NF - Paralyzed [Lyrics] HD

[@TheLyricsQueen]

To all my fellow subscribers, I recently uploaded a video to NF’s new track ‘The Search’. If you checked it out it would be highly appreciated! #RealMusic ❤️ kzbin.info/www/bejne/fWTaeINum6t3pdE

[@dxtros1]

Your the best

[@BBruce-zw4oe]

I have listened oh maybe 25 times and still loading. Thanks its goood! ;)

[@discontinuedglorytheraptor1292]

crazy good

[@iqahrifal9471]

WHAT PARALYZED MEANS

[@mr.curious7005]

Your music is speechless.. from a family of music I have to say you have a voice that ppl would die for! Ty for sharing!!! #1FAN

[@katierebuck313]

It's depressing how many people can relate to this, it shouldn't be like this.

[@saharapunter3913]

Katie Rebuck yea ik right

[@jayda4297]

Katie Rebuck but it is. It always be like this.. :/

[@emmagreen6203]

I'm one of those people

[@jsaiyen211]

I couldn't agree more. I've been finding myself hearing this song atleast once a day somehow

[@312hustla]

I've been this way since I was 11 and I was getting better..then BOOM i lost my kids and and my and my family stopped talking to me..so now my pistol is my only friend...

[@jasonjason3345]

Do you know what hurts like hell?" It's when the person you value the most has time for everybody , but not you

[@RockyRackstor]

The worst one is when everyone turns away. I don’t give a shit now. Self-confidence is the relief for it!

[@jasonjason3345]

True

[@corrupt_synergy6326]

The worst is when your alone with no friends and all your familly members doesn’t give a shit about you

[@Singing_angel15]

I have that problem with my sister amd it hurts me so much, because it is our senior year of high school and she doesn't hang out with me for the last year we might see each other.

[@jonahmuller840]

Recently just happened to me... she lied she had no time and in three months it‘ll change so I wait. Half way through I realise how much she‘s doing and planing with everyone else just not with me. It hurts that if you trust somebody and half the time you just get hurt in return...

[@jayda4297]

"pain will always find its way to the surface, no matter how deep you bury them" relatable:/

[@ceattle9552]

jayda-no matter, who, what, when & where you bury them & it:/

[@ceattle9552]

It ALWAYS finds its way to the surface:/

[@jayda4297]

Ravage360 The Dragon it’s not that easy. You don’t just kill the pain and it’s permanently gone. It always comes back. Pain will always be there no matter how hard you try to get rid of it.

[@hanimay6843]

Unless you're buried in the ground with them.

[@jayda4297]

Hamm Hamm i guess😪

[@alexisgregoire2305]

I lost myself once due to bad decisions .the drugs made me feel numb for a while and I still am struggling with addiction and I still feel numb without the drugs but it gets a little better as each day goes by but i will not give up and will break the cycle of addiction. I am two weeks clean .

[@paytonloper1489]

I’m fighting the same battle….

[@dramaincoma]

I give you all my love and support!!!

[@-Codie-]

Keep going you got this xx

[@houssemcherif4679]

U can

[@REALAZARAEL]

Fighting the same thing we think that the drugs make it better but in reality it just makes it worse and than we forget that were just using the drugs to run from our problems which just creates more problems and honestly I don't know about anyone else but it's so not worth it I'm done running away from my problems it's so much easier to admit that I have them 🙁

[@nalonjahbreaker8246]

"im in a box but im the one who locked me in, im suffocating and running out of oxygen" damn i felt that

[@jillmoss6803]

Right? There are so many of his songs that hit me in the heart

[@berenschulbeck9718]

Me to

[@loveyours6246]

Facts! Prisoner of my own mind!

[@hdhdhdhddhkalon]

Subreddit

[@maiyajones4735]

So sad I'm crying some much I can't stop its like the darkness inside u eat u up when ur sad

[@stepheneldridge4853]

Everyone with anxiety and depression I hope this is the best year of you're life, it's a horrible disease that nobody seems too understand. I struggle with it daily and it seems like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. Sending love and happiness to anyone reading this.

[@fpleniu3618]

Same for you

[@jefreyv4253]

Same.. may you overcome it brother..

[@ryez5708]

Thanks. So good to hear some good words. Same for you. Hope you will be well soon and life a happy life without any problems 🙏🏽

[@anthonydemonssillerrunb4me118]

Then everyday we should go out into the world and paint a beautiful picture

[@kayleightharp7812]

OG Robert Ross i struggle daily

[@xReverseOfficial]

I love the fact how I see a whole lot of comments trying to build others up with a message. As sad as this kind of music is, it’s incredible how a song can be a safe spot for sumone going through something, with supportive messages in the comments. This is my thanks to the ones trying to make the world warm by posting any type of positive comments.

[@kaitlynpryor3498]

@OLIVIA KRAUSE I know this wasn’t for me but your a great person. If u feel depressed, whatever your going through it will be ok. You will be happy again I promise

[@dylanring5069]

I love how this world still has people like you and other people that help other people because this world needs more people that will sit there and listen to peoples problems and not judge or over talk them, its not guns or words that hurt other people its other people

[@kaitlynpryor3498]

@@dylanring5069 We really do need more nice people on this earth. I try to be as nice as possible so that I can make more people happy, or to make there day. I hate how people can just be so rude. It brings people down and crushes there spirit!

[@yournamehere3679]

Someone somewhere is going through the same pain, the reassurance from people on these type of songs are from being relatable 💯 why cut someone down who feels just as rough you 👌

[@dylanring5069]

@@kaitlynpryor3498 Agreed

[@CadalinceChan]

"When did i lose myself" "Where are my feelings" "I no longer feel things" "Where is the real me" "I'm lost and it kills me inside" "When did i become ashamed" "Where's the person that i know" "They must have left" "I'm scared to live but i'm scared to die" "A long ago but it's still alive" *All of these lyrics are so relate to my life*

[@donnamoseley8197]

Same

[@BeastmommaC]

God bless you 💕🤟

[@melissastreet8690]

Same

[@marija2336]

i just want to hug the little girl i was all those years ago and protect her from all the shit she's gonna go through

[@firewolf7445]

me to

[@miss_gurl_um6446]

"I'm in a box but I'm the one that locked me in" Jesus that hit me hard

[@Dopemag_1]

I can totally relate too

[@supimpanda2312]

Ok I'll tell jesus not to hit you hard again. I'm sorry I'm dying inside

[@arvindupadhye6172]

That line was where I just broke down and started crying like a baby.. 😭😭😢

[@rizkymaulana4176]

@@supimpanda2312 who tf was jesus? Im only know god-sacrifice-, himself-for-humanrace-so-i-can-kill-all-human.

[@nataschax9788]

All the broken and numb people come here, listen to Nate who express our feelings better than we can.

