When I realized my love was in vain, you had someone special, and you were sparkling like a star, my futile love was apparent to all but me.I missed the departure of your affection. In my tortured soul I held onto a departed love and my wild imagination, my desire for something special in this dismal world was only a doomed empty dream, my quest for a love all of my own and for once not to be shared with another. Oh my foolish heart once again leads me astray into the abyss of the broken and lost world where nothing is real, only my pain.