COMING OUT ... The TRUTH

[@Nicolettaxo]

Hi guys! I am so scared to finally open up and talk about my struggles but today I decided it was time for me to get out something I have been feeling for this past year. This year has been one of the most difficult years of my life and I tried to keep ignoring it, but I think it is time I am open and honest and share with you guys my story and struggles. Its okay to sometimes admit that we are not okay. I love you guys and truly appreciate all your love and support you have given me this past year.

[@LuLu-xo6rr]

ILY

[@ambrbora4066]

me too i feel so sorry for you and i really love you i hope you will feel better soon

[@katierusher17]

Nicoletta xo I love you and I hope things get better for you :3 :3 =^-^= :p

[@cfaundezblanco]

Nicoletta xo Ily so much! hope everything get better soon❤

[@cfaundezblanco]

Nicoletta xo It helped me so much! this past year has been so hard, i have a new school and i get bullied and it has been so hard and you are really such an inspiration, so thank you so much and i hope you get so much better because you are helping me so much. Have a nice day Nicoletta❤

[@Sheetalc]

thank you for sharing, this was so brave of you and im proud of your strength girl!!

[@Nicolettaxo]

Sheetal thank you so much beautiful ❤️❤️❤️ thank you so much for your sweet words ❤️

[@emilysietsma5567]

Sheetal I

[@KennedyCymone]

thank you for this :) I made an entire video talking about my problems but never had the guts to post it, you've encouraged me to finally open up.. you're not alone girl

[@Nicolettaxo]

Thank you so much that seriously means so much! and if its one thing I learned its okay to not be okay and sometimes it is okay to open up and be vulnerable. love you girl!

[@nathanialyx1596]

Thank you so much for this, Nicoletta. Recently I realised that the person I used to think was my best friend just takes advantage of me. I mean, she genuinely cares about me, but if I treated her the way she treated me, she would hate me. I just don't know how to cut her from my life. We're awkward around each other nowadays, she's not making me happy and vice versa. But I'm working on it. I also want to be a youtuber, but.. I don't have the right equipment and no one supports me, not even my parents. they don't understand why this is something I want to do. I've been feeling so alone lately, and this had made me feel much better. thank you. 💕

[@noort2301]

NathaniaLimOfficial I can relate so much

[@lauryn4586]

NathaniaLimOfficial I am going to subscribe to you. Don't give up. Never do. You never know what can happen.. What if you become a KZbinr with a million subs? Things will change.. and for the better. Don't give up on your passion. You can do anything you put your mind to. Good luck, I can't wait to see your first video :)

[@lauryn4586]

NathaniaLimOfficial If your supposedly "best friend" makes you feel terrible, get them out of your life asap. You don't need the negative energy. What you should do is slowly pull away from her. Don't pay as much attention to her little by little - day by day. You will make more friends, anyone can. A saying that girl needs to hear is "treat people how you want to be treated." If she treats you poorly, why should you treat her any better? I'd suggest to get away from her. If you truly think you two can better your friendship, try. If it doesn't work the first time, cut her out of your life. No second chances. I hope your situation brightens and that it all works out. There comes a time when you have to stop crossing oceans for people who wouldn't even jump puddles for you. 💕

[@nathanialyx1596]

Maple Thank you so much. I'm so glad there are people like you around who actually care. You just made my day with your comments. I really, really appreciate it. I don't know you personally, but still, I can't even say how much I want to thank you. Virtual hugs from someone who's part of the KZbin community 💕

[@Amy-br5wd]

NathaniaLimOfficial same here, and IF I do become a youtuber hopefully I would succeed

[@realgirl5055]

If I'm not wrong, 2016 was the worst year in this whole life we've lived till today

[@iisamiksharoutii6007]

I do agree with u 🙁

[@shaylam5493]

RealGirl 505 but that's how u become stronger by facing a lot of difficulties in life and hopefully the next year will be better ❤️❤️.

[@realgirl5055]

Shatha Mishary Yass! u r absolutely right. But I swear, I've never been through such difficulties in my entire life, that I faced this year. Stress, depression, loosing confidence, breaking relationships😢, etc, etc. But I know everything happens for a good cause, and at the end of the day, everything will be totally fine😊😊.

[@greenpuffwithmegan2872]

bad for me too!

[@zainabshaikh3726]

RealGirl 505 so freaking true. It sucked. It was the WORST year of my life.

[@MISSYANYI]

You're so strong for sharing this. God bless babe and don't worry ... Things will get better. Stay positive 💜

[@cheeseontoast1300]

I'm barely even a minute into this but I already want to hug you and tell you it's ok ❤️

[@Nicolettaxo]

love you!!

[@jenrose896]

The reason why your channel is growing rapidly is simply because you are relate able, realistic, and "normal" if that makes any sense.

