"I'm scared to live but scared to die." So real man. God bless you NF.
@mgr44597 жыл бұрын
Declan Smith I JUST HAD AN EPIPHANY he doesn’t touch Kids I JUST HAD AN ANOTHER EPIPHANY u do
@nffan400011 ай бұрын
@awesomelegomovies123 Hey I know this was posted 6 years ago but in case you happen to still be going through a tough time, I'd like you to remember that there's mental health services out there that can help you if you are feeling depressed. There are also people out there who care deeply about you. I hope you are doing well though.
@pcpxbotendorastermace99482 ай бұрын
@@nffan4000 Same to you as well.
@theonedad7071Ай бұрын
7 year old comment 😢
@theonedad7071Ай бұрын
Are you still there
@dwelta3 жыл бұрын
Nobody notices your pain, nobody notices your sadness, but everyone notices your mistakes.
@BorderingHope3 жыл бұрын
Then only you can smile at your accomplishments. You can make yourself happy if you let the rest of the bullshit others put onto you away into a part of your mind that can handle pain, while the rest of your mind focuses on what matters... Your happiness.
@iGNiTETheKiD3 жыл бұрын
Or only notice your failures
@iGNiTETheKiD3 жыл бұрын
@@NarratorII ur in my prayers. Stay strong. Things will get better for u in Jesus holy name 🙏 amen
@liam96393 жыл бұрын
@@NarratorII I get...they only see your flaws, and when your drowning in a sea pain they won't come save you...they'll leave you to drown...they'll only notice when it's to late...when your dead....even then they may not know nor care..
@gigis94913 жыл бұрын
Never understood math and never really tried to cuz I thought I would lose my time which I’d better spend on what I’m good at and what inspires me and motivates despite I was under high pressure for not understanding one of my parent’s specialty as they ashamed of having this kinda kid. It was tough. But I could get through it. I really do feel you and I’m sending you big hug 🙌🏼
@ВладКиселев-е6е4 жыл бұрын
Like who since 2020 and still listens to this song. Let's see how many of us.
@jummiepatato26794 жыл бұрын
Omg your face!!!
@braydenkeeney47364 жыл бұрын
Me
@pranverakeqaj88394 жыл бұрын
@@braydenkeeney4736 i do to :/
@ВладКиселев-е6е4 жыл бұрын
@GABRIELLA PISCOYA Helo
@ВладКиселев-е6е4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for likes :D
@jeremysmall9513 Жыл бұрын
It's truly hard to find someone who genuinely is able to encapsulate the dark feelings of depression quite like NF does. Everyday, his vulnerability through his music is an inspiration and reminds us that, yes, we're in deep pain, but we're not alone.
@LittleD-n3j3 ай бұрын
This song sounds like depression/PTSD/ anxiety sub-type. Trauma response
@sarahj81795 жыл бұрын
" When did I lose myself ? " This line just describe it all..
@deacozby1165 жыл бұрын
I love this comment because I feel it to some time to thank you
@jordanturner5 жыл бұрын
666 that's my lucky number😈😈
@1love86805 жыл бұрын
Most people loos themselves looking for the world for entertainment,satisfaction,purpose,contentment, and overall joy. The problem with our attempts to please self is. It will always be temporary. Never being left fulfilled. That's why we must try and do the things pleasing to the Lord. The greatest commandment is to love thy Lord your God with all your heart, mind, soul and strength. 1st John ch5:3-5 says. Loving God means keeping His commandments and His commandments are not burdensome. For every child of God defeats this world and we achieve this victory through our faith. Personally I am fasting for a really long time with the hopes of being blessed with joy in the Lord. If we have true joy in our Father. What else is there? Good luck sister. I will pray for you.
@uhh90305 жыл бұрын
I Frickin LOVE This Comment
@slaymhars20235 жыл бұрын
My pet tortoise died a week ago. It cut me like blade. But now all i got is me and my vlog its my new lifestyle. Leave a comment under my video even sub it would mean a lot to me.. thank you
@prettiestmills2.03 жыл бұрын
People who cries all the time aren’t weak, they’re just tired of fighting....
@trinitylawrence31433 жыл бұрын
I cry alot even out of frusteration its okay to feel these emotions sometimes its just how we chose do deal with these emotions They are tough but at the end of the day being you is the best thing that could happen
@dino-eg1gg3 жыл бұрын
Hi Potter
@lightanddarkness93873 жыл бұрын
Hope you get through that feeling
@satyamsonakia77983 жыл бұрын
i cant even cry
@allycat51383 жыл бұрын
@@satyamsonakia7798 I’m sorry
@reinhartgregory5 жыл бұрын
First rapper I've met who can actually sing and rap and actually have great vocals
@DiegoMLucho5 жыл бұрын
MGK : Hold My Beer 27 , Kiss The Sky , Rehab
@robinofhsr5 жыл бұрын
Any they rap shit that actually matters.
@andreguitarist45175 жыл бұрын
@@DiegoMLucho lmao dude I love you ahahahahahah #laceup I love both NF and Kells 😍
@andreguitarist45175 жыл бұрын
@@DiegoMLucho even tho there are MANY more songs where MgK sings but you're right. These 3 are similar to Paralyzed
@daraseevers5 жыл бұрын
Tom Mc Donald is amazing too! Look him up!
@chloe_ecclas11 ай бұрын
As a 17 y/o who's been clinically diagnosed with depression from the age of 12 (runs deep in the fam) NF, I really appreciate you and your music, you've worked so hard to come this far and so have the people who your music has helped. To everyone struggling right now ... Know You Are Loved. 2024
@nffan100010 ай бұрын
if by any chance you see this and are going through a difficult time, know that there are people out there who care about you, even if it doesn't seem that way. There are also services you can go to if you need support!
@chloe_ecclas10 ай бұрын
@nffan1000 Thankyou so very much for your kind words. I had been in therapy for four years and am now discharged ! I am much better, although I have my hard times like everyone else does I get through it. Once again, thankyou so dearly for your kind hearted words and care.
@nffan100010 ай бұрын
@@chloe_ecclas Of course! I'm glad that you're doing well!
@PaigeGarza-wq7mt9 ай бұрын
Thank you❤
@GabbyMars-pf7ni9 ай бұрын
I relate I've been diagnosed with depression since like 8 maybe and I going on 19
@rogueplayz413 жыл бұрын
the saddest feeling is when you try to cry, but no tears come
@dnation33163 жыл бұрын
Yesss 💔
@kay-yd4zm3 жыл бұрын
you cry so hard and forget to even breathe and wanting to scream so bad but just can't
@mohamedkordi8533 жыл бұрын
No for me it's so funy honestly .. cause you try and cant like the tears disagree😅
@riru40003 жыл бұрын
I feel that so many times...
@Mark-je9lg3 жыл бұрын
@꧁mr james cabra꧂ you are so nice:(
@nxintendo82242 жыл бұрын
"I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in" That hit me hard.
@asherkat58532 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@briannaheath69232 жыл бұрын
So true I agree 😞 ps feeling trapped to me is the worst feeling 😔
@samanthatalsky51572 жыл бұрын
Same here and when he says when did I become so cold. I wonder if he writes his own music.
@LastOfUs1232 жыл бұрын
The rap part did
@deeznutzzzzzzzz2 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭
@riz50133 жыл бұрын
you know what's more depressing? it is when you don't know what you feel anymore. you cant even identify whether you're feeling sad or broke. it is just felt so empty inside. you don't know what your purpose or do you even have a purpose in this life. I feel so lost right now. I don't know if I can find the happiness that I want
@guillermoserrano98383 жыл бұрын
I promise you, one day you’ll find that happiness you want. Trust me, I know how it feels to feel empty inside. It may take some time but I know it will happen. You will make it happen. Don’t give up, never give up. I know you don’t know me and I don’t know you. But I recognize the pain you’re going through and I’m not sure if I’m going to help at all with my words but I just wanted to let you know that you’ll make it.
