I’ve been so scared to listen to this song because it puts me in a state I’m not mentally ready for. When I listen to it, it makes me feel something I can’t describe. This song describes everything I’m going through, and it scares me to say I’m here. I don’t want to be stuck in this stage. I hope it’s just a phase, because this really sucks. Depression isn’t a joke, it isn’t just sadness, it’s faking a smile, helping others when you need help the most, it’s feeling isolated and stuck where you are. It’s the devil inside me. I’m trying to leave the devil behind and find God,but it’s so hard. Thanks for listening to me.
@corbanfinn43732 жыл бұрын
praying for you :) youre not alone
@darthpizza38492 жыл бұрын
Yk there’s someone who is incapable of mistakes. And that guy made you. He decided you have to go through everything you’ve gone through and will continue to. And if He doesn’t make mistakes then you aren’t a mistake, and what you’re going through isn’t either. It’s a design. He will weep from heaven seeing you struggle, because He loves you. But you still have to go through this for a reason. Don’t give up and come out stronger and try your best to build a relationship with God.
@derung12072 жыл бұрын
Just remember your not alone
@zaya14792 жыл бұрын
Jesus loves you, do ur best to be the best version of urself turning from bad habits and trusting him even when everything seems uncertain. U ain't alone
@tempalarcon2 жыл бұрын
Yeah depression sucks I had it for four years straight without telling anyone or showing any signs but I’m still here to be honest I’m not really sure if I ever really did overcome it as I never really got help. I’d like to think I just let it take it’s course and it’s over with but recently I think I’ve just been trying to blindside myself from it although subconsciously. The feeling you have when watching this an overwhelming and overbearing feeling of sadness and you feel like your being crushed by it. Tears ready to come out but don’t or they do. Nights where you just have mental breakdowns thinking of all the things that’s went bad in life. The feelings are to much to comprehend fully so in simple terms it’s to much for the human mind to understand and deal with. I can’t say what might help people for sure if you think God is the answer follow God, if you think you need a therapist get a therapist, if you just need someone to comfort you then just run up to someone you know and cry to you can’t. I’m not much of a religious person in general so I can’t say that following God’s path is the right course all I can say is find a way to be happy.
@ShadowK3602 жыл бұрын
Lol the notification 😂😂 But it's still awesome!!! Edit: holy cow, I never seen so many likes I'm my whole life on something that I said 🤣🤣
@arsene27182 жыл бұрын
Made me confused 🤣
@the_unknown7972 жыл бұрын
I THOUGHT THAT WAS PART OF THE SONG 🤣🤣
@RelaxMusicForSleep_2 жыл бұрын
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@cool_bunz49722 жыл бұрын
The notification sound made me look at my phone so quickly but then realized it’s part of the song. -Someone who never gets texts or notifications
@ShadowK3602 жыл бұрын
@@the_unknown797 nope, just a notification. 😆
@artzydragon7702 жыл бұрын
The notification lmaooo I would imagine that being a friend who feels like the song is sending a message to their bestie. Kinda sad but at least they're telling someone...
@RelaxMusicForSleep_2 жыл бұрын
Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.👋 🤎 🌻
@eri0052 жыл бұрын
There's some phone notification sound or something at 4:35. I legit thought my phone was going off and had to play it back to see lmao. 😭
@slowedsongs11172 жыл бұрын
Oops
@Japan_L0ve2 жыл бұрын
Me too LMFAOAO
@artzydragon7702 жыл бұрын
Plot twist: they put it there intentionally...
@monstermon20092 жыл бұрын
Same 😭
@waterhorse_httyd6572 жыл бұрын
Me too 😅
@blossoming_of_lotus_flower2 жыл бұрын
Just listening to this song makes me understand myself
@RelaxMusicForSleep_2 жыл бұрын
Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.🌳 🌷 🌿
@maya-me5xm2 жыл бұрын
You described it perfectly
@daily.motivati0n.2442 жыл бұрын
"where is the real me im lost and it kills me" best lyrics
@saulshelly6174 Жыл бұрын
IKR?!?!
