NF - Paralyzed (Audio)

Video by NF performing Paralyzed. (P) (C) 2015 Capitol CMG Label Group.

[@kielniakielini6347]

Who 2024? 😢

[@saragoncalves2098]

Here 🖐🏼

[@DavidMartinez-lc5dr]

Here 💔

[@nicolesa797]

Here 🌱 but better now 🌍

[@kielniakielini6347]

@@nicolesa797 That's great! ;D

[@Tkline0854]

I'm here

[@user-bh6ne7vi2d]

Like who since 2020 and still listens to this song. Let's see how many of us.

[@jummiepatato2679]

Omg your face!!!

[@braydenkeeney4736]

Me

[@pranverakeqaj8839]

@@braydenkeeney4736 i do to :/

[@user-bh6ne7vi2d]

@GABRIELLA PISCOYA Helo

[@user-bh6ne7vi2d]

Thanks for likes :D

[@barkhajaiswal1823]

It’s 2023 and this song still works as therapy!! 😭

[@mdnaimislam2717]

🙃

[@sad6368]

I know right!!!😩

[@Luckystars_the1nonly]

YES I FOUND A RECENT COMMENT! This song is gonna be a great memory of my life forever. Use to cry to it everyday in 2020 during summer when my grandpa died. He died 6 years ago and I still wanna cry every time people talk about their grandpas and stuff.. it really hurts that I cried so much to it I can’t cry anymore- it’s been 6 years,I wanted to see him watch me grow up after I knew he died and it’s never gonna happen.. I wish he was here because I feel like my family has been a wreck ever since he died. Sometimes I feel like I’d be different if he was here,he was that one person who always comforted me and taught me how to do things. 6 years ago on Christmas the last thing he did when I saw him was hug me and he couldn’t even see me.. he asked where I was and said my name. It’s the last memory of him I ever had. 3 years ago I cried to this song everyday for three months and never told anyone,just sat in tears under my blanket with my parents at work. 6 years,it’s been so long but I miss him more and more everyday. Every time I hear this song now,I can’t cry. I just freeze and try to cry but I can’t. It just makes me feel a numb,sad feeling like my heart got lost 3 years ago. I wanna cry but I can’t. 3 years ago I didn’t but I did. I miss you. ❤ This was a me venting btw but I’m glad to see people still here.

[@pherocious2595]

@@Luckystars_the1nonly oh dude bummer mine died when I was two and I miss him so much. all I have of him are the stories my mom tells me.

[@monytontana5184]

Amen!

[@lifedead.]

" Sleep Isn't a Sleep anymore It's Just an Escape from Reality ".

[@noumanshahzad8720]

Sighs yeah

[@tom24865]

If that ain't the truth I'm not tired I'm done. I need a hit that's the truth.

[@stingraytt330]

Yes, that's how it feels sometimes. 😐

[@christianmatoank3770]

For me it's been that way for awhile, but now I can't sleep

[@nffan1000]

I hope things get better for you. Please know that there are services out there if you ever feel like you need to talk about it with someone. There are also people out there who care about you!

[@Nat-qp9oc]

“Im scared to live but im scared to die” This is straight up relatable

[@kylie3666]

@@stockdoc9384 bro shut up he came here to let tell at least someone how the feel , and your here too you wanna act all mf strong bro it's ok to not fuckin be a hard as all the time leg it out bro but don't be rude asf to someone who here too , obviously we need each other bc we don't have anyone

[@luigicastellano1207]

I fell this

[@The_Official_Masky]

Same 😞✋

[@blazezanezass2022]

Same 😞😔😔😔

[@blkpiktrsue9740]

Tru

[@victorparedes6044]

To the 1% who reads this Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it Your body isn't a book, dont judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it You're beautiful💓 Be you... Now please spread this message to the other 99%

[@nix_exotictae2235]

😣😖😞

[@aroojfatima1929]

It's so true😭😟

[@nathanschake2962]

Best comment to date 😭😭👍

[@bellalevett1660]

Thank you so much I will speed it out

[@blacksumermayday9966]

Love this.

[@princess_puddi999]

As a 17 y/o who's been clinically diagnosed with depression from the age of 12 (runs deep in the fam) NF, I really appreciate you and your music, you've worked so hard to come this far and so have the people who your music has helped. To everyone struggling right now ... Know You Are Loved. 2024

[@nffan1000]

if by any chance you see this and are going through a difficult time, know that there are people out there who care about you, even if it doesn't seem that way. There are also services you can go to if you need support!

[@princess_puddi999]

@nffan1000 Thankyou so very much for your kind words. I had been in therapy for four years and am now discharged ! I am much better, although I have my hard times like everyone else does I get through it. Once again, thankyou so dearly for your kind hearted words and care.

[@nffan1000]

@@princess_puddi999 Of course! I'm glad that you're doing well!

[@PaigeGarza-wq7mt]

Thank you❤

[@GabbyMars-pf7ni]

I relate I've been diagnosed with depression since like 8 maybe and I going on 19

[@goat_nardz4216]

Everyone keeps saying "what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger". That strength only comes after unimaginable pain, leaving behind the broken pieces of your soul. Wounds heal, a soul fades and the broken people of this world push on, and no matter how painful, miserable and downright hellish life becomes. We still put on a smile and tell the world "i will be alright". Stay strong Everyone, you're all loved, missed, wanted and needed.

[@freciouzanhiemhaelabiang5650]

let's all respect our pillows cuz there the only one who wiped our tears when nobody did 😃💔

[@patrick_gilbert]

Hankerchief too..

[@kypol12]

lmao I never thinked about this

[@poojakhedar3662]

Right😞

[@puddinghead4189]

Yuh

[@Willie_R.]

Feel you there

[@rogueplayz41]

the saddest feeling is when you try to cry, but no tears come

[@dnation3316]

Yesss 💔

[@kay-yd4zm]

you cry so hard and forget to even breathe and wanting to scream so bad but just can't

[@mohamedkordi853]

No for me it's so funy honestly .. cause you try and cant like the tears disagree😅

[@riru4000]

I feel that so many times...

[@Mark-je9lg]

@꧁mr james cabra꧂ you are so nice:(

[@jeremysmall9513]

It's truly hard to find someone who genuinely is able to encapsulate the dark feelings of depression quite like NF does. Everyday, his vulnerability through his music is an inspiration and reminds us that, yes, we're in deep pain, but we're not alone.