@annakarennina40953 жыл бұрын
May god help.u Hope that this will end soon I'm just like u and i have been there too...
@Sm1le4Me13 жыл бұрын
I once felt like that
@marilyn_warrior3 жыл бұрын
I can only say what I've experienced, Jesus gives purpose. When you get to know him, he changes your whole life.
@sachihewawasam69823 жыл бұрын
Same here buddy 🙂
@Skullzzfn9 ай бұрын
This song is amazing. NF, I hope you are feeling great. Don’t let anything get you down or get in the way of you. Always push ahead. I believe in you. 😢❤
@calebsampsell43204 жыл бұрын
“When did I become so cold, when did I become ashamed?” ...That hit hard
@thembakamanga57294 жыл бұрын
Deep in there man
@r_thekingslayerx43524 жыл бұрын
😪😢
@daskoski2184 жыл бұрын
where is the person i know they must have left is what got me but not with faith but hope always had hope shit gets better just wait it out but hope left
@Commander-sh5xw4 жыл бұрын
Same
@wheezy4004 жыл бұрын
I’m paralyzed.. where are my feelings..?!
@Sunshine-pl7gi5 жыл бұрын
"I have no feelings.." *Exactly. You can only get broken so much to where you can't feel a thing at all..*
@wolfgalaxygacha82935 жыл бұрын
Sunshine 77 it broke your feelings thats why you feel nothing (i fake my emotions and pretend to be happy....)
@dreamingdayfly80115 жыл бұрын
True True
@darianlippis16785 жыл бұрын
An that's the most (REALIST) ×LEDGIT× comment I've seen. =]
@codywinter42065 жыл бұрын
@@wolfgalaxygacha8293 . Not alone bud. I am the same😟
@cheyennemathews25555 жыл бұрын
@@wolfgalaxygacha8293 same...I put up an image so nobody sees what is left of my shattered heart.
@LastOfUs123 Жыл бұрын
“I’m scared to live but scared to die” Most relatable lyric ever
@nffan100010 ай бұрын
@LastOfUs123 if you're having nay negative thoughts please know that there are mental health services out there that can help you! there are also people out there who care about you deeply!
@nffan10008 ай бұрын
@GamezLore If you're going through anything right now tI wish you nothing but the best. Everyone goes through tough times. Please know that there are mental health services out there that can help you! there are also people out there who care about you deeply!
@nffan10008 ай бұрын
@GamezLore What do you mean?
@nffan10007 ай бұрын
@AwokenWorld_ My intent here was not to share anything religious, rather just spread positivity. I'm glad that you're comfortable sharing though. As a Christian though, I do hope that you're able to find God. He has helped me with many things and I know that he can help you too.
@nffan10007 ай бұрын
@TezlaFL Let me know if you got my message. I wish you nothing but the best.
@connorbeuy36914 жыл бұрын
“I’m in a box, but I’m the one who locked me in, suffocated and I’m running out of oxygen” underrated line
@lmao69194 жыл бұрын
Agree.
@karl39884 жыл бұрын
😔.
@drgamerstat664 жыл бұрын
💯
@tsitogaming19694 жыл бұрын
good job!!!!!!!9
@emmyemmye4 жыл бұрын
ikr, this one is one of the best ones
@staybin19414 жыл бұрын
"Where is the real me?" "I'm lost and it kills me inside." "I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die" Those lines relate to me
@ZeloWR4 жыл бұрын
Grammar clearly doesn't relate to you too
@Ghost-oz7mc4 жыл бұрын
Me too.
@Renae122344 жыл бұрын
Me too
@aslan.mrs_4 жыл бұрын
Those are relating my whole life
@atomicjoseph92954 жыл бұрын
*e d g y*
@vy_ivn3 жыл бұрын
Lyrics: When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Ooh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die And if life is pain, then I buried mine A long time ago, but it's still alive And it's taking over me, where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why I'm in the race of life and time passes by Look, I sit back and I watch it Hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box But I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (Oh, how come I'm not moving) (Why are you not moving?) I'm paralyzed (Hey, yeah) Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
@knappbristol69683 жыл бұрын
You tried
@fantasmagorique2733 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much
@freehk_89643 жыл бұрын
I hope I can paralyzed
@vy_ivn3 жыл бұрын
@@knappbristol6968 wdym
@knappbristol69683 жыл бұрын
@@vy_ivn got some mixed up and wrong, but thanks for the lyrics!
@PeopleCallMeLiv Жыл бұрын
"I'm in a box but I'm the one who locked me in"
@stygers0014 жыл бұрын
Some people say he's depressing. That he just inflicts violence, anger, depression, etc. But they don't look past the lyrics. This is truly beautiful. A looking glass into humanity. He is so gifted by the Lord, and uses his talents in a unique and wonderful way.
@staybin19414 жыл бұрын
True. He is a talented man.
@NewLifeThroughChrist4 жыл бұрын
So true man. God has blessed him. He delivers things to the lost in such a unique way. No doubt imo that God is using his music. Many are blind to get the depth of his lyrics. Pray that their eyes are open. I listened to NF for years and couldnt get the depth until God woke me up.
@aurora_1x4 жыл бұрын
I love his honesty and realness. And of course it's kinda depressing but he makes it more comfortable to talk about suicide, depression.. And I appreciate this a lot because his music helped me🙏🏼
@jonathangamaroff67144 жыл бұрын
@@aurora_1x its much more emotional and intense and sad then depressing. There is a big difference between sad and depressed
@samielangbehn21724 жыл бұрын
I rather have a raper that is there spilling the truth, showing the real world, not one that rapes around sex, drugs, cheating and bullshit. I want one that feels like we do.
@lastquit31846 жыл бұрын
LYRICS: When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (oh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's taking over me where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I feel nothing, I wonder why And on the race of life time passes by Look I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is I'm in a box But I’m the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (oh how come I’m not moving why aren’t I moving ay yeah) I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
@animeislife14216 жыл бұрын
NCS Lyrics You need to make and mash up gasoline with this song would make a huge difference N would get people's attention
@vanessazolic42856 жыл бұрын
NCS Lyrics amazing 😭😭😭😢😢😢❤️❤️❤️
@Sofia-wk1jp6 жыл бұрын
Thank u!!
@mishmesh76046 жыл бұрын
Thanks doyou want marry with me?
@Mzriartys5 жыл бұрын
thanks ~xoxo
@ac1cognitive921 Жыл бұрын
This song. This single song has brought out years of emotional bottling, silencing, and stagnation. I was diagnosed with autism at eight, and have been relentlessly bullied my entire life, and was routinely beaten by my father when ever I cried or had a melt down. As a result I learned to hide my emotions, and anything I viewed as showing "weakness". I quickly developed full on depression by the 5th grade. Adding onto the fact that I was self aware enough to know that, because I had autism, I would *never* be able to fit into society. That I would always be different from my peers on a neurological level. In 6th grade I started having suicidal ideation, and my self esteem rapidly began to decline, throughout 7th and 8th grade my mental health only got worse. Between 8th and 9th grade I met my girl friend at summer camp, and she quickly became one of the very rare sources of light in my life, and she still remains that way. By 9th grade, only at 14, I had reached possibly the worst state of my mental health in my entire life. I viewed myself as a burden to my parents and my girlfriend. Almost every week I had thoughts of suicide and self harm, and had vivid imaginations of how to end my life, which I thankfully never went through with. Then I developed anxiety at 15, after my girl friend was sexually assaulted by someone she thought was a friend. I have had anxiety since. After that as I got older my mental health improved slightly. And by senior year, I had started a turn around. I now write this as a 21 year old, who has suffered unimaginable pain and self-inflicted mental torture. I still struggle, and often times have anxiety attacks about my girl friends loyalty due to what happened years ago, which I question heavily due to never knowing what truly happened. To anyone who is struggling in some capacity, and who is hurting inside, there will be light, even if it isn't a bright one. But it will come. I'm living proof.
