Numb - A Short Film by Atiana Manriquez

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Atiana Manriquez

Atiana Manriquez

Күн бұрын

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@emmapresley8104
@emmapresley8104 4 жыл бұрын
“You’re okay. You’re okay. You’re okay. You’re fine! Just smile!”
@100ksubz6
@100ksubz6 4 жыл бұрын
Emma Presley that hit hard
@myliekamdyn
@myliekamdyn 4 жыл бұрын
bro i got whiplash from that lmao i always do that
@its_nicole07
@its_nicole07 4 жыл бұрын
same
@samaeldeul572
@samaeldeul572 4 жыл бұрын
Way to relatable😔
@marilynescobar9321
@marilynescobar9321 4 жыл бұрын
That got me
@jordanjenks7144
@jordanjenks7144 5 жыл бұрын
"Other people have it worse than you" Doesn't mean I don't suffer!
@quentinlomelino1007
@quentinlomelino1007 4 жыл бұрын
Same
@Homoparanoia
@Homoparanoia 4 жыл бұрын
You can’t compare pain. Just because you have a broken arm and someone else is in a full-body cast doesn’t mean you’re not hurt.
@mamacita278
@mamacita278 4 жыл бұрын
A five year old child cry’s when they fall on the sidewalk and scrapes their knee because, that is some of the worst pain they have felt in their life. On the other hand if a thirty year old falls on the sidewalk and scrapes their knee they won’t cry because, they have felt worse pain in their life.
@somiproductions
@somiproductions 4 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭😭truth I started to believe I'm delusional
@DampLover
@DampLover 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah that's been haunting me since i were little.
@queenkylie6277
@queenkylie6277 4 жыл бұрын
All I hear when people describe depression: depression is like... drowning. Let’s admit it, I have depression as well. It does feel like your drowning.. but it also feels like your dieing alive..
@thepoptartknight3687
@thepoptartknight3687 4 жыл бұрын
Kinda feels more like almost drowning. Like the weights in your chest and body are pulling you down but your only able to barely keep your head above the water. Then you keep taking deep breaths wondering when it will fully pull you under. Sometimes it does but you hold your breath and your able to get your head above again. Drowning seems more like when you finally give in to it and let the water take you.
@Roxieb_1
@Roxieb_1 4 жыл бұрын
Isn’t dieing alive like drowning tho , cuz you are
@mitanaadelemoni2682
@mitanaadelemoni2682 4 жыл бұрын
Yh I'm dying alive
@calebthelemon4861
@calebthelemon4861 4 жыл бұрын
SOME KIDS ARE LIKE DEPPRESSION IS “”YoUr ReAlLy SaD!”” And I’m like Wow😒😡
@anniebrierley1224
@anniebrierley1224 3 жыл бұрын
It isn’t just that
@mariahgubler7512
@mariahgubler7512 5 жыл бұрын
Oh my goodness, the number of times I've stood in front of my mirror crying telling myself I'm okay........
@anniebrierley1224
@anniebrierley1224 3 жыл бұрын
Hey just too let you know we are w u
@tom-qe8ys
@tom-qe8ys 4 ай бұрын
Who cares?
@elliehales-oy6ss
@elliehales-oy6ss 4 ай бұрын
Sane people​@@tom-qe8ys
@OBX_Channel
@OBX_Channel Ай бұрын
I do… 🫶🏻
@RealJojo4
@RealJojo4 Ай бұрын
@@tom-qe8ys bruhhh
@ralphmarbler27
@ralphmarbler27 4 жыл бұрын
"Stop crying, some people out there have harder lives than yours" And I'm one of these people, but you don't seem to wanna see it. Gosh, the accuracy of this movie is scary.
@calebthelemon4861
@calebthelemon4861 4 жыл бұрын
Yes
@Antonio-fj5gs
@Antonio-fj5gs 2 жыл бұрын
Fax man everyone treats each other like one is beneath the other We as a society is slowing becoming the animals of the world while animals like primates are more human then we ever have been It’s sad and I am ashamed for real.
@King_of_Gotham
@King_of_Gotham 4 жыл бұрын
The way the dad was yelling at Kirby and she was just standing there, even though she was not saying much I could still feel exactly what she was feeling... the whole time people are saying "you need to choose to be happy" and "it's just an excuse" and stuff like that hurt a person more than they know and I am told those things everyday by people at my school, by my parents by people I thought would understand me but no one does no one cares enough to know me
@Antonio-fj5gs
@Antonio-fj5gs 2 жыл бұрын
I care
@karsonlidgerding1067
@karsonlidgerding1067 4 жыл бұрын
And that is how eating disorders start...
