Noah Henderson - tired of healing. (Official Lyric Video)

The official lyric video for Noah Henderson's "tired of healing." - OUT NOW!
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Lyrics:
Exhausted
And embarrassed of the way
I process
Everything
It hurts to keep it in
But no one understands
I won’t fight it
I’m just tired of healing
I won’t fight it
I’m just tired of healing
And feeling
Like I never meant anything
Surrendered
The secrets meant to keep us
Forever if we tried
In September
I laid it all to rest
But no one understands
The blonde and blue I had
I won’t fight it
I’m just tired of healing
I won’t fight it
I’m just tired of healing
I won’t fight it
I’m just tired of healing
I won’t fight it
I’m just tired of healing
And feeling
Like I never meant anything
Did I ever mean anything
#NoahHenderson #tiredofhealing #OfficialLyricVideo

[@noahhenderson]

thank u all for listening

[@poet2681]

"Exhausted And embarrassed of the way I process Everything It hurts to keep it in But no one understands"

[@anahiapcay9042]

right now "did I ever mean anything?" is hitting really hard

It hurts to keep it in, but no one understands

[@harmonyblue2825]

"I'm just tired of healing"

[@viwl2475]

I wont fight it , I’m just tired of healing.. I’m going through a difficult time in these days and I don’t know but this song will make me feel more better in a lot of days .. Because i really don’t want to fight anymore and I’m really tired of healing.. I will try to take a rest for myself to get better , and thank you for this wonderful and comfy song ❤

[@scastellanos7923]

I'm not giving up. I'm not giving in. I'm just tired right now, that's all.

[@Moon-ls8jk]

Yessss let's goooooo 💚💚💚

[@ayirizkyana1843]

It's okay as long as you keep going, you're not alone

[@caseycampbell4787]

Can relate.

[@naw613]

Needed to read this today

[@scastellanos7923]

@@naw613 Sometimes we really just have to soak in our emotions. Go through the feelings instead of around them. One day at a time 💙

[@aksel4345]

Healing alone is more than exhausting. It took everything I had left in me, leaving me empty. It took me over five years to heal alone from my childhood traumas, and even though I'm feeling better today, the fight against our demons is never really over. Many times I almost gave up and stopped fighting for a life that no longer had any taste, but I clung to the last ounces of hope I had to get by. The hope of being happy, of becoming the person I always wanted to be. So, for all the broken people who will read this message, I can tell you that with courage, strength and time, it is possible to heal, even all alone. You are amazing, you are unique, you are loved. You deserve the best in life. Love, Aksel

[@d1na207]

Love 🧡 heals.. But Love not from this world..

[@Oraclebee]

I've been alone too, it's so much more exhausting but so worth it. I hope your 2024 is amazing 🫶🏼

[@Aeslip]

thankyou...

[@haqqul-yaqinbintimohamadro4286]

thank you sm i needed this

[@UopTaylor]

Thank you 🥺🙏🏽

[@sindisiwedube5608]

Forcing yourself to heal can be so exhausting, sometimes its best to just be what you're feeling at that moment

[@noahhenderson]

[@nananutdreamers4644]

Dude said 3 sentences like 10 times and I'm crying remembering every good moment ruined by trauma or depression or anxiety. The instrumental sounds like waves. Drowning in your own thoughts its just. Oh my god just thank you. Thank you for making something that opens the soul y'know

[@noahhenderson]

wow. thank u for listening

[@spokio6322]

I'm tired of healing too, it seems to never get better. All my life I felt empty and when I tought I started to feel something, everything just crumbles away and I am taking steps back. I'm not able to move on anymore. It seems it's easier to give up on healing and accept loneliness as my future

[@yellowViola]

broooo, ur gonna be okay, I promise

[@JesusEveryday365Bless]

You and me both. Im so sad and lonely but i know we cant give up.

[@ShilohIsMyName]

Healing alone is more than exhausting, but healing together with God, can give us hope to endure life a little more.

[@jagpreetbatth]

When everyone keeps telling you to “be strong” or “you will get thru this” and “ this will make your stronger” but you realize bro, how many times I gotta keep being strong, getting tried trying to hide the pain. why can’t I for once just accept the pain, surrender and be myself, however weak and embarrassed I may be.

