READING VLOG 📚 summer has started!!

what books are you reading now that summer has started!
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[@olivegranola]

from this moment on i will only be referring to barnes and noble as "barnie" thank you

[@lindaharrison3240]

YES!!!

[@lucadoesvideos]

I know Noelle wasn’t feeling too good recently, I feel like you can tell in her recent videos that she seems a little down. I don’t mean this in a hurtful way, I just want Noelle to know that there’s no pressure to put out videos for us if she needs a break ! 😊 If you see this Noelle, hope you’re okay and we’re sending all our love and support 🌸🧡✨ Also really appreciate your honesty about mental health and how you’re feeling ! Loved the video 🌿🥰 Edit : just finished the video, and you are awesome and smart ✨

[@courtney7288]

Look here little miss petunia, I can’t tell you how much you’ve inspired me when it comes to school. I’ve hit some major road blocks with my schooling, and it’s been super discouraging. I know we can’t see everything of course, so my perception isn’t reality (talking about your life) however your passion shines through, and it really makes me feel like I can do it all -I can work full time and do school and read and also spend time with people that I love. and life is so stressful, but I wanted to tell you how much just watching you talk about school even when you are in the pits, has helped me see that I’m not alone. I’m going to be a nurse, so my heart and my brain have been in this battle. Something like...why is it taking me so long and I feel so lost?! Just keep being positive about yourself too! It’s so easy to tell someone else something, but you’re trying and with each down fall I pray you see the silver lining, or you can keep that goal you have tucked away in your heart and keep going! Because you’re smart and awesome too! With killer bangs and eyeshadow! You’re a busy bee! Thanks for being you!

[@mprrrr]

I couldn’t have said it better 👏🏼 sending all the love to noelle and everyone feeling the stress of work+school life 🧡🧡

[@__sasha__1561]

could you do a ‘which classic books are worth reading’ vid after your academic summer tbr? love the vid :)

[@zxra6xx821]

ik this is not my business but i started off with jane austen i would recommend sense and sensibility. i used to struggle to get into classics but austen in general is somewhat accessible and honestly an amazinggggggg author

[@susieidk9434]

i think rebecca is really accessible to start with and kinda gothic

[@samh7206]

@@susieidk9434 Rebecca is AWESOME

[@jesmiscellaneous8938]

I would recommend “The Count of Monte Cristo” by Alexandre Dumas, it’s very thick but the story is really engaging as it is a revenge plot. I remember reading it as a high schooler (my native language is not English) and didn’t have issue with arcane language that usually plagues classics.

[@daniela-lh6hj]

it sounds silly, but children’s classics are the place to start! i reccomend little women, anne of green gables and heidi by johanna spyri!

[@libra41]

Anyone else wanna see a video with Noelle’s mum? Like a video of them doing a book tag or just talking about their favourite books would be so fun! Hope you feel better soon ❤️

[@AoifeCRyan]

I’m so sorry to hear that you weren’t feeling great by the end of the vlog, I’ve been feeling similarly and it sucks. Hope you’re feeling better now 💜

[@angeliatayslife]

Love the cycle of donating then buying new books that's totally me! 😂

[@angeliatayslife]

My favorite book of May was House of Hollow!

[@melanieheath9829]

I do that too! My boyfriend is more the type where he doesn't like that I don't get my money back for the amount I spent on the books I'm unhauling, if that makes sense, but I'd happily send my unhauls to a used bookstore for someone else to love. And it leaves space for more beauties!!

[@angeliatayslife]

@@melanieheath9829 I've been swapping books with people it's been fun as well!