[@tanusamuelpammi7376]

When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Oh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die And if life is pain, then I buried mine A long time ago, but it's still alive And it's taking over me, where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why I'm in the race of life and time passed by Look, I sit back and I watch it Hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside I'm paralyzed (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (oh, how come I'm not moving) (Why are you not moving?) I'm paralyzed (hey, yeah) Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)

[@Suraj_11.11]

Thank you

[@lifestyleworld2687]

Thanks even tho i already knew the lyrics but still appreciate it for those who didn't know the whole lyrics really nice from you greetings from germany👍

[@BritsMAN4LifE]

It’s not “I’m in a box”, It’s “I ain’t unlocked” Simple lyrics

[@mernakk]

@@BritsMAN4LifEit’s “I’m in a box” Simple lyrics

[@BritsMAN4LifE]

@@mernakk nah… “I ain’t unlocked” Simple lyrics I got it from a website

[@sarahj8179]

" When did I lose myself ? " This line just describe it all..

[@deacozby116]

I love this comment because I feel it to some time to thank you

[@jordanturner]

666 that's my lucky number😈😈

[@1love8680]

Most people loos themselves looking for the world for entertainment,satisfaction,purpose,contentment, and overall joy. The problem with our attempts to please self is. It will always be temporary. Never being left fulfilled. That's why we must try and do the things pleasing to the Lord. The greatest commandment is to love thy Lord your God with all your heart, mind, soul and strength. 1st John ch5:3-5 says. Loving God means keeping His commandments and His commandments are not burdensome. For every child of God defeats this world and we achieve this victory through our faith. Personally I am fasting for a really long time with the hopes of being blessed with joy in the Lord. If we have true joy in our Father. What else is there? Good luck sister. I will pray for you.

[@uhh9030]

I Frickin LOVE This Comment

[@slaymhars2023]

My pet tortoise died a week ago. It cut me like blade. But now all i got is me and my vlog its my new lifestyle. Leave a comment under my video even sub it would mean a lot to me.. thank you

[@loraine3199]

Parents: *”fighting”* Teacher: *”you need to focus”* Friends: *” why do you keep ignoring us and keep listening to music?! “* Me inside : *” Im trying, i promise ... “*

[@Aptezo]

Hey, dumb meme police. Yeah, I think i found another one. Yeah its just up here.

[@cameroncritch]

VeuIla leave him/her alone it’s not a meme it’s a truth I relate lots of other people relate

[@nataliethomas8665]

Hey the longer you fighter the easier it gets and...these past 2 months I have been listening to music whenever i can. Music is a coping mechanism and it helps, a lot and if people don't see that, then they're not supposed to be saying anything. I have been struggling too. You are not alone. Email me, any of you. I'm here to help

[@_.bunniiguttz._]

That’s 100% me... plus wanting to die, hating myself, etc

[@Andrewguy-fy1rx]

I'm sorry. I'm there too.

[@ayomideadetore2081]

After many years, your song still touches and it is something people can relate too. This just feels like me

[@gabriellalopez5948]

True this song still hits me hard

[@matthewmcmullen6513]

But it's not u tho right? RIGHT BRO....

[@saulshelly6174]

its unbelievable that a single man can make a masterpiece that touches the hearts and can relate to so many people

[@arrowoflightezpez]

@@saulshelly6174 he will be remembered greatly but only for a while like everyone else 😢❤️💔

[@arrowoflightezpez]

@@gabriellalopez5948 same here my man

[@gxbrielle5388]

*I’m scared to live but I’m scared to die* this describes me

[@wolfgalaxygacha8293]

Same ;-;

[@amiyasontay2677]

Same

[@user-du9rx9iu3h]

Same

[@luvsmilia]

Same ...

[@lyssnot4u321]

Same

[@connorbeuy3691]

“I’m in a box, but I’m the one who locked me in, suffocated and I’m running out of oxygen” underrated line

[@lmao6919]

Agree.

[@karl3988]

😔.

[@drgamerstat66]

💯

[@tsitogaming1969]

good job!!!!!!!9

[@emmyemmye]

ikr, this one is one of the best ones

[@bobisthemob999]

''Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside'' Never cried more in my life then when i heard those lyrics

[@OceanicPearlz1]

Truth

[@Tofuu1311]

Lucky. I can't even cry

[@LiveRussian]

@@Tofuu1311That’s what numbness is… better sad than numb. Hang on in there! Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.

[@Tofuu1311]

@@LiveRussian thanks man

[@sakurahirawa]

@@Tofuu1311❤

[@Skullzzfn]

This song is amazing. NF, I hope you are feeling great. Don’t let anything get you down or get in the way of you. Always push ahead. I believe in you. 😢❤

[@isabelladejong2654]

Parents always think that they know their children, well... they don’t.

[@burnttoast6662]

Thank you

[@plugjr5285]

dude, that is so true

[@shen73]

I feel unwanted ,unloved

[@plugjr5285]

@@shen73 me too

[@BlackPanther-nq2yt]

@@shen73 Dude, everything will be alright. I know it's hard but trust me you'll be getting more than you deserve. Stay strong :)

[@prettiestmills2.0]

People who cries all the time aren’t weak, they’re just tired of fighting....

[@trinitylawrence3143]

I cry alot even out of frusteration its okay to feel these emotions sometimes its just how we chose do deal with these emotions They are tough but at the end of the day being you is the best thing that could happen

[@dino-eg1gg]

Hi Potter

[@lightanddarkness9387]

Hope you get through that feeling

[@satyamsonakia7798]

i cant even cry

[@allycat5138]

@@satyamsonakia7798 I’m sorry

[@ac1cognitive921]

This song. This single song has brought out years of emotional bottling, silencing, and stagnation. I was diagnosed with autism at eight, and have been relentlessly bullied my entire life, and was routinely beaten by my father when ever I cried or had a melt down. As a result I learned to hide my emotions, and anything I viewed as showing "weakness". I quickly developed full on depression by the 5th grade. Adding onto the fact that I was self aware enough to know that, because I had autism, I would *never* be able to fit into society. That I would always be different from my peers on a neurological level. In 6th grade I started having suicidal ideation, and my self esteem rapidly began to decline, throughout 7th and 8th grade my mental health only got worse. Between 8th and 9th grade I met my girl friend at summer camp, and she quickly became one of the very rare sources of light in my life, and she still remains that way. By 9th grade, only at 14, I had reached possibly the worst state of my mental health in my entire life. I viewed myself as a burden to my parents and my girlfriend. Almost every week I had thoughts of suicide and self harm, and had vivid imaginations of how to end my life, which I thankfully never went through with. Then I developed anxiety at 15, after my girl friend was sexually assaulted by someone she thought was a friend. I have had anxiety since. After that as I got older my mental health improved slightly. And by senior year, I had started a turn around. I now write this as a 21 year old, who has suffered unimaginable pain and self-inflicted mental torture. I still struggle, and often times have anxiety attacks about my girl friends loyalty due to what happened years ago, which I question heavily due to never knowing what truly happened. To anyone who is struggling in some capacity, and who is hurting inside, there will be light, even if it isn't a bright one. But it will come. I'm living proof.