[@jendrivesajeep6656]

Nicolleta, I'm 40 with a lot of background in loss & other life experience. Everything you said took me years to subscribe to & believe. Always keep moving forward even when all you can do is take baby steps. You should be so proud of yourself by doing good with all the bad - there are a lot of other toxic things you could have fallen into. Keep your head up, Sweetheart. I'm glad you posted this. *Life. Does. Go. On.*

[@Nicolettaxo]

Jennifer Micek thank you so much for your sweet message it truly means a lot to me ❤️❤️❤️

[@keepupwithliv]

this honestly broke my heart, I love you so much girl

[@Nicolettaxo]

Love you Liv

[@MissBellaOrnelas]

You inspired me in so many ways, I dated a guy for five years and he would hit me, manipulated me, force me to be intimate with him. I broke up with him two years ago and I thought I was finally free but now I i have to live with anxiety, depression and low self esteem. He ruined my life, I ended up hating everyone around me. Then have to be the person my mom wants me to be, I can't dress the way I want to, say or do what I want to. Its embarrassing but I'm 23 years old and my mom controls my life. But you make me believe there's a light at the end of the tunel. Thankyou for being honest with us your viewers and subscribers. I know I'll be able to make it through knowing someone like you is making it through ❤️

[@LovedHappy]

Vivian Ornelas you're so strong, I believe in you and that you'll pull through this💖

[@carolinek3055]

Vivian Ornelas Stay strong girl. I know that I haven't experienced anything like that but you've come this far and you're a survivor.

[@gachaturtles5450]

Ik how it feels to be depressed and to have anxiety😔

[@glowyaf]

Totally thought you were gonna say you were gay. No problem with that lol but yeah lol. I can really relate to what you've said. So thanks:)

[@ilovepiper111]

Ashley Jester same!

[@foodislife3364]

Ashley Jester omg 😲 I thought the exact same thing

[@dracomalfoy7901]

Sameee

[@sianleighotley9624]

Ashley Jester same

[@RaquelPeraltaflusterose1234]

exactly! the title is soo confusing! because that term is mostly used to say ur gay

[@miraclesxo]

2016 has honestly been a terrible year for me as well & listening to your story has helped me.

[@Nicolettaxo]

I am so sorry beautiful!

[@maysamcharifa4071]

I found this video on my home page.. I've never felt like I can relate to someone as much as I did after watching your video. You made me feel better and I don't even know you. Stay strong and do what makes you happy always. *subscribed*

[@Nicolettaxo]

Aww that is so sweet! aww so glad to hear that seriously makes me so happy to hear!! thank you so so much beautiful!! I hope all is well for you

[@maysamcharifa4071]

+Nicoletta xo you're the sweetest! Thank you for responding😘😘! Hope all is well with you too☺️

[@Sam-wi6un]

Finally not a clickbait title about a serious subject!

[@ravenanderson9973]

Sam X I know right

[@madelineaskins9442]

Sam X rude

[@madelineaskins9442]

Queens of hearts also rude

[@HarryMainTV]

It is clickbate? 'Coming out' is associated with people revealing they are gay. Therefore she titled the video knowing people will think she's gay. Totally wrong way to go about it.

[@Sam-wi6un]

OMG you totally don't understand my comment, I was trying to say: everyone makes stupid and fake clickbate vids about these sensitive subjects these days, I sayd that i am happy she doesn't do that.

[@Solniadora]

I can relate to loosing friends, feeling lonely, heartbreak. It sucks so much. I had a break up also out of nowhere, I also thought we were gonna last, maybe get married and it crushed me. It's been more than a year since that break up but it still hurts me. And I feel like I have very few friends, I know a bunch of people that appreciate and love me. I remember this quote of a friend I used to have "I consider my friends everyone that smiles at me when they see me" and today I saw two teachers that are my age so happy to see me It made my day. i think appreciating the little things in life are the things that brighten your day 😊❤ ps: you're pretty on the outside and on the inside

[@ROFLMFAOcx]

You're not only such a great person, but you are a verrry beautiful soul .❤

[@ROFLMFAOcx]

//have lol

[@ROFLMFAOcx]

STAY STRONG BBG , you have thousands of friends (yes friends not just people) here for you .❤❤❤❤❤

[@Nicolettaxo]

I could say the same to you beautiful xo!