@trigger8102 жыл бұрын
legit ruined the whole thing with that ping... rip
@nahbro330 Жыл бұрын
I had no idea what you were talking about until i got jumpscared by the ping
@Perfecto1740 Жыл бұрын
@@nahbro330 timestamp?
@Perfecto1740 Жыл бұрын
I still haven’t gotten the pin- ahh there it is lol.
@Perfecto1740 Жыл бұрын
4:36
@kayb9695 Жыл бұрын
Nah I was into too😭😭😭😭
@relaxandenjoy7377 Жыл бұрын
This song hit so hard ever time i hear it I go to an empty space a silent place a sad place this is soo deap and i can relate it to my life Friends are hard to find I lost some friends that i thought were very close to me Now I am just trying to find a reason of living Depression isnt just normal sadness its very dangerous I hope no one will ever will be in my situation And for those who are in my position Keep fighting keep smiling keep helping other and never give up Thx for listening
@rafilici2 жыл бұрын
When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Oh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die And if life is pain, then I buried mine A long time ago, but it's still alive And it's taking over me, where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why I'm in the race of life and time passed by Look, I sit back and I watch it Hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside I'm paralyzed (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (oh, how come I'm not moving) (Why are you not moving?) I'm paralyzed (hey, yeah) Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
@_csinti_2 жыл бұрын
I wish you all the best, stay strong
@RelaxMusicForSleep_2 жыл бұрын
Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.🌱 🎹 🤩
@TheAlexn22 жыл бұрын
we don't care about your lyrics actually
@georgia92562 жыл бұрын
"I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die" and "I'm in a box but I'm the one who locked me in". Best lines
@RelaxMusicForSleep_2 жыл бұрын
Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.😃 😘 🌻
@xenonxan1847 ай бұрын
the notification threw me off so much i thought it was mine
@amyleightaylor159 ай бұрын
This song really brings to light how much pain im in/been in. It brings back emotions and memories ive not experienced in a long time and for some reason i find comfort in it. This song and broken smile by lil peep remind me of my french teacher who notices when im having a bad mh day and because of it i rarely smile but when i am smiling and laughing with my partner in class he notices and is happy that im feeling happy. I never noticed before but we both are similar in many ways( im not gonna go into that tho)
@miasmith676892 жыл бұрын
This hits different when it night time full volume 🥺
@whitewolf9820 Жыл бұрын
Perfect, just perfect. I couldn't ask for a better version to listen to, especially now
@gghhoosstt12332 жыл бұрын
slowed to perfection. notification: i am gonna ruin this mans whole career.
@darthrevan0702 жыл бұрын
this song and video is amazing like great job you deserve my subscribe and like man you really deserve more subs
@Ester_hab2 жыл бұрын
"I lost myself trying to find everyone else now I'm losing everyone trying to find myself" ~unknown
@allo81612 жыл бұрын
It was 2001 my dad had a car crash i was at home my mum didnt want to tell me cause she didnt want me to get worried and start panicking and i was only 10 when i finally found out my self he had a car crash i was crying for over a week next day i open the TV and i see that the twin towers in New York were hit by planes , even tho i was in greece i couldn't stop crying from the horor these people went through all these poeple saying their last words and the only thing i want to tell you from this is every second you are with your parents or your family try to have some quality time with them cause you never know i wish and pray to every single one of you the best and nothing bad like me happens to you . 💜
@bubbletea5372 Жыл бұрын
I am sorry for your loss, I hope that you're feeling better after your fathers death. And thank you so much, your words are truly heart-warming. ❤
@laiyfd2 жыл бұрын
i'll admit that i shed a couple tears
@zayn88502 жыл бұрын
Me too 😁 and sometimes it's okay to cry.