@欧爷-s9j10 ай бұрын
Sorry to hear that but thank u
@hazohappy70606 ай бұрын
I feel you, life really not fair isn't it
@jemmadaniels26224 жыл бұрын
It hurts when you try to explain your pain and you get called "disrespectful"
@morningstar78964 жыл бұрын
I don’t get called disrespectful I get called faking it
@landonharmon17584 жыл бұрын
I can relate...
@celiaownspipe53434 жыл бұрын
Yeah I mean I put on a smile bc I hat people that said I know you pain but that don't
@destinywolfie24784 жыл бұрын
I feel you.
@m1rii4m4 жыл бұрын
i felt that. lately i don’t feel anything and i don’t even know why, i don’t understand myself. i mean where’s the old me? i don’t even feel affection or love for anyone, while before i always was the one loving so much without even being loved back. idk wtf happened to me. i hate it all. i come here every time i’m scared of my feelings..i hope this won’t last forever
@advait19-m3b3 жыл бұрын
You feel like you have lost yourself but you find yourself hidden in the layers you have created to protect yourself from society.
@ternyberny34363 жыл бұрын
Yes
@angelacavon73053 жыл бұрын
BRUH....How did you manage to explain that... O_O
@Ofthewoods19733 жыл бұрын
Bro, thast me
@advait19-m3b3 жыл бұрын
@Matthew Robinson I mean once you feel trapped mentally, your inner poet flows through your soul.
@blake.alexander8 жыл бұрын
This song saved my life today. I was gonna end it all in 2 days on my 27th bday. I'm not going to anymore. Thank you NF.
@dxrxngedold97468 жыл бұрын
Yes, his songs have real power. I had the same problem about an half year ago and this saved me.
@sarahknight56638 жыл бұрын
Blake Michon stay strong love 💙
@blake.alexander8 жыл бұрын
thank you :)
@Desi19928 жыл бұрын
I am glad your here still I love you and may light shine apon you
@blake.alexander8 жыл бұрын
Thank you desi. You know things have really been looking up since I posted that. I'm starting to be happy again. Thank you for the Love.
@ParkerBrandt-n2dАй бұрын
"I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die." That line goes deep. NF is the only singer I know to hit the spot with his lines. Respect.
@nicechill56625 жыл бұрын
,,I'm paralyzed, Where are my feelings" This is how i feel everyday, I'm just scared and sad
@ahmxtsxnjuu23735 жыл бұрын
Find what makes you happy and what truly fills you with excitement and Joy. Do things you haven't done before, speak with people you haven't spoken with. Or relearn how to love people or Things. Hope this is a help for you.
@maysgunderson65135 жыл бұрын
Sad is a feeling bub
@kaylabryant65325 жыл бұрын
Me to I feel dark inside
@h0bbylessperson595 жыл бұрын
"Im scared to live but im scared to die." Thats me.
@sisterxsushi41455 жыл бұрын
Same my mom is that person that turned me into somthing im not
@punkz27434 жыл бұрын
Depressed people they don't want to die, they just want to the end the pain.
@sivanfusion23024 жыл бұрын
deppression is pain taking over someone and not wanting to live
@biri_o4 жыл бұрын
Yep been there, but it gets better. Everything is possible through God
@PaladinWolflord1014 жыл бұрын
Plz remember this phrase; “Through the pain, there is purpose “
@kip12724 жыл бұрын
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying -suicidal thoughts, Josh A & Jake Hill
@iboz663 жыл бұрын
And people who have never been there don't understand
@Iwant_togo_home10 ай бұрын
진짜 노래는 질리기 마련인데, 이 노래는 몇년 간 들어도 질린적 한 번 없음
@giftedyeeunkim3 ай бұрын
와 한국인 댓을 nf 에서 보네요.. 진짜 이런 가수 몇 없죠... 가사 하나하나가 진짜 진국 이에요 ㅠㅠ i miss the days 도 진짜 좋습니다 꼭 들어보세요
@Iwant_togo_home3 ай бұрын
@@giftedyeeunkim오.. 저랑 취향이 비슷하네요 바로 좋아요 누르고 왔습니다🥹
@alynna38784 жыл бұрын
Songs be hitting harder in Quarantine.
@shrimpberryshoujo4 жыл бұрын
Its hitting harder than everythings dude
@terribrown8364 жыл бұрын
i really feel paralyezd whys life hard in the pandemice why are you always upset i dont know just please stop asking me questions
@itsmezach57004 жыл бұрын
Its hitting the stage down😂🎤
@morningstar78964 жыл бұрын
Arushi Gangwani yes I was like this before quarantine it just got worse
@itsjustme75546 жыл бұрын
When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (oh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's taking over me where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I feel nothing, I wonder why And on the race of life time passes by Look I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is I'm in a box But I’m the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (oh how come I’m not moving why aren’t I moving ay yeah) I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
Paralyzed Lyrics: When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Ooh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die And if life is pain, then I buried mine A long time ago, but it's still alive And it's taking over me, where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why I'm in the race of life and time passes by Look, I sit back and I watch it Hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box But I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (Oh, how come I'm not moving) (Why are you not moving?) I'm paralyzed (Hey, yeah) Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
@monkeyking2722 жыл бұрын
same when did i?
@yourstrulyjessyy84492 жыл бұрын
@@monkeyking272 idk when u did. why r u asking me like i know
@pierrejouffrais5102 жыл бұрын
En France c'est les commentaires les plus liké 😂
@yourstrulyjessyy84492 жыл бұрын
@@pierrejouffrais510 Oh, c'est bien, je suppose lol😭
@RJZKNSHN2 жыл бұрын
Mantap
@nightmonkey87425 жыл бұрын
No one notice your tears, no one notice your sadness, no one notice your pain, but they all notice your mistake!🙃💔
@jayda42975 жыл бұрын
Jovana Lipić facts tho.. 💔
@rhysedwards4155 жыл бұрын
Most people think im a mistake.. And they're right
@jennikifm25 жыл бұрын
They’re not right at all.
@jasminemcdowell83395 жыл бұрын
I'm 9 and I am depressed
@xcoljs5 жыл бұрын
Jovana Lipić my parents doesn’t care about my feelings but my studies and comparing me to my cousin
@DiscoveringMusic3 жыл бұрын
My first NF song and still my favorite
@YourFavNightmare.3 жыл бұрын
same here.
@p1nuer3 жыл бұрын
Same
@bigsway70623 жыл бұрын
Mansion was mine but this one means the most.
@razvanschiopu72203 жыл бұрын
Same 🤗
@crimsonaxes59193 жыл бұрын
Same
@amandakat11118 ай бұрын
The older I get and the more healing I do just makes me appreciate NF all that much more. He takes my feelings and turns it into the most relatable lyrics. Makes me feel less alone ❤ thank you NF
@lovebts90336 жыл бұрын
Knowing that people actually feel what he‘s singing just hurts. no one deserves to feel like that Ik no one is gonna read my comment but if you did you should know you‘re the most special person to someone and you‘re beautiful and no one deserves your tears
@aishachaudhry47286 жыл бұрын
I purple you
@ghulamafou10986 жыл бұрын
I love you thanks
@lexymotsingerracing796 жыл бұрын
LOVE BTS its not that there are necessarily people hurting us it’s ourselves and other objects are stuff we hear around us but I love what you said it made me feel better
@kennysoriginalmusicchannel59166 жыл бұрын
Thank you. You wrote a beautiful comment! The only ones that deserve my tears are the angels that have tried to lift me out of hell tearing their wings to set me onto the earths crust, the roof of hell, inside is the soft bread of imprisonment The people I've hurt while sinking into my spiritual grave, I apologize I had to die to be revitalised. Broken hearts also need tears to cleanse them so I guess I'll cry some for those I didn't mention. Everyone I've known and presently know if I did not give you the address to heaven let me right it down now. It's Jesus of Nazareth divided in three take a right on righteousness Ave. and you'll see the God, the flesh containing the spirit controlling it's destination to die, defy death then rise and resurrect for everyone that's ever self destructed unhinged the door leading to their spirits and let demons in, I have a solution try listening to him. Fix the door to your heart by unblocking it's entrance. Clean the sin into the trash and let my friend in. He's been outside patiently waiting since you born with anticipation to appreciate you and post pone your funeral. He paid for free will like insurance when he was killed. Your body might crash like a car killing the engine that runs your heart but your internal and now eternal interior will always be savable because someone loved you enough to insure that the kingdom could be attainable. After the car crash of life is through with you the blood to atone spilled 2000 years ago. The solution that saves is Jesus Christ, He died for the truth to kill the lie that no one can live after they die!