[@patchwork2239]

My thoughts exactly 👏

[@aubreylikespickles7702]

Yeah

[@michaelcates5561]

True

[@Jonathan-ko6hf]

So true.

[@ichbenverruckt2115]

so true

[@marambch6076]

When you’re happy, you enjoy the music And when you’re sad, you understand the lyrics

[@williamebach9573]

Exactly

[@mariaujunwa1070]

I’m happy and I understand the lyrics

[@myriammachhour2966]

Never enjoyed the music

[@Lia-zz7nc]

Everytime

[@flipkid4824]

Fax

[@neveahphillips8762]

This song helped me realize that I wasn’t happy I was just smiling to make others happy so they don’t have to worry about me

[@paytonloper1489]

I do the same thing….

[@lemonhead5890]

exactly how i feel like tiktok says the ppl who do any thing for any one else or who always wear a smile are not checked on or helped

[@neveahphillips8762]

@@lemonhead5890 that’s so true

[@killa2794]

@@paytonloper1489 same hear

[@tanyafuggs9086]

Sad to say but we are the type of people who need to be checked on the most. (Speaking from experience)

[@Fa11enAngell]

It breaks my heart that so many people can relate to the words here

[@adriannagabriella8574]

Starburst factz me I can

[@mintyamanita4493]

We live in such a cruel, disgusting world.

[@jarrodmuir1904]

Amen.

[@celinaramos32]

It hurts really bad and I'm glad you don't go threw this

[@Fa11enAngell]

Celina Ramos I’ve listened to this song on repeat because it feels like NF speaks my mind in his songs and it almost freaks me out but I’m addicted. I do have times where I’m up tho and I feel better than this. Major depressive disorder and PTSD mixed with Fibromyalgia feels like a lethal combo against my happiness and joy. But I keep fighting. Music like this helps me.

[@nobody-6308]

NF saves life. I’m one of them. Thank you with all my heart, man.

[@chadlovell6876]

Same bro. Be strong man. Prayers💪💯✌

[@someboi5319]

Same

[@chickennugget7590]

@@KianKinsella look up start over by nf bro that's what saved me❤

[@Beatvictor]

Thanks for shar brother ♥️

[@jesuschrist4981]

Great i also been through same situation.

[@marinahasadrenalinerush9767]

Happy people love this song because it's catchy Depressed people, like me, love this song because they understand it and are going through this

[@callumyocius2958]

Happy people also love this song because their really depressed...

[@youdonut3429]

Did you have to say "like me" people dont just point out there depression randomly that's just people who want attention you want people to agree with you.

[@xceryxdemurstra6323]

@@youdonut3429 depressed people do point out their depression when they're asking for help. And people claiming it's just for attention is what causes depressed people to commit suicide because they feel "why bother living if nobody cares how I hurt?" I've been up and down this road so many times and all along it are dead bodies and confused spectators who don't understand the hell inside those bodies that lead them to their demise. And I'm not criticizing those who don't understand. It's good for you that you don't have to suffer the way some do, but never look down on the ones who are suffering with ignorance because you don't feel the same. They say true suicidal people will never say they're suicidal. The reason they don't say it is because nobody will listen.

[@youdonut3429]

@@xceryxdemurstra6323 not on the fucking internet

[@krishnagite8699]

@@xceryxdemurstra6323 actually there so much of chemical activity in our brains in teens and a bit further that everyone thinks they are depressed, not all are, it just feels like that

[@specialdood7168]

I used to cry every night listening to this. I ran out of tears to cry

[@persiancat1597]

Glad to hear that. You're on the road to healing. You need some feelings of hatred toware surranding too, to get back to yourself and fix it finally. My experience though. All the best.

[@melissaberan1099]

I cry offten

[@emmabreyanne8963]

@@persiancat1597 me too

[@tessadog1993]

I hope you’re ok, seriously. I can’t tell if it’s a good or bad thing because I have heard that both ways. Some say they r over it and some say they they no more tears left to cry because they ran out because they have moved onto something else(not good) even though I don’t know you I hope it is because u r coping/learned how to deal with what u r going thru 🙂

[@warpony5654]

I can relate. I have 5 kids and my wife. I feel like I am dying inside sometimes. Thankfully my kids keep me positive.

[@aakibali9160]

"i am scared to live but scared to die" hit me like a sniper shot ...and who is listening 2020 hit like

[@Dewalt20vmaxdril]

This is actually were I start crying

[@Leonie-cj3vj]

I'm 14 years old and i'm not afraid of the dead. Is this normal?

[@Dewalt20vmaxdril]

@@Leonie-cj3vj I mean as long as you don't wanna die, I think it's good that you don't live your life thinking about beeing scared of death.

[@kidslujan1247]

Yes it is

[@nglepic6359]

@@Leonie-cj3vj i mean depends if ur not afraid to die and willing to do it and not being afraid of death and just wanna live your life to the fullest

[@nutbutter]

I just want to cry..but the tears doesn't come out

[@jasperclaue1086]

I love ur username also I relate to that statement

[@hellmotivation3831]

Same shit

[@overthrower5453]

Yeah...after a while, it seems like you’ve shed your last tear. Because the pain is still very much there, but the tears don’t flow anymore...

[@DeveauIndustries]

Sounds like you should get that checked out

[@kojiduh4912]

Me 2😭

[@arsalsedo53]

I'm 56 years old it's crazy how this 27 year old young man rights words that ring so true to my heart, "I'm in a box but I'm the one who locked me in" a lot of Truth in those lyrics

[@piercemyafflictedhorizon]

💚

[@decembermartin8703]

Agreed! I'm 39 and almost all of his music hits home for me. But in music it doesn't matter your age, race,sexual orientation, language... music knows no boundaries... it just speaks to your heart and your soul. 💖

[@abbymueller8838]

Writes* I’m 13

[@thenightingale5679]

I guess it just shows that people of all ages can feel suffering. As a fourteen year old I won’t pretend I know how hard the world is, but I’ve had my fair share.

[@decembermartin8703]

@@thenightingale5679 the world is hard and there is a lot of suffering but there's also a lot of good as well. I try to focus more on the good and try to be good to others as well. I try to be the light in their darkness as well as my own. Always be the light!

[@watermelon_kittens6343]

Mom: You used to be so confident and independent. Me: I’m sorry I grew up and found insecurities and fears

[@BorderingHope]

It will be alright. You can conquer those fears and insecurities. Just don't give up the fight to find a better state of mind. Many bad times will come but they are only moments just like the good times to come. Just don't give up please. YOU are amazing you just have to find your inner self and make them realize that.

[@ma.katrinakriseladecer5946]

Ah, my family usually say 'you used to be so confident' while I don't even know what's up with me now. I guess I can relate somehow.