[@melanieheath9829]

@@angeliatayslife that's my favorite thing to do too. I have a half shelf of books I'm trying to do that with hahaha

[@__sasha__1561]

thank you for being so candid with your journey about feeling the joy while doing things you love, i have been struggling with that a lot lately, so thank you

[@kriw5658]

You push yourself really hard it seems. I hope you have time soon for some genuine rest. Whenever I catch myself "hustling", I remember this quote I found once: "When it comes to a decision between dissapointing yourself or them, never choose yourself", meaning don't do what you think you "should" do. Rest :)

[@ihssanmoussous7049]

I have literally re-watched every single video you've ever posted because it was the only thing that lifted my spirits in this difficult period of my life. I clicked so fast because I was impatiently waiting for your next video 😭 you're genuinely the only KZbinr that I watch on repeat, I love how true and real you are and I think a lot of people love your content because you don't try to be someone you're not when you face the camera ☺️ ❤️

[@Shelby_antaya]

I do the same thing 😃

[@moiratuttle3981]

Mental health can be so difficult since it's not something that you can physically see such as a broken leg. But it's just as important! I hope you can get some relief soon! You mentioned going to a therapist. I've been going for over a year now and I love it. Therapy helps so much I recommend it to everyone. Sending love and well wishes!

[@morganjustine3637]

Noelle we need a jewelry (especially earrings!) collection video!!

[@smsknightsgirl]

Yes!!

[@villanelle4927]

the goldfinch sitting in that little library 😭

[@AllieDurr]

Dropping off your donations to a bunch of Little Libraries was the sweetest and now I need to do it!

[@sararose5069]

It’s okay to not feel okay. Your honesty surrounding your mental health is beautiful. The fact that you’re sharing that part of yourself publicly is really brave and inspiring. You’re so loved by this community. 💛

[@ffiontill5924]

Omg I was literally just rewatching how you annotate books cannot wait to watch this!

[@honestlyjewels]

I'd love to see a book shelf tour since you rearranged them. I'm also curious how much your Stephen King collection has grown. But seriously, you could just sit there reading the phone book (do those even exist anymore) and I'd rush to watch it. Love your videos so so much.

[@alexandraaddi]

I just got The Maidens as my BOTM pick so i’m glad you liked it 😭 i’m excited to read it!

[@westanz]

My copy comes Tuesday!

[@daniellew544]

Same!!!! I’m so excited.

[@hayley_g]

saaaame :)

[@amxranthine2766]

I have been waiting for a reading volg! Whenever im in a reading slump, watching your reading vlogs always get me out of them ❤

[@jaidynsage4597]

the first book tuber that really got me into reading! thanks so much noelle for making my day with your content

[@melbel8060]

I literally just went on KZbin to see if you posted a new video and here I am blessed by this

[@kate-ne]

Your love for your mom makes me so happy 🥺 you are such a sweet daughter 💕

[@miachalupa]

sending you and everyone all the good vibes, we all deserve it 💕

[@caitlin375]

I love that you had a such a productive weekend. I’m sorry that you struggled at the end but I’m glad you are able to share and be so open with us! Loved that mom cameo, she’s adorable. Stay strong you wonderful human you! 🥰

[@RachelElliott1111]

i've literally been rewatching ur videos and i reached passed ur isolation favorites video already,,, just DESPERATE to see my fave strawberry gal and now we have been BLESSED with a new video i am so EXCITED AAAAAAAAAA

[@malexandra6153]

Thank you for candidly sharing your mental health struggles. Love the vlogs and hope you are feeling better

[@amberdawn5782]

I haven’t had joy in a long time. I feel ya!

[@maurodacquisto392]

I’ve been Reading ‘the midnight library’ this week! Really loving it!

[@kattieczopkiewicz7361]

I appreciate how open you are about your struggles with mental health and I’m sending all the healing and positive vibes your way!!

[@sammorgan9526]

YES short stories really do give you that feeling on people watching !!! That’s the perfect way to describe it!

[@historytsarkt]

really enjoyed this Noelle! hope you’re having a better day today

[@user-nv9ro6nu6w]

you are such a well-loved human, ily 💕 pls be kind to yourself and we understand if you need to take a break, all we want is just you feeling a lot better about yourself ❤️

[@mckenna2460]

I love your videos♥️I’m sorry that you’re going through mental health struggles. I’ve been going through them too lately with my MBA and work, etc. But you were what inspired me to start reading this year and I thank you for all of your great recommendations. Hope you start feeling better soon♥️

[@BooksCatsandBathBombs]

Loved this, I am excited for your summer reading vlogs! I hope you take some time and give yourself some tlc.