[@user-tl4jz6ew3s]

Sorry to hear that but thank u

[@PeopleCallMeLiv]

"I'm in a box but I'm the one who locked me in"

[@awesomelegomovies123]

"I'm scared to live but scared to die." So real man. God bless you NF.

[@mgr4459]

Declan Smith I JUST HAD AN EPIPHANY he doesn’t touch Kids I JUST HAD AN ANOTHER EPIPHANY u do

[@nffan4000]

@awesomelegomovies123 Hey I know this was posted 6 years ago but in case you happen to still be going through a tough time, I'd like you to remember that there's mental health services out there that can help you if you are feeling depressed. There are also people out there who care deeply about you. I hope you are doing well though.

[@punkz2743]

Depressed people they don't want to die, they just want to the end the pain.

[@sivanfusion2302]

deppression is pain taking over someone and not wanting to live

[@biri_o]

Yep been there, but it gets better. Everything is possible through God

[@ethanoles1645]

Plz remember this phrase; “Through the pain, there is purpose “

[@kip1272]

I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying -suicidal thoughts, Josh A & Jake Hill

[@iboz66]

And people who have never been there don't understand

[@TheCyberdan]

LYRICS: When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Ooh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die And if life is pain, then I buried mine A long time ago, but it's still alive And it's taking over me, where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why I'm in the race of life and time passes by Look, I sit back and I watch it Hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box But I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (Oh, how come I'm not moving) (Why are you not moving?) I'm paralyzed (Hey, yeah) Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me, inside I'm paralyzed.

[@dominicschwab9330]

i cant even describe the pain im in, its to the point i cant even cry anymore, but this song has taken some of it away thank you nf for all your music

[@edgarlopez8423]

❤

[@ar87ace]

Whatever doesn't kill us makes us stronger. Even tho u don't feel it now... believe me you will soon! 🙏🏼

[@ghostisalegend]

Same

[@gauravpp11]

Totally understands you I'm same

[@Indiesmoker25]

I could relate to that! Bro do take care and know you will get through it !!

[@jemmadaniels2622]

It hurts when you try to explain your pain and you get called "disrespectful"

[@morningstar7896]

I don’t get called disrespectful I get called faking it

[@landonharmon1758]

I can relate...

[@celiaownspipe5343]

Yeah I mean I put on a smile bc I hat people that said I know you pain but that don't

[@destinywolfie2478]

I feel you.

[@m1rii4m]

i felt that. lately i don’t feel anything and i don’t even know why, i don’t understand myself. i mean where’s the old me? i don’t even feel affection or love for anyone, while before i always was the one loving so much without even being loved back. idk wtf happened to me. i hate it all. i come here every time i’m scared of my feelings..i hope this won’t last forever

[@nxintendo8224]

"I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in" That hit me hard.

[@asherkat5853]

Agreed

[@briannaheath6923]

So true I agree 😞 ps feeling trapped to me is the worst feeling 😔

[@samanthatalsky5157]

Same here and when he says when did I become so cold. I wonder if he writes his own music.

[@LastOfUs123]

The rap part did

[@deeznutzzzzzzzz]

😭😭😭

[@TengenHasAFavoriteWife]

When I was 13, I didn't understand the depth of NF's music. Now I'm mid 20's. And his energy speaks volumes for many people including me

[@andreamatos7340]

7 years nice ive been and nf fan for about a year now(my playlist is only song from him,i have 72 sing from him)

[@muradresulov6964]

Anyone in 2024?

[@pumpkingacha1998]

“Hey you ok?” “Ya I’m ok, just tired” Tired of hiding how I feel...

[@RelaxGaming45]

I feel this hard I'm the class clown who is secretly depressed no one knows not even my family just cant open up

[@pumpkingacha1998]

NF FAN that’s exactly me bro

[@RelaxGaming45]

Man dude why cant we open up

[@pumpkingacha1998]

NF FAN people have such high expectations for us bc we seem “happy” every day all day

[@RelaxGaming45]

Ikr I can't take it anymore

[@nightmonkey8742]

No one notice your tears, no one notice your sadness, no one notice your pain, but they all notice your mistake!🙃💔

[@jayda4297]

Jovana Lipić facts tho.. 💔

[@rhysedwards415]

Most people think im a mistake.. And they're right

[@jennikifm2]

They’re not right at all.

[@jasminemcdowell8339]

I'm 9 and I am depressed

[@crqztall]

Jovana Lipić my parents doesn’t care about my feelings but my studies and comparing me to my cousin

[@ironwolfthefirstandonly1224]

As a kid I was extremely sensitive and would often cry both for myself and others because I was such a sensitive child. Now I keep all of that emotion inside because I’m scared of hurting.

[@carrierife1773]

You have no idea how much therapy this song was to me in my hardest time in life. I wrecked my truck and broke my back in 3 places and alot of other serious injuries. Coma fur 2 wks. Woke up and couldn't walk. 2 traumatic brain injuries I couldn't even feed myself. I would listen to this song setting outside staring at that truck. This song got me through. I can walk again but have issues most days but I did it! With God's grace of course!

[@angelafaith5605]

🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@staybin1941]

"Where is the real me?" "I'm lost and it kills me inside." "I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die" Those lines relate to me

[@ZeloWR]

Grammar clearly doesn't relate to you too

[@Ghost-oz7mc]

Me too.

[@RenaeFredre]

Me too

[@aslan.mrs_]

Those are relating my whole life

[@atomicjoseph9295]

*e d g y*

[@simonestanford6899]

Parents: Youre so irresponsible Friends: youre so annoying Family: why do you always look so sad? Music: Its okay honey, just listen to me and youll feel better soon. i promise.