[@user-ps5ls8kh4n]

Healing is one of the most painful things to go through in life but when we can't go anymore God is there to pick us up and carry us through. My mom gave me an analogy of a butterfly. A butterfly goes through so many stages but when they are about to blossom they are protected by a cocoon and though winds blow it around and rain falls on it the caterpillar is protected and continues to grow until one day it breaks free and is transformed into a butterfly. Although freedom may look different it's nice to know that when it feels impossible God is there to give rest. It's as simple as saying yes. Forever Jesus loves.

[@lost4gott3n]

For those that see this, I know ya dont know me, but that does not mean you cant drop a PRAYER for me. PRAYING for each other should be what we all do. I been facing the biggest battle ever in my life since Aug 22 2023, my personal Egypt. While the storm is smashing me from all sides I stand still, looking, listening, watching, waiting and any and all PRAYERS are wanted and needed. All Mighty GOD, i PRAY for all here now as well who need you GOD, you know the needs as they wander thru their Egypt, looking for the Promise Land, We all have our own Egypt and the only way thru is YOU. i PRAY YOU provide peace, strength, understanding and comfort for those in need. To you GOD, be all the Praise, Honor and Glory, CHRIST NAME AMEN, GOD BLESS all #keepsteppingandstaystrong today 11-8-23 is 78 days i been fighting for my family.. im tired mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually

[@crownofsplendor2023]

Praying for you!

[@lost4gott3n]

@@crownofsplendor2023 thank you, truly am thankful

[@claudettedavis9842]

God is still God! I feel you need to be reminded that your “Egypt” is not your home. Thought you may be on a journey it just journeying through! Keep the faith. What a powerful testimony you will be able to share on the other side!!!!! I’m touching and agreeing with you for healing, restoration and wholeness on the other side of through. “Yea, though we walk THROUGH the valley…” And bring Your family through with you in The Matchless Marvelous Mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen

[@claudettedavis9842]

Also, you are NOT Forgotten!

[@lost4gott3n]

@@claudettedavis9842 thank you so much, i truly am thankful for your message and reminder

[@Momushine]

In all Honesty. When i had stumbled across this song, I didn’t relate/connect to it, but I saved it in a playlist because it sounded comforting. I was honestly in a good part of my life, and think it was why i didnt click. Some times life thinks you need to struggle. I’ve been mentally unwell again and this song coming back to it. Definitely hit more differently. It was something I really needed. I had a good moment to cry. The comments here makes you feel comforted that you arent alone in struggling though💕 I hope everyone will have great things come into their lives. I do hope no matter what there will be love and happiness for everyone 💕

[@noahhenderson]

thank you for sharing ♥︎

[@jennybeam7226]

❤️👭❤️

[@AshaHassan.]

The consequence of being so aware of everything and myself is that I know how to overcome it and yet my mind keeps me locked away in the same cycle over and over again. As if God kept trying to take my pain but it kept slipping from his hands back onto it.

[@riley9552]

It's so hard to try force yourself to heal when you don't want to lost that broken part of you, because without it I don't know who I am and I'm scared if I heal then all this pain I've been through won't mean anything

[@nathayafarrington7774]

U just said what I thought, like ur in my mind. I always say that I think im obsessed with depression but I'm not. I started struggling with depression when I turned 13, sometimes it think before that, but I'm 20 now and still struggling but I stick with it because depression is all I know, I'm scared of being truly happy because it don't exist.

[@suziq8714]

I'm 63, with tears rolling out of my eyes, on here making a list of songs to play at my funeral. I've attempted suicide a few times over a period of time, but I've always been "healed", whether I wanted to be or not. THIS will be played as I pass away peacefully, hopefully & with my daughters & grandkids, & other family/ friends there.. not alone... Did I ever matter? I don't think so for the greatest part of my childhood AND adult life 🥹

[@e_msandra]

Your light and life means something ❤ I’m a complete stranger but it means to me. If nobody brings you light shine on your own - you’re more than meaningful and the world is at your feet if you try to reach for it ❤ bless your heart, I wish you everything good

[@justamotheranddaughter]

You matter ❤

[@jamietopkul1985]

Hold onto life man, life is precious and You matter!

