nova - whitley ( slowed + reverb loop )

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#xxxtentacion #nova #whitley.

[@AyperosMusic]

Check out the ambient version of Nova - Whitley: kzbin.info/www/bejne/ZmizYXloatF0itk

[@rihana8882]

Never delete this

[@zeyydnz]

Yeahh definitely 🤧🤧🤧

[@mrhasnanshamsudin2742]

@@zeyydnz yeah

[@mrhasnanshamsudin2742]

@kev docks no never

[@b_f_d_d]

*For real* 💯

[@Ysr.zgh08]

Yeah

[@BassBoosterM]

This song gives me a state that I can't honestly describe

[@AyperosMusic]

Something is rising and it's not Jesus!

[@gumgum7833]

My guy you’re in a state of serenity

[@louies9463]

@@AyperosMusic my pp

[@exotiq5608]

Ur right

[@nitemareisaac167]

@@AyperosMusic that’s fucked up

[@becho6871]

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

[@AyperosMusic]

You are absolutely amazing! 💞

[@skydragon8538]

You are amazing 🥲

[@jackreid6882]

Bless you

[@cfue_]

Becho, I sure will remember that for the rest of my life, and I have something to tell u becho, I’m finally happy again, I found the one, I promise I will treat her as good as good, and I hope u have an amazing life and I wis u all the best, stay safe, god bless u ❤️

[@becho6871]

@@AyperosMusic thank you so much this means a lot, hope you have an awesome 2021 and a great day ❤️

[@lvc2725]

people who listen to music like this r the people i need to be friends with🥲

[@nansi15434]

real friend doesnt exist, I had the experience, this is why im listening this type of song, thinking about futur new reals friends, who i can spent good time. But i am only dreaming and being alone to the rest of my life. I dont know why i say that that to a people who i dont know. Maybe the feeling, who i want talk to someone, i don't know.

[@ervinbektic1154]

@@nansi15434 real/true friends exist. We just need to find them. One day we will meet them... one day...

[@ranatarnini5331]

Same 🤍

[@ranatarnini5331]

@@ervinbektic1154 true we just need trust which I don’t have bc I got trust issues 💔

[@ranatarnini5331]

@@nansi15434 I always imagine my life with my futur bestfriend my real bestfriend who doesn’t use me 💔

[@yupyazeed]

i just wanna be loved......

[@katanaa9296]

Sorry for responding a month later but, you are loved!Even tho you might not see it, there's millions of people that love you!If those certain people don't give you the attention you need or at least want to be noticed by them once.Leave them.Theres always other people out there that would love to do all that for you boop!Focus on yourself before focusing on your love life or friendships!If you ever need someone to talk to, id gladly talk to you!If you haven't heard this in a while or needed this, I love youuuu!^^

[@manel1303]

I love you🤎

[@traniahm3917]

I love u lets be friends ?🥰🥰

[@homie1649]

@@katanaa9296 that was so nice for tou to say that it made my day 😌❤️❤️

[@dustylips]

your loved bb 💗💗

[@gumgum7833]

1:20 Feels like I had a flashback

[@Schmitty-bw2ry]

Same

[@hunormarton5185]

The night when she did IT💔...

[@gumgum7833]

@@hunormarton5185 keep your head up King 👑

[@senzocc]

@@Schmitty-bw2ry you dropped this 👑

[@senzocc]

@@hunormarton5185 you lost this 👑

[@BeenGuilty]

"Im praying that they all love me." -Xxxtentacion

[@abohadid_]

I don't wanna love my self

[@maher88mh]

I love you

[@fajarftel.5837]

i miss him 😞

[@aitorgonzalezsanchez1012]

@@fajarftel.5837 i miss her😟

[@amongus85]

@@aitorgonzalezsanchez1012 we r not talking about her

[@Quteen]

This music makes me cry 😔😭💔

[@31dollars]

The transition at 1:20 takes you to a place where you reminisce about the good times you once had. Then 1:43 rips you right back into reality.