[@narendrathakur8098]

I can relate this totally

[@Mars-nw9mh]

Insecurities really kills you man

[@killa2794]

What is fear?

[@execation]

I’m only just discovering this in 2019, and it’s quite simply one of the most powerful tracks I’ve ever listened to in all my 37 years on earth. This man - he gets it, he knows it, and he can put it into words. I have heard this song about fifty times today, and every time the impact is as strong if not stronger than the first time I heard it. This is where talent comes from: being damaged, broken, battered and bruised. I’m so glad for the first time in all my life that I don’t feel alone in the way I feel. I might not be as eloquent as this genius, but I know I can see my emotions when I’m given a diagram, and that’s exactly what this song is - it’s the map to a destroyed heart. Thank you NF. Thank you so fucking much. I think you saved a life today.

[@randiwrld]

Glad your ok . God bless u and yes his music saved my life as well

[@tweeks9896]

eXecatiOn That’s good to hear

[@skimpysauce4929]

His music also saved my life, and it’s amazing to see him helping others. I’ll keep you in my prayers

[@sauce6746]

🖕🏿

[@Farhaan12439]

@@sauce6746 WTH!?

[@jeremykucera2356]

I was weight lifting and 275 pounds dropped on my face With full force. I Broke 26 facial bones and severed the roof of my mouth and severed my nasal cavity. It’s an absolute MIRACLE that I’m alive. I remember swallowing all my teeth and thinking I’m gonna bleed out in 15 seconds. I woke up with everybody and my best friend forcing me up to stay alive. I was choking on blood and couldn’t breathe and it was by far the worst agony I could ever imagine, it makes me cringe knowing I went through that pain. It took 15 minutes for the ambulance to finally arrive. They gave the most morphine ever to a patient and that last thought was the most depressing thought bc nobody will ever know it except myself. I knew I was going to make it when I got to the hospital but the pain was horrific. I didn’t sleep that night and the next day I had a full face metal reconstruction. I had to learn how to walk again and I couldn’t eat it and excersize for 3 months. My therapy and recovery has gone well and this happens a year and 1/2 ago. I have PTSD and I’m paralyzed.

[@aimenwarsi8461]

You’re so strong, please hold on. ❤️

[@emilymather8517]

I'm so sorry nobody deserves that but I might not know u but we can still make it through together ur not alone

[@conorarts5113]

Jeremy Kucera Jeremy Kucera Jeremy Kucera Jeremy Kucera PTSD. The agony of having the back flashes from a traumatic event. The agony of remembering what had happened to me, and where it ended me (you) up. Stress results in acute and chronic changes in neurochemical systems and specific brain regions, which result in longterm changes in brain “circuits,” involved in the stress response. Brain regions that are felt to play an important role in PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.) In results of become our trauma. Becoming our stressful event. We feel like it’s happening again, and again when it’s not. It’s just a vision, or a thought. I believe that PTSD puts your mind, heart, and body in what’s called “Distress.” It depends on how the brain reacts to thE event. In results of developing this diagnosis. PTSD. Our minds are like a surface of a calm lake; reflecting from the clouds above. These clouds represent, and hold my thoughts, feelings, Emotions, mistakes, trauma, traumatic events, distressful events, and things I want to hold onto, and things I would like to hold on to, but can’t let go. The clouds are just BS. Acknowledge that the clouds are there, but don’t engage with it. Engage with something else. Use coping skills that’s work FOR YOU!!! Art is a place where many people express themselves. Such as music, poems, drawing, punting, computers, coding, the list goes on, and on, and on. I’d also recommend CBD. CBD tinctures. Either Full-Spectrum, or CBD isolate. If you’d like to talk more, then comment your Instagram, or SnapChat. Let’s talk. Have a Great day, bud. ❤️

[@margaretrose79]

You are fucking awesome. You have been able to survive something most would have died from. Thank God you are here. You are paralyzed but first say you are awesome. A wonderous miracle.

[@Boshii24]

Dont give up. Fight brother FIGHT!

[@cadengabriel4102]

If your not going through depression and anxiety you don’t understand how hard this song hits

[@makdawoldekiros777]

Cay Clash Of Clans so true

[@jjmiles7173]

Everyone is dealing with some level of depression and anxiety though. So everyone who hears this understands how hard this song hits.

[@Dopemag_1]

True

[@raniyajohnson1021]

This song really hits me bc i feel like each word explains my everyday life and how I’ve really lost myself like I don’t get sad anymore or happy really, I can’t remember when was the last time I laughed or cried and I have like suppressed anger that’s why the part about the waves crashing hit me it’s like this anger is hitting me so hard but I physically can’t ant show any sign of it

[@romeraw8058]

Amén

[@radhaniwargi7173]

it’s ridiculous how good it feels to listen to a song and talk to a community of people who can understand me

[@zach___blake]

I understand and feel you. I’m PARALYZED in life everyday.

[@jay-7913]

Hey, you. Yes you. Stop scrolling. Breathe. It’ll all be okay. No matter how hard things may seem right now, Everything will be okay.

[@hailiehurt722]

Jay - thank you. I needed this.

[@legacyyy5186]

Thank you it made me smile even thought im so done :(

[@matashawatson3886]

That's true I lost my best friend to cancer

[@syafishh]

thank you buddy

[@thatawkardsilencewhenyoufa1590]

Thanks 🙏

[@nataliegraymalin7738]

NF has a God given gift to express and explain the pains that many victims of abuse and metal health disorders also struggle with. He offers a simple personal understanding. To reassure us that we are not alone

[@koalaty9271]

Yes, most Christians struggle and people think we live perfect lives... we struggle like anyone else does...

[@ProjectZorgo-zp4jq]

I’m Christian I’ve heard people say Christians have perfect life’s no we don’t I struggle with anxiety and depression

[@mr.osborn3447]

Lost my eye in a domestic issue and ever since I have lost Faith in myself. It's not something I have ever dealt with before. I have completely shut everyone n everything out. This isn't me this is a place i can talk n let it out without anyone seein how vulnerable I am.

[@rupalibanerjee9943]

Well said

[@Itchyfeetmind]

Natalie Gray&Malin Added my own verse for this 💙 Review guys kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJe4dGR8l7V9fZI

[@mharvieclaros5087]

"Where is the real me? " "I'm lost and it kills me inside" Kinda hard to express what i am feeling rn🙃

[@apellkandel4215]

😔😔😔

[@nektariak4212]

Hang in there beautiful

[@jamilhossain7152]

Mharvie Claros same here 🙃

[@pagelasby9613]

Your not alone

[@mussaratali3176]

Your true self is locked away and your body feels like it’s drowning in a void of darkness and sadness

[@ParadisJon]

This is real rap, real talent with no swearing nor no bullshit. Just like Eminem he also sings good. He is so underrated.