[@simimehanger4768]

aww Noelle i'm sorry you weren't feeling great, your videos bring me so much joy and just know that you are loved and all your feelings are valid xx ❤️

[@libbyphipps9308]

Hi Noelle, thank you for sharing how you’re feeling and being open. Your videos always bring me such joy and it’s comforting to see that I am not alone in some of my darker moments. I hope you’re sweet to yourself too, you deserve all the best! Thanks for being you!

[@nathaliagoncalves1655]

i've loved the reading vlog noelle!! hope you're feeling better, sending lots of love and positive energy

[@kathleensreaders9327]

Sending you love and light 💛 hope you took good care of yourself this week as well. For what it’s worth, you are awesome and smart too! Thank you for being vulnerable and authentic. Hope this week is brighter!

[@rhosangharad1666]

I've started watching you last month and basically binged all your videos because I think you're such a cool and interesting person and have a great judge on books and writing! I'm currently listening to The Whisper Man and loved Writers and Lovers beforehand and its from your recommendations and amazing videos. I'm so sorry you're going through a bad mental health episode right now and how upset you were at the end of this video, but know there's so many people behind you and wishing you all the best. I hope summer treats you well and can't wait to see more of your content over these next months but more importantly that you take time for your mental health are happier in yourself too. Thanks again! ❤

[@selinaduran2523]

I hope you feel better Noelle. We love you and you inspire us all.

[@sandramichelle8503]

Seeing you in this Last Clip breaks my heart 🥺 I hope you are feeling better and thank you for sharing your weekend with all of us. We love you ❤️❤️

[@hayitsashlay]

I love that you openly speak about your mental health struggles because lately I’ve been feeling exactly the same - makes me feel less alone! You’re so amazing and can’t tell you how much I appreciate you ❤️

[@maurabarrett5390]

I was just watching your reading vlogs from last summer when I saw this notification! So excited! 🎉🙂

[@maurabarrett5390]

Noelle, you are awesome and smart!💛

[@rebeccawalter4901]

Hi Noelle!! You’re awesome. You’re smart. Your videos bring so many people joy, and your genuine and wonderful personality shines through with each one. I hope today is a peaceful one for you. I’m sorry some days are tough. I know how exhausting that can be, and I know you’ve got this. Thinking of you & wishing you well 💖

[@francesakafrankie]

ur amazing!! luv ur vids n hope u feel better n have a relaxing summer

[@emilyduesbury7833]

Your videos are my favourite to watch on a cosy Sunday morning ❤️

[@oykuunal]

Sending love your way Noelle, hope you feel better. You deserve as much joy as you bring us. (Which is a lot, like so much) 🥰

[@saminacullen2410]

Thank you so much for being honest and speaking out about how you have been struggling with your mental health. As someone who finds it really difficult to talk about my own mental health problems it is soooo inspiring and reassuring to hear someone I admire also goes through these things too. You are so strong ❤️ Be kind to yourself, be your own best friend and take the time you need. All of the Covid free hugs and well wishes from Ireland x

[@M80sgirl]

The part with her mom was so precious

[@steffid.7236]

If you can not tell it to yourself at the moment, I will: you are awesome and you are smart! And your videos, jokes and simply your super sweet and funny being makes my day! Thank you so much for sharing your struggles. You are not alone in this! Sending you love and strength to get through the crappy parts 💕

[@lisadeale]

Back again after finishing your video. Your outro made me misty 🖤 I feel you. I understand whole heartedly. I just wanted to say that I'm so glad I found you on booktube. Every time I see you uploaded a video it makes me smile because I know you're about to unleash that infectious megawatt smile. You are a delight. 🖤🥰

[@literallyricky]

Noelle, you truly are a ray of sunshine and so funny and smart and genuine! Thank you for being honest about your mental health journey. It is comforting to know even a ray of sunshine has rainy days. I hope you feel better soon because I love you and love seeing you excited and happy. It's okay not to be okay though. Thank you for showing that you are just like the rest of us and have down days. Just know that you are not alone and there are brighter days coming. You bring me so much joy and laughter and you make me so excited to read! I love you and your channel!

