Nightcore - My pain locked away (fabian secon) - Lyrics

[@EidenXII]

Nightcore version is up now on spotify!!! 💖 open.spotify.com/track/4fyOcRVYPHuGxl2cCFFGC3

[@samuelszalay_]

Nightcore Eiden 💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@iwasaliceinkwolf]

I agree💜 I hide my sadness and fake a smile on my face💔, even tho my online bf {which we want to meet irl} always make me happy when I'm sad. Eiden your nightcores are the best💖 :")

[@julianielsen5361]

Nightcore Eiden I love your video is so Beautiful :-)

[@srartv5745]

My brother died ... But i keep on with life ! I try to keep the smile ... But im bullied in school ... Life is tough ... BUT WE ARE STRONG AND WE CAN DO IT !! ♡♡ 1 like = 1 smile

[@akisgone]

🖤Yup..

[@wimasunflower9934]

(strong people always hide their problems behind a smile of hope); so wonderful

[@NoName-rajin]

When life changes to be harder change yourself to be stronger

[@ryan-mr4zz]

I dont Feel anything more my mom is woried. She was telling a Joke and my sisters werde laughing but not me i was looking to nowere :/

[@valenxd5410]

Lol u callin me strong?

[@sabnamarju7964]

But I'm so tried now. My mind always wants to die

[@ryan-mr4zz]

@@sabnamarju7964 me too

[@jazmineelkins1466]

We are connected through music 😞

[@melanieradford2739]

everyone is nice here but what are they like irl?

[@roxy-channightguard7896]

Different, I guess? But when I see what people put in the comments, I get teary eye and put what I'm thinking on there. People end up liking my reply! I guess that's because I'm a big softie... ^^'

[@sabnamarju7964]

Only music and no one 😫

[@Max-pr4lf]

I’d say that too

[@sovlmc]

😔

[@lylie5372]

Depression is like being colour-blind and constantly being told how colourful the world is

[@rashiididk621]

fking blind kek

[@Dragonose]

This is a really good quote.

[@sephiroth9481]

True lylie

[@axew7368]

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[@justagachatuber994]

I'm color blind.....

[@gabisword3]

To all the people that say they can relate. I'm so sorry for whats going on in your life xx

[@roxy-channightguard7896]

Thanks. ^^

[@sacannahpizzuto6292]

A lot I relate to this song so much

[@sadnothing7760]

Xx?the fuck,you ain't got a clue what half of us are going through(the actual problemed,not the fakes)

[@Darkside-rc5xg]

Sure your sorry,heh...

[@axew7368]

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[@lsmemr8789]

A friend of mine asked me why I was so silent and said I looked sad recently. But. I just set up a fake-smile and answered: "Oh, I'm just lil tired, that's it." And thought "None''s gonna see my pain. All emotions locked away. Can't breath but still keep pretending." Ps: Your Nightcores are awesome, they cheer me up every time!! Keep doing your good job 💕👐 Edit: I'm gonna like my own comment cuz nobody else will.

[@kezzpendleton6442]

This is late but I hope you are better now, don't let anyone put you down and don't let anyone tell you it's a phase sometimes that makes it worse. I won't tell you it will get better because I don't know what kind of situation you are in but I do hope it will. But stay strong, think about the people you love :)

[@xrema_qx5052]

lσsτ memσrγ I will an I hope you’r better😊

[@zynexion3468]

I like the fact that you didn't put something like "edit: thank you for so many likes"

[@jomilsonivorjomilin1949]

My friends always told me to forget all the problems.. I just say OK & always give a fake smile to them cause I don't want my friends know about my pain..

[@kristinnaevraprestholdt5870]

I understad what you are saying. When you feel like you have to make a smile on the outside and pretend like things is ok, when they are not. Hide the pain and suffering inside.

[@flamingpieceoflard5791]

i hide my emotions so well that sometimes i actually believe myself it makes me happy when that happens....

[@visionseeker5633]

Same with me, but when I start to feel just a tiny bit happy my thoughts and my anxiety crushes it almost immediately..

[@lotrandotherstuff2762]

@@visionseeker5633 same

[@michaelJones-eg3gs]

Same

[@valenxd5410]

I thought i was the only one

[@rizkeppert7031]

I wish I could hide my emotions

[@crazyskyler--3751]

The song and the anime really kills me inside. I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS SO MUCH!!

[@psycho_cos_player9373]

I've spent so long, perfecting a fake smile, I sometimes forget what my real one looks like.

