel-mj7uh
@Daniel-mj7uh 5 жыл бұрын
When I have kids u wont be there. 😭😭😭
@SS-hv2nk
@SS-hv2nk 5 жыл бұрын
Damnnnn That was powerful
@juveleediaz5011
@juveleediaz5011 5 жыл бұрын
I could relate
@alabamabeardedbrothers289
@alabamabeardedbrothers289 Ай бұрын
This song.. tears me apart so bad. My situation was diffrent. I was waiting to see my kids. But they never came. Plans were made and changed . Leaving me waiting. They r grown now. Haven't spoken to me in 4yrs. Tears don't heal. But to anyone holding it in,,,, it's a relief of the weight. Good luck. God bless.
@biblicalencouragement4908
@biblicalencouragement4908 Ай бұрын
Jesus please help this suffering child of yours. Jesus is hope for the hopeless 😊😊 I pray out loud Psalm 91 each day for a Holy Protective Shield in my life. God bless you enormously
@skmondal1
@skmondal1 3 жыл бұрын
this is not a song, it's a story. these are not lyrics, they're true words.
@diegoforgette7742
@diegoforgette7742 3 жыл бұрын
Finally a comment i can relate to💎💪🏾🤐
@vrtigohfrl
@vrtigohfrl 3 жыл бұрын
Yes
@vrtigohfrl
@vrtigohfrl 3 жыл бұрын
😔😟😕🙁☹️😣😖😫😩🥺😢😭😭😭😭😭😭
@pandaqueen1649
@pandaqueen1649 3 жыл бұрын
I just started to cry on my bed watching this sad damn thing.
@ezeemeka3072
@ezeemeka3072 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah teuw
@bushmonger950
@bushmonger950 5 жыл бұрын
I don’t think the crying was there on purpose, HE IS ACTUALLY FEELING THIS
@roanito5594
@roanito5594 5 жыл бұрын
The end was recorded when he had an emotional breakdown during recording and he doesn’t ply the song at shows to keep it raw
@amanisaddi1051
@amanisaddi1051 5 жыл бұрын
Ik
@griseldavalenzuela7613
@griseldavalenzuela7613 5 жыл бұрын
Anonymous Penguin I cry everytime I hear this song
@dalton2478
@dalton2478 5 жыл бұрын
Anonymous Penguin he’s actually crying
@cb_styx3392
@cb_styx3392 5 жыл бұрын
@@dalton2478 bruh I'd be crying to if my mom did all this
@andressandoval9043
@andressandoval9043 5 жыл бұрын
I found NF accidentally on youtube. This is deepest and the most underrated song written!! 😢😭
@Stirling-Shade
@Stirling-Shade 5 жыл бұрын
It isn't underrated in my opinion, though it deserves more views yes. This song here is the most underrated song in my opinion. It only has 1.5 million views for being six years old. kzbin.info/www/bejne/kKm0fYGue6Zkg8k Well at least it is the most underrated song I know of at the moment.
@m1kankinnie55
@m1kankinnie55 5 жыл бұрын
Andres Sandoval I found him after I heard his intro 3 music
@remyhavoc4463
@remyhavoc4463 5 жыл бұрын
"There is no accidents" -Master Oogway
@elizabethCorkins83
@elizabethCorkins83 5 жыл бұрын
🖤🎈🖤🎈🖤 🗝️🖤🗝️🖤🗝️ 🖤🎈🖤🎈🖤 🗝️🖤🗝️🖤🗝️ 🖤🎈🖤🎈🖤
@rogerhernandez6640
@rogerhernandez6640 5 жыл бұрын
🛒 🎈 🖤 🔑
@destinykay397
@destinykay397 2 ай бұрын
"I think of you when i get a whiff of that cigarette smell." Is the line that hits me. My mom was a wild, turbulent soul. She wasnt ready for motherhood, but I loved her. Oh my god I loved her so much. She messed up, over and over again. I felt every aspect of this song, but while my mom had a brief battle with prescriptions they are not what did it. Cigarettes took her, they took my momma. I watched lung cancer destory her, it ripped her apart as vicious as a pack of starving wolves ripping her apart as the cancer masticized to her brain and turned her into even more of a stranger. 37 tumors in her brain that cigarettes planted deep in her lungs and it grew like an invasive weed. I stood by her bedside when they took her off of life support, a shell of her former self, and i gently cried as I told her how much I loved her and it was okay for her to let go. It wasn't okay though. I wasnt ready. It took my once wild, fierce force of a mother, too crazy to have her feet planted on firm ground where her kids needed her...15 minutes to die. I watched life leave her body. I smelled a lady the other day in passing, and she smelled like my momma. No, she smelled like Newport 100s, and it killed me to realize those kids she had with her will probably feel how I feel.