[@elizabeth_davel]

Hey, Noelle. Just wanted to say a little thank you. Your videos have really done so much for me. They got me through lockdown last year, which happened right after I experienced something traumatic and then had to move because of lockdown - entering a completely new and unfamiliar situation. Your channel became a safe space for me. You spread joy because it exists in you. Don't forget that :) You are beautiful person. Thank you for the joy you spread on this channel and the comfy, homey atmosphere you create here. Much love xx

[@BeautybyTaime]

I’m glad your professor was flexible for your summer schedule! And I hope things are better today! You are smart and amazing! I used to tell my members to make a list of things you know you’re good at or the things you’ve accomplished in your life and look back on those when you’re having a hard day. I know we only see a snippet of your life, but you show your intelligence, kindness, strength and humor in all your videos! I hope that you know you make our dark days a little brighter with your smile! Sending you a hug virtual hug!!!

[@anissaxbee07]

Oh my goodness you are your momma’s twin!! How precious 🥺 I just finished Between the World and Me. Now I’m starting The Fifth Season tonight! Love your vlogs and how candid you are with the internet. You seem like a genuinely great person. Sending all positive vibes your way ✨

[@anne-jb1ed]

Noelle, first off this video was wonderful as per usual and my Saturday morning was started by watching this and having a lovely cup of tea. I just wanted to comment and say that it seems like this semester has been particularly brutal for students everywhere and people's mental health has severely tanked. I'm so sorry you're having a really rough time. I'm glad to see you're getting professional help, and I hope you're just able to take things step by step, one day at a time. When you said you don't feel joy about things anymore, I related so hard because I remembered having that exact realization myself a couple of years back. Please know that there is light at the end of the tunnel. And since you're such a bubbly, sunshiny person, you're probably extra harsh on yourself for not being "up" all the time. Please be kind to yourself mentally, keep up good CBT habits and know that you're wonderful and intelligent and beautiful. There are always people in your comments sections talking about how your videos have gotten them through hard times and that's so true because you're such an amazing person! That being said, though -- bitch, allow yourself time to do *nothing*!!! When was the last time you just completely chilled out without thinking about filming or editing or work or school or being productive in some way? I'm sure people would rather you didn't upload for ages if it meant you got some quality brain-rest time. Anyway, sorry for the long ass comment but yeah, just keep muddling on through these murky waters and just focus on the small things, and be patient with yourself. You'll get through it xxx

[@jessiemarie4815]

I can totally relate to the struggle with feeling joy and feeling motivated even to do the things you love these days. I think a lot of feelings from the past year are catching up to a lot of us. We've all been through so much along with our own unique experiences and struggles and it is so okay to feel overwhelmed. I loved the vlog and I hope you are feeling better! I hope you have more days with joy than struggle days coming up in your future

[@jhanvipalan2135]

This video really was just SO MUCH FUN. Love these little candid moments with you, Noelle. Also, can we all agree just how cute is Noelle's mom?! Clearly where Noelle gets all that sass from, haha! Love to see it. ❤️❤️

[@georgiamackinnon5975]

I really hope you start feeling better, I love your videos and your personality is like breath of fresh air. :)

[@an-katrienderoover2174]

Oh Noelle I wish you lots of little happy moments and surround yourself with people who help to lift you up when you are feeling down. Your mom seems like a great person for that job. Sending you love and light.

[@kaylayeager8443]

Oh, Noelle, I have been feeling the exact why you are describing for yourself. I have been very unhappy in my current job, so I finally secured another, but my mental health is so bad I'm terrified I will fail at this new opportunity. But, the people around me believe in me and the people around you know you got this! We all love you and believe in you. I know it is hard to remember that sometimes. Sending love and positive vibes!