[@amandadriftmyer6916]

He is a Christian rapper to my understanding. I don't believe he cusses in any of his songs...love his lyrics regardless. They touch my soul.

[@anubis4496]

Apparently not because he's white classic niggaaaa attitude with rapn

[@jeramiahturner7658]

Who else is addicted to NF thumbs up if you are!

[@hannaadams8490]

Heck yeah

[@melancholicdynasty7382]

Poo poo.

[@triciakhan8485]

Jeramiah Turner who isn’t?

[@bloopbee_]

I'm adiccted to multiple things.

[@jolenecasey775]

Me

[@PanzerIsDead]

NF is the only artist who songs make me consistently tear up...

[@longlong5879]

I can't even cry anymore..

[@seanlynch7293]

Try linkin park

[@16Zips716]

Should really listen to Phora

[@abigailwheeler5663]

Same here. I understand the lyrics so well and it makes me know how he feels.

[@theharshtruthoutthere]

@@abigailwheeler5663 while feeling sorry about yourself, consider this: John 15:19 If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you. 1 Corinthians 2:6 Howbeit we speak wisdom among them that are perfect: yet not the wisdom of this world, nor of the princes of this world, that come to nought: John 18:36 Jesus answered, My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight, that I should not be delivered to the Jews: but now is my kingdom not from hence. John 17:14 I have given them thy word; and the world hath hated them, because they are not of the world, even as I am not of the world. 1 John 2:15 Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. Matthew 16:26 For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul? dare to read and study the bible, care to know why did you got created. bible (KJV) = basic information before leaving earth. no soul needs basic information about life and how to live?

[@Yeungbaihermes]

Sometimes I think I have no purpose I have no friends Everyone hates me Sometimes I wonder why I’m still living Cuz there’s no point.... But... Sometimes I think of what other people would think If I was gone... And it makes me think I do have a purpose To be on this world...❤️

[@notaye1254]

All Is Eternity hey if you want somebody to talk to I’m here

[@promiseparnell6407]

I know

[@crystaljackson7865]

You do matter, dont listen to what anyone says chances are they're probably jealous or they are going through something similar to you babe💋

[@christiantalledo6487]

I feel you😔🙃😢

[@littlebiffy7435]

Yes you have a purpose. Hang tight u will see 😘

[@alexandriahuggins6534]

Sometimes I come back to this song for comfort. I’ve come a long way. It’s possible to overcome those dark lonely feelings, don’t give up. Keep fighting.

[@wojtek23041997]

I just came back to this song while wondering what would I want to say to my son to wor about the future. It's killing me that one day he may feel like I feelt listening to that song.

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

NF Is a Legend 🔥❤️

[@cedloglp9233]

agreed

[@aislinnclary8638]

We are the NF ARMY!

[@soulcrusher_9870]

he literally just turned my thoughts into a song...

[@niyahrichards5362]

Me too

[@clover2321]

Same girl same

[@amandy3180]

same :/

[@szxvu2375]

same :/

[@ripprincex1788]

Soul Crusher_98 same💔😕

[@ginamontminy4339]

This song is about my sister. She has suffered with depression her whole life. I knew it but never understood. 60 years later this song explains her world to me with tears in my eyes 💔.

[@amirbhattarai2137]

"I'm in a box,but I'm the one who locked me in " this line hits me so hard 🥺❤️

[@Loria2950]

Ditto

[@Loria2950]

Crazy lady alert

[@krestenfyhn7379]

"Im scared to live but im scared to die"

[@gretasjourney7450]

l'm sorry to hear that!!

[@imred3457]

Scared either way might as well drink my lift with racing of an empty cup like winstin cup and chase it. Me every dream for every reason I guess that's we it's called breaking up not holding u back letting go for some wrong reasons I thought we were in this together just a thought I guess for the winter. It fits the mood still no rain just these tears rolling in silence down my face like platsic pain . Standing by the door like a kid by the window. Some reflections reflect just not back at the right person not even to me hurting deep within I should of known I should of known not even in this kind of cold water coolers and paint chips on the couch curled up with a blankey, watching my Simpsons on the black n white tv with knobs on the side changes volume n picture . Roll it up roll it down picture this picture that either way dad to day Dawn Dawn 23 22 22 23 like freckles every where ain't nothing like the comparison of my dripping tears down my face across my freckles feels like plastic feels like pain so much pain chrome plastic concrete plastic pain . Truth Real Words and notes already written by. Babyface 2328.. orginal only me. Already copied writed right. Orginal full version like in stores with the full verse and sound with the lyrics. L.O. Q

[@alexanderlloyd851]

Death becomes all of us you cant fear something that you know is going to happen the real fear is living because u spend your time wondering if u have have made the right choices and when you know ur time in this world is coming to an end u question ur life again it always comes down to what you do and have done in ur life if u have done everything possible death is easy my friend u just close ur eyes and pass on its living that's hard I always say the world we r living in is hell u go to heaven when u get it right in every situation u r put in if u get it wrong u go through it again

[@abodmonstertamer3853]

For me its : I am scared of death but scared of life even more

[@ZetaReticulan98]

I'm just scared to live. I have no control over when I die . I already died in the hospital. I tried taking my own life. I overdosed on my depression and anxiety meds. I wish they wouldn't have brought me back. My life is pointless. But I will never kill myself again. Peace and love yo every body.😞😞😢😢

[@LoserLemonBoi]

I said I was okay and you believed me??? Let me tell you what is wrong with me I'm tired That's all... I'm tired of getting hurt I'm tired of getting let down I'm tired of lies I'm tired of caring too little, and not caring at all I'm tired of not eating I'm tired of holding it in I'm tired of feeling, broken, damaged, selfless, worthless, never-good-enough pain I'm Tired of being judged for everything I do I'm tired of all my flaws, and insecurities I'm tired of trying I'm tired of getting my hopes up I'm tired of feeling like shit I'm tired of being me

[@amysteriouspotato4383]

Brooklyn Fountain I'm tired too honestly. I'm tired of always being the one that hurts people. I'm tired of being the one to lets people down. I'm tired of being the one that never has the right words. Im tired of being the one that's imperfect. Im tired of being the one that wasn't able to care enough. I'm tired of pretending that I'm unbreakable Im tired of being the fallen idol you look up to. I'm tired of being the one you can count on. I'm tired of forgiving everyone but not myself. Most days I'm tired of life. I'm tired of the hurt but not the pain.. the pain mean I tried... the pain means it's worth it.. the pain means there is a reason to keep fighting another day.

[@LoserLemonBoi]

@@amysteriouspotato4383 I know how that feels...I really do. There is nothing left us people can about it. I guess I was so worried about making everybody else happy that somewhere in there...I forgot about my own happiness...I hurt...You hurt...Alot of people hurt...It sucks.

