Something that breaks my heart every time I remember it is, back when I was five, I wrote a letter to Santa telling him to make my dad stop smoking because I was scared for him. Obviously my dad read that letter. He never smoked after that. He successfully quit smoking. It's so heartbreaking that I was worried about that, but I'm also so proud, both of me and my dad.
@apollothesquidkidАй бұрын
im so proud of you. you stopped something that could wreck a home, and your father had a moment of clarity.
@Delulu-est10 күн бұрын
I should've done that. Now I'm older n they don't do Santa stuff anymore:/
@WompWompX338 күн бұрын
I should've w Asked for my dad to quit drinking.. But it's fine, he's sober now. ( but he's addicted to nicotine... )
@-froggymochaa_26 күн бұрын
whenever i watch these, it makes me feel like my problems arent even that bad compared to these ones :,)
@Wrynne1713Rednails226 күн бұрын
Yea... Same
@xtqca_l1fex19 күн бұрын
But they are still valid, dw 😊
@ViviorXp15 күн бұрын
I get that..
@XXXDRAMAQUEENZ7 күн бұрын
real.
@SoSoBug-k8y7 күн бұрын
@-froggymochaa_. I've been feeling the same way for a while now,I went to vent in a video but I ended up reading all of the other comments and most of them we're abt su!s!d and c#ting themselves, after I read them I didn't vent because everyone else's was so bad compared to mine, so I ended up venting to AI
@Ashington_782 ай бұрын
A really good way to cope with abusers is to draw black circles that cover their whole face in all the pictures theyre in
@daisythegamergurld595916 күн бұрын
or scribbling out their faces
@o.o.o.o-c9sАй бұрын
Dear stranger, As I observe the world around me, I am struck by the extraordinary beauty that radiates from your spirit, casting a gentle glow that warms even the coldest of moments. Your compassion and kindness seem to ripple through the lives of those fortunate enough to cross your path. I want to take a moment to acknowledge the immense challenges and struggles you have faced; I can only imagine the weight they bear on your heart. You are truly worthy of profound love and unwavering support. I hold onto the hope that you will discover the inner strength to navigate through these turbulent times, ultimately finding a path toward swift and complete recovery. The world, in all its complexity, is undeniably enriched by your presence, and I eagerly look forward to the day when you are restored, thriving, and sharing your light with the world once more. Please don't go. I am proud of you. With warm regards, Anonymous
@Your_Not_Awake28 күн бұрын
This is so sweet :']
@m3llyswirl21 күн бұрын
this is literally the most beautiful thing I have ever read.
@herrforeheadАй бұрын
0:12 I remember being in year 8 (12-13) and my games teacher did something with their hands (I think they handed me a badminton racket) while I was crying. I flinched. I remember them saying "did you think I was going to hit you?!" I didn’t reply.
@smog_03 ай бұрын
…you know its bad when you start watching these.. Edit: omfg thanks for all the likes I love you guys :3
@bananabish54473 ай бұрын
You know it's bad when you say r/im14andthisisdeep cringe shit like this
@ItzCoya3 ай бұрын
But it can help me feel better
@ItzCoya3 ай бұрын
Watching these I mean
@bananabish54473 ай бұрын
@@ItzCoya yeah but that's not some cringe statement worthy experience. Hello, we are depressed people, no need to talk about how watching vent tiktoks shows how HORRIBLE your life is. Because really, perfectly happy people can watch these too. Really, think about it in this phrasing, "you can tell my life is really horrible because I watch vent tiktoks" ....see my point?
@ItzCoya3 ай бұрын
@@bananabish5447 that’s true. I see your point
@goose34752 ай бұрын
To anyone reading this I hope you have the happiest life ever, you’re strong, you can go through this and always remember *you are loved* ❤️🩹
@Yourmummy6662 ай бұрын
You too man
@emilybryan92212 ай бұрын
I'm going to cry, thank you ❤
@amiraleano-r7j2 ай бұрын
you know, some people are unfazed by this stuff
@Yourmummy6662 ай бұрын
@@amiraleano-r7j what to the kind words. Yea maybe but there are some people who it actually really helps
@amiraleano-r7j2 ай бұрын
@@Yourmummy666 i know I'm just saying😌
@mangobirb894516 күн бұрын
Randomly remembering that time my younger brother refused to go back to bed after claiming to see something that scared him. Everyone was telling him to stop making excuses and go to bed but i could tell something was really bothering him this time because he seemed like he'd rather just go to bed then be yelled at but something was stopping him. I went with him to his room so he can show me what he saw, so I make him understand that its just a blanket or something. But he said it was gone and seemed really freaked so I instead offered to stay in his room with him until he fell asleep, even though hes a bit old for it. He was almost asleep when my older sister came in demanding to know what was going on, I told her briefly but said I was handling it and he was almost asleep anyway. She was stubborn and insisted I leave so she can calm him down instead. I didn't want to argue as it was already late and I was tired. After about 2 minutes she came down all mad saying that my brother was being unreasonable and I can handle it, but I shouldn't have too because "hes too old for this". I sighed and had to calm him down all over again because he was upset and done with being so patronized and I was a little done with it too at that point. A couple months later me and my younger 2 siblings were talking about weird dreams and nightmares when he started to describe something that sounded eerily close to my own experience with sleep paralysis. Suddenly things started to click. Why he always sleeps with his lights on and the door open, why after a bad dream hes so scared of being in bed. It made me so mad about how my older sister treated him that night. Poor kid, had his sleep paralysis experience shrugged off because he struggles to explain his experiences of you don't listen close.