@pianoo.o8651
@pianoo.o8651 4 жыл бұрын
same it’s mostly my body not my face i hate. but i want a slim face i hate that
@c_4nopo523
@c_4nopo523 4 жыл бұрын
so true
@calebthelemon4861
@calebthelemon4861 4 жыл бұрын
Yep..
@calebthelemon4861
@calebthelemon4861 4 жыл бұрын
Well I just want to die
@holdingyourheart5927
@holdingyourheart5927 4 жыл бұрын
“U just have to choose to be happy “ I’m sure if that was the case I would have choose that along time ago
@Artlove8900
@Artlove8900 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah true it hurts when they say that wish its that easy
@calebthelemon4861
@calebthelemon4861 4 жыл бұрын
Me too
@mariamalsarrag7949
@mariamalsarrag7949 3 жыл бұрын
Same here
@CGRunLough
@CGRunLough Жыл бұрын
We don't have choice,we are so poor at this situation
@anabelv4
@anabelv4 Жыл бұрын
it was possible for me for one day, i succeeded when i believed in it. but when the supposed rationality says it's ridiculous to believe in it, you don't even try it.
@K-D-Palomar
@K-D-Palomar 4 жыл бұрын
If people say that it’s ok to feel sad and angry then why do I get rejected and dismissed as complaining every time I tell my parents I have an issue with something they do that upset me
@pterodactylthing3173
@pterodactylthing3173 3 жыл бұрын
Same
@alyssachavarin695
@alyssachavarin695 5 жыл бұрын
Yeah she has nice things but that doesn’t mean she’s happy even with all these nice things you still feel empty inside
@youreverydaysaltyiowastate5602
@youreverydaysaltyiowastate5602 3 жыл бұрын
It’s kinda like the Pink Floyd song, Nobody Home: I got a little black book with my poems in, Got a bag with a toothbrush and a comb in, When I’m a good dog, they sometimes throw me a bone in. Got elastic bands keeping my shoes on, Got those swollen-hand blues, I got thirteen channels of shit on the TV to choose from. I got electric light, And I got second sight, I got amazing powers of observation. And that is how I know, When I try to get through, On the telephone to you, There’ll be nobody home. I got the obligatory Hendrix perm, And the inevitable pinhole burns, All down the front of my favorite satin shirt. I got nicotine stains on my fingers, I got a silver spoon on a chain, Got a grand piano to prop up my mortal remains. I got wild staring eyes, And I got a strong urge to fly, But I got nowhere to fly to (fly to... fly to... fly to...). Ooh, babe, When I pick up the phone, There’s still nobody home. Got a pair of Gohills boots, But I got fading roots. You could have all the coolest shit in the world, the nicest house in the world, the best family in the world, but none of that means jack shit if you don’t have someone to talk to. Take care everybody! ☺️
@katyaruggieri5510
@katyaruggieri5510 3 жыл бұрын
someone finally understands me
@vakama4923
@vakama4923 3 жыл бұрын
@@youreverydaysaltyiowastate5602 Reminds me Numb by Linkin Park I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired So much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control? 'Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired So much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you And I know I may end up failing too But I know You were just like me with someone disappointed in you I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired So much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you I've become so numb I can't feel you there (I'm tired of being what you want me to be) I've become so numb I can't feel you there (I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
@ava1165
@ava1165 4 жыл бұрын
This is one of the better acting ones thank god. Off topic but that HOUSE LIKE THATS HUGE AH
@enderthefox2093
@enderthefox2093 4 жыл бұрын
Kelly is my inner freaking monologue. Constantly saying that I only want attention and that people have it worse than me. And the dad is like my own
@alonndraverse
@alonndraverse 3 жыл бұрын
"You're okay! You're okay! You're fine! Just smile!" That is me when I cry....
@godofchaos9571
@godofchaos9571 4 жыл бұрын
Me: Hey, I'll sit with the lonely kid. Wait... I'm the lonely kid.
@Star1ight.682
@Star1ight.682 4 жыл бұрын
Same here
@godofchaos9571
@godofchaos9571 4 жыл бұрын
@@Star1ight.682 What I hate is that in movies, the lonely kid is the one who never sits with anyone. In real life, there are other people at my table but I'm not REALLY sitting with them. Lonely doesn't mean alone. It means FEELING alone in a crowd. It can mean feeling alone when you're alone, but the real meaning of loneliness is feeling alone when you're with people.