[@MrsEmmettcullen2]

@@amysteriouspotato4383 and @Brooklyn fountain I know what you feel like and you also get tired of being tired

[@lostkid2804]

So true in so many ways

[@cheyenneavery2287]

I'm here for you Brooklyn Fountain:)

[@shylanorris8590]

when NF said ' I no longer feel things ' that hit me hard

[@va3802]

Same

[@j.l2645]

I feel it

[@arcanearnor6669]

When you feel like nobody needs you. You feel useless. You start slowly dying from the inside. People will say of he died of reason X but I believed he died of a broken heart. They say depression is a silent killer. Ultimately...This world is a living hell for those who feel like we do.

[@BorderingHope]

It is but we are here in it, we need to make the best life we can. The agony of existence is real but we can chose to find a remedy for the pain or let it consume us. Do not let it consume you, keep pushing and keep living, dare yourself to smile or laugh, accept the tears or the screams at night as a vent for the pain so it doesn't overwhelm you. Life is 50/50 hell and peace you must chose which side you want to fight for, the side you want in your heart.

[@shawnkinder4692]

I can say I’m to far gone just trying to find my way out

[@lisavaldes1464]

You are so right!!! I feel so useless

[@marypruitt444]

😞

[@candidajackson845]

Hell every fucking day

[@hollymashburn2737]

Me- *puts headphones in and turns the volume all the way up. Listening to NF.* Also me- *listening to this song, crying.* I wanna feel alive again. Not numb. I wanna smile. A real smile. not fake. I'm tired.. Not the "I need sleep tired," but the other. if yk then yk.. and more..

[@jeremydeshazo1633]

Same I turn the volume all the way up

[@carlmurphy8153]

Same thing here

[@wgames4266]

Same...

[@alanahaye5637]

Are you Jamaican? Just a random question

[@johnnywishbone5002]

I want me back this year

[@jjmiles7173]

Me: *Sings along with the song feeling absolutely hopeless.* My 4 Year Old Son: *Hears my voice, and drops his toys to hug me*. Me:*Fights to stay alive so my death won't hurt him*.

[@hannahcarter558]

Your son thinks you are the most important thing in the world do not break him like this you will get through it ❤️

[@margaretrose79]

Play on the floor. He will love it so will you. Cheer up.

[@schalkkruger2241]

This hit me harder than it should... Let your son be your reason to live. Let you motivation be to NOT LET HIM be in the same hole you are... Good Luck buddy. Life aint easy. WE just need something to live for, and you have it!

[@ryebread3957]

This comment made me cry and I promise you everything will be okay. Stay strong for him

[@kdavis1326]

I have a 2 year old who does the same thing ❤ children are so perfect and loving 😭

[@shade-ex4rc]

Anyone else sitting in a corner crying while u see how much this song relates to u?

[@jenidents]

Crying_ Inmysleep88 samee

[@Noah-si2lh]

I am

[@anasotelo5584]

Can't relate

[@janac3405]

Same

[@Runescort]

Crying is a right reserved for people who still feel, that's why you cry. You fucking poser.

[@dalexyl2339]

Dude, this is the most understanding and uplifting community I have ever seen, and it makes my soul happy. I'm not going through anything myself, and I know it doesn't mean much but I'm proud of you. I'm proud you make up one incredibly understanding community. Thank you.

[@henrykinsey488]

I got you !

[@FaranelHD]

This is literally most underrated NF's song ever...

[@gerardogonzalez8619]

Who still listening to this in 2019❤️

[@fearlessfan3369]

Me

[@Ukrainian_Spy]

I am

[@cheyenneavery2287]

me and I turned into a 13 year old girl on the 17th of February this year..............I still don't want to grow up

[@johndingess4526]

Gerardo Gonzalez me

[@fearlessfan3369]

Gerardo Gonzalez means

[@abbyhillman9239]

Can we just take a moment to appreciate NF’s jawline

[@amoresvianey3736]

😂tbh

[@bobspizzeria1276]

Jawline almost as strong as my crush's rejection 😂😂🤧😫🤷‍♂️

[@thesoutherncowgirlpoet]

The only positive comment. God bless you, internet stranger.

[@btsislifeyallifeellikeapro7193]

Like my teacher's jawline oml

[@gordongecko5950]

@@thesoutherncowgirlpoet legit

[@Shadow-pr7td]

My four year old daughter learned this at pre-k and now says this to me everyday as she smiles and then hugs me tight. "Smile, take a deep breath, now relax, you're ok." It's really so sweet and she has no idea how much I need her sweet little self. 💗

[@jessteubner9928]

God bless you have such an adorable daughter 😍

[@lydialopez1637]

This song expresses what I've been feeling a lot lately.

[@jjarrett_]

Lydia Lopez same

[@lydialopez1637]

Gaming with JJ I'm sorry that you do.

[@mark_3131]

Sci?

[@madalynmartinez5922]

Lydia Lopez I know that this song is fucking awesome

[@christiankoff2220]

Lydia Lopez same

[@artkit9411]

Me: *depressed* My mom: *blames it on the culture and my generation* Me: *is depressed because of what's been happening to my family and how it's been bad*

[@artkit9411]

@Briony Doust Yeah, I hope you can get out of that situation.

[@artkit9411]

@@Jay_Kay08 yeah. I had a talk to my big brother about how I feel and he's going to talk to my mom about it.

[@Jay_Kay08]

@@artkit9411 thats good I hope the best for you in the future

[@artkit9411]

@@Jay_Kay08 Yeah. Also sorry was doing some math work with her.

[@Jay_Kay08]

@@artkit9411 its fine!

[@shroomfrog1764]

"I wish I could feel numb." "No, you don't. You don't understand, what it's like, to wake up, only to go right back to sleep.*

[@jeaniemcmahan2664]

Just Your Average Introvert my life

[@sagewolfheart8846]

Exactly. I pray so often when I see kids that they won't turn into someone like this. Like me

[@jessdyck1330]

At one point in my life I wished I could feel numb, biggest mistake of my life God granted my wish. It was horrible. It was like I was living in a shell all I did was eat, sleep, go to work and exist hardly any emotion. I forgot what joy was like what it was to be happy what it was like to smile. Then the universe managed to get back to me to show me how beautiful life can be. For that I will forever be grateful

[@gunboymaximum3207]

i just become so ashamed to the comparison of myself last year and this year last year i felt like a god then i felt like nothing. but i try to help myself

[@loganmorrell5557]

I wake up and go right back to sleep even if I'm depressed

[@breonakaypeck3082]

Every single lyric in this song hits my feelings so hard.