@kennysoriginalmusicchannel59166 жыл бұрын
NF inspires me to write poems! I wasn't planning on writhing that but while listening to the song and reading your comments I was inspired to write! God bless.😁
@looks-like-rain49233 жыл бұрын
I asked my friend why he loves NF, he told me: “I feel like I’m drowning and his music is like a rope that’s slowly reaching me” I get it now
@Soupmaster72903 жыл бұрын
i love NF bc when i listen to his music it gives me the courage to move on it- its like he is the one pulling me out of the car so i dont drive it off the cliff
@BHeiProductions3 жыл бұрын
That’s deepAF. That was cudi to me in my teenage years
@commentifyuloveurmom45813 жыл бұрын
@@Soupmaster7290 I just love him & His true music
@Manni43 жыл бұрын
And we are the ones that have to grab that rope to get back to the surface and to feel alive again
@DonaldPalacios3 жыл бұрын
cap
@user-mz6lw2qk2b7 жыл бұрын
"Where is the person that I know?, They must have left, they must have left with all my faith." Deep man
@savagegirl72927 жыл бұрын
kermmm onnn he said that because his Dad had abused him badly for no other reason..... And he wants him.. Him to be more nicer... And if u dont belive.. Dont have too.... But this is true....
@Mel-ty3be7 жыл бұрын
Way deep!
@Mel-ty3be7 жыл бұрын
Way deep man
@karina-wl1lf6 жыл бұрын
kermmm onnn every time i hear him sing that part my eyes start to tear up. it really gets to me.
@jakemahon33196 жыл бұрын
Dam your looking good in this picture
@hblack434011 ай бұрын
You're not alone, you're not the only one who feels this way. Better days are coming soon
@maheshpmandel84704 жыл бұрын
It was Released 5 year's back, Who else listens till now? Let see how many are there..
@DemonBig54 жыл бұрын
Me Legit been listening to him for 8 years he got me to handle depression he is the reason im alive today everyone sees me as a smiling happy dude but im dead inside
@isabell37874 жыл бұрын
me..
@mohammedanas68924 жыл бұрын
Its been 5 years- i've been listening to this almost daily for 5 years-
@tsnamc9754 жыл бұрын
I came here from a Emma Choata and patty baddell anorexia edit I use them as motivation to not eat
@lukamrie27894 жыл бұрын
Akihiko Kayaba me
@Ashtonsingleton5938 жыл бұрын
I'm a teen who had to grow up without a mom and dad , because they both were addicted to drugs .. I've lost my parents so many times to drugs .. I got taken in at 9 months by my grandparents and have been with them ever since .. My mom is not in my life , my dad is in and out of it , and I suffer from schizophrenia , depression , and major anger issues , I of course am stressed because of high school and relationships and NF has gave me feelings I didn't think I had anymore .. Without music my insanity comes out . I wish I could meet him and tell him my story and let him know how big of an impact he has on my life .. If you've read this thank you for taking the time to care and if no one has told you today .. You're amazing and never let people keep you knocked down .. Head up loves .!
@scarasbbg8 жыл бұрын
Serena Singleton I'm so sorry, love 💞 stay strong.
@addysonpalmer28107 жыл бұрын
Serena Singleton, you need to stay strong and pray! God will bring you through you just have to pray that he will take all of it from you. give it to him. it's not worth being in pain!
@savianburgess1867 жыл бұрын
Serena Singleton God has you in his arms
@xenfe59417 жыл бұрын
Stay strong I hope someday you can meet them and tell them what you had to go through
@shellheated93657 жыл бұрын
Stay Strong m8 ^^
@magia94794 жыл бұрын
When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else [Hook] I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me - inside I'm paralyzed [Verse 1] When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Ooh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith [Hook] [Verse 2] I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's taking over me - where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I feel nothing, I wonder why And on the race of life time passes by Look I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is I'm in a box But I’m the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen [Hook] [Bridge] I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (Oh. How come I’m not moving? Why aren’t I moving? Ay yeah) I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? (Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me - inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
@obviouslybrooke57554 жыл бұрын
Arigato
@jxstxn12064 жыл бұрын
Thx
@ItzBoba-ip5ey4 жыл бұрын
Magia props to u for typing all that lol
@atharelawar32514 жыл бұрын
I was debating between these two songs lmaoo
@kielniakielini634711 ай бұрын
Who 2024? 😢
@saragoncalves20988 ай бұрын
Here 🖐🏼
@DavidMartinez-lc5dr8 ай бұрын
Here 💔
@nicolesa7978 ай бұрын
Here 🌱 but better now 🌍
@kielniakielini63478 ай бұрын
@@nicolesa797 That's great! ;D
@Tkline08548 ай бұрын
I'm here
@bipashapretkaur19273 жыл бұрын
Who's here on 2021? This song still hits deeply in the feels😌
@daniellabonte23743 жыл бұрын
I'm glad I'm not the only one.
@kaydancesky35663 жыл бұрын
yup 😭
@thaibui16353 жыл бұрын
I'm here
@siimplybrxnie14783 жыл бұрын
Yes...
@sightofspeed13233 жыл бұрын
Yea boi
@Kakiiiiiiiiiiiiiii7742 жыл бұрын
Alright, it’s 2022 and I’m still here listening to this masterpiece, this really never gets old.
@bcgold32132 жыл бұрын
True
@enya24da362 жыл бұрын
Same here
@agurl972 жыл бұрын
Me✋🏿😭
@peytonskelton74432 жыл бұрын
It truly is
@certified_geek75362 жыл бұрын
Yo same it's barely mid January and you got 160 likes lmao
@d3ft0n3zz4 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry that *I let you down,* I'm just *Paralyzed* and I *Hate myself* too much to see that *You're special,* so *If you want love,* *can you hold me?* Because *I miss the days* when I told myslef, *"When I grow up,* I want to *change* and own a *mansion* because *my stress* tells me that when you *Lie,* I think it's *Real."* Who knows? I'm just an *outcast,* *lost in the moment,* writing this at *3:AM,* so could you please *Leave me alone?* I think I need a *Therapy session..* Edit: Aw you guys 🥺💕 I know we're all going through some tough times right now whether its our family, friends, ex's, covid, or anything, I hope this "poem" I guess you could call it made anything better!
@christomaras33784 жыл бұрын
omg dude....just perfect
@DREAMZERO4 жыл бұрын
I see you have some talent
@kermiside4 жыл бұрын
Does anyone else read this and certain words are bold? Or glow more than the rest idk maybe I’m crazy ...😅
@bastianbarak22384 жыл бұрын
You broke me...this got me crying... You are special my friend.. thank you...I needed that...
@astrology.spac34 жыл бұрын
@@kermiside Its Nate's (nf) song names, I think
@madelinewhitter6799 Жыл бұрын
It’s hard to find yourself when you’ve been lost for so long. It’s hard to go back to “normal” when the pain and numbness is all you’ve ever known 🖤
@gxbrielle53885 жыл бұрын
*I’m scared to live but I’m scared to die* this describes me
@wolfgalaxygacha82935 жыл бұрын
Same ;-;
@amiyasontay26775 жыл бұрын
Same
@ΒασιλικηΠαπαδοπουλου-φ4λ5 жыл бұрын
Same
@luvsmilia5 жыл бұрын
Same ...
@lyssnot4u3215 жыл бұрын
Same
@Serenityx0x03 жыл бұрын
No emotions, no feelings , no purpose, no goals just this void in my head and heart. Im just so fcking lost.
