NF - Trauma (Audio)

[@josiahfoss9065]

“Give me peace but then you steal it” this is literally life

[@aprilphillips3311]

i looked at your youtube channel, ill subscribe if you make a video

[@addthenewstrafe7096]

So true 😔

[@MicahGreaney]

Real talk. life can be hard at times.

[@superfan9986]

Yeah. Sad but true. 💔

[@mendelson6052]

Pretty much.

[@ayezz2811]

This feels like a song that would play during a character’s funeral in a movie or something it’s so beautiful 🤧

[@ShinyWooloos]

Not to be a fanboy but put this when iron man dies...Really gonna hit you hard

[@romankozloski2290]

Dude omg ya, it sounds like the sandman creation scene from Spiderman 3! kzbin.info/www/bejne/qqCVan-sqqiiorc

[@ChapoGuzman896]

Dr. Scythe iron man dies?????????

[@andysanchez6514]

@@ShinyWooloos fzctfxoztyui

[@meli549]

@@ChapoGuzman896 REALLY NIGGA!!

[@lilymae3569]

“Trade my joy for my protection” I felt that one like actually.

[@emesenyiro7147]

Hey Army💜

[@MineCraftDadnSon]

Same... 😢😳

[@maliarodolico5254]

im sorry guys i put it at 499 likes

[@arixoxo1520]

the universe felt it

[@juanvansickle1284]

me to.

[@STUMP_]

NF hasn't made one bad song. Everything he releases is just so damn relatable, and hard hitting.

[@nicolaslillo515]

Motivated: Let me introduce myself...

[@joncedricllaguno362]

His song doesn't have Cursing words

[@jackforest8084]

@@nicolaslillo515 motivated has a crappy chorus but he lowkey flexes some lyrical skills in the verses. He was pretty new to the serious music so 🤷‍♂️ even the greatest started at the bottom

[@nicolaslillo515]

@@jackforest8084 honestly that song is just way to corny. He forces the wordplay, screams but it brings no energy, and all around its just a really bad song

[@MAWA-Vik19]

​@@nicolaslillo515 I just went and listened to that song to see who I'd agree with..... you're right. I could only make it 90 seconds in before I turned it off.

[@saltyshimakei4155]

Even his softer music is simply God-tier level. Absolutely gorgeous.

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

Little Wonderwall Facts 🔥😍❤️

[@georgechammas3263]

i swear whatever he comes out with just proves hes too supreme

[@MoonlitPhoenix0]

okay dial it back a bit with that god-tier thing, even he himself would say that's overkill but I agree to an extent, everything he makes is absolutely amazing

[@saltyshimakei4155]

@@MoonlitPhoenix0 I don't have to dial anything back. Calling something "God-tier" has absolutely nothing to do with religious faith. All it means is that something that has such superiority and intellectual power that it simply cannot be expressed any other way than "God-tier." Do not tell someone how to feel or what to say without first knowing the meaning of what I meant.

[@chrisc1915]

Little Wonderwall dude you fucking killed him 😂

[@ThriftyMcFlipster]

This song is so beautiful. Lord, wrap your arms around us all. Heal our hearts. We need you.

[@cipriannemeth2381]

Amen! Lord, you opend Your arms on the cross and wrapped us in them! ✝️ I glorify You for the healings you are making 🤗

[@kristinewullenweber9135]

Well said! His music and his lyrics are touching and simply surround me.

[@demaraemichael5783]

amen

[@theoriginalpeace]

I am not religious, more of an atheist but still feel spiritual digest. I find it hard to stomach the possibility of nothingness. But if there is something after death, a kind of hell or heaven I want not part of it. I will tint heaven and tint hell

[@SaraaBearr1]

Amen

[@icecreamluvrs11]

Who said rappers can't sing? Get this man some happiness

[@loserloose6337]

well this song proves that atleast nf cant sing

[@t.s3994]

Baby Groot NF can definitely sing

[@ashleyfrancis5563]

@@loserloose6337 if you don't like him don't listen to him then

[@ZeroAxelle]

@@loserloose6337 asshole

[@asilduin4594]

@@loserloose6337 www.webmd.com/healthy-aging/hearing-aids You're welcome.

[@mjones6524]

"Scream and yell but I feel speechless, asked for help you call it weakness" I felt that in my soul

[@Indigo4Sol]

Same…

[@KittyPlayzGames]

Real..

[@leahchampton6379]

😞

[@LukePiras]

Who hurt you bro

[@CamrynnSchroeder-Haag]

Those who understand that line have really been hurt fs

[@bunnyistired]

Sometimes it feels like NF's music is the only thing I can relate to when I'm hurting on the inside. I didn't think I'd get so many likes, thanks y'all 💖.

[@noahhughes3477]

I know the feeling man, I'll be praying for you tonight buddy. Best wishes.

[@curlyymaria8313]

Precious Stone same dude

[@loganwright4730]

Me too man I was in a hospital because I was going to kill myself but thank God for my girlfriend if it wasn't for her and NF I would no be here to but now I'm all better

[@antoniomerculief1680]

Same

[@antoniomerculief1680]

@@loganwright4730 im sorry man glad your ok or hope you are and keep your head up

[@jeffrogers1248]

“My soul is jealous, it wants love but I reject it.” I literally cried

[@hte2934]

I cried before the song during the song and after the song

[@dipperman1698]

@@hte2934 same

[@wheeler6768]

I sometimes don't want to listen to NF songs because they hit too hard. But at the same time, it's hard finding any other music that hits this hard It hurts, but I still want to feel it

[@triplehelix247]

Me too

[@destinytaylor5629]

Dude ikr..like so relatable

[@DezeraeJordan]

if he drops a video to this song it’s going to be SO CINEMATIC, I can already feel it

[@aojbooker8650]

Dezerae Buford “man idk if I’m making movies or music videos” 🔥🔥🔥🎵🎶

[@mayou7381]

Yes

[@charilelopez9324]

@@aojbooker8650 jnjjjjj

[@Eyadxi]

Trueee.