[@talkwithtaylor4463]

Rofl cx awww, you're both so sweet!! ❤️️❤️️

[@ROFLMFAOcx]

Misstella Thankyouu lovee.❤

[@lizhankes]

Thank you so much for this video. I'm only 15 right now but I've already been through a lot. It started when I was 12 and I got really depressed. I trusted people I met online because I felt more comfortable talking to them then the people I knew in person because they couldn't judge me to the same extent. I have gone through extreme amounts of depression all through middle school, and the only person who was there for me was myself. I thought a lot coming up with analogies and quotes and anything I could to make me realize why I should stay here. I looked at myself as a wall: not the focal point of the room, but I supported everyone and if I was missing people would notice. And I recovered from my depression. So to anyone who reads this don't give up. You are here for a reason. "When you hit rock bottom be an optimist because those rocks on the bottom help you push yourself back up." I am here for you all, I also have a passion for helping people and I aspire to be some level of psychologist.

[@SweetEmelynes]

I love you even more after this video! You should be SO proud of yourself!

[@katen2559]

SweetEmelyne's yes!

[@IsabelleGraff94]

I'm so so sorry that you didn't have people in your life that could relate. I went through a depression and felt the same way, people tell you to "just cheer up" and so on. you're not alone, and this video really showed how beautiful your heart is

[@Shiraeno]

You are so strong! I really hope you are okay right now and im really proud that you love to help people because this is one of the best things ever in the world. Me it makes me so happy. I have lost some people important to me.. like my dad and my bff for like 10 years... But your video really hepled me! Thank you ❤

[@shaebyrnes5860]

Hey, I understand what you're going through.Two years ago, I was very lonely, and I was depressed and for some reason, watching youtube videos, not just your own but others too really helped me. I love you so much. Lately I've in kind of a funk and it's helpful to see that other people are going trough the same thing. I just wanted to say thank you, that's all.

[@baylee5153]

I love and appreciate your honesty so much. I know I'm just one of the 200,000, but I am always a friend that is here if you need to talk. You are so beautiful inside and out and so strong, and you will get through this. I always love watching your videos and I love how driven and productive you seem. You have so much going for you, and you had so many amazing things to say in this video! Just because you're a KZbinr, doesn't mean your not human, and I love how you showed that in this video. Lots of love, Baylee xoxoxo ♡ ♡ ♡

[@beccasayyyyys]

I've been in a huge funk this year too. You're brave for sharing. Love you girl! 💜💜

[@Nicolettaxo]

I am so sorry beautiful! I hope everything ends up turning for the better for you because you truly deserve it! i love you more beauty! xo

[@sheakillinit]

2016 has been the worst year of my life. I just lost my job last night and it wasn't because of my wrong doing. I have a car and an apartment to pay for and I don't know what to do. My boyfriend and I have been butting heads. I lost so many loved ones and friends and I just want to get this year over with. I can't anymore

[@tb4x1s25]

i hope everything gets better! lots of love

[@mayakazed2101]

OH WELL LOL You're not the only one... I hope things will get better to all of us

[@hollylouise138]

It's okay. I went through a time this year when I was really low most of the time, and some of my friends didn't even try to understand. This has also helped me a lot. No matter what, always try and remember that you are not alone 😉

[@simplebeauty4343]

Lobelia Lilly is awesome

[@boredddagahg]

i have social anxiety and its hard for me but everytime i watch your videos i feel better!!! thank you

[@xCandyxo]

I love how strong minded you are to share this with us ^^. It's hard as it is to find someone in real life who can relate and sometimes they're on the other side of the world who you never would have gotten the chance to meet if it wasn't for youtube and I'm glad you took your social platform as a medium to share it. Going through life, I had to be my own best friend and tell myself the same things you're telling us now, and it's even more reassuring and strengthening to hear it from someone else for once, so thank you c:

[@isinha21isi]

There isn't much time since I subscribed to your channel, I watch all of your videos, and I really like it, this particular one made me cry, cause I kinda understand you, the way you feel. anyway, I don't know if you are religious or believe in God, but I have a really smart and special friend that in a dark moment of my life said that everybody has their cross to carry, a difficulty in life, and we can't weep because of it, we should actually be thankful cause inside of that cross, always, deep on that pain is your glory, it's like a disease and inside of it is your medicine, so carry your cross with joy, better days are coming and happiness and peace came with it. I'm proud of what you've made in this channel, you have over 200,000 friends that love you

[@Nicolettaxo]

Aww thank you so much for your sweet message Gabi this honestly means so much to

[@LovedHappy]

Gabi Bonardi beautiful :)💖

[@leah5734]

I know how you feel. About a month ago, I watched my first horror movie, and I hated it. And that horror movie completely triggered all of that fear hidden inside me from years and years and years before. I could not sleep at all for about a week, and and I was scared to do anything by myself. I would ask my parents to wait outside the bathroom for me even in my own house. I was horrified of what might come at me when i'm alone. I would sleep with my parents and I did until a few days ago when I lost a little bit of that fear. When I went to school, I told my friends how I felt and how worried my family was and I bad this anxiety was. They just could not understand. They were telling me that mine was no worse than their fears of their dog falling off the roof, and they could not understand how bad my anxiety really was. I might make a video about this on my channel, but I am so scared to, because my friends have KZbin channels too, but I got so upset when they could not understand how I felt. When I was explaining to them when happened, I started yelling when they said that mine was no worse than theirs. I yelled at them and I regret that decision with the fiber of my being because all but one of my friends had left me. I feel so alone, and I hardly have anyone else left for me. The kids at my school make fun of my because those friends that I had told everyone what happened. I feel like there's nothing left for me. If anyone went through something like this, please help me and give me some tips because I feel so alone, and I still have most of that anxiety.