@burnttoast66623 жыл бұрын
Sitting on the floor staring at nothing. That's me.
@believeinyourself2363 жыл бұрын
nooooo
@BorderingHope3 жыл бұрын
Though you may be lost there is always a chance to put a destination in your heart. one day, one afternoon no matter what time of day or night it turns out to be you WILL realize that you are who you are and that is purpose enough to go on. You will find in that those who will need you and you will need them. You CAN make it through the dark times. with each storm, there will be rain and with that rain, it tears down the old and bring out the new, as nature always will. And i f you ever need to talk to someone i will listen.
@laytongerhart36093 жыл бұрын
The Bible will save u, it saved me. I now love the Lord and will live for Him. Jesus loves you and so do I. I am praying for u
@ternyberny34363 жыл бұрын
I was in this place but the best advice I can give you is stay strong, and don't hide your feelings anymore bc that is what has gotten you into this mess. And last but NOT least: Jesus.
@Keylanb6 жыл бұрын
This song hit me hard! I know the feeling. The feeling of just being numb!
@Chezmono6 жыл бұрын
Same, I just went to the dentist and they had to give me 3 numbness shots.
@zho88256 жыл бұрын
Graysage Damn dude thats rough. I hope you get better ❤️
@manuelcolon18706 жыл бұрын
I have the felling of being numb
@arina40306 жыл бұрын
Keylan Bankston TM same im feeling numb rn
@death-nh3gd6 жыл бұрын
hi
@jacquelinmccray4367 Жыл бұрын
NF has saved my life multiple times
@antidelusionalpeeps Жыл бұрын
Keep fighting
@nffan100011 ай бұрын
if by any chance you see this and are going through a difficult time, know that there are people out there who care about you, even if it doesn't seem that way. There are also services you can go to if you need support!
@thetownenders79307 жыл бұрын
Paralyzed" [Intro:] When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else [Hook:] I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me - inside I'm paralyzed [Verse 1:] When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Ooh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith [Hook] [Verse 2:] I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's taking over me - where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I feel nothing, I wonder why And on the race of life time passes by Look I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box But I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen [Hook] [Bridge:] I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (Oh. How come I'm not moving? Why aren't I moving? Ay yeah) I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? (Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me - inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
@jackjames22957 жыл бұрын
jordan davidson. Thank you very much for the lyrics.
@wemaybedumb84767 жыл бұрын
jordan davidson How long did that take?
@Lillibit._7 жыл бұрын
jordan davidson thanks man.
@user-cm2hb5kq2k7 жыл бұрын
jordan davidson thank you
@dartamegija65837 жыл бұрын
Thank you !
@jackneal86604 жыл бұрын
“Where is the real me”. That line hits deep
@n_c_bulletjournal41903 жыл бұрын
Especially when you don’t know who that even is
@jackneal86603 жыл бұрын
@@n_c_bulletjournal4190 exactly
@luigicastellano12073 жыл бұрын
He left i thinks
@memesistolefromdiscord79843 жыл бұрын
that line is r/meirl, i used to be happy and enthusiastic, thats all turned upside down for me now.
@ihatemylife70553 жыл бұрын
And i forgot who i am again
@loneknight33574 жыл бұрын
You ever have the moment where you want to cry? I mean just cry, that feeling where you desperately need to cry, ball your eyes out, gush a river till there's nothing left but...you... can't...you just...can't...you get a couple tears to come out and your jaw hurts? I feel like that's just me lately....
@ssssssnnnnn12354 жыл бұрын
Right now? Yes .
@loneknight33574 жыл бұрын
@@ssssssnnnnn1235 Yeah it sucks sometimes, but I still have that little bit of hope that it'll get better but it's just difficult
@assp0under4 жыл бұрын
I wish I couldn't relate to this but I'm going to admit it I'm in pain I'm in a lot of pain I just wish I wasn't for once though like I want to know what it's like to not constantly overthink and have happy parents and good mental health you know? But if I tried to talk to someone they would just say I'm being dramatic it fucking HURTS
@loneknight33574 жыл бұрын
@@assp0under Yeah I know what you mean
@justinabakugou58134 жыл бұрын
One of the reasons I listen to this
@Z-gg3fc6 ай бұрын
I can’t believe it’s the First time hearing this song. Amazing. My new fav ❤
@michellenelson88002 ай бұрын
I was like that when I first heard it. I still play it regularly
@stellinafragki38754 жыл бұрын
My friend died 2 weeks ago from motor neuron disease ( Steven Hawkins' disease) after fighting for 3 years. This was her favourite song since it described her life, like she was paralysed every day. And you know the worst thing about this disease is that the brain still works so she can understand everything, as a result she feels trapped in her own body and she also feels useless. Anyways just wanted to say that if you're going through a rough time you can talk to someone, even hotlines, and it ALWAYS gets better so don't give up and don't do something that you'll eventually regret. You are AMAZING and SPECIAL and don't you ever let anyone say the opposite, cause they're soooo wrong. YOU ARE LOVED AND YOU WILL BE LOVED ! Thanks for reading my comment, hope i helped
@Zrider944 жыл бұрын
Thanks for your comment and sorry to hear about your friend.
@beepboop6634 жыл бұрын
Man I want to like this comment just here your 70th like
@goat_nardz4216 Жыл бұрын
Everyone keeps saying "what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger". That strength only comes after unimaginable pain, leaving behind the broken pieces of your soul. Wounds heal, a soul fades and the broken people of this world push on, and no matter how painful, miserable and downright hellish life becomes. We still put on a smile and tell the world "i will be alright". Stay strong Everyone, you're all loved, missed, wanted and needed.
@S0uls_Embr4ce6 ай бұрын
thank you, i struggled with depression and still do, this really ment alot to me. im so tired of fighting again and again for nothing to come from it, thank you.
@Ju-tb4jq6 ай бұрын
Yip yap
@user-k7s8z5 ай бұрын
40 years of fighting are too many. I did not win. I did not die, and I did not live either. There is nothing but failure and sadness inside me. It will all end. When I die, because I will go to God. My Lord, the world is too cruel to me.
@kaycharlie3525 ай бұрын
Thank you i need this 😔😔😔
@EliFaye.4 ай бұрын
Thank you
@darcielippett15374 жыл бұрын
*“I’m scared to die but I don’t want to live”* anxiety and depression right there..
@darcielippett15374 жыл бұрын
@Carl Williams You are the best! You write that paragraph just to tell me everything is ok! Sadly I don’t really have the time to write a paragraph but you are the best ! 🥺❤️
@AmicusAdastra4 жыл бұрын
BPD too
@elevateradiate4 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry you feel this way! I experienced depression in the past. Earth is tough! It is a very challenging school we chose to attend to evolve our souls. We must experience some low points, but we have to pull ourselves out. We also must love ourselves first. God put each of us here for a reason. Talk to your angels, they want your permission to step in more. You can do it! We're in this together! God bless and I pray for you. Try these other inspiring songs: Learning by Jason Gray Priceless by for King and Country Becoming by Jason Gray
@darcielippett15374 жыл бұрын
@@elevateradiate you. Are a life saver to some that message you wrote is just so helpful it’s unbelievable Thanks ❤️
@elevateradiate4 жыл бұрын
Thank you!I felt a huge call from God and my angels to post this today. We really are in this together to navigate, learn and grow on this journey in life! 💜
@ShelbyBrimАй бұрын
i feel the same sometimes I feel numb and when I'm sad nobody sees that my parents fight a lot and I feel sad they fight everyday I'm only ten and my mom and dad doesn't live with each other anymore I hope you guys don't go through my pain stay happy and warm
@marcusmccarty70443 жыл бұрын
it's depressing how many people can relate this, It shouldn't be like this.
@grmin-cr7xi3 жыл бұрын
It shouldn't be like that but it is sadly.
@randomgamers91283 жыл бұрын
@@marcusmccarty7044 hugs!