[@sully3948]

He will 😆

[@ameliemaddox505]

You know somethings wrong when you can't cry anymore

[@mexieskimo605]

Or when the tears are streaming, but you're not crying.

[@sarahwilley2024]

Real

[@tesskennedy4959]

Now I’m in a phase I can’t even stop. After so many years of not crying. X

[@evanemani4468]

you had 111 likes and that was too perfect of a number so i had to change it mwahahahaha

[@DearCanada111]

Me: Man, I can't cry NF The Search: Allow us to introduce ourselves

[@erty9870]

Sane

[@rarespycrab6027]

The Search?

[@emreejder2253]

@@rarespycrab6027 the name of this album

[@rarespycrab6027]

@Dylan Durand awe im sorry

[@rarespycrab6027]

@@emreejder2253 oh

[@nfrealmusicfan1898]

Producer : How much emotion you want in this new album? NF : YES

[@isaiah_1-]

NFrealmusic Fan y e s

[@EliBoy-mw4rb]

You have the best music in the world I love your songs I Stayed up for all your songs

[@isaiah_1-]

Eli Young u realize it says “fan” it’s not nf

[@mymusick4]

Y E S I going to listen your songs all night :'3

[@crotchet6439]

*Y e s*

[@cnarro7688]

NF doesn’t know how to make bad music 🎶 everything is fire 🔥

[@antoniomerculief1680]

Ikr Edit: thank you for all the likes guys this is the most like I've had

[@jacobfree1390]

Facts

[@crystallizedgemstone]

True dat

[@mqooz2538]

Despite of your comment, you came from Lil pump music industry. It's not 🔥🔥. It's meaningful and full of understandful lyrics.

[@cnarro7688]

XKstreM I am 44 years old. I came from RUN DMC music!

[@daniellabonte2374]

Lyrics: Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

[@daniellabonte2374]

I feel like I'm talking to my happiness and hope when I sing this

[@bugzo9792]

Thank you.

[@daniellabonte2374]

@@bugzo9792 your welcome :)

[@wolflokose8172]

I get abandoned from my mom and dad and grandmother but now I'm just alone day abandoned me when I was 12 now I'm 16 😢😞

[@snowflake7387]

@@wolflokose8172 dang...well, don't lose hope! because you'll be able to make friends!! and there's a saying nowadays...it says "Friends are the family you choose". So, even if you are in the lowest deepest painful days of your life, there's always but ALWAYS gonna be someone out there who would love you every single second of every moment with you

[@HeyChronicle]

“Why won’t u love me back” I felt that 😢

[@jamesvisvardis7721]

honestly how i feel with my girlfriend right now

[@lanacooper2086]

Soggy RBLX that got to me also. That made me tear up so much. I remember when i felt that pain every day asking my mom.... "why won't you love me back"?

[@thatbitchwithdaddyissues7965]

@@jamesvisvardis7721 if u feel that way then there is absolutely no point of the relationship,go live ur life,there's alot of other girls out there,you'll find someone who will love u the way u deserve to be loved.I wish u the best!

[@oldandtiredshouldberetired3436]

The LORD your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing. - Zephaniah 3:17

[@johnathansirko3290]

"I wish you'd just love me back."don't trip soggy I gotchu brofelt it too tho

[@michellestandall]

Am i the only one who feels like Nate is an angel on earth?

[@xxbrokenangelxx6375]

no

[@ThunderNBAChampions]

NF’s Deepest Lyrics Ever!! kzbin.info/www/bejne/inuxpId8rdKdnJI

[@MUDTG168]

@@ThunderNBAChampions yo dip, shut the Frick up

[@litofers]

He's not an Angel, you need to know the difference.

[@ゆきふらさすけ]

@@litofers Feels Like and Is are two different things, you need to know the difference.

[@BlueberryRacha]

Friend: "Why do you always listen to him? His songs are so depressing" Me: "They aren't depressing. They're honest. It's depressing to you, but it's life support to me."

[@inaral5445]

I feel you. No one understands

[@_violetsan_8210]

Same here. Him song's just tell about life and truth's

[@saharathealpha4742]

Exactly...

[@javellsmith7572]

So true

[@bethgill9297]

This 💯, those that find it depressing haven’t experienced what he’s singing about... those that know find comfort in it. He’s pure genius... the artistry... poetry. Honestly I never use to listen to rappers that much but he’s the one I will always listen to! There’s not a song he hasn’t made that I don’t love and can’t relate to.

[@zachhocking4316]

I’m 18 years old and throughout my entire life I can’t remember a time when my parents said “I love you” or even just gave me a simple hug

[@BorderingHope]

Im 24 so just a few years older than you, so if need like a big brother I got you. I'm here for you and I love you regardless. I was adopted at birth so I have adopted many people as my siblings myself and all I want is for them to know they are loved regardless of who's blood flows through their veins. I love you and I know it's hard.

[@westcogdill6919]

@@BorderingHope yay

[@themonsterwithin4000]

Welcome to my world (this is the case of my dad)

[@laughday6995]

Same here dude, my mom once told me no to call her anymore and my father often forget my birthday lol I laugh at that sometimes but it still hurts

[@AmberAmbwee]

Twinsies. :( I would hug you. I love you. ❤️

[@FLUIRBEATZ]

NF has music for every vibe. When I need to get hyped: NF When I need to relieve stress: NF When I need to release anger: NF When I need to relax: NF When I go for a run: NF When I need to tune the rest of the world out: NF Thanks for everything NF.

