Nf is my only friend. He's never met me, but I feel like he's the only one who understands my pain. He's the one I always go to
@solpoblete53684 жыл бұрын
If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. I may not understand your pain but I can hear you. Remember you are loved. You are cared for xX
@jponeill12754 жыл бұрын
You don’t know me just like I don’t know you. But, we have something in common. We came here and we listened to this mans music. You don’t ever have to feel like your alone or like NF is your only friend. People are here for you. And for what it’s worth if you need someone I’m here to listen. I anyway I can.
@staybin19414 жыл бұрын
Every person that understands you is your friend.
@yvyax4 жыл бұрын
Hey I'm here for you your not alone if you ever needed someone to talk or chat with I would be glad to be your friend and i could also give you my ig. I may not know the period your passing by but i also passed by a hard time bcs of depression I know i don't know what's wrong with you but talking helps.
@mochi78264 жыл бұрын
I know what you mean because I feel the same way
@gracem88054 жыл бұрын
“I’m lost and it kills me” “im scared to live but im scared to die”😫
@gachakaely76524 жыл бұрын
I lost my ability to cry when i was 3 years old and life just got worse from that day😔😔
@gracem88054 жыл бұрын
Kaely Fireman 😕 keep ur head up high girl
@gachakaely76524 жыл бұрын
Im trying
@themockingjays3464 жыл бұрын
@@gachakaely7652 i lost the ability to show my feelings 4 years ago when my dad died i cant even cry when ive been rejected and when i was cheated on
@gachakaely76524 жыл бұрын
Im just really hurt physically and emotionally
@KEYNL.4 жыл бұрын
What makes you happy? - Sad songs. - And what makes you sad? - Happy songs.
@EnzoEchoPlays4 жыл бұрын
신 게이머Amar206 yeah that's how it is
@aprilhartwick31264 жыл бұрын
Yalp
@orange_orange19854 жыл бұрын
true tho
@morgan.f70504 жыл бұрын
Thats so true
@morgan.f70504 жыл бұрын
Thats so true
@nikkiswineford12684 жыл бұрын
These comments really hit 😩 God bless everyone
@justinlaymance27924 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@davystepp93354 жыл бұрын
I guess thanks though my GF broke up with me
@ALIVECF4 жыл бұрын
@@davystepp9335 same
@genxbeuwhshdves9414 жыл бұрын
U too nikki swineford
@ivetacosta28703 жыл бұрын
@@davystepp9335 nobody really asked
@dull_demon47174 жыл бұрын
When you're happy you like the song. When you're depressed you understand the lyrics
@armyforeverbtsnicole55054 жыл бұрын
So true! 😭
@vertigo50164 жыл бұрын
“When your happy, you listen to the music, when your sad you listen to the lyrics.”
@dull_demon47174 жыл бұрын
@@vertigo5016 that was the quote i meant, just couldn't remember it word for word.
@katarzynasowa11274 жыл бұрын
I do understand this song
@SKY-so9rc4 жыл бұрын
Totally agree!!
@tesnb5 жыл бұрын
This song hits different when you wake up every day not wanting to live anymore
@AmericasDevilllee4 жыл бұрын
True 😭😭😭
@eadiecatterill35314 жыл бұрын
💔
@Lachlan25644 жыл бұрын
Deadrider No 💔💯
@tesnb4 жыл бұрын
Guys, I was depressed as fuck when I wrote this. Actually almost attempted suicide a few days later. But now I'm doing much better. Keep your head up, trust God, u will get through it
@tesnb4 жыл бұрын
@Flavia De Brito it's not about the cards you were dealt, it's about how you play them. Keep your head up
@humanbeing63625 жыл бұрын
Are suicidal thoughts a habit? Always feeling worthless? Never having much emotion so I have to take some smiles cause I don't know how to feel? Are those habits or just me?
@robertstubbs494 жыл бұрын
Me too
@elirml4 жыл бұрын
That isn't a habit it's depression but I know how you feel
@paolaleon39484 жыл бұрын
Me too
@juliemorris68404 жыл бұрын
Always me
@budicas52594 жыл бұрын
nah not just you.
@saisree66944 жыл бұрын
“ You see those stars in the sky. Some of them got names. Others don’t. But still they are there. And so are you. Living is only option you got. A star never leaves the sky even if it can not shine as the other one. You are such a star. Everyone got a role to play. So have you. ”
@tabs32514 жыл бұрын
You can still see a start after it dies
@budicas52594 жыл бұрын
living isnt the only option dying is too
@saisree66944 жыл бұрын
@@budicas5259 why do u wanna die?
@budicas52594 жыл бұрын
@@saisree6694 death is better then a living hell
@saisree66944 жыл бұрын
@@budicas5259 but why do u think so? U are worth living
@Mystyyx4 жыл бұрын
These comments are a whole mood. I do miss the old me, it's like I've been broken so many times idk how to feel anymore. It doesnt help with anxiety and depression are constantly on your back hugging you from behind bringing up things that killed you so much in the past.
