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- TIMESTAMPS / CREDITS / STATEMENT - . Click . . . READ MORE - ↙ . 0:00 - 0:06 . . . The Jakq Bros - kzbin.info/www/bejne/pZy6o5-AftZ8hrM Originally aired on Wednesday 9th February 2022. . 0:07 - 0:25 . . . You have been warned! . 0:26 - 0:52 . . . 19 Keys of 'High Lvl Conversations' on the 'Earn Your Leisure' KZbin platform: kzbin.info/aero/PLXa8HXFcKT94-5I_FVD23rEzohplSf2-x&si=_pPDrchP_2e5TUhp . 0:53 - 1:11 . . . 'The 8 Steps of Atonement'. 1:12 - 8:01 . . . "My Oeauxldest Secret" (Redacted). 8:02 - 8:17 . . . 9 resources that may help if you have been affected by this statement. 8:18 - 8:35 . . . 'The 8 Steps of Atonement' and the culprits failure to get past step 2 with me. 8:36 - 8:56 . . . My afterthoughts. 8:57 - 10:15 . . . A Whatsapp exchange with "The Bear At The Zoo" on Tuesday 15th October 2024. 10:16 - 10:33 . . . A verse from The Bible and a verse from The Holy Quran. 10:34 - 11:11 . . . The legacy seaux far and how you can support it. . CREDITS: . Written On - Wednesday 14th November 2018. Time - 9.10pm. Written By - MNIB / (@)OfficialMNIB. Recording Date - Sunday 29th September 2024. Recording Engineer & Mastering - Stat Blaq. Recording Studio - Hype Harmony UK. Composer - Don Ciccio of The Helement in Palermo, Sicily, Italy. Filmed On - Sunday 10th November 2024. Filmed By - Danny Turner of Moving Parts Media. Distributed By - Ditto Music. Special Thanks - Judith Shaw & Mistah Oscar. . STATEMENT: . In the name of Allah The beneficent The merciful I bear witness That there is no God but Allah And that Muhammad is His Messenger . This document is to serve both As a testimony and statement In the event I am made out To be a liar for the content That is revealed . On Friday 2nd November 2018 I received a text message from One of my From his mobile number 07 At 3.28pm saying . “Asalamualaikum hope you’re well? Hospital rang me And I got to go back in Monday As have been diagnosed With tuberculosis I have filled in But thought I’d tell u” . To which I replied at 5.45pm saying . “Walaykum Salaam I’m sorry to have read that & I pray That Allah delivers you from it Seek refuge in Allah, He’s listening Salaam Alaikum" . To which he replied at 5.50pm saying . “Walaikumasalaam my I have left my health in God’s hands He knows best in shaa Allah ul-aziz may my sins be forgiven And if Ive ever hurt you plz 4give me” . Should these text messages Be needed to be seen again I have the original message And a screenshot of them saved . I do not know when said . “And if Ive ever hurt you plz 4give me” Was an actual admission of guilt on his part . At the time of reading his response to me I personally doubted That he knew EXACTLY What he was asking me To forgive him for . Because over twenty-five years ago When I was less than nine years old In and around the year nineteen ninety six When we were living at With my Mama at work He would sexually abuse me By making me lie down on the floor On my belly Upstairs in the bedroom Facing directly opposite the toilet With my shorts on And he would rub his erect penis On my buttocks up and down Until he ejaculated on to my shorts He would then make me change my shorts I presume now to stuff Them into the washing machine . He called this “THE GAME” His name would be DIMITRIUS And my name would be LAYLA I have lost count Of how many times this happened But it was so frequent For the duration of us living at It had gotten to a point Where he would inflate two balloons For me to stuff up my t-shirt To simulate breasts I do not know how this “Game” even started But only as an adult many Many years later, did I come To realise what had actually happened to me . Despite moving to I'm unable to currently Recall the door number But it was And afterwards, then to And then to And then to Before finally relocating back to Manchester I do not recall if this "GAME” was ever played At any one of these other Addresses that we had lived at . In the event is confronted With my recollection of these events That I have described here And he denies it Then, will I consider making this public I.E, reporting him For sexual abuse on Me as a child when he himself Couldn’t have been older Than fifteen years of age When he did this to me . And at the point of writing I was in a clear state of mind I was not, nor do I consume any intoxicants And I was not under The influence of any narcotics Banned substances Nor was I under Any duress to write this account I have simply used My spare time alone To gather myself together To detail this abuse at the hands of In sharing my truth I have released a heavy burden And to some degree This has been therapeutic For me to finally write down All that I can remember That which I have kept A secret for so long . I have no such motivations Or feelings of spite to shame For what he has done to me If he is ever confronted With my account And he denies these ugly truths Then he is solely accountable For the potential damage That I can imagine This will cause him, his wife His children and his extended family If I were to make this statement public . Furthermore I will not be made out to be a liar And allow myself to remain a victim He has the opportunity To be man enough to admit his guilt Or be a coward and lie In him lying about this will it prompt me To consider making this statement public And report him to the police if needed . For physical identification purposes By appearance is Looking, ie Etc, in skin tone He has With some And or That he usually keeps Very Or All over He's around With A Build And has And or . I believe he has also legally Changed his birth name from And he also goes by the nicknames of Or I do not know where in the city He lives but I’m sure that won’t be An issue should this document Be submitted to the police Or made public etc . All praises be to Allah My name is Billal And this is my oldest secret . E N D