[@lainiesilleto8965]

This is honestly my life agenda

[@biagioborrelli1023]

This comment is underrated af

[@coco1113]

Mhmms

[@Borgorita]

Thanks FLUIR BEATZ for the amazing copy-and-paste will done

[@cookiechan1253]

@Frank Woods oooohhhh thank you thank you thank youuu!!!

[@ilikestalepizza6559]

By far my aboslute favorite! You know it's an NF song when it starts with piano❤ I am loving the violin so much!! It adds this feeling to the song that just gets to me!

[@melissaquintero2418]

PastelEmoTurtle I really like let me go🖤

[@Onlylivinglegend]

@@melissaquintero2418 Omg! Yes 🤘

[@nagitokomaeda8537]

YoU JusT SPOiLEd iT fOr Me

[@danielderma3473]

My fav is returns

[@bobatoes9880]

Yess this was the last song I had to listen to on the album- I really felt this- I have goosebumps- this album is so good and real >.

[@elliegrace2023]

I've been dealing with mental and physical pain this whole year and I don't tell anyone. I listen to NF when I feel like I'm going to cry or when I need help. Thank you NF for your music I can't express how much your music helps me!

[@TK-uz4ts]

If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you alll the best

[@bellalaber2450]

i get it, me too

[@HumansOfVR]

*_It's like CHRISTMAN for NF fans with all these new songs!!

[@gecko7107]

Christmas not christman

[@gecko7107]

But yes I totally agree

[@Scilla_Sage]

did u just say christman

[@preacher8417]

Lol christman

[@gavincantrell2024]

Christman time

[@mvproductions8543]

Nf I know you don't look at comments because of haters but if you ever see this just know that you have millions of fans who all love you

[@propanescripts]

Yes.

[@propanescripts]

Andrew Hyatt, same.

[@erty9870]

Yes

[@superfan9986]

Haters gonna hate. NF is truly amazing.

[@OsamaBinFlyer]

Matthew Vang therapy was even sadder. How could you leave us really hit me.

[@mandyaoifelai1260]

I never liked soft, slow songs but NF got me into everything

[@ethana5930]

This song was a knife that cut open all my wounds that I tried so hard to cover up and forget. This song was like someone grabbing me by the arm, pulling up the sleeve and making me look at all my emotional scars. It really feels like he's telling me that I need to acknowledge all this pain in order to move on. It's ok to hurt. It's ok to feel broken. You need to stop being delusional and wake up to what's really going on. You're not ok. Everything isn't fine. You're hurt and you need help, that doesn't make you weak.

[@TK-uz4ts]

If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you alll the best

[@trueetiquette]

It's not our fault. We've all been through shit. It's important to try to see it and stop hating and blaming yourself for anxiety and depression. We might be huge pieces of shit right now, but it's not who we can be. I've started my journey to recovery and so can you.

[@moe8142]

The truth is your right, you’ve made me see the truth, thank you, I’m here for you everyone is, people can’t force you what to do, they can’t tell you you need help bc sometimes what you need is to believe in yourself and believe that you are getting better. And your right it’s okay not to be okay, nothing is fine but we have to try to be happy even if we aren’t we have to enjoy the good moments of life. We do need to remember the pain though bc that is a part of life and it makes us realize how we got through the pain.. your going to be okay

[@shrutimalik18]

You legit explained it so accurately. Lots of love:)

[@AE.963]

True, in order to heal you must also be away from your a users completely, gotta rid your mind and craving to be around them ever again

[@go-pn7ku]

This is... 1. The most beautiful song i have heard in quite some time And 2. Is how i feel exactly right now.... Just wtf....

[@lovely8434]

Have you not heard his other songs?

[@go-pn7ku]

@@lovely8434 i have heard both the poplar songs and his lesser known ones... I was listening to the premiere of his last music video and have a playlist on spotify that is mostly filled with his music

[@fahadsiddiqui1318]

@@go-pn7ku the new album isn't available in Spotify no? All the songs?

[@nicoz7679]

Fahad siddiqui they are all available

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

g o Same.. 🔥❤️

[@janan5242]

Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

[@ZeroAxelle]

👍

[@nutellatn1341]

Good job ❤️

[@OsamaBinFlyer]

Thx random person on the internet. Appreciated

[@offbrandeverything4104]

Thank you :3 Appreciated

[@janan5242]

@@OsamaBinFlyer Hey that's nice of you. Wish you a wonderful day :)

[@abrilmxranita8800]

Still don't get why I cry so much over this song.

[@purrtygirl10]

It's because it's the truth...

[@arianahera759]

Me either…

[@Aawoosh69]

Same

[@SherwoodGaming]

If you haven't figured it out two years later, the answer is this is the happy kid in you speaking to you right now.

[@gabejones2889]

I'm not crying, the heat from every song is just burning my eyes.

[@unpleasednut5476]

Im not crying i just got something in my eye Friend: what? TEARS

[@Kiposlol]

IKR

[@200k94]

Me too😢

[@odddevil9535]

Aww

[@briancorbett4128]

Lyrics from genius [Verse 1] Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection [Chorus] Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back [Verse 2] Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom [Chorus] Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back [Outro] Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

[@levibush446]

Brian Corbett told ya

[@geraortega2620]

:'(((

[@nessa749]

I look for u in all the comments sections now

[@jessicaducat6022]

I love comments like this so I can follow and I really understand the music

[@aidanbuckle5273]

Brian Corbett You're an underrated fan, thanks man

[@linzym.nunezc.1207]

Who needs to sleep when NF is dropping a new album? Nobody.

[@Nobody.Animash]

It looks so funny with my nickname XD

[@redpandagaming1964]

Lol me but now I can!

[@linzym.nunezc.1207]

@@Nobody.Animash Lmaoooooo bro, what a coincidence!