[@kaylarose9760]

Calzone Cat If you are having anxiety it is a good idea to go to the doctor and find out what to do to get better. I hope you get better soon🙆

[@roxey3779]

Just know better things are coming

[@tamuredahwilliams4538]

Calzone Cat I would advise that you use this time alone to really focus on what you want out of your life. Write your goals down, honey. And, I want you to REALLY focus on making them come true. Before you know it, you will meet new friends who have more in common with you. But, you really have to make yourself happy first. And, I'm also telling you to just focus on your goals because I want you to be distracted from all the negativity going on around you. You are stronger than you know!

[@Catcat55566]

Calzone Cat you know what, just like what she said, people don't understand unless they are going trough it, and thats sadly true, no matter how much you try to explain what it feels like to them, they most likely still wont understand, because we all experience emotions differently, i think you should try to take your mind off of whatever scares you or might trigger that fear, like reading a book, watching/doing something completely innocent and childish, surround yourself with bright happy colors, listening to calming music and sounds, whatever calms you down, and distracts your mind, Or maybe even try going to a therapist, or someone who you know wont take your problem as a piece of cake, someone who you m can trust and know will understand, but untill then, good luck, im sure you can get trough this :) 💖💖🦄🦄

[@anjc1707]

If you don't mind me asking, what was the name of the movie? I recently had a similar experience with a movie that I watched.

[@rememberingpudding3540]

I understand this sooo much because everything bad happens always to me and this year is definetly the worst. My grandpa died, my grades are getting worse and worse, I dont have any friends and I am being bullied, I have deppresion and anxiety,I have a lot of problems at home and I am also being bullied for my weight cuz I am very skinny and I am trying to gain weight and I cant and that makes me so sad. Maybe you could do a video about it :) This video is very helpful and I am so glad that you have made it. Lysm xoxo

[@leathemermaid4820]

ko procita ovo nije normalan Bit će okej..drži se :)Bog će ti pomoći....

[@dorkiR]

❤❤

[@seeleenamohammed7725]

Nicoletta why would we not love you? We know that things are sometimes hard and you get sad. And that's okay because we're all human

[@Nicolettaxo]

LOVE YOU

[@f4iryolive]

This is beautiful 💖💖 I'm so happy that you decided to post this, it helps me a lot. You are so inspirational.

[@thewifelife5016]

This is sooo relatable. I got married and lost ALL of my friends and it really makes you feel so unlikable and lonely. When it rains it pours! You are seriously amazing! I love your videos and trust me girl I get you! You're inspiring and brave and really talented. I was also bullied by other girls and have always felt "not good enough". You are really not alone! Keep being strong and courageous. You are my hero.

[@achanwol]

I love you so much. I am so proud of you, you are so strong. I wish I was as strong and could open like you. I've been hurting for years and recently have been coming to your videos about fitness and etc it helps me find a little bit of confidence.

[@sonimartinez7864]

I was throw that. Not 100% better but 30% better is something. I remember that dark day (,that really were 2 years). I like it was yesterday :( it was really hard to get kinda out of it, but everyone can get better. "The sky is not my limit." I'll love you for ever Nicoletta, the person that I see trow the screen. 💗

[@Kenniasbeautychannel]

You're so strong, amazing and without a thought a really hard worker! 💖 Thank you for sharing this with us because it does make everyone here feel less alone in this world. You're a gorgeous girl with a huge heart, nothing can beat that! I just want you to know that you will be blessed for helping so many people even the jobs you chosen helped people. WOW💕Love You soooo much Nicole

[@Nicolettaxo]

aww thank you so much Kennia it means so much to me! you are so sweet! i love you even more!! thank you for leaving such a sweet message xo!

