There's a lot here that I never knew. It definitely informs a lot of who you were when I met you. It makes me really sad to find out that you forced yourself to like Metallica and that the way you dressed and expressed your talents were something you did to fit in rather than because you really liked them. Metallica, the movies we made, the things we were fascinated with, whether they were the right things or not, made me feel like I had people around me that understood. That was important to me