@ayla7838
@ayla7838 7 жыл бұрын
I hear his story through he depth of his voice, not just he words.
@silasgonzalez6813
@silasgonzalez6813 7 жыл бұрын
I agree
@youhan9460
@youhan9460 7 жыл бұрын
I don't know if it's possible .. but i think i can hear his pain and all of his emotions through his voice
@shabadoo3399
@shabadoo3399 7 жыл бұрын
SoNotRight you can definitely feel his pain and anger through his voice
@maddiebye6059
@maddiebye6059 7 жыл бұрын
SoNotRight same😭
@katmoloney9922
@katmoloney9922 7 жыл бұрын
SoNotRight it makes the song sooo good
@potatolord160
@potatolord160 4 жыл бұрын
I'm not crying because I relate to this song, I'm crying because I know there's people who actually do relate to it. I can feel Nate's pain in every one of his songs and I guess it breaks me to know that he's struggling.
@volt3091
@volt3091 4 жыл бұрын
In the future, this will have alot more likes with my reply at 100+ likes. but yes, depressing and heartbreaking to know that this, this is the lives of some people.
@kasonhinderliter6359
@kasonhinderliter6359 3 жыл бұрын
I relate to the song too
@Kaiissilly
@Kaiissilly 3 жыл бұрын
me a person who relates to this song
@bellaalvarez5318
@bellaalvarez5318 3 жыл бұрын
It really hits , drugs mess a person up my mom been doing them since she was my age . She isnt gone but she isnt here either , her brains fried and it's just too much
@tobyreimer216
@tobyreimer216 3 жыл бұрын
I can relate since my bff died in dec.18 2020
@canaanclb
@canaanclb 7 жыл бұрын
"Music is the only place I can go to speak to you." This line really got me.
@WindyAssassin
@WindyAssassin 7 жыл бұрын
Canaan B I had to turn around and look @ my phone when he said that, like damn..
@cooldog4726
@cooldog4726 7 жыл бұрын
Canaan B me to 😢😢😢😢
@keeganbusby6708
@keeganbusby6708 7 жыл бұрын
Canaan B me too😩😩😢😢😢
@metehanmanga4729
@metehanmanga4729 7 жыл бұрын
keegan busby vo
@metehanmanga4729
@metehanmanga4729 7 жыл бұрын
VODAFONE OWNER VİDEO İZLE
@gabedadestroyer70
@gabedadestroyer70 Ай бұрын
he does need a grammy for this work of art. Im sorry, Nate. So sorry. I wish none of this bad stuff happened to you. i wish yyou were ina better life. Thank you for all youve done so far. thank you
@slyvee
@slyvee 7 жыл бұрын
This is heart-breaking...
@thecreator2568
@thecreator2568 7 жыл бұрын
SLY true
@ryanw3451
@ryanw3451 7 жыл бұрын
SLY 500 like
@willprice3290
@willprice3290 7 жыл бұрын
ctkthpxjbd you need Jesus admit it
@lamontdunnaville5361
@lamontdunnaville5361 7 жыл бұрын
THIS IS BASICALLY HOW I FEEL DAILY, ONLY YAHWEH KEEPS ME GOING
@BraaAlorgan
@BraaAlorgan 7 жыл бұрын
i'm sorry for ur lost
@BandoHD
@BandoHD 3 жыл бұрын
My mom just passed away 2 nights ago. I saw her lying on the floor, lifeless. She struggled with alcohol addiction. I showed her this song/video last year and she made me a promise to quit. Well she broke that promise. Tell your mom you love her while you can.
@GM15_Official
@GM15_Official 3 жыл бұрын
Damn man I dont know what that's like but I know it sucks. Try and be strong
@joly7412
@joly7412 3 жыл бұрын
Praying for you, stay strong I hope you find peace
@7furtive334
@7furtive334 3 жыл бұрын
I'm so so sorry for your loss please stay strong and keep your head up man :(
@musicisourtherapy4399
@musicisourtherapy4399 3 жыл бұрын
Rest in peace brandon mother
@urdelicatepov
@urdelicatepov 3 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss man. I know how hard it must be for you. Keep going x
@Aenami
@Aenami 3 жыл бұрын
"The goodbyes are not what hurt, but the flashbacks that follow"
@mykee426
@mykee426 3 жыл бұрын
Very true 😭
@mykee426
@mykee426 3 жыл бұрын
And the nightmares..
@brittneyschannel1
@brittneyschannel1 3 жыл бұрын
I needed to read this tonight
@mykee426
@mykee426 3 жыл бұрын
@@brittneyschannel1 you're welcome. 💙 stay strong sister.
