This will never be just a song. And Nf will never be just a song artist. He is so much more than that.
@amandataylor16666 жыл бұрын
wait really
@jeffchristianson-ziebell6 жыл бұрын
Moose Playz amen
@amandataylor16666 жыл бұрын
who are you
@ezraprzytyk6 жыл бұрын
i know eh so much more than that... a copy of eminem!!..smh
@iliketofuckwomen12656 жыл бұрын
Moose Playz eminem dissed him...
@pratikshabarbate80475 жыл бұрын
" I don't rap so millions of people will like me ; I rap because there are millions of people just like me ." -- NF I can feel it ..
@faithblossoms58515 жыл бұрын
Pratiksha Barbate i can feel it...
@elizabethCorkins835 жыл бұрын
🖤
@jadewu1115 жыл бұрын
Pratiksha Barbate So true..
@jamiehoekstra116775 жыл бұрын
And that is why NF will go down as one of the best ever, and definitely the most real!
@cynnpai96255 жыл бұрын
I mf feel it in my soul...
@baby_liz1947 жыл бұрын
the pain in his voice is so real... amazing song..
@liv.laugh...7 жыл бұрын
Leslie Botello ikr it made me cry
@treasaross17697 жыл бұрын
Steven Valarezo f hd jfjfj
@joshperry127 жыл бұрын
Vlexvudrv Uoirehtfele all I have
@tnsaqua50217 жыл бұрын
Leslie Botello frrr mann this shit go hardd
@JJJJ-hi8vs7 жыл бұрын
The pain is so real I can feel it every time I her this song.
@ethanyingling54356 ай бұрын
"I know you're gone, but i can still feel you" hits hard
@ExoticEnemy5 ай бұрын
Real I Miss My Mother
@julioa.sanchez24153 ай бұрын
@@ExoticEnemyI miss mines to 😢 We will see them again 🙏 🕊
@julioa.sanchez24152 ай бұрын
Yes!! 😢
@Sparky_fashion08371Ай бұрын
Hits hard for me personally. I lost my grandmother back in 2018. An still to this day I miss her laugh,smile, kindness and much more that I cant even describe how she treated me. Then my whole family took a shit down hill.
@valerieellis1929Ай бұрын
For the ones we lost 😢
@prodbysyndrome8 жыл бұрын
*holds back tears*
@chrisbalodis89828 жыл бұрын
hey syndrome i love your work, this song was insane it gave me chills
@distorteddemons27368 жыл бұрын
Syndrome is that new NF type beat coming out now then. 😪😪
@brandonjones23488 жыл бұрын
Love your work man!
@charliecantcap91708 жыл бұрын
Syndrome new NF type beat?
@atari96658 жыл бұрын
Syndrome, you're dope af.
@sienna54946 жыл бұрын
NF can put so much rage and sadness without cussing TRUE TALENT!
@kiara1989236 жыл бұрын
I agree. I need to learn how to stop cursing especially when I get mad. Did NF sing the chorus?
@conchasantiago84936 жыл бұрын
oh, God, get over yourself
@isaacr9246 жыл бұрын
@@kiara198923i straight up agree
@lydiamartin14246 жыл бұрын
I think this is one of the few songs with this much rage without a cuss word. And to be honest that just makes me like the song even more
@dxdaytdxdayt47485 жыл бұрын
that is so true
@unicornlover12674 жыл бұрын
*I think we need to take a moment of silence to respect Nate and all he's been through*
@akosadriankasza2664 жыл бұрын
You can literally hear the pain in his voice.....he's really talented with a sad background....i respect him for being here and being strong.
@ieattacos48204 жыл бұрын
I agree my mom is starting on drugs and I am scared, I really don’t know my life yet and I don’t know how to hold my life.
@greg9694 жыл бұрын
Been through the same shit bro
@randomfunnessyay58854 жыл бұрын
What Nate went through, and what everyone else is going through, if your like me you don’t care about yourself only about everyone around you that are going through what you are going through
@hb-dg1hm4 жыл бұрын
MyKittyUnicorn 57 you need to know none of this is your fault and your parents choices should not be bared on your shoulders. you can be the strong through this, i know it’s hard i struggle all the time with my mom and her habits. you are strong and loved :) just wanted you to know
@den1o9 ай бұрын
To this day, I can't believe how a person can write such a song. Unbelievable. This song should be one of the best songs of all time. 💔
@rayray54726 ай бұрын
He can write it because this is what he went through and witness....
@blinkeuu31075 жыл бұрын
You know it’s a good song when you can relate to it without having gone through this
@dbaker38765 жыл бұрын
yea im tearing up cause I can sorta relate my moms an addict but hasn't passed away luckily but yea man
@mooxart645 жыл бұрын
I can totally relate to this as well. You are very right.
@kaladunn87185 жыл бұрын
Yes I can relate with both my bio parents
@Destiny-vw7qm5 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this both my parents have been addict since I was small but my mom was the only one that has passed
@mermadesquad88955 жыл бұрын
I can relate because both of my parents and my papa used but none of them died respect he makes the best music and he is underated
@Parzivalx185 жыл бұрын
"Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had" feel it :(
@tiffinymatharu41885 жыл бұрын
me too... what is happening
@jimmycruz37705 жыл бұрын
Same
@ahmedazzi29735 жыл бұрын
Cried my ass off this song...
@shantel96945 жыл бұрын
Emy I’ve lost everything I have so I have nothing to loose
@oriongourneau77885 жыл бұрын
I to so I fell in a deep depression
@wishyouwell34994 жыл бұрын
“They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell.” -NF
@charliekeever99334 жыл бұрын
If that's case I been in prison since 2013 my mom died this way
@rowanhenrycda284 жыл бұрын
Charlie Keever I’m so sorry for you. Don’t let anyone you love do that, just say they could die. I’m so sorry.
@tcmenace7984 жыл бұрын
If pains a prison I had this coming for a long time then...
@henleythehen44294 жыл бұрын
My dad did the same thing
@rada95724 жыл бұрын
and if life is pain then i buried mine a long time ago but it's still alive -nf in paralyzed
@Haliegh-v3zАй бұрын
"Why do I feel like I lost something I never had" that line hit hard I dedicated it to my dad
@vixkz4 жыл бұрын
its feels good to cry when you haven't for a while.
@darklord89424 жыл бұрын
It really does
@gavinjacks85674 жыл бұрын
Sucks to cry when you lost someone so close to you because of someone who never loved you like they said they made up a whole fake person and dont even love them like they said it hurts it hurts so bad inside but I am still alive still blessed to be alive and moving daily so I do my best to forget and just move on from what we had I held on to it this long I held on to our relationship this long because I wanted to feel the love ik that you were denying and u just wanted attention from someone else so I move on no tears nothing to say nothing for u no feelings anymore no love there any more no nothing anymore because you chose to do the things you did and abandon me
@mariamatef76794 жыл бұрын
This comment made me cry, it feels good though :)
@kolle24 жыл бұрын
Fucking words dude
@tylerrae-xogamergirly26324 жыл бұрын
I cry everyday
@rossg67355 жыл бұрын
Incase some of you didn’t know, NF’s cries are real in this song. They decided the keep it in the recording as NF couldn’t get through the song without breaking, which is why you hear so much emotion in his voice.
@chloeamador48265 жыл бұрын
Wow I did not know that thanks
@randomocitybyaspiegeek8905 жыл бұрын
More like real 'real'.