@HavinFun-c8m2 ай бұрын
Everybody in this comp deserves love and attention!!!!
@SpaghettiForBreakfastАй бұрын
Not even a year ago- really, last school year, I went to a new school and made some new friends. There was this pretty, slender girl in our friend group that I liked the most. She was a very talented drawer when I was just terrible. She inspired me to draw more, and now I'm great at it (in my opinion). But one day we had a group project and I wanted to get the work done, but she took it wrong and after that, she wasn't the same. I now constantly hear rumors of her having such bad anger issues that she had to move to another state just so that she could stay safe. It was because she was getting multiple death threats. Her other friends all hated her when I just wanted to be there for her, the only one, and she kept shutting me off. I don't have her number anymore. I can barely remember what she looks like, other than her shiny, black, pretty wolf cut. I miss her, even if she was mean to me. I wish I wasn't like this, but I will always forgive someone if I don't know what they're going through.
@NOAH_IS_GOOFY2 ай бұрын
I flinch when someone is my family raises their hand, specifically my mother or women near me. I dont think adults relize how much 'spanking' or getting slapped or being emotionally hurt then turned away when we ask for help effects us as we grow...
@another_uziАй бұрын
My friend keeps hitting me and stuff, so I get you kinda when I flinch
@AmIRllyDoinDisАй бұрын
I am so, so sorry.. I sadly cannot relate, but I can understand how much that must've scarred you. I hope you have a nice day.
@Gracee7224 күн бұрын
I've been punched repeatedly in the head,kicked in the stomach, and smacked on the legs with multiple different objects but they still have the audacity to say "they've never beat me" or "all kids deserve spankings" I get it. I hope you're doing ok
@NOAH_IS_GOOFY24 күн бұрын
@@Gracee72 I'm not doing okay, but I hope your alright. I'm not sure how much longer I'll last in life, but I'm sure it won't be long. Have a good rest of your day/night.
@Gracee7224 күн бұрын
@@NOAH_IS_GOOFYHey,we can make it,ok? You can do this. I know it's hard but you're stronger than you think. I'll pray for you,ok? I hope things do get better for you. If you need to talk just leave a comment or something,ok? I want you to know someone is here for you.♡
@Manawa-kx2gs3 ай бұрын
only 2 minutes in and i'm starting to feel like shit💀
@zc_artstuff32232 ай бұрын
Stop why is this so true 😭 hope you’re doing okay tho! ❤️🩹
@Manawa-kx2gs2 ай бұрын
@@zc_artstuff3223 Alg lol, hope you're doing good aswell love❤
@Stary_the_racoon2 ай бұрын
Same
@aXsXtXrXiXdАй бұрын
Help wtf- 😭 frfr
@pterodactyl-rachel2 ай бұрын
7:48 I kinda relate to this, I don’t have mental breakdowns. I just get upset or well, just cry. Usually because I thought too deeply, my mum scolded me or got angry at me (I’m just a sensitive person, haha.) Then like a minute later I’m like, wth, what in earth am I doing. I just kinda magically don’t feel sad or upset anymore. It feels weird sometimes. 😅
@CecePinesAnimates2 ай бұрын
Real. You just feel silly afterwards like there was a glitch in your system and you’re just like “oh what was that? Welp, back to our regularly scheduled program!”
@pterodactyl-rachel2 ай бұрын
@@CecePinesAnimates haha, yeah. EXACTLY.
@raywithpawsss3-o9cАй бұрын
Is it just me but vent vids and the people who comment r just random people but they comfort me more then my family and friends do to me so i love yall for comforting me and helping or making other people happy under this vid
@CaroKreativ874Ай бұрын
Yeah, same!
@IceeBear-tv2fjАй бұрын
This is so eerily and depressingly true....
@HarlequinS1mp3 ай бұрын
How's everyone feeling today ??? Sad ? Depressed ? Happy ? Vent here or just talk about your day !
@smog_03 ай бұрын
hello im tired depressed overstimulated and self destructive. i just want it to all stop
@Stxrmfr3 ай бұрын
happy :)
@Astray_Animations3 ай бұрын
i feel like sh!t and im tired i honestly cant do this anymore get me out of this world I feel trapped lonely its funny because an whole 11 year old shouldn't feel like this but yet I do why am I like this.