@Toemfenerli
@Toemfenerli 3 жыл бұрын
pepe laugh
@StackSmallVictories
@StackSmallVictories 7 күн бұрын
So almost 4 years ago.... 3 years 9 months 12 days ago exactly i replayed this and time non stop. I kept picturing my kids yelling this at me. Now im on the other side seeing the fruits of all the pain. Its a beautiful thing
@TheGreatJimbob32
@TheGreatJimbob32 4 жыл бұрын
Who's listening in 2021? Still hits just as hard as it did 4 years ago :(
@Nintendium.m
@Nintendium.m 4 жыл бұрын
Me
@idklost6331
@idklost6331 4 жыл бұрын
Me
@nevaehlobis3590
@nevaehlobis3590 4 жыл бұрын
hey lol
@LuxthXO
@LuxthXO 4 жыл бұрын
Me.. this shit hits personal man...
@joaquinrodallas9289
@joaquinrodallas9289 4 жыл бұрын
Fr this always gets me
@DeanLovesCas
@DeanLovesCas 3 жыл бұрын
"Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had?" -NF I can feel it
@alwaysevolve1
@alwaysevolve1 3 жыл бұрын
So true
@aha9788
@aha9788 3 жыл бұрын
I lost myself
@khyizuku2762
@khyizuku2762 5 жыл бұрын
"When you're happy, you like the song. But when you're sad, you understand the lyrics."
@dace1936
@dace1936 5 жыл бұрын
What if you're both?
@lesliejohnson1554
@lesliejohnson1554 5 жыл бұрын
It's like that wit every song
@taukietaukie3950
@taukietaukie3950 5 жыл бұрын
I know how it feels like.
@taukietaukie3950
@taukietaukie3950 5 жыл бұрын
It's almost simular as my story
@Multiman161
@Multiman161 5 жыл бұрын
@@taukietaukie3950 me too :(
@Anna1234oogaboiga
@Anna1234oogaboiga 2 ай бұрын
I haven't cried from a song in a while. My birth, "mom" left me for drugs when i was 4. She isn't dead but i know she a'nt gonna live by the time I'm legally aloud to see her again. I feel bad for what people like him have experienced cause i know what its like and i cant imagine whatvid do if life where anymore difficult.
@hostonyoutube
@hostonyoutube Ай бұрын
stay strong 😔
@kenancates9743
@kenancates9743 4 жыл бұрын
"It takes a Man to not cry. But it takes an even bigger Man to cry."
@madelynneevans6580
@madelynneevans6580 4 жыл бұрын
Yes
@Drk829
@Drk829 4 жыл бұрын
It’s a copy but it’s a good one
@clckythecomedydude4966
@clckythecomedydude4966 4 жыл бұрын
Yess sir
@taylorwithers4209
@taylorwithers4209 4 жыл бұрын
👏🏽
@kenancates9743
@kenancates9743 4 жыл бұрын
@@Drk829 Let's just say I got inspired
@DiiNKiiE
@DiiNKiiE 5 жыл бұрын
I legitimately ugly cried. The pain in your voice, I felt that pretty damn deep.
@itsmasino
@itsmasino 5 жыл бұрын
xlarahabetsx you’re hiding your face in your picture lol . Get off this video if you’re gonna be negative
@abbigailfertig3983
@abbigailfertig3983 5 жыл бұрын
IKR my sister is on the same path. Everyday I wake up fearing I’m gonna get a call saying she’s gone.
@justjordi1480
@justjordi1480 5 жыл бұрын
@xlarahabetsx pll like you dont deserve to listen to his music
@DiiNKiiE
@DiiNKiiE 5 жыл бұрын
Aww did someone piss in your cheerios that you have to degrade people?
@Chiramisudo
@Chiramisudo 5 жыл бұрын
@@abbigailfertig3983 Send her this song immediately! Maybe it'll help. "Sometimes I wish I would have just called you. I wish I would have just picked up the phone." -NF 4:47... may it never be you. I'm so sorry you and your sister are going through that. 😢
@londonrogers7473
@londonrogers7473 5 жыл бұрын
“I don’t need a picture of my mom I need the real thing.” Dang I felt that.
@bladeslaughter2567
@bladeslaughter2567 5 жыл бұрын
Itz Miss London honestly.... my heart
@chaimaafahsi3285
@chaimaafahsi3285 5 жыл бұрын
😭omh ,i cry every time I heard it!!