@chloeamador48265 жыл бұрын
@@randomocitybyaspiegeek890 wym
@randomocitybyaspiegeek8905 жыл бұрын
You said 'unreal' at the end of your comment and I was just commenting on how raw and real this song and all his music is. That's all. But I knew what you meant.
@chloeamador48265 жыл бұрын
@@randomocitybyaspiegeek890 are u talking to me ???
@wxste_qfspxce11135 жыл бұрын
NF crying at the end..... that really hit me hard.
@Itss_fay5 жыл бұрын
Tiauna Hazlett same
@carriedarkpoetry97515 жыл бұрын
Tiauna Hazlett I Cried Too... 💔❤️
@sah_lisu5 жыл бұрын
He let it all out...like a baby...I wept with him
@rawrmscryfrm5 жыл бұрын
That made me cry
@mattpankenify5 жыл бұрын
Yes, that post produced tear...lol
@deirdremay33866 ай бұрын
i lost my mom a year ago to an OD, she was the most amazing person i’ve ever met. I’m so tired of being angry at her but i can’t help it, she left us. She missed all of our graduations because she was too high to come. Her perfume was cigarette smoke. Sometimes I feel so alone like nobody else has experienced it but I’m glad to know it’s not just me, thank u
@bernadetteperez19795 ай бұрын
I cover this song in recovery for. Song analysis 😢
@JunkieJournal5 ай бұрын
You’re not alone…I was taken away from my mom at 5 yrs old because of her drug addiction…till this very day she does the same thing…sometimes I love her but most of the time the hate takes over. I vowed to NEVER do this to my children ever. They have no idea the level of emotional trauma this carries throughout your life…it never leaves
@DeLeonMintz-pm6qp5 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss
@douglasstewart30405 ай бұрын
Me too my Daughter birth mom Picked the Drugs over her and her Bf and her kids.
@CoachLain5 ай бұрын
@@JunkieJournalTruer words. I lost it when I heard this song and Hope because when Hope dropped it had been EXACTLY 30 years since my mom abandoned my brother and I for her addictions. You’re so right that there are days. She’s still around but just as absent as she ever was. Days when I want to tell her off, days when I miss my mommy…but I too have vowed to NEVER let my daughter experience emotional trauma like this.
@aimanhakim13594 жыл бұрын
This guy turns his pain into his art,i've never seen any rapper with a soul like this.
@kngdomfest34744 жыл бұрын
God gave him this gift fam. His ministry has help me out so much especially in areas i didnt think i needed help in!
@GustavoMaldonado424 жыл бұрын
Another one is called Eminem, check him out
@priscillacofield66204 жыл бұрын
@em101112 dude listen to Eminem older music he had a similar child hood to nf but much worse
@Codyb-kd7ux4 жыл бұрын
Joyner but other than joyner amd mgk no i agree
@theomigod4 жыл бұрын
@em101112 😂😂😂
@tajaemaynor98955 жыл бұрын
I damn near cried. He needs a Grammy for this
@belkak38944 жыл бұрын
No this is real tears bro
@decaygrounds32944 жыл бұрын
I cry because this is just like my life
@stephenross43374 жыл бұрын
Tajae Maynor I did
@coltonwilliams83354 жыл бұрын
I cried
@roptant4 жыл бұрын
Grammys wont accept real emotions smh
@gustavgude72235 жыл бұрын
Imagine how he felt when he wrote this song... and when he recorded it in the studio... NF lives on
@m3_mac5 жыл бұрын
Gustav Gude must have felt bad
@thatneighborhoodskatergirl31185 жыл бұрын
He told the producers to leave the room because he was crying so much
@nikki48035 жыл бұрын
He probably made everyone in the room cry. That's what I like to imagine. I would've cried. Not only is it sad, I start to cry when others cry. I'm typing this while listening and i'm crying right now.
@apjhvg65865 жыл бұрын
We already know cuz of this vid, The last part isnt even staged, he literally cried, which makes me realise how easy I have it..
@bouchraeglil78685 жыл бұрын
Nf ceried singing this song
@TaySlayXOXO6 ай бұрын
Probably the saddest song I’ve heard. Pure raw emotion and vulnerability. Mad respect for crying on the track. Most rappers might feel “too cool” to do that but he’s a real one for not giving a f.
@camrensharmony464 жыл бұрын
“I was nothing but a kid who couldn’t understand it” that hit hard
@Melissa-rb6ct4 жыл бұрын
Love your username and pfp 🥺
@joshuaavey12174 жыл бұрын
@@kc-lv4gh Hello, I understand you and I feel bad so I wanted to know if you could maybe email me or send me some of your music I would really like to hear it if you don't mind :)
@abduallahamin20014 жыл бұрын
@@kc-lv4gh don't give up man, keep going, i'm sure u will be something one day❤️I listened to ur music 💙
@kc-lv4gh4 жыл бұрын
@@abduallahamin2001 man if you liked it don't forget to subscribe, this is really hard for me. Nobody knows how much I worked to get 100 subs, and 100 is basically nothing
@dauntae5064 жыл бұрын
@@kc-lv4gh Bro quit trying to promote yourself by spamming your message everywhere and trying to make people feel bad. It's hard for you? It's hard for everyone.
@llaeio5 жыл бұрын
"Why do I feel like i lost something I never had?" jesus
@Ima_Malek5 жыл бұрын
Same
@virux26045 жыл бұрын
Deutschland 🇩🇪 (Ok unnötig XD)
@L00ser.lynzzz5 жыл бұрын
I feel like I lost something I never had my dad killed himself when I was 2 months
@llaeio5 жыл бұрын
@@L00ser.lynzzz I'm sorry
@llaeio5 жыл бұрын
@L00ser.lynzzz deleted this
@guesswho97915 жыл бұрын
"I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing." This line was the deepest thing I've felt in a long time. Thank you for that NF. ♥
@JustSomeGuyWithInfinity5 жыл бұрын
This line hit me hard the first time I listened to it my mom passed without me even knowing the pills got her too sadly I got called home from school and my foster mom was sitting there with my social worker told me my mom ODed this morning it’s been over two years now and I got a picture on my shelf but damn I need the real thing sometimes
@Dough-jg8xp5 жыл бұрын
I dont even have a picture
@Dough-jg8xp5 жыл бұрын
@@JustSomeGuyWithInfinity I'm sorry man I'm nearly out the shitty system now just a couple months and I'm moving out
@JustSomeGuyWithInfinity5 жыл бұрын
Has darkness fades Light glows nah the system has been great for me I love my foster mom but I know there’s shitty homes out their that don’t give a shit about the kids they get
@Thextus5 жыл бұрын
Same......😓
@chellej44415 ай бұрын
I just found him on spotify. I am sitting here watching my grandsons (3 and 4 years old) sleep 6 months after my beautiful 21 year old daughter died from fentanyl toxicity. I wish I could go back and change so much. NF has a real gift and honesty and pain radiate from each tract. I wish that no one had to feel this way. Thank you sincerely NF for being gonest and sharing your pain. Some of us no longer feel so alone and misunderstood. I am a mama dealing with my own demons who feels like they failed her children and now her grandchildren will grow up and feel this loss and wonder why.