@SleepyShadett3 ай бұрын
@@HarlequinS1mp Numb?
@1_L0VE_SP0RT53 ай бұрын
@@Astray_AnimationsI’m here if you wanna talk
@ykluhs3 ай бұрын
16:25 song name?I was depressed a while ago and watched this but I left halfway so I'm ok rn.. but I know pretty much all of you aren't. that's okay. Even if nobody in the world loves you, this random stranger does. I love you. I love you so much, and I'm so proud of you. no matter what you say or do can change it. you deserve good things, and you have a beautiful body, whether it has scars, or memories, or anything you hate about it. I love your body, because I think you're beautiful, and handsome, and attractive. You don't have to focus on fixing everything all at once, just starting is enough. please keep going. keep living, because you don't live for others, you live for you. please don't think your life isn't worth living, and vent in the replies if you want, I'll do my best to respond
@emmagoldblatt92612 ай бұрын
The name of the song is candy by Alex g I think😌
@ykluhs2 ай бұрын
thank youuu! I found it :3
@Chiivee_3 ай бұрын
16:10 oh woah there's my vid lmao
@artsysimp58483 ай бұрын
Are you okay..?
@itzskye70742 ай бұрын
REALLLL LMAO
@Chiivee_2 ай бұрын
@@artsysimp5848 oh yeah dw 😭 I got adopted outta that situation before 5th grade but I was still hella flinchy 💀
@kim_korean_kim2 ай бұрын
I love your art and expression, great work. I hope you’re doing okay, though.
@Silly_Bow_Tie2 ай бұрын
I started sobbing this was that much relatable 0:50
@komi_the_cosplayer2 ай бұрын
3:50 I don't know, but I feel some of you need this timestamp.
@SelahDonaldson-g2e3 ай бұрын
The way I gasped whenever they used a Hazbin Hotel audio 😭
@CecePinesAnimates2 ай бұрын
The fact that I’ve actually seen that exact TikTok before too 🥲
@Candlewood1Ай бұрын
If HH is in hell,I think we’re living in it
@Dreamcore_lilac3 ай бұрын
REMINDER: you are all loved i promise you that... I'll always comfort.. Everyone and anyone anyone who feels like they want to kill themselves or hate themselves just know that your all worth it no matter what... I wish i could protect you all from your past trauma pain and suffering... I'm so sorry that you guys go through this... I will pray for everyone to get better and heal and be protected and covered in covered in blood from head to toe that you are protected... From evil and hurt and pain i pray that you all get better and know that you all are so strong... I ask father god that you protect these people in need and pain and suffering i ask that you provide these lovely people your love father god i ask that you protect your children they welcome you in their home father god please shower them in your love and prosperity cover then in your blood to the top of their heads to the bottom of their feet in Jesus name i pray Amen.... Stay safe..
@Starwatcher7573 ай бұрын
you are an angel and i really needed to hear those words from someone. i also want to say that you are also deserving of love and happiness like everyone else in these comments
@Dreamcore_lilac3 ай бұрын
@@Starwatcher757 thank you I hope you have a good day today and stay safe
@DarkROSEY03 ай бұрын
Thank you for saying this is helps but I might end it soon I'm sorry
@Dreamcore_lilac3 ай бұрын
Please don't....if you need help through something hard...get help immediately... If it's something so severe, lock yourself in the bathroom and call the police please don't I'm here for you... I won't be able to hold back my tears and ugly sobs. Please don't I'm begging you, please, you have so much to live for! ..@@DarkROSEY0
@Ellygacha5632 ай бұрын
@@DarkROSEY0same.. I might have to say bye..
@MeekoTheclown-d9l3 ай бұрын
i was only four
@Dreamcore_lilac3 ай бұрын
... I'm so sorry... For what you must go through... It must have been tough... But just know there are people in this world that care for you... I may not know your past story or troubles or may not know you in general but that won't stop me from comforting you... Because you deserve better.. I'll pray that you heal from your trauma and pain... Stay safe. ♡
@TheHintIsThree3 ай бұрын
I was only four too… hey at least you know someone who gets you now…
@Dreamcore_lilac3 ай бұрын
@@TheHintIsThree I'll pray for you... That you heal.. Mentally and physically.. I may not know any of you but I care no matter what..
@TheHintIsThree3 ай бұрын
@@Dreamcore_lilac I thank you, as I hope you have a great future ahead. I really thank you for this prayer. 🤲 thank you ♥️
@Dreamcore_lilac3 ай бұрын
@@TheHintIsThree of course.. You are human and should be treated as such... Whoever did that to you deserves to be shown no mercy... They shouldn't be treated as human...