[@EmmaTurner-h8x]

This is so powerful with raw emotion. I was totally blown away with the high level of production quality and performance. Amazing work!

[@OfficialMNIB]

- Yes Ma'am - Couldn’t bring this baggage with me into 2️⃣0️⃣2️⃣5️⃣ - Thank you for visiting our channel today - 👋🏼

[@purplerain3337]

All I can say is I feel your pain In my womb, deeply. I love you brother You have always been a real one, very loving, very strong.

[@OfficialMNIB]

- That means a lot to me Dear Sister - Thank you - 🖤

[@2NOI2Y]

I don’t have any words to say about what happened but all I can say is you are a WARRIOR 💪🏾💯

[@OfficialMNIB]

@2NOI2Y - My Sister Naomi said summat similar to me in a Whatsapp voice note, so I def dig where you too are comin' from - Glad to see you back here on these KZbin streets - 🙏🏼

[@elleviesings5553]

You are a driving force for the power of God on this planet. Exposing truths in your art and praising Allah through your struggles. Your steadfast uplifting belief and goodness in your spirit WILL NEVER be destroyed! And may vindication and recompense continue to follow you through the blessings you receive for your faithfulness!!! I love you dearly brother!! Thank you for your strength and inspiration 💪🏾💪🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@OfficialMNIB]

@elleviesings5553 - Yes Ma'am - Thank you dear sister for pouring into me with your love & support - I pray your cup runneth over & the manifold blessings are returned back to you - 🖤

[@Hypeharmonypr]

This one hit me for weeks! To all that have been through anything traumatic, remember there is always someone out there who will be there for you! Always

[@OfficialMNIB]

@Hypeharmonypr - To count that you've been there for me 🔟➕️ years already lets me know that you've qualified - 💯

[@nicolegreene3561]

B, let me first say that heroes don't always wear capes. I could not get through this video without crying. Crying for the little boy whose innocence was destroyed by such a demon. Being the warrior that u are, u have persevered into the victor that u are. Thank u for sharing this. I pray that someone will be healed by this documentary. God Bless U! ❤

[@OfficialMNIB]

@nicolegreene3561 - My job is done with remarks such as yours - Tears have certainly fallen revealing this and my job right now is to show others a way to rescue their younger selves by speaking up for themselves and taking back their power - Bless you Dear Sister - 🖤

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[@dannyturner9433]

It was an honour to have been asked to capture this video 🙏 Your unflinching honesty and bravery in releasing this to the public is admirable. This isn't a music video, it is a genuine piece of performative art, and I have no doubt it will spark important conversation, awareness, empathy and change, particularly for those who have been subjected to similar situations. Wishing you healing, love and prosperity 💪