[@katekadilyak5450]

I can so relate. I am going through something similar myself. And the funny thing... i do also tell myself that I'll get through it; that I'm strong, etc You are so amazing and strong and believe me, your video and this speech in particular is so helpful. You are such a great role model. Girl I wish you the best and I am sure that things will turn around for you and you will achieve all your goals in life and find happiness. Love you ❤️

[@anannyadeo7565]

Heeey!! Its gonna be okay. Everybody feels this way sometimes..And if you don't your not human.. And Your A Beautiful Wonderful Person. Take Care 💙💙 Ily

[@-crystaldreamsmsp-6035]

its ok girl. i am facing all of dis rn and this vid made me feel better. thanks gurl. if u cry then remember i have shoulders and u can cry on one and ill cry on the other

[@xxfluffypunkxx]

Hey girl hey it's me ;) Good for you for making this. When I stopped making videos last year, it was because I accepted a new religion and honestly I felt like my video quality couldn't compete with others. I felt like I didn't deserve the viewers I had. I felt so free when I let myself go from KZbin. I gave up starting college right away because I wanted to invest my time in KZbin. People will never ever ever get what it's like being a true KZbinr. And I did it for a LONG time, since 2008. You my dear, have such a unique thing going on with your channel. I haven't found another KZbinr like you. So hang on to that! Like you're almost at 240k HELLLOOOOOO you've grown so much!

[@danielleradcliff5265]

I always knew there was a reason I liked you and thought you were so calming and understanding. I don't work out or anything but I watch your videos because something about you always kinda cheered me up and called me down. I'm now gonna go watch the rest of the video. I hope it gets happier past the breakup and loss of job. Because you're adorable and deserve to be happy and smile. Love you 💕

[@agustinadiener2318]

You are so brave. I'm so happy you decided to share this part of your life with us.

[@emmaelizabeth_17]

We all love you and your videos ❤️ your videos have been helpin me get through a 9 month deployment with my boyfriend overseas, I've been watchin all your videos and now we're halfway through deployment!☺️ so thank you. You're very valuable and needed by so many people 💙

[@briannac7810]

I have gone through a lot this year too. It should get better soon. You have fans who love and support you, we're here for you nic 💕

[@Nicolettaxo]

love you guys

[@nicholv]

Nicoletta xo are you gay

[@Nicolettaxo]

nickylovebug 123 no i am not , no where in the video do i say that coming out doesnt just mean that you are gay :)

[@mariferb1236]

I'm dealing with depression if anyone has been or is going through something like this, can u please tell me your story? I'm trying to find ways on overcoming this.. this video was great! I love the part where you talked about not being able to see the light at the end of the tunnel, that really helped me to open my eyes and understand I can get to the end of that tunnel.

[@giselasooknana787]

your so strong never give up ik u can get through this i love u so much an i hope you get better soon you are really an inspration

[@Nicolettaxo]

aww thank you so much that means a lot to me beautiful! i love you so so much!

[@giselasooknana787]

Nicoletta xo thx u but i need ur help 😭😭😭😭 an i love u to

[@giselasooknana787]

can u plz help me

[@Nicolettaxo]

gisela Sooknana ?! what happened!?

[@giselasooknana787]

Nicoletta xo self harm

[@carmelamaria4827]

I'm so happy that you told us this. You're one of the most beautiful, inspirational girls ever. I hope you stay strong and that your message gets to many people.

[@jillianel6396]

We're all here for you thank you for sharing this, you'll pull through and tough times pass good things will come! :) this year was very hard on me as well and I'm just getting to better myself I'm ready for next year to be a "fresh" start and just be happy

[@StyleLikeAHipsta]

This will help me get through my break up 💖 thank you for this and I can relate to having to prove myself and do what people want me to do, rather than what I want to do.. I'm currently confused at where I am in life and what I'm supposed to do next... this break up has taken a huge toll on my life because I lost my everything... thank you for your advice 💜

[@juliasaker491]

You are a huge inspiration! You are beautiful and deep down I want you to find peace and hope!💕Love you girl!

[@Jessisbackyoo]

It's okay Nicoletta love you stay strong girl

[@Nicolettaxo]

thank you so much beautiful

[@olivia_lol5690]

How can people unlike this?!!! Sometimes, I don't get people. You are an amazing girl, Nicoletta. And you are very brave too.

[@Nicolettaxo]

Olivia Marie thank you so beautiful ❤️ i love you

[@Shan-ShanH]

Maybe because as I’m watching it’s 6 minutes in and she STILL hasn’t told us what she’s “coming out” from.

[@alexapicher5593]

I feel you soo much !! I've been dealing with a lot of dark thing since a long time ago, and just watching this made me realize that I am not alone and that every problem can be solve!! My life is like a roller coaster, it goes up and down with letting me knowing it before...so thank you for sharing your story!! I feel like sometimes starting a KZbin channel would be sooo fun and I could spread a part of me that live human interaction like you!! You inspired me just with that video !! Thank you soo much and dont let go, you're strong and you seams to have so much more to give !!