@shaquannajohnson-o8w28 күн бұрын
Amen
@ohleex93474 жыл бұрын
You wish to talk to somebody about how you really feel.. Then the thought of being the one who's always down comes to mind & so you decide to keep it in for years; Depression doesn't have a face... It gets the best of us...
@Fandomedits200494 жыл бұрын
Yup
@brianabrown96123 жыл бұрын
And a good heart and a great blessing
@brookebeaudette43713 жыл бұрын
Yep
@ChuyasTransMan2 жыл бұрын
That's accurate......... Maybe to accurate to understand because depression is something that makes us confused even when the answer is right in front of us
@nureensyazwanie39114 жыл бұрын
i dont know how to express my feelings....listening to this song is just my hobby when im depressed. just suicidal thoughts i have here.
@arshadparvez8324 жыл бұрын
I feel the same which is like being suffocated from inside but others don't understand this feelings...
@jobiz7114 жыл бұрын
@@arshadparvez832 I do I'm there to
@randomman48014 жыл бұрын
Awwww stay strong guys...but life is full with struggles...don’t give up....be strong 🙇🏽♀️🙇🏽♀️🙇🏽♀️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@naomipizza4 жыл бұрын
The Unknown Girl *-yes, yes indeed..-*
@genxbeuwhshdves9414 жыл бұрын
Same
@MaverikMatt Жыл бұрын
"where are my feelings" the most relatable verse in any song I've ever heard
@amon874 жыл бұрын
The chorus reflects my actual life.Good luck to everyone who's in depression like me.
@novagaming83754 жыл бұрын
Good luck to you to we all deserve to be happy
@Zombae134 жыл бұрын
:( i hope things get better, I know life can suck alot but one day it'll be better.
@sajithsaranatha46494 жыл бұрын
I feel sad for you god pls bless this and I hope you will have a happy ending in your story life time and I think you will be rich and wealthy pls be happy even if your a stranger I understand you I faced and had experience so I have aloft of compassion towards strangers😇😇😇😇😇😇
@amon874 жыл бұрын
@@sajithsaranatha4649 Thank you, I hope you live a beautiful life 😊🙌
@ChuyasTransMan2 жыл бұрын
Thanks and good luck to u too
@FluidLovesPeople9 ай бұрын
For those who are still struggling.. you're not alone, you're loved, and I know its hard but this pain will end.. i used to be the most depressed person I knew.. but I am not trapped anymore.. im free.. and ik you can too.. it takes so much time to heal from it.. but its possible, so don't give up okay?
@jsantiago8979 Жыл бұрын
I miss the old me . This song hits straight to my ❤
@user-eo9zp6xm7n4 жыл бұрын
2:28 best part
@chrissylove94034 жыл бұрын
Yes
@gluxx82564 жыл бұрын
X1.25 speed aswell 🔥
@starboling25614 жыл бұрын
This one of the realists song I've heard in a while and it truly hits home when you wake and don't even want to look in the mirror ashamed to see the person looking back at you.....
@familylancaster3174 жыл бұрын
This song hits hard when your childhood was rough and when you feel like you weren’t enough
@raquellemitchell655 Жыл бұрын
Completely relate, but it's not we that are the problems! It's reflections of themselves! They really have no idea how damaging there behaviors are right? Then we are left to clean them up!
@sylviaalvarez7874 жыл бұрын
"When did I lose myself"🥺
@sylvia74394 жыл бұрын
:(
@staybin19414 жыл бұрын
The lyrics relates to me. This singer should get more recognition because this song is about life and reality not about dating, hoes and money. And for the other people who also relates, all that i can say is everybody deserves to be happy. You can cure your sadness inside by praying or thinking about good things. Always remember, God loves all of us in this world. Even the sinners. 👭👬👫✝️🌎🌏🌍
@danzo33764 жыл бұрын
🤲🙌🙏🤲🙏🤲🙏
@bossg84474 жыл бұрын
Real
@bobthebuilder4804 жыл бұрын
He does deserve more recognition u r 100% correct
@staybin19414 жыл бұрын
@@bobthebuilder480 yes
@emilymorrison5653 жыл бұрын
literally
@jdfkalfd4 жыл бұрын
this song feels like when you're sitting alone late at night, curled up in a ball, breathing shallow, wishing you could cry, but you're just... there
@carterbrogdon83174 жыл бұрын
Yes it does....