[@jasonlovesmusicreacting882]

Not only him

[@raine7814]

Sleep who?

[@isaiahwellerding1089]

I love the energy in this comment section. All these amazing people reaching out and connecting with strangers, for a purpose that is selflessly pure

[@godrhmf307]

the worst part is when no one knows ur broken.

[@phaniupadhyay5415]

That's the best part 😎

[@thejelena2743]

#FakeItTillYouMakeIt

[@silkeguhr2245]

The worst is we are all broken

[@daletydoodles3389]

The worst part is when you SEE the broken and you want to help and you try with your whole soul to try to help them until your whole soul is sucked dry for that one person and then you UNDERSTAND that you cant help someone who is SO broken that no one cant put those pieces back together. But you've already given your whole soul for this person. Your heart your mind your EVERYTHING is invested in this one person so you slowly die alongside with him. And there's nothing anyone can do anymore. Because he is surrounded by his traumas that have now become yours too...

[@dudamullen]

the worst part is when they know bc most of em are gonna show they don't care.

[@sickobamba1260]

NF will never make a bad song🔥🔥🔥 So I can predict that this one will be straight fire as always!!!

[@jonathongraham4471]

His song lie is the only one i think was 'meh'. then again, it was overplayed on the radio.

[@siriusblack3770]

It literally hurts my heart that so many people feel like this. Why is this world creating such tragedy for everyone? Thank you Nate for expressing this so beautifully. I know it makes so many feel not so alone when they listen to you❤

[@en5788]

This world is fallen. Humans have free will. Tragedy results.

[@Haramglizzy]

jj bug or people pray but God says no ill leave u to dry I’ll abandon u I’ll forsake u because u can’t do anything about it and he dosent live me

[@mronzf150]

@@Haramglizzy sometimes God doesn't answer your prayers because hard times make strong faith. There is something to gain from the moment your in have faith and things will get better

[@Cagy115]

@@mronzf150 i dont think god is real because i have prayed for almost 13 years (am16) and i have never heard him seen a sing or even have a good day if he is real why does he put all the ppl who help through hell

[@amberjohnson5363]

Tell nf that we're here for him no matter what we will be there forever to support him

[@doodlebug4947]

This is one of those songs that you turn all the way up, close your eyes, and just feel.

[@thinkfast6914]

this hits in a place i thought was unreachable. 10/10 best song in album

[@jayg5684]

Agreed

[@Insight_XCI]

Haven't had one of his songs hit home like this since back when he dropped Therapy Session. Shits deep

[@jgsource552]

damn this album is great, literally everybody has their own favorite song here and i'm seeing many different ones

[@JonasB7]

Same as me😔 What music all can do😶

[@avabrady1057]

Prodigy agreed

[@prophet_alfredo9465]

You know fans are loyal when the video already got a hundred likes in 10 seconds

[@carterberry18]

I actually thought I was gonna be early

[@speaktruth9989]

@Nate Williams Same!

[@reokagro]

ct Berry but u wernt

[@joshsond7675]

And ur comment got 900 likes!!

[@sadanimations6969]

more like fiften hundred,we love nf,speaks what we live

[@5325bunny]

NF is doing exactly what he should be doing. And that is: Sharing his God given talent with the world. He is giving a voice to all the broken hearted people out there. He is telling us all, that we are not alone. We all hurt, we all bleed, but we gotta keep fighting, it will only strengthen us in the end. I've never heard a rapper express such raw emotion like he does. He takes my breath away at times. Thank you God for NF❤

[@Valdermore]

ButterCup facts 💯

[@meow9966]

ButterCup I'm really happy to know NF. I thank God for having NF in my life🙏🏻❤️

[@zoe-cw6sx]

NF gave me so much hope while having sever anxiety and pressure Thx to NF ❤️

[@vesperiamorningstar3785]

oh god and i thought NF was a band and Skillet was a person. wrong twice welp

[@daniellemalgwi8440]

Facts✊✝

[@zachariafox]

You can seriously feel him when he is singing people that don’t like him don’t understand how he feels

[@CodacMoments]

Watch them laugh at all my secrets... Those words paint the most vulnerable picture. Powerful. Sad. Such a great song.

[@mayoooketchup]

I literally read your comment the moment I heard the sentence. Ouf. The feels.

[@propanescripts]

Dang it I have to stop doing this! I heard the words while I was singing along, ANNNND I also read your comment at the same time! I did the same thing as the other comment lol XDDDD

[@propanescripts]

I did too lol

[@mars1026]

The violin in this song is amazing it’s beautiful😍😍

[@praisecow260]

I'd argue a cello would be just a bit better.

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

Adrianna Labinski Ikr 🔥❤️

[@SMCommotion]

This is how many heart strings this song pulled 👇🏾

[@adventuresofpyro9020]

This whole album pulled mine...

[@ataepical4750]

Mine.. Count mine..

[@wowepic4159]

Stop Motion Commotion stop asking for likes

[@hichemhamza3000]

I might've played it at 2x speed

[@sobber69]

Yes

[@ProdigyYeager]

You know its sad when you listen to this type of music when no one around you cares or even check to see how your doing

[@OSKY3033]

Verse 1] Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection [Chorus] Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back [Verse 2] Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom [Chorus] Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back [Outro] Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?

[@nicole-qe7br]

thanks

[@Sectumsemprasimo]

God bless ya

[@brainsoulse1576]

Tnx

[@unpleasednut5476]

Thx

[@antioutie]

Not all heroes wear capes

[@MayishaM]

Love his voice when he's either singing or rapping. Wish there were more songs in which he sings: totally went through the emotions

[@davidjohnston714]

Same here. I feel its a lot harder writing songs like these than rapping actually. Im sure there will be more like these from NF in the future. This song and voice really is a rarity. Its pretty timeless actually.