@NihouNi3 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry to see that you lost your daughter. As a mum, wrestling with those thoughts of having failed a child is horrendous, I know. It takes a lot of input and self-reflection (something I only did when I really got into God's word) for us to comprehend ourselves and how we impact others...in both good and less good ways. I pray you come to have compassion on yourself, and that your grandchildren know how much your love them.
@julioa.sanchez24152 ай бұрын
@@NihouNi Amen ❤ 🙏
@AfricanMetalGoddess2 ай бұрын
Grace and Peace. You honor her through your love ❤
@glitched76652 ай бұрын
Wish you the best in the future, that’s terrible, much love!
@harambeslifemattered2970Ай бұрын
❤️❤️❤️ BIG HUG!
@solacefigure25734 жыл бұрын
NF is one of the only artists who carries so much weight in so little time. He puts so much emotion into so heavy of songs
@chemicallykayla4 жыл бұрын
And his songs save lives
@elliedines4394 жыл бұрын
Not the only artist, listen to redeemer by palaye royale. And quite a few Eminem songs. And snuff by slipknot, fade to black by metallica
@Ryhillchibulls4 жыл бұрын
1st album my Movements? There are others to list if I put more thought into it if I cared enough.
@Mikkokaarmela4 жыл бұрын
Only? Lmao
@serotonindefizit4 жыл бұрын
Don't forget Chester Bennington
@benlepsch21075 жыл бұрын
You dont realize how much you need someone until they are gone.
@rensutra58805 жыл бұрын
Mom
@timsharpe66525 жыл бұрын
Truth 💔
@maik35185 жыл бұрын
Wise words💔
@SueBeka5 жыл бұрын
I knew what I had when I had her, but it still hurts that she's gone. I miss you Mom
@coltenlewis47685 жыл бұрын
Ben Lepsch fr 😔
@braverybeth61984 жыл бұрын
"don't you want to see your babies grow?!" I couldn't help it. I cried
@renatemache36904 жыл бұрын
I try to tell my dad to stop smoking and drinking but well it doesn’t work and I get abused and I still love him no matter what.....this made me cry my eyes out.....
@duckydudes35144 жыл бұрын
yeah made me cry too I'm kinda hitting a streak now
@_kgrip4 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry if I'm being annoying but please hear me out. I'm 14 and I wanna rap. me nor my parents can afford to buy me a laptop or a home studio right now. Since I'm Indian it's even worse, everyone laughs at even the thought of me rapping. Im gonna prove them wrong. I wanna show them that my race is something I can't control. What I can control is that I try my best. Im not asking you to like my content, just give me constructive criticism. One day I'll make it out of this, one day I'll be the greatest.
@missyengavo76164 жыл бұрын
Same I relate to this song my mom is addicted to pills and its like she not here for me
@ONYXlON4 жыл бұрын
kgrip okay buddy stop with the copy paste bullshit for likes. If you’re gonna be the best get on with it, and stop complaining. Complaining about shit is weak.
@IV-A-VI8 күн бұрын
Still hits hard. Takes a lot of strength to be this vulnerable. Sending good vibes and hugs to anyone reading 💙
@flashreality82223 жыл бұрын
Most rappers of my generation can't even touch the surface of the level of lyrics present in this song, let alone the depth.
@ilhomsanokulov3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/baesfpuhbt2cmJY
@MrGamingIron3 жыл бұрын
The only one I know that has deep meaning is Eminem but personaly for me NF is closer and deeper.
@gc315official3 жыл бұрын
Playboi Carti does this every single song.
@reynawashere3 жыл бұрын
@@gc315official idk dude,i have heard all playboi carti song and his song is not deep like this one.
@d4rk6783 жыл бұрын
Juice can in some songs in others his lyrics are very meh
@rezorality5 жыл бұрын
“music’s the only way I can speak to you” damn i felt that
@angelics13885 жыл бұрын
i relate so much
@treebaby66ritter835 жыл бұрын
maybe becsuse he already had a wife and kids NOW did you feel That ??
@blahblah-ds2kf5 жыл бұрын
*Imagine being this strong to share something like this out in a cruel society...imagine being as amazing as Nate is...Nothing but respect*
@pure5555 жыл бұрын
blah blah respect all the way for this guy, no doubt
@harleydawn68945 жыл бұрын
I relate to the song...my mom did the exact same thing
@davisrichard22545 жыл бұрын
All the way through a respectful comment💥🙏🙏🖤
@blinkeuu31075 жыл бұрын
Harley Dawn stay strong, i love you 🖤
@someonewholovesreading75735 жыл бұрын
@@harleydawn6894 My mom did that too...
@kacireyes17905 жыл бұрын
Show of hands, how many cried when they first heard this song. I know I did
@serqothisvlogsgaming395 жыл бұрын
I cry every time I hear it
@emiliadragulin58265 жыл бұрын
I really did at the end... when i just heard him crying
@EightJane5 жыл бұрын
My sister showed me and our mom this song a few years ago. We all cried. Its kind of funny now, I was pregnant when I first heard it, this is the first time I've seen the video since then and my son looks a lot like the boy in the video.
@indirasolis18915 жыл бұрын
🙋🙋
@rosabeana11315 жыл бұрын
crying rn
@chrissyd65624 жыл бұрын
*The fact you can hear him breaking down throughout the whole song just shows how raw the emotions are...* All my prayers go out to him...🖤
@lauracastillo96294 жыл бұрын
This song soooo relatable 😭 I miss my mom
@WhatSpaceFeelsLike4 жыл бұрын
I miss my dad😭I have a deep level with this song.😭
@michaellewis094 жыл бұрын
I miss my dog Riley
@masonbainbridge79024 жыл бұрын
@@michaellewis09 its not the same
@TopdogPlayz4 жыл бұрын
@@masonbainbridge7902 It may not be as severe but all grief is the same and sucks.
@huliuss5 жыл бұрын
“Some lady in the corner watching us while she taking notes” hit me the hardest
@ykiikii5 жыл бұрын
You wanna explain me a bit more, why she's taking notes? Would be thankful for that.
@louissiff63495 жыл бұрын
@@ykiikii she's a social work evaluating if the parents are fit to home him
@khaleesiii45425 жыл бұрын
@@louissiff6349 oh, I thought about a psychiatrist but yours makes sense
@louissiff63495 жыл бұрын
@@khaleesiii4542 could be that as well.
@nikkstreams48375 жыл бұрын
ZyRiZ II Michael she is a social worker evaluating if the kids are safe enough to be rehomed
@ColtandCamtheSeachers3 ай бұрын
NF I love your songs 0:35
@jannatulismejahanchaity90324 жыл бұрын
Who loves NF actually love NF. The love that his fans giving him isn't fake.
@silaee4 жыл бұрын
He can be good but all he raps about is how much his fans hate him. It's so annoying he needs to change the subject. Yes Therapy session and the albums before were amazing but after that it's just him complaining about his fans.
@rdvanbilgic3414 жыл бұрын
@@silaee "All he raps about is how much his fans hate him" Dude what?!? Are you high or something, or is that an irony that I missed the point of?
@fullthrottlegaming11124 жыл бұрын
@Yes, either u haven’t heard ANY of his songs, or you completely mis heard the lyrics, cause the most he did like that was not about fans hating on him, but enemies saying he was out of control and not stable, but this is how he handles his pain and regret
@bethkovalski93864 жыл бұрын
If u r fake stay away
@god_drone54844 жыл бұрын
@@silaee did you have a rough past like him? i understand why he dose
@Kier5295 жыл бұрын
“ I hate the way I remember you” Damn.