@PierceTheVeilenjoyer Жыл бұрын
Lyrics: when did i become so numb? When did i lose myself? All the words that leave my tounge, feel like they came from someone else. I'm paralyzed, Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things, I know i should. I'm paralyzed, where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside. I'm paralyzed. When did i become so cold? When did i become ashamed? Ooh, where's the person that i know? They must've left, they must've left with all my faith! I'm paralyzed, where are my feelings? I no longer feel things, i know i should. I'm paralyzed, where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside. I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die! And if life is pain, then i buried mine, a long time ago, but it's still alive, and it's taking over me, where am i? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside! But i don't feel nothing, i wonder why, I'm in the race of life and time passed by. Look, i sit back and i watch it, hands in my pockets, waves come crashing over me, but i just watch them, i just watch them. I'm underwater, but i feel like I'm on top of it, I'm at the bottom, but i don't know what the problem is. I'm in a box, but I'm the one that locked me in, (I'm paralyzed) suffocating, and I'm running out of oxygen, ah! Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things, I know I should. I'm paralyzed, where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside. I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed) (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) where are my feelings? I no longer feel things (i have no feelings) i know i should, (oh, how come I'm not moving? Why aren't i moving?) I'm paralyzed (ay yeah) where is the real me (where is the real me? Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me (I'm paralyzed) inside (I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed.
@estarlangshylla24 Жыл бұрын
2009: pillow were used to sleep 2022: pillow were used to hide pains and tears
@ardsmaster24382 жыл бұрын
this is the best song of all time. yes. that includes all genres. THE BEST SONG OAT
@lilybock15982 жыл бұрын
This song was my biggest depression opening but I'm not saying it gave me depression I'm saying it made me realize I had depression
@darksouls3904 Жыл бұрын
Fax
@ArkhamverseJoker Жыл бұрын
U don’t have depression you’re a cringy 14 year old going through hormonal changes
@ahmadraooof3531 Жыл бұрын
bro we be going through our moment with this song and the ring goes off like why bro?
@pixasgames68832 жыл бұрын
the notification bruh
@avadavenport Жыл бұрын
this is soooo beautiful! makes me tear up. I swear that your slowed version should actually be published on a larger scale
@slowedsongs1117 Жыл бұрын
Maybe one day!
@aekaipolore50052 жыл бұрын
4:05
@KaiLuvsU676 Жыл бұрын
This is exactly me everyday all of the time just emotionless
@moonwolf85412 жыл бұрын
This is amazing you change me hah thank u
@monstermon20092 жыл бұрын
On 4:35 I actually checked for notifications lol
@creepypastafandom78782 жыл бұрын
Dude same here. My phone was flipped over and I check my phone but the most recent notification was 15 minutes ago
@benkubbb7852 жыл бұрын
The notification, you did not full me
@We_Are_Legion9995 ай бұрын
Fire song fire edit fire cover-art it’s a pyrodream.😎🥀🥀
@Goddess_of_death Жыл бұрын
Whenever I hear this song it reminds me of Loki...
@kleamrak4672 жыл бұрын
i am crying!!!!!
@deadsoul41902 жыл бұрын
I'm screaming inside
@EsorEdicius2 жыл бұрын
🖤🥀 they say I look for it... they're right...
@Dyrntamashi2 жыл бұрын
Right in the Feelers....
@sabog80172 жыл бұрын
the notif sound bruh 😂😂😂
@RebeccaEscarlett8 ай бұрын
“- Stay with me. - Always.”
@WorldSaysHowdy2 жыл бұрын
It's so hard to keep going...
@lillyabdelmonem3122 жыл бұрын
I know u can do it. Life can get hard sometimes but you are way stronger than that ❤️
@-midnight-64782 жыл бұрын
..im the one who locked myself in this dark room.. But I can't find the key.. Where's the key? Oh right.. I broke it inside the lock.. Now.. I'm trapped and cant be found😁
@ProfessorSnapeIsNotDeadYet.2 жыл бұрын
🖤 stay strong peeps.
@peizz Жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of Obito and Rin because of the Kenny Creates AMV.. Everytime I listen this song it makes me feel my pain that I hide
@HiitsGyose10242 жыл бұрын
4:35 ding
@sv4ph2 жыл бұрын
THE NOTIF LMAO
@mistyrush19706 ай бұрын
Im using laptop and when i heard the notification sound at 4:35 i started checking everything wondering what the heck just happened and where it came from 😂😂
@suzyz3390Ай бұрын
i feel so unreal.