@marcusmccarty70443 жыл бұрын
@@randomgamers9128 🙏✌
@robertesposito63553 жыл бұрын
@@marcusmccarty7044 no1 should, but also a lot of us didn’t ask for a life like this, GOD gives his strongest battles to his weakest soldiers.
@stickman_animationz3 жыл бұрын
I agree!
@carlossss_tiredasf47184 жыл бұрын
I really hope he doesnt die young, love his music man. We cant lose another great singer. Love you man
@ml52076 жыл бұрын
I feel like NF is so underrated :(( I love his music.
@taylorallen61656 жыл бұрын
ME TOO!!!!
@drakemartin15806 жыл бұрын
One of the few rappers/singers i like. I'm listening to his music since he had 40K Subscribers.
@natethorpe29936 жыл бұрын
he is very underrated. He should be 5x more famous than he actually is
@johnwick34356 жыл бұрын
My top 3 songs from him Is paralyzed no name and let you down
@treosixops12086 жыл бұрын
@@johnwick3435 same
@musiconmars159511 ай бұрын
I genuinely cannot express how much your songs help me. I have severe anxiety, depression, OCD, ADHD, PTSD and more. It’s always so hard to express how I feel and what I think and these songs really do help for me process my emotions. I love you Nate ❤
@nffan400011 ай бұрын
Music is great for that. There's nothing better than listening to music that you relate to. I hope you that you can begin to feel better soon. You're super strong for being able to push forward through all of that. Just know that if anything ever gets worse for you that there are services out there that can offer support!
@pumpkingacha19985 жыл бұрын
“Hey you ok?” “Ya I’m ok, just tired” Tired of hiding how I feel...
@RelaxGaming455 жыл бұрын
I feel this hard I'm the class clown who is secretly depressed no one knows not even my family just cant open up
@pumpkingacha19985 жыл бұрын
NF FAN that’s exactly me bro
@RelaxGaming455 жыл бұрын
Man dude why cant we open up
@pumpkingacha19985 жыл бұрын
NF FAN people have such high expectations for us bc we seem “happy” every day all day
@RelaxGaming455 жыл бұрын
Ikr I can't take it anymore
@sofirush44067 жыл бұрын
this song gives me chills... the good type of chills
@asiastanley52687 жыл бұрын
Sofi Rush yes yes yes
@noah_hill10836 жыл бұрын
it gives me alot of chills to
@starsd56396 жыл бұрын
me too
@hawaraalzaidi34766 жыл бұрын
Sofi Rush iiiiiii
@bellashayx82503 ай бұрын
„I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in“ 2024 hitting different
@vpRider7 жыл бұрын
I've lost count on the times I've cried listening to this song. Never did I think a song could describe myself the way this does. God bless you NF
@biggdubb77896 жыл бұрын
vpRider Same
@sleighnyt8606 жыл бұрын
lol
@linahaviland9676 жыл бұрын
I cried so much lising to this song
@damien33946 жыл бұрын
Sleighn YT lmfao
@sleighnyt8606 жыл бұрын
What did I say?
@Lifesdamngood4 жыл бұрын
the reason why he's popular is,cause he talks about real things not the materialistic shits........
@eiknuj84874 жыл бұрын
You mean the reason hes not that popular is because he talks about real things. lil pump who talks about whores money and drugs is more popular unfortunately
@dylancurran92724 жыл бұрын
@@eiknuj8487 yeah unfortunately. But in the circle that we all are in, he is more famous and popular than Lil Pump
@crowclaw02284 жыл бұрын
So true
@aloof28594 жыл бұрын
luckily he barely has fans hes just popular because hes a good meme
@aidancole88894 жыл бұрын
mr pancakes what meme is he?
@louna_19835 жыл бұрын
Sometimes i forget that i'm only human... Life's suck, it's ok to cry cus im only human... Be greatful for living today, God is Hope.
@oneokrocker75255 жыл бұрын
Lucky. I wish I was actually normal. But hey, the life of a person without empathy isn't so bad😒
@bairtube9835 жыл бұрын
Fate is what we make.
@DuneTheKaiju5 жыл бұрын
Sky Price You're human! You're loved! Stay strong, and keep fighting! You're more beautiful then you think, trust me! Everything will be okay ❤️
@farhanislam41465 жыл бұрын
But what if i lost hope
@lindastrauss42905 жыл бұрын
❤
@siriusregulus685 ай бұрын
6 years ago I used to listen to this song and wish to end it all . I tried it on June 2018 . I survived fortunately . Today i say thank you for being there for me when i needed you . Thank you for letting me listen to this song again today and telling myself look where you are right now ? Everything gets better . Just keep fighting
@MrthatNAVYguy8 жыл бұрын
I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die.. facts..
@aimingforgod63028 жыл бұрын
+TheOfficialLegacy That's deep. What's making you scared of living? Do you believe in there being anything after death?
@MrthatNAVYguy8 жыл бұрын
I'm scared of life because of the unknown. Anything could kill me at any point or hurt me or break me down. And there's a lot of things that people go through that can torment them forever, making life a scary thing. Yes, I do strongly believe in a life after death, like there's a heaven, or even at least some sort of purgatory where human souls go after they pass on, but the scary thing to me about death is all the people I'd be leaving behind and all of the things I could do.
@aimingforgod63028 жыл бұрын
TheOfficialLegacy I know what you mean. That resonates with me too. I walk out of my house in the morning sometimes seriously thinking: this could be my last day. The only way I'm able to get through it is by living ever day like I really believe it's my last. By loving those people who hate me & appreciating those who love me. Trusting in the peace that God gives you that He can take care of the people that we leave behind. Your comment was powerful.
@MrthatNAVYguy8 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I know exactly what you're saying. I just heard that line in the song and said, geez that was exactly how I feel in a nutshell lol. And loving the people who hate you can be hard, especially when they give you a hard time when you will try to be as nice as possible. Not a lot of people can do that, so it takes a lot of mental strength to maintain a level head.
@jonahray91648 жыл бұрын
+TheOfficialLegacy yea especially when people think ur killing them when your trying to give them life.
@winterdog26704 жыл бұрын
To the few that read this A flower can't blossom without the rain. a rainbow can't shine without a storm ... So stay strong bc the pain will end and when it does you will be stronger . And remember that God loves u
@umarrahmanzidan4 жыл бұрын
A flower can't blossom if it's always rain... and there's no rainbow if there's a storm that can't be stopped. There is no end for pain, we just get used to it and it'll forever be with you
@grgclary32774 жыл бұрын
@@umarrahmanzidan Unless you do something to stop it. And don't come up with a negative ending for that...
@umarrahmanzidan4 жыл бұрын
@@grgclary3277 i've tried and there's nothing can really stop it... actually there is 1 way that can really stop it and i've been thinking abt it... i think u know what i mean
@grgclary32774 жыл бұрын
@@umarrahmanzidan hold up... u gon make me cry. Fr dude?
@suaad34534 жыл бұрын
Plsss dont end ur life have faith in god and ur self pls!
@el1bug4 жыл бұрын
do you ever just stare at yourself whilst shaking and crying and wonder, "when did it get like this?". Because, same...
@chloebrown91064 жыл бұрын
Yup I wonder why and how it got so bad and I’m so scared that I’m just gonna snap one day so yea I’m pretty messed up 😔
@bluemoon63413 жыл бұрын
Same bro
@faithflem22813 жыл бұрын
I can just cry thinking about how happy I was before and how it’s crazy that anyone can get sad Andy how sadness took over my life completely
@arnsdii3 жыл бұрын
@@faithflem2281 ikr :/ i constantly think, "why couldn't my happiness from my younger self be more spread out throughout my life?"
@taiheart373 жыл бұрын
Everyday
@LrvexiaАй бұрын
How many of us are still listening?