@IsmelindaSantiago Жыл бұрын
Me every night. It’s what happens when you have a toxic family and you don’t have a voice to stand up for yourself. 🥺😖😣😫😭
@slavica.panova6 ай бұрын
I play this song on repeat hopping it will make me cry... so that I can fil something... 😢 AND NOTHING. more death than before
@echolaughs61205 жыл бұрын
"I'm paralyzed, where's the real me"
@loveyouhoneybees88714 жыл бұрын
Yes
@staybin19414 жыл бұрын
I relate to that
@RandomPerson-te7wd4 жыл бұрын
I only understand the “Where’s the real me” because I can relate to it.
@daynerrrz7554 жыл бұрын
Stay strong
@ximemajuarez81653 жыл бұрын
i lost my identity. who am i?
@cangayaonicole86664 жыл бұрын
"Where is REAL ME, I'm LOST and it KILLS ME INSIDE" This line ughhhh 😭💔💔💔💔
@CanadianMade842 жыл бұрын
Every beat, every tune, every piano key.... every word in this song ....hits me hard like a crashing wave... everytime i hear it. .... 🙌 💯 I wish I could hug NF... the pain he feels...
@emilyqueen4264 жыл бұрын
“I’m scared to live but I’m scared to die”🤧 “ where’s the person that I know🥺”
@larryw.forresterjr.82404 жыл бұрын
Its ok to not be ok
@ChuyasTransMan2 жыл бұрын
But it's not safe to stay that way
@maisieboca51753 жыл бұрын
Currently crying, my therapist recently said I’m healthy enough to live my life, she changed my life, I had anxiety I had depression I had ptsd I was struggling with my dad, I was struggling with divorce of my parents, she changed my life. So I’m buying her something special and asking her to never forget me cuz I’ll never forget her 😭 thank you my therapist ♥️
@markandcheese54344 жыл бұрын
I’m happy that I found NF he puts my feelings in music he’s the best singer and if everyone found out about him what would we do? Everyone would listen to him and we would be left looking for someone else I’m happy no one else knows about him because we keep our music to our self without people knowing our music I’ve been sad lately and suicidal but NF describes how I feel and it makes me rethink, I stay up all night thinking about my mistakes and everything I fucked up and NF has been there for me, even if he doesn’t know me he is amazing 🖤
@kimberlyrose62372 жыл бұрын
I love NF his music helps with the depression and suicidal thoughts. You should also check out Citizen Soldier they help me too.
@katrinastradley1621 Жыл бұрын
I could not agree more. He's amazing. One of my new favorites.
@Sarah_and_Finny2 жыл бұрын
You don’t realize how good this song is until you listen to it one day and you can relate to it.
@abbiestrait79074 жыл бұрын
Every one in this comment section. Your not alone, life's rough. Never give up, even when you want to. Don't ever give up, you'll survive I promise even if you feel like your at the bottom of the ocean lost in the deep blue darkness... I promise every one has there destiny a purpose. I love you all. ❤
@aalaanassar43324 жыл бұрын
STFU
@2ndsizta1164 жыл бұрын
@@aalaanassar4332 ...rude. @Larry and Max made my day until I saw your comment.
@shmiggies92184 жыл бұрын
When we feel uncomfortable, it's common for us to resort to humor. It might be that the guy who said STFU was uncomfortable with how the comment made him feel, and was trying to be funny to relieve the tension. Even if meant seriously, it was probably a result of his own pain. Anger usually gives way to despair and sorrow. Borne of it. Hell... I kind of chuckled at what he wrote. It was so stereotypical of the internet that I felt a certain irony behind it. Anyways, I'm just commenting to offer "clarity"... From my perspective, I see either a person really resenting the overt compassion (which is common among those with depression), a person trying to lighten the mood because they are uncomfortable with the tone and don't know how else to react... Or maybe be just an asshole.
@2ndsizta1164 жыл бұрын
@@shmiggies9218 Wow, you're totally right. I was thinking more of the person who first commented with something I found motivational despite the rough day I was having. If I was in their position and someone responded with "STFU," I would be, to say the least, offended and hurt, and for some reason I wanted to get my point across. Oy. It pays to look at both sides of everything, like I always try to. It seems I'm still getting there :/ Whether they intended their comment to be any of those that you mentioned, or (possibly but unlikely) just a mindless insult with no real reason behind it, thank you for providing said clarity, and your perspective. It helped a lot. :D
@aisaisyaa4 жыл бұрын
@@aalaanassar4332 ?-?
@farif98144 жыл бұрын
I just realized how much I relate to this song and it's fvxking scary
@depresseddino74333 жыл бұрын
same here
@dark_sky3185 жыл бұрын
I agree with this video.....
@Rowan692294 жыл бұрын
Yep
@pcpxbotendorastermace99488 ай бұрын
I agree with this comment.