[@leonpark778]

We will love you no matter what 😘💗💖💕💋💓💛💚💙💜💞💟💝

[@deliaestrela]

I can relate to what you went / go through so much... But you're such a great person Nicoletta and I'm so happy that I found your channel and I just wanna let you know, that you really inspire me and that I look up to you as if you were my older sister. I hope that whatever you went / go through will pass and that you can be fully happy again! Love you girl 💗

[@Adrian-Maxwell]

You talk about wanting to help at least one person, well that has been accomplished. I needed this SO much lately, i've been dealing with a lot of personal stuff I'm not exactly comfortable posting in a public forum, but thank you, thank you so much for this.

[@Catcat55566]

Adrian Maxwell i hope things get better real soon for youu 💖💖 good luck, i know you can get trough this :))

[@Nicolettaxo]

I am so sorry to hear you are dealing with a lot of personal stuff ! my heart goes out to you! seriously love you and remember to always stay strong

[@Adrian-Maxwell]

Thank you both so much

[@nawalzahra3387]

Nicoletta xo what job was it? and what did you study for it?

[@savashlee1420]

I have struggled a lot this year with external forces that are bringing out my inner demons. It is very difficult to stay true to yourself when the people around you want something else. So proud of all you have been able to accomplish. Much love

[@insiya4561]

Nicoletta, it's okay to weep and shed tears. I'm not trying to show off or expose, but tbh many people used me. The ones whom I trusted (my family also) I struggled a lot and is struggling. If God wills, I know I shall overcome it. I'm glad to have such a beautiful KZbinr who works hard a lot. I just trusted God and He guided me. Things just come and go. At the end, it would be you and God. My love is always with you even if I was in your 2K. I will love you and support you. You are an inspiration. Just remember your struggles are temporary, but your smiles and happiness are forever. Don't let those small things hurt you, love. Take care. Love you always!

[@missnazstylee]

Thank you for being so open and honest with us. we appreciate you and are grateful for you too :) hang in there dear. We all have our battles we go through in this life, you are not alone, but as you said there will be light at the end of the tunnel, even in the darkness we have to keep the hope alive and try to stay positive as much as we can. sometimes even faking it helps so much and before you know it you are feeling much better! :) something to keep in mind :)

[@michelleann8933]

I liked this side of you. keep doing your thing, feelings change and time heals.

[@oxelanaxo]

I completely understand where you are coming from. Sometimes people don't understand what you are going through and it is so hard to not have that support. But from what I have seen you are such a passionate and kind person. You deserve people that will understand and be there for you. I know I'm just a stranger on the internet, but I have gone through extremely similar things as you and am here if you ever need go talk ❤

[@juliasaker491]

Feel Better soon hun!!💜I'm praying for you!😔❤️I love your videos and take care!!💗

[@delphinejonquet7158]

Thank you for sharing. I'll tell you, when i'm broken hearted and cry my eyes out, i always tell myself, "it's okay to cry and be sad right now. it's what i feel. Tomorrow, i'll be better. Tomorrow will be a better day and i'll be alright." Stay the way you are. There is nothing wrong with you sweetie. You are great for allowing yourself to deal with things and feel them. It means you have a heart :) Bless you.

[@janaloslassen4272]

I dont understand everything ( I learn English for 3 years 😐) but I understand the message behind this video. I know for you will come a great time. 😘 When im down, Music is the best way to heal the soul I think. Thats my view... And you said in the middle of the video that you planned everything... thats sound like tessa from the book after by Anna todd... she planned everything. was the best in school... but then everything changed... its an amazing book series. But its also a love story so maybe you will be sad if you read it because you had a breakup but maybe it shows you that plans can be destroyed. ( maybe you dont understand me 😂 sorry... my English isnt good... hehe 😂😑)

[@timidelle1127]

Jana Loslassen your English is actually really good! ❤

[@Catcat55566]

Jana Loslassen your english is great, and perfectly understandable :) 💖

[@Catcat55566]

Jana Loslassen your english is great and perfectly understandable :) 💖

[@SmokieButterfly]

You are an amazing woman! I've been struggling with motivation, always have been since high school. I've developed Agoraphobia and I can't hold down a job. I love to sing and draw clothes. some clothes I'm able to make on a 3D chat site called IMVU. I've posted some covers on my Sushiroll account, and have been flagged a few times even though my video states that I don't own the song. But aside from that, as I said I have motivation issues, and it's so hard for me to get videos up. seeing some of your videos, including this one, has made me hopeful that I can one day be like you and some of the other KZbinr's I follow. You are super sweet. Keep being you dear :)

[@tiffanybuchanan9673]

Girl you are in inspiration for all of us and I love you so much for that xx 💞😻💜

[@Nicolettaxo]