@fatluckypotato49552 жыл бұрын
The notification sound is the sound of someone who loves you sending that message things get tough I know but don't give up and don't be afraid to ask for help I promise someone out cares about you
@KEY0524 Жыл бұрын
Im ngl i was 12 years old, ig i was sad. Thats when i couldn't eat, sleep, and feelings. So i wanted it to all go away. Did sh and that was hell, and i tried and tried and tried. I turned 16. I finally felt something. And it wasnt a person it was music i found out music is part of me, is part that can heal me. So i listen to music whereever i go. And when i go to sleep, when i do chores and when i do school. Music is my home. I write music and i sing, but im to scared to post anything. But i will sooon cause thats what i wanna do. Im 17, been 2 years clean and eating perfectly and i am safe with music. Thank uu❤❤❤
@georgetteharriott8855 Жыл бұрын
I'm PARALYZED
@saulshelly6174 Жыл бұрын
"Im paralyzed where are my feelings I no longer feel things I know I should Im paralyzed where is the real me? Im lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed" &^%$ that $*!# hits me so #$%^ hard every time...
@joshuauchia5077 ай бұрын
I no longer feel things I know I should
@BTSYKPOP2 жыл бұрын
alucine que me había llegado un mensaje mientras lloraba 🤣
@jackfloc02 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂😂
@johnjackson2302 жыл бұрын
Can you make neffex cold watashi paranoic remix slowed plzzzzzzzzzz ❤️💕❤️💕💞💕💕❤️❤️❤️ 💕❤️❤️❤️
@ultra7584 Жыл бұрын
Eii, eu ainda não quero morrer. Deixe-me viver para realizar alguns de meus sonhos. Não tire mais nada de mim, pois já estou cansado de perder. Permita-me, por favor, sentir algo novamente. Não peço muito, apenas um único momento feliz em minha vida. Vazio, não me leve!
@blackdarknessxgirl. Жыл бұрын
This Is Awesome! 😅
@Wahid-rd8ce17 күн бұрын
i am emo i am same as paralyzed💔
@Wraith77910 ай бұрын
Got side swiped to the point of near Hollowness, The girl i was with for like 8 or 9 years at the time almost got caught up in those wildfires way out in california, she was no contact for months shook me a little bit but i was fine. Then she almost died to cancer and that nearly floored me entirely. But worse yet is she left the moment it looked good for her. She came back and gave me real hope and pulled the rug out from under me, and when i hit the ground my folks scattered my friends left me one by one, well found some relief with my gaming buddies new girl who seemed to be into me for some reason did a 180 and tried to ruin my image in front of the boi's called me a creep. But.... Ayo they didn't buy it but that hurt like mad and then my friend since i was 15 came back into my life. She and well she left just as fast even blocked me after a misunderstanding that by this time i felt too tired to fix So within one year, I lost my love my friends and my family few in particular treated my heartbreak as an over exaggeration. Folks it hurts but we'll make it eventually.
@iloveyou9653 Жыл бұрын
*I love you💝*
@Tiago133372 жыл бұрын
Damn..thy
@MultiHashirama.2 жыл бұрын
Wow
@wizardlizard87492 жыл бұрын
4:31 to 4:36 did you get a notification?
@slowedsongs11172 жыл бұрын
Yea my bad 😭
@Diad2 Жыл бұрын
❤🖤
@HouseofMisery3 Жыл бұрын
tahts me :(
@Gremlinchick2 жыл бұрын
I heard a phone ding
@meganroyer28223 ай бұрын
Boyfriend haven't 😞 I have Pain I'm 😩😊
@Limanknol2 жыл бұрын
Perffect you say?....( Bleach)
@chxotic-bxtch2 жыл бұрын
too scared to die but too tired to live...
@kisanoxx5 ай бұрын
Dude got a notification and still pulled of 1.5M views from it xD
@Medoxcis3 жыл бұрын
This is actually the best slowed version of paralyzed I've heard. No audio cracking at all. Great job.