@mirandacummins7045
@mirandacummins7045 5 жыл бұрын
Eh I know how he feels
@ryancruger3328
@ryancruger3328 5 жыл бұрын
I relate
@peyton4309
@peyton4309 5 жыл бұрын
I went through the exact same thing but my mom didn't pass away I remember sitting in McDonald's waiting for my mom to come an she never showed up an at the park she showed up once an she tried to take me back and i remember telling her no an I feel bad for the people who have lost somone I am very lucky I haven't lost my mom but I don't live with her I got tooken away from her when i was 2 and I'm 11 now an I havent seen her in 5 years an I having seen my brother in forever if I see them I will most likely think they are strangers because the last time I seen them I was 6 an the last think my mom and brother said to me was happy birthday I love u if I have got through this u can no matter how hard it is
@KnightmareSenpai
@KnightmareSenpai Ай бұрын
"All I feel is pain, everytime I picture you" hits hard...I lost my mom in 2015 to cancer and we weren't close when she died as we'd had a rough relationship over the past few years...but god is it true that like I want to picture her in a better light but I only picture the pain from our relationship...you're amazing Nate never forget that.
@mintteaberry6886
@mintteaberry6886 4 жыл бұрын
I can feel NF crying. He must really love his mom.
@channie3081
@channie3081 4 жыл бұрын
Miss*
@r.m7034
@r.m7034 4 жыл бұрын
If he did I fully respect him, I’m being honest if this was my mom I could never forgive her as she died doing and buying drugs which the money could be better spent on my well being. Fortunately I’m 17 healthy about to go University from support by the best mother in the world, love from the United Kingdom
@oliverj.8266
@oliverj.8266 4 жыл бұрын
@@r.m7034 what a messed up thing to say, really. I mean, I get what you mean, but don't you understand the gravity of peoples pain? There usually is a reason behind abusing.. Shitty thing to postulate, you couldn't forgive someone for being too weak for their own emotions
@r.m7034
@r.m7034 4 жыл бұрын
Oliver J. It’s just my own personal opinion bro, that you should sacrifice a lot of things for your kids from small things like cigarettes to big things like drugs so that your child grows healthy and if you can’t you shouldn’t have a child or should send him to a safe environment. I get some people in the world are struggling and find it hard to refrain from these actions but in my opinion if you have a child you should no question, because if you do drugs and struggle that’s fine you can screw your life over but if it’s harming others then there’s a problem.if you disagree with me that’s fine bro and take care
@oliverj.8266
@oliverj.8266 4 жыл бұрын
@@r.m7034 just for the record, cigrattes are considered drugs as well. And you know, it's not like parents who do drugs doesn't want to quit. Have you heard plof physical dependence? Altered brain chemistry? Withdrawals? Shit like that happen, when you do pills and what not. Quitting drugs, isn't just a dance of flowers :-)
@tracyknol5023
@tracyknol5023 5 жыл бұрын
I have never heard a more deep and emotional song in my life. This hits hard for me and I cried for the entire length of the song.
@soto3689
@soto3689 5 жыл бұрын
tracy knol What’s the meaning? What happened to her?
@jjooee6699
@jjooee6699 5 жыл бұрын
@@soto3689 drugs got the best of her
@fallenraven4096
@fallenraven4096 5 жыл бұрын
@@soto3689 she had a opioid addiction which is a drug
@derekperry6464
@derekperry6464 5 жыл бұрын
So did I....Jesus Christ
@fallenraven4096
@fallenraven4096 5 жыл бұрын
@gouan 10 Yeah
@Mandyincandy
@Mandyincandy 5 жыл бұрын
That’s the most painful song that I ever heard. You can feel in his voice that there is so much pain. The last part hit me so hard. I really love this man so much, I have so much respect🖤
@novash4de
@novash4de 4 жыл бұрын
BHC 🖤
@Mandyincandy
@Mandyincandy 4 жыл бұрын
Phqntvm yes man 🖤
@elsiecoleman3186
@elsiecoleman3186 4 жыл бұрын
Yungblud 4 life 🖤🖤🖤
@chrisgrzynkowicz4801
@chrisgrzynkowicz4801 4 жыл бұрын
NF All the way
@yhorlenyhernandezorrego4844
@yhorlenyhernandezorrego4844 4 жыл бұрын
I feel like you yoo
@MozzyxAli
@MozzyxAli Ай бұрын
What sucks is that someone who doesn’t go through this with their mom will never understand the pain..
@placefeature5329
@placefeature5329 Ай бұрын
ive never been through anything close to this but ive been as angry and him so i can relate to that but its not the same as someone who has been trough this!
@ghufranhussain4749
@ghufranhussain4749 4 жыл бұрын
the courage it takes to put something personal out there.
@mikejones1750
@mikejones1750 4 жыл бұрын
NF DEEPEST LYRICS!!! kzbin.info/aero/PLwwDtQrmrYVRZEaxFXfG30UtmZWH2EFn6
@RemyScott06
@RemyScott06 4 жыл бұрын
I'm glad he did though because know there is a so g for people that have been through this too
@jasminebarrier7805
@jasminebarrier7805 4 жыл бұрын
💯💯
@vtrulygrimm777
@vtrulygrimm777 4 жыл бұрын
*Eminem exists*
@dcgamester.