@Poopydoopysxoopy5 жыл бұрын
It wasn’t the song that hit me so hard It was the fact that so many people can relate It makes me sick that so many people have to go through this
@axalespeer24505 жыл бұрын
don't feel too bad. i feel this way and its my fault
@erikas5285 жыл бұрын
Everyone at some point has to go through this.
@Poopydoopysxoopy5 жыл бұрын
@@erikas528 that's not really true
@hamiltonchampagne50255 жыл бұрын
@@Poopydoopysxoopy I think he meant everyone in life has to go through some sort of pain in their life not specifically what's portrayed in the video but anything that has made u hurt in ur life. Everyone has to go through pain in order understand what happiness truly is. If u don't know pain then u don't know happiness because when u go through shit, u learn to appreciate the good times more.
@Poopydoopysxoopy5 жыл бұрын
Hamilton Champagne yeah I get that
@NahItsLAN4 ай бұрын
I relate to this song so much. My mom & dad aren't great people, and even though I didn't always respect them, I loved them. They were there for us and they went through so many hard times to provide, no matter what. My dad worked his ass off to provide and my mother took care of our home, taught us to be better. When I was around sixteen though, their drug use got really out of hand. They tried to hide it but I was always observant and I realized what was happening. They started to act different, not themselves. My dad stopped working, fell back into alcohol. My mother stopped working. Eventually, we lost everything. We lost our house and with no where to go, my brother and I moved away to live with our grandparents. We watched them deteriorate over the years. They we're practically homeless at times, and actually homeless at other times. They stole from us, manipulated us, lied to us, didn't show up and hurt us in so many ways. They stole from my grandparents, the people taking care of their children for them. They ruined relationships to the point where my father wasn't even allowed to be there when my grandmother passed away. I've seen them shooting up, smoking meth, nodding out in front of me. I've had conversations with them where I can't even understand what they are saying. They've robbed people, hurt people, been in and out of jail, etc; You name it, they've done it. They stopped caring about our education, and I was so ANGRY and spiteful at the time that it consumed me. I stopped caring about anything, dropped out of school, and started running the streets and doing stupid shit that I shouldn't have. I influenced my brother to follow in my footsteps. Things are looking better and I have moved on somewhat, but I still haven't fully healed. My parents are still alive but I don't have much of a relationship with them at all because they have just been sinking further down the rabbit hole, and that makes it so much harder. Sometimes I wish they would just die, and most of the time I'm expecting to get that call at any moment. Despite everything though, I'm really trying to grow and keep playing the game despite the cards I've been dealt. Wish me luck...
@sessagarese64304 ай бұрын
You're strong g. Stand tall and keep going. You'll pull through. Forgiving is hard and it takes time. Focus on yourself and do what's right for you. But don't let their mistakes dictate your life and influence the happiness you recieve. It's gonna be tough but you're stronger than them man. ❤
@phantomrabbit20024 ай бұрын
You need more recognition from the people in these comments. Stay strong bro🫶🏼
@skebcla4 ай бұрын
Don’t know if you’d see this, but I hope and pray that God will bless your heart and soul, doesn’t matter if you’re religious or not but please remember this. You will be blessed.
@BGKO199227 күн бұрын
Son. Let me tell you this. Your parents needs help and only god know they are suffering. No person on earth born l hoping one day they will be junkies. Sometimes life difficulty strikes in an unimaginable ways. They must have went through a lot of tough time that they wanted to opting out. Addiction comes from mental illness. If you cannot change them just pray everyday for them . Many who have been addicted for years in hard drug were able to quit. They brought you in this world that alone is a blessing. Just stay strong and i pray that they you all live to see yourselves together and happy
@NarutoUzumaki-hs2yi5 жыл бұрын
Just found my new fav rapper. This brought me to tears.
@kenschnitker21615 жыл бұрын
I know right sad I’m in froster care
@migueldistinga89735 жыл бұрын
Naruto Uzumaki am holding it fam. This shit is real
@princemonzzzi21745 жыл бұрын
What about killer bee?
@bbbnz505 жыл бұрын
@@princemonzzzi2174 your a fukwit
@anqelicviibes5 жыл бұрын
What about Tupac?
@hegxzdil4 жыл бұрын
You can hear the sadness in *NF'S* voice.
@felipe0205684 жыл бұрын
True
@druiventakclaudia35474 жыл бұрын
True
@acfizz4 жыл бұрын
Sit In my room, tears run down my face and I YELL
@EveHyland-in8jb9ti9y4 жыл бұрын
He wanted to record it on his own with noone watching so he could be 100% himself. 😢🙏🌹
@jasmin-yl7pf4 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@katrina21958 жыл бұрын
the raw emotions in his work is exactly why i absolutely love NF.
@cassidysamantha86398 жыл бұрын
Katrina IKR I'm fricken crying this dang song geez I live it but it makes me so sad
@katrina21958 жыл бұрын
same I love it but it makes my eyes water. since its what he's been through and is still going through these emotions. it leaves a big impact on the people who listen to it (especially those who relate to this song). that right there is truly amazing.
@supra_racer8 жыл бұрын
It made my eyes water to esspicaly at the end when she fell to the floor and died and the part were u can see nate almost crying 😢
@supra_racer8 жыл бұрын
nice work tho really emotional gave it a like
@cheechyates56707 жыл бұрын
Katrina Cmccj is jazz Xmx
@Kentou_yt2 ай бұрын
"it took everything inside of me not to scream at your funeral, sitting in my chair that person talking was pitiful" honestly that line is so underrated
@roaminxo6 жыл бұрын
Verse 1: Grief Verse 2: Anger Verse 3: Acceptance
@kadeng35146 жыл бұрын
Now that you put that out there I see it
@andrewrobinson6866 жыл бұрын
True....😭😭
@lydiamartin14246 жыл бұрын
mind blown
@BeastSlayer6366 жыл бұрын
Ya😦
@prascoooooo5 жыл бұрын
Just discovered NF and in a marathon of all his songs.
@kyoyaal39135 жыл бұрын
Me too brother
@megankopp35445 жыл бұрын
Yess
@misterpekka13695 жыл бұрын
Same
@michaelrobinson10565 жыл бұрын
Same here, I had heard a couple of his songs but, didn't decide to really check him out until a couple of days ago. I was in the grocery store listening to this and was about to start crying. He gained a new fan.
@zimskii25745 жыл бұрын
The same, bri
@adindaverbi41465 жыл бұрын
“now a relationship is something we won’t ever have. why do i feel like i lost something that i never had?” damn
@Daniel-mj7uh5 жыл бұрын
When I have kids u wont be there. 😭😭😭
@SS-hv2nk5 жыл бұрын
Damnnnn That was powerful
@juveleediaz50115 жыл бұрын
I could relate
@alabamabeardedbrothers289Ай бұрын
This song.. tears me apart so bad. My situation was diffrent. I was waiting to see my kids. But they never came. Plans were made and changed . Leaving me waiting. They r grown now. Haven't spoken to me in 4yrs. Tears don't heal. But to anyone holding it in,,,, it's a relief of the weight. Good luck. God bless.
@biblicalencouragement4908Ай бұрын
Jesus please help this suffering child of yours. Jesus is hope for the hopeless 😊😊 I pray out loud Psalm 91 each day for a Holy Protective Shield in my life. God bless you enormously
@skmondal13 жыл бұрын
this is not a song, it's a story. these are not lyrics, they're true words.