[@sergioortiz115]

Damn I thought about that and Felt. Just pain 😔

[@1mm0rtal48]

Currently crying thinking about that comment

[@amariiminaj2099]

Damn the fact I felt this made me sad 😔 thank you

[@reyvioliii]

Thought about the time where I was dreaming a great dream and then my mom wiggles me to wake up for school 💔💔💔

[@dashad737]

That is the perfect way to describe it.

[@theyametecodm240]

0:07 Now u can go back to the beginning

[@lilian9990]

The song gives goosebumps

[@haikal3625]

thankyuuu

[@Sofia-eo2ob]

a song that is perfect for listening to at night when I'm alone

[@keyzhrhrs6868]

yes same

[@yupiyey1234]

I am in the university and im alone right now xd

[@ravakarel4682]

We same

[@firman1986]

And when it rains :"(

[@m_dgx_e]

Yes, but when you remember the painful days, you will be sad 😢

[@mcalister3911]

Imagine listening to this on your bike at night time with the moon shining and the breeze flowing through your hair and it being like 60 or 65 degrees

[@jadonradke632]

1:20 What you hear when you walk into Heaven.

[@donistf]

Man you got me

[@zynvx]

damn I can feel it.

[@dustylips]

damn 🤭

[@Phxsphxrus]

Gave me goosebumbs man

[@jadelyn._.official8512]

i cant cause im a full demon....

[@Kyuubii06]

Finnaly i found this song😭💖

[@gojoxbizzareadventuresgior2370]

girl i- lol

[@eko_ms]

Same

[@4NG3L_X]

SAMEEE-

[@fhriyxz]

believe me, those who listen to this song are people who need peace

[@Itzmarkraft_gaming.]

When I was hear this song I remember my old brother died 7 years ago 🥺, I miss him so much😭

[@sajuu6660]

This just makes me cry and I just wonder what is really life.

[@essyl8495]

Noah😂😂😂

[@goldieblocks5678]

This part of the song brings me peace and sadness at the same time🥺✋

[@victoriablanco6201]

Yes!

[@sk-gi1kl]

Istg same I'm not even sad these fucking comments make me depressed for no reason

[@kenzyeliseeee]

This is honestly the sadest song I’ve ever heard and it makes me emotional 🥺

[@Eressea-Deseo]

I have almost no tears to cry. This music makes me feel good and hurts me at the same time...🥺

[@timeout2295]

not the gasha life pfp talking LOL

[@okurrrrrr6583]

@@timeout2295 calm the fuck down gamer boi literally stop tryna act cool 😭

[@caitlynmarker5]

1:20 just makes me feel some type of way that i can’t describe 🥺🥰

[@reyvioliii]

And 1:43 makes it more sad

[@Amir-wi2ep]

@@reyvioliii true

[@rayan95200]

@@reyvioliii Come back to the reality 😔

[@8isele]

1:24 I felt it I felt the pain I’m late but I hope it’s ok🥺

[@cal269]

This is relaxing imagine listening this music at your bed no one disturbing to you

[@sinclaireeee]

this song makes me feel something i cant describe and thats what i love abt it.

[@escape-realityyy]

One of the best lessons I’ve learned in my life is to not take it so seriously no one makes it out alive so I mean u might as well live it as you’re here 🖤

[@catlady_444]

FINALLY! i found this song ive been searching for it for ages!

[@user-dc1fb4kv8x]

Me tooo😭finally

[@candevega5116]

This instrumental is so relaxing, I could spend hours listening

[@princessshanilleespinoza8756]

Imagine listening to this song in the end of 2020 and thinking the sad things that you've been through 😭

[@leothedog979]

Believe it or not 2021 has been the worst year for me so far and it’s February

[@sk-gi1kl]

@@leothedog979 same 2021 was the worst year for me even though it's literally still April

[@leothedog979]

@@sk-gi1kl ikr it just keeps getting worse, my dog just died an hour ago

[@leothedog979]

@@xiachen959 jeez sorry man, I hope you can move on and it isn’t too hard

[@huarehn]

Hi, Desember!

[@aixofn8827]

HOW'S THERE PEOPLE DISLIKING THIS, there's no way someone doesn't like this, this so relaxing and sad a the same time, no one can't like this, Awesome

[@ImAlzohh]

I just pictured my death, and it was beautiful.

