About My Mom, Chance & Getting Kicked Out..

[@ralrem4005]

most real side of nick ever seen. no persona, no pogo, just straight gladiator, lots of respect

[@kamajamalaks]

I really wish he would start being like this more cuz the persona is getting rly annoying atp 😂

[@Plague_Doc22]

I like this side more honestly. its so refreshing. Same with how now that they dont just fake fight on stream constantly it has become way more entertaining. Malena is missed tho.

[@sheepthoughti6178]

Such a great side of nick. Only showing chat the bad things she says. Never shows what he's said to her. Plays victim when literally his mom is just a normal fucking parent. Yea awesome side to such a loser

[@asdfbeau]

i never watch OTK or Nick's videos- always thought he was just some spoiled streamer. I got kicked out, at 19, over the same type of frivolous shit. I guess the algorithm wanted to teach me a lesson

[@michaelmachine47]

fr though

[@navedoesthings]

This is unironically the first time of ever listened to Nick speak and get the feeling he's being completely genuine, and it's also the first time I've heard him speak where it made me respect him.

[@MrBa143]

Sometimes you get a glimpse of the real person behind a streamer, and you just wish they would be themselves instead of putting on a persona all the time.

[@frumpyglint]

​@MrBa143 that's why I appreciate asmon a lot. He obviously hypes himself up when streaming, but he's never faking his opinions or reactions.

[@MrBa143]

​@@frumpyglint I agree to some extent. I stopped watching him on his Asmongold channel many many years ago, and i only watched him when he was streaming from zackrawr, because it was a way more laid back Zack. While he is real, he does still have his own asmon persona which was not present on the old zackrawr streams. Now that he only streams on zackrawr, that is gone. The asmon persona is definitely back again.

[@fgqgqlfqsfsffeff]

​@@frumpyglintBro thinking asmon's streamer persona is how he is IRL is crazy.

[@yungebola5524]

me too. i dont know his story, i just see clips him being a goofball on the internet, antagonizing his friends (which im sure all know him and know its jokes) and i thought, wow this guy is funny but a bit of an ass. Knowing his story now and how he worked hard and built himself to where he is makes me respect him a lot more. It's such a shame about what happened with his mother -no one wants to be in conflict with the people that raised and are supposed to care for you - but at end of the day he what he had to to protect his energy and it's great to see him thriving because of his effort. I really appreciate him being real about his situation

[@Provoses]

“Every time I leave my moms house, I leave in tears” damn bro. My grandma is the sweetest lady to me and I love her very much but she has that exact type of relationship with my father for some reason. They just can’t be near each other or someone starts crying.

[@WiseGuyRudy]

Have the same relationship with my moms. 😢

[@Provoses]

@@WiseGuyRudy damn bro I’m sorry about that. Wishing you the best ✌️

[@chs5321]

Thats bc you're grandmother is probably a completely different person to you than to him. My father's mom was always so sweet and nurturing to me, but she was the opposite of my father.

[@ThePolarpop]

@@chs5321 baggage, by that age, as direct parent-kid, so much undealt with baggage people sweep away

[@saltycoke]

your goal should be to find out why..there's always a reason..but they are probably sheltering the truth from you

[@Caiyde]

Watching the chat while he told this story made me feel sick. There's a whole lot of people who clearly grew up in loving homes who cannot wrap their heads around the fact that it's better to have no mother than an abusive one. That's great for them, but when they say shit like "You'll regret it when she's gone" or "You should talk to her for closure" or "She's still your mother, and you only have one mother", all the rage I bottled up growing up with the mother I had comes to a rolling boil.

[@NotRJ001]

I find this version of Nick refreshing, extremely real, no joking around and straight to the point. This gym arc is going well. Edit: Are people really complaining about me saying "Arc"? Nixxas so sensitive these days that I can't compliment someone.

[@Monscent]

a persons life is not a fucking "arc". Get away from the computer, NOW

[@ShizuStream]

Kinda insane how you be deluded into thinking this is gym's doing and not his real persona that he's showing because of a serious topic and not entertaining teenagers on stream.

[@BoolyK]

This is such a weird comment lmfao

[@nicolajluttinenscheel4509]

​@@Monscent he didn't say his life was an arc though. He said the gym arc is going well. What is wrong with calling it that? He wasnt negative or insulting towards nick, on the other hand he was positive and encouraging. Don't see why you have a big problem with what he said?

[@wontonschannel]

@@BoolyK it really isn't??

[@JesseHenderson-xc2kg]

At 20, I became the secondary breadwinner in my parents house. Not making a lot, but my mom lost her job. I helped my parents keep their house for 3 years, helped her get back on her feet. I caught her trashing talking me , to her bff, about my little I gave her. I gave her everything. She ran my finances and gave me an allowance of my money. I saved up and moved out 3 months later. Things haven't really been the same with us since. I love my mom, but she doesn't love me.

[@JohnDoe-xm1ir]

All kids deserve parents, but not all parents deserve kids. You rock man, your mom didn't deserve you.

[@SupremeKeyboardWarrior]

That's heartbreaking man. I know your feeling. These are toxic women who can't be happy for others. They enjoy suffering and they love the drama. They also go out of their way to bring you down to their level instead of uplifting you. They are broken individuals who need help but refuse to acknowledge it. I don't think you love your mother but rather holding on to the old memories.

[@ReznaQay]

sometimes the mother of families see the spouse and children as money makers

[@JesseHenderson-xc2kg]

@@insignia406 lol

[@awerawer0708]

​@@insignia406he never said he was paying the mortgage on the house, and there are plenty of 20 year olds who are very successful.