@c.vtietobbi27 күн бұрын
Still here
@javi_blinkuniverse6 жыл бұрын
NF just keeps hitting me where it strikes hard. I have those days. It"s not every day, no. It comes and goes. Those moments of sheer emptiness. Of being so indifferent, so emotionless, so exhausted that you don't even feel exhausted, just a void. And I feel like not living, but I don't feel like dying. Just not existing at that moment and maybe coming back when I feel human again. When I feel...things. As cliché as this may sound, NF just helps me cope with myself, with my mental instability. I don't know if I have a clinical imperfection, I don't care either. I know I have a God caring for me. And he's sent me people like NF, people who know without knowing me, to give me the words I need. Those to not only express myself, but feel appreciated, and loved, and understood, and like someone can share my status at some point and can have the right words for me, even if those words don't ever reach me. I don't know if NF could ever stumble upon this message, but THANK YOU for being you. Thank you for your music, your message, your story, your passion for what you do and your realism. Thank you for being this relatable and perfectly imperfect man. Thank you for touching my life and giving me new hope through my passion of music. I only hope someday somehow I could go to one of your concerts or meet you or something. But for now, that's just a distant dream
@haileemcnamara90426 жыл бұрын
Javi_blinkuniverse your not alone his music does wonders all over the world he touches my emotions as a male I was raised not to show emotions so I relate to this song a lot it brings me back to a time when I was 12 me and my father the way he use to beat on my mom, sis,and me I listen to him to release a lot of emotions nf doesn't get enough credit as a person his music is healing for me and my lil sis
@amystruffolino6206 жыл бұрын
This is the best thing I’ve ever read❤️ I feel the same way
@DVS_Future6 жыл бұрын
verry tru
@LateitiaJoan6 жыл бұрын
I relate to you so much! And even i have that as a dream!
@CloudedSheep6 жыл бұрын
NF's Music had helped me as well. Depression, no emotion or care for anything. But you couldn't have said it better.
@brooklyntoala41904 жыл бұрын
“When my mom asks what’s wrong, I just say I’m tired because I don’t have the heart to tell the woman who gave me life that I don’t want it no more” Why bother trying if it feels like everything you do is just a let down? Edit: thanks for all the likes and comments
@mypenisisonlyaninchbut97194 жыл бұрын
you’ll make it through trust me, we will make it through
@rainbownuggie16154 жыл бұрын
🦄 you'll get through this it'll be okay if you ever get to the point where you wanna hurt yourself or someone else you HAVE to tell someone or else something bad may eventually happen and in life there are no "second chances" once you're gone you're gone forever
@brooklyntoala41904 жыл бұрын
Night_Kitty 665 Thanks, I’ve learned to talk more but I still keep a lot inside
@mypenisisonlyaninchbut97194 жыл бұрын
Brooklyn Toala try to talk more about it, trust me it helps, see a therapist. try something
@marzellfausto84544 жыл бұрын
I feel you me and myself hate each other 🙂
@v_bubz96328 жыл бұрын
When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else [Hook:] I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me - inside I'm paralyzed [Verse 1:] When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Ooh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith [Hook] [Verse 2:] I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's taking over me - where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I feel nothing, I wonder why And on the race of life time passes by Look I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box But I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen [Hook] [Bridge:] I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (Oh. How come I'm not moving? Why aren't I moving? Ay yeah) I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? (Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me - inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
@Alisha-yz6nd8 жыл бұрын
bubblegumgirl220 Gaming Roblox And More omg that id so good
@amandaortiz8357 жыл бұрын
Crazy Limper please don't use that word
@savannahdavis93167 жыл бұрын
such a bagit you dont care do you its just you need to stop that is rude and dont do it cuz you do it will come back to you dead or alive
@DjKhaleeb047 жыл бұрын
Crazy Limper beat* and don't cuss because when you get married they look through your internet so when you get married good luck.
@reafkymonz96667 жыл бұрын
Razor Shark1 thanks for the lyrich
@MindfulnessGamer5 ай бұрын
No matter what’s happening in my life I’m always struggling with my mental health and always come back here for some comfort
@nilskalni31754 ай бұрын
We‘ll always be here for you! ❤️
@MindfulnessGamer4 ай бұрын
@@nilskalni3175 thank you I appreciate it 🙏
@rebeccamarie19996 жыл бұрын
Still listening in 2019🙏♥️
@cryptic68975 жыл бұрын
With u 💓
@BrotherM815 жыл бұрын
Amazing song!!
@angelmurray32455 жыл бұрын
This song is so many people
@crow.8.5 жыл бұрын
❤️
@Htx_brenden5 жыл бұрын
rebecca marie sameee❤️
@honeybee81245 жыл бұрын
When the first time he said *Im paralyzed...” I cried.. wanna know why? Because it’s the truth. People can’t see through you. They only see the mistakes you make. They don’t see your tears, nor pain. Only mistakes.. nobody’s perfect.. this song reveals how people just see right through you.. and not take time to process what is hurting you. To the person reading this, have an amazing day 💛 somebody is out there for you, just be patient ❤️❤️❤️ |Sorry If I kinda didn’t make sense|
@fu1edbyrage2375 жыл бұрын
You make perfect sense
@gamerguys-ll7mi5 жыл бұрын
U made me cry of happines thank u for your comment it meant a lot to me im 9 years old but i feel like no one loves me and my step mom made me feel depressed cause i have problems that i probbably only have YES im 9 i just spell real good but dont compliment me i dont want any
@aikotheegod5 жыл бұрын
I cried just reading ur coment. I can relate. At the same part I just....balled my eyes out. I think u make alot of since
@thijs_74345 жыл бұрын
You made my day!🙏
@LuvJenni5 жыл бұрын
everybody is not perfect your right but they are perfect just the way they are the way they look the way they act dont changhe how you look everybody
@scoobydoobydoo64354 жыл бұрын
His music is an escape from everything.
@The__SHOW Жыл бұрын
Im on the NF journey, now. He speaks to me, like he does to many. His music is different, there's a quality within his art that is unlike any artist ive heard. This art/music takes on a silent character that grips onto me, i want to hear more & more. I cant explain, i know whoever is reading my words, you get it too.
@ania-zg6hv6 жыл бұрын
Omg... All this Words... Are just beautiful, full of pain and Truth... I am just crying.
@zedsdawn75615 жыл бұрын
Okay cry more xD
@gachamatcha10825 жыл бұрын
@@zedsdawn7561 lmao
@EvaaLvsM3 жыл бұрын
Dear teenagers who are listening to this song, Your feeling are valid. You matter. Please get some help ❤ Me now 26, after years and years of therapy, I'm finally getting there... And it's probably going take me the rest of my life. But in the meanwhile there is more and more beauty to experience. Please don't give up.
@guillermoserrano98383 жыл бұрын
I’m with you I’m going into my 20s now and honestly with therapy, it really helped a lot back in my high school years. It takes time to heal and once it happens everything will change. The way you see the world won’t be so dark anymore. I’m sure you are going find your happiness, your home.
@EvaaLvsM3 жыл бұрын
@@guillermoserrano9838 I'm so glad you're doing better now!
@rodneyworkman34073 жыл бұрын
44, and there is no end. More bad days than good.
@v1g1523 жыл бұрын
Im a teenager, and everyone acts like my feelings don't matter, like if I fall in love it doesn't mean anything. But really, we teenagers feel the same pain, and a lot of people don't understand that. I used to think whats the point of living, but now I realize there is SO MUCH to live for. Finding true love, friendship, joy, thrill. Theres always going to be low points in life, but don't let them affect you.
@daniellabonte23743 жыл бұрын
Help is expensive..
@samuelchaddy183 жыл бұрын
The biggest mistake we ever did as kids was thinking growing up would be fun.
@thefurycommander18433 жыл бұрын
Not me, I never wanted to grow up.
@Jax-AK3 жыл бұрын
I never thought growing up would be fun. I was depressed at 6
@MohssenAiden3 жыл бұрын
Yeh....
@bryanhernandez92333 жыл бұрын
I did thought about that… thought I was the only person thinking this
@charlesdelosangeles21863 жыл бұрын
this hits so hard bruuh
@daisykakei2 ай бұрын
This song means a lot to me. It saved me all these years.