@atlasz9209
@atlasz9209 4 жыл бұрын
@@godofchaos9571 true that. In my old middle school I was deemed a really happy kid with tons of friends. In reality I didn't feel like I had friends and would sit at lunch without talking to anyone because of what you stated
@godofchaos9571
@godofchaos9571 4 жыл бұрын
@@atlasz9209 Yeah...
@millyhubbard7982
@millyhubbard7982 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I feel this way too much... I’m the kid who’s nice to everyone and most people like, but I never get close to people so that I’m invited. I try to find the other lonely people, in a crowd or other, but no one really knows I’m the lonely one too...
@idontlikeyou7084
@idontlikeyou7084 4 жыл бұрын
I had the whole time a straight face and zero feelings but at the end when she came back and her parents and sister hugged her i immediately cried because i never experience love from my family if i ran away and came back then they would’ve slapped me instead of hug me
@Artlove8900
@Artlove8900 4 жыл бұрын
I understand how u feel so lets just hold on to that hope that one day things are gonna turn to be alright i also suffer from anxiety and depression there is very little awareness about it in my country so when i tell them how i feel and what m going thru they never understand and judge for being lazy or this and that so i always come to comment section of utube and look we are not alone u are not alone we are all in this battle together lots of love and support for you💕
@idontlikeyou7084
@idontlikeyou7084 4 жыл бұрын
little hope 🥺♥️
@BriannaCouture
@BriannaCouture 6 жыл бұрын
This film was absolutely beautiful ! I am amazed at the great cinematography, acting and story line. I really appreciated this film. and your channel is so underrated. Please keep up with the creative and heart warming work ! much love .
@kittynado758
@kittynado758 4 жыл бұрын
This is a great short film, but DAMN, did she just eat her cereal DRY?!?!
@jacquelinesnelling8460
@jacquelinesnelling8460 4 жыл бұрын
Yes dry cereal is actually very good
@kittynado758
@kittynado758 4 жыл бұрын
@@jacquelinesnelling8460 I mean yeah as a snack but as a MEAL?!?
@hehehehep2884
@hehehehep2884 6 жыл бұрын
my family without the loving embrace.
@uwuowo6885
@uwuowo6885 4 жыл бұрын
yk it gets bad when you watch these again
@iamsocool557
@iamsocool557 3 жыл бұрын
How are you?
@littlesparrow42
@littlesparrow42 2 жыл бұрын
the part where her dad says "You can't even handle yourself, what makes you think you could handle another person's problems?" is something that I've struggled with for a long time, since I'm a psych major myself. It can be so easy to feel like you're never qualified "enough"... I think for me, what's helped is realizing that, to an extent, everyone struggles, so that doesn't make your ability to help any less valid than someone who may not deal with a mental illness. If anything, I think it can give you a kind of understanding and empathy that can be slightly harder for someone else to have if they have never personally experienced it.
@claudiaalmeida3171
@claudiaalmeida3171 6 жыл бұрын
That's pretty much me
@emilylitchfield7875
@emilylitchfield7875 4 жыл бұрын
Same
@DrivenByArt-yz5bs
@DrivenByArt-yz5bs 4 жыл бұрын
Yea me to
@idontlikeyou7084
@idontlikeyou7084 4 жыл бұрын
Same
@nardeenmalaak8875
@nardeenmalaak8875 4 жыл бұрын
U can text me at anytime i’ll be by your side!✨
@calebthelemon4861
@calebthelemon4861 4 жыл бұрын
.. me too
@madzster2008
@madzster2008 4 жыл бұрын
It’s good coz it also shows that not everyone necessarily self harms
@maichaarts8513
@maichaarts8513 4 жыл бұрын
Other people has worst than u do This is what stops me from sharing my feelings to others Everytime i think i should share i feel maybe they will laugh because their problem might be more harsher or harder than mine :-)
@Nevxxi
@Nevxxi 4 жыл бұрын
Can we talk about how good this is- the acktin not the situation... Even tho it's 4 years ago
@ellenfox6869
@ellenfox6869 4 жыл бұрын
*acting
@Nevxxi
@Nevxxi 4 жыл бұрын
@@ellenfox6869 oh thanks
@Paul-po1wo
@Paul-po1wo 4 жыл бұрын
My depression is like a roller coaster up and down
@finnTvajeesh
@finnTvajeesh 3 жыл бұрын
when the dad gave her a hug when he finally seemed to care was when I started crying. i just need a hug. this film literally represents me I always think I'm not good enough and then I doubt myself and think why I'm even here and then my parents compare me with other kids my age because they're prettier or more wealthy and have it "easier" . i hate it here. and thats how after all that, becomes eating disorders, self harm and plans to kms.