[@milanfirefly7804]

I love u

[@mashaivanov475]

same here i pictured it peacful beatiful and lovely cant wait till i die :))

[@harmony_love440]

@@mashaivanov475 I love you. Stay strong for me

[@harmony_love440]

I love you, please stay. You mean everything to me

[@mashaivanov475]

@@harmony_love440 thank you noones ever said that to me actually it means a lot since ive been going thru a lot my close cousin just died ;)(

[@kuwos_nba709]

I feel like crying because this song gives you that vibe

[@jamesedwards4827]

Sad fact: Your listening to this cause you lost her

[@mastershinfu4248]

yoo how haha😢

[@dsf4722]

🖤RIP X🖤

[@Longboarding_Bee]

0:07 you can go back to the beginning love ❤️

[@vraxid3083]

Your comment just make me 🥰

[@tragiik]

everyone has a purpose, it may not be clear yet, but it exists :) I hope everyone who sees this stays alive and healthy!

[@monalsinaga7693]

Just let me die with this song

[@sadlysnape]

6 dislikes because they couldn’t understand why everyone feels so amazed

[@kairoalves2008]

My friend, I got depressed. 2016 has passed. It was the best year for me. My girlfriend was young, but now she has grown up and left me. The childhood friend has grown up and started to work. As for me, I still miss nostalgia, thinking that I will die my friend. I have come to dream about the past. I hate myself

[@leina9670]

kairo alves hey, don’t hate yourself. these things can be in our lives. we must be strong. nothing matters than you do 🦋

[@sadlysnape]

i feel the same. you’re not alone. we’re all thinking of you. i hope you’re feeling better.

[@jaadatieh1585]

It’s okay to hate ur self but used it as s weapon on ur side to work on urself and don’t ever surrender

[@user-ig6je9gs3y]

I do the same every time , every night , dreaming about past with my boyfriend , 2017 in my heart forever , I don’t know how to stop doing it

[@aiyanagalarza2980]

hey Ik I’m responding late but I just wanted to say that I’m proud of you. I’m proud of you for making it this far. I’m proud of you for fighting everyday no matter how hard it gets. I’m proud of you for everything. But if you wanna end it all remember your amazing and come back to this message. You are special. You have a purpose. You are loved. You mean the world to me. But if you still wanna end it all after that then just now you will be missed

[@williamcorban5244]

Can we please have a hour of this? It's so peaceful to listen to

[@user-bc7bm7yt5t]

yea

[@anandpandey5331]

right click and click loop within the video

[@IHMSANBWEUM]

I can listen this for whole day without getting bored not kidding!

[@lereicejanea9761]

This song triggers me to overthink a lot.

[@irinitziapoura916]

Same.

[@d_b3ndz_344]

Same

[@aiyanagalarza2980]

hey Ik I’m responding late but I just wanted to say that I’m proud of you. I’m proud of you for making it this far. I’m proud of you for fighting everyday no matter how hard it gets. I’m proud of you for everything. But if you wanna end it all remember your amazing and come back to this message. You are special. You have a purpose. You are loved. You mean the world to me. But if you still wanna end it all after that then just now you will be missed

[@irinitziapoura916]

@@aiyanagalarza2980 thank you so much for your amazing words.But remember that everything is gonna be alright even if how much pain we are going thru like almost every of us.And you are beautiful.I love you

[@AyperosMusic]

I love you, guys! Open your eyes, free your mind.✌🏻✝️💕

[@farrelcannavaro4573]

Love you too ☪️❤️❤️

[@jannat1740]

Ily too ☪️

[@normalmenbg2990]

Lyt ☪️♥️♥️

[@Simon-kz2rc]

❤️✝️

[@Brwa2005]

love you brother❤☪

[@keraunos7038]

i don't know how i could live without music lol

[@kimo6286]

this song always brings me nostalgia i can’t explain, and i always think about him, it’s fine we see each other as strangers now, but in another lifetime, i’ll wait, i’ll see him soon.