[@killa2794]

It hits different every time

[@jaefuyuu]

all of us hurt people come here to express our feelings through music..

[@NikkiSavage05]

Yes...

[@larrydemarest51]

Yeah...

[@chloek3489]

I express my feelings by art and listening to these songs

[@amarikramer3852]

Yeah

[@staceywright833]

That's exacted what mean

[@amycruzblanco6060]

"I'm lost and it kills me inside" I felt that... This entire song reminds me of myself...

[@jolenecasey775]

I am here if you need me

[@afraahhaibatan8047]

"Where's the person that I know? They must of left, they must of left with all my faith" That hit hard.

[@dadneeder]

Listen man,none cares.

[@mikaylababjac9585]

I'm so glad I found this song, I've had a rough past and I'm no longer to feel things like I used to. This expresses exactly how I feel.

[@MsInvisible26]

This song hit me hard when I heard it, listening to it with my eyes closed I felt like it was me speaking out how I feel. I saw my kid feeling this way after the horrific moment we had to go through. NF is her favorite artist, it's because of her that I hear all of his music, I want to go to his concerts just to be thankful to his lyrics of how we really feel. He spoke for us all that are hurting.

[@catieb140]

I have bipolar disorder, plus general anxiety disorder. I'm currently going through a phase of depression and having daily panic attacks. This song really grounds me. It's always nice to know you're not alone, that you're not going crazy.

[@teddyboehm9252]

Hope your life improves

[@sleepyzombiehitoshihero9321]

Hunny i know how you feel i go through the same...if you have insta and want to talk just dm ghostly_goul. I there if you need to talk

[@peachy_gacha4784]

"Phase of Depression" Its not a phase..

[@dbdperson9595]

Emily Smith it is

[@kelsygramajo113]

For the anxiety try to listen to valentine by xxtentacion

[@SammyMcIntyre]

I'm crying,but I don't feel anything except my tears I'm screaming,out of confusion,not out of agony or pain,I just sit here...wondering why I don't feel a damn thing...

[@kizo_dx1990]

I can't even cry

[@simrannnn_]

Sammy76687 McIntyre awww That’s so sad.... please get thru this.... there are people love you and care for you... I don’t know who u are but I hope things get better

[@simrannnn_]

Stay strong

[@taylorgraham2126]

Same......

[@joelarana3468]

I used to feel like this, i have been thru depression, its crazy how i go thru all these things, once you fold you will get a new hand. Period

[@teganschildren902]

Having mental break downs to this man feels amazing and when im done crying i realize im not the only one😢😵😇

[@meganyoung532]

this song seriously hits home to me. sometimes i just feel like i’m so hopeless, like nothing can get better. i feel as if no one cares for me anymore, and that i just wanna break down but no tears are actually coming out. sometimes i’m just tired of pretending that i’m fine

[@clivewilson2842]

I feel your pain, iv cried so much tears just don't come anymore

[@assiya7893]

@@clivewilson2842 I cry all the time. They just don't stop and I can't hold them back. I've gone through so much and no one understands and I have no one.

[@jessicawilliams7465]

"Where is the real me" this describes it so much

[@hbreejohnson9868]

I'm not good with words... this song is ME. This song lives inside me

[@khadijasani3751]

"I'm numb inside but i don't feel nothing i wonder why" this part goes deep 💔. It hurts so much in the inside that i don't feel any pain when I'm physically hurt

[@xarahelladan6708]

Hey! Do you feel ok now?

[@khadijasani9677]

@@xarahelladan6708 yes I'm okay. Thanks for asking

[@christygameing1972]

What happened to me? Where is the old me? The one that was always happy. Ready to face the world... Oh? that one? sorry I guess the fears got to her. She no longer smiles. Can't choose her own choices. Doesn't feel a thing.

[@tweeks9896]

Maybe you just need someone by your side someone who you can socialise and be your friend:.

[@marleneiglesiaschauca5197]

You are not alone , I feel the same and I just 15

[@thomasc3013]

I feel same indeed, old me long gone

[@femalelightwolfsavagesgarr7526]

Yup I was all happy all good Elizabeth but now everyone is dealing a emotionless all dark loving Elizabeth

[@cavinadithya2424]

Ur not alone

[@dangerousheather7481]

I’m paralyzed This song is the only song I listen on repeat when I’m depressed.

[@cadengabriel4102]

The fact this guy can relay so much shit that hits so hard with out swearing is amazing

[@fanievaneck2400]

I dont understand why this song doesn’t have a billion views.i alone viewed it almost a million time.My fav song

[@angelgarrido7379]

This Hurts Me A lot, Hearing A lot Of People agreeing... it breaks my heart..

[@hollymashburn2737]

angel garrido I'm glad you don't go through this love. I unfortunately do..and it hurts... a lot. I wanna wake up and go to bed again feeling ok.. but I can't..😳

[@KianKinsella]

@@hollymashburn2737 I want to wake up with my GF and just tell her I'm done but I can't I don't even know how to start a conversation anymore

[@johnhennis8652]

@@KianKinsella hey man. I believe in you. We all do i hope you get better (:

[@DizzyOverwatch]

Hey you YES... YOU! Take a deep breath Calm down Somebody out there loves you Somebody out there cares Because even though I don’t know you, I love you and I care Keep your chin up buddy There’s always a rainbow at the end of every storm Keep going You’re doing great I’m proud of you I love you ❤️

[@aeris1905]

thank you for trying.

[@kayramcdvan2707]

Thank you I really needed that

[@kitarastarfall7740]

Wish I could believe you😟

[@xcorgix7916]

thank you for trying to help

[@ShadowSaver302]

Everyone says this all the time when I say no one cares. I don't want to believe them because when I did trust people who said that, they turned there backs on me and left. Even people who I had brought close to me had left and I shut everything out and didn't let anyone close. I am still afraid that I will end up pushing my own girlfriend away and lose something that I hold very close to me and never get it back

[@thecolonel553]

It just feels like a civil war inside my head and I'm losing

[@thecolonel553]

My girlfriend broke up with me I'm absolutely fine now Weird

[@goingdark5992]

I feel ya.....for real

[@millz8702]

Stop trying to fight your demons and be their friend. Trust me, it's easier and helps in the long run

[@DeadYTC]

I feel you man. Ever since some stuff happened I have felt like I have been losing every fight I have with myself. I have been down and felt weak, and it's all because of one person that I allowed through my walls I had built up that made me strong before I met them. I've broke down more times than I can count. I'm living a lie and everytime I have been asked if I was okay I lied to them and said i'm fine. To be honest with you I give up on even trying to continue anymore.

[@btsislifeyallifeellikeapro7193]

Saaaaaaaame

[@nicolefugere7932]

Found this anthem in 2021, this is exactly how I feel right now. Thank you.