[@Aeimyn]

So sorry to hear that man. Your outlook is crazy positive. I hope your friends and Malena help remind you that you’re great and deserve that love. Wishing you the best brobro

[@Willis05687]

Easy to have a positive outlook when you're a millionaire.

[@CeroSantos]

@@Willis05687and after grinding hard asf to be a millionaire 💪🏽

[@IBrokeUrCrayons151]

@@Willis05687you clearly have never had money

[@lmaonaise]

@@Willis05687 Interesting. How do you know this?

[@angelderp6689]

​@Willis05687 you act like he was millionaire when he got kicked out

[@RathOX]

You can choose your family, glad you’re good man

[@TheHighborn]

yep, this family is much more than blood

[@MisterS1r007]

My best friend had the same issue. Her grandma kicked her out, her mom didn’t try to stand up for her, so now she’s doing her own thing in a place she shares with three other roommates. It’s tough but she’s infinitely happier.

[@shinodamasaru7945]

Got kicked out. Got new family. May God bless her life with successful dream.

[@AboveAverageChaos]

I personally hate that "your gonna miss them when their gone" mentality. HE didn't damage the relationship, she did and she continues to be the mental child instead of choosing to become a better person. Him sending flowers on mothers day was an olive branch an she responded with hate. HEALTHY relationships are two way streets and if someone isn't meeting you half-way and instead mentally draining you, bringing nothing but pain and tears, its better to cut them out. You cant grow as a person if you allow toxic people to poison you, in the end when she's on that 11th hour an he's not there. thats on her and if she still can hold herself accountable then shes gonna have to answer to a higher power.

[@observer7164]

​@@rjacks3284 How was betrayal two-sided? You make no sense. Nick would have made it anyway either from her basement or from his own apartment. She got called n-word in phonecall and decided to take anger out on him, kicked him out of house, left him to live in dangerous place. Then her husband divorced her 3 weeks later lmao. She's racist garbage who told Nick to leave Malena because she didn't want white grandchildren. If this all does not convince you she's horrible, idk what will.

[@VVD00D]

@@rjacks3284 She honestly didnt do much wrong when he was still at home. Its more of what happened after that shows her flaw. Just cause your kid takes your ultimatum to leave home doesnt mean you hate him for the rest of your life and make sure that relationship never heals. Especially when he makes if by himself and isnt a burden to you and your family cause he didnt do it your way.

[@SirBuljo]

@@rjacks3284 the lack of care makes nothing she did alright, he was nothing more than a guy who does what she wants or can F off. thats no care given. he was a bother to her. Dont defend her. Its typical bad parenting from "face culture" people. Priotize family looks over the wellness of the children.

[@haemburger8215]

@@rjacks3284 she gave him a choice to leave or not and he choose the logical option, that's not betrayal your morals are backwards

[@lnoobe]

​@@rjacks3284gross man. In this video he said he wasn't flunking out, he failed one class. Giving your kid an ultimatum like that is horrible. She could have pushed him to take a gap year where he worked a job to handle more responsibility if she thought he needed it or any other option. When his mom threatens to kick him out it's not his fault. She might feel that she gave him the push to get his act together, but she's the one that broke their relationship by kicking him out. When my options are go to school and work enough to afford to live on my own anyways but I can't play games and lose out on the friends I have there, or get kicked out and do all the same work anyways but I can still do what I want for fun? I'd probably make the same choice as long as I thought I could afford it. Especially since it seems his mom was at least mentally abusive and has only gotten worse. I'm grateful I don't have a strained relationship like that with my parents.

[@aguwas]

i’ve never watched nick on twitch and have only watched his videos on youtube for the past two years now and this is the first time i’ve seen him serious, it’s good to see what he has accomplished and the person he has become

[@BrokeGuysEntertainmentTV]

My mom kicked me out in my sophomore year of high school and said I would fail and not graduate, shout out my grandma for taking me in and being there for my graduation. 🙏🏾

[@InMyOpinion005]

Literally the same shit that my fucking narcissistic mom did but my dad took me in. Dads always get beaten down but there are more bad moms then dads now the pendulum has swung and its because women have the whole world advertised to them and have a completely different experience where men get thrown out after reaching 40. Women when they reach 40 are scary they have money and their true colors show its why you have to be so careful who you look for.

[@Wintyer]

Sounds like getting kicked out was the best thing for you

[@Screcy]

This is why "what if" scenarios are stupid. You can't know what his life would have been if that never happened. Could have been 10 better or 10 worse. At the end of the day he is where he is because of his own decisions. Him being kicked out has nothing to do with it. Also her lying that she pays for the school when everything was on his name is CRAZY. That right there is nasty and doing it to your own son is wild. She is clearly a bad person. He was in his 20's so it makes sense for her to want him to leave but the way she kicked him out like that is uncalled for. And it's not like kicking him out changed anything major in his life. He was still Going to school, he was still playing wow, the only difference is that he got a job cuz he needed to pay for rent. He didn't make it big because he got kicked out, he made it despite being kicked out.

[@Wintyer]

@@Screcy well oddly there could be parts to this story we dont know soo in the end he is the man he is today because he was kicked out we dont know the senerio of what he would have been had she not kicked him out soo your entire what if statment is pointless and i reguse to red more then what if and never bothered to look at the rest blanked it out

[@GusJenkinsElite]

Literally happened to me the day after my birthday in 2013. I was living in my house with just my dad because my mom and brother had left (divorce and college), but he told me weeks prior that he was going to move out and not take me along. His friend died and he left the state to attend the funeral, and when he came back he took his grief out on me by deciding I didn't keep the house in good enough condition for him (nothing changed) and kicked me out because of it. That was the true beginning of my life.