@slowedsongs11173 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much means a lot
@Ellie-th6mg2 жыл бұрын
Except the part when his phone went ding ding 😂
@nefarious17872 жыл бұрын
yea that waht i was thinking
@nefarious17872 жыл бұрын
@@Ellie-th6mg lol
@alexandregeorges94532 жыл бұрын
@@slowedsongs1117 666666
@scetrix11752 жыл бұрын
I do wonder why a song like this makes me feel better but to feel better i must feel emotional pain. Maybe feeling sad is better than fighting between happy and sad? Idk but its a good song nonetheless
@Luckentertainment_2 жыл бұрын
i understand you
@christlovesyou3142 жыл бұрын
God loves you all
@Anti_Furry_Assxult_Unxt10 ай бұрын
from somone who love you all for who you are
@Traffic.light.dudes6910 ай бұрын
Thank you ❤
@darrengonzalvo38742 жыл бұрын
this expresses my feelings so much to who ever reads this pain is is temporary it may last for a min a day or month or even a year but eventually it will subside if u quit however it will last forever dont let someone u loved knock u down get back up and fight not physically but mentally and emotionally u gotta keep going im with u till the end of the line pal u may not know me but i care about you so much many people care about u yr parents , siblings many people care abt u dont commit suicide like the way i did but failed it will hurt just more always remember the 3 things in life u have to control physical mental and emotion
@RelaxMusicForSleep_2 жыл бұрын
this music fills up my home with so much positivity & peace..... night or day.... doesnt matter.... everyday, i play it as a ritual😀 💙 🌳
@kristakaiser51492 жыл бұрын
bro...i heard a ding and was so damn confused. i thought my pc was puggin
@AliAsghar-hk8ew2 жыл бұрын
Amazing can you reupload this song Remove. Phone ring. Plz ❣️
@kristinalankford3762 жыл бұрын
I listen to this when I'm sad :D
@RelaxMusicForSleep_2 жыл бұрын
Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.🎹 💖 🌻
@jakobe49542 жыл бұрын
Ok
@Nobody-gl5bo Жыл бұрын
Just love how there’s a notification sound at the end that makes me think I actually have notification till I check my phone to remember how lonely I am
@Chromaticzz2 жыл бұрын
The random notification 😂😂
@shawndsander3110 Жыл бұрын
im lonely love the song
@jessheyman40176 ай бұрын
The flow, the beat, slowed….It fills the voids of …. People
@ChrisEvans-vj5nn Жыл бұрын
Still look down at my phone every time
@Aesthetictales8452 жыл бұрын
Prettiest poetic March moon 🌙♬♩♪♩ ♩♪♩♬
@sadiazahid6768Ай бұрын
there r very few who came from that the shield video as wwe fan that hurts a lot seeing my all time fav team breaking up, john cena, the shield entertained me a lot........ every time I feel like this I just get reminded of: don't be sad that it ended....... be glad that happend
@starsmyn2 жыл бұрын
The notification LOL
@luisgustavocoli8375 Жыл бұрын
0:00 to 4:35: 🥲 4:36: 🤨
@Goku-uj9gh2 жыл бұрын
Paralyze 😞
@yaya-ho5es2 жыл бұрын
Eu não consigo ser feliz de novo:)
@ace_c37703 ай бұрын
Why do we fight for? Do we fight for something that will never happen?
@user-unknowned2 жыл бұрын
I love u... But sorry, i fall.
@jessheyman40176 ай бұрын
When a song describes your pain….
@jihanhamza4466 Жыл бұрын
2:53
@lyman477 күн бұрын
please give url this picture
@uttp_officer_273M2 жыл бұрын
Who doesn't find this sad..?😓
@mohamadimad2867 Жыл бұрын
Where's the person that i know?
@tylerjenkins1458 Жыл бұрын
💔😞
@maskedupstoner53062 жыл бұрын
Is this version on SoundCloud or any music app
@slowedsongs11176 ай бұрын
Not at the moment but might consider it
@hvdillassoued3928 Жыл бұрын
Bahahahahahahha🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
@PierceTheVeilenjoyer Жыл бұрын
This has a meaning, it's not funny, I hope you realized that lyrics, has a deep, deep meaning to it, this is not funny