@CJs-Life
@CJs-Life 3 жыл бұрын
“Other people have it so much worse then you” Every single day of my life I hear this
@susanbriggins5915
@susanbriggins5915 4 жыл бұрын
all of these people are like my entire brain like all the sides of my brain
@jagan2
@jagan2 2 жыл бұрын
I've been there. All those fights started by the parents when I've felt too depressed, or demotivated, or in need of recovering. Looking back, as a young man, I still can't understand how, year after year, a parent can't perceive that something is wrong, understand that he is destroying the self-confidence of his son, find some time and some courage to have a talk. Earning money to pay for the studies of a son is difficult. But growing up and learning to live is even more, when no one guides you.
@orekikun6245
@orekikun6245 4 жыл бұрын
i have depression and im short to changing myself emotionless.
@Blank-tw8kt
@Blank-tw8kt 4 жыл бұрын
My mom yelled at me and got on to me for having a panic attack. I haven't slept since. I need someone to talk to. Can someone help?
@ellenfox6869
@ellenfox6869 4 жыл бұрын
I don’t know how I can help but you can talk to me ❤️
@Blank-tw8kt
@Blank-tw8kt 4 жыл бұрын
@@ellenfox6869 Oh thank you! Im better now! Thank you tho!
@ellenfox6869
@ellenfox6869 4 жыл бұрын
@@Blank-tw8kt that’s good to hear! ☺️
@Blank-tw8kt
@Blank-tw8kt 4 жыл бұрын
@@ellenfox6869 😊
@lalu9251
@lalu9251 4 жыл бұрын
To all the people here saying that this is what they feel like: please, please search for help. A therapy or other people. But please don't give up. There's a solution for everybody. You can make it out of this. (I know what I'm talking about.) please, you are all worth searching for even a therapist who can help you. Because in therapy you have someone you can tell everything to and someone to help you out of this. Don't be afraid of asking for help. It really IS okay.
@Kiara-vl8zy
@Kiara-vl8zy 4 жыл бұрын
My parents don’t care. My friend told them I wanted to die without my permission, and I heard them talking about how hormones are crazy, and my mom got mad at me. They don’t care.
@hermelaadefrash6414
@hermelaadefrash6414 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for making this video because that is like my story, I want to be a psychologist and yes I have my own problems I can't take care of myself but I am willing to change myself you know then my dad always tells me that I can't be then I feel like I was lost , what is the purpose of thinking about the future if I can't be the person I want to be, not only him many people told me and I was hurt but still I am gonna be a psychologist no matter what cause later no one cares about u more than u,so I will be a psychologist and even I don't get much money with it I will learn psychology masters until the end but working another field to live,so thank you so much for speaking out😍😘😘😘😘👍👍👍
@awesomeenbyperson714
@awesomeenbyperson714 4 жыл бұрын
I hate when people say people others have it so much worse than you it doesn’t make you feel any better
@面白いね-s8f
@面白いね-s8f 3 жыл бұрын
"You have a good life, other people have it worse than you" Well, Kelly, you see, a person that drowned in a 15cm pool is just as dead as a person who drowned in the middle of the ocean.
@ScarasDomMom
@ScarasDomMom 2 жыл бұрын
''Not being alive would feel a lot better than i'm feeling now'' oh... oh that hit deep....