[@mohamedbelbaali659]

This comment is edited : I said something controversial most people disagreed whit me but still gave their opinion in a respectable manner (and help me get a better opinion on the subject) My point of view really changed since I originally wrote this comment. the reason I edited my comment is to not transform this comment section in an endless argument hope your cool whit that and thanks again for sharing your opinion I got a better idea of the subject now

[@madameliszt955]

@@mohamedbelbaali659 Ohh you're one of those people, getting being sad confused with mental health issues, it's not as easy as just "don't act depressed" depression is a constant battle in your head and trying to survive, not being able to do the simplest tasks like putting your clothes in the wash etc, only give advice when you're educated on the subject otherwise you just make the person feel like no one understands them

[@pwincessxdxd]

Yep

[@kaminari9133]

@@madameliszt955 true.thats how i feel depression is like a part of my life

[@Harleyrider69]

Thank u this helps its true

[@hblack4340]

You're not alone, you're not the only one who feels this way. Better days are coming soon

[@madelinewhitter6799]

It’s hard to find yourself when you’ve been lost for so long. It’s hard to go back to “normal” when the pain and numbness is all you’ve ever known 🖤

[@reinhartgregory]

First rapper I've met who can actually sing and rap and actually have great vocals

[@DiegoMLucho]

MGK : Hold My Beer 27 , Kiss The Sky , Rehab

[@gojogetoko]

Any they rap shit that actually matters.

[@andreguitarist4517]

@@DiegoMLucho lmao dude I love you ahahahahahah #laceup I love both NF and Kells 😍

[@andreguitarist4517]

@@DiegoMLucho even tho there are MANY more songs where MgK sings but you're right. These 3 are similar to Paralyzed

[@daraseevers]

Tom Mc Donald is amazing too! Look him up!

[@Patrick_v25]

We are the ones who hurt ourselves, we close ourselves instead of saying what we have to say, never take after anyone, do what you like, do what you want and fight for our dreams, because dreams are can fulfill, don't be disappointed. you are the one who will succeed :)

[@jseven7096]

You nailed it. 🙏

[@Patrick_v25]

@@jseven7096 🙏

[@Noriana-2003]

"NF" You are the best rapper in history, and the talk and discussion are over, point from the beginning of the line.

[@blake.alexander]

This song saved my life today. I was gonna end it all in 2 days on my 27th bday. I'm not going to anymore. Thank you NF.

[@dxrxngedold9746]

Yes, his songs have real power. I had the same problem about an half year ago and this saved me.

[@sarahknight5663]

Blake Michon stay strong love 💙

[@blake.alexander]

thank you :)

[@Desi1992]

I am glad your here still I love you and may light shine apon you

[@blake.alexander]

Thank you desi. You know things have really been looking up since I posted that. I'm starting to be happy again. Thank you for the Love.

[@looks-like-rain4923]

I asked my friend why he loves NF, he told me: “I feel like I’m drowning and his music is like a rope that’s slowly reaching me” I get it now

[@Soupmaster7290]

i love NF bc when i listen to his music it gives me the courage to move on it- its like he is the one pulling me out of the car so i dont drive it off the cliff

[@BHeiProductions]

That’s deepAF. That was cudi to me in my teenage years

[@commentifyuloveurmom4581]

@@Soupmaster7290 I just love him & His true music

[@Manni4]

And we are the ones that have to grab that rope to get back to the surface and to feel alive again

[@DonaldPalacios]

cap

[@LewisTheBat]

This is a song that remind me all my childhood and some very hard struggles I experienced in my Life. When I was 4 years old I was taken to get examined by doctors because I acted very strange then most kids. They gave the diagnosis of PDD-NOS which means Pervasive Developmental Disorder-Not Otherwise Specified and knew I was on the Autism Spectrum. When I went to school for kindergarten I was abused by teachers that I away taunt and always hurt by kids that were around me. I was always told and treated like I was different everyone else and was always put a label as an outcast and constantly got hurt and torn apart or shoved down the stairs as a 6 year old boy. I stayed at the school moved to another school and things didn't get much better. People liked me at first but overtime people lost interest and made an outcast and made the Class punching bag for my 4th Grade-8th Grade at that school with teachers abusing me. I moved to another school and was utterly alone. I was always treated as If I was stupid and never was given a chance to prove myself. I was always bad in school and my family always thought I was just being Lazy and everyone never took me seriously and treated me a joke. Because of the services I had and I hid everything about me because I felt so Ashamed and I wanted people to like me. I tried so hard to be someone that I wasn’t and that only made things a lot worse and I lost my confidence and dignity. I have a older brother that is 18 months older than I am and we went to the same school. We was very popular and I was the literally the school’s punching bag. I always was jealous of him because people really liked him and everyone seemed to hate me and he never defended me when people push me around. I moved again to another school and it was career school this time and things started getting better. I was in a class for half the day and I had people that liked me. For my Sophomore and Junior year I felt like I finally found a Family that I was looking for and that I finally felt accepted and was happy. Until my Senior year came along and things seemed fine but overtime people weren't really wanting to talk to me. I have always been a smart person and never put anyone down and tried to help anyone I could so I could be noticed. Overtime slowly turned me into a outcast and I tried so hard to fix it but no one wanted me. And January of my 2022 senior year I lost everyone, my grade were garbage because I mentally and I hid from everyone in the Printing room that was apart of my lab and worked on my projects in there. I graduated as a graduate of 2022 and I completely lost everything. I lost my family, my confidence, and mentally was breaking down and the last day of school I was a mental wreck. For the past months after that with the summer of 2022 and the Fall I was trapped in my own world alone. I had no one and just in my room making art of characters and worlds to take me out of mine. I waited a Semester of college to get some money to help help college for Animation and Illustration. I said all of this for context with the song because I have been in so many storms and feels like things won't let go but I have never given up always tried to not let the worse get the best of me but it can so hard. For so long and still believe I have been paralyzed but my past and I have a such hard time moving on from and It can be really hard because of the memories, so many memories that I have a hard time believing in and I try to understand why I was always the outcast and always thrown away. And I have thought ending my life but didn't nor will ever do because I feel like there is a reason for all of this. Because I know..No, I believe that is if I hang on a little longer because the sun is the behind the clouds because I know things will be alright even when theres so much pain there will be an end and a reason for all of it.

[@LewisTheBat]

So sorry for that super long comment loll.

[@lady_vesadark]

do u need someone to talk to? i got you

[@LewisTheBat]

@@lady_vesadark That would be nice Thank you. I said that Story of what the song meant to me with my personal life and struggles.

[@spassvogel7913]

@thebakerdozen3726 I am so sorry for you. Where are you from if i am allowed to ask?

[@LewisTheBat]

@@spassvogel7913 I'm from the United States

[@jankapan8893]

This is exactly how I feel for the last year, and it's getting worse. WE ARE NOT FREE!!!!!