[@nodisguiseraps5178]

@@davidjohnston714 bro....rap is the genre that focuses most on lyrics. Writing a rap is Harder.... however this is so beautiful. Love this song so much. One of the best on the album.

[@davidjohnston714]

@@nodisguiseraps5178 Thats actually if were talking about rappers like locksmith, daylyt, king los, or lupe fiasco. I have listened to a lot of rap, but lyrically tbh NF isn't on an elite spectrum. I wasn't saying lyrically only though. Hes literally strictly singing it and not rapping it. Thats my personal opinion from writing anything acoustic to rapping. I have found it 100 times aharder to write a song singing on acoustic or piano than rapping to a beat.

[@davidjohnston714]

@@nodisguiseraps5178 And i have honestly listened to some metal bands mainly prog metal bands that have lyrics at a level like lupe,eminem, or locksmith. I just listen to a lot of music and have mad a lot of music in dofferent genres mainly guitar and vocals. So that is my personal opinion.

[@davidjohnston714]

I love rap music, but to me its taken more of my energy to wrote different music other than a lyrical rap. Obviously its hard, but thats just how i feel

[@undefinedtactics9594]

NF: *Drops new album at 11:00pm* Me: “I don’t need sleep I need answers”

[@albeanopeterson4315]

😂🤣😂🤣 faaaaaaacts

[@graciejaramillo8476]

IKR

[@nickolasjablonsky2823]

yeeah, it was like 6am in my country and i felt that too

[@miaclinton2592]

He’s been tryna search to find us all some answers. He’ll be here for us if things get worse

[@sqidword3216]

fatcs

[@hephzijohnson4505]

"I'll be there for you any time, no matter what" "Everything will be ok" "I will never hurt you'' "I will never break your heart" "I will always be with you" Most hurtful biggest lies

[@guardian7773]

Unless spoken by God or anyone else who loves you for real.

[@wungtang1409]

Welps funny enough the person am there for doesn't even see I exist 💔💔💔💔 Seems like falling in love is the worst thing I ever did and now am trap in my head

[@xxsamlovexx]

@@guardian7773 exactly.. putting all your faith in someone else to give you what your soul and heart need is bound to fail.. But we know God doesn’t fail us even if we might not understand why we hurt. He helps us through it.

[@smoothlesst1981]

@@wungtang1409 happened to me 2 months ago and it still hurts because in the end you had to leave them and they didnt even care if you did or not

[@elishacampbell7132]

Only jesus won't lie about that

[@kayleyryan5280]

“Stand alone, my soul is jealous/ it wants love, but I reject it” -The depth of emotion in these words ❤️

[@THFAN48311]

Kayley Ryan that’s the part of the song that gets me the most 🖤

[@kayleyryan5280]

BeyondTheAvenue93 yes same!

[@kkai138]

“ I wish you just loved my back” I think we all felt that :(

[@person0948]

I want someone to love my back :(

[@annna9477]

@@person0948 aw....well i love you, even if I dont know you :)

[@person0948]

@@annna9477 I love you too even if I don't know you :))

[@annna9477]

@@person0948 :3

[@idkieran]

my discord egirl doesnt love me back

[@triplehelix247]

This song hits so deep. I'm sweating and crying. The is emotional food for healing.

[@afghan8912]

Same

[@juanyt4200]

NF Your music always lifts my spirits and my self-esteem, they are the best music there is, every time I feel sad I play Oh Lord's, and it's as if everything changes

[@abdulaye100]

This how I feel all the time whenever I'm around people who don't understand me...

[@localdiaa]

Jr Suma me too..

[@deancreighton7533]

Same

[@jamothedefeated4251]

Same

[@Renae12234]

Me too it's so lonely world I live in

[@dennis8974]

Jr Suma I feel you brother 😢😢 my life as well 🤔🤔🤔 why does no one understand!!! 👈

[@krustythecumstain2968]

Its crazy because the music is playing in my headphones so loudly but I can still hear my thoughts.

[@Leah-ed9tn]

Krusty The Cumstain. Wait. That’s illegal...

[@Danslivinthedream]

NF song: *starts with piano* Me: oh boy am I really ready to feel again?

[@RelicDoss]

Danslivinthedream ikr

[@joec853]

no... im not ready...

[@SturmTrpr]

This song is feels like my story with childhood trauma, the narrator is me talking to my father. It shows the pain in the survival skills one has to learn to survive an abusive parent.

[@txghts7th197]

NF REAL MUSIC BABY

[@cindypalomino2347]

"Grab my hand, i'm drowning. I feel my heart pounding." Like he's asking for happiness to help him out of his self hatred and all of his insecurities. But when he says "Why haven't you found me yet, I hold you so proudly, Trauma's they surround me. I wish you'd just love me back." Is him asking Happiness why can't you see me I'm right here. Then when he finds happiness he holds it so proudly but then his trauma's come back and happiness is out of the picture. But when he said "Stand alone, my soul is jealous, it wants love, but I reject it, trade my joy for my protection." He sees his happiness walk away but when it does he wants it back. But once he has it back he throws it away like he never wanted it. Then he realized he was taking advantage of happiness and that's why he says "I wish you'd just love me back."

[@laqu.]

Cindy Palomino I think it’s more his trauma surrounds him because of how he loves what he holds dearly and cares for it but don’t understand why it doesn’t do the same. That he’s not enough

[@laqu.]

Cindy Palomino which is why he rejects the love

[@ThunderNBAChampions]

NF’s Deepest Lyrics Ever!! kzbin.info/www/bejne/inuxpId8rdKdnJI

[@daniellabonte2374]

This is really good, ofc we don't know if that's exactly what's going through his head, but that is what goes through my head on a daily basis, makes it hard to think, learn, grow..