[@ilyykamira]

I can't stop listening to this ❤❤❤

[@dinkocan4682]

I'm so sad that my tears press the like botten ;(

[@aiyanagalarza2980]

hey Ik I’m responding a month later but I just wanted to say that I’m proud of you. I’m proud of you for making it this far. I’m proud of you for fighting everyday no matter how hard it gets. I’m proud of you for everything. But if you wanna end it all remember your amazing and come back to this message. You are special. You have a purpose. You are loved. You mean the world to me. But if you still wanna end it all after that then just now you will be missed

[@Roosfaster]

Me sad press liek botten too 😭😭😭 so sad must cri, me press luek buten

[@Wolfmoonqueen]

The vibes here are somewhere between longing and loneliness-emptiness and sadness-peacefulness and some form of sad happiness ..or maybe a kind of happy sorrow like what you would feel after a loved ones suffering is over.

[@Linosxw]

This song is my everything. This song is so perfect song. My heart is not okey

[@LEGVCY]

Thanks, I needed this.

[@stfulayy]

😞This is all i listen to , i wanna be happy again😕

[@joehill3648]

Pain bro 💔

[@stfulayy]

@@joehill3648 fr🤦🏽‍♀️ , this song fr makes me happy

[@stfulayy]

@@joehill3648 I hope you feel better tho💕 , if you wanna talk I'm here even tho ima stranger💖😹 .

[@jaadatieh1585]

We can’t

[@jaadatieh1585]

Once ur stuck in it there’s no coming back

[@juniorbisposouza]

What perfection is this? God bless the soul that created this acoustic wonder, when the time comes

[@AyperosMusic]

Thank you so much for 1 Milion views! 😳❤️ I love you, guys. Open your eyes and free your mind! ❤️

[@Meme-mo9dw]

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[@aceawazaki]

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[@dxnixble]

God still loves you it isn't to late to repent and sup bro I got

[@amethystpurple312]

I don’t know how to explain it.. I really don’t. I don’t know if anyone else feels this way to.. well, the music in this video like makes me remember little things about my childhood like this song reminds me of a place that I’ve been to once but I still remember it and it makes me feel super like calm and relaxed to just think about what that place looked like and just think about my childhood. And the good memories and everything. Does anyone else feel this way sometimes to instrumental songs like this? The other thing is my mind is making me like think of small things from my past and my mind is telling me to go to that place and just sit there, and listen to this song while thinking of my childhood again. And to just relax myself. I don’t know if anyone has ever felt the same way. I feel like I’m the only one that feels this way

[@clarishalimbo7724]

Me too

[@xShotzz]

The vibe this song gives you can’t describe it you must listen to the song puts your mind in a state of happiness and depression and it plays with your feelings i love it so much it honestly gives me chills

[@firaasamsulfat]

me rn

[@sriramadona9572]

Ya bro

[@srhnh]

after a year been listening to this, still broke me😭

[@helloooo6735]

This gives me anxiety , it makes me rethink bout life.

[@juliana-kfpsalt3654]

Sometimes I just think to myself and wonder why i'm here late at night. What is the point anymore :/ It's not like I can do anything i'm useless it's not just me who says that it's everyone... I know people tell me that god created me for a reason but what is that reason? But hey, life is life and you can't do anything about it am I right? I don't even know what makes me happy anymore. Did I ever have happiness? Were all my feelings fake? I don't even know anymore... I'm lost and I can't find my way back. But if I did, where would I be? No where, that's what I think.

[@sadlysnape]

you will become happy again, i know you will. i did, with the help of just this song. i really hope you find that soon. youve deserved it for so long :)

[@thatonekid_1897]

God put you on this earth to spread gods reality !

[@hihi1131]

it’s always at night when reality hits different

[@juliana-kfpsalt3654]

@@hihi1131 you got that right

[@aiyanagalarza2980]

hey Ik I’m responding late but I just wanted to say that I’m proud of you. I’m proud of you for making it this far. I’m proud of you for fighting everyday no matter how hard it gets. I’m proud of you for everything. But if you wanna end it all remember your amazing and come back to this message. You are special. You have a purpose. You are loved. You mean the world to me. But if you still wanna end it all after that then just now you will be missed

[@agustharris6402]

I'm writing a story while listening to this. It makes me so relaxed and incredibly happy. So good.

