I feel so numb Staring at the shower wall It's begun, The feeling that the end has come And now the water's cold I tried to eat today But the lump in my throat got in the way In this time I've lost all sense of pride I've called a hundred times If I hear your voice I'll be fine And I, I can't come alive I want the room to take me under 'Cause I can't help but wonder What if I had one more night for goodbye? If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep These four walls and me I lay in bed Can't seem to leave your side Your pillow's wet From all these tears I've cried I won't say goodbye I tried to smile today Then I realized there's no point anyway In this time I've lost all sense of pride I've called a thousand times If I hear your voice I'll be fine And I, I can't come alive I want the room to take me under 'Cause I can't help but wonder What if I had one more night for goodbye? If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep These four walls and me Oh oh oh And I, I can't come alive I want the room to take me under 'Cause I can't help but wonder What if I had one more night for goodbye? If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep These four walls and me