[@suziq8714]

@e_msandra Thank you so much for your kind words. I try to feel that way & I know there's light still on in me but damn sometimes I feel so far away from it. Thanks friend 🙏🏼☮️🦋💜🌞

[@suziq8714]

@justamotheranddaughter Thank you hun. It means alot that you cared enough to reply. It's hard sometimes ya know? ☮️🙏🏼💜

[@saskialehmler9106]

You! Exactly you who is reading this now! Believe in you! You can do it! I know how dark it is! But you find the light! Promised! I did it too! And if I did it, you can do it too! ONLY YOU! give yourself the time you need, feel your feelings, it's okay! No matter how long it takes, take your time! It doesn't matter how you feel and what others say about how you feel! You can feel as long as you want to feel! ❤ you can do it, I believe in you!

[@tonymazzola007]

Thank you

[@user-zs5sq1ds2q]

I don't agree. We're all going through something different. It's like saying "Because I won a swimming competition, you can win a running race." They're two different things. And even if it were the same thing, we're all capable of different things because we're different people with different mindsets and different situations. I might be brilliant at running, you might be awful at it. So, no, just because you made it doesn't mean we can. Congrats that you made it, I'm genuinely happy for you. But it doesn't mean we all will. I know I never will. Thanks for your optimism, but it's just not realistic.

[@esihlefolley469]

All I am going to say is "Thank You" you really touched me with this song, I am not sad or depressed but this just gave me reassurance that it is okay to let go

[@noahhenderson]

wow...thank u for listening

[@user-fb3hd5lb5w]

The amount of pain and struggles we go through would be too difficult to bear on our own, which is why God grabs our hand as we're about to fall off the cliff and He cries ''Give me your pain! Let me hurt instead of you! Please don't hurt yourself, let me bear your load, lay it on me'' He asks us to surrender our shame and burdens to Him and He will guide us and help us learn how to think and feel and act

[@azhiddleston]

thank you for this 🫶🏼🥹 you don’t know how these words comfort me right now

[@user-fb3hd5lb5w]

@@azhiddleston God bless you, my friend ❤ I hope you're doing alright

[@namehere6102]

how do I believe again I'm so tired

[@user-fb3hd5lb5w]

@@namehere6102 Believe what? Do you mean believing that things can change, or that God loves you a lot? Or do you simply mean live your life a certain way?

[@BSpazTs]

Perfectly said brother....Let God Carry you

[@elisemarie9620]

The 1st time I heard this it gave me huge M83 “I need you” vibes. Beautiful and meaningful song, I love it.

[@theundine]

Healing can be a very long and tough journey. It requires the courage to be vulnerable, the strength to endure relapses, and the wisdom to celebrate small victories. A supportive environment, loving people or people who share similar experiences can help a lot. In support groups there is a unique understanding that transcends words. As exhausting as this journey may be, I hope we all go through all of it and find meaning and hope for the future. ❤

[@rhettblocker188]

Some of the wounds that we have are never meant to be healed. They keep us down to earth. God is the best even in these times

[@Marie-kd5qw]

What an amazing song thank you so much, I don't know what are you all going through but i know that you are strong and I'm proud of you for just existing love you

[@noahhenderson]

ily

[@dominicspies5328]

Healing is beautiful its like being reborn.. Embrace it with your whole being.. Let go and let God.. You are so unique so important you matter.. God bless you

[@_Krazy47]

Sometimes (unlike being reborn) healing feels like dying, leaving one actually wanting to die…

[@emma2fadded]

this song just reminds me of all the family members i’ve lost and how much i’ve been forcing myself to heal and it shows me it’s okay to feel certain ways sometimes

[@Sara-mq4he]

I can't believe this song is finally here. I couldn't wait I needed this

[@warrenramey4229]

Yes it's like the moment your about healed from one tragedy another happens to make matters worse so you will get to a point where u can never truly heal and just want to stop trying to heal so this song hits me hard because thats exactly where im at right now

[@_Krazy47]

This is highly relatable. What a great song and a great way to express indescribable thoughts/feelings…

[@apriltopur6912]

I’m just absolutely tired. So tired. Hearing the same thing. “You’ll get through this.” “Be strong”. What if I feel like I can’t anymore. I care about other people so much, I forget who I am. I want to feel happy again. A genuine happiness.