@bobthebuilder4804 жыл бұрын
I’m scared to live but I’m scared to die hits different
@addisonmcgarry9724 жыл бұрын
For real
@bobthebuilder4804 жыл бұрын
Yea and I’m not gonna be that person that tells u I understand what u r going through bc there is no possible way I can know but what I will tell u is that life is gonna beat u down to pulp and all u have to do is prove life wrong and hit it right back bc that’s all that u can do really
@emilymorrison5653 жыл бұрын
fr
@pcpxbotendorastermace99488 ай бұрын
4 reel
@alinarose54654 жыл бұрын
I'm paralized, *where are my feelings? I no longer feel things. I know I should* *Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me inside, I'm paralyzed.* *_Is it that so wrong that whenever I wanna cry, tears just won't come out of my face? I felt this lyrics in another level_*
@yesikagarcia3754 жыл бұрын
This hit home 🥺 who ever is going through something atm I promise...I do promise..... ur not alone and ur ok ..... don’t give up please and god bless you
@spartan42453 жыл бұрын
Hurts so much when you try to find reasons to keep living but the reasons hate you.
@cxntrolxerz45895 жыл бұрын
This song makes me remember my best friend and it makes me cry
@kawther38574 жыл бұрын
Me tooo😖💔
@aisaisyaa4 жыл бұрын
did your best friend died?
@shannonking98604 жыл бұрын
I dont have no friends because my imaginary friend says to me you dont need any friends
@haileycarron28754 жыл бұрын
This song hits hard when you feel so alone in the world...
@kailaholiver54455 ай бұрын
I wish I remembered this song earlier, I got bad postpartum depression and I haven't felt the same since. I finally reached out once it got to the point I felt like my kids were the only things anchoring me to life. I go to my first psych consultation on Wednesday
@pauledwards57004 жыл бұрын
To be loved and not known is superficial. To be known and not loved is our greatest fear. I think that's why NF has so much appeal to me; he gets what it's like to go through life feeling like no one knows the real you, and those who might don't care. To press on in spite of that takes courage and hope that things will change, and there are days when I just don't want to muster the effort to leave my bed. Though to finish the quote: To be fully known and fully loved is what it's like to be loved by God. That's the only thing that keeps me going in this broken world, and NF gets it too. That's why he's my favorite artist. I may not know you, or what you are dealing with, but I do care. Please be well, and know that you are beautiful, you are precious, and you are truly loved.
@Amunda6175 ай бұрын
My mom passed away on June 23 and lately I’vd been numb, not happy nor sad. I listen to this song and hits home, all of his music. I can relate to it so much.
@JubaronHill5 ай бұрын
R.i.p to your mom may she rest ❤
@Amunda6175 ай бұрын
@@JubaronHill Thank you
@tobiasluecke22924 жыл бұрын
It's hard not to cry while I listen to this masterpiece, cause I feel exactly like this. But if a song is so close to you you gonna have the power to deal with the pain no matter what.
@justsuzie21504 жыл бұрын
Due to a quite dramatic event that happened to me Last year, for eight months I was suffering from depression. Even when I wasn't hurting anymore, I still felt empty and broken. Now I'm starting to be myself again. So I wanna say to everyone out there that you are VERY STRONG because I know that some People suffer from depression for a lot longer than eight months. CARRY ON MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS, THERE'S ALWAYS A RAINBOW AFTER EVERY RAIN... 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😘😘
@zeroorasf5 жыл бұрын
Lyrics When did i become so numb, when did i lose myself, all the words that leave my toungue, Feel like they came from someone else Im paralyzed where are my feelings? I no longer feel things. where is the real me, im lost and it kills me inside, im paralyzed. When did i become so cold when did become a shamed oh wheres the person that i know they must have let they must have left with all my faith. Im paralyzed, where are my feelings? I no longer feel things. I know i should. im paralyzed, where is the real me? Im lost and it kills me inside, im paralyzed. Im paralyzed, Im scared to live but im scared to die, and if life is pain ive buried mone, a long time ago but its still alive, and its taking over me, where am I I wanna feel something im numb inside but i feel nothing i wonder why, im in the race of life, and time passed by look i sit back and i watch it, hands in my pockets. Waves come crashin' over me, but i just watch 'em, i just watch 'em, im underwater but i feel like im ontop of it im at the bottom but i dont know what the problem is, im in a box, but im the one who locked me in suffocatin' and im running out of oxygen. Im paralyzed, where are my feelings? I no longer feel things, I know i should, im paralyzed, Where is the real me? im lost and it kills me inside, im paralyzed. Yeah im just so paralyzed Yeah im just so paralyzed I have no feelings How come im not moving why arent i moving Where is the real me? Where is the real me? Im paralyzed, im paralyzed, im paralyzed
@hellothere84464 жыл бұрын
. . .