@JustCat_4323 ай бұрын
Genuinely kill me haha
@Dreamcore_lilac3 ай бұрын
You are an amazing person I know it... I may not know you but I do that your so beautiful caring respectful and a good person.. Don't let those words get to you... I may not know what you're going through... But just know you're worth it... And if it's because of some toxic people... Then show no mercy... Let those stupid people go... But if it's family problems... Just know that it will all go right in the end... Your family loves you.. Your friends too.. If I was with you... I would try everything to be there for you... And I'll kill someone for you and anyone... I'll pray for you... I hope you feel better soon... And Don't let anyone say ANYTHING about you because they're just jealous a** ppl... ♡
@JustCat_4323 ай бұрын
@@Dreamcore_lilac ..thank you so much. I appreciate you.
@Dreamcore_lilac3 ай бұрын
Of course @@JustCat_432 just know it's all true and I really mean what I said
@zandik5003 ай бұрын
haha
@kim_korean_kim2 ай бұрын
It hit me when my favorite professor at uni told us when even himself is a flawed person during a lecture. Like that, I’m not perfect, you’re not perfect either. No one can be perfect. I think we need to accept that.
@SandwichQueen1002 ай бұрын
Vent: TW suicidal and SH mentions Hello, I think im suicidal, like, sometimes I wanna just hurt so deep I bleed out….but at the same time…I feel like im making it up? Because im fine around others, but when im alone, things crash. And I feel like im being overdramatic. Like, i dont know. But like my brain tells me it’s not real and im lying to myself? I dunno if that makes sense. I also SH and my brain constantly tells me it’s not enough. And like- I WANT to do SH, it…I like seeing myself bleed, but I don’t know why. But like, I dunno if I’m being dramatic and it’s fake, or if I just can’t trust my brain? Y’know?
@DomojunoandBat2 ай бұрын
You are being “dramatic” or “fake.” Please dont give in. Stay strong. Please get help. I can help you. And please, please try to escape that toxic coping mechanism. Please find another one. I can give you something to stay alive for. I promise. I can help you along the way, too.
@SandwichQueen1002 ай бұрын
I want to kms. Its getting worse. Im loosing. I think it was triggered by my friend telling us about something related to Suicide? But…its so overwhelming…
@DinogirlXD2 ай бұрын
Same :(
@DearietheMother2 ай бұрын
@DomojunoandBat btw I'm sure this person meant aren't
@elisabollen14212 ай бұрын
I have the ecsact same
@SleepyShadett3 ай бұрын
I hate myself .
@ILoveWillow9033 ай бұрын
I hope that it gets better
@Belsnikle3 ай бұрын
I don’t hate you, sure I don’t know you. But I hope you get better ❤️🩹 🥰🥲
@Tunawolf_edits3 ай бұрын
Same.
@Ravenpaw293 ай бұрын
me too, buddy
@MitskisLosingDogs3 ай бұрын
Same
@1NS0MNIA1112 ай бұрын
Note to everybody…Just hug yourself, you don’t need to care if it’s stupid to you..I wish I could give you that myself, thank you:)
@River.the.Pawprint3 ай бұрын
2:17 hit me HARD…I promised I wouldn’t be a mean, edgy teen who hates their parents but…it’s too late now.. Edit: (TW: SUICIDE MENTION) bro I swear if they ever put me in a mental hospital they better let me have my stuffed bear, if they don’t I’m offing myself. I cannot live without my bear 😀
@LilLeegOfficialАй бұрын
on skib?
@mkeh123Ай бұрын
"yOu StIlL sLeEp WiTh YoUr StUfFeD aNiMaLs? YoU sTiLl DrAw ThAt KiNd Of StUfF? YoU sTiLl LiKe ThAt? yOuR sTiLl WeArInG tHaT? YoU sTiLl WaTcH tHaT? yOu PlAy ThAt GaMe?" Yes. Yes I do.
@GojoSatoru_StrongestSorcerer2 ай бұрын
Let’s all have to vent to random strangers because therapists or anyone else will just tell on you.
@That0neBr1tishRat10 күн бұрын
i dont know how to cry out loud 👍
@harpers_abodeАй бұрын
4:15 that hit. that hit real bad
@TH3MAN0FGAMES24 күн бұрын
i stopped watching these kind of videos a year ago ... *why am i watching this again?*
@Silly_GooberGTАй бұрын
Damn. Been awhile since I’ve watched these..And now I’m watching them everyday, like before…negative thoughts have been more difficult to shut out, ngl.
@katisbeingsilly2 ай бұрын
this was supposed to be a regular fucking sunday night. now it’s 2:34 am on a monday, wondering what the fuck happened and who i am
@I_really_love_pickles3 ай бұрын
I genuinely don’t want to be alive anymore but we all know I’m to scared to actually kms.
@MarionDavis-wj9mm3 ай бұрын
I feel you on that…❤ there is at least one maybe even more than one out there that loves you, you just have to be patient it it’s worth it I promise❤
@Bobbiejoinscore2 ай бұрын
True, also out live your enemies, Amie them angry BEYOND THE GRAVE😈
@elementalcatproductionsАй бұрын
Haha same
@elementalcatproductionsАй бұрын
@@BobbiejoinscoreThis 👆
@ARTbeannn9 күн бұрын
Just something to keep in mind: It is ok to not be okay Asking for help does not make you a burden All feelings are valid and okay So many people care about you and would be devastated if you disappeared You are an amazing person, no matter what others tell you.