[@florianlouis2680]

READ THE BIBLE, JESUS is freedom, life, path and truth. I had a lot of sin, a lot of things for cry or hurt me, but there are 3 years GOD come to me and he want this with you too trust me my friend. it's not a religion it's a relationship with GOD and JESUS his son. Before GOD in my life, i had search everywhere for be better and sometime it work and sometime not but when i read the bible, listen the christian familly, my life changed more and more because, i was in the faith, i was not free, now i'm less and less a prisoner. JESUS guides me. You need to trus the bible, begin at Jean in the bible if you want read the bible. Sorry if in my text there are mistakes, i'm french and i had try my best :)

[@TheOfficialDirtyDan]

@@florianlouis2680 god doesn't work for everyone you know. I know this by first hand trying to pray and haven/t received any answers.

[@Luckystars_the1nonly]

@@TheOfficialDirtyDan yeah! I believe in god but sometimes no one is there for you and you have to learn to love yourself since no one else does. Eventually we will find someone that makes us happy,we just have to find our person when it’s time instead of rushing. I wish god could come down and hug me sometimes since no one else will but sometimes you have to be there for yourself to learn and become strong. I hope your okay but everything will be okay. I hope we will find someone who loves us for who we are and the “true love” myths are true to us someday. Until then,I hope we can love ourselves no matter how tough it gets so we can be strong when bad things happen. We also shouldn’t force people to believe in god or religions different from theirs. Sending lots of love! ❤

[@sarahezell9701]

🙏🙏🙏😪

[@YahwehJesus777]

Once we accept the truth that we are not free that's when we can take steps towards freedom.

[@MrthatNAVYguy]

I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die.. facts..

[@aimingforgod6302]

+TheOfficialLegacy That's deep. What's making you scared of living? Do you believe in there being anything after death?

[@MrthatNAVYguy]

I'm scared of life because of the unknown. Anything could kill me at any point or hurt me or break me down. And there's a lot of things that people go through that can torment them forever, making life a scary thing. Yes, I do strongly believe in a life after death, like there's a heaven, or even at least some sort of purgatory where human souls go after they pass on, but the scary thing to me about death is all the people I'd be leaving behind and all of the things I could do.

[@aimingforgod6302]

TheOfficialLegacy I know what you mean. That resonates with me too. I walk out of my house in the morning sometimes seriously thinking: this could be my last day. The only way I'm able to get through it is by living ever day like I really believe it's my last. By loving those people who hate me & appreciating those who love me. Trusting in the peace that God gives you that He can take care of the people that we leave behind. Your comment was powerful.

[@MrthatNAVYguy]

Yeah, I know exactly what you're saying. I just heard that line in the song and said, geez that was exactly how I feel in a nutshell lol. And loving the people who hate you can be hard, especially when they give you a hard time when you will try to be as nice as possible. Not a lot of people can do that, so it takes a lot of mental strength to maintain a level head.

[@jonahray9164]

+TheOfficialLegacy yea especially when people think ur killing them when your trying to give them life.

[@memeside5903]

Little boy: “Are you an angel?” Girl: “What?” Little boy: “My mom told me those who have marked wrists are angels.” Girl: “I’m not an angel” Little boy: “Of course you are! Mom said only angels hurt themselves because they don’t like life on earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to the pain of others and their own.” Girl: “You know your mom is very wise.” Little boy: “Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home.” This isnt my idea

[@FadhilIMP5530_Real]

Are you mean..... His mom die ? Thats make me sad :(

[@mypenisisonlyaninchbut9719]

damn that was strong

[@SabrinaSerigne]

Damn that was awakening.

[@memesare_life8869]

The end got me crying

[@Myra_K]

😭😭😭😭

[@amandalevesque1431]

The older I get and the more healing I do just makes me appreciate NF all that much more. He takes my feelings and turns it into the most relatable lyrics. Makes me feel less alone ❤ thank you NF

[@duncanj.chapola6581]

I look myself in the mirror everyday, I’m hatin’ my reflection.., I can’t stand what I look like…asking myself when did I become so cold? Where is the real me? Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things it’s like I’m paralyzed.. I lost myself and it kills me inside…

[@ghostisalegend]

Me to bro

[@samuelchaddy18]

The biggest mistake we ever did as kids was thinking growing up would be fun.

[@thefurycommander1843]

Not me, I never wanted to grow up.

[@Jax-AK]

I never thought growing up would be fun. I was depressed at 6

[@mohssenaiden1071]

Yeh....

[@bryanhernandez9233]

I did thought about that… thought I was the only person thinking this

[@charlesdelosangeles2186]

this hits so hard bruuh

[@d3ft0n3zz]

I'm sorry that *I let you down,* I'm just *Paralyzed* and I *Hate myself* too much to see that *You're special,* so *If you want love,* *can you hold me?* Because *I miss the days* when I told myslef, *"When I grow up,* I want to *change* and own a *mansion* because *my stress* tells me that when you *Lie,* I think it's *Real."* Who knows? I'm just an *outcast,* *lost in the moment,* writing this at *3:AM,* so could you please *Leave me alone?* I think I need a *Therapy session..* Edit: Aw you guys 🥺💕 I know we're all going through some tough times right now whether its our family, friends, ex's, covid, or anything, I hope this "poem" I guess you could call it made anything better!

[@christomaras3378]

omg dude....just perfect

[@DREAMZERO]

I see you have some talent

[@kermiside]

Does anyone else read this and certain words are bold? Or glow more than the rest idk maybe I’m crazy ...😅

[@bastianbarak2238]

You broke me...this got me crying... You are special my friend.. thank you...I needed that...

[@astrology.spac3]

@@kermiside Its Nate's (nf) song names, I think

[@mahidereleanormengistu6132]

Before I became a Christ follower I thought all Christians were perfect and had everything figured out until I became on that's when the challenges came like a storm but what I noticed is how much I changed through Christ alone and how No one is perfect except God. It's truly hard being a teenage Christian especially in this generation with all the flashy lights, the music's, new movies coming out and I just pray that this New Years in 2023 utlist some would come to Christ

[@Siunloader]

Just stumbled on this through Spotify… sometimes certain things find you exactly when they are supposed too

[@lifeiscool1724]

I’m A.L.R.I.G.H.T. A-Always alone L-Left out R-Running out of happiness I-In depression G-Getting sick H-Here and thinking that I’m numb and cold T-Telling myself I’m tired

[@faithblossoms5851]

This comment is tru for me 😞

[@justinpfotenhauer4148]

Damn bro if you ever need to talk hmu

[@urmom8079]

same

[@softnoya2216]

so edgy

[@justbruce1549]

100% my life

[@lovebts9033]

Knowing that people actually feel what he‘s singing just hurts. no one deserves to feel like that Ik no one is gonna read my comment but if you did you should know you‘re the most special person to someone and you‘re beautiful and no one deserves your tears