@dcgamester. 4 жыл бұрын
@@vtrulygrimm777 did anyone say he didn't? like fr stop putting eminem in everything when he has absolutely nothing to do with this video or comment.
@kaylalynn7491
@kaylalynn7491 4 жыл бұрын
i cry every single time i hear this song. it really sucks when your brain associates songs with traumatic situations
@mvddiiieee6108
@mvddiiieee6108 4 жыл бұрын
And that's the worst pain of all :/
@mashudejowaka
@mashudejowaka 4 жыл бұрын
Facts
@oul1082
@oul1082 4 жыл бұрын
True
@Asdfgqedfglo
@Asdfgqedfglo 4 жыл бұрын
mvddiiieee that is not the worse pain of all. Not even close.
@kaylalynn7491
@kaylalynn7491 4 жыл бұрын
@@Asdfgqedfglo not for everyone. for me it is because of the pain linked to this song. that is truly my worst pain
@elijahelmore942
@elijahelmore942 5 жыл бұрын
NF, the most undervalued, underappreciated, and under-recognized artist out there
@yashsharmamukund2777
@yashsharmamukund2777 5 жыл бұрын
I am living far away from India and still feel the pain in his songs, I guess he is not that under recognised... I won't like if he gets more media attention because he has a genuine fan following right now and it shouldn't be blown away by idiots following him just coz he's famous
@Litolic
@Litolic 5 жыл бұрын
Sitting at 41m views. This seems like a dumb statement to make.
@johns.774
@johns.774 5 жыл бұрын
Litolic yeah, but when you compare it to some of the other artists it’s not too much
@autumnpea4
@autumnpea4 4 жыл бұрын
I can't quite understand why I've seen a few people say he was faking the tears. That was real emotion, real tears. He's extremely hurt by what he went through. We love you, Nate. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy.
@wolfxsavagecountry1263
@wolfxsavagecountry1263 4 жыл бұрын
Ik how he feels BC my mom died when I was 5
@shouldacomewithawarninh4974
@shouldacomewithawarninh4974 4 жыл бұрын
wolf x savage country I’m so sorry for your loss, may god watch over you, 💜💜💜
@aurora_1x
@aurora_1x 4 жыл бұрын
Sometimes life hits you hard and you wish you'd be dead...😔 He saves so many lives (including mine)..and he deserves to find happiness and light😭❤
@kendenford7952
@kendenford7952 4 жыл бұрын
you dont show emotion like that unless its raw.
@lazswart2698
@lazswart2698 4 жыл бұрын
He's definitely crying fr
@lucybrown1013
@lucybrown1013 5 жыл бұрын
"Skip to track number four, now that's a really sad one"
@phsvansh1
@phsvansh1 5 жыл бұрын
That’s what made me listen to this song. And it’s been on repeat 😢
@armandocontreras5078
@armandocontreras5078 5 жыл бұрын
That’s on the new album
@madyson_sprankles3222
@madyson_sprankles3222 5 жыл бұрын
Lucy Brown when i heard that, i went to his perspective album, and saw it was this song, and all i thought was..... yep
@madyson_sprankles3222
@madyson_sprankles3222 5 жыл бұрын
sorry, therapy i mean
@doughagenphoto5072
@doughagenphoto5072 5 жыл бұрын
Bingo
@admiraldoge2232
@admiraldoge2232 6 жыл бұрын
watching this video is simple, it takes 3 steps 1. lay down 2. try not to cry 3. cry a lot
@SubsWithVideos-it4yc
@SubsWithVideos-it4yc 6 жыл бұрын
Admiral Doge I never cry... because I’ve gone through sad things that are at the same level of sadness of nf’s childhood, and me now.
@neonishh2363
@neonishh2363 6 жыл бұрын
Davian DDS I’m sorry for that I hope you know there is always someone to talk to and you don’t have to be alone you are never alone💗🙂
@SubsWithVideos-it4yc
@SubsWithVideos-it4yc 6 жыл бұрын
taffybananna thxs..
@SubsWithVideos-it4yc
@SubsWithVideos-it4yc 6 жыл бұрын
taffybananna I mean I feel like I’m crying inside of my heart.. but I have no clue..
@SubsWithVideos-it4yc
@SubsWithVideos-it4yc 6 жыл бұрын
taffybananna I’ve also been alone, but I know god is with me.
@WayneTomlinson-i1g
@WayneTomlinson-i1g Ай бұрын
This is still one of the most touching songs for me personally. Every word in the songs hits home hard. It's crazy how more than one person in the world goes through the same situations.