[@macarenax171]

O tipo de som que me trás tristeza e paz ao mesmo tempo! Pqp cá estou eu no meu canto com meu fone no último volume, pq meu refúgio é nesses tipos de sons.😔✊🏻

[@ThatBrunaKid]

Eu escuto essa música e vem mil pensamentos na minha cabeça…. todos os meus problemas, tristeza… mais tbm vem o meus momentos bons de alegria, sorrisos, felicidade… e eu penso sem dúvida na vida que eu quero, eu fico imaginando como seria ter ela…. penso em pessoas tbm!…. é uma vibe muito boa, parece que a qualquer momento vc vai pra outro mundo. bom, eu me sinto em um outro mundo ou dimensão quando escuto!… e o pior é quando você escuta essa música e fica se perguntando de tudo, e é umas perguntas que você não consegue ver as respostas.. por mais q vc se esforce pra estender, você não têm acesso a isso!… é perfeito pra você pensar em tudo/na vida… 🥺😔❤️‍🩹🤍

[@hzv.e04]

This song actually makes me calm and sleep ✨

[@azn7295]

If I could listen to a song FOREVER it would be this one , it really brings me like a peace ???Of isolation I guess when you’re just so acostumbrated being alone... And that now I like being alone it feels good for me and that I’m thinking of nothing just being they’re by myself and while I’m hearing this song I just imagine myself in a room where everything is white and bright and I’m just like flying ? ( like if I’m floating In the same place ) While I’m listening to this song. And now that I have being feeling alone for 1 year I think that’s like a thing that I like too much now . I can’t say I’m dealing pain because I’m not and I’m not going to say that “ oh I understand you 😞” because NO I don’t everybody has different emotions different reactions, I mean I could be having the same problems as you but that doesn’t mean that we are having the same emotions because we know how it feels because we’re feeling the same , everyone has different emotions and reactions , but you know what really makes me escape from all of this , watching things about Avengers Or Harry Potter , watching something that I like , and I also have like a playlist at you tube because I don’t have Spotify, and those songs are some things that I like to Hear, like this type of songs that are like slowmoed they really bring me like a peace of being alone that I just start liking , but things that I remember is that GOD loves me so so much ! And you too ! That he still want me alive ! So I’m still alive because of him because I love him and if I was catholic I think I would just killed me , you know one day I took a rope and put it around my neck I was trying to chocke my self so I could die !. But it didn’t worked, I was crying , I was feeling pain , I was so mad so fucking tired , and while I was doing that I was at my mathematics Test( it was online and I had my camera off ) and nobody of my family heard me I was crying so so much that my eyes were tired, I also remember putting a knife on my stomach . Okay that’s it that’s too much information. 🥲bye guys

[@aiyanagalarza2980]

hey Ik I’m responding a month later but I just wanted to say that I’m proud of you. I’m proud of you for making it this far. I’m proud of you for fighting everyday no matter how hard it gets. I’m proud of you for everything. But if you wanna end it all remember your amazing and come back to this message. You are special. You have a purpose. You are loved. You mean the world to me. But if you still wanna end it all after that then just now you will be missed

[@KarrarHaider]

راح اترك مذكرة ٢٠٢١ والي يشوفها يترك اثر... الموسيقى تبچي💔💔😭

[@munnisinha6501]

This gave me an emotion that i dont know

[@abbyyyyy4]

Simplemente arte ✨

[@mykhailahyler1816]

Living is expensive ,I’m not even having fun

[@aiyanagalarza2980]

hey Ik I’m responding late but I just wanted to say that I’m proud of you. I’m proud of you for making it this far. I’m proud of you for fighting everyday no matter how hard it gets. I’m proud of you for everything. But if you wanna end it all remember your amazing and come back to this message. You are special. You have a purpose. You are loved. You mean the world to me. But if you still wanna end it all after that then just now you will be missed

[@rhuiogcang2266]

need this on Spotify asap.