[@daystarryan]

I’ve stopped facing my problems I just live if I die I wouldn’t mind

[@camillescoloringmania5744]

Just bawled my eyes out. Thanks for sharing this beautiful song that put words to what I have been feeling.

[@jonathanharrisjr5607]

Amen to this beautiful relaxing soul sound we need to learn to love ourselves first!

[@Pebbleee22]

This is amazing. I can't describe it.

[@chinghuang7633]

I am tired of healing too. People often say that family is everything you need, but how come I can only feel betrayed and abanoned now? We were once so close and I genuinely thought they would have my back. Or, at least, they would give me the chance to talk about it. But instead, they decided to give me a cold look and walked away without saying anything. Now, I can only try to find peace on here by myself. When I was younger, I never understood why would people commiting suicide. But, I do now...

[@3dotsheartebarbs425]

Same brother, same

[@noahhenderson]

you're loved bro dont forget that

[@ajlessner6398]

Gosh .. you said the words I’ve been feeling

[@carliemangus677]

I’ve waited patiently for this to drop ❤ I needed this!

[@zabuliallister5279]

I'm just tired of healing, and feeling like I never meant anything.... subbed right then cause it described exactly how I feel

[@Amritkaur64]

This is absolutely beautiful 💓

[@iexplodedinthesky]

Maybe, What I am truly looking into, Is the Source of My True Being. Maybe, What I am truly searching for, Is the Meaning of Divine Love. That here I am, Bending my knees, To the point where they consume my whole body, Just to make me believe, That I too can carry my weight, And the weight of my tribulations, On my clasped hands, Praying to the Creator, What it means to find solutions to my problems. Heal me, Lord.

[@bloombloom4306]

You made me cry!! Amazing song!

[@Miiira_rr]

thank you for this song I needed it

[@sherilaugustine8709]

Felt this to my core 😢

[@RedSinister0411]

I love all your songs sm❤

[@maddymanly2610]

Amen. Live and let live. Forgive those who trespass against you is the way out. Forgive them, Lord, for they know not what they do. Thank you God for the serenity to accept the people I cannot change. Thank you God for the courage to change the one I can And the wisdom to know that one is me. I’m tired too. I’ll keep coming back because I was meant to be here and I am meant to give little Kenny the best life I can give him and when I’m down I’m down until then thank you God and thank you for giving me life.

[@etherealecstasy]

Journaling, meditation, yoga, walking, gardening, cooking, painting, drawing, gratitude, affirmations, prayers, vision boards, tarot, graphology, reading, intermittent fasting, vegetarian diet, letting go, surrender, therapy, forgiving... you name it, I've been doing everything. But it's been 7 years. My life is still stuck. No friends, no job, no relationship, no social life. I'm tired of trying to understand what happened and why, making sense of things, holding onto hope. At this point, it seems older generation is right, there's no healing. Just suppress the hurt and do what everyone else is doing.

[@adalinewolf7753]

I’ll be your friend ❤ let’s be alone together maybe it won’t be so lonely.

[@user-be6ee5hd5n]

That’s amazing, thank you for this song✨

[@Thatguyfromharare]

Yess..i came from TikTok im not embarrassed

[@noahhenderson]

im glad you're here

[@zizilegcuma_zulu3413]

Damm 2 years down and everyday heart feels emptier. Forcing myself to move on with the pain is only killing me mentally but also I don’t want to deal with this healing journey. Well damn

[@poet2681]

Needed this song today . Glad I discovered it. Thank you for the comfort it has brought. It is appreciated

[@noahhenderson]

thank u for listening

[@TristianRL]

you have no idea how much i needed this song :") thank you so much

[@noahhenderson]

[@danicenteno_910]

Siiii al fin, gracias por esta hermosa canción ❤

Love you! This song is goregeous!!❤

[@paulcover2677]

your song is so beautiful, I'm a fan from France

[@lucanathanael7597]

The french comunity is here ♥️👆

[@noahhenderson]

hi

[@alwaynesteele3499]

I cry every time I listen to this song, plus I was born in September and all the things in the song is literally describing what I'm going through even when the song isn't playing I just sit. There and wonder why I keep messing things up and losing people...fr am just realy tired and one day I'll go and no one will remember me but it's fine 🙂 everyone must liv there lives 😢

[@noahhenderson]

you got this

[@kristibowen5771]

I embrace my healing and pain. Grieving has become part of me but does not define me. I define me by moving thru it all. And sharing what I can. This was beautiful.