Tiffany Buchanan love you even more ❤️

[@tatyx5523]

i feel you! im feeling sad everyday and i don't have nobody, i lose all my friends. But I want you to know that i love you so so much and I'll always be there for you. you're amazing. thank you for everything. you're my inspiration in life. i hope u have a good day and smile a lot bc your smile is my reason to smile. be strong and stay amazing babe ❤✨

[@snigi9154]

ur always telling us to be confident and beautiful, u r a perfect example. True Nicolettes (probable spelling it wrong :( ) are not going to doubt u once. u r an awesome and inspiring person. stay strong and I love you 😘😍😃

[@Nicolettaxo]

aww that means so much to me thank you so much lovely! LOVE YOU EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL !

[@snigi9154]

thank you 😂😃😃😃 appreciate u taking ur time out of the day to reply to others

[@haiaamihay6518]

you're just GORGEOUS!!! i swear i replayed this video over and over again because youre just so honest and inspirational human being. i think all youtubers should be like u. usually people dont show who they really are but you just came up and showed who you really are and thats just amazing and perfect. you know, sometimes "let go" is the best way to deal with things sitting inside youre heart and soul, i totally ADORE people like you. plus, i really know how you feeling, i swearr to god yoouu are my twin!!! it wont be easy but it will be worth it. stay strong girl ILY

[@mandirakhotkar1982]

i hope everything is right with ur health. stay blessed

[@Nicolettaxo]

Thank you so much beautiful I truly appreciate it

[@mariamacmaster7980]

It´s ok you didnt mention the problem you have with your health, I wanted to tell you I also have a terrible disease Ive been sttrugling with for the last year, sometimes I feel like it´s never going to end but I stay strong because life is so beautiful and have so much to offer to us. I hope you get better soon, I hope you find the light that you need in your life, because sooner or later life will smile back to you. Send you my love!

[@maryann4797]

Nicoletta , don't worry , everyone struggles and has problems you are amazing love ❤️ don't ever be afraid to open up

[@maryann4797]

And this year wasn't my year either 😕 my sister had to get an operation on her eye and I don't want to go in detail but now she's having her surgery again and she had to go on steroids and that made her gain weight and she lost all her self confidence at one point she hated her life and now I'm just praying every single day but I'm sure she will get better 😞😊

[@kaylablackburn8332]

I hope your health is okay. I struggle with many health issues so it really intrigued me when you said that but some people aren't ready to open about things like that but it can really help others. So many of us are fighting health demons nobody know about. Anyway, sending love!

[@tatumhilvers79]

Nicoletta Please don't cry You should be proud of yourself ! You are so brave you posted this You are so brave to post videos on the internet knowing people are gonna judge you You are so strong you are talking about this You are amazing always remember that I love you so much and I hope you read this and feel a little bit better ❤️

[@Nicolettaxo]

awww thank you so much that made me feel so good ! seriously its sweet people like you that make me love creating and uploading ! thank you so much for the sweet words and the support it means so much to me I could never thank you enough

[@tatumhilvers79]

+Nicoletta xo aw that's so sweet i love you too 💖

[@lyricsofallsongs8772]

I'm from morocco, and you inspire me ! you're so strong and GOD your videos are so helpful to me, this comment can seem so typical and normal but no, since i've watched your first video i knew that channel is so special, bcz u r special, and again i really apreciate your strenght and personnalityy GOD u inspire me so much ! ....

[@anweshadattagupta8134]

Go girl!! More power to you.. You are the best thing I look forward.. you're super motivating.. love you..❤ Respect!! Keep shinning girl.. keep you head high and middle finger higher❤😘

[@aperson5094]

Wow, I have so much respect for you💖the fact that you went out and told so many people just makes me love you even more, you honestly make my day when I see your videos. You are one of the most beautiful and amazing people I've ever had the pleasure of laying eyes on😘keep going girly, it will get better💖💖💖💖

[@CarolineGracee]

I know this isn't one of your most fun/happy videos, but it was actually really nice to learn more about you

[@CarolineGracee]

I feel like I can connect with youtubers more after I watch these

[@Nicolettaxo]

thank you so much for even watching means the world to me xo

[@swetamangaraj3352]

it's absolutely k 2 share your true story... because u hv a family here too... your KZbin family... they will support u always...God bless u... always stay happy ... 💖 U....

[@amyluvsjordan4866]

Its ok honey (: we still love you!!! This video helped me so much! SO INSPIRATIONAL!