[@Screcy]

@@Wintyer I literally explained why getting kicked out changed nothing from him or his future. He was already playing WOW, he was already in school, he already knew Soda. It literally just hindered him because he had to waste time with a job lol But I guess you are right, getting kicked out made him the man he is today. A man who had to cut out family and disown his mother. So yeah, getting kicked out had a terrible outcome even with 0 speculation and " what if" scenarios 💀

[@Alex_ADEdge]

Its really not though. Its horrible parenting. Like yes some of the results of that action have been good for people before. But its easy to imagine there are plenty of ways Nick could have been supported into a place of success, which leaves a person much happier and less damaged/jaded in life.

[@DanielLopez-jl7is]

Bro I actually relate and enjoy this this side of Nick. It’s wild how he’s ALWAYS in character. It’s a great way to farm clips constantly but this is nice too. Just goes to show when you have it you have it.

[@akwhit3107]

I really respect this side of Nick. Helps me really appreciate his goofy side more because after all of that pain he still puts smiles on peoples faces

[@PotatoGunCamper]

Nick is actually a good dude. His mom sent him on his Hero’s Journey. He nailed the assignment.

[@R3TR1BUT1ONz]

Well put.

[@gapthemind--mindthegap8524]

@@PotatoGunCamper thats looking at it positively. She sent him on his way to homeless hell. She didnt realise hed make himself a whole person out of it

[@PotatoGunCamper]

@@gapthemind--mindthegap8524 Too be honest, I'm only looking at half of the outcome positively. How one is ushered into the Hero's Journey can be negative/positive or just some lukewarm choice making. Half the outcome because there is resentment, trauma, lack of trust as well.

[@tokebak4291]

@@gapthemind--mindthegap8524 Imagine asking a 20 yo to get a job as a crazy goal. Yall are certified loser. Bunch of cries babies.

[@gapthemind--mindthegap8524]

@@PotatoGunCamper I mean yeah. It is true and he became a champion. It's just a shame it started that way.. I guess it really is anime antagonist origins turned out positively 😂 I feel like if he had never known his father it mat have turned out much worse if you ask me. But also if he didn't know Chance either.

[@TheGbossTV]

I knew bits and pieces from the story but never heard the whole thing. It's nice seeing you being more serious instead of PogO as well. I never knew what you went through and I am terribly sorry for it. For me, family is one of those things I could not live without. You are an inspiration to every young man out there. Gladiator shit right there

[@JK-jw3po]

I saw it back then on stream on xfire. Literally my first days of watching streams and it's so long ago I totally forgot lol

[@shado6182]

At first i thought it was a bit or some type of joke

[@shift7808]

R u new

[@Jamal_Hills_burner916]

It's crazy to me bc every mom wants a successful and happy child, yea nick may be weird sure a little privileged but he still has a great career making money only some people could dream of and has a happy life , at least that we see crazy , you'd say shit like that to your son , like can't even say I'm proud of u , like he's some deadbeat 🤦🏾‍♂️

[@guyfromnewark]

​@@shift7808I'm not new but I did think he was joking

[@V_2077]

I always thought it was a bit damn

[@TheKazekyo]

@@Jamal_Hills_burner916 Unfortunately there are parents that unless you live your life the way THEY see as what it should be you will always be seen as a "failure", i actually have a friend with a similar situation but with his dad instead of his mom

[@collin2494]

Thanks for talking about this. I’ve been going through some really difficult stuff for the past 6 years. Was feeling really lost when I found this clip. Gave me some hope for my own situation.

[@walrusking5435]

My mom was very similar, so I am sorry to hear that. Crazy enough in my 20s, she realized the only reason I wanted nothing to do with her anymore was because of her actions and did change significantly. She isn't great but much more understanding and genuinely tries, which means a lot. Doesn't seem like this is the case for Nick or most of these situations. Nick seems much stronger than he let's on, I guess that's part of a character.

[@camj4253]

Glad to hear your situation is improving man

[@dblizzy5343]

Im happy for Nick, and how far he's come much love dude

[@Kilow956]

Srsly..he stepped up when things got tough gladiator

[@EricTheSwede]

I don't watch as often as I used to but man, it's great growing old with the people you watch because who the f would've expected this mature and serious conversation with Nick during the wow arena days with Chance LOL

[@nolp2898]

I just wanna watch mr poppin smack pans together at 3AM in his parents room again..... . . . . Okay maybe chance deserved to get kicked out.

[@smokajoka]

It's wild almost this same exact shit happened to me when I was 20 and in college except when I opted to move out and do it on my own I succeeded for about 2 years before I lost my job and had no choice but to go back It was devastating mentally You're a lucky guy

[@JACpotatos]

Moved out when I was 18 for similar reasons. Paid my own way through college without any help, got decent jobs.... And then my mom almost died and I had to move back to take care of her. So much resentment, but a mom is a mom

[@chameleon341]

in a weird way, the most motivational video i've seen in a while.. focus on yourself and trust your yourself and you can get anything done.

[@cssmalphas]

I'm 33, haven't spoken to my dad in 10 years, exact same boat, i know the feeling - life has become significantly better, but still doesn't fix the elephant in the room. no plan to fix /resolve things. Just keep doing your own thing. I plan on making a life and family for myself. And if others want to be a part of it, that's up to them.