[@kola5190]

u jus said a whol lotta nothing

[@ambergrimm795]

Trade my joy for my protection?!😭😭😭 Nate, I'm praying you feel genuine happiness one day.

[@izreeldymond5534]

I lost my daughter's mother two and a half years ago to suicide ...trauma is real it's not a joke we hide it very well we feel shame NF addresses it I respect you with my whole heart little brother ....God bless you Nate!!

[@_csinti_]

I'm sorry for your loss. Keep holding on, I wish you all the best

[@izreeldymond5534]

@@_csinti_ thank you I have faith

[@michelleferguson6497]

❤

[@shanequinzele7169]

😢😢😢

[@steevxsteevx8456]

OMG 😮😭😭😭😭😭

[@DaleK828]

At work at full volume because I don't care what anyone else thinks. NF your music is amazing and it changes lives keep doing what you love and are passionate about and be REAL!!!!

[@LucasBurnMusic]

same

[@clexa-the1002]

*"I don't care what anybody else thinks"* (Why)

[@65301]

Are you real?

[@tim9680]

My work is too loud and i cant even hear this at full volume

[@aerograd]

This song is great. It's sad, radio stations never play NF. . Instead we get the same songs over, in a repeated loop sometimes. . Breathing and Breathing and Breathing and Breathing. . or Beautiful People Beautiful People we aren't beautiful. . Like, change the songs up. . this guy deserves some recognition. A lot of the songs radio stations play now. . just say the same line 45 times in a row. . this is a nice break from that. And like. . it seems they are dead set on certain artists. . then never play any others. It's sort of sad. Keep it up NF, You'll get there one day hopefully. . though not like you need it, we like you how you are today.

[@aurora_1x]

Reality is too sad for most of the people..and that's just dumb

[@fyzsecunex3893]

for real 😕

[@JJ-iy8dx]

Yeah, these happy songs make me sad but for some reason sad songs make me... happy in the end...

[@user-hanging-at-the-hanged-man]

I’ve heard him on the radio

[@ninjagirl4669]

Let You Down was played on the radio... Was a while ago tho

[@raina5735]

personally my favorite song of the album so far, don't think he's ever made a bad song.

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

Zoinks Facts 🔥❤️🗝

[@andrewcuster5753]

His moments album and im free ep

[@thebreadboy8181]

The worst part is when your broken and your struggling to live but everyone in your family and life thinks your overreacting. 😔

[@jessteubner9928]

True Story

[@thebreadboy8181]

@Alondra Hernandez yeah 😔

[@thebreadboy8181]

@Richanonymous22 i'm not sure i understand what u just said but yeah 😂

[@alexwilcoxson1279]

whats even worse is when they don't even know your broken but your to scared and broken to say anything.

[@carterwatson1949]

me right now and everyone absolutely everyone just tells me to move on even myself when i know ive been trying to for 2 almost 3 years now. Im kind of glad im alone most of the time nowadays cause no one has to worry about me i dont have to feel like such a burden.

[@mahraalkhoury114]

"trade my joy for my protection" Damn. This hurts as it defines me alot :( It's the truth i don't think i'd have the courage to say out loud. Thank you, NF

[@Hozay1228]

I listened to this song 9 times in a row.. I also cried...... 9 times in a row... bravo , sir. This song is profound

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

Jose Lambert Same.. I Feel You ❤️🗝

[@t.s3994]

Same here. When I first heard this song I needed to cry and believe me I cried

[@superfan9986]

I want to but I'm at school 😒

[@clau4808]

i think i listened to it for 12hours straight ;-;

[@rift5955]

Thank you for changing my life NF 🙏

[@Cboo-y1v]

Almost 70 years old now and think often about why we go through are whole life trying to get over the abuse of parents or others. It was when I turned 56 that God blessed me with someone who loves me unconditionally and I him Prayers to all victims of something one way or another. We carry on and hopefully we can help 1 person or child on our journey through these twisted memories. 🙏👣💔

[@sarahwithajay]

This song has hits so hard right now, just after losing someone to suicide. I haven’t cried like this over music in a while

[@aalihadesiree3932]

Sarah Jay I’m so sorry. Hold on 🙏🏽

[@sarahwithajay]

Aaliha Taveras I appreciate it ❤️

[@izzillidizzilli6188]

Sarah Jay please stay strong! ❤️🙏

[@raine7814]

It's gonna be hard af. Ngl especially when time passes and you start to forget their smile, voice, smell, and laugh. I don't know you're personal beliefs or my own if i'm being honest but I hope your loved one found peace and I hope you do too.

[@sarahwithajay]

M. M thank you ✨

[@THFAN48311]

Finished listening to the album but this is definitely on repeat 🖤

[@russellmay4299]

same here my guy

[@madpizzabae]

BeyondTheAvenue93 same

[@novapalaca2900]

Yes

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

BeyondTheAvenue93 Same 🔥😍❤️

[@JaneDoe-fz7xl]

I think I have listened to the whole album at least 5 times by now.

[@gracejones4295]

When you have been crying, screaming and yelling for help but the closest people around you just can't seen to notice that you need help.

[@domchhan1960]

Grace Jones stop. Breathe. Verbalize your pain. Communication is key. Not everybody is bright enough to get the hint. I’ve dealt with this for 18 years, last year is when I spoke up and confessed a LOT of what I was going thru, not all has been confessed tho, I’m working on the rest. One day, one step, one moment, one breathe at a time. You got this. We love you.