[@prateek4972]

Rise up 👍

[@nicolesandez9241]

“ im scared to live but im scared to die “ One of the most relatable nf quotes ever

[@Ashezzle]

When people ask me "how are you?" And what i want to say is " im not okay" but what comes out is "im good." And i feel like my anser is the one they wants to hear and nobody cares how i feel...

[@jampotjejamjam1735]

Same here and always a fake smile on my face but it feels like no one cares...

[@inf3ction808]

As someone who works in customer service I can tell you 90% dont care one of the replies I hear most other than good etc when asked how are you is: cant complain nobody listens anyway

[@authenticautistic2151]

Preach

[@uninvestigated]

It's not "no one cares." it's that the people you want to care, don't care. I should take my own advice and not care if anyone cares. Easier said than done. Always something getting in the way. I thought it would get easier to live "alone" but I keep getting caught up in heart wrenching people and events.

[@rowenchaos]

Exactly! It's this stupid ass good vibes only shit.

[@danianvapour7854]

When u wake up and don’t want to get out of bed When ur with friends you laugh when your home there’s nothing

[@YungEx_TheBest]

Dan Bining i can’t like this enough...

[@jerelogan406]

I can relate

[@somerandomemokid1723]

why is this me

[@iman973]

BruHh this made me laugh 😂😂

[@masonbarker7202]

my first time listening to this song and the lyrics are the story of my life

[@markjesterrovero6605]

Finally I stumbled upon a song on spotify called numb and I remembered this song that says numb ive been trying to find it for so long tyyy

[@18steffanie]

I never found a song that relates to me. I’ve struggled through so much hurt as a child that in order to stop hurting, I stopped feeling and caring. It wasn’t into years later that I lost someone that I knew something was wrong with me. My dad set himself on fire and died. I didint feel anything. But I heard the whispers of my family and siblings. Stating that I was cold, no heart, no soul. Until one day I went to a chapel and broke down. Realizing that I turned into the one person I promised myself I would never be.

[@SufferingWorld]

you are not alone sweetheart

[@18steffanie]

Thank you

[@SufferingWorld]

if that will make you feel better, my dad died too

[@beverlyepling1960]

18steffanie l8tr hi bhaihj + 5ik

[@18steffanie]

Beverly Epling ???

[@timespace8753]

I miss my innocence so much! This world has made me lose who I use to be, all the love I use to have. I miss the young Man that I use to be. This person that I see in the mirror is not who I once was, in so many ways. I don't even know if I can ever get it back, all the innocent love that I had for everyone. Bro, I feel your pain. That's why we gotta cry out to GOD for help, so that we don't become like the people that hurt us in this life and made us cold hearted, and numb to our feelings that we once had.

[@leonidas2162]

this should be the top comment because I know that's how i feel thank you i needed to read that

[@kayannroach9462]

i got your back bro

[@beanie2392]

@Annalise Tucker No one may be able to understand the gapping hole of loss that you feel, but God's Word is able to bring unexplainable peace if you allow Scriptures to speak into your heart and mind. No matter what stage of grief you are in, God wants to walk alongside you. He won't push you to move faster or to move on, He will guide you and give you strength for each step. Joshua 1:9 "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go." Dont stop believing. Please.

[@adellec2878]

I cry every time I hear this song but I can't feel a thing except the tears running down my face

[@jennifermccann2267]

This song hits me so much I've been battling depression for years and this song just hits

[@Isabelle-im5dz]

i found out about NF about 6 months ago and i already know 36 of his songs exactly...after hearing my first song of him(how could you leave us) my life changed instantly, i felt like someone actually knew the real me, all of his songs are totally relateable to me, idk why but his songs make feel loved and i hope some people like me that haven't heard NF's songs find his songs because it will change you're life completally. I love this guy so much!!!!

[@denisebohorquez132]

Isabelle-tastic!!! -tastic!!!! Was the same way with me ..... I love nf!

[@lorelainunez9037]

All I'm going to say is, relatable.

[@eward4935]

this! i feel like i can connect to everyone of his songs. at least i’m not alone in this.

[@koalaty9271]

Most people here can relate, the struggle is real for us, and most people don't understand... seeing the comments on this made me feel almost not alone anymore... hope whoever is reading this can get help before it goes too far... please... don't shut people out... I made that mistake already...

[@Mystic_Nightingale]

Shutting people out is never the answer. I hope this reaches you...because know you are never alone. There are people who relate to one another and the people who try to help but don't understand. But you just gotta find someone who understands you and won't leave, that's near impossible unless they are broken like you as well. So what I do...is try to help everyone I can while getting help myself. It always works...to be each others support. Once one is good just continue or move on...and never forget one another. Never wait...instead search for that friend or lover to help you. You shouldn't hide yourself anymore

[@SireeNova]

Too late now. I always shut people out. I NEED (more like want...) to be alone.

[@sleepyzombiehitoshihero9321]

Yes people get help is such a bad feeling

[@genesisordonez7938]

Where can I go to seek help....is there hope? I dont know what else to do

[@mariothemaniacp5463]

@@SireeNovabut I bet there are times when you do want to talk but you choose not too. Next time talk

[@liv5367]

To all of you people who relate to this song. I’m so sorry. You are beautiful/handsome, kind, loved, amazing, and a wonderful person. The real you is inside somewhere. Even though you feel pain now doesn’t mean it won’t go away. You are awesome. Even though most people don’t show it, they love you. You matter. God does not put people on this planet if they won’t matter(sorry if u don’t have the same beliefs as me). Just know. , that you are freaking awesome, kind, amazing, and wonderful. You all deserve to feel happy and loved. But you are loved. So don’t think your not. You are you. And you, are the best. If your being bullied, those people are just jealous, insecure, sad, and want you to feel how they feel. Don’t listen to them. They don’t know anything about you. They are just trying to make you feel sad because they are sad. Just be you. You are loved. You matter. Use this as a place to share your thoughts and rant. I will read them and reply. You are just freaking awesome. Your the best!♥️♥️♥️♥️❤️❤️❤️💗💗💗💗💕💕💕💕💕😚😚😚😚 Edit: I know it's more than just being bullied. I know what it's like to just feel so damn numb inside. I know what it's like to hate yourself. I'm sorry I made it unclear and made this post just about being bullied. Sorry😖

[@Anon123-t1t]

Livvy Plays MSP thank you so much that meant a lot to me!❤❤

[@Matt-hz1gi]

Beautiful message 😍😍 :') You're right.