[@noahhenderson]

thank you for listening

[@laralima448]

beautiful song 🤍 the lyric is so real.

[@bonitabelle3336]

This song is what i needed this is really deep and touching 🥲🥲🥲

[@corriloo]

beautiful song noah ❤

[@JosiahThurmondMusic]

this song is so beautiful

[@ruhamaayele227]

Jesus, loves you. He is the only healer you don't have to fight on your own. lay your burdens on to him he will listen and run towards you. i hope God gives you the healing you have been seeking in a way you didn't even imagine. May the father give you peace!!! you are loved more than you'll ever know.

[@noahhenderson]

yes

[@FakhrurrazieJaffar]

God really made KZbin algorithm to let me listen to this song so that I know He understands my pain. Thank you for such a genius meaningful lyrics and soothing melody. I love every bit of this work of art. ❤❤❤

[@SincerelyGwendolyn]

the song, the sunset, this is everything that I wanted

[@noahhenderson]

thank u for listening

[@gemmalucia4070]

yay it's out!! got up as early as possible to listen to this, fellow uk listener over here!!❤

[@noahhenderson]

thank u for listening

[@lucanathanael7597]

A realy good song, just beautiful.♥️ When i hear that i think about yaeow the same vibes. I want too much a duo 😊👆

[@AnaCaroline-wd8pn]

É a música mais linda que eu já ouvi, a calmaria é surreal 🥹❤️

[@SadGirlWalking]

This Hit me in the soul

[@JohannSwe]

Can really relate to this beautiful song.

[@zoe8510]

needed this thank you

[@nutpimolkat8082]

This song made me cry 😢

[@noahhenderson]

me too tho

[@zevo8293]

Chase your dreams like you would a lover❤

[@noahhenderson]

so true

[@AmandaSbarros]

thank you for this song

[@finessindem73]

i’ll be back again when this song blows up ❤

[@noahhenderson]

[@leoniehowe]

im in literal tears everytime i hear this song

[@noahhenderson]

same tho

[@lindathao6303]

i love soft voice❤

[@emilylewis5572]

That's a pretty view to try and heal with ❤ as long as you keep going you will be ok

[@OleratoKgaswane]

I started to listen to this song every day, and now I've become so cold, distant and silent. Because of that particular line " I won't fight it, I'm just tired of healing". Not in a bad way, but a really good way. Because now I can distance myself from toxic people.

[@tinkachick10]

Not sure how I stumbled across you my friend, cousin or maybe brother… Nadia Henderson here. This song I cannot play it loud enough. It has reached my heart and soul. I wish you the best love, happiness and success. Being a Henderson’s seems harder than living any other last name. You got this

[@noahhenderson]

[@tinyade.s]

The lyrics are beautifully relatable

[@alexandrazulevic2198]

Have never been so tired in my life, yet my feet continue to remain on the ground…

[@kadencerose]

It's hard to heal because some part of me doesn't want to. It's hard to want to get better but afraid of changing.

[@McNickell]

I stumbled upon this video, and immediately thought "that looks like Sacramento, i wonder where he's from" only to find out in your bio! Beautiful song that resignated deeply with my personal journey recovering from trauma. In my prayers the other day, i said that i didnt want these painful flashbacks because they make me want to numb and distract myself, but i know that the opposite of numbing and distracting is facing and feeling if i want healing. Your lyrics spoke to my heart and journey. Thank you ❤️

[@TubatuMoranghae]

Lagu untuk diriku sendiri, terima kasih telah membuat lagu yang seindah dan semenyembuhkan ini

[@porschae7334]

I have not been the same since hearing this song 🥺 it’s everything I can’t say, it’s everything I’ve been feeling 😭 it’s such a beautiful song ❤️

[@noahhenderson]

thank u so much

[@chxmp_arc4pic304]

It's a masterpiece.