[@xmaxyne]

honey babyyyy ❤️ I totally understand being in a mental state where you just can't see the good. but I just want you to know that you are so awesome!! you've got a lot on your plate with grad school, a full-time job, a youtube channel, plus just trying to live a life. you're doing so great, and seeing your videos brings me so much joy! thank you for being honest about your mental health. you don't need to share what you don't want to, but it's so nice to see other people dealing with life and not pretending everything is perfect. you're doing your best, and we love you!

[@jadefrota1583]

I love you, stay strong and hope you’ll get better 💛

[@itsthemadster]

Thank you for being vulnerable and honest. I hope you get to feeling better mentally and start enjoying things again. Also, it would be so fun to see you grab some books from the little free libraries next time you have some books you want to give away. It would be nice to follow you around your city and see what sort of books people are reading in your area. Love your content, whatever it is!

[@mikaylarichards4822]

Stay strong noelle you got this 💗💗

[@nickkarp4044]

Girl enjoy that time off!!! ❤️❤️💗❤️💗❤️💗❤️

[@adriennebradley533]

hi Noelle I want you to know that I love your videos and they have helped me when I feel anxious or down. Your sweet and bubbly personality is enjoyable. I love how real you are about mental health and being honest with us. Thank you for sharing your books with us have a great day :)

[@raghaddhn56555]

GURL THAT PHONE COVER YESS! NEED IT IN MY LIFE PLSSS

[@fizzenfizzy]

This vlog brought me so much joy I love u Noelle!!!

[@read.bykate]

Giving you a big virtual hug!! 🥺Hope you feel better!

[@DavidsGameplayMC]

I hope you can begin to start feeling better more often this summer! You are amazing and deserve it more than anything!

[@hannahroffers6253]

hi noelle! i don't usually comment on videos, but I just wanted to say how much i love yours. i'm also in grad school getting my master's in film, and the amount of self-doubt and fear i've recently been feeling has been bordering on debilitating. i'm so sorry that you're struggling, but your honesty and willingness to share your struggles have made me feel way less alone. you are such a ray of sunshine, and i look forward to every video you post. i hope you start feeling better soon. you are so awesome and intelligent, and you bring so many people joy.

[@oxforddictonary]

Thank you for being honest about mental health. I've been in a depression and the accompanying anxiety have both been kicking my ass the last 6 weeks in particular--but anyway, I love your channel and you and the whole booktube community. Love and light to all of us. We are all magic--we just forget that sometimes. Like, Dumbledore said: "Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.”

[@whitneyhendrix8075]

I just started this video but I’m so happy for you to be able to have a weekend to yourself 💕

[@TheMalinator1]

Yay new video!! I love your videos so much!

[@devorahXO]

You have so inspired me to up my reading life. Am tackling back list stuff & loving it. So please know that you make a difference. A big difference, to many many people, my friend. ❤

[@thesukhe]

Her whole channel is just sunshine☀️☀️ for me 😚

[@RainbowSunny1]

I love you so much!! I have one of these days again, where I was feeling completely fine but when the tiniest incident happens I'm feeling unwell and bad... It's really reasuring to see that I am not the only one who has such feelings. ❤

[@AmberAlise]

Yes!! I always look forward to your vlogs!!

[@spastrana2392]

Hi. First I love watching your videos, you are great at it. Second, just wanted to say that you are not alone. I suffer from depression and anxiety and sometimes it just gets triggered out of nowhere. It really ruins your day, but I have found that going on a walk with my pup is the best remedy. Hope you have an beautiful week and stay strong!