[@aishachaudhry4728]

I purple you

[@ghulamafou1098]

I love you thanks

[@lexymotsingerracing79]

LOVE BTS its not that there are necessarily people hurting us it’s ourselves and other objects are stuff we hear around us but I love what you said it made me feel better

[@kennysoriginalmusicchannel5916]

Thank you. You wrote a beautiful comment! The only ones that deserve my tears are the angels that have tried to lift me out of hell tearing their wings to set me onto the earths crust, the roof of hell, inside is the soft bread of imprisonment The people I've hurt while sinking into my spiritual grave, I apologize I had to die to be revitalised. Broken hearts also need tears to cleanse them so I guess I'll cry some for those I didn't mention. Everyone I've known and presently know if I did not give you the address to heaven let me right it down now. It's Jesus of Nazareth divided in three take a right on righteousness Ave. and you'll see the God, the flesh containing the spirit controlling it's destination to die, defy death then rise and resurrect for everyone that's ever self destructed unhinged the door leading to their spirits and let demons in, I have a solution try listening to him. Fix the door to your heart by unblocking it's entrance. Clean the sin into the trash and let my friend in. He's been outside patiently waiting since you born with anticipation to appreciate you and post pone your funeral. He paid for free will like insurance when he was killed. Your body might crash like a car killing the engine that runs your heart but your internal and now eternal interior will always be savable because someone loved you enough to insure that the kingdom could be attainable. After the car crash of life is through with you the blood to atone spilled 2000 years ago. The solution that saves is Jesus Christ, He died for the truth to kill the lie that no one can live after they die!

[@kennysoriginalmusicchannel5916]

NF inspires me to write poems! I wasn't planning on writhing that but while listening to the song and reading your comments I was inspired to write! God bless.😁

[@Nobodyjustaclue]

Here I am a mother of four and still aching for my mother to tell me she loves me or is proud of me or to even face time me when she calls😞 broken parents create broken parents…..thanks NF for a way out of this suffocation ❤

[@DarkShikigami]

Nobody knows your pain... your friends... your teachers they say that they’re sorry for your loss but they don’t know what it’s like to be so cold that your paralysed that your so close to death and having no real connection to this world anymore and then it clicks that person was your last breath in this infinite ocean with an unbreakable ceiling

[@josephpena6181]

Yup

[@bipashapretkaur1927]

Who's here on 2021? This song still hits deeply in the feels😌

[@daniellabonte2374]

I'm glad I'm not the only one.

[@kaydancesky3566]

yup 😭

[@thaibui1635]

I'm here

[@siimplybrxnie1478]

Yes...

[@sightofspeed1323]

Yea boi

[@calebsampsell4320]

“When did I become so cold, when did I become ashamed?” ...That hit hard

[@thembakamanga5729]

Deep in there man

[@r_thekingslayerx4352]

😪😢

[@daskoski218]

where is the person i know they must have left is what got me but not with faith but hope always had hope shit gets better just wait it out but hope left

[@Commander-sh5xw]

Same

[@wheezy400]

I’m paralyzed.. where are my feelings..?!

[@jacquelinmccray4367]

NF has saved my life multiple times

[@cyndrianaa]

Keep fighting

[@nffan1000]

if by any chance you see this and are going through a difficult time, know that there are people out there who care about you, even if it doesn't seem that way. There are also services you can go to if you need support!

[@obrien_99]

who's still here in 2024?

[@rachelfoley8673]

Me😅

[@Noah-ug6oc]

Me

[@Garrett-xf9oq]

Here bro im currently struggling with separation of anxiety my girl is in jail and not sure what's gonna happen its been 10 days please pray for Me and her I can't live without her man

[@Garrett-xf9oq]

My brother died last year my other brother is in prison and my sister could give a rats ass about me because I use to be a pill addic

[@jackneal8660]

“Where is the real me”. That line hits deep

[@n_c_bulletjournal4190]

Especially when you don’t know who that even is

[@jackneal8660]

@@n_c_bulletjournal4190 exactly

[@luigicastellano1207]

He left i thinks

[@memesistolefromdiscord7984]

that line is r/meirl, i used to be happy and enthusiastic, thats all turned upside down for me now.

[@ihatemylife7055]

And i forgot who i am again

[@Sunshine-pl7gi]

"I have no feelings.." *Exactly. You can only get broken so much to where you can't feel a thing at all..*

[@wolfgalaxygacha8293]

Sunshine 77 it broke your feelings thats why you feel nothing (i fake my emotions and pretend to be happy....)

[@dreamingdayfly8011]

True True

[@darianlippis1678]

An that's the most (REALIST) ×LEDGIT× comment I've seen. =]

[@codywinter4206]

@@wolfgalaxygacha8293 . Not alone bud. I am the same😟

[@cheyennemathews2555]

@@wolfgalaxygacha8293 same...I put up an image so nobody sees what is left of my shattered heart.

[@xGAMER32101]

It’s hard when u try to explain the pain ur going through and people pretend to care …..

[@NoGrayArea18]

This whole song speaks so much to me. I went through intense bullying at school - not simply pushing in the hallways. They would attempt to convince me to commit suicide - and also going through abuse by the hands of my grandparents. Pretty soon after, I found out that my biological father abandoned me because he was unwilling to care for someone other than himself. There was a good portion of time when I was completely numb to life because I shut down. This song speaks to me. Thank you NF for your talent and ability to connect with strangers.

[@rsrlrs]

i would bully u too hahaha

[@christophercox9836]

Fuck that dude bro, people can be shit you do you. Just remember there are people that care even when it seems like there isnt.

[@onlyhack5360]

are you muslem 🤩🤩

[@NoGrayArea18]

@@onlyhack5360 nah. Christian.

[@user-xz8cu7nc5l]

I know you'll be fine. Good luck!

