not allowed ~ tv girl {slowed/reverbed}

↳ stay safe n take care of yourself!!
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i love all of you sm!!!!!!!

[@ionlytalkanime]

“I hope we’re still friends yea I hope you don’t mind”...

[@beomyoo]

Damn those words just hit hard 🤧

[@nagistoe1195]

Me to my ex boyfriend 💔

[@KydLives]

Damn

[@lenkagamine2307]

shut up

[@gingerfart6140]

me to her lmao

[@vee4533]

im drinking raspberry tea rn its so good

[@woahve8316]

awesome 😺👍

[@teacup_2917]

fuck i want raspberry tea

[@vee4533]

@@teacup_2917 gives you some

[@myleebrayy5491]

that sounds so good

[@katelynnoconnor789]

same omg

[@viabellee]

1:57 my fave part

[@sarahelayyan5013]

same hehe

[@lanalynn]

hey sinjin

[@rumi1970dg]

same. it's because I love the lyric "and I'm starting to suspect, you don't intend to do anything you say at all"

[@theylaughatmebecauseimemoo9133]

My is 1:41

[@QuandaletayquaviusDingle-bh1dh]

Your taste is ass

[@minhteaa]

Some of y’all complaining abt how sexual the lyrics are after only hearing the “wish it was me” part but this is actually a very beautiful song talking about relationship issues, sexuality, self identity and more. It resonates me, even past the “wish it was me” verse

[@rex-wf3gv]

THIS SONG IS SO GOOD THE LYRICS AND THE BEAT AND EVERYTHING ABOUT IT IS AKSKSJFKXKVF

[@minhteaa]

@@rex-wf3gv FRRR

[@eshaepperson5945]

It’s like being a teenager all over again

[@minhteaa]

@@eshaepperson5945 sums it up perfectly

[@peachesandapricots5010]

@@eshaepperson5945 me rn

[@nixie7251]

If you see me here at 3am- no you don't.

[@sagenelson7905]

@Levi Ackerman LMAO JUST "huh"

[@Luvsammyy]

Me on the roof top hearing this song

[@iloveu207]

Captain?

[@nixie7251]

@@iloveu207 Yes-

[@iloveu207]

@@nixie7251 I didn’t know u have a good taste in music

[@iamamistake3013]

"And I’m starting to suspect, you don’t intend to do anything you say at all" hit harder than a bus

[@-n-navigatore1052]

Ikr? Fucking hurts

[@mimi-milkymulti_fandoms6735]

This part came when I was reading your comment lmao

[@deftonesFTW]

Yeah...

[@romanimations9010]

it still doesn't hit as hard as a steam locomotive.

[@hyunniewe]

i really felt that

[@shushi_shann7257]

I forgot how sexual the lyrics are

[@leap352]

it sounds like a barney song but the lyrics are some thing

[@beomyoo]

@@leap352 👁️👄👁️

[@lu-dt3cv]

RIGHT LMAO

[@minamoto2679]

@@leap352 I shouldn’t be laughing so hard

[@Dashxp]

It’s basically horny and depressed

[@orcaluvrx]

RAMONA POSTS AT THE RIGHT TIME FOR ME LMAO ITS 3:24 AM AJAHAHA

[@jajasalu235]

LMAO, IT'S 12:15AM FOR ME🤠🤝🏼

[@jajasalu235]

WHY U AREN'T SLEEPING? ABSJWJ😤🤚🏽

[@lucy-ed6gr]

it's 8:36 am for me HAHAHASBBXNSNA

[@Cake-xp6mk]

@@jajasalu235 same lol

[@graceesmi]

It’s only 11:26am for me 🥲

[@kegu2988]

anyone’s music taste expand bc of this?

[@sagenelson7905]

mine just completely changed lmao

[@j1nx192]

@@sagenelson7905 same

[@binkz5889]

@@sagenelson7905 fr

[@nightshadegatito]

Ever hear Salem? They changed my life too, though I have to warn you they are a dark rabbit hole. Check out these songs by em: Redlights Sex Killer Better Off Alone (remix)

[@shaimai5925]

i found this because my music choice expanded lol

[@Yamacute222]

Whoever is listening to this has absolutely beautiful music taste, there is no denying that-

[@Jaywrldd5]

Exactlyyy

[@juliuskontos5272]

what is good playlist Spotify

[@Mia-et4wj]

my friends say my music taste sucks

[@Yamacute222]

@@Mia-et4wjayo dont listen to them u have excellent music taste 😎✋

[@Mia-et4wj]

@@Yamacute222 ty 🥲

[@user-cf7cu2vt3m]

NO NOT SHINJI IM CRYING

[@drkiedn]

Who's shinji

[@gigs7927]

@@drkiedn a character from the anime neon genesis evangelion

[@cherry-tk6zh]

@@drkiedn the guy in the picture

[@Impasta3I4I59]

Hospital scene : l

[@user-cf7cu2vt3m]

@@Impasta3I4I59 ☹️

[@eylulia]

you can't imagine how many times i cried my heart out to this song because of her.