@diegoforgette77423 жыл бұрын
Finally a comment i can relate to💎💪🏾🤐
@vrtigohfrl3 жыл бұрын
Yes
@vrtigohfrl3 жыл бұрын
😔😟😕🙁☹️😣😖😫😩🥺😢😭😭😭😭😭😭
@pandaqueen16493 жыл бұрын
I just started to cry on my bed watching this sad damn thing.
@ezeemeka30723 жыл бұрын
Yeah teuw
@bushmonger9505 жыл бұрын
I don’t think the crying was there on purpose, HE IS ACTUALLY FEELING THIS
@roanito55945 жыл бұрын
The end was recorded when he had an emotional breakdown during recording and he doesn’t ply the song at shows to keep it raw
@amanisaddi10515 жыл бұрын
Ik
@griseldavalenzuela76135 жыл бұрын
Anonymous Penguin I cry everytime I hear this song
@dalton24785 жыл бұрын
Anonymous Penguin he’s actually crying
@cb_styx33925 жыл бұрын
@@dalton2478 bruh I'd be crying to if my mom did all this
@andressandoval90435 жыл бұрын
I found NF accidentally on youtube. This is deepest and the most underrated song written!! 😢😭
@Stirling-Shade5 жыл бұрын
It isn't underrated in my opinion, though it deserves more views yes. This song here is the most underrated song in my opinion. It only has 1.5 million views for being six years old. kzbin.info/www/bejne/kKm0fYGue6Zkg8k Well at least it is the most underrated song I know of at the moment.
@m1kankinnie555 жыл бұрын
Andres Sandoval I found him after I heard his intro 3 music
@remyhavoc44635 жыл бұрын
"There is no accidents" -Master Oogway
@elizabethCorkins835 жыл бұрын
🖤🎈🖤🎈🖤 🗝️🖤🗝️🖤🗝️ 🖤🎈🖤🎈🖤 🗝️🖤🗝️🖤🗝️ 🖤🎈🖤🎈🖤
@rogerhernandez66405 жыл бұрын
🛒 🎈 🖤 🔑
@destinykay3972 ай бұрын
"I think of you when i get a whiff of that cigarette smell." Is the line that hits me. My mom was a wild, turbulent soul. She wasnt ready for motherhood, but I loved her. Oh my god I loved her so much. She messed up, over and over again. I felt every aspect of this song, but while my mom had a brief battle with prescriptions they are not what did it. Cigarettes took her, they took my momma. I watched lung cancer destory her, it ripped her apart as vicious as a pack of starving wolves ripping her apart as the cancer masticized to her brain and turned her into even more of a stranger. 37 tumors in her brain that cigarettes planted deep in her lungs and it grew like an invasive weed. I stood by her bedside when they took her off of life support, a shell of her former self, and i gently cried as I told her how much I loved her and it was okay for her to let go. It wasn't okay though. I wasnt ready. It took my once wild, fierce force of a mother, too crazy to have her feet planted on firm ground where her kids needed her...15 minutes to die. I watched life leave her body. I smelled a lady the other day in passing, and she smelled like my momma. No, she smelled like Newport 100s, and it killed me to realize those kids she had with her will probably feel how I feel.
@ayla78387 жыл бұрын
I hear his story through he depth of his voice, not just he words.
@silasgonzalez68137 жыл бұрын
I agree
@youhan94607 жыл бұрын
I don't know if it's possible .. but i think i can hear his pain and all of his emotions through his voice
@shabadoo33997 жыл бұрын
SoNotRight you can definitely feel his pain and anger through his voice
@maddiebye60597 жыл бұрын
SoNotRight same😭
@katmoloney99227 жыл бұрын
SoNotRight it makes the song sooo good
@potatolord1604 жыл бұрын
I'm not crying because I relate to this song, I'm crying because I know there's people who actually do relate to it. I can feel Nate's pain in every one of his songs and I guess it breaks me to know that he's struggling.
@volt30914 жыл бұрын
In the future, this will have alot more likes with my reply at 100+ likes. but yes, depressing and heartbreaking to know that this, this is the lives of some people.
@kasonhinderliter63593 жыл бұрын
I relate to the song too
@Kaiissilly3 жыл бұрын
me a person who relates to this song
@bellaalvarez53183 жыл бұрын
It really hits , drugs mess a person up my mom been doing them since she was my age . She isnt gone but she isnt here either , her brains fried and it's just too much
@tobyreimer2163 жыл бұрын
I can relate since my bff died in dec.18 2020
@canaanclb7 жыл бұрын
"Music is the only place I can go to speak to you." This line really got me.
@WindyAssassin7 жыл бұрын
Canaan B I had to turn around and look @ my phone when he said that, like damn..
@cooldog47267 жыл бұрын
Canaan B me to 😢😢😢😢
@keeganbusby67087 жыл бұрын
Canaan B me too😩😩😢😢😢
@metehanmanga47297 жыл бұрын
keegan busby vo
@metehanmanga47297 жыл бұрын
VODAFONE OWNER VİDEO İZLE
@gabedadestroyer70Ай бұрын
he does need a grammy for this work of art. Im sorry, Nate. So sorry. I wish none of this bad stuff happened to you. i wish yyou were ina better life. Thank you for all youve done so far. thank you
@slyvee7 жыл бұрын
This is heart-breaking...
@thecreator25687 жыл бұрын
SLY true
@ryanw34517 жыл бұрын
SLY 500 like
@willprice32907 жыл бұрын
ctkthpxjbd you need Jesus admit it
@lamontdunnaville53617 жыл бұрын
THIS IS BASICALLY HOW I FEEL DAILY, ONLY YAHWEH KEEPS ME GOING
@BraaAlorgan7 жыл бұрын
i'm sorry for ur lost
@BandoHD3 жыл бұрын
My mom just passed away 2 nights ago. I saw her lying on the floor, lifeless. She struggled with alcohol addiction. I showed her this song/video last year and she made me a promise to quit. Well she broke that promise. Tell your mom you love her while you can.
@GM15_Official3 жыл бұрын
Damn man I dont know what that's like but I know it sucks. Try and be strong
@joly74123 жыл бұрын
Praying for you, stay strong I hope you find peace
@7furtive3343 жыл бұрын
I'm so so sorry for your loss please stay strong and keep your head up man :(
@musicisourtherapy43993 жыл бұрын
Rest in peace brandon mother
@urdelicatepov3 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss man. I know how hard it must be for you. Keep going x
@Aenami3 жыл бұрын
"The goodbyes are not what hurt, but the flashbacks that follow"
So almost 4 years ago.... 3 years 9 months 12 days ago exactly i replayed this and time non stop. I kept picturing my kids yelling this at me. Now im on the other side seeing the fruits of all the pain. Its a beautiful thing
@TheGreatJimbob324 жыл бұрын
Who's listening in 2021? Still hits just as hard as it did 4 years ago :(
@Nintendium.m4 жыл бұрын
Me
@idklost63314 жыл бұрын
Me
@nevaehlobis35904 жыл бұрын
hey lol
@LuxthXO4 жыл бұрын
Me.. this shit hits personal man...