[@DANI3LLADAVI3S]

you’re so smart, strong, charismatic and beautiful!!! nothing wrong with not being ok but when your brain is being nasty, just know that we still love you and are proud of you 💓💓💓

[@notesfromjulia]

Loved this Vlog, I‘m excited to pick up The Maidens! And I can relate so much to what you said about mental health, it can change so fast and for no apparent reason. I hope you’re doing better again, take care

[@aniying]

Noelle your reading vlogs just got me through the last 3 days. I was stressed out by a task at work that did not give me meaning or joy, but I had to meet a deadline regardless. Playing your reading vlogs on the background grounded me and helped my brain focus rather than wondering to dark places. Your determination and self-discipline carried me through. As a person who struggle with negative self-talk as well, I can relate to how you are feeling. I would like to thank you by saying a few kind words: - You are emotionally intelligent for being self-aware of feelings and when you need mental health breaks. That is SMART! - You are resourceful for coming up with ideas and finding solutions when you get stuck, such as brainstorming with your friends after a disappointing chat with your prof. That is another way your smartness shines. - You are kind and generous to students new to your program by telling them you understand their anxiety and offering your support - You are loving and thoughtful towards friends and family - You show integrity by aligning your actions with your value (re: subscription box) - You are brave for speaking about mental health openly Wishing you all the best!! - Annie

[@devrimkureksiz7611]

Sending you the best of wishes ✨ you are enough, you are worthy, you are loved.

[@oceanmaisey3490]

I love your content! I hope you feel better soon and I hope you know you are loved and cared for

[@fionamcgrath3859]

You're already very successful and have done what most cannot do and what many dream of! From what I've seen about you you're a very hard-working, sincere and motivated character and that's probably why you're such a success here. You're doing so well! We're all excited to see your face pop up on the screen and it's because we see something great in you. You're doing a great job and I hope you'll feel happier soon

[@lilliandelphi3218]

Noelle, you are amazing and sweet and precious! Your videos always brighten my day! I hope that you feel better now. Take care of yourself and try to relax. Lots of love! 💗⭐

[@april4507]

You got this! Be kind to yourself too. I felt every word you said at the end of your video. Why do our brains have to do us like that!? 😭❤️ Sending you love.

[@caitlinwilliams1100]

I love your sunglasses, they look so cool, and dropping books off at little libraries is a great idea! hope you're doing well!

[@MelyRazo]

I love these reading vlogs. Its like hanging out with you ! Love it 🥰❤

[@Emma-bz3we]

Noelle, you are so valid. I understand what you are going through and you are a tuff cookie! Lots of love from NY!

[@meghansmith]

noelle you look beautiful in this video and your skin looks radiant!!!! thank you for being so wonderful

[@glendam.8083]

Hi Noelle. I just want to say that I'm sorry you are dealing with mental health issues and want to send you a virtual hug.🤗 It hurts my heart to see anyone deal with depression and feeling so down on themselves. I deal with it too, so I know how it can just zap all of the joy from you without warning. It will get better. We just have rough patches in life unfortunately, but thankfully they don't last. Take care of yourself above all else. I will be praying for you and all the while wishing you well. Sending love and hugs!

[@livasele5732]

hope you will feel better soon, lots of love

[@aprilc8258]

Love you ❤️ your vlogs are my favourite on KZbin!

[@shanialanae1169]

Aww your mom is gorgeous! Looks like you definitely get your bright blue eyes from her! Also ordered the Maidens from BOTM and this video is making me exciteddd!!!!😁

[@janieishme]

Thanks for reviewing The Maidens! Was nervous about making this author's sophomoric work my BOTM but your vlog was the clincher. I've now ordered it and excited to experience this double twist for myself!

[@rondoflicflac]

Watching this while doing the dishes 😂❤ love yah Noelle!

[@lauraramosdelgado]

I love you Noelle. You are amazing, all that you do. Never doubt that. Be patient with yourself and remember to breathe.

[@agirlabookandamom6721]

Thank you for sharing your mental health journey. I appreciate that you shared your struggle to find joy. I have named that negative voice in my head Judith and sometimes I have to yell, "SHUT UP JUDITH!" It's pretty cathartic. I love your reading vlogs. I think you are beautiful and smart and you have the loveliest blue eyes. I also think it's cute that right after you say that you aren't feeling like rating things anymore that you look and get excited when a book is rated 4 stars on goodreads! :) Big hugs!