[@sammyboy1353]

i miss my ex more than anything so i have an idea of what it's like :)

[@eylulia]

@@sammyboy1353 oh i'm so sorry, but it'll be alright. at the end everything will be a fine line

[@sammyboy1353]

@@eylulia thank you

[@Isaac-Edits]

I feel you

[@shenthenefarious3427]

felt that.

[@rvastrol]

words cannot explain the comfort in this song

[@blehbleh8008]

its crying time :DD

[@lol-su3vt]

Let's cry together :D

[@mxxnq.]

:D

[@aetashu4066]

the crying room is elsewhere

[@WorthyRose]

@@aetashu4066 this IS the crying room

[@aetashu4066]

@@WorthyRose ok let's cry

[@amackenzz]

"do you like these little sonnets?" "cuz i wrote them just for you.." "how quickly they turn sour" "so be careful who you screw." "and you never call..." "and im starting to suspect," "you dont intend to do anything you say at all." "I hope we're stilling friends, yea, i hope you dont mind." I do mind. I miss you. I really do. Dont you remember? Your voice sounded like sonnets to me; a poetic experience, one that could make anyone smile. Me especially. You dont call. And you wont ever again

[@alice_blue152]

Gregory? 😈💅🏻

[@Mahmoudwz]

1:43 💔

[@Chickenz_Forever282]

​@@alice_blue152bruh wtf 😭😭🤣🤣🤣

[@kaisler553]

I was legit obsessed with this song and I finally come back on YT to see this-

[@sigilismtattoos]

fr

[@mikari.01]

IM LITERALLY OBSESSED WITH THIS OML WTH- 😭😭😭✨✨

[@angelinabracamonte5072]

I would listen to this all day while it's raining outside and no one's home just thinking about life...

[@Shinytwist]

Me too..

[@LarsNielsen-sr5jl]

Wtf is this cringey ahhh Slideshow comment

[@danielyellowhorsejr.5987]

Fr

[@danielyellowhorsejr.5987]

Your the only one

[@keta9591]

02:23

[@maiacazacu5879]

ty

[@kyslol1768]

ouch that hurt :D TYSM ITS LITERALLY THE BEST PART OF THE SONG

[@thatswhyyomommadead321]

Ty

[@inksymerengues8781]

Hero.

[@deletedaccount357]

This song talks about many things, not only se*ual stuff..but how badly the person wants to be with them, how controlling/fake people can be and how jealousy takes over people..I just love it

[@frankiegraham5756]

2:21 my favourite part i keep coming back to it

[@milkyberry3548]

It's midnight here. I'm honestly thinking how disappointing humanity is. I already lost my faith in humanity but I'm saying this cause I no longer want to be in silent about all this... Why should we believe/have faith in something like that? Rape incidents, killing, people making fun of suicide, body-shamers, cyber bullying, abuse, manipulation, fake people, teens and young children's mental health going horrible, racism, homophobia, sexism, victim blaming, toxic people and horrible unhealthy relationships, school being not safe and honestly horrible and frustrating. Exams just make parents mad and a shitty paper sheets with answers put on it that most don't know. Should we *REALLY* believe in something like that? I don't think we should. it's the truth. Humanity is absolute bullshit. I hate society and humanity.