@joaquinrodallas92894 жыл бұрын
Fr this always gets me
@DeanLovesCas3 жыл бұрын
"Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had?" -NF I can feel it
@alwaysevolve13 жыл бұрын
So true
@aha97883 жыл бұрын
I lost myself
@khyizuku27625 жыл бұрын
"When you're happy, you like the song. But when you're sad, you understand the lyrics."
@dace19365 жыл бұрын
What if you're both?
@lesliejohnson15545 жыл бұрын
It's like that wit every song
@taukietaukie39505 жыл бұрын
I know how it feels like.
@taukietaukie39505 жыл бұрын
It's almost simular as my story
@Multiman1615 жыл бұрын
@@taukietaukie3950 me too :(
@Anna1234oogaboiga2 ай бұрын
I haven't cried from a song in a while. My birth, "mom" left me for drugs when i was 4. She isn't dead but i know she a'nt gonna live by the time I'm legally aloud to see her again. I feel bad for what people like him have experienced cause i know what its like and i cant imagine whatvid do if life where anymore difficult.
@hostonyoutubeАй бұрын
stay strong 😔
@kenancates97434 жыл бұрын
"It takes a Man to not cry. But it takes an even bigger Man to cry."
@madelynneevans65804 жыл бұрын
Yes
@Drk8294 жыл бұрын
It’s a copy but it’s a good one
@clckythecomedydude49664 жыл бұрын
Yess sir
@taylorwithers42094 жыл бұрын
👏🏽
@kenancates97434 жыл бұрын
@@Drk829 Let's just say I got inspired
@DiiNKiiE5 жыл бұрын
I legitimately ugly cried. The pain in your voice, I felt that pretty damn deep.
@itsmasino5 жыл бұрын
xlarahabetsx you’re hiding your face in your picture lol . Get off this video if you’re gonna be negative
@abbigailfertig39835 жыл бұрын
IKR my sister is on the same path. Everyday I wake up fearing I’m gonna get a call saying she’s gone.
@justjordi14805 жыл бұрын
@xlarahabetsx pll like you dont deserve to listen to his music
@DiiNKiiE5 жыл бұрын
Aww did someone piss in your cheerios that you have to degrade people?
@Chiramisudo5 жыл бұрын
@@abbigailfertig3983 Send her this song immediately! Maybe it'll help. "Sometimes I wish I would have just called you. I wish I would have just picked up the phone." -NF 4:47... may it never be you. I'm so sorry you and your sister are going through that. 😢
@londonrogers74735 жыл бұрын
“I don’t need a picture of my mom I need the real thing.” Dang I felt that.
@bladeslaughter25675 жыл бұрын
Itz Miss London honestly.... my heart
@chaimaafahsi32855 жыл бұрын
😭omh ,i cry every time I heard it!!
@mirandacummins70455 жыл бұрын
Eh I know how he feels
@ryancruger33285 жыл бұрын
I relate
@peyton43095 жыл бұрын
I went through the exact same thing but my mom didn't pass away I remember sitting in McDonald's waiting for my mom to come an she never showed up an at the park she showed up once an she tried to take me back and i remember telling her no an I feel bad for the people who have lost somone I am very lucky I haven't lost my mom but I don't live with her I got tooken away from her when i was 2 and I'm 11 now an I havent seen her in 5 years an I having seen my brother in forever if I see them I will most likely think they are strangers because the last time I seen them I was 6 an the last think my mom and brother said to me was happy birthday I love u if I have got through this u can no matter how hard it is
@KnightmareSenpaiАй бұрын
"All I feel is pain, everytime I picture you" hits hard...I lost my mom in 2015 to cancer and we weren't close when she died as we'd had a rough relationship over the past few years...but god is it true that like I want to picture her in a better light but I only picture the pain from our relationship...you're amazing Nate never forget that.
@mintteaberry68864 жыл бұрын
I can feel NF crying. He must really love his mom.
@channie30814 жыл бұрын
Miss*
@r.m70344 жыл бұрын
If he did I fully respect him, I’m being honest if this was my mom I could never forgive her as she died doing and buying drugs which the money could be better spent on my well being. Fortunately I’m 17 healthy about to go University from support by the best mother in the world, love from the United Kingdom
@oliverj.82664 жыл бұрын
@@r.m7034 what a messed up thing to say, really. I mean, I get what you mean, but don't you understand the gravity of peoples pain? There usually is a reason behind abusing.. Shitty thing to postulate, you couldn't forgive someone for being too weak for their own emotions
@r.m70344 жыл бұрын
Oliver J. It’s just my own personal opinion bro, that you should sacrifice a lot of things for your kids from small things like cigarettes to big things like drugs so that your child grows healthy and if you can’t you shouldn’t have a child or should send him to a safe environment. I get some people in the world are struggling and find it hard to refrain from these actions but in my opinion if you have a child you should no question, because if you do drugs and struggle that’s fine you can screw your life over but if it’s harming others then there’s a problem.if you disagree with me that’s fine bro and take care
@oliverj.82664 жыл бұрын
@@r.m7034 just for the record, cigrattes are considered drugs as well. And you know, it's not like parents who do drugs doesn't want to quit. Have you heard plof physical dependence? Altered brain chemistry? Withdrawals? Shit like that happen, when you do pills and what not. Quitting drugs, isn't just a dance of flowers :-)
@tracyknol50235 жыл бұрын
I have never heard a more deep and emotional song in my life. This hits hard for me and I cried for the entire length of the song.
@soto36895 жыл бұрын
tracy knol What’s the meaning? What happened to her?
@jjooee66995 жыл бұрын
@@soto3689 drugs got the best of her
@fallenraven40965 жыл бұрын
@@soto3689 she had a opioid addiction which is a drug
@derekperry64645 жыл бұрын
So did I....Jesus Christ
@fallenraven40965 жыл бұрын
@gouan 10 Yeah
@Mandyincandy5 жыл бұрын
That’s the most painful song that I ever heard. You can feel in his voice that there is so much pain. The last part hit me so hard. I really love this man so much, I have so much respect🖤
@novash4de4 жыл бұрын
BHC 🖤
@Mandyincandy4 жыл бұрын
Phqntvm yes man 🖤
@elsiecoleman31864 жыл бұрын
Yungblud 4 life 🖤🖤🖤
@chrisgrzynkowicz48014 жыл бұрын
NF All the way
@yhorlenyhernandezorrego48444 жыл бұрын
I feel like you yoo
@MozzyxAliАй бұрын
What sucks is that someone who doesn’t go through this with their mom will never understand the pain..
@placefeature5329Ай бұрын
ive never been through anything close to this but ive been as angry and him so i can relate to that but its not the same as someone who has been trough this!
@ghufranhussain47494 жыл бұрын
the courage it takes to put something personal out there.
I'm glad he did though because know there is a so g for people that have been through this too
@jasminebarrier78054 жыл бұрын
💯💯
@vtrulygrimm7774 жыл бұрын
*Eminem exists*
@dcgamester.4 жыл бұрын
@@vtrulygrimm777 did anyone say he didn't? like fr stop putting eminem in everything when he has absolutely nothing to do with this video or comment.
@kaylalynn74914 жыл бұрын
i cry every single time i hear this song. it really sucks when your brain associates songs with traumatic situations
@mvddiiieee61084 жыл бұрын
And that's the worst pain of all :/
@mashudejowaka4 жыл бұрын
Facts
@oul10824 жыл бұрын
True
@Asdfgqedfglo4 жыл бұрын
mvddiiieee that is not the worse pain of all. Not even close.