[@Ebb0Productions]

should probably ask dad if he wanna reconnect. Maybe there's a 1% chance he has regrets. It's not like you have anything to lose.

[@brandonn161]

It's nice seeing him being honest and real sometime.

[@Eumelmann]

You mean when he is not actively supporting murderous dictators for a few dollars? Yeah, great guy.

[@bonzymew_]

I’ve always had the opinion that family has to be earned regardless if you’re related by blood. I have friends that I consider more like family than some family members I was born with.

[@Sephiroso.]

Most people who had a shitty family come to this conclusion

[@soringruia2742]

Word.

[@MrShroomed]

people always say blood is thicker than water but the full phrase is blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb, which mean it's more important to have relationships you form and choose than the relationships formed by family.

[@ThePolarpop]

@@Sephiroso. Amen

[@beepy409]

only exception is children. unless they do something heinous or unforgivable u should try ur best to help out ur kid even if they are making bad decisions/life choices and are unlikable other than that I one hundred percent agree.

[@spookspwkspwk307]

damn, it's an amazing story, sorry you had to go through this but thank you for inspiring me to become my own person

[@Chunky.monkey69420]

Rantonni nice lol

[@patriaciasmith3499]

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

[@Jennifer-bw7ku]

Yes, Liberty_capss I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

[@steceymorgan814]

Anxiety happens when you think you have to figure out everything all at once. Breathe. You're strong. You got this Take it day by day.

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Please, how do I reach him?

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Is He on insta?

[@thedele6139]

Showing the real side of Nick will get more views and interaction. I’ve watched for years and haven’t heard this story. Thanks for posting.

[@BrokeMyCrayon]

Never assume everyone must love and cherish their parents. Not everyone has parents worth loving and cherishing

[@HairFIip]

I will never understand parents who kick their child out of the house unless they're literally criminals. Nick just got bad grades. Hell I had bad grades, worse GPA than even Nick. Now, I have my own house and I tell my parents they are welcome here anytime they want. They even stayed with me for a year after selling their house in Colorado and they were waiting to find a house in Texas. If you take care of your kids they'll take care of you too, so I don't blame Nick at all.

[@MitoDrium]

​@rjacks3284 Raising your kids is the bare minimum, and many people can't even do that. And personally, from the messages Nick read it at the start, I'm not getting the feeling of his mom trying to force him to be better. Because that would require her to care about him in the first place, which it doesn't really sound like, at least to me. You don't tell your kid straight up you threw away the flowers and to not wish you a happy mother's day unless you want nothing to do with your kid.

[@helpy8973]

@@rjacks3284The whole issue here is if she was truly a supportive parent she would understand what the “better” thing for him was. She just felt like telling him “hey go work and go to school exactly this way” was the better way instead of having a conversation with him. I guess everyone has different parents but when i became an adult my mother talked to me and we had objective conversations to solve issues. Not one sided ultimatums.

[@helpy8973]

@@rjacks3284I also can’t understand “hatred” when referring to your own child, that’s just ridiculous to me and not an excuse.

[@danielburks2257]

@@rjacks3284 "his sister still being with his mother is also telling." what about his mom and dad divorcing or the fact that Nick has a good relationship with literally everyone except his mom. It seems like to me with the little information we both know that the mom is the problem. Also don't give the "they raised him" shit. That's the parents job to raise a kid, quite literally the absolute bare minimum. I'm not gonna praise a judge for not being corrupt or a doctor giving accurate medical advice cause that's their job.

[@danielburks2257]

@@rjacks3284 Hey never mentioned having any I'll feelings for his sister he just said she does her own thing as well. Him getting kicked out was a reason for the divorce since it happened shortly after, he also had a heartfelt talk about it later as he mentioned. Raising a kid is the bear minimum of a parent. You keep mentioning foster care and adoption like that changes anything. Anyone can a child's parent biological or not, when a kid is under your roof, and you are their legal guardian. Raising the kid is a bare minimum. Even if you send your kid to adoption or foster care it's not uncommon that the biological parents will still make an effort to have a relationship. His mom on the other hand is trying to keep him out of her life even when he has gone home to help or send Mother's day flowers. If his mom didn't want to be a parent she had mutiple chances to stop. Just cause you give birth to someone doesn't mean you can be a shitty mom

[@nizodizo5386]

i just woke up and this is the comfy type of content i needed. acutally enjoy this type of content.

[@sbruceki88]

I don't understand why she wouldn't be proud of you, instead of hating on you. This is mind-blowing to me.

[@TurnUpPhoenix]

Some parents just never become adults

[@A-RedHerring]

She's an example of your typical toxic and narcissistic black mother.

[@Tremuoso]

the descriptions he gives of her and her behavior hint toward a classic case of being a self obsessed person who can't get over themselves to be a good parent. it's sad but it's out there all the time.

[@McWigan]

Missing her when she's gone is not the same as regretting not spending time with her now. I don't think you have anything to regret in that department. You deserved better bruv.

[@kikiam7850]

Yeah.. what is he going to miss out on? More emotional abuse? She will destroy whatever respect he has left on her so it’s better to just not talk.

[@Nyakomata]

Wasn’t even that crazy of abuse from what I hear, she said get a job and you can stay here and he left instead. 20 year old man at moms house should have a job, let’s not kid around.