@sofacushion8153
@sofacushion8153 3 жыл бұрын
The problem is that my life is good but I can’t see it. It’s like everything that used to be all happy and colorful is now just.. dull. Nothing changed. Nobody in my life left me, nothing bad happened. I just started to feel so lonely and depressed but I can’t tell anyone because my life is “perfect”. I feel numb. I don’t even feel anything anymore. And when I do feel, it’s just hurt and pain. Good family, good home, good grades. “You have no reason to be sad.” The things that her parents and friends told her in this film is just what I tell myself. I need to lose weight, I don’t have a life, people have it way worse than me, I’m worthless, I’m stupid. I started self harming about 2 months ago now. Months before that, I was fine. Then everything slowly went from good to bad but it felt like such a quick process. I guess I didn’t wanna believe it. So now here I am, silent, hurting myself, wanting to scream, wishing I were dead. I just want to go back to how it used to be.. I was so happy and.. I can’t even cry anymore. The only way I feel anything is when I cut or when I dig my nails into my skin until I bleed or pull my hair so hard. I want to rip out my head because it won’t shut up, it’s not even my own thoughts anymore. This isn’t me.. I’m.. not like this. I’ve never dealt with depression or anything before and it’s all new and it came fast like a punch to the face and now I.. I can’t fucking tell my parents. Explain to me how the hell you tell the people who gave you life that you no longer want it. I don’t know what happened. I just want to stop existing. I don’t wanna die I want to sleep forever. I already feel dead, drained, empty. I’m sorry for ranting I’m just.. I’m scared. I don’t know what I’m doing or why or how to stop myself from doing what I do anymore. I’m letting my thoughts take over and becoming something I never thought I’d be..
@aportalthroughrealms3537
@aportalthroughrealms3537 4 жыл бұрын
This is my life. I've been called fat and ugly and I keep telling myself that cause that's what I think of myself. I cry myself to sleep and I have cut and thought of suicide. No adults knew. One day I sent what looked like a suicide e-mails to all my friends. I was sent to my school counselor and was in the office for 2 hours before I was called in. I cried my heart out infront of my counselor, resource officer,and another adult. We talked and I finally felt happy. Then my counselor called my dad and he told her he was working on getting a therapist for me.... It's been two weeks and I'm getting worse.... I don't wanna live and everybody I live has hurt me too much... I'm too numb to feel regret for anything
@aportalthroughrealms3537
@aportalthroughrealms3537 4 жыл бұрын
@@hope3132 thank you...
@ftumusiclover1239
@ftumusiclover1239 4 жыл бұрын
TheBadgerDen I understand very well on what you’re going through. I can feel that sadness and that pain inside of you. It’s like you’re drowning in the middle of the Ocean with no one to help. It’s as if suicide is the only thing in the whole wide world to solve your problem but the truth is all you want is for this pain to go away. So you view suicide as a way to get rid of the pain you’re going through. I’m an empath and I sense a lot of people’s emotions and their pain. Believe me I’ve felt the pain as well. It’s so unbearable that sometimes even I viewed suicide as a way to get rid of it. Sometimes I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs in agony while at the same time I hit my head as hard as I can. It’s as if I’m going insane because those feelings are so overwhelming. So yes, I understand your pain and it hurts. As much as this pain hurts, you must stay strong because in the end you will feel much better. Life moves on whether you move forward or not. I’ve felt this pain for almost 10 years and it still haunts me today. I’ve been tempted to kill myself before but I know I have to stay strong because even though it feels hopeless there is still hope. So yeah I understand what you’re going through and it hurts very much.
@soapybeansp5650
@soapybeansp5650 3 жыл бұрын
people describe depression as drowning, and it’s true, but it’s more than that. you’re drowning, and swallowing and choking on the water and you can’t see and you just want to drown so it will stop but you don’t you just keep swallowing the water choking and sinking deeper and your vision gets blurrier and blurrier and it’s never ending pain
@sobbingtree4947
@sobbingtree4947 2 жыл бұрын
Feeling numb is knowing everything’s fine and you’re supposed to be fine but feeling and knowing that you aren’t. You don’t know why you feel like this and you don’t know how to fix it so you ride it out and cruise through it acting how you are supposed to
@linkiki5034
@linkiki5034 3 жыл бұрын
"you just have to choose to be happy" easier said than done
@So_Iace
@So_Iace 2 жыл бұрын
I did not choose to think this way any more than you choose to breathe. It is true that we could both stop these things, but it would require severing something integral to who we are.