@IcestarZ6 күн бұрын
The vents are sad and make me feel my feels but then theres just the cat one that made me chuckle lol
@ItzNancy_3 ай бұрын
7:59 this shit hit me like a ton of bricks
@Dumbfounded-233 ай бұрын
All of you deserve better people in your life 🙂
@Lvnieglch2 ай бұрын
It's weird really.. You see yourself as a horrible person for so long, because of lying to your friends/family to possibly save them from hurt (it ends worse than if you told the truth), and because of the things you've said in the moment due to anger or emotional trauma, yet you've finally noticed the little things you're doing and some decent and sweet things you've done...so weird but I guess that how people grow from emotional, mental, or psychological abuse.
@furryoftheyear23 күн бұрын
i'm just sad because of how good the art is, it always makes me want to quit art when i see stuff like this. and it sucks because i felt motivated for a short while. i shouldn't have clicked on this. i should have known it would kill what little hope i had left for the only thing i'm decent at. not only that, but the idea that i'm so fucked up without having any real reason to be sad, i should be enjoying my life, i have it way better than a lot of people who are suffering. watching people have worse problems than me is such a pathetic thing to be sad over, but here i am. i just want so badly to be someone else. it's no one's fault but my own.
@onyxlee61712 ай бұрын
5:36 honestly relatable... He used to slap me randomly and slightly sexualize my body. And worst part is that my parents knew this was going on and did.. nothing.. because he was their "golden child" so ofc it's never his fault. He was also constantly unpredictable and had random angry bursts. I hate it
@onyxlee61712 ай бұрын
Lol the video after is my relationship with my other sibling (I have a older twin brother (the one who slaps me) and a older sister (constantly putting me down)
@HarmandoDenino14 күн бұрын
10:15 In the past I ghosted all my friends because I was afraid they would left me just to see them don’t caring about me getting out of their lives and not even realising it
@SkelitonWren2 ай бұрын
1:18 STANLEY PARABLE
@IntrovertedGhosty2 ай бұрын
What's the name of the song?
@Hehehhe94415 сағат бұрын
2:15 The person who is walked on. Cant distance themselves. Toxic people rule their world. Their friends are falling apart and so are they. They wish they could cry into somebodies arms. They wish for acceptance. (Im a christian and many of my friends wouldnt accept me for being a lesbian. I have stopped having sleepovers but I cant tell them. It never says its a sin and yet they believe it. Praise God of course I just wish for acceptance.)
@SydneyWright-yy4gt17 күн бұрын
If you stay quiet. Thinking you shouldnt complain. Knowing or thinking that others have it worse. It doesnt mean that your any less important then the rest of everyone
@ILoveRocks.15 сағат бұрын
20:35 is exactly why I only talk to my friend about things who also struggles. We rely on each other so much
@Kouddii27 күн бұрын
When my sister says "man I wish I had friends like you do" but she leaves out the part where she left me for the person she knew i hated
@MarcelineTheweirdo-rv4ev3 ай бұрын
I hate to admit it. But I am that older sibling... though the thing is people never question. Why were cruel.
@SleepyShadett3 ай бұрын
@@MarcelineTheweirdo-rv4ev I understand you as an older sibling 💔💔💔
@Sigma_dude-g2t2 ай бұрын
I don't want to be that sibling. But I am
@Dumbfounded-233 ай бұрын
I'm so happy to see a tokyofo video on here he doesn't get enough recognition.
@Lydiaaaa11Ай бұрын
5:23 why is this one so real, no matter how hard I try, I cant fix it
@nicolestjean80783 ай бұрын
I'll watch this until I'm done crying.👍
@titan1111803 ай бұрын
Is it ok if I vent ? Press more if it is So I was bullied for 1 year and I was called fat and a”pink minion” by a black boy in year 5 (2022-2023)and my dog died a few years before that and now in 2024,my nanny died from an infection and cancer and sometimes I still think about year 5 ,I’m autistic and am 11 now and my bday is in sugust and I’m going to highschool after the year transition weeks thing the time off, wish me luck ya’ll
@1_L0VE_SP0RT53 ай бұрын
Good luck I’m here if you wanna talk
@AnnaMations2342 ай бұрын
omg are you ok that’s a lot of grief for someone in such short time period
@kim_korean_kim2 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry for your losses. Not everything will be go as planned, just like everyone else’s lives, but it will all work out.