@okkovaara
@okkovaara 4 жыл бұрын
"I dont need a picture of my mom i need a real thing" damn, that hit hard
@libertybarrowclough7144
@libertybarrowclough7144 4 жыл бұрын
hit dude not hitted
@jessclemaon9841
@jessclemaon9841 4 жыл бұрын
I know how that feels it's scary my parents abandoned me from a newborn an now I'm 15 I'm now been in care 15 years and I've been through sexual physical and mental abuse all my life and that's me everyday looking at pictures of my parents instead of seeing them my dad died if a drug overdose and my mum has got schizophrenia and she snot happy so she doses up and I have recently been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and I'm living in a group home were I really don't like and I have no choice what happens
@jessclemaon9841
@jessclemaon9841 4 жыл бұрын
And I'm separated from family so I have a had a similar life to NF
@javiergodinez1450
@javiergodinez1450 4 жыл бұрын
That did hit me hard to man
@daisyjones7357
@daisyjones7357 4 жыл бұрын
Jess Clemaon I’m honestly so sorry you had to go through that I can’t imagine how tough and hard that feels but just know something things will get better eventually there will be light at the end of the dark tunnel and you’ll get through this I wish you all the best!
@noobest254
@noobest254 5 жыл бұрын
“Where you at mom ? We’re too young to understand where you at huh ? “ Deep .
@cameronsadventure
@cameronsadventure 6 жыл бұрын
the pain in his voice D;
@lemonroyalty2643
@lemonroyalty2643 6 жыл бұрын
Sadly, you can clearly tell
@Denm_a
@Denm_a 5 жыл бұрын
I can feel his pain just by hearing him.💔💔
@VIROX_1
@VIROX_1 5 жыл бұрын
So clear and so heart breaking 😢
@Martin-xh1hd
@Martin-xh1hd 5 жыл бұрын
I cant hear it
@marissamcclain8856
@marissamcclain8856 5 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@DJsTopics
@DJsTopics Ай бұрын
I still cry to this after 6 years. I was 8 now I'm 14. Wow that's a huge impact it's made on me...
@placefeature5329
@placefeature5329 Ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@Mr.Ripper113
@Mr.Ripper113 4 жыл бұрын
My mom abandoned me at a homeless shelter when I was 6 years old. I would look out the window every day at a foster home and cried my self to sleep every night. When I was 7 she visited when I was in foster care. When she had to leave I remember hugging her and looking up at her saying why did she have to leave again. 9 years would pass and I would see her again but I didnt recognize her. She found God and changed her life around. Now at 20 years old im doing good for myself. I ship out for the US Army active duty on January 5th. Even though I dont show much emotion and hardly smile anymore It was hard has hell writing this shit. It hurts but I know Im stronger and more successful because of it. I've come a long way and life just keeps on getting better.
@sandylee6025
@sandylee6025 4 жыл бұрын
💜
@earlgrey4013
@earlgrey4013 4 жыл бұрын
Wishing u love and happiness
@frostyomnic9995
@frostyomnic9995 4 жыл бұрын
good luck tomorrow man
@Mr.Ripper113
@Mr.Ripper113 4 жыл бұрын
@@frostyomnic9995 thank you!
@Acadian.FrenchFry
@Acadian.FrenchFry 4 жыл бұрын
God bless you! My mom left me in a different way, but I also ended up in foster homes and remember literally doing the same thing you described. Crying myself to sleep. I just wanted to tell you that so you know you're not alone. Sending you the hugs you deserve.
@justonerandomguy6580
@justonerandomguy6580 6 жыл бұрын
You know he's a good rapper when he can make you cry with a track you don't even relate to at all
@username_username_101
@username_username_101 6 жыл бұрын
justOnerandomguy my thoughts exactly.
@babysmurf166
@babysmurf166 6 жыл бұрын
Yep...
@andrewwelch9997
@andrewwelch9997 6 жыл бұрын
Yup
@catalyzt7162
@catalyzt7162 6 жыл бұрын
Yep
@Synthetic-Chicken
@Synthetic-Chicken 6 жыл бұрын
Even more so when it does relate and resonate, tearin up writin this...damn
@Enoxx631
@Enoxx631 8 жыл бұрын
So much emotion and pain bottled up in one person. I feel you NF
@nyandinengome5079
@nyandinengome5079 8 жыл бұрын
XxShadowxX X same here😥
@luckycharms935
@luckycharms935 8 жыл бұрын
Haliyma Clay oh god....