@jeepgirl3734
@jeepgirl3734 4 жыл бұрын
Omg. I’ve never seen such parents. Omg
@ines4559
@ines4559 4 жыл бұрын
I am recovering from anorexia and that made me depressed and I kept thinking about killing myself but what if I actually did ? I was getting bullied from one of my best friends even though she wasn’t my best friend, only because I redid a year she kept saying you’re dumb you’re not worth it why are you even here and a few minutes past and she would say it again “Well you’re not so dumb” and that made me feel even worse. She was a little bit on the overweight side and that’s what made me go anorexic I was telling myself I never want to be her, but I did just another way Every day I put up with it I put up with the laughter just because of what I looked like. I am now two years into my recovery and I feel like every day it’s getting worse and worse I feel like I’m coming back to being anorexic. This video represents me in every way
@ashbeets3466
@ashbeets3466 2 жыл бұрын
The first time i've cried from watching a video. Ever. It really surprised me how similar things were with Kirby and me. Im doing a psychology degree when i was 'supposed' to do a law degree. My mum was dismissive of me and my sisters used to tell me the same things kelly said to kirby. The only difference (and thank goodness) was that my dad is not as terrible as kirby's. My dad, albeit did have some moments where he got equally as frustrated with me as kirby's dad was with her, is way better than that. I cried because it's all only starting to set in now that my life is relatively on track again. Im only starting to realise what almost could have happened. Realised that because of it, im still facing issues even now. This film hit hard.
@yourdelusional5995
@yourdelusional5995 2 жыл бұрын
"other kids would kill to be in your position." "your have a nice life, you have a nice house, college is guaranteed" exactly like people dont understand just because someone has money and their parents are still together that they still have problems in their life. and just cause of those things doesnt mean depression isnt real for them. i get told "oh but you dont have to worry about food, your parents are still together, your not depressed, what could u possibly be depressed about?" theres lots of stuff people dont take the time to understand
@amyyaku5022
@amyyaku5022 3 жыл бұрын
My mom is just like her father, especially when he yells at her. She'll say anything to hurt me, especially when she's upset. She doesn't listen to me and doesn't respect my boundaries. She does nothing but complain about a job she only got through a friend but tells me how I should get a job on my own and reminds me of how lazy and stupid I am for struggling to find one. She has no empathy and just sees the world in her older generation worldview. She doesn't just talk about me either. She does the same to my older sister, saying she shouldn't be a fashion designer because of "how she dresses", despite never working in that line of work.
@lucky_whale_
@lucky_whale_ 4 жыл бұрын
My mom told me to move out if I didn't like it at home. I would but i would literally have nothing...
@lunamoon-xk2us
@lunamoon-xk2us 3 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry that happened to you. Nobody deserves this. I hope it works out between you and your mom
@somiproductions
@somiproductions 4 жыл бұрын
At the start 0:33 she is right But for me its like drowning but instead of fighting to live then give up My brain tells me I can breath and my naïve heart believes it
@emmaedelmann3027
@emmaedelmann3027 2 жыл бұрын
I have depression and anxiety and others it hard because when you have both it s like your drowning and can’t get out
@emaans155
@emaans155 4 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this somewhat I felt like this too Years ago but the situation with my family way more differnt
@boylilikoi
@boylilikoi 5 жыл бұрын
this is so good
@CoronaLisaa
@CoronaLisaa 3 жыл бұрын
this film is underrated
@kendallsutherland9719
@kendallsutherland9719 2 жыл бұрын
“You just have to choose to be happy, it’s not that hard” wow, just wow. You’ve cured all of us, haven’t you? Just me happy, ayy?😣
@kaorimiyazono1802
@kaorimiyazono1802 3 жыл бұрын
They hit me on a personal level Not the father part cause he left me But people saying I should be happy and all that shit
@pauljordan4452
@pauljordan4452 3 ай бұрын
Depression always comes from prior frustration.
@sobbingtree4947
@sobbingtree4947 2 жыл бұрын
“It’s just in your head” yeah, you’re right but it also affects us physically
@tusharpotdar5762
@tusharpotdar5762 2 жыл бұрын
How can one smile with broken heart and such a deep pain and sorrow
@justsomebodyinthisworld4215
@justsomebodyinthisworld4215 3 жыл бұрын
If I was her I would've jumped so quick. I have a similar problem like hers but I have someone I hold very dear to me so I can't jump, not yet.
@Creepy-blood-rose
@Creepy-blood-rose 2 жыл бұрын
They don't care until your gone... Dad: "Your not capable!" My pov: I hear that a lot..
@luvsdeceit
@luvsdeceit 4 жыл бұрын
In love with the ASMR
@sii9423
@sii9423 3 жыл бұрын
Numb is a perfect word.