[@MeZevi]

@@Nyakomata you shouldnt be working 40 hour weeks as a student. Thinking otherwise is why everyone is uneducated.

[@ThePolarpop]

@@Nyakomata okay but what does any of that have to do with resenting him for leaving at 20 from that ultimatum and doing well? ?? thats the kicker that gives away what kind of person she is the shit he read verbatim is atrocious

[@dabo150]

@@Nyakomata you are completely missing the point buddy

[@pauls.7288]

This is why you are a real life gladiator, its the hard things that make us strong!

[@mrgulati]

Mad respect man. You deserve all the successes you've achieved. Nothing can replace a relationship with a mother, but the adversity made you the person you are today. Which is a pretty good guy. All blessings to you and yours.

[@akareacts4520]

this actually hit so close to home for me man. i have a difficult relationship with both my parents. i appreciate you sharing on these more vulnerable topics nick.

[@corncobbob2326]

I hope you'll be more successful, happy, and at peace without needing nor wanting any interactions with them and karma hits them.

[@Imperious_249]

Getting back at your parents by being successful is a hell of a motivator. I got kicked out/left home at 18 and I’m somewhat glad it happened. The whole swim or sink thing is bad while you’re swimming but if you manage to get to land it’s extremely satisfying.

[@B33FST00]

The fact they got a divorce 2 weeks after goes to show your mum was in the wrong and it was the final straw for your dad lol

[@K-Trell]

He chose video games over college wtf you mean? He wouldve ruined his life if he didn't rng Chance

[@B33FST00]

@K-Trell I'm talking about his parents relationship not the outcome of his choices read more carefully

[@K-Trell]

@@B33FST00 You said "was in the wrong". so if you weren't talking about the outcome what was she in the wrong about?

[@B33FST00]

@K-Trell probably not being a more compassionate and supportive mother nick said himself that his dad wasn't happy about him getting kicked out and he probably had no say in what his mother did which is why I'm saying his dad divorced his mother 2 weeks after there were most likely problems already in the relationship and this fight leading to nick getting kicked just put a date on the divorce.

[@TurboFist0]

@@K-Trell He didn't choose video games over college, he was still passing in school. His mom was a tyrant and a POS from everything I've heard him say. He moved out, rented an apartment, got a job and was getting by no problem on his own before Chance even got big.

[@robski2]

Most realest I’ve ever seen nick. Dude really made it for real. ❤

[@mclovin_ow2362]

We have to keep in mind when we discuss Nick's relationship with his mom. We will never truly see how deep this affects him and emotions like this can run rampant and can be confusing. This takes a lot of time to process, sometimes it never does. I have a dad who divorced my mom when I was 12 who cheated on her with my now stepmom. Visited him during the summers until I was 18. I got to see a side of my dad I havent seen where he was more loose and relaxed. However, those came to light when I was an adult and how I was mistreated and should have stood up for myself more and talked to my positive parental figure: my mom. She is my rock to this day. And for Nick I can tell his dad is his rock. But there will always be that troubled emotion of love and bitterness for my dad, and for Nick, his mom. So please don't instantly start hating on her, but do continue supporting him as he continues to process his emotions. Nick if you ever see this, I feel for you my man. My prayers are with you. You are doing great. Keep it up 🙏

[@1xTheDarkKnightx1]

reminds me of that birthday video of nick crying when his mom said ''come home'' we all thought it was just a typical parents asking their child to come home, but this hits deep if he was indeed kicked out like that

With this as context… WOW. The MANIPULATION. I hope he steers clear and doesn’t let her suck him back in. Sending all the love. ❤️

[@rainfall576]

solid story man. I have caught your streams in the past but this makes me appreciate what you do a lot more.

[@jeffa4787]

Had no idea this was your story, that sucks, as a black and white man who was adopted and never met my parents that makes my heart hurt. I’m a couple years older than you but I’m glad I found your channel didn’t know there were other mixed people out there with straight shit moms. Don’t give up on having kids neither man, I have 3 and they change your perspective on shitty parents a lot.

[@kitrodriguez992]

W Nick fr. I've heard that story several times, but it never really gets old. It's still always shocking how somebodys mom can just do that.

[@skotos5274]

Its crazy , i had a similar thing happen with my mother,(except im not a rich streamer) , i got kicked out at 18 didnt talk for like 3 years , then when we did it was just a blame game , of how i was a fuck up blah blah blah , even to this day (30 now) she still treats me like that 18 year old shit head kid, I guess they never stop to think that people can change. Glad to hear im not the only one with a narcissist for a mother.

[@spencer6709]

Yep happened with mine. Except they blamed my grades to this day on me. Even though there was constant screaming and fighting everyday so who tf could keep good grades in a hostile home. Most people should not have kids, it's selfish and we all pay.

[@otakugamer616]

​@@spencer6709same lol

[@FrumpyDucks]

bro i'm 30 and my mom will still tell me to be careful of cars if were crossing a road together like wtf lol

[@db5094]

narcissists dont like to think people can change because it means they have to take accountability instead of telling themselves "this is the way it is, and this is who i am"

[@STOPSYPHER]

@@FrumpyDucks thats heartwarming lol

[@ivanmedina8745]

barely started watching bc of the shorts but this right here man, most real shit, def can relate, hope and wish nothing but the best for you brother

[@thejester8125]

Who the fuck are the people defending this woman that makes her child cry every time they try to come home and have a relationship with them. Ya'll are abused and need to talk to a therapist. No one should be treating you that way and getting off easy. You stand up for yourself like Nick did and hope they change/accept you or you move on to people that do care and will support you.