[@desha-soleilbarrow7780]

me.....

[@silverfoxdemon9292]

Same.....when I met my bff for the first time she made me remember what it feels to be happy.....since I often put on a fake smile it sometimes hurts when I smile genuinely.....I hope u find someone who makes your cheeks feel the same way

[@aciedice5752]

Same I forgot what it feels like to feel emotions at all. I just feel numb

[@alexhawkins3153]

Yea I lost my self to

[@axew7368]

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[@janghyunwhoo6807]

Even the pain is been locked away in our heart Our heart is broken The pain is slowly leaking out How much hard we try to stick the heart with someone's love glue Once it is broke It always a broken

[@oversaltedsoup]

♡

[@axew7368]

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[@stiliyan8821]

They tell you to be yourself... Then they judge you

[@axew7368]

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[@maniacb9171]

init, like- make it make sense bruh

[@elereiss12]

When I listen to your songs, I just get the feeling that all my problems will disappear

[@arishasohail1465]

They say that: every laugh is hollow from inside!!! I literally felt it... My pain is honestly locked away, a perfect edit for people like meee...love it

[@Ja9m.22]

Anything with Tokyo Ghoul is *PERFECT*

[@EidenXII]

💕 :c

[@axew7368]

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[@leliass709]

My pain locked away. Amazing work.

[@EidenXII]

❤

[@katielinger6230]

This is absolutely gold❤️Thank you for being on KZbin. You always make my day💋👌

[@EidenXII]

no need to thanj me 💙

[@axew7368]

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[@aestheticllyiitrvezii7718]

My Mom: Why do you listen to these kind of music? Me: Cause they all relate..

[@mizukiizaya4581]

Definitely

[@amitavabaul5850]

Same

[@axew7368]

.

[@PrinceVictory101]

Correction: My mom: Why do you listen to these kinds of music you fucking useless mf. You are too young, you have no right to be depressed or sad. Focus, do your work, and quit any and all happiness. Success is measured in grades, not happiness. The West has made you weak. Me: exactly…😣

[@hyugaamvs3573]

Wow...there are no words to describe how perfect it is, but if they could tell you it's not enough yet, i'm moved good job i am speechless 💖💖❤❤❤❤

[@EidenXII]

💙 thanks

[@wikiblach3768]

No wow you girl yea lec goł

[@axew7368]

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[@linasalem1952]

Even on the darkest nights , the stars still shine , brighter than ever 💫😊

[@DEADFACE000]

I love it, it really knows how much in pain you are when u keep it inside💔

[@EidenXII]

[@melanieradford2739]

this made me cry and i haven't cried in so long 0-0

[@EidenXII]

oh 😔

[@melloftw1722]

Im so happy that you are apart of the nightcore comunity you make so many clean songs ps: the best 1 is the worst day ever

[@EidenXII]

i don't like to sped up to much :)

[@akisgone]

Haven't heard a song from Fabian in a while, this song is absolutely amazing and perfect!🖤

[@EidenXII]

yep its been long time ❤

[@axew7368]

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[@yohio.onichan3424]

Oh!man you are the best!!! Chapeau bonne continuation 👊👊👊

So clear voice. Thanks for showing me this artist

[@EidenXII]

❤️ :)

[@axew7368]

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[@ytshaddow4741]

So beautyfull😍 It touched My Heart

[@EidenXII]

❤

[@axew7368]

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[@samuelszalay_]

I love you man 💜

[@EidenXII]

i ❤ U too

[@samuelszalay_]

Nightcore Eiden Thx you 💛

[@ExaltedKoko]

No Homo right?RIGHT!? ._.

[@bubbles5280]

Made me tear up.... It's so perfect and i the way you added the tokyo ghoul parts! Great work keep it up and we will be here supporting you every part of the way

[@Caitín_9877]

I've been listening to this ALL day...Idk wut it brought back, but I had a flashback and forgot it... But still, this is relatable! We hide our pain... Especially when u grow up in a house that when u cry u get shamed... it's considered weak or something. so I just lock up my emotions. this song is amazing NGL. Anywho, I'm glad I came across this!

[@Windy-Clouds]

This is so true! Thank you for sharing! ❤

[@Caitín_9877]

@@Windy-Clouds Omg, I had a friend on discord with the same user!! Whenever I see a name like that I think of her.