@paulwright8378
@paulwright8378 4 ай бұрын
With me when depression sets in hard i can't stop crying and i don't want people to see me like that so i do everything in my power to feel stimulated with fasting to chemicals
@teehee4754
@teehee4754 3 жыл бұрын
I don’t even cry. I haven’t cried in a year now. I can’t. I can smile, but I can’t feel the joy. Everyday I try and try to feel but I can’t. I’m not even living for myself . I’m living as my parents puppets . I don’t want to keep going. I’m tired but sleep doesn’t help.
@Trxxp5Blick0827
@Trxxp5Blick0827 3 жыл бұрын
i go thru depression and anxiety i get bullied at my new school alot bc of my diabetes i tend to freak out alot and just leave i sumtime feel like im in a box with tight room space or im drowning with a weight on my foot when i ask to talk people shove me off i just started my freshmen year and i already wanna end it im still sad about my dad and brother passing away and recently my little cousin was killed so now im really scared i tend to lock my room door and just cry when im at school i run to the bath room and just cry i barely eat when im at home and school i dont have friends at this school i get paper thrown at me with threats or mean stuff wrote on it and it gets to me people think im doing it to get attention and just to do it but people dont know the stuff i go thru i almost cut my arm but i never got the strength to do it i hope in a few years ill still be here today maybe maybe not i feel like a disappointment to my mom and sisters maybe they hate me maybe they want another brother and son im gonna try and sleep it off and ill come back and say how my day was in the morning and thru out the day goobye
@funnynickline
@funnynickline 3 жыл бұрын
CORRECT!!!💪💪☦️🌟☦️
@Leezielatimer
@Leezielatimer 4 жыл бұрын
Haha this is my life.
@laneyh9421
@laneyh9421 Жыл бұрын
Her sister is basically an intrusive thought
@tomholm8550
@tomholm8550 3 жыл бұрын
Poor Kirby had a bad start when mommy named her after a vacuumed cleaner.lol.
@coliesfilm3542
@coliesfilm3542 3 жыл бұрын
"its just an excuse people use not to do things and to get attention" yea but when I clit my wrist its an excuse. i stg
@96Dreamdancer
@96Dreamdancer 3 жыл бұрын
"you have a good life! You have all the reason do be happy!" Thanks, I know Surreel!! Don't you think I feel bad enough for feeling the way I do? I have everything and I'm still messed up, deal with it and shut up if you dont't have anything helpful to say!!
@supportus325
@supportus325 3 жыл бұрын
I have this feeling everyday in life so i know how she feels. It hurts and sometimes u cannot break the pain
@aubrey0324
@aubrey0324 3 жыл бұрын
Hi, I hope you are ok
@kevin.schie.videographie
@kevin.schie.videographie 3 жыл бұрын
truely wonderful work. Thank you very much
@Eli_Doesnt_Breath
@Eli_Doesnt_Breath 3 жыл бұрын
" Other people are so much worse than you " That's true, but it didn't mean that we aren't hurting. Yes, some people have it worse, but did you ever think about how many people have it so much better? What she said was like saying: Why are you sad all the time, stop acting depressed, you realize we can all tell your taking it, you have it great, you should be happy, stop it, you're just doing it for attention. "Its all in your head" EXACTLY! That's what mental MEANS! Yes, it's in our head, and our head effects our emotions, and then it goes to our actions, then it takes over how we live, then it takes over our thoughts, we get thoughts like " Why am I here? " " No one loves me. " " Everyone just feels sorry for me , they don't really care about me. " And then we things get worse, so do our thoughts.. " Why don't I kill myself now? " "I'm to weak" " No worries me wants me here. " " I don't wanna be here. " " I don't want to feel any thing. " " Nothing will EVER change. " Until we either are found out and get help, or, it's sad to say but, They die. Sometimes you can't believe someone when they say " I'm fine". And I can guarantee that if you keep trying to get what's wrong out of them, they will eventually spill, but give them a safe environment and time. Also most likely, they will know that at least one person cares, and that could mean the world to them, it makes them think " Well, if one person cares, maybe another person does too. " Millions die due to suicide YEARLY. But just showing that you love one person, could make someone else do the same to someone, and person by person, making the world a little bit better. If we just love each Other NOW, and not just when they're gone. I love you!♥💖💛💚💙💜♥💖💛💚💙💜♥💖💛💚💙💜♥💖💛💚💙💜♥💖💛💚💙💜
@milesnolan9188
@milesnolan9188 3 жыл бұрын
And u shouldn't tell ur kids not to feel .Because my mom used to do that to me.Not a good thing.Whrn my mom past .I cried for 8 years.Partly because I'd miss her and partly because the torcher was over.Discipline ur kids don't try to live there life or make them live the life u wanted .