[@evoskeeth]

13:36 someone said that its Nick's mom who wrote this lmao

[@JonLipton]

This was surprisingly vulnerable and heartfelt I really appreciate Nick opening up like this

[@PeidosFTW]

I feel bad for laughing at his relationship with his mom now, i thought it was a bit

[@STOPSYPHER]

it was pretty clear it wasn’t.

[@TheInfamousDope]

It is a bit

[@bog9026]

@@TheInfamousDopeyou’re an idiot

[@db5094]

@@TheInfamousDope are you dumb lmao, how is this a bit

[@coffle1]

The jokes can still be funny though lol

[@totoro6214]

your responses are so honest. i think you're a good dude

[@beriothienhabriston5309]

Hard to realize but, hes better off. It takes some real pettiness to not be proud of him after making it this far. Much love NMP

[@KingNiros]

It takes some real pettiness to live with your parents until you are 20 then get mad they want you out. Then walk away after all they did for YOU for TWENTY YEARS. Hello?????

[@LukasMarcik]

@@KingNirosthat’s gotta be ragebait. Haven’t read something that stupid in a while 😂

[@Retsea]

⁠@@KingNirosYou just said two contradicting things in two sentences, incredible. Reread what you just typed. “Then walk away”. Are you stupid?

[@Screen-Peeks]

@@KingNiros if you have a good relationship with your parents then whats the problem? do you need a hug?

[@KingNiros]

@@Screen-Peeks What?

[@sehalos]

Stay strong NIck. Thank you for sharing.

[@72_jatingupta39]

I literally felt my heart sinking... kudos to you though... you turned out to be a great man

[@yossigershon8357]

Thank you for sharing this. Harsh times create strong people. Also your friendship with Chance and is inspiring, love you both

[@Evilakuuuuu]

i respect this so much and putting this out there helps others goibg through similar situations. i wish i could make it and stick it to my dad..

[@morallycorruptmaleficentti1194]

Honestly I get where hes coming from, my dad didnt support me when i went to college and he wanted me to just get a labor job but i wanted to become an engineer. Went to Berkeley, paid my way through working and interning and graduated w honors. I NEVER went back to him and tbh i will never forgive him either. I needed him to be a father, a mentor just anything besides someone who just complained about every little thing i was doing to better myself. Now, im married with no kids yet. I own my house and im able to help friends and other family members with money when they need it. Some people arent worth forgiving even if its your parent.

[@LEXeroma]

Never liked this dude but this video is the realest thing i've seen from him. Earned my respect being so honest, open and not a cringe twitch streamer for a couple minutes.

[@AmericanAndrewX]

I left home with a stable job after graduating at 17. I was not ready for the independence at all. I made mistakes and needed to fall back on renting from my parents. When I went to move my stuff back in my father said, "Ahhh the prodigal son returns." I stayed for 3 days and bailed. Never looked back. A lot of us have parents that love the idea of us needing them forever. Trust me. You do not need them. They need you to need them because they are missing self worth. Keep your head up. You got this YT. :)

[@shugo66]

I never watched Nick before ( just happened to see this on my feed) never seemed to enjoy his style, but this deep side calm and honest seems nice and kind of hits home to me too a bit. Mad respect for sharing to loads of people.

[@harrisonmitchell4159]

i'm glad you acknowledge that there may be regret possibly after she's gone. makes me absolutely respect the decision more as i was sitting here thinking u were being too hardheaded. and right after you said that's what life is is getting old with some regret and you're absolutely right. i've lost people i didn't make good with and it's almost this motivating rock in my gut after many years of being sick over it

[@todhold2673]

I thought he was joking about the whole mom thing. I kind of understand. I don't talk to my mom either for a different set of reasons but I definitely get it. People are like, "But that's your mom..." SO....... Sometimes you gotta cut the fat.

[@Biotoze]

Honestly, I have a lot of respect for you for even trying to reconnect with your mom. She has said/done some foul stuff that I wouldn’t be able to forgive.

[@ZarkExe]

Jesus, seeing that comment "THEN GROW UP AND GET RIGHT WITH HER" at 12:36 irritates me so much.

[@Callsign_Sam41]

Same. Nobody is under any obligation to allow themselves to be treated like garbage.

[@MrNinjaone1]

@@Callsign_Sam41 he was offered to stay with strong guidance to success, you are coddling a 33 year old manchild millionaire who lives off online donations and squats in houses, touch some grass and stop the cult brainrot

[@Nexxcraft]

It's true tho. If you are grown up and reflected everything, how can u still get triggered so much every time? It's like getting angry at a dog for barking at u. I have a weird dad too. But now I get that he has disorders. It's an illness, end of the story. No need to keep fighting against a now elderly person. Nick knows he is right, everybody nows it. He should just spend some quality time with his mother now and then, that's it. He just admitted that he will probably regret that current relation status with his mom.

[@Callsign_Sam41]

@@Nexxcraft if he’s right and we all agree then why should he force himself to be subjected to abuse just because of blood?

[@Nexxcraft]

​@@Callsign_Sam41 I wouldn't call it unbearable "abuse", he said it would be fine if he bent over. So there might be different cases, but in this case he should just get over it, it's his fucking mom, bro. There is no need to teach her a lesson. Make peace or stop contact, but this is just haunting both of them.