[@paulinax1428]

Hey! I found your channel for like month or two ago and my first thought was wow, she is so natural and positive. I love that you're talking about ordinary problems that people really have. I also appreciate that you are touching on difficult topics because I know how hard it is for person that actually experienced them. You're very clever, honest and positive energy literally emanate from you. I hope that everything is gonna be alright. You're beautiful and strong woman. Keep going on, do things that makes you happy and never ever let anything change you. Love you! xo

[@kaylarose9760]

I love you, I love your channel:) You are a talented and lovely person.

[@Nicolettaxo]

Kayla Rose thank you so much for your sweet words ! I love you so so so much ❤️❤️

[@rioscolinalondra5295]

Thank you!! Sometimes life is really hard but as you said it is a test and we are all blind to the million of ways we can go through and pass the tests and even be happier than we imagined we could be. We are with you & we love you ... you have a meaning in my life and you are part of my heart

[@stephaniem9807]

you made me cry! but I love you cause you are nice! wish I can meet you and have a life girly chat!

[@Nicolettaxo]

Stephanie magana thank you so much for watching and supporting me it means so much to me 😭❤️❤️❤️ i hope to one day meet you !!

[@stephaniem9807]

☺☺☺

[@vivianray8734]

I know how you feel because last year I lost my best friend in the world and i fell into a severe depression(note:I had already been proven to have chronic depression at age 7) I didn't understand why she would do that because I had experienced many hard times, one being my sister had been in the hospital for a month, and she helped me through it. I thought she understood because the previous year I had explained to her and my other friends that I had disabilities that affected my life so so much. And then recently a girl who had become my bff cause she supported me after the first girl dumped me, left me and didn't even care about how I felt (ps. The Whole time I had to go to school with them) Love you so much and I know you can get through this ❤️❤️❤️

[@bobonana1189]

U go girl i will always love u you r an insparation and a good example thx for the advice its not the same thing but it is relatable thx for being my bff lol thank u for being u

[@luzazocar415]

Thanks nicole,😊this helped me realized that, my mom and my family still love me, and my dad,well, he can figure his way out😊💜💜💜💝💝💝love you!!!

[@JustSimplyMia]

This was 100% relatable. I'm in a huge slump too. I'm glad I'm not alone.

[@KitkatAnniee]

You really are a true inspiration. This video really helped me by just listening to you pour your heart out. I've been going through my own hardship this year. The Dr might think I'm going through depression or some sort of mental disorder and have put me on antidepressants now. Its scary for me cuz all I keep thinking is why me. And just hearing you in this video has given me hope that I can get through this. So honestly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you and I'll always be a huge supporter of you.

[@salexa9785]

Love your videos!!! They are so amazing!!

[@MsElizabeth909]

I think it's so beautiful how you let your guard down and to let me get to know you at that personal level is so special. Thank You for being such a beautiful soul.

[@ashley__c]

here for the 1st time, and you're gorgeous!! i love your eyes

[@sarahfranzem8929]

omg she's so pretty!!

[@BarbieGirlSabotage]

I feel this in so many ways... I recently came out as a lesbian and started dating a girl and I've gotten kicked out of my church and a lot of things are different and it sucks so much... Thank you so much for this it makes me feel like I'm not alone! I wish I'd be able to talk to you in private but you probably won't even notice my comment..

[@lilykent8634]

Watching you cry makes me cry❤️

[@Nicolettaxo]

Lily Kent love you so much ❤️

[@Headspace101]

I am new to your channel, loving your vids :) I live in England, and one thing i have grown to realise is, there are horrible people all over the world. I have just finished my teaching degree, had my graduation yesterday, only to be ignored by most of the females who had been my fellow trainees. This past year has been an eye opener. I do believe Karma is real and will catch up with these people. I always tried to be nice (maybe too nice) to everyone. Sadly, too many people are selfish and nasty. It helps to know that other people are going through/gone through the same things. Great vid xxx

[@mckennam.480]

Aww I hope your ok I love you so much and you are beautiful and amazing

[@Nicolettaxo]

McKenna M. I love you so so much beautiful ❤️

[@madisonmarberry9875]

I love you so much and i am so proud of you. i can honestly relate a lot to what you are saying and I know it's kinda late but I'm sorry that you got fired, honestly it's their loss. Also it's your ex boyfriends loss to because he lost an amazing beautiful girl. but thank you for posting this because I know some people tend to think that just because KZbinrs always seem happy in their videos that it means that they are always happy but everyone has their struggles and thank you for being brave and sharing your struggles with us

[@kristycurtis2589]

Love you Nicoletta!

[@Nicolettaxo]

I love you more Beautiful !!

[@Ohsvm]

I'm so happy you shared this with us💜. You are a very strong person and just sharing this helped me open my eyes a little more. knowing I'm not alone, and that theirs others that go through the same thing I'm feeling. By letting this off your chest you allow yourself to vent and let go of old feelings and have closure. 💕thank you for sharing this💜💜💜.