seikatsu no gizou itsumo toori toorisugite ikkai itta ‘wakatta.’ modoranai kakushinhan desho? yuushokuchuu ni naita ato kimi wa waratteta watashi mo sou da yo.’ tte itsuwari no kimochi gassan shite haite damatte zutto tamatteku nani ga nande mo men to mukatte ‘sayonara’ suru shikaku mo nai mama boku wa hai ni moguri byoushin wo kami hakuchuumu no naka de gangan kudaita demo kowarenai tomattekurenai ‘hontou’ wo shiranai mama susumu no sa kono mama ubatte kakushite wasuretai wakariau maru hitotsu mo nakute mo atte ‘gomen.’ tte kaesanaide ne katachi no nai kotoba wa iranai kara kienai kouishou ‘nandemo uketomeru.’ to itta kiri mou kaeru koto wa nai detarame demo boku no tame ja nakute mo kimi ni mamorareta me mo kuchi mo imi ga nai hodo ni fusagikonde ugokenai boku wo mitsukenaide hottoitekurenai ka doko mite mo doko ni ite mo akanai hai ni moguri byoushin wo kami hakuchuumu no naka de gangan kudaita demo kowarenai tomattekurenai enjitsuzukeru no nara kono mama ubatte kakushite wasuretai wakariau maru hitotsu mo nakute mo atte ‘gomen.’ tte kaesanaide ne katachi no nai kotoba wa iranai kara sugatte sakende asa wa nai waratte koronde nasakenai dare no sei demo nai koto dareka no sei ni shitakute ‘boku tte iru no ka na?’ hontou wa wakatterunda mihanasarete mo shinjiteshimau yo kono mama ubatte kakushite wasuretai kono mama ubatte kakushite wasuretai kono mama ubatte kakushite hanashitai wakariau maru hitotsu mo nakute mo atte ‘gomen.’ tte kaesanaide ne ‘utagau dake no boku wo doushite?’ sukuikirenai uso wa iranai kara hareta reira