@oyasumi_tepuji2 ай бұрын
Oh we're the same age btw :3 Good luck, I’m sorry that you were bullied and that your dog and grandma died :( we're here for you if you need support
@LilLeegOfficialАй бұрын
you didn't have to say he was bro why even mention that
@Benito-E.L28 күн бұрын
Watching this playlists to try and feel smth. 😄
@the_cuphead_fanatic74182 ай бұрын
Just a reminder that you are a beautiful and unique person and that there are people who care. Sometimes you just have to find them. As Kali Usher said "After the storms' when the flowers bloom"
@chris-sturniolo69Ай бұрын
watching this with it at full volume so i can’t hear my mom sobbing downstairs in her room
@apollothesquidkidАй бұрын
awww :-( i hope you and your family are doing okay, that doesn’t sound great at all.
@chris-sturniolo69Ай бұрын
@@apollothesquidkid tysm. seriously. my moms just been… a little scary and her mood swings have become a bit alarming.. I’m with my dad now.. (my parents are divorced)
@chris-sturniolo69Ай бұрын
so I’m safe.
@MrBambi319015 күн бұрын
"No one can explain exactly what happens within us when the doors behind which our childhood terrors lurk are flung open." - W.G. Sebald
@Ultimate.W3ird02 ай бұрын
BRO 0:06 IS SO REAL STOPP
@oldcat.3.3 ай бұрын
IT'S NOT OVER UNTIL I SAY IT'S OVER!!!
@OgArianaOfflineOfc10 минут бұрын
0:07 today at school i was mad because of a big drama going around the school, at home i cant express anger or else my parents will call me aggressive and shout at me,so i was trying to calm down while looking at my phone and then my chest started to feel heavy and i knew i was about cry and i didnt want my friends to see cause they will get worried and i dont want that to happen so i had no choice but to run to the bathroom stall,and yk whats the good thing about this? i only shed a 2 tears which is actually good because for some reason i just cant cry even if im alone i cannot cry properly (just what the hell is wrong with me or is nothing wrong with me and im just over exaggerating??)
@OumaKinnie4 күн бұрын
2:45 Real. It's gotten to a point I almost wish people would bully me again just so I could have the attention from people
@Dont_Judge_me1713 ай бұрын
I wanted to tell my mom about my scars and how I wanted to kill myself, but then she brought up how she asked my older brother when something happened to him, she asked him straight up if he wanted to kill himself, he said no, I asked her what she would have done if he said yes, she said if he said yes, she would have told almost everyone in the family and sent him to a psych ward for him to be protected, because they have to be protected from themselves. I knew after that day, I was going to keep this a secret from everyone in my family
@MistieSkies2 ай бұрын
0:14 I had this Coach that was my favorite school administrator, we were good friends and one day during P.E. He wanted to congratulate me by giving me a high five but bc I was ab()s3d a lot by my father I thought I had made him mad for a made a face at him leaned back quickly. That was until I realized he just wanted to congratulate me.
@RaincloudWCUE548Ай бұрын
That first one reminds me of my sister. She came to me one day and was like ‘what do you think about ___?’ And I said, ‘I don’t like him. I heard things like he got kicked out of his old school because he SA’ed girls in the girls bathroom. I really don’t think you should be with him.’ And she goes and gets with him anyways and then he breaks her heart and 6 months later even after he’s literally said ‘I don’t wanna talk to you I don’t care.’ She still messages him and ISTG next time she comes to me and is like ‘I miss my man 😔 I can’t even talk about him because all of my friends say they don’t care (they gave her the same advice I did) and they don’t wanna hear about him anymore and all you say is I told you so.’ I’m going to get into a physical altercation, and I will win.
@Commit.ArtsonАй бұрын
2:10 I would tell myself “how can someone be addicted to that?” Until I grabbed that shard of glass in my room. I have no idea what was going on in my head except those twisted, masochistic thoughts. I wasn’t even in a bad place in my head, but I did it anyway. I’m trying to stay clean, for it was only about a few weeks ago when I picked up that glass shard. It’s been tough, I’ve had to put that glass shard deep in a box so I don’t find it, but sometimes I stumble upon it and only remember the bl00d dripping down my wrists. I’m sorry.
@baffledbat2 ай бұрын
I just want to be loved.
@CaroKreativ874Ай бұрын
You are! Maybe you don't know it, but there are people who love you. Sending you virtual hugs ❤
@SpySxlarАй бұрын
ily
@Rose.Petal2010Ай бұрын
Rose left this open and I just wanna tell everyone here that you are loved and cared about and even if it feels like no one cares about you there’s someone who does, someone at school noticed when you’re not there, there’s a family member you met when you were young who still wants to see you again one day, there’s a stranger out there who admired your outfit once and still thinks about it, please remember how loved you are and to quote roses old swim coach “if you don’t believe in yourself believe in the me who believes in you” that’s all (he’ll probably respond to this when he’s back in control but whatever)
@Rose.Petal2010Ай бұрын
STOP LEAVING COMMENTS ON RANDOM VIDEOS IM WATCVING JUST CUS YIU FEEL LIKE IT! Uh anyways what she said is true, please take care of yourselves and stay safe
@jeffyisdumb2 ай бұрын
i dont realize how much it fucked me up until i think about it. i remember everything. every detail about it. i still feel their touch. every thing on my body is their hands.