@zeroorasf4 жыл бұрын
@@hellothere8446 what
@aubreighcarmack4 жыл бұрын
it’s a lyric video
@hellothere84464 жыл бұрын
Chepa r/IHaveRedit
@hutao14224 жыл бұрын
Umm the lyrics are on the screen
@miastarrs49634 жыл бұрын
This song hits close. Stay strong everyone were in this together 💕
@ellaadams34954 жыл бұрын
This is how i feel every day. This is exactly how I feel. Only when I do feel stuff, its just anger, or sadness. This song, and so many more, are just the truth, and i can relate to them so much.
@scarlettquine4 жыл бұрын
Video: "Im paralyzed" Me: Im paralyzed, w- Sis: *walks in* Me: Where are my feelings? I know i should Sis: 😓😥
@scarlettquine4 жыл бұрын
@Emma Gonzalez cookie werewolf?
@valeriealejandro98464 жыл бұрын
Bro my sis would tell me to shut up and stop being sad🙄
@robertesparza82505 жыл бұрын
When your mad at God while asking why me God.....
@Kruk11035 жыл бұрын
I've been told that God never gives you things he knows you can't handle, sometimes i feel like he thinks i'm stronger than i actually am. Just try to have faith, you aren't alone in doubt and negativity toward him.
@joeyhubbard97544 жыл бұрын
How would we ever know God will take us to the mountain, unless we’ve been in the valley. God allows this to happen, but we all know that all things work to the good for those that love him and are called to according to HIS purpose . I was brought here by googling some lyrics that I saw someone post on social media. Instead of filling our minds with depression we should reach out for God and stop blaming the very one that is gonna pull u out!! What we need is a real experience with Jesus Christ The Son of the Living God!
@hipxd2684 жыл бұрын
God is preparing you, he is with you... trust me ive been there, he saved me from killing myself
@belmadai944 жыл бұрын
Simply bc He is God and He can... just surrender.... “The Desires Of My Heart” I had been praying for something I wanted very badly. It seemed a good thing to have, a thing that would make life even more pleasant than it was and would not in any way hinder my work. God did not give it to me. Why? I do not know all of His reasons, of course. The God who orchestrates the universe has a good many things to consider that have not occurred to me, and it is well that I leave them to Him. But one thing I do understand: He offers me holiness at the price of relinquishing my own will. “Do you honestly want to know Me?” He asks. I answer yes. “Then do what I say,” He replies. “Do it when you understand it; do it when you don’t understand it. Take what I give you; be willing not to have what I do not give you. The very relinquishment of this thing that you so urgently desire is a true demonstration of the sincerity of your lifelong prayer: ‘Thy will be done.’” So instead of hammering on heaven’s door for something that it is now quite clear God does not want me to have, I make my desire an offering. The longed-for thing is material for sacrifice. “Here, Lord, it’s yours.” He will, I believe, accept the offering. He will transform it into something redemptive. He may perhaps give it back as He did Isaac to Abraham, but he will know that I fully intend to obey Him. Excerpt from A Lamp Unto My Feet: The Bible’s Light for Your Daily Walk, by Elisabeth Elliot
@markusdarri21584 жыл бұрын
I learned to think "why not me" why someone else insted of me? I dont want anyone to deal with these things so i will take the challanges no matter how tough.
@landoncook4032 ай бұрын
This is still hits me hard after a year how my life is going and how hard things are, this is exactly what I'm screaming in my head on a daily. Im tired
@bluntlybold59629 ай бұрын
My son introduced me to NFs music. And I've been addicted ever since. My addiction is music thank God 🙏, this man is a true artist. I honestly believe NF and Jackson Browne could write some beautiful music together. Amazing artists
@Zombae134 жыл бұрын
I really love this song because it describes how I "feel" alot of the times. I could be in the happiest position and if still feel numb inside like nothing matters at all and this song always makes me feel like I'm not alone . ❤️❤️
@yourmom-mw9wl4 жыл бұрын
To anyone whom is reading this: you are not alone. I too am going through what you are, many are. Never forgot how important and unforgettable you are. Depression is known to downgrade your self-worth, and it’s absolutely terrible. Remember that you are here for a reason, and your story is not over yet. I’m trying my best to obliterate my suicidal thoughts, it’s almost impossible. We’ll all get through this. I know it doesn’t seem that way now, but the future holds may great things. Know that I’m here for you, If you ever want to talk.
@kelticviking33334 жыл бұрын
You guys can't give up be strong i've been depressed for a while but I'll never let depression or people break my spirit. Never give in to depression never let it defeat you.
@kaitlynnpeters22884 жыл бұрын
This is my song to God bc I can’t find the words to express how I feel.
@coryc554511 ай бұрын
just know theres no going back. you'll never find that same person you once was before the hurt. thats the painful part because you feel the grief, the loss and the mourning. Thats also the beauty of it, you rise from the depths of the darkness. the old dies so the new can be born and have a chance at a new start. wish everyone the best. ❤
@ZackSutton-hl2yb2 ай бұрын
This song hits diffrent when your in a very deep stage of depression, life has gotten really hard these past few years, this song really speaks for me. Thank you NF for speaking words I couldn't speak for myself❤
@Doesalittlejigg4 жыл бұрын
"Im scared to live but im scared to die." Exactly how i feel.