[@jeremymedina2111]

Damn. Crazy story. Only seen him through KZbin reels sometimes so hearing this I just have a crazy new found respect. I’m glad everything worked out. Stay blessed

[@BloodThirstyLord]

Completely respect the honesty in this video by nick

[@needless_cause]

This guy is a good example for everyone never let anyone say you can’t do something that you’re passionate about

[@AlphaAceEX]

More like being persistent when dealt a shit hand.

[@tunacam-c2d]

I feel that. I haven't seen or talked to my parents in over a decade. Earlier on I felt like poo poo, but as time goes on you kind of just - forget them. As mean as it sounds.

[@TheHellSpawn000]

My mom kicked me out when i was 16 i was homeless for almost a year until my dad found out that i was living in a storage locker and then my dad gave me sh*t for not telling him. I was addicted to oral steroids from 17 to 24 years old and because of that I had a stroke at 21 and a second stroke at 24, second stroke damn near killed me all my mom asked my dad is if i was dead. when i was 27 i got my sh*t together, started working out of my dads garage and just recently i moved to japan to be with my fiance, I own a 7000 square foot machine shop and i just turned 34, I retired my dad, offered to retire my mom and she told me to f**k off. me and my mom are on speaking terms but any conversation over 40 minutes turns into absolute f**king chaos so i get how you feel. It sucks but there comes a time when you gotta put your happiness ahead of anyone elses, never feel bad about that.

[@AquaticOni]

Congrats, man. You've been through some insane shit and beat the odds. Good shit

[@turnoff7572]

Congrats

[@Sina-rw3bl]

Wow

[@MrSnakexxxx]

Your kids will have crazy dad lore, friend.

[@UnboxTheMeta]

daaaamn i feel this down to the core. thanks for having this conversation. at the time i had my own "chance" being my gf of 9 years and her family really made it possible, now im alone and success is much worse when you dont have people to share it with. cheers.

[@huntakilla1234]

Thanks for sharing, Nick. I'm happy things turned out alright for you and Chance.

[@USMC816]

Your mom basically hating you for succeeding after she thought she was teaching you a lesson by kicking you out is mind blowing. Its like she expected you to crash and burn and come crawling back and when you didn't and became ultra successful financially she resented you. Because she sounds like she could be a great mom if she could get over herself which seems like it'll never happen. Also kicking your kid out for failing a class yet alone getting a 0 is wild and even worse throwing it in their face saying your paying for the schooling when you took the school loans out in THEIR name is crazy!!!

[@MiniNoahTheWorm]

Putting pressure on your son to do better in school and work is one thing, kicking him out and not even being happy with them succeeding is absolutely insane. I know different people have different family relations but to me the line between friends and family is very thin so there is no way I'm about to care for somebody who treats me that way. Good on you Nick for trying, sorry for what you've had to deal with

[@kantoe1183]

Nick is such a cutie patootie. You are looking great man!

[@ChaoticD3sTroYeR]

I'm new to hearing this story, sorry that happened to ya man, your mother for sure went too harsh for that one zero. I've messed up a lot on my education, but my mom never gave up on me and helped me lift and apply myself cause she knew I could. Glad you were able to just live on properly and just develop yourself and do greater things on your own. Props.

[@natemajor6560]

Idk if I've ever heard the story, it being told genuinely like this is cool. This must've been before I started watching twitch and learned abt most of the bigger streamers. I've enjoyed the youtube content for a while, and it's been awesome as of late, great to hear your story

[@SCORPAIN88isme]

My mom’s similar, but instead of kicking me out she called the cops and said I choked her 😂 luckily I have my aunts who got my stuff while I was in jail and helped support me while I was fighting 3 felonies lol don’t regret not talking to her, that’s her decision Nick

[@steveballmersbaldspot2.095]

That's insane dude, hopefully things are going better for you!

[@SCORPAIN88isme]

@@steveballmersbaldspot2.095 ty

[@swixx55]

I don't watch you or chance anymore but I saw this video, if you ever read my comment all I wanna say to you is: Family is not bound by blood. Your real family are your friends and people that stick with you through thick and thin.

[@nonok1621]

Now he’s rich.

[@HoussamNekkaa]

Being rich isn’t everything in life Once his mom is gone he will regret it Trust me I know

[@mindedchaos]

@@HoussamNekkaa nah not really some people aint meant to be parents

[@Eric-zz5ij]

@@HoussamNekkaa If you miss someone like that, you should go to therapy, because someone like that doesn't deserve compassion.

[@gapthemind--mindthegap8524]

​@@HoussamNekkaawhy would she be a regret when he didn't do anything real bad.

[@aznmayo]

@@HoussamNekkaa u dont know what its like having a parent(s) like that

[@dat_man_lu]

I loved the realness. Made me remember when I moved out. I left with a black trash bag, 50 bucks, and some clothes and slowly found my way. My parents were great, I was just stubborn and wanted to do my own thing just like you. I wanted to gtfo of a small town, and knew I never would if I didn't take my first chance. Learned some hard lessons along the way. Got humbled too. Subbed.

[@dat_man_lu]

PS: Having a daughter will change so much of the world for you. I see it all under a different light, man. I feel like I would lack the understanding if I would just have a son because it's just another one of the boys. You become a lot more considerate when thinking of their future.

[@daaavieboy]

Been a lurker for the longest. Today, I subscribed. Kudos to you Nick 🤙🏻

[@lilducko]

I could listen to him do a solo podcast about his strange life

[@Meestaseesta]

You are doing great, Nick. I'm proud of you. Always have been. Even if you timed me out for calling your dog ugly.