@MayFlowerDoesArt-tu9szАй бұрын
Needing to cry but not being able to be any tears out so you stare at the ceiling trying to drown out the sorrow is the worst feeling and I don't know how to be better. Its killing me and I don't know how to make it stop
@graceogden1562Ай бұрын
I have to watch these to even cry when I feel like It. It's *hard* to *cry* now.
@Yourmummy666Ай бұрын
I know it's hard it happens it'll get better i promise ok I'm here for you
@ManzlaughterrАй бұрын
I thought when I left it would get better, but day by day, it gets worse.
@Elena-_-tired2 ай бұрын
2:15 mins is exactly me I wanted to be the best kid I could be and nice and positive to everyone but here I am not who I was anymore or who I wanted to be anymore 😢
@goober_jag642 ай бұрын
all these timestamps are literally me 9:56 7:28 0:02 0:11 0:43 1:38 3:38 4:58 5:12 5:22 13:58 17:19
@kim_abyssАй бұрын
tw: Sexual Harassment I was sexually harassed by an adult when I was a minor. I was asleep and I was at a mental hospital. She climbed onto my body and started 'riding' me. Right before she kissed me, my inmate woke me up. I barely remember anything. I took too many medications and I was barely awake throughout the entire day. The police came, and the woman was locked up in a small room in the mental hospital I was in. Like I said, I took 14 medications a day and my thinking wasn't clear. So I thought it was a 'normal' thing. I ended up resisting my mom who was trying to sue the woman, and I told her that I'm fine. Why did I do that? If I was sober minded, I must've been scared. I could do something legally to her right there.
@NyxDoesCraftsАй бұрын
I wish I could go back and tell myself that they are toxic and that I’m enough…..
@I_Am_Weird_Deal_With_It_2 ай бұрын
Kinda vent: Ok so everything in my life is going perfectly fine but for some reason I feel so ugly so I'm trying to eat less but then I have to eat since my parents get worried easily.. But for some reason I just feel numb and want to SH but once again, my parents get worried easily so if they see a scratch or if I suddenly start wearing long sleeves they'll notice- I think my dad might already know abt the eating thing bc he's always making sure I ate.. I love my parents and all but I feel kinda suffocated knowing that they're already suspicious when no huge signs are showing...
@Strawberyycandy27 күн бұрын
I feel like my family just doesn’t care about me anymore, they never really cared about my mental health. Always thinking of my siblings, or god forbid my cousin. I feel like, they think because I seem well, that they don’t have to care as much- that I’ve gone through “less” than they have. Why does he need more attention than me? Why do I have to forgive him after all that he has done? Why am I being over dramatic? Why is it my fault I never said “stop”. He never treated me like a human being. He liked the way I would yell and scream and cry and get frustrated with him. He liked making me uncomfortable, making me sad, he liked the way I would breakdown. He liked the way I slowly stopped defending myself. He liked the way I stopped trying to get help I hate him, I want him to never forgive himself and to always remember how he hurt me and feel so sorry for what he did. And know I’ll never forgive him But I know that’ll never happen. He’ll never be sorry, he’s just mad he doesn’t have his plaything anymore I HATE how I have to see him almost everyday, I’m afraid of him, why can’t they understand that? But honestly? I don’t really care anymore, I just feel empty thinking about it now. It’s like in books when a character knows they’re about to die and there’s nothing that can stop it, so they just feel.. calm? It’s like that, I know I’ll have to forgive him, I give up. Am I wrong for hating him??? I feel like I’m justified for wanting him dead after he abused me for literal YEARS??? Or am I being over dramatic, am I being a dumb over sensitive little girl, am I the one who should be punished over “petty things”?
@fat_foorg4Ай бұрын
some of theses are too concerningly relatable
@SimplyRyann2562 ай бұрын
One time my friends parent was next to me at their house and they reached up to grab a cup off the top shelf and I flinched and covered my face. They asked me if everything was okay at home.
@iwannadie13423 ай бұрын
Vent comment :) you’re all loved
@Nizania_abby6 күн бұрын
0:41 ...i hate myself
@S4ra_TheCatTherian3 күн бұрын
I Hope it gets better... Do you want to vent to me if you want? I won't judge
@static_breakdownАй бұрын
You are Awsome, you are needed, you are loved, god loves you, i love you, livve a great life and live it well
@Leahsavajefferies2 ай бұрын
My best friend of 3 years was able to ruin are friendship in two texts….
@ilfyaitgrstwywimc3332 ай бұрын
1:18 that's from the stanley parable. i love the stanley parable.