@pauljordan4452
@pauljordan4452 3 ай бұрын
She could have said at 9:10 "You have no understanding - get out of my bedroom." Atiana, you could have written that in.
@BrideofJesuChristo2
@BrideofJesuChristo2 2 жыл бұрын
Here’s you from the future It doesn’t end when you grow up And there aren’t even coming of age movies to make you feel better about it So you better fucking get used to it
@kyleleggat175
@kyleleggat175 3 жыл бұрын
For me depression feels suffocating. It just keeps getting tighter tighter tighter and tighter.
@stormiix9920
@stormiix9920 4 жыл бұрын
My online best friend wants to commit $uicide..again. He has already tried two times and he cuts until he passes out I don't know how I can help him and I don't want him to leave. Please help me help him....please.....
@ΔήμητραΧάτζη-ι8ζ
@ΔήμητραΧάτζη-ι8ζ 3 жыл бұрын
"You should be happy"..
@djiyza4607
@djiyza4607 3 жыл бұрын
physicology and philosiphy are actually the most important subjects you can learn because if you don't know how your own brain works then how are you suppose to control it
@imnoone3180
@imnoone3180 4 жыл бұрын
I just want to do what I want to do not what they want me to do
@bitterthread6794
@bitterthread6794 2 жыл бұрын
Cool but once came out of that thing as an optimistic I would sell things from that large house little by little and get away one day xd
@pauljordan4452
@pauljordan4452 3 ай бұрын
The father doesn't realise that there can be private practice - therapy - or counselling or teaching psychology.
@amymurklins3894
@amymurklins3894 3 жыл бұрын
Wait... I got jealous when they hugged her when she came back. I would probably get the belt😀 If I ever went missing, I wouldn't go back home
@melyannz8046
@melyannz8046 4 жыл бұрын
You really need some more subscribers
@aaelinxoxo
@aaelinxoxo 4 жыл бұрын
If I had a family who tied to force me to do something or be something I didn’t want to be I would be upset
@kyleleggat175
@kyleleggat175 3 жыл бұрын
6:57 I hear that all the time.
@lorelaijensen9651
@lorelaijensen9651 3 жыл бұрын
“You just have to chose to be happy, it’s not that hard” Well I have depression and it is!!!!!
@golabatunmehrzad8903
@golabatunmehrzad8903 3 жыл бұрын
The things people say, like others are having it worse or like depression is just an excuse or stuff, people don't tell me. I'm the one telling myself all of those and even worse.
@roaaegbaria9644
@roaaegbaria9644 4 жыл бұрын
Im in the exacts same situation
@MeemahSN
@MeemahSN 11 ай бұрын
“It’s all in your head.” well no shit, Sherlock. Doesn’t mean it’s not real.
@saumibasuchanda7266
@saumibasuchanda7266 4 жыл бұрын
Can someone please suggest me techniques of easy death?? I want to finish this life...but scared somehow...please help me...please!!!
@kaitlincox20497
@kaitlincox20497 4 жыл бұрын
The way I would do it is not to you have so much to live for I know it's not amazing but you can get through it, I've been dealing with mental health but I dont want you to end your life it's better here, and if you havent heard it in a while, I love you
@enolaxd4796
@enolaxd4796 4 жыл бұрын
These parents are ridiculous
@Star-ou5gq
@Star-ou5gq 4 жыл бұрын
I relate to this too hard😭
@silentoutlaw8241
@silentoutlaw8241 4 жыл бұрын
That dude at 4:22 is such a city boy I almost want to vomit, I bet he can’t change a flat tire
@lulughail3550
@lulughail3550 3 жыл бұрын
To the fatherless he is a father. To the widow he is a champion friend. The lonely he makes part of a family. The prisoners he leads into prosperity until they sing for joy. This is our Holy God in his Holy Place! But for the rebels there is heartache and despair. Psalms 68:5-6
@boburzod
@boburzod 2 жыл бұрын
it's not only girls or women who feel numb..
@atianamanriquez5593
@atianamanriquez5593 2 жыл бұрын
No one said they didn’t! This is a perspective from a female character.
@alexxx578
@alexxx578 3 жыл бұрын
Did she have cereal with no milk-
@Praise_Aliche
@Praise_Aliche 2 жыл бұрын
Wow THIS story's deep so is video quality. If you're in Ohio I would love to be in your film
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