@kaylalynn74914 жыл бұрын
@@Asdfgqedfglo not for everyone. for me it is because of the pain linked to this song. that is truly my worst pain
@elijahelmore9425 жыл бұрын
NF, the most undervalued, underappreciated, and under-recognized artist out there
@yashsharmamukund27775 жыл бұрын
I am living far away from India and still feel the pain in his songs, I guess he is not that under recognised... I won't like if he gets more media attention because he has a genuine fan following right now and it shouldn't be blown away by idiots following him just coz he's famous
@Litolic5 жыл бұрын
Sitting at 41m views. This seems like a dumb statement to make.
@johns.7745 жыл бұрын
Litolic yeah, but when you compare it to some of the other artists it’s not too much
@autumnpea44 жыл бұрын
I can't quite understand why I've seen a few people say he was faking the tears. That was real emotion, real tears. He's extremely hurt by what he went through. We love you, Nate. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy.
@wolfxsavagecountry12634 жыл бұрын
Ik how he feels BC my mom died when I was 5
@shouldacomewithawarninh49744 жыл бұрын
wolf x savage country I’m so sorry for your loss, may god watch over you, 💜💜💜
@aurora_1x4 жыл бұрын
Sometimes life hits you hard and you wish you'd be dead...😔 He saves so many lives (including mine)..and he deserves to find happiness and light😭❤
@kendenford79524 жыл бұрын
you dont show emotion like that unless its raw.
@lazswart26984 жыл бұрын
He's definitely crying fr
@lucybrown10135 жыл бұрын
"Skip to track number four, now that's a really sad one"
@phsvansh15 жыл бұрын
That’s what made me listen to this song. And it’s been on repeat 😢
@armandocontreras50785 жыл бұрын
That’s on the new album
@madyson_sprankles32225 жыл бұрын
Lucy Brown when i heard that, i went to his perspective album, and saw it was this song, and all i thought was..... yep
@madyson_sprankles32225 жыл бұрын
sorry, therapy i mean
@doughagenphoto50725 жыл бұрын
Bingo
@admiraldoge22326 жыл бұрын
watching this video is simple, it takes 3 steps 1. lay down 2. try not to cry 3. cry a lot
@SubsWithVideos-it4yc6 жыл бұрын
Admiral Doge I never cry... because I’ve gone through sad things that are at the same level of sadness of nf’s childhood, and me now.
@neonishh23636 жыл бұрын
Davian DDS I’m sorry for that I hope you know there is always someone to talk to and you don’t have to be alone you are never alone💗🙂
@SubsWithVideos-it4yc6 жыл бұрын
taffybananna thxs..
@SubsWithVideos-it4yc6 жыл бұрын
taffybananna I mean I feel like I’m crying inside of my heart.. but I have no clue..
@SubsWithVideos-it4yc6 жыл бұрын
taffybananna I’ve also been alone, but I know god is with me.
@WayneTomlinson-i1gАй бұрын
This is still one of the most touching songs for me personally. Every word in the songs hits home hard. It's crazy how more than one person in the world goes through the same situations.
@okkovaara4 жыл бұрын
"I dont need a picture of my mom i need a real thing" damn, that hit hard
@libertybarrowclough71444 жыл бұрын
hit dude not hitted
@jessclemaon98414 жыл бұрын
I know how that feels it's scary my parents abandoned me from a newborn an now I'm 15 I'm now been in care 15 years and I've been through sexual physical and mental abuse all my life and that's me everyday looking at pictures of my parents instead of seeing them my dad died if a drug overdose and my mum has got schizophrenia and she snot happy so she doses up and I have recently been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and I'm living in a group home were I really don't like and I have no choice what happens
@jessclemaon98414 жыл бұрын
And I'm separated from family so I have a had a similar life to NF
@javiergodinez14504 жыл бұрын
That did hit me hard to man
@daisyjones73574 жыл бұрын
Jess Clemaon I’m honestly so sorry you had to go through that I can’t imagine how tough and hard that feels but just know something things will get better eventually there will be light at the end of the dark tunnel and you’ll get through this I wish you all the best!
@noobest2545 жыл бұрын
“Where you at mom ? We’re too young to understand where you at huh ? “ Deep .
@cameronsadventure6 жыл бұрын
the pain in his voice D;
@lemonroyalty26436 жыл бұрын
Sadly, you can clearly tell
@Denm_a5 жыл бұрын
I can feel his pain just by hearing him.💔💔
@VIROX_15 жыл бұрын
So clear and so heart breaking 😢
@Martin-xh1hd5 жыл бұрын
I cant hear it
@marissamcclain88565 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@DJsTopicsАй бұрын
I still cry to this after 6 years. I was 8 now I'm 14. Wow that's a huge impact it's made on me...
@placefeature5329Ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@Mr.Ripper1134 жыл бұрын
My mom abandoned me at a homeless shelter when I was 6 years old. I would look out the window every day at a foster home and cried my self to sleep every night. When I was 7 she visited when I was in foster care. When she had to leave I remember hugging her and looking up at her saying why did she have to leave again. 9 years would pass and I would see her again but I didnt recognize her. She found God and changed her life around. Now at 20 years old im doing good for myself. I ship out for the US Army active duty on January 5th. Even though I dont show much emotion and hardly smile anymore It was hard has hell writing this shit. It hurts but I know Im stronger and more successful because of it. I've come a long way and life just keeps on getting better.
@sandylee60254 жыл бұрын
💜
@earlgrey40134 жыл бұрын
Wishing u love and happiness
@frostyomnic99954 жыл бұрын
good luck tomorrow man
@Mr.Ripper1134 жыл бұрын
@@frostyomnic9995 thank you!
@Acadian.FrenchFry4 жыл бұрын
God bless you! My mom left me in a different way, but I also ended up in foster homes and remember literally doing the same thing you described. Crying myself to sleep. I just wanted to tell you that so you know you're not alone. Sending you the hugs you deserve.
@justonerandomguy65806 жыл бұрын
You know he's a good rapper when he can make you cry with a track you don't even relate to at all
@username_username_1016 жыл бұрын
justOnerandomguy my thoughts exactly.
@babysmurf1666 жыл бұрын
Yep...
@andrewwelch99976 жыл бұрын
Yup
@catalyzt71626 жыл бұрын
Yep
@Synthetic-Chicken6 жыл бұрын
Even more so when it does relate and resonate, tearin up writin this...damn
@Enoxx6318 жыл бұрын
So much emotion and pain bottled up in one person. I feel you NF
@nyandinengome50798 жыл бұрын
XxShadowxX X same here😥
@luckycharms9358 жыл бұрын
Haliyma Clay oh god....
@pewdiepiep14448 жыл бұрын
+Sierra Thurman Not to be overly religious but please don't take God's name in vain
@luckycharms9358 жыл бұрын
I didn't mean it like that, meant it like "oh gosh". Didn't mean to offend anyone. =p
@raxmax14217 жыл бұрын
Pewdiepie p he doesn't
@JungleSpritzEАй бұрын
I'm writing this in tears right now. Keep going, Nate. You mean more to us than you think 🥲
@batmangotham84454 жыл бұрын
I am a recovering addict & a mother of 3, this song has helped me in so many ways to stay clean. I never want my children to feel like I chose my addiction over them. Everyday is a battle for me to stay clean & I keep fighting to save my children from feeling the pain of growing up without a mother like I did.