[@Windy-Clouds]

@@Caitín_9877 Maybe I am her~ 😏

[@Windy-Clouds]

@@Caitín_9877 Like no joke tho, I’m actually her- we met on online school and became friends over a song. It was Ocean Eyes by Billie Eilish. Sorry to randomly come online and find you, but I’ve been trying to text you for months now and you’ve never responded- I wanted to make sure you were okay so I found you online. I hope your doing well, it took a while to find you from comments- but thankfully I thought of the idea of going on one of your songs from your playlist and looking through there. I saw you updated your playlist and I was over the moon! Honestly if anything im extremely lucky. Lol Again sorry if I scared you or something, I just wanted to make sure you were okay.

[@Caitín_9877]

@@Windy-Clouds Oh- Yeah, my phone kinda oofed ;-; It was fine the night before then the screen went all black the next morning- sarry to make u worry!

[@LiLMilo-fp4zr]

Words of wisdom all the time ❤❤ love ya eiden

[@nxm_studio]

Every time you go out a new video I always want to cry when I hear it Because it is beautiful And sad as I like it i love you

[@EidenXII]

i ❤️ you too

[@nxm_studio]

@@EidenXII kawaii

[@hajarpsycho1884]

''my pain'' the best part!

[@mathew7447]

I have hid my feelings so long that its hard to feel them. I have perfected a perfect smile for people but now I feel that I can't smile for myself. I have cared so much for others that I don't notice how much care I give myself. Everyone deserves a chance in the world that is why we smile cause they may need it, we hide our feelings and care so much cause we feel like others need more attention, we know the feeling of not being cared for or have lacked it. Keep trying, know that there is someone always there for you even if you don't know it!

[@tokiblossom]

Your content is always amazing

[@EidenXII]

❤

[@xcovnaruto923]

Eiden I haven't been here for a while.... I've been so busy lately and I'm sorry about that but your music is still amazing and hits me hard. Keep up the good work my friend. I know you'll make it up there one day. Much love 💕🙃

[@EidenXII]

its okey

[@nglfreak]

Pretending to be happy when you're in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person. True STRENGTH is smiling when you want to cry, laughing to hide the pain, no matter what you're going through. My dog recently just died, he made it to 7 years. We had to get him put down because he was barking too much when we weren't home.. the fact that my dog had to be put down because he missed us like crazy makes me breakdown even thinking about it, not going to lie i'm shedding tears right now. I know pathetic. But i'll just have to put up a smile & keep being strong.

[@kamilad1276]

it's a beautiful song and sad, and I really like it and it's as sad as my life or better

[@EidenXII]

same for me 😢 and i glad that you like it 💗

[@mizukiizaya4581]

It's really caming...

[@sylwiaskibinska4378]

This is just incredible! Amazing as always! I love it! 😍😍😍 Thank You for upload!

[@EidenXII]

no need to thank me ❤️

[@yagmurruzgar8410]

Wonderful ❤️

[@EidenXII]

❤

[@lsmemr8789]

We've got the same pp what a coincidence xD

[@yagmurruzgar8410]

lσsτ memσrγ omg yes XD

[@FaithTheDemon]

Most of the songs that I listen to, is nightcore. I love your videos ❤

[@thegamerlucifer6664]

Great like always

[@EidenXII]

thanks

[@benladen4306]

beautiful song as always keep em coming and i love this channel Smiles are mostly fake ~me

[@EidenXII]

💖 thank

[@Deborah11F]

this is amazing!!! I like the picture too💟💟

[@EidenXII]

❤

[@skylarharashi7789]

i always smile but behind those smile's pain, anyways your videos help alot of people to escape reality and i am one of them thank you! :)

[@sanjaduricic4328]

KANEKI !!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💖💖

[@EidenXII]

💖

[@kalaishoffmannbeck8972]

iKKKKKKKKKK KANEKI

[@firas6276]

welcome to favourite list you beautiful thing

[@darkstar1696]

This is fantastic and beautiful 💘 I love your Nightcore ❤😍

[@EidenXII]

I appreciate your words ❤

[@darkstar1696]

@@EidenXII ❤❤❤

[@melorover6307]

So relatable loved it

[@lucinatsu9691]

it is so good I love your nightcore

[@EidenXII]

💖 thank

[@Queen-sl5ug]

Thx for posting Eiden...