@devyn12897 жыл бұрын
"Why aren't I moving? Why aren't I moving!" *sobs in the corner* That hit be hard there was so much emotion.
@sherley4447 жыл бұрын
_Wild Fires_ I know same. it was the song that when it ended it had the right lyric that hit a certain emotion to go off
@rielvermilion74693 жыл бұрын
4 years ago and still keep coming here when times get tough.
@kinczaseergiu3 жыл бұрын
damn bro..
@lightanddarkness93873 жыл бұрын
It's ok bro me to but you will have these times alot you mean alot
@lightskyification3 жыл бұрын
S
@kaylab610043 жыл бұрын
Same
@mela82572 жыл бұрын
same:(
@barkhajaiswal1823 Жыл бұрын
It’s 2023 and this song still works as therapy!! 😭
@mdnaimislam2717 Жыл бұрын
🙃
@sad6368 Жыл бұрын
I know right!!!😩
@Luckystars_the1nonly Жыл бұрын
YES I FOUND A RECENT COMMENT! This song is gonna be a great memory of my life forever. Use to cry to it everyday in 2020 during summer when my grandpa died. He died 6 years ago and I still wanna cry every time people talk about their grandpas and stuff.. it really hurts that I cried so much to it I can’t cry anymore- it’s been 6 years,I wanted to see him watch me grow up after I knew he died and it’s never gonna happen.. I wish he was here because I feel like my family has been a wreck ever since he died. Sometimes I feel like I’d be different if he was here,he was that one person who always comforted me and taught me how to do things. 6 years ago on Christmas the last thing he did when I saw him was hug me and he couldn’t even see me.. he asked where I was and said my name. It’s the last memory of him I ever had. 3 years ago I cried to this song everyday for three months and never told anyone,just sat in tears under my blanket with my parents at work. 6 years,it’s been so long but I miss him more and more everyday. Every time I hear this song now,I can’t cry. I just freeze and try to cry but I can’t. It just makes me feel a numb,sad feeling like my heart got lost 3 years ago. I wanna cry but I can’t. 3 years ago I didn’t but I did. I miss you. ❤ This was a me venting btw but I’m glad to see people still here.
@pherocious2595 Жыл бұрын
@@Luckystars_the1nonly oh dude bummer mine died when I was two and I miss him so much. all I have of him are the stories my mom tells me.
@monytontana5184 Жыл бұрын
Amen!
@MarissaVanderweel10 күн бұрын
This song hites hard
@mikawazowski90246 жыл бұрын
Mother, Father Didn’t you know? You lost your daughter... Years ago...
@farhalali80015 жыл бұрын
Don't be sad. Everything will gonna be fine. I can feel you and don't worry I'm with you. Take care dear, you're so important to someone. : )
@jamison64635 жыл бұрын
"Nobody thinks what you think, no one Empathy might be on the brink of extinction They will play a game and say They know what you're going through And I tried to come up with an artistic way to say They don't know you, and neither do I" -Tyler Joseph, Twenty Øne Piløts Just saying no one should say they feel you or they understand what you're going through if they don't really know, I will not say I understand exactly what your feeling because nobody do, I know I hate it when ppl say it to me. So I'm just gonna give you a virtual pat on the shoulder, a hug if you like hugs, have a nice day.
@hannahwyatt48305 жыл бұрын
Wow
@peachy_gacha47845 жыл бұрын
Can't even say that.. Dad isn't alive, Mum isn't their for mah
@frozenx13375 жыл бұрын
@@peachy_gacha4784 never forget...you are not alone :)
@lawrencesarmiento80955 жыл бұрын
The lyrics of "Paralyzed" When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (oh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's taking over me where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why I'm in the race of life and time passed by Look, I sit back and I watch it Hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box But I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (oh how come I'm not moving why aren't I moving ay yeah) I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
@melissagrove49135 жыл бұрын
Cool😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@lejacque40035 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@lawrencesarmiento80954 жыл бұрын
This is all was copied and pasted
@giftedyeeunkim3 ай бұрын
this song really hits me nf is a real musician tell me where can i meet these kind of people i cannot find people who are really a human this whole society's mood, sentiments collapsed and was left void it looks just stupid. we lost humanity.
@ternyberny34363 жыл бұрын
The dislikes are ppl that have never felt what it feels like to want to cry but you physically can't.
@botondnyitrai31283 жыл бұрын
Or maybe they just don't like this style of music :/
@botondnyitrai31283 жыл бұрын
@@ternyberny3436 I see what you mean, but not all people think a like. I have my own share of favourite songs and funilly enough, if i heard those songs 5 years ago i would have disliked them. Most of the dislikes are probably here bcs of the same reason. They are just not ready for it. I hate the rap genre, but even I can ditinguish a masterpiece, that this song is. :)
@jxnnyreedxs25103 жыл бұрын
Or when you keep crying and physically cannot stop. Your face is scrunched up and your breathing is erratic. But you feel fine.
@JCEditsYT3 жыл бұрын
or they just don't like the song...?
@elizabethbarefoot11113 жыл бұрын
Haters gonna hate! 🤷🏻♀️
@Stella-fq4qp5 жыл бұрын
His Songs are real You can feel everything. You Cry You Laugh You're Angry I love this Emotions. His Voice is great❤
@riyanatasya88665 жыл бұрын
Same tho :(
@zarhi71205 жыл бұрын
you're happy?
@koscherpainting5 жыл бұрын
You dont laugh, this is real shit he's going through. I prey everynight for Nate, thats how big of a fan of him i am. Remember...... This is real, sadly. :(
@farhanakaonine31245 жыл бұрын
T~T.....Ur totally right
@ale_shorty165 жыл бұрын
riyana tasya same
@Manas0_04 жыл бұрын
People always tell me, "Don't listen to these type o songs! Their so depressing!" But to me, their not depressing, their relatable :(
@dmdam42527 күн бұрын
From SHORTER DEATH that's sooooo good but heartbreaking 💔🕊️
@sabrinarhodes62734 жыл бұрын
My family asks me why I listen to NF. "He's depressing, he has no emotion, he's boring..." The list goes on and on. But what they don't know it that NF's music saved my life. This music is constantly stuck in my head, it's become a part of me. If it was taken away from me I'd die. When I'm happy, I listen to NF cuz he pumps me up. When I'm depressed, I listen to NF, cuz then I know that I'm not alone. I hate my life, and this is my only escape. But my family will never know that so...
@Inflake4 жыл бұрын
I may not know you, but please feel free to talk to me if you need someone :) My Instagram DM is always open if you need a friend💙
@southamptonfc054 жыл бұрын
Sometimes it’s better talking to strangers then you’re own family about these things because they don’t always know anything and talking to other people outside of family seems to help me a lot try it
@ljubomirslavkovski57184 жыл бұрын
if u need someone to talk just sent me ur instagram iam here bro i have problems too :(
@wavesofgrace4 жыл бұрын
I kno what you mean about him having "depressing music" I was listening to some music and my mom said well maybe if you wouldn't listen to this type of music you wouldn't be so sad. They don't get it, it hurts so bad cuz we feel like no one really knows what it's like.
@mikaelasundt31174 жыл бұрын
Try talking to a friend or therapist it helps to talk About things than bottle it up inside
@eddyreports94743 жыл бұрын
I just lost my mom and I feel like this song. Paralyzed, numb, broken, lifeless.
@kritikaagrawal99253 жыл бұрын
I cant feel your pain, I cant tell you to be happy seeing the better to come. however, she definitely didnt want you to hurt urself for long when she left. feel it and let it go. she'll be there with you and so will I be. I'm sorry for what uve been going thru. however. come back to this song and remind urself that theres a person who's still rooting for you😊
@SSGHAKAI3 жыл бұрын
we love you Eddy💜 Shaud from Austin, TX
@NarcisTheDictator3 жыл бұрын
Im sure she wants you to live the best life so stay strong.🙏