[@honeybee8124]

When the first time he said *Im paralyzed...” I cried.. wanna know why? Because it’s the truth. People can’t see through you. They only see the mistakes you make. They don’t see your tears, nor pain. Only mistakes.. nobody’s perfect.. this song reveals how people just see right through you.. and not take time to process what is hurting you. To the person reading this, have an amazing day 💛 somebody is out there for you, just be patient ❤️❤️❤️ |Sorry If I kinda didn’t make sense|

[@fu1edbyrage237]

You make perfect sense

[@gamerguys-ll7mi]

U made me cry of happines thank u for your comment it meant a lot to me im 9 years old but i feel like no one loves me and my step mom made me feel depressed cause i have problems that i probbably only have YES im 9 i just spell real good but dont compliment me i dont want any

[@aikotheegod]

I cried just reading ur coment. I can relate. At the same part I just....balled my eyes out. I think u make alot of since

[@thijs_7434]

You made my day!🙏

[@LuvJenni]

everybody is not perfect your right but they are perfect just the way they are the way they look the way they act dont changhe how you look everybody

[@riz5013]

you know what's more depressing? it is when you don't know what you feel anymore. you cant even identify whether you're feeling sad or broke. it is just felt so empty inside. you don't know what your purpose or do you even have a purpose in this life. I feel so lost right now. I don't know if I can find the happiness that I want

[@guillermoserrano9838]

I promise you, one day you’ll find that happiness you want. Trust me, I know how it feels to feel empty inside. It may take some time but I know it will happen. You will make it happen. Don’t give up, never give up. I know you don’t know me and I don’t know you. But I recognize the pain you’re going through and I’m not sure if I’m going to help at all with my words but I just wanted to let you know that you’ll make it.

[@annakarennina4095]

May god help.u Hope that this will end soon I'm just like u and i have been there too...

[@Sm1le4Me1]

I once felt like that

[@marilyn_warrior]

I can only say what I've experienced, Jesus gives purpose. When you get to know him, he changes your whole life.

[@sachihewawasam6982]

Same here buddy 🙂

[@aFFeCTioN_4U]

リプレイの多い場所でみんなが好きなフレーズがどこなのかわかるの良いね "生きるのが怖い。でも死ぬのも怖い。"

[@musiconmars1595]

I genuinely cannot express how much your songs help me. I have severe anxiety, depression, OCD, ADHD, PTSD and more. It’s always so hard to express how I feel and what I think and these songs really do help for me process my emotions. I love you Nate ❤

[@nffan4000]

Music is great for that. There's nothing better than listening to music that you relate to. I hope you that you can begin to feel better soon. You're super strong for being able to push forward through all of that. Just know that if anything ever gets worse for you that there are services out there that can offer support!

[@mikawazowski9024]

Mother, Father Didn’t you know? You lost your daughter... Years ago...

[@farhalali8001]

Don't be sad. Everything will gonna be fine. I can feel you and don't worry I'm with you. Take care dear, you're so important to someone. : )

[@jamison6463]

"Nobody thinks what you think, no one Empathy might be on the brink of extinction They will play a game and say They know what you're going through And I tried to come up with an artistic way to say They don't know you, and neither do I" -Tyler Joseph, Twenty Øne Piløts Just saying no one should say they feel you or they understand what you're going through if they don't really know, I will not say I understand exactly what your feeling because nobody do, I know I hate it when ppl say it to me. So I'm just gonna give you a virtual pat on the shoulder, a hug if you like hugs, have a nice day.

[@hannahwyatt4830]

Wow

[@peachy_gacha4784]

Can't even say that.. Dad isn't alive, Mum isn't their for mah

[@frozenx1337]

@@peachy_gacha4784 never forget...you are not alone :)

[@rachellesanluis9184]

P - Pressure A - Alone/Anxiety R - Rough Times A - All are together, but you aren't L - Left alone to die Y - You want to end it, just end it. Z - Zzz Insomnia/Sleepless E - Edgy, but still sad. D - Dead Inside/Depression one more. Your skin isn't paper, don cut it. Your body isn't a book, don't judge it. Your life isn't a movie, don't end it. You're not dirt, don't make people treat you like that. Your heart isn't a door don't lock it. Your face isn't no mask, don't hide it. If you read all of this, stay strong friend. If you enjoyed it.... No, i ain't asking for likes.

[@Doughnuts3846]

Rachelle San Luis thank you my friend ♥️ I’m glad someone understands how I feel too

[@prodmigelbeats]

Respect!!❤🥺❤

[@uhhuh3780]

I relate to the paralyzed part of ur comment. All of it

[@kangsaebyeok2387]

Thank you for understanding ...

[@Turbon]

E - emptiness

[@yagirlh5710]

I used to have the brightest eyes, a mischievous smile, a good spirit, happy with myself. With friends, with peace, with God, taking care of myself and others, felt like I was more than enough, like everything was fine. I felt. What happened? :( Now I can’t even hug someone without cringing 😞 I miss me

[@WildWanders]

I listened to this song over and over after losing my mom. I appreciate you expressing everything the way I felt, NF

[@jolinareyno1562]

Enduring all the pain until I no longer feel it.

[@gautam6405]

Happy new year ! I hope this year will be great for you . I don't know how much time we have , life can be unpredictable , So I love you .

[@nicechill5662]

,,I'm paralyzed, Where are my feelings" This is how i feel everyday, I'm just scared and sad

[@ahmxtsxnjuu2373]

Find what makes you happy and what truly fills you with excitement and Joy. Do things you haven't done before, speak with people you haven't spoken with. Or relearn how to love people or Things. Hope this is a help for you.

[@maysgunderson6513]

Sad is a feeling bub

[@kaylabryant6532]

Me to I feel dark inside

[@h0bbylessperson59]

"Im scared to live but im scared to die." Thats me.

[@sisterxsushi4145]

Same my mom is that person that turned me into somthing im not

[@autumnsnedden2341]

I can totally relate to this situation. Sometimes things just spill over and out and leaves you without any emotion. To those who do not like NF's music, I want you to know that it doesn't matter if you like it or not there is some people who look to this type of music to help them through their darkest times or to help them. So I really appreciate NF for making this type of music. So keep doing you. Just know that I will always listen to hat you sing.

[@SDFirearmsCentral]

I listened to his songs when i was in my lowest and as i start to get lower again i cant help but re listen to them some more

[@alynna3878]

Songs be hitting harder in Quarantine.

[@shrimpberryshoujo]

Its hitting harder than everythings dude

[@terribrown836]

i really feel paralyezd whys life hard in the pandemice why are you always upset i dont know just please stop asking me questions

[@itsmezach5700]

Its hitting the stage down😂🎤

[@morningstar7896]

Arushi Gangwani yes I was like this before quarantine it just got worse

[@zarrar175]

Doctor: You have 3 minutes to live Me: i will listen to this Doctor: but its 4 minutes God: i allow it.

[@arina3635]

It's sad.... don't think about that, you should live for hearing it more times!!!

[@___Zack___]

@CHINMAYA Maybe he would if he existed. Maybe you've just gotta help yourself.