[@mood6897]

I love your channel ❤👍🏻🌵

[@EidenXII]

thank you so much ❤

[@mood6897]

@@EidenXII your welcome it's the truth 😘❤👍🏻🌵

[@jessicamabel9191]

This is the one song that can describe what's going on with me. Nice song

[@cryptic7even881]

Bro I love your work💼

[@EidenXII]

❤

[@vanlamle9769]

Such a beautiful song with a lot of depression and suffering

[@daredhusky7751]

It’s amazing great job Have I ever caused you pain because I’m really sorry if I did

[@hadilabidi28]

Goosebumps ... I adore this :')

[@EidenXII]

i'm glad you like it ❤

[@Mn-pp6mo]

ياخيي احب ذي الأغنية ♥️ Like

[@otakutub5845]

اشترك اخي ممكن تعجبك قناتي مختصة في الAmv

[@lassiesandlads3076]

This is an amazing edit. 💙 you Eiden

[@FWDetmold]

Did i See Tokyo Ghoul?💙

[@EidenXII]

Yes :)

[@kalaishoffmannbeck8972]

HELL YES im a massive fan of it

[@kalaishoffmannbeck8972]

@@EidenXII tokyo ghoul is awsome

[@diekeien1310]

you did? idk

[@HachimanYT7]

Tbh Tokyo ghoul was my fav anime.. after S3 and S4 well they ruined the feelings that I had for this anime :( s1 and s2

[@audreymaguai]

Thank you for uploading such amazing music ily ❤️

[@lukyrium5876]

It sucks when you go through so much to the point of being almost dead inside. Went from a lonely kid to a lonely teen who went through depression and has serious ptsd. I never wanted to lose more then I’ve gained, but I guess that’s the result of not wanting an easy life. So far the only thing keeping me happy is my baby cousin. She is the reason I can stay out of my room and meet the family even though I don’t like some of the members.

[@axew7368]

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[@deathinsanity666]

I honestly know exactly how you feel. I'm 21 and I'm still dealing with my depression and it seems like it doesn't matter how hard I try, I'm not getting anywhere with my life. Literally was that lonely kid who turned into the lonely teenager and now I'm an even more messed up adult who can't stop thinking everything would just go away if I just stopped but I already know that ain't true either. I'm so far gone I can't tell if I'm living or if I'm dying. I just keep on waking up into this nightmare hoping it all just goes away one day.

[@Phonk_Atmosphere]

Eiden XII , your nightcore is really something , always *Related* ❤

[@artaankrava9432]

Mom:Sweetheart that is not depresion don't worry Me in my mind:you don't even know me 😭

[@NotOdiLIVE]

So true

[@sabnamarju7964]

Me :( tell her everything what I feel) Mom : (savage) do you want to say you are mentality ill. huh!? ( Directing me as a maniac ) Me : no sorry. I'm going. ( went to my room) Friends it’s a true story of me. What to do No one no one is here for me. I'm in depression

[@daasa2402]

i swear this is so true :((((

[@sadnothing7760]

Shut the feck up,you don't know nothing about depression,fecking faker

[@shade4449]

@@sadnothing7760 chill. Everyone goes through something in life. You didn't even ask what happened to them and yet you judge. Don't judge someone just because you think your depression might be worse or some other reason.

[@theluckyday2162]

Beautiful as always 😁💛

[@EidenXII]

i'm glad you like it ❤️

[@NAJT18]

love ya man ❤

[@EidenXII]

love ya too ❤

[@dominykapupstaite4601]

Beautiful! Your work is amasing!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@EidenXII]

❤️

[@khushivaishnaw8682]

Nice voice and lyrics.......👌👌😊

[@EidenXII]

i agree

[@feedtheflame8675]

this song is AWESOMEEE

[@mortoceansara2454]

very nice i love your work so much. ❤

[@EidenXII]

i'm glad you liked the edit ❤

[@mortoceansara2454]

I'm glad you liked the edit

[@mortoceansara2454]

.... ❤*

[@xlibra]

what a great edit 😍😍😍👌🏻👌🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@EidenXII]

❤️

[@holyshit3662]

Let's concentrate how many people from Books, Animes etc can relate: Yukine, Todoroki, Keith, Lance, Leo, Nico... They're only a few

[@KaeR17_]

naruto, izuku, gray

[@FabledSothe]

William

[@FabledSothe]

From WorldEnd

[@_x_darkshadow_x4967]

I love this song! 💔 🔥🌟🎆🎇✨⭐🎶🎵 this is really incredible. Awesome nightcore!