[@aada5599]

I've always gone with the flow, not thinking too much about it, even though it has completely taken all of my strength away. I'm exhausted every day, trying to find ways to cope with anxiety and depression. When I try to explain my feelings to my therapist, she always tells me to do something about my situation, maybe take less shifts at work and even drop out of university, if that is what would really help. I know that I'm the only one who can start my own healing process, but I don't have the energy to do even that :'D I've gone to the point where I just hang on the edge, afraid of falling. It's like my mind has gone blank, I can't really feel anything, other than frustration and sadness and hopelessness. I'm too exhausted to start healing... The algorithm brought this song to my front page, and I'm so glad it did. I honestly thought that this feeling of being tired of healing is not that common... This song really brought so much comfort. Thank you so much!

[@noahhenderson]

thank you for sharing that, you are not alone at all

[@taysoud]

thanks youtube, for knowing im depressed and recommending me this 🙏

[@noahhenderson]

oops

[@dessmondowo8203]

The strumming of the guitar sounded like Echo VN 😊 its beautiful ❤❤

[@nizominizomi5988]

Feeling nothing and everything at the same time is exhausting, tired of all this , the never ending circle, tired of fighting of healing,some wounds are never meant to be healed , so i guess it's what it's

[@jacquen6224]

Trying to heal is different shades. Sometimes I'm happy and carefree. Then it hits me like a slap on my face or sometimes it just slowly creeps in.Then I'm not okay. And I'm dying and screaming on the inside but they dont see me. They dont hear me. They are used to the happy friend and daughter that they don't expect anything less.Sometimes, I'm just tired and exhausted but afraid to let myself completely feel it because I'm afraid I wont have the strength to pick myself back up again.

[@cherry-up29]

Wow..I fell in love with this🥹🫧

[@romanemaudet7056]

i'm glad this song is finally out!! i love it so much, this is so beautiful ✨️ it helps me so much right now

[@latinomusicofficial]

Love this músic , creating emoțion 🤍!

[@svetlanamatsyplyuk4077]

I’m just know hearing this song and I’ve never felt something more deep when listening to a song. You are so gifted Noah.

[@noahhenderson]

thank you for listening

[@riverlux6555]

@@noahhendersonI lost my ex becuase of my mom

[@okay4425]

been waiting for this to drop

[@noahhenderson]

me too

[@antoniomijas1]

Hi, Noah! Probably this doesn't care to much, but I need to let off steam. I lost my dad, my uncle and two of my grandfathers in a very short period of time and I feel your song like as if it were mine, bc people always tell me that I have to heal and go on, but sometimes, I'm honestly tired of healing. I just need to lay down on the floor and cry. I know that life goes on and I will keep stronger and stronger, but sometimes I tired of healing. Thanks for ur music, Noah! Greetings from Spain

[@evelyntorres493]

I definitely am tired of healing...I am so tired..

[@justamotheranddaughter]

Thank you Noah 😢

[@user-vy8nt4vz1k]

Não me canso de dizer o quanto você é talentoso, pois dizem que a música é uma forma de se expressar e você tem talento para transformá-la em uma obra de arte. Com todo esse talento você é e será um grande artista conquistando o mundo cada vez mais com suas obras de artes. Terei orgulho de dizer wue que sou sua fã e um dia ainda vou te ver explodir em todas as redes de todo o mundo. Você é incrível e conseguirá aquilo que sonha. Boa sorte ❤

[@cherylang4108]

healing is an exhausting process but it's definitely going to be a process that is worth for. It's going to be a long journey towards healing but you will get there eventually. We might not have a way out now but there's going to be a way out.

[@thisisnara92]

Used your song on one of my TikTok videos and had to go check your socials to find more music. Wish you all the best and that this channel blows up, 5k is criminal.

[@noahhenderson]

thank u for using the song!!

[@zalfatantufi6859]

❤magic❤

[@00h00m_lb]

Finalmente ❤