@pewdiepiep1444
@pewdiepiep1444 8 жыл бұрын
+Sierra Thurman Not to be overly religious but please don't take God's name in vain
@luckycharms935
@luckycharms935 8 жыл бұрын
I didn't mean it like that, meant it like "oh gosh". Didn't mean to offend anyone. =p
@raxmax1421
@raxmax1421 7 жыл бұрын
Pewdiepie p he doesn't
@JungleSpritzE
@JungleSpritzE Ай бұрын
I'm writing this in tears right now. Keep going, Nate. You mean more to us than you think 🥲
@batmangotham8445
@batmangotham8445 4 жыл бұрын
I am a recovering addict & a mother of 3, this song has helped me in so many ways to stay clean. I never want my children to feel like I chose my addiction over them. Everyday is a battle for me to stay clean & I keep fighting to save my children from feeling the pain of growing up without a mother like I did.
@leo-e2n5v
@leo-e2n5v 4 жыл бұрын
I grew up without a mom as well. My mother passed away when I was 7 due to drugs. There is never a day that goes by without me thinking of her and trying to figure out how I could've saved her. I'm in highschool now. Never stop fighting for your kids.
@batmangotham8445
@batmangotham8445 4 жыл бұрын
@@leo-e2n5v I am sorry for your loss. I lost my mother at the age of 14, my father had died when I was 2. Losing a parent isn't easy. The one thing I have realized is that there was nothing I could of done to save them. Just like there is nothing you could of done to save your mom. My kids couldn't get me or keep me clean, I had to do that for myself. I got clean because I didn't want my kids to grow up without a mom like I did. If you ever need someone to talk to I am here, I think of my mom everyday too.
@jessicabowers5137
@jessicabowers5137 4 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for you guys
@fareedafarhana6332
@fareedafarhana6332 4 жыл бұрын
Batman Gotham i wish u the best for ur life and families. I hope u will recover soon and had a happy life with ur children and family. God bless you. Love ya❤️
@jackr2272
@jackr2272 4 жыл бұрын
@@batmangotham8445 if you ever need anyone to talk to, we are here too!❤️ Not because you can’t do it alone, but because you don’t have to 😞❤️❤️❤️
@piercetheblu
@piercetheblu 4 жыл бұрын
no matter how much I see this music video I’ll never stop crying
@karminlemery1933
@karminlemery1933 4 жыл бұрын
Literally same I just got done crying again to this video for the 50th time
@TheGreatJimbob32
@TheGreatJimbob32 4 жыл бұрын
it hits different when you've lived it...RIP mom :(
@piercetheblu
@piercetheblu 4 жыл бұрын
@@TheGreatJimbob32 I’m so sorry for your loss🕊 I hope you’re doing great !
@kivadavis7245
@kivadavis7245 4 жыл бұрын
frl...
@CARSON-wi3kf
@CARSON-wi3kf 4 жыл бұрын
Same
@theQandA
@theQandA 5 жыл бұрын
It must be brutal to be in the studio when NF is recording.
@GilDice
@GilDice 5 жыл бұрын
Those sounds of him crying were from his recording. He kept all his breakdowns so people could hear how hard it was
@theQandA
@theQandA 5 жыл бұрын
Knockoff Media That’s what I figured
@Kevinwatches
@Kevinwatches 5 жыл бұрын
@@GilDice Yeah, I heard he kicked everyone out the room after recording and he broke down and they decided to add it into the song itself
@divine_fade8165
@divine_fade8165 5 жыл бұрын
Kevin Stewart Yea someone told me he did that and they all left out of respect
@jaycehafso9432
@jaycehafso9432 5 жыл бұрын
the Q&A at the end he asked everyone to leave the studio and he ranted for 15 minutes but they took the best part
@TejKumar-cw8lz
@TejKumar-cw8lz Ай бұрын
First song that cry that Hard
@whocares508
@whocares508 4 жыл бұрын
Still gets me choked up. No kid should ever go through this. I felt Nates pain through this track. I'd hug you if I could bro. Be safe.
@nayelitaveras23
@nayelitaveras23 4 жыл бұрын
Giovani Ortiz but sadly we do😕
@teganleighculley9101
@teganleighculley9101 4 жыл бұрын
My dad left me and then used me , pretended to want me to stay with his gf then he cut me off he has 2 other kids that he loves and cares for but not me I’m numb
@_kgrip
@_kgrip 4 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry if I'm being annoying but please hear me out. I'm 14 and I wanna rap. me nor my parents can afford to buy me a laptop or a home studio right now. Since I'm Indian it's even worse, everyone laughs at even the thought of me rapping. Im gonna prove them wrong. I wanna show them that my race is something I can't control. What I can control is that I try my best. Im not asking you to like my content, just give me constructive criticism. One day I'll make it out of this, one day I'll be the greatest.