[@weluvbenny8532]

This song gives me flashbacks to when life was good...

[@jordanerwin4642]

This just put me in a different world with no stress

[@demiselone]

I feel numb can't sleep can't eat can't be happy I feel emptiness I feel like I have no expression only sadiness this feeling gets to me when Iam at night time everyone is asleep it feels as if Iam alone like Iam fuckin dead. Iam addicted to pain like I miss it

[@moodyalivia]

I wish x wasn't dead but ik its not you but I still miss him.

[@aiyanagalarza2980]

Hey I’m sorry for responding a months later but I just wanted to say that your amazing and Ik it’s a little tuff rn but you will get through it. You are so strong and I’m proud of you for making it this far but even if you do just remember you will be missed I love you

[@demiselone]

aiyana galarza thank you. I always wanted to die young 21 years is enough for me no matter how happy Iam I just wish to die at the age of 21. I would never kill myself or harm myself but Iam gonna create something to make me remembered when I die. I wish u all the best.

[@vanichan7822]

@@demiselone aye i feel you , still there

[@paulinearaujomelo9380]

Meu coração errando as batidas ao escutar que perfeição ❤️

[@mosthatedparth3252]

It’s so relaxing 😌

[@rndmxedits5443]

This song give me some emotions I can't describe it idk why it's just so calm and peaceful, I just close my eyes put this music and I feel like I am in an other place! I love this song

[@booomg-]

i’m so glad X made i don’t wanna do this anymore .. this is so beautiful ❤️

[@klee9074]

Imma save this to my playlist this is amazing.

[@jordanrivera422]

When I’m stressed or over thinking about life in general I put my beats on and listen to this.. crazy to think how much an instrumental can clear my mind and help me to reset. Like most are saying , never delete this

[@gapor8347]

1:23 i feel tingly inside and i flashbacked all the sad memories

[@pcxeq]

بَنآم عَليها آذا مُت انت المَسؤول لانَك السَبب..لَيه تِبَطئ الاُغنيَهه💔.

[@batisss]

jadi keinget bangun pagi" pas subuh, liburan, dengerin adzan, vibes masa kecil bgt

[@zxymyxz6044]

This is a masterpiece.

[@sedaemine2455]

This song reminds me of my grandmother who died 💕

[@jadamarie5244]

Thank you sooo much for this .. Is it just me or does anyone get excited when they hear this version 🤍

[@gHOSTuser...]

✨Masterpiece✨

[@pedro_neto7766]

I cant describe how good this is

[@skydragon8538]

This song brings me to places especially when you close your eyes.....it's like walking up to heaven and you can see light when you close your eyes

[@saraa5748]

esta canción me lleva a otro mundo😩✨🛐

[@dominomadobrewino]

This is what I was looking for thx ❤

[@useridk33]

Isso me tira a ansiedade ❤️

[@onlydonisabel0o0oo]

i remember something that i should forget

[@muhamadfahril5154]

hi

[@ivestarship6]

احب هاذي الاغنية تجيب لي شعور غريب اذا سمعتها قلبي يحس ب الراحة ما اعرف ليه ..؟

[@vqvp1]

لأن فيها ترددات قد تكلم عنها كويلي تسيطر على العقل على حسب الأغنية تخليك حزينه أو سعيده تختلف

[@julia.k2411]

It’s just soooo chill like, I know it’s a loop but still like really good, I literally can’t describe it🥺

[@juliereina108]

This song gives me a feeling I can not describe but it makes me feel ok and safe

[@official_kokowkocow1794]

The music is wonderful

[@hunormarton5185]

I know we all listen to it at the middle of the night alone...but we feel more than being alone😔

[@user-ey2vd8fs5h]

One person can change this child's mind. From the words that fill the ears that leave the school no need to go to school I really want to study, but if I really think like that, now I don't want to study anymore.

[@cameronking1809]

This hits😭😭😭

[@july306]

everytime i hear this, i feel like i am in another world. i don't know, i can't explain

[@lukskefentakmlar5923]

WTF its insane love itt

[@yvngrafa777]

Watching dis high a whole vibe☁️