[@meerkatniss]

Genuinely hope you doing alright Nick... a lot of this is horrible, you should've been treated better. Love x

[@DavonAllen92]

No lie i had no idea you were from SE MI, man seeing you and seeing your story and where you made it to really pumps me up. im from SE MI and went a long time feeling like the struggle to be anywhere or anybody from here was impossible, never knowing how many cool and successful people came from around here. i wish for your continued success and love in life.

[@sillyz9578]

oh shit is he really! i am too lol

[@UhmBruh]

Stumbling across this video randomly really opened my eyes to Nick is. Crazy what a come up he's had. Earned and deserved, congrats man.

[@luispineda815]

nick bro dont break down i lob ur content

[@Vanity0666]

I feel that my mom moved 8 hours away and married/became a hardcore neonazi like we're talking swastika tats and everything I'm also disabled, I'm a type 1 narcoleptic and when I turned 18 my dad gave me the ultimatum of going to school while working full time and paying him rent money or get kicked out and take absolutely nothing with me. I tried doing school and work for a while, but he would violently threaten and physically abuse me nearly every day (he once pushed me so hard I broke through cabinet doors in the kitchen, which he blamed on me being "dramatic") and it drove me to the point where I ended up in a psych ward for repeatedly attempting to kms. He was the person who came to pick me up afterwards, and the first thing he said to me was that I had ruined his christmas plans because of the medical costs. Later down the line, I ended up living with my grandmother who was dying from a sudden onset of multiple strokes and ALS, I was the person caring for her 24/7 because she became too physically weak to eat food and go to the bathroom on her own and the doctors didn't know what was going on with her because she would lie to them and pretend she was totally fine. He became the owner of the property via her will after she passed and within a week showed up at my door threatening to evict me. When I stood my ground he began threatening to kill me. He is law enforcement so I had no recourse, it was his word against mine. I have never recovered. I am still extremely sick and getting sicker with every year that passes. I am losing all of the money that I had saved by simply buying food to continue living. Recently my dad has been having serious medical problems as a consequence of his extreme steroid, drug, and alcohol abuse and has been trying to buy his way back into my life. I am extremely frustrated that it is working because I have no other options. I don't know what to do.

[@benjohnson819]

Womp womp. Skill issue

[@FEWFWEF-z2x]

stop being dramatic

[@AGM2401]

Hey man, I just wanted to drop this comment because the above two replies are heinous 'human' beings (if you can even consider them as such) for their total lack of what makes them human: empathy. This is not a 'skill issue' or a situation to be conflated to a pithy little 'womp womp' by raisined frontal lobes, this is your life. I feel the need to stress that to you, whoever you are, and assuming this situation you're in is very real (which I have no reason to doubt). You were dealt a shit hand my friend, or perhaps a hand not dealt to you would've been better than whatever it is you seem to have been given. Keep going, my friend. Look for online resources if you can, food banks, temporary shelters, government aid if possible, I'm certain there are avenues for you if you fight hard enough. Don't let the mire drag you down, you've made it this far. There's no reason for you to quit now after all you've done, don't let everything -- most importantly, yourself -- go to waste. I don't know who you've got fighting in your dark corner, but I hope my comment may bring you something, anything. They're just words and scribbles if you really think about it, but just know there are people out there who will help and care for you. As meager as I may be, anonymous on the internet, I believe in you my friend.

[@LeeSong325]

kinda fucked up you should just let him back in if hes buying his way in. He gets to feel like a better parent and you get his money if he abused you all those years at least you will get something from him now

[@Tylerrrrrb]

This didn’t happen

[@myseryxoxo]

I never comment on videos, or interact with anything ever. But after watching this video, huge respect to Nick bro.

[@barrymaccochner8060]

I'm the same as you. I never liked Nick or Tectone, but after seeing Tectone and his dad on Steak and Eggs and hearing this story about Nicks mom, i actually understand them a little more and am not as bothered by things that used to bother me. Anyone else reading this have a great day and peace =)

[@BurstSenpaii]

I love the fact you can be transparent!!!!! At the end of the day we are all human!! ❤ just keep pushing brotha!!!!!

[@atersol346]

I dont watch his videos but it was really cool of him to be so open about this, not alot of people would talk about such personal subjects.

[@christopherangell7579]

Thank god Nick has Mama Tudi.

[@Takkunda]

Ooof this comment 😢

[@gameswithbob9762]

“Me, chance, and someone else” someone else being a hacking support player😂

[@sh09un1]

It's that old school mentality of my way or the highway. Sink or swim, back then the economy was pliable enough that your kid may even learn a lesson and make it. That 3 bedroom $800 a month that he's talking about doesn't exist anymore, if Nick was in the exact situation today I guarantee you he would have dipped into that "oh shit" money and still end up struggling. He's lucky it happened when it happened

[@KingMondoWWM]

Really appreciated hearing this from you, Nick. Sometimes I guess some of us are dealt a shit hand, but I guess that also just provides more incentive and motivation for one to work harder and be independent and successful. Glad you're doing well and I hope things get better (whatever can). Be well!

[@plurt6544]

I’ve never watched a NMP video, but I’ve recently been in a slump due to stress from school and life. This video really made me thankful for my friends and family who have always been such an amazing support system for me. Thank you for this video :)

[@daedae6291]

i think shes lashing out because she has many regrets from the past and how she treated you. she cant bare to see you doing well because she cant say she helped you get there like parents should...

[@xuanduncy1835]

She's mad you made it for sure. She wanted you to come running back to say I told you so and you proved her wrong.