@braydencobb9100 Жыл бұрын
Same bro
@IsmelindaSantiago Жыл бұрын
Same here, all we can do is trust the process. It just means we’re made for something stronger. God is preparing us. I know that probably not what you wanna here. I know you don’t wanna be in this world knowing your completely useless, knowing that no one cares. I know ur probably going threw hell right now, and I don’t wanna promise you things will get better….cause then I would be lying to you. But what I can say, is that…you…are…in…control. It’s you at the end of the day that has the power to stay strong. And it’s hard I know, you might be giving up right now, but ur not alone. Okay, your worth it, you are so worth it all. Stay strong. Cause guess what….the world NEEDS you! So please, don’t give up, don’t let those demons win. You WILL have victory, you will rise and win the battle, and the war. YOU WILL! You can do it, I know you can.@@braydencobb9100
@shaïnatibere-y4o6 ай бұрын
Me too
@CyberQueen20045 жыл бұрын
One time, one of my cousins drowned in the Tennessee river. Everyone in my family was super depressed.....except me. I was annoyed by their tears, i was cold, i was heartless. I didn’t want to go to her funeral a little. Looking back, i now knew that I should’ve cried with them instead of seeing them as crybabies. I can hardly believe that I was so unfeeling when one of my flesh and blood passed. I would’ve at least say “I’m sorry”
@renafathima86263 жыл бұрын
It's alright.... sometimes we don't understand ourselves.....you did that because you were depressed.....just believe in yourself
@certified_geek75363 жыл бұрын
How old where you? Maybe you were just too young to understand
@branditwilligear82123 жыл бұрын
I used to have a friend that was emotionless and when I listen to this it reminds me of her
@saraharig81623 жыл бұрын
the amount of people who feel the same way is crazy to me. but it just proves that you aren’t alone! it gets better, and it won’t always be great, but it does get better and i try to find peace in that. appreciate the little things and keep going. your future self will thank you 💓💓
@josephwomack3113 Жыл бұрын
I love listening to his music cuz it makes me feel like I actually have a true friend and I just sit here listening to him and feel like he's standing right beside me try to calm me down
@assassindemonwolf40175 жыл бұрын
Its so good
@SophiaOrjala3 жыл бұрын
I relate to this song so much it hurts . This song needs to be played on the radio so more people can hear it and know that they are not going through this alone . Fight me if you think that I'm wrong .
@brianalindsey8244 жыл бұрын
when you lose someone these lyrics hit so much different. my best friend of 15 years passed away 3 months ago. i’m quite literally numb. my subconscious is hiding my feelings from me because it will cause an overwhelming amount of depression and pain that i can’t handle.
@katie-lb5sm4 жыл бұрын
Hey I know you don't know be but I promise you'll get through it I've been through the same type of pain. It's ok to be sad. Just be safe and talk about it trust me it helps to talk.
@sylvia74394 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorr, I can't even imagine how hard it must be for you. just remember things will get better, no matter how sad u feel. stay strong princess 💗
@Trevor7 Жыл бұрын
2:27
@mpnbwnn4 жыл бұрын
To anyone listening to this right now, sending my hugs with you❣️ you're not alone, keep on going.💕
@Laura-de3vo3 жыл бұрын
Ty I really needed that
@mr.noname44134 ай бұрын
I'm not sure if you still using this account, but I just want to tell you that this comment might help somebody out there including me
@Jcx-be2xh7 ай бұрын
Leaving this comment so that someone else remembers this.
@anxiousrambling35584 жыл бұрын
I just asked my best friend of 7 years to be my girlfriend but we're keeping it secret because her family is accepting and mine isn't and I love her so much I feel guilty that she's gotta deal with me and my problems I've been suicidal for years and she always stuck with me, I feel so bad but I'm also happy to have her.
@jdfkalfd4 жыл бұрын
hey, I know how you feel. Not in dating, but with my close friends, I've felt the same way. And honestly, it's super hard for both of you no matter what way you look at it. But dang, those are the most genuine relationships you'll ever have. Praying for you.
@Zombae134 жыл бұрын
Congratulations 🙂 I hope things start to look up hun ❤️
@anxiousrambling35584 жыл бұрын
@@Zombae13 thanks, I hope you're doing well.
@anxiousrambling35584 жыл бұрын
@@jdfkalfd thanks and yeah she really is amazing. I'm just really glad to have someone that cares about me. I hope you're doing well.
@anxiousrambling35584 жыл бұрын
@@kimdokjaspants yeah..i know, I'm really thankful for it too.