@peterfox5106
@peterfox5106 4 жыл бұрын
@@_kgrip maybe not the greatest but u could be pretty good
@darlinevan
@darlinevan 4 жыл бұрын
i understand him a lot because my mom left me for drugs as well
@emmafee6438
@emmafee6438 5 жыл бұрын
I don’t understand how rappers get famous promoting bad things and flexing their money and belongings their music have no depth no meaning but NF s songs are talking bout the struggle of his life his songs make me cry he pours a piece of his soul into each soul yet he is unrecognized He sings the truth
@fookyoazz388
@fookyoazz388 5 жыл бұрын
I loved Cardi and rappers like her til I heard how real his music is and hes still underrated
@Annakory
@Annakory 5 жыл бұрын
Its honestly disgusting that its that way in this generation, im young but i understand that this generation and the next ones ate just stupid, theyre ruined honestly
@joshuawynne686
@joshuawynne686 5 жыл бұрын
Because are you really going to want to listen to sad shit even if it's true?
@Tunt1989
@Tunt1989 5 жыл бұрын
Emma Fee Zkiss
@pure555
@pure555 5 жыл бұрын
Emma Fee society is not ready for him..sadly i dont know if it will ever be.
@thee_1_and_only659
@thee_1_and_only659 6 жыл бұрын
You can feel his pain through his voice💔
@austinclark2675
@austinclark2675 6 жыл бұрын
Me too
@jeannettedavisson738
@jeannettedavisson738 6 жыл бұрын
You can feel the pain😓
@jenryrivas5025
@jenryrivas5025 6 жыл бұрын
Tbh
@gestmyu3
@gestmyu3 6 жыл бұрын
ya
@showora4486
@showora4486 6 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@robertvantrump1537
@robertvantrump1537 15 күн бұрын
Lost my mom when I was 12 to pills. A woman shared this song tonight at church and all I could think of was "this was my life" !!! Powerful sir, thank you.
@VidsFromATree
@VidsFromATree 5 жыл бұрын
"some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing" that hit my soul
@ShuichiMin57
@ShuichiMin57 4 жыл бұрын
the pain that radiates from his voice has me crying. damn.
@subormycutedogwilldie7811
@subormycutedogwilldie7811 4 жыл бұрын
Fr
@subormycutedogwilldie7811
@subormycutedogwilldie7811 4 жыл бұрын
KGRIP keep believing people are nasty because there jelly but I believe you will make it in life dont suicide but smile instead people are racist coz they don't know how it feels to be like that it's must ssooo scary everyday having to worry about the cops coming just because you're different it's ssooo messed up man like people r just soo messed up but we can stop racism by standing up tall and being the person u r
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
No pain in the world compares to the pain of not getting your moms love :(
@heatherp7199
@heatherp7199 Жыл бұрын
Forreal man I miss my mom everyday
@ZacharyHarpel
@ZacharyHarpel Жыл бұрын
Dude I have my mom's love still and I treasure it, but I don't think I could function at all if it was gone. I just can't imagine it. How...?
@radheKrishnadevotee-gf2lj
@radheKrishnadevotee-gf2lj Жыл бұрын
😢😢😢😢miss you mom
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
@@heatherp7199 🙏🙏
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
@@ZacharyHarpel yepp its hard
@SlickWyteG59
@SlickWyteG59 Ай бұрын
I listen fo this and see kife through the eyes of both my 6 and 7 year old daughters eyes and i break down.... why, just why? How did you become what you are, who you are? Your babies need their mom ... please get clean before I have to tell them you've passed
@HS-wr6fg
@HS-wr6fg 5 жыл бұрын
I can’t imagine my life without my mom and my dad🖤 R.I.P for all the moms and the dads out there and stay strong❤️❤️
@muhammedmislimi7769
@muhammedmislimi7769 5 жыл бұрын
Same...
@taccy6900
@taccy6900 5 жыл бұрын
My dad passed away about 5 months ago and it’s the worst fuckin thing ever...
@dylanbaron9583
@dylanbaron9583 5 жыл бұрын
Much love , it’s hard and my this song explains my father was addicted to pills , he passed away high on pills , my aunt was addicted to pills and died of an overdose,this hits , it really hits , my heart is broken ,thank you nf for sharing you’re pain ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@chasebishop4580
@chasebishop4580 5 жыл бұрын
HS it’s even worst for him because he knew and still knows she never cared about him because she walked out on him
@yuridark5643
@yuridark5643 5 жыл бұрын
HS I went to go see my birth mom and she didn't even remember my name and I saw that she was drinking and she was high now I live with my aunt
@haley9433
@haley9433 5 жыл бұрын
Him crying at the end is what really got me
@davidnasca6306
@davidnasca6306 5 жыл бұрын
I have to skip that part or I will start balling
@kia6074
@kia6074 5 жыл бұрын
DAVID Nasca Same I skip it all the time, it’s just makes me stop what am doing & cry
@emp9397
@emp9397 5 жыл бұрын
Same :((
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