@leo-e2n5v4 жыл бұрын
I grew up without a mom as well. My mother passed away when I was 7 due to drugs. There is never a day that goes by without me thinking of her and trying to figure out how I could've saved her. I'm in highschool now. Never stop fighting for your kids.
@batmangotham84454 жыл бұрын
@@leo-e2n5v I am sorry for your loss. I lost my mother at the age of 14, my father had died when I was 2. Losing a parent isn't easy. The one thing I have realized is that there was nothing I could of done to save them. Just like there is nothing you could of done to save your mom. My kids couldn't get me or keep me clean, I had to do that for myself. I got clean because I didn't want my kids to grow up without a mom like I did. If you ever need someone to talk to I am here, I think of my mom everyday too.
@jessicabowers51374 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for you guys
@fareedafarhana63324 жыл бұрын
Batman Gotham i wish u the best for ur life and families. I hope u will recover soon and had a happy life with ur children and family. God bless you. Love ya❤️
@jackr22724 жыл бұрын
@@batmangotham8445 if you ever need anyone to talk to, we are here too!❤️ Not because you can’t do it alone, but because you don’t have to 😞❤️❤️❤️
@piercetheblu4 жыл бұрын
no matter how much I see this music video I’ll never stop crying
@karminlemery19334 жыл бұрын
Literally same I just got done crying again to this video for the 50th time
@TheGreatJimbob324 жыл бұрын
it hits different when you've lived it...RIP mom :(
@piercetheblu4 жыл бұрын
@@TheGreatJimbob32 I’m so sorry for your loss🕊 I hope you’re doing great !
@kivadavis72454 жыл бұрын
frl...
@CARSON-wi3kf4 жыл бұрын
Same
@theQandA5 жыл бұрын
It must be brutal to be in the studio when NF is recording.
@GilDice5 жыл бұрын
Those sounds of him crying were from his recording. He kept all his breakdowns so people could hear how hard it was
@theQandA5 жыл бұрын
Knockoff Media That’s what I figured
@Kevinwatches5 жыл бұрын
@@GilDice Yeah, I heard he kicked everyone out the room after recording and he broke down and they decided to add it into the song itself
@divine_fade81655 жыл бұрын
Kevin Stewart Yea someone told me he did that and they all left out of respect
@jaycehafso94325 жыл бұрын
the Q&A at the end he asked everyone to leave the studio and he ranted for 15 minutes but they took the best part
@TejKumar-cw8lzАй бұрын
First song that cry that Hard
@whocares5084 жыл бұрын
Still gets me choked up. No kid should ever go through this. I felt Nates pain through this track. I'd hug you if I could bro. Be safe.
@nayelitaveras234 жыл бұрын
Giovani Ortiz but sadly we do😕
@teganleighculley91014 жыл бұрын
My dad left me and then used me , pretended to want me to stay with his gf then he cut me off he has 2 other kids that he loves and cares for but not me I’m numb
@_kgrip4 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry if I'm being annoying but please hear me out. I'm 14 and I wanna rap. me nor my parents can afford to buy me a laptop or a home studio right now. Since I'm Indian it's even worse, everyone laughs at even the thought of me rapping. Im gonna prove them wrong. I wanna show them that my race is something I can't control. What I can control is that I try my best. Im not asking you to like my content, just give me constructive criticism. One day I'll make it out of this, one day I'll be the greatest.
@peterfox51064 жыл бұрын
@@_kgrip maybe not the greatest but u could be pretty good
@darlinevan4 жыл бұрын
i understand him a lot because my mom left me for drugs as well
@emmafee64385 жыл бұрын
I don’t understand how rappers get famous promoting bad things and flexing their money and belongings their music have no depth no meaning but NF s songs are talking bout the struggle of his life his songs make me cry he pours a piece of his soul into each soul yet he is unrecognized He sings the truth
@fookyoazz3885 жыл бұрын
I loved Cardi and rappers like her til I heard how real his music is and hes still underrated
@Annakory5 жыл бұрын
Its honestly disgusting that its that way in this generation, im young but i understand that this generation and the next ones ate just stupid, theyre ruined honestly
@joshuawynne6865 жыл бұрын
Because are you really going to want to listen to sad shit even if it's true?
@Tunt19895 жыл бұрын
Emma Fee Zkiss
@pure5555 жыл бұрын
Emma Fee society is not ready for him..sadly i dont know if it will ever be.
@thee_1_and_only6596 жыл бұрын
You can feel his pain through his voice💔
@austinclark26756 жыл бұрын
Me too
@jeannettedavisson7386 жыл бұрын
You can feel the pain😓
@jenryrivas50256 жыл бұрын
Tbh
@gestmyu36 жыл бұрын
ya
@showora44866 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@robertvantrump153715 күн бұрын
Lost my mom when I was 12 to pills. A woman shared this song tonight at church and all I could think of was "this was my life" !!! Powerful sir, thank you.
@VidsFromATree5 жыл бұрын
"some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing" that hit my soul
@ShuichiMin574 жыл бұрын
the pain that radiates from his voice has me crying. damn.
@subormycutedogwilldie78114 жыл бұрын
Fr
@subormycutedogwilldie78114 жыл бұрын
KGRIP keep believing people are nasty because there jelly but I believe you will make it in life dont suicide but smile instead people are racist coz they don't know how it feels to be like that it's must ssooo scary everyday having to worry about the cops coming just because you're different it's ssooo messed up man like people r just soo messed up but we can stop racism by standing up tall and being the person u r
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
No pain in the world compares to the pain of not getting your moms love :(
@heatherp7199 Жыл бұрын
Forreal man I miss my mom everyday
@ZacharyHarpel Жыл бұрын
Dude I have my mom's love still and I treasure it, but I don't think I could function at all if it was gone. I just can't imagine it. How...?
@radheKrishnadevotee-gf2lj Жыл бұрын
😢😢😢😢miss you mom
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
@@heatherp7199 🙏🙏
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
@@ZacharyHarpel yepp its hard
@SlickWyteG59Ай бұрын
I listen fo this and see kife through the eyes of both my 6 and 7 year old daughters eyes and i break down.... why, just why? How did you become what you are, who you are? Your babies need their mom ... please get clean before I have to tell them you've passed
@HS-wr6fg5 жыл бұрын
I can’t imagine my life without my mom and my dad🖤 R.I.P for all the moms and the dads out there and stay strong❤️❤️
@muhammedmislimi77695 жыл бұрын
Same...
@taccy69005 жыл бұрын
My dad passed away about 5 months ago and it’s the worst fuckin thing ever...
@dylanbaron95835 жыл бұрын
Much love , it’s hard and my this song explains my father was addicted to pills , he passed away high on pills , my aunt was addicted to pills and died of an overdose,this hits , it really hits , my heart is broken ,thank you nf for sharing you’re pain ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@chasebishop45805 жыл бұрын
HS it’s even worst for him because he knew and still knows she never cared about him because she walked out on him
@yuridark56435 жыл бұрын
HS I went to go see my birth mom and she didn't even remember my name and I saw that she was drinking and she was high now I live with my aunt
@haley94335 жыл бұрын
Him crying at the end is what really got me
@davidnasca63065 жыл бұрын
I have to skip that part or I will start balling
@kia60745 жыл бұрын
DAVID Nasca Same I skip it all the time, it’s just makes me stop what am doing & cry