@MandaOakley4 жыл бұрын
This song hits home. I have traveled this road more then I'd like to admit. This song discribes those weeks hours, minutes, each and every exact moment I was pushed to far over the edge. Every inch and how much weight that it carried with those thought patterns that dragged me into the abyss of mind numbing darkness.. For those who need to hear it. I can garentee that if you remove toxicity today, yourl brave a breath of fresh air tomorrow. Don't give up!!!!🤘✌️you got this. Your in control. Peace
@elizabethlent94224 жыл бұрын
i don’t know who needs to hear this or if anyone will see this but you deserve to be here, you’re stronger than the pain you have and i know that it gets better because i love you and i’m here for you always, it’s a bad day not a bad life. don’t hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside because that pain is temporary, not permanent, i believe in you! you can do this!
@teenyqueenАй бұрын
Not only did I lose my pop pop but I also lost my father. Since that heart wrenching day I lost the only person that was always there for me, never turned his back on me in my addiction. I need to find an outlet, music is helping me somewhat
@EndreyMusic19 күн бұрын
💯💯
@depresseddino74333 жыл бұрын
all the dislikes are from people who don't relate to this song everyday. stay strong guys
@emmak76823 жыл бұрын
This song hits hard. One part that especially got to me was, “where’s the person that I know, they must have left, they must have left with all my faith.” It hits hard because I do miss my old self. I miss the happy, naive, young girl I used to be. Everything is different now and I’m lost and confused. God bless everyone, have a good day.
@roseachieng416711 ай бұрын
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die....hiding from reality....NF's songs the only thing I can turn to when I'm down
@taleenamayy94369 ай бұрын
3:13 am and I can genuinely relate to this, especially when this song randomly played on it's own w/o auto play😢 thank you NF 🙏
@lalalaggin4 жыл бұрын
"they dont want people like us no more" . "My time has come to an end, friend" . "I know it never changes for the better. If it did I would've been the happiest person on earth by now"
@samanthasura45664 жыл бұрын
Yes I'm paralyzed no longer feel things and ashamed with myself
@alissajackson95904 жыл бұрын
He’s pulled me through some of my hardest times. I hope to one day than him in person for that.
@skyedwards8959 Жыл бұрын
Being emotionally numb doesn't mean that you don't feel anything, it means you feel everything yet nothing at the same time, it means that no matter how hard you try you just can't seem to feel anything, it means that when others are happy you aren't but at the same time you don't feel sad, it means that when you try to smile it doesn't work yet when you try to cry nothing comes out, it means that you can't seem to care about things you used to love, its means that you can't seem to get out of bed and do things that you need to do, it means that you feel drained in multiple ways, it means that it feels like the world is gray. Being emotionally numb is the in-between, its not a lack of emotions
@Prithvikalra660 Жыл бұрын
words of truth
@mysticstardust11092 жыл бұрын
this is the first NF song i've listened to, now i can't get enough of all his songs
@selenavail3924 жыл бұрын
When listening to this I'm always sad like I've been locked in my thoughts but I also feel like falling off a cliff and I don't feel like I need to be here at all. I will never feel the same way I did with my boyfriend
@xxgachaelsyxx48774 жыл бұрын
I hate quarentine I stay up all night crying my eyes out
@bjjfreak82614 жыл бұрын
what happened?
@luna_the_wolf76985 жыл бұрын
I think i need a therapist....💔💔💔
@poptartbrown2075 жыл бұрын
Look up therapy session by nf
@Erika-dn7hf4 жыл бұрын
i have one but she doesn't help.
@Mystyyx4 жыл бұрын
@@Erika-dn7hf same
@Its_Monaee4 жыл бұрын
Don't do it... The seem to make the pain worse, they try to tell you how to live your life...
@dafamuhammad47704 жыл бұрын
but my parent dont care :/
@ryansullivan74424 жыл бұрын
2020 and I’ve been listening to these same songs for years and I still relate to them the exact same way. When will it change
@nadinee32584 жыл бұрын
this song hits hard when your family calls you the “failure of the family” 🙂
@Wayofthebat3 жыл бұрын
Everything's gonna be alright (θ‿θ)
@Whocares1582 жыл бұрын
I know that pain too well.
@Mason-k1s22 күн бұрын
Take life like a toddler 💯, one step at a time 💙💜
@danielhilsdon20433 жыл бұрын
As somebody who had a break down today and feeling worthless this song really hits home with the lyrics as it's how I feel most days
@jeli47844 жыл бұрын
Is it weird after all someone's been through they feel happy and relieved it's over but then those feelings start coming back but not like they used you, you just feel paralyzed..?
@josephjones6034 Жыл бұрын
Come back to this song more so than others. Especially when my heart hurts more than the usual...