[@ieatchildren69]

I agree with all except the exams part, as long as you pay attention they're ez as hell bro trust me

[@CL-ce3uq]

I'm with you on this

[@abigailsoria2337]

girl, things that never change... but i agree with you

[@mimi-milkymulti_fandoms6735]

That's why I wish I could become a robot

[@sintawintabinta]

@@ieatchildren69 not really, it’s so hard for me to pay attention. and when i think I understand what the teachers are saying, i get all confident and proud of myself just to end up failing the exams

[@veneralinett3385]

0:30 my fav part

[@camkayl1660]

the perfect song doesn’t exis-

[@shoyakun9355]

this song fits shinji so much [sobs]

[@ch1hvro162]

hello! if it is 12am or after please get some rest because tomorows gonna be a great day if you have the motivation!!! so do your best everyday and live life to its fullest :)

[@anshi5098]

you too, take care bestie :)

[@ch1hvro162]

@@anshi5098 ♥️you too!✨

[@lahna44]

no

[@cloudedeyes9742]

@@lahna44 i love you

[@lahna44]

@@cloudedeyes9742 i love u 2 silly goose

[@dellamoonshine4714]

this song is the best for listening to in class as you stare out the window and try to disassociate and just think about how nothing really matters and everything's fake and that life is really just all energy floating around empty space...

[@boo4548]

THANK YOU FOR EXPANDING MY MUSIC TASTE RAMONA

[@onnetid4016]

flowers????

[@CiviIMonke]

"And I’m starting to suspect, you don’t intend to do anything you say at all" Is so good slowed down

[@clingychild9132]

This song is a definition of a panic attack thinking about how your crush won't like you back

[@minhteaa]

Okay I respect your interpretation and how it resonates with you in that way but I am kind of confused on how you think about that with the context the lyrics are intended to convey

[@baoying4745]

@@minhteaa its more of the rhythm yk? people laughing at you, sad music, minor key...

[@geskle6882]

@@baoying4745 this song is actually In a major key but the sadness is rooted in the 2 major seventh chords going back in forth through the whole song. I love these types of chords because they’re never fully complete cause there always one note off from being more stable sounding chords. Kinda gives me the feeling of reaching for something that’s just barely out of reach.

[@sintawintabinta]

@@geskle6882 you described that feeling perfectly

[@keira-the-elk]

me rn

[@wow9673]

" I don't mind if you forget about everything or anything, but please don't forget about me and the stuff we did"

[@mannysmith7297]

“If only I could, maybe all this would hurt a little less.”

[@ky-rm8kz]

“you don’t know how long ¡ can stare into your picture and wish that it was me” me when my best friend is dating the guy ¡ envy

[@yuichiops]

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼

[@KornOnAKob420]

I read allat and i realized none of this will happen

[@TheSBieSieal]

​@@KornOnAKob420real

[@tiayladavis6059]

ty for this and it’s like 4:53 am :)

[@valentinapreve4229]

I love how Shinji is so featured in all of these songs

[@cjdotexe]

0:55 “But I’ve got an interactive, sick and twisted imagination, and that’s gotta count for something.” The lyrics are a relief to me yet a reminder of all the guilt in my life. 😭 at first I was annoyed by how sexual the lyrics were but it has such a bigger meaning than other songs abt just hot women etc (nothing against artists that do that but still)

[@hmm307]

PLEASE THIS IS ONE OF MY FAV SONGS OF ALL TIME (as of now) TYSM RAMONA

[@annacsikos7915]

"all by yourself" this hurts while sitting on the floor, crying and watching ur "friends" having fun

[@meelodyy9297]

YES THANK YOU I WAS WAITING FOR THIS

[@giveuponyourdreamsanddie602]

Okay but the person on the screen is literally me rn

[@rhysbodrell8005]

Oh bro you probably don't want to be saying that 😂😂

[@cecesinterlude6209]

@@rhysbodrell8005 right LMAOAOAOO

[@WorthyRose]

U might wanna take that back

[@Impasta3I4I59]

Bro please take that back. 😭😭😭 look up neon genesis evangeleon hospital scene

[@dianaaa667]

ITS LIKE WHENEVER I WANT A SONG SLOWED YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE TO DO IT. I WAS LOOKING FOR A SLOWED VERSION OF THIS SONG LIKE 2 DAYS AGO AND HERE WE ARE.

[@angrycookie4599]

"and I'm starting to suspect you don't intend to do anything you say at all" dayum this shit hits

[@daltonjenks5739]

the sounds on this song are like so beautiful. when i listen to this song i feel like im actually listening to every single little sound detail

[@justjane_7213]

2:23 ,"I hope we're still friends yeah i hope you don't mind."