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

Grace Jones I Can Relate.. 💔

[@Fnaelk05]

@@domchhan1960 you are so sweet to this person and I totally agree with u, I have dealt with depression for 3 years and finally this year (the 3rd) I finally could get help I really hope u two get better💖🙂

[@domchhan1960]

Fatema El kork God bless us all. 🤟🏽 #GANGGANG

[@Fnaelk05]

@@domchhan1960 amen.❤❤

[@sophi9554]

Just lost a friend who I've known all my life. I found out that she has been telling everyone my problems and secrets. This song is the only thing keeping me from jumping off the deep end. Thank you.

[@gamersens2363]

Wish I would’ve seen this comment sooner, hang in there! It’ll all get better soon.

[@PuccaP22]

You'll be stronger without them. Anyone who intentional signals stress into your life has to go. That person stopped valuing your relationship with them long before you guys stopped talking. This happened to me too... This person may have grew envious of you overtime and decided to act this way thinking that you would never find out and if you did that you would not be strong enough to cut them off (especially if it was a best friend) Don't give them any power And don't be surprised if they try to come back into your life...

[@adamwade8801]

sorry

[@blueblackeragon1739]

I can imagine the choreography and how emotional the dance would be with this song

[@M_C_T679]

Same. The song is perfect for contemporary. It makes me want to just try and dance it

[@itznba2039]

We made it to midnight everyone 🔥

[@aaliyahrahman7355]

it's 5 am for me :))

[@uhhhyourmom]

@@aaliyahrahman7355 really its midnight over here

[@raul5475]

@@uhhhyourmom its 9 over here

[@thatmanlogan8070]

Hell yeah

[@gabehines6557]

Yessir

[@ElysianComposer]

All his albums are like a film, explaining his fights and traumas...and now finally this one is nearing the end where we stand on top of the mountains we conquered. Together.

[@fruittree1670]

First time a song has made me cry… I’m not mad at all. This song is a masterpiece. It’s the combination of sadnesses, being crushed, and hope for the future

[@TK-uz4ts]

If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you alll the best

[@conflict5553]

Man there really isn't a skippable song in this album Definitely worth the wait

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

dats mee Facts 🔥❤️

[@maryarmijo827]

Yesss.💞

[@izzillidizzilli6188]

ikr

[@thecraigadile1494]

I know. I definitely think this is his best. There isn’t a bad song on it.

[@audreydemasi4690]

Love your music 🤩it’s helped me through some hard times

[@danielrudder1675]

Audrey Demasi me too 🥺

[@audreydemasi4690]

The big little man idk why but his music just makes me break down and also helps me through the hard times

[@antoniomerculief1680]

@@audreydemasi4690 same

[@taylorrauch6259]

Audrey Demasi me too

[@knowtruth5927]

God is not playing around, he loves you.❤

[@bambi8934]

"Trade my joy for my protection" Argh such pure lyrics ~NF~

[@benjaminbrammer2966]

I’m 61 years old and for some reason this young man touches me with his music,,

[@mrsbarleysomebody8773]

*It's really melancholic how the lyrics describe my father* I'd thank him for all the horrible childhood memories

[@tactical_spatula4627]

These lyrics describe my mother in a nutshell

[@nat-nl6pk]

@@tactical_spatula4627 Yup same

[@mrsbarleysomebody8773]

I'm sorry for you all I hope someday we'll cope

[@RAHvdK]

Foster parents for me whom are my God mother and God father as well.

[@ever.m.x]

I´m hyped but sad at the same time.

[@johnnyflores4693]

Who ever has gone through something like this, I feel so sorry for you💔😔, being traumatized because u lost someone u loved or someone u loved stop loving you and not feeling the love of somebody in your life.

[@noname7344]

i feel you bro💔😔

[@izzillidizzilli6188]

feel you

[@jamesvisvardis7721]

i feel you man

[@jennrockefeller8991]

I just got introduced to NF's music recently. My 14 year old daughter loves his music so I decided to give it a listen. This is one of her favorites from NF. I literally had tears streaming down my face. This is one of the most honest heart-wrenching songs I've ever heard. Lyrically beautiful, and deep. This song touched me on such a deep and emotional level.

[@raviedavieu]

Awww. Thanks for sharing this comment, it made me happy.

[@adi4032]

Fyi that you never asked for There's a 70% chance your daughter is suicidal

[@jennrockefeller8991]

@@adi4032 So please tell me where you got your psychology/psychiatry degree?? You want to diagnose someone you don't know and have never met? Yeah, try again. I know my child, thank you. She is NOT suicidal.

[@alexalause1960]

@@jennrockefeller8991 Hey..um..i know that i am also just another stranger on the internet and i don't want to seem rude but part of being suicidal is that we are scared to tell our loved ones that we are suicidal, and i am saying that because i am suicidal. I agree with you because we can't possibly put a diagnosis on someone that we don't know, even if we are a mental health professional, and also our music tastes can't define a diagnosis. I don't want to tell you what to do because i don't have any right to do that, it's just an advise, but if you can afford it, maybe you can ask your daughter if she wants to see a therapist. I am not telling you that because she's listening to NF, but i just think that even if we don't experience any trauma, therapy can always be helpful to any kind of trouble. Have good day/night

[@alexalause1960]

@@jennrockefeller8991 Also on a side note, NF is a really good rapper, you and your daughter have very good music tastes :)

[@tendamudzimugoza8868]

NF is addicted to making great music 😊💪💪👌🔥🔥🐐

[@carinak2388]

probably the only addiction i approve of 😂

[@arthurlegacy5907]

Carina K yup me too. I'm on that one with you sis

[@Haronaduaner302]

To everyone hurting out there, hang in there❤ God loves you, try praying through all your struggles, it will make a difference...

[@leaivanova2078]

Thank you I needed that

[@egodumpster]

Thank you so much! God loves you also!

[@Isa-wy6hh]

thank you

[@havoc161]

Thank you so much...made a major difference for my day

[@beccafluger316]

This song makes me want to hug and hold everyone I know and recognize that it's not only me who is hurting. I don't want to distance myself from pain, I want to heal with it there in full force. And I want to be able to encourage others in theirs.