@l.b.craziness2560 Жыл бұрын
This is the way I feel for over 30 years.im still lost and I don't even know why I'm still here
@madisonjeffries19312 жыл бұрын
To those who see this, This is a message to you. Please never give up! You are amazing, loved, and cared for even if you think your not. I love you for you and if you feel alone you never are! I know none of you know who I am, but i'm someone who has dealt with depression for 17 years. I always felt alone but once I started talking to people and helping them it helped me find my purpose in life. You all have potential and is here for a reason. Never Give Up! And NEVER forget your worth!
@hailey20102 жыл бұрын
Ive talked some of my friends out of it and ive talked to people about it and it didnt help im only here because my family and friends need me. But you have a good message
@madisonjeffries19312 жыл бұрын
@@hailey2010 thank you so much. You know sometimes people just need a little push
@bluebabethrine9 ай бұрын
Every word resonates with my lost soul
@ceceplayz23704 жыл бұрын
I listen to this song because my brother always bully’s me he always liked to see me mad and sad while I’m crying when I was really little I always wished to have a good brother...😔 I’m pretty sure I’m depressed
@zepeto_rosie96194 жыл бұрын
I feel you
@aisaisyaa4 жыл бұрын
well i tease my lil bro sometimes
@depresseddino74333 жыл бұрын
stay strong. he might be doing it out of hurt. stray strong please. love you
@e_shima2 жыл бұрын
I was listening to this song one night after watching AOT's last episode. I cried so much cause these lyrics are exactly Eren's feelings. My heart breaks every time when I hear this song.
@caseydavis6512Ай бұрын
Just help. Any friends here? No sob story. Only pain
@jonathanbanks44277 күн бұрын
Real ones are hard to come by
@caseydavis65127 күн бұрын
@jonathanbanks4427 are you a REAL ONE? Wanna find out? Possible friend
@caseydavis65127 күн бұрын
Nothing else JUST FRIENDS. sorry the words typed different from what they sounded
@LauraSmith-i4t4 күн бұрын
True friend hard to find that’s why we all on here alone
@LauraSmith-i4t4 күн бұрын
Friends can save lives i learned that the hard way. Regrets forever I will live with my advice never letting you by until you can’t see a friend because you never know it last time you see them
@notyour-i5b3 ай бұрын
this song is making me get through since i lost all my friends from drama
@CaitlynMaier3 ай бұрын
Yes
@slayqueen-k4t3 ай бұрын
Hope you get well soon
@uchoangminh42334 жыл бұрын
i lost my gf and my best friend three years ago and this song help me to stop the pain in the past and help me go on to the future thank you for making this song♥♥
@hyrienplayzgames Жыл бұрын
Me coming back to this song after not listening to it for almost 3yrs
@narutoninjagoandtheflashar425611 ай бұрын
I actually just found this song recently. Don’t ask why! But anyways, the more I listen to it, the more I realize how relatable it is to me. And it hurts a lot
@amyqc7434 жыл бұрын
"I no longer feel things I know I should" I never EVER related more to something than this.. I tried asking my mom trying to say I saw that in a video and she told me that it was people with enormous depression that was feeling this way but I’m just so confused am I not crying because I’m getting better or because I just cried too much I don’t understand what’s going on.. 😞
@meboredorelus4 жыл бұрын
My mother does this two and all I can say is just try your best to get by. Good luck with that
@inragedhippo8414 жыл бұрын
Thats called depression i would reccomend you look into seeing somone and seek medical help. I also deal with depression, suicidal thoughts and anxiety its crippling
@xroseiithegem60424 жыл бұрын
That also hit hard for me. My nana asked me if I wanted to know if I passed my grade and I said no and she asked why I just said cuz I didnt care 🤷🏾♀️ and the sad thing is that I really don’t care. She won’t even get me a proper therapist yet expects me to give two flying fucks about what SHE wants for me.
@leahbess71724 жыл бұрын
I dont ever cry
@xroseiithegem60424 жыл бұрын
Leah Bess I only cry when I have to. You got mad talent. 🌚
@cookiesandcreamyay70615 жыл бұрын
Love it
@hsp67983 жыл бұрын
"Waves come crashin' over me, but I just watch 'em, I just watch 'em, I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it, I'm at the bottom but I don't what the problem is, I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in, suffocatin' and I'm running out of oxygen". Absolute sickest line from NF. Deep, real, relatable and best flow on top of it. I would definitely make a video out of that line at the beach and then a scene drowning with the key in my hand inside of a box. Nf is a beast for this one.
@jponeill12754 жыл бұрын
In a weird way listening to songs like this help me. I have an issue showing my emotions because for a long time no one cared. And sometimes I feel like they don’t still. So I end up bottling everything up and sometimes it becomes to much to handle. And listing to songs like this one help me release all that stress, sadness, and anger. All those feelings. But, maybe that’s just me.