[@DAFR2849]

1:57 “And I was starting to suspect, you don’t intend to do anything you say at all” definitely the best part

[@user-sp8vc9qg3r]

im obsessed with this its so good

[@sarahsanchez434]

i listened to this during covid non stop nd i feel like it changed me and how i portray myself because now i always feel sad but its been years and i can see that im no different from who i was when it all started

[@anonymous18100]

Omg ive been loving this song 🥳

[@tagenm6743]

I feel loved, thank you

[@mimichelly539]

i feel like shinji would like this song a lot

[@eviearthur1282]

my favorite song rn thank you :}

[@uhmno3474]

ive been listening to this for like 6 hours on loop

[@mellofdn.]

i love this sm 🤬

[@brokenpetals]

*all by yourself, sittin alone*

[@_souldier]

i Hope Were friends, yeah i Hope you dont Mind,

[@sushitr4shx]

HELL YEA- I'm finally early-

[@meelodyy9297]

hi brother

[@adoresubliminals3593]

this is the perfect pitch

[@sinuema4723]

the 'i hope we're still friends yea i hope you don't mind' just hits harder yk

[@emmy6106]

0:40 Do the wires in your mind get sewn together, Rubbed and severed by the heat. You don't know how long I could stare into your picture, And wish that it was me.

[@alishaahmed6874]

I cant tell you how fast I clicked I might have broke my finger, oh well

[@dvkuvs9631]

Shinji 😿

[@rafaelmhurley]

I use this as motivation, not because I relate to the lyrics. Because it reminds me of the weak men of this world who will take what I have believing it was luck and not my own suffering and hard work that led to my results. I think of the singer as a man who blames the world for his problems and takes from those who went the path he could not. Who knows tho I’m prolly just projecting.

[@yurkio]

“And I’m starting to suspect you don’t intend to do anything you say at all”

[@El_DennisTheMenaceShow]

finally i discover new music i can vibe to

[@Brenaa.]

I love this song so much.

[@reagansmith5441]

the shinji picture makes this

[@BananNut]

I love this so so much ❤ tv girl is amazing

[@estelle9975]

2:22 “I hope we’re still friends yeah I hope you don’t mind“

[@dinololhi8063]

I'm so early that I dropped my tea

[@samantharodriguezhernandez8878]

this just perfect really

[@imisstheolddays5575]

I love this song

[@aela6942]

this song changed my life......

[@kittychu149]

OMG TYSMMMM

[@Eli-sy7nh]

this is my most played song of all time on spotify

[@dog340]

First song he sang to me Now i listen to it in my mind whenever i think of him.

[@rachaeljacquelin4769]

I love this song so much

[@Vercetti2002]

2:22 Happiness

[@thegreatjem8958]

I never thought about anyone while listening to this song but still i cried for myself

[@drazol]

„I hope we still friends, yeah, i hope you dont mind” it hits hard and give me Strange vibe

[@donnet97]

I'm exactly that guy listening to this song at late night about to cry because the lyrics and the music hit the heart

[@norahjeanius]

this should have more likes period

[@enzo22423]

This makes me forget how toxic my irl friends are I wish we were back in elementary when we didn't know any better :/

[@kayc5278]

Babe wake up ramona posted😊

[@miranlmao]

this is so good.

[@qaw51]

This song gives me memories that i never had 😢

[@raptortootie69]

Perfection my darling 💅🏻👁️👄👁️

[@Mcgaymai]

It makes me remember everything I went through

[@Hopeless_romantic505]

"you dont know how long i stared into you're picture and wish it was me"

[@giannagilbert3178]

I LOVE THIS YOURE MY SAVOR

[@heldanabenyam137]

ramona..ur music taste is immaculate

[@fakingit4617]

1:57 Here You Go.

[@coversbysun]

the vibe of this song---

[@MELO-gs4pm]

"*and i'm starting to suspect you don't intend to do anything you say at all.*"

[@lhab1a]

Damn i dont know why but that "i hope we're still friends yeah i hope you dont mind" part brings some nostalgia and bad memories

[@lovegreennn]

this song feels sad but good too

[@dog340]

We used to listen to this together on late night calls looking up at the stars- now im looking up the stars listening to it alone wondering if hes doing the same or listening to another song with someone else. Ill always love you alan.

[@whuly.]

Wanna cookie

[@maximdcepoi]

Damn bro hits hard

[@Anannembiledahaguzelsarkisoler]

All by yourself sittng alone i hope still friends yeah l hope you dont mind....

[@chiakinanami9250]

THE BEST SONG

[@yaoichurch]

shoutout to one of the best mc's to exist

[@daph5890]

I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS SONG FOR SO LONG BC OF A YURIO EDIT AHHHRFHF

[@nessaig7519]

Wow yk how relatable this song is ...

[@user-kl3ku3ue2b]

2:20 my favorite part