[@Kimoscloud]

"Trade my joy for my protection" Sheeeeeeeeesh i felt that line though

[@samc3939]

A family friend recently got diagnosed with stomach cancer. I know there are a lot of people going through this also and maybe worse, but I ask for prayers. Please help me pray for him, that the Lord will give him strength through this difficult journey. Please ❤️

[@daniellabonte2374]

I know this is a year later, but I wish you and your family the dearest.

[@renayallen1764]

I prayed that GOD cover him continuously and heal him every step of the way GOD is awesome ❤️💯❤️💯❤️💯

[@rarity790]

you have my prayers at any time you need

[@guardian7773]

How is your friend doing now?

[@jarheartfaith4341]

In Jesus name pray for healing

[@pheimann]

Thank you Nate You are saving me from suicide Your music keeps me alive

[@linaray1647]

i am here for you, stay strong.

[@farzi6063]

Aye, chin up, hold on.

[@jesusreyes7161]

Paul Heimann hang in there bud it gets better

[@zimush4791]

Stay strong brotha!!

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

Paul Heimann Same.. I'm in a dark place and It's Really Scary 💔

[@olmie5544]

Friend: Who are you listening to? Me: NF Them: Is that the depressing rapper? Me: No he's the honest rapper.

[@chase6708]

*real

[@olmie5544]

@Chase Clary true

[@aaronhoran4585]

I’m 14 and this is deep

[@haleyfrizzell515]

Period

[@haleyfrizzell515]

Chase Clary period

[@Howdy-Personality]

When the first chorus starts, i feel like the piano note hits so hard to my heart that i finally realize that i'm all alone.

[@TK-uz4ts]

You are not alone. We are all in this together and we will make it out of this together. If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best

[@caidengrenier3048]

okay

[@jasecooper4998]

Your not alone. Been suffering from depression lately and I know that I’m not alone. His music is one of the only things keeping me here….

[@TK-uz4ts]

@@jasecooper4998 Stay strong man, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. Do you have the means to see a therapist?

[@jasecooper4998]

@@TK-uz4ts thank you for the encouragement. I really appreciate it. Honestly, I don’t know if I need a therapist yet. My pastor has been helping me out with that.

[@nxthingpersxnal]

this is so beautiful, Nate. i relate to these lyrics so much. thank you so much for putting it into words when i can't.

[@swenwitman6368]

Man I keep crying over this song... it's just ripping me apart😩

[@leaivanova2078]

Same here

[@avilafamily7112]

Keep Fighting ....... The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:18

[@user-hd3xj3nw1h]

Great verse

[@p4sma421]

Amen, this songs sounds like a conversation/prayer with God. I pray that the Lord srengthen Nate

[@jonathanross9756]

I don't think so I have been batteling anxiety depression and OCD for 8 years and in those 8 years it's gotten worse with 8 different suicide attemps nothing helps talking doesn't help pills don't work only thing it does help is driving and it's hard when you can't afford the fuel everyday to escape thoughts and go in your own world

[@avilafamily7112]

@@jonathanross9756 I am sorry you have been battling this brother. I too suffer from everything you have stated, For 28 years now. I assure you in those 28 years It took me to surrender, and pray until the Lord delivered me. Again I dont wish anybody to have to live with mental illness. But I am alive today to tell you that there is nobody that can convince me that the Lord is not near the broken hearted and the broken spirited. Not because scripture says so....but because he is faithful to help those who call on his name in brokeness. I pray the Lord will deliver you brother from this darkness.

[@jonathanross9756]

@@avilafamily7112 I wish God could help I do pray I pray everyday that he can help me and everyone else who suffers from this mental illness but I have had servral suicide attemps and still have thoughts everyday I just don't know what to do anymore I feel done

[@jocelyn3894]

Throughout my life I’ve been given the same look by my parents and other family adults, a look that says why are you like this? Filled with confusion, disappointment, and frustration. I hope that one day I’m able to find the person who will look at me with the same question in their eyes but that it’s filled with curiosity, interest, and awe

[@TK-uz4ts]

Stay strong. You'll find the right people for you in time

[@tiancole8763]

Our father who ought in heaven , sees and knows all my darling , be still & let him fight for u

[@lyndsaykilgour8736]

You will. And in the meantime, I’ll be the adult who sees you and says “you’re like this because it’s who you are. And you deserve love; not in spite of it but because of it.”

[@trashzizzy9862]

2:30 I swear this made me cry so bad. My little baby brother drowned a couple weeks ago and I wasn’t watching him when I took him out of the water he was half dead. Thank god he survived..!

[@drakehardy9280]

TrAsHz IzZy Oh my gosh that’s terrible! I’m glad he’s ok!

[@odjifgnidn164]

i can relate same thing happened to me and they had to revive me because my heart stopped and no one found me for 2 mins. thank god he is safe

[@ThunderNBAChampions]

NF’s Deepest Lyrics Ever!! kzbin.info/www/bejne/inuxpId8rdKdnJI

[@vast7120]

My little brother did drown, and we weren’t as lucky, I have lived with a broken family since 2011

[@angelacavon6408]

@Sparkling Light That sounds very traumatizing!

[@chrisyoung3377]

Friend: who's your favorite rapper? Me: NF Friend: Who's your favorite singer? Me: NF Friend: wait, what? Me: Exactly

[@joonassippola4064]

who is froend

[@shahinfaraj5214]

Chris Young this is whack

[@suryahr307]

@@shahinfaraj5214 YOU is what is whack

[@felipebarron3479]

@@shahinfaraj5214 whack this

[@kyleeliane2470]

🥰😂 his singing voice Is beautiful.