@Bobbiejoinscore2 ай бұрын
Little vent here When I was like in first or second grade I had a teacher who would just yell, and yell, and yell, and yell, and yell, and… we’ll yell, at all the class, I got her fired but I cried every time, so now whenever I get yelled at or are angry I’ll cry, and my older brother would be like “why are you crying?” Like, bro trauma and even if I’m on,y angry I’ll still cry, and that comes with the fact I’ll try not to cry, or seem angry or sad, cause I’m the therapist friend right? Therapist friends are always fine, their supposed to listen, not talk, not helpful to bottle up those emotions ngl😭
@camillyvitoria36462 ай бұрын
The one's about "going back" hit me hard, fuck. I didn't need that while thinking about the pile of homework I have due tomorrow lmao
@astec7276Ай бұрын
All the memories are coming back. My meds aren't helping as much anymore. They don't completely block out my memories of him. Its all the same.
@Sparkyztheclown2 ай бұрын
Me feeling like I’m floating around out of my body, having rapid mood swings, Intrusive thoughts, having random Flashbacks, suddenly forgetting topics In school, and hearing things was just me drinking too much Coffee and not taking enough medicine and is perfectly Fine and totally normal: Gets diagnosed with D.I.D 2 months later:
@Preppy_Glisten2 ай бұрын
4:42 - 4:55 (This is for myself btw but feel free to use)
@OumaKinnie4 күн бұрын
2:09 I used to tell myself I'd make sure no one was left alone during lunch and stuff. Now I'm alone. I will always be alone.
@FoxyFluff-oj7rmАй бұрын
Coming to these videos at like 1AM after SH is a mix of shit and amazing
@Lordandroid223 ай бұрын
When i know im about to be responsible for 3 peoples death's, so i start isolating myself...
@SashaHall-c6m3 ай бұрын
Huh? Do you mind sharing? You definitely don't have to though!
@Lordandroid223 ай бұрын
My friend thought I was ghosting him but I wasn't, and he wanted to k himself. Then I rejected a suicidal guy and yh. For the 3rd person dw I confronted them, eventhough I didn't do nothing, and I forgave them for blaming me
@BobaDreams2 ай бұрын
3:00 may i please have the song name? I hope everyone has a good day :)
@rainingraspberries02 ай бұрын
Red Sex is the song or rather Happy meat farms.
@SCENECHICKXD3 ай бұрын
I was only 9 and was still being touched and 🍇 from my friends brother I'm so scared of hanging out with her now bc he might be with her waiting to do it again
@Purplewatermelon42462 ай бұрын
Tears in my eyes, pure. Fresh tears😕
@elementalcatproductionsАй бұрын
Pleasepleasepleaseplease find someone, ANYONE, to tell... He needs to be caught and face the consequences of his actions. Does your friend know? Maybe tell her if you think you can. But please, for everything and the safety of you and others, find someone who can help.
@VeryVerySillyOddieАй бұрын
The song in the first one is. Allen propose btw just in case anyone was wondering. It took me forever to find out
@chinomorenos.leftsock25 күн бұрын
teeny tiny vent: my boyfriend broke up with me yesterday and after our one year anniversary too. that same day my mom sent me screenshots of a facebook account that my now ex had denied ever having. on this account we're pictures of him and his ex girlfriend holding hands and his arms around her. about 4 hours later he told me that we just weren't working out and left me. he's been going to some random friends house every day for like a week and I'm thinking he was just going to this ex girlfriends house. and he moved on from this poor ex girlfriend so fast I hope she's okay. I'm not even looking for revenge or a rebound. I just want the best for my ex and his ex girlfriend. what scares me is he knows everything about me. he knows the secret stories that my childhood friends don't know. I just want him back, I want my sweet boy back, my safe space. and on top of all that I'm going thru a lot of medical stuff and I've been so nervous because the doctors don't even know what's happening.
@GhoulrentanalАй бұрын
you know it's worse when you binge watch these and try to cry but you only laugh nervously because you know your parents are around.
@ThisNerd..2 ай бұрын
Damn... This is part of why I want to heal and be all successful, so I can make a safe place for people to heal and stuff, it'd be dope. Giving hugs to those who want them and comfort to everyone, listening to them no matter what they say, playing games and giving a place to not have fear of pain. I'd love that, to give that to anyone I can reach. What sucks is that there will be people who don't realize they're hut, those are the ones that hurt others the most. I'd have to kick them out or something, I don't want to risk compromising a safe place because I think I could help someone who doesn't want it. Little life like rambles ^-^
@1117jasmin2 ай бұрын
Some times I would think I was a puppet- Ik it sounds weird but like a puppet gets used and sell it to other people to use like us we get used by “ friends “ or even “ best friends” and then we would go to new people and get used again just like a puppet and even get played with. Idk I just think that
@The_swan_godАй бұрын
I’m proud of you all. Except for the person with the Donald trump pfp. But I’m proud of the rest of you.
@faithlopezsadauskas4Ай бұрын
ANYONS WHO NEEDS TO TALK I AM HERE I WILL LISTEN TO YOU