[@EidenXII]

I appreciate your words ❤

[@larapace6369]

❤♥ love it so much omg i was first

[@EidenXII]

Yes you are :)

[@animenightcore4854]

Mine was beffore u sorry in one minute😐😐😐

[@larapace6369]

@@animenightcore4854 go on newest first and scroll all the way down

[@animenightcore4854]

🤨🤨

[@larapace6369]

@@animenightcore4854 look i don't really care about being the first comment or whatever so whatever if you think you're first then i don't really care.

[@donttouchmypizzaa6447]

Amazing😍😍 been going through a hard time and this is soooo good. I love ya.

[@EidenXII]

💖 thank you so much

[@donttouchmypizzaa6447]

@@EidenXII No thankyou. I recently stopped cutting after a bad breakup and this song helped me stop. So thankyou.😍😍😁😁😊😊

[@animeweeb1487]

This song describes me and my everyday life perfectly

[@gustavobarata8147]

Amazing work eiden 👍 ♥ ♥ ♥

[@EidenXII]

💖 thank

[@kaneki-ken96]

I 💖 this channel

[@EidenXII]

aweee 💖

[@kaneki-ken96]

@@EidenXII 💖

[@mysteryadventurebooks5528]

@Nightcore Eiden 💖

[@DARKCOREABC123]

the particle really smooth i like it :)

[@animenightcore4854]

Love it 😁😁👇

[@aruniux6071]

I like this music, its so catchy 🖤

[@EidenXII]

i'm glad you do ❤

[@Angel-jm1ou]

My demons have made their home in my head... so lock them up and hide them with a smile. This edit though is sick 😷❤️🔥 Now excuse me as I listen to this on repeat!

[@EidenXII]

.....❤

[@ojaswanic1599]

Awsm 👍

[@galanzj]

🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@julianatorres8976]

💚 your music selection!!!!

[@EidenXII]

awee ❤

[@leftrightpanties]

So good

[@EidenXII]

thanks ❤

[@leftrightpanties]

@@EidenXII 💛

[@bloomingvillain]

I love your Nightcore! ♥️

[@EidenXII]

❤

[@chaophe]

Keep my battling my self on repeat... nice song love it ❤

[@EidenXII]

..........💕

[@chaophe]

💕

[@darrkshadow3370]

I know I wear a mask

[@EidenXII]

all of us

[@roxy-channightguard7896]

No one can see we have problems because we don't want that to be their problem. So we smile a wear our masks. I listen to your Nightcore music, Edein. I, as well as many others, relate to your music. Great job and thanks. ^^'

[@shutyourstace3753]

I’m not huge on nightcore. Yours is so good.

[@EidenXII]

💖 thank

[@larissakeuri6225]

Ameiiiiiiii mais uma inscrita! não sei se vai me entender mais, eu amei essa música!😍😍

[@EidenXII]

💕

[@larissakeuri6225]

@@EidenXII 💕💕😘

[@gpadleykeren7801]

I love your Nightcore ❤️

[@EidenXII]

aweee 💚

[@timeeamuresan5151]

Super 😭❤❤

[@EidenXII]

❤️

[@timeeamuresan5151]

💞

[@darling0255]

Thanks for this song 💙❤️🙂

[@user-ub5te8tz3u]

The reason why I have an ex is because she died. It’s so hard when people ask about her. One person even said “Who was that girl you always hung out with? When can I see her again?” It hurts. It hurts so much and it feels like I’m he only one that even noticed her. She was so amazing and beautiful, and I can never love anyone else much less love someone the way that I loved her.

[@If.U.ReadUGay]

I feel you😭It's too hard to love someone again so hard when someone reminds her again ;(

[@luc4_c0rrupt3d5]

Dude thats good 👌❤

[@EidenXII]

💖 thank

[@icey3wolf490]

I can relate I have a panic attack almost everyday due to memories an I hid it all for 9 years with a fake smile, it can hide a lot so always second guess a smile when u see one

[@thetruthhurts3763]

Amazing as always

[@shadowwolf672]

Nice

[@EidenXII]

thank Ya ❤

[@lilabode5490]

Thanks for the nicest songs

[@ryan-mr4zz]

I dont feel safe, cant laughing, cant crying i can only feel a snake in my Brest thats Every time bits me and Squish me :/ i dont feel anything

[@mizukiizaya4581]

I feel hands strangling me, and sometimes they give me comfort.