[@epiphany3091]

Its more than being bullied. Yes I have been bullied my whole life but now I have come out of the closet and I had a family member die. Heart break from my girl friend cheating on me and the stress of school and my family. I've had people leave me and so much is going on that I stopped eating for a long time. Your comment means a lot though. Thank you for your support. 💚

[@Moochi4]

Livvy Plays MSP your amazing

[@Zoe-ve8vq]

Thank you

[@lewinlewin2276]

Everytime I hear this song,it brings back memories of when my best friend died and I kept drinking everyday, and my girlfriend,and my friends left me. The first time I heard this song it changed my life, so I am grateful for this song. NF thank you for making this song.

[@chickennugget3090]

"Where the person that I know? They must have left" I Relate to this so much. I used to be so happy and bubbly,And now,I slit my wrists,Cry everyday and never smile. I miss myself. NF speaks to me on a personal level,Almost as if he's talking to me right now. Just note that your not alone. Depression slowly kills me,Which is why I am encouraging you now to be happy Before you end up like me. Best of luck to you,Cure the depression before it's to late.

[@lucasw3121]

Don’t give up. There’s always hope, no matter how much it hurts.

[@lucasw3121]

Good, stick through it :)

[@everudman2708]

The sad thing is, I like the self hate, all the cutting and other self harm, skipping meals, and the fear of help. It's too late for me. Why do I love that?

[@MizzTeeTee82]

These songs are so raw and they pull you in

[@Itchyfeetmind]

Taneasha Trujillo Added my own verse for this 💙 Review guys kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJe4dGR8l7V9fZI

[@miacharlotte3661]

Hello! I'm in 5 minutes will be the first time to act naked on the webcam. ??www.freefug.gq/anna

[@charliegilstorf6605]

Gotta love having depression that makes you feel like youre chained up and drowning in a pool of your own tears. After drowning for so long, everything is silent and than I just stop breathing. stop feeling. stop natural emotions.

[@lametasticleah9637]

and then everything repeats just so you can suffer even more than the time before...

[@ericjones149]

Why is this soooo beautiful?!?? I don’t even care for rap but EVERY BIT of it

[@jennahomes6064]

I hope nf becomes the most popular rapper in the world😎 he's already better then everyone else! He has a story and he uses music to tell it and that helps so many people 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@ralphscholz7655]

Nah eminems 40 levels above him in every category.

[@christineboll9478]

Where's the girl who used to be happy all the time? Where's the happy-go-lucky girl who loved life? Where's the girl who couldn't wait to grow up? She's turned into a teen who's depression takes over her. She's turned into a teen who has bad luck most days. She's turned into a teen who wants to be a child again. WHY?!

[@non-human8793]

It hurts. Ik. I look at pictures of little me. And I wonder how I got here. I hate that I'm in this position. Cant believe that is possible that one day ur so happy full of light and then all of a sudden u r in darkness. But we have to go on. And fight this. Whatever hits us makes us stronger. When we fall down there is always a way to get back up. When u r drowning u have to find u shore no one is gonna help u but urself. Ik u might need someone but not everyone can help u. U have to help urself. Bc that's all we have ourselves. U can get through. Whatever hurt and regret u have use that as strength. Move foward instead of looking back. Change urself back to the old u even though is hard. But not impossible. I believe in u. U can do this. This goes to all that took there time to read this❤❤❤❤

[@amarikramer3852]

So sadly truw

[@amarikramer3852]

True*

[@Bunny-st4gh]

Yup I always thought that I wouldn't have to suffer depression other mental health issues But that's all changed My past (and some now): -self harm -starving myself -rape -suicide plans -depression -anxiety -possible bipolar?. At least I can kinda sing? (should be something on my channel by February)

[@hnnh2005]

@@Bunny-st4gh Im sorry you had to experienced all of this, You are not alone :)

[@kozichka1300]

*Me: Where is the real me?* *My depression:Haha honey he is already dead*

[@zahrakh2208]

He's not dead. He's just so hurt and exhausted.

[@CadalinceChan]

*Same...*

[@echo8168]

Not dead keep pushing through and the real you will show itself, in reality the real you loves you the most and will make his/her way back to you stronger then you're ever know. You have to accept all the negative feelings like all you're demons then watch yourself become unstoppable.

[@killa2794]

*same*

[@crimsonduskbeautifulchaos9893]

In the quiet darkness Silent whispers Endless voids of regret

[@tedhoward8719]

I heard this song for the first time today and omg it hit me so hard. My sister died 5 years ago and completely changed me as a person and I've been fighting that ever since and lost so many relationships and basically alone because I can't open up or be happy anymore and this song just really touched my core..

[@marabtskpopfanarts7429]

I hope you feeling better soon, sending much love your way!💜💜💜

[@my_bay_jed5509]

It breaks me knowing how many beautiful people can relate to these lyrics. I can too, don't worry, I know this feeling, crying yourself to sleep, laying awake all night because your brain is in overdrive, trust me. You all deserve the world, seriously. Someone loves you, talk to them, you can do this

[@whynot3847]

My_Bay_Jed Thank you for the words, it's so bad sometimes I can't even cry I've not cried in 4 years I have lost all empathy and remorse

[@dilskins1343]

@@whynot3847 I feel you. I haven't cried for years bc I've lost all emotion and I just inflict pain to myself instead

[@dominiquedymondemeraldwill1039]

When you relate to every single lyric. I coukd never express how exactly it feels to be me and yet here it is in a painfully beautiful song

[@darkaoshi27]

I'm no longer living. Just surviving. No more being with friends. No longer wanting to be with family. No more fun. No luxuries. Just bare minimum. No cares. No feelings. Just being here.

[@antoniaprizio]

darkaoshi27 I feel ya :/

[@mcoleman5594]

Same here

[@candiceg5437]

Sums it up.

[@sven963]

This is how you collapse a society, without bullets.

[@sakurax6947]

Im feeling this way right now.

[@Siinamii]

Very calm and yet so strong song! I used to feel like that, I know how I do not want to feel anymore - empty. Love the fact that he's religious too, gives me hope that I find faith again, into me, God, anything.. I am not fully healed yet, but I am on my way. Music helps a lot on the way - for me. 🥰💞

[@kacielittler9398]

Thank you Nathan, thank you for saving my life.

[@ezra7148]

Kacie Littler same

[@omgitsmaddie2934]

Same

[@problematicdino3811]

Every time I’m going through rough times, NF is my coping mechanism

[@yhyperrr7621]

"When did i become so cold?" Sends a shiver through my body every time

[@keiraandy6995]

Pain makes you stronger as a human being and tears make you braver and heartbreak makes you wiser and not tryna be mean or anything but you should thank the past for the better future I learned that the hard way

[@josephzugel1360]

Yea, this speaks a major truth

[@josephboone6881]

Keira Andy True

[@TexasGirlDiaz05]

Keira Andy well said🙌

[@carleyliberty6567]

Thank you for this 🙏🏻

[@analeesebostrom6410]

I dont feel like that.. My past has made me weak and depressed. ;-;