[@MrMyrandomstuff]

I was gonna like it but it’s perfect ✊🏼

[@heartssfromtaryn8050]

Doctor: Oh Lord P.s. you would get it if ur a NF fan

[@marawarofficial4151]

✌✌✌✌✌✌😛✌✌

[@paulapostolache4985]

Here's my advice for everyone that is depressed, in a bad mental state or even needs a little bit of help. All of you deserve to have a healthy mind, even to the point where you smile when you aren't doing anything. I'm sure that each and one of you can get to that point, even if you don't believe in it. All I want to say now, is that each and one of you should begin by having walks in your local area (Preferably natural places). Stay safe you all!

[@user-ss8qf9nm1i]

진짜 노래는 질리기 마련인데, 이 노래는 몇년 간 들어도 질린적 한 번 없음

[@almasundstrom8296]

”How are you?” ”I’m fine, just tired” Tired of crying

[@patka9280]

Hey, another me!

[@juliannal158]

Omg I'm so sad and I'm also tired of crying and I'm 9

[@recker1130]

If you need to talk to some one tell me

[@deadaccbye.8036]

someone stole your comment.

[@bonniebunbuns630]

My best friend says that a lot now it finally makes sense

[@marcusmccarty7044]

it's depressing how many people can relate this, It shouldn't be like this.

[@grmin-cr7xi]

It shouldn't be like that but it is sadly.

[@randomgamers9128]

@@marcusmccarty7044 hugs!

[@marcusmccarty7044]

@@randomgamers9128 🙏✌

[@robertesposito6355]

@@marcusmccarty7044 no1 should, but also a lot of us didn’t ask for a life like this, GOD gives his strongest battles to his weakest soldiers.

[@stickman_animationz]

I agree!

[@kiwalabyederick2222]

NF music should be out in drugstore with prescription ❤ It has helped me go through my traumas knowing am not alone, teaching me almost half of the emotional part of me ❤️❤️

[@TheDibdob6]

Didn’t think I’d find myself back here. But here I am. Healing myself with NF again… 😢

[@rebeccamarie1999]

Still listening in 2019🙏♥️

[@cryptic6897]

With u 💓

[@BrotherM81]

Amazing song!!

[@angelmurray3245]

This song is so many people

[@crow.8.]

❤️

[@Htx_brenden]

rebecca marie sameee❤️

[@darcielippett1537]

*“I’m scared to die but I don’t want to live”* anxiety and depression right there..

[@darcielippett1537]

@Carl Williams You are the best! You write that paragraph just to tell me everything is ok! Sadly I don’t really have the time to write a paragraph but you are the best ! 🥺❤️

[@AmicusAdastra]

BPD too

[@elevateradiate]

I am so sorry you feel this way! I experienced depression in the past. Earth is tough! It is a very challenging school we chose to attend to evolve our souls. We must experience some low points, but we have to pull ourselves out. We also must love ourselves first. God put each of us here for a reason. Talk to your angels, they want your permission to step in more. You can do it! We're in this together! God bless and I pray for you. Try these other inspiring songs: Learning by Jason Gray Priceless by for King and Country Becoming by Jason Gray

[@darcielippett1537]

@@elevateradiate you. Are a life saver to some that message you wrote is just so helpful it’s unbelievable Thanks ❤️

[@elevateradiate]

Thank you!I felt a huge call from God and my angels to post this today. We really are in this together to navigate, learn and grow on this journey in life! 💜

[@kiralaway]

I only found NF this year, and he's amazing, today heard this song for the first time, and had to stop my car and cry. Haven't had a song touch me like this one ever. Because I know its true.😢

[@angelafaith5605]

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@leonelrodriguez4474]

I'm so tired of putting on a smile and worrying about everyone else's happiness. Where's my happiness, my love. Only pain and loneliness were left.😥

[@bubbly1118]

do you ever just stare at yourself whilst shaking and crying and wonder, "when did it get like this?". Because, same...

[@chloebrown9106]

Yup I wonder why and how it got so bad and I’m so scared that I’m just gonna snap one day so yea I’m pretty messed up 😔

[@bluemoon6341]

Same bro

[@faithflem2281]

I can just cry thinking about how happy I was before and how it’s crazy that anyone can get sad Andy how sadness took over my life completely

[@arnsdii]

@@faithflem2281 ikr :/ i constantly think, "why couldn't my happiness from my younger self be more spread out throughout my life?"

[@taiheart37]

Everyday

[@tundraboyblue]

The words of this song are so real to me, hits soo deep but soooo true at the same time

[@MysticalGalaxy23]

"I'm in a box but I'm the one who locked me in" yes. Felt that.

[@DiscoveringMusic]

My first NF song and still my favorite

[@YourFavNightmare.]

same here.

[@p1nuer]

Same

[@bigsway7062]

Mansion was mine but this one means the most.

[@razvanschiopu7220]

Same 🤗

[@crimsonaxes5919]

Same

[@maheshpmandel8470]

It was Released 5 year's back, Who else listens till now? Let see how many are there..

[@DemonBig5]

Me Legit been listening to him for 8 years he got me to handle depression he is the reason im alive today everyone sees me as a smiling happy dude but im dead inside

[@isabell3787]

me..

[@mohammedanas6892]

Its been 5 years- i've been listening to this almost daily for 5 years-

[@tsnamc975]

I came here from a Emma Choata and patty baddell anorexia edit I use them as motivation to not eat

[@lukamrie2789]

Akihiko Kayaba me

[@DecarionXGaming]

Im depressed but I'm good at not showing it and this always made me show it

[@goldieel0cksss647]

It’s been 5 years and this song stopped me from offing myself and life was pretty decent afterwards but now I’m 19 and back in that dark place thinking that I’ll feel better if I was gone. I wouldn’t have to feel the things I feel see the things I see. I’ll be at peace forever.

[@ternyberny3436]

The dislikes are ppl that have never felt what it feels like to want to cry but you physically can't.

[@botondnyitrai3128]

Or maybe they just don't like this style of music :/

[@botondnyitrai3128]

@@ternyberny3436 I see what you mean, but not all people think a like. I have my own share of favourite songs and funilly enough, if i heard those songs 5 years ago i would have disliked them. Most of the dislikes are probably here bcs of the same reason. They are just not ready for it. I hate the rap genre, but even I can ditinguish a masterpiece, that this song is. :)

[@jxnnyreedxs2510]

Or when you keep crying and physically cannot stop. Your face is scrunched up and your breathing is erratic. But you feel fine.

[@JCEditsYT]

or they just don't like the song...?

[@elizabethbarefoot1111]

Haters gonna hate! 🤷🏻‍♀️

[@Kayla_JJ1122]

I still remember this song when i was a little kid damn this song hits hard 💔😢