[@OfficialMNIB]

@dannyturner9433 - Thanks man & now the greater work begins - 💪🏼

[@mistaho5c4r30]

I commend your courage and emplore others to stand in solidarity & also stand up to what is affecting so many out there. Grateful for you and pray your efforts continue to help others.🙏🏾

[@OfficialMNIB]

@mistaho5c4r30 - Yes Sir - One step FORWARD at a time - 👣

[@rolyatofficial8614]

Im actually speechless bro…😢😞🤐

[@OfficialMNIB]

@rolyatofficial8614 - It's a lot to take in, I know . . . Imagine if the 1️⃣ last olive branch I have for him is rejected & I publicly reveal who did it - It's in his best interest to confess - 💯

[@Ch3faminjr]

The truth always comes to the light! May Allah bless you to sustain through the trials for the crimes committed and may he bless sis to heal from this mentally physically and spiritually! May the peace and mercy, the blessings of Allah be unto you!

[@OfficialMNIB]

@Ch3faminjr - Yes Sir, big brother, thank you for your time & attention today - Wasn't easy revealing this about myself, but with time Insh'Allah, I'll be able to overcome & empower others through my journey - 🖤

[@DocKaosBeats]

Beautiful work man this is what art looks like you definitely painted an amazing piece with this by the way I will be purchasing your project this weekend haven't forgot about you 🙏🏿💯

[@OfficialMNIB]

- Love you breaux - 💯

[@dawnmuhammad7507]

Thank you for sharing and your vulnerability. This is real courage, may Allah bless you with healing and become stronger in your faith that Allah hears you prayers.

[@OfficialMNIB]

@dawnmuhammad7507 - Yes Ma'am & thank you for the love & offering your services to help me on my healing journey - 🖤

[@TheRockwellRadioShow]

ASA! Watched this a few days ago and have been speechless ever since!!!!! I will forever salute you for turning pain into power and struggle into strength!

[@OfficialMNIB]

@TheRockwellRadioShow - Wa-Alaikum As-Salaam Sir - Thank you once again Big Brother for your time, ears & eyes today on this obviously unpleasant listening/viewing experience - 💯 - A great mountain has indeed been scaled with this one - ⛰️ - I look forward to seeing how Allah uses me after revealing this - APIDTA - 🖤

[@HerculesProductions1]

Great stuff keep up the vibes 1💜real life real story’s 💜

[@OfficialMNIB]

@@HerculesProductions1 - Most real story I may have ever told - 💯

[@healingwithangelica]

Alhamdulillah! Wow thank you so much for sharing and your bravery That was so beautiful I pray you get the justice you deserve

[@OfficialMNIB]

@healingwithangelica - Yes Ma'am - APIDTA & shout out to all the brave souls that went on to 'Healing With Angelica' on 'Closing The Gap Broadcast Network' - Y'all have contributed to makin' this easier for me to go back an' rescue that child - 🖤

[@JayFaith100]

Very deep my brutha, and I commend you for opening up and sharing your pain with world, Big Respect.my bro, 🙏🏾🙏🏾😞🙌🏾

[@OfficialMNIB]

@JayFaith100 - No going back now bro - I appreciate your time over here today bro because it's not a walk on the beach to watch & listen to this - Blessings family - 🖤

[@JayFaith100]

@@OfficialMNIB stay strong family, much luv bro 🖤

[@OfficialMNIB]

- Yes Sir - ​@@JayFaith100- 🫡

[@SOBProductionBeats]

Sophisticated work brother 👏🏻 well done 🔥🔥

[@OfficialMNIB]

@SOBProductionBeats - Sophisticated yet simple - ✍️🏻

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[@yashicax5565]

As Salaam Alaikum!! Ya Allah!!! 😭 @Brother Billal Big Bro...I am so sorry that this happened to you. May Allah grant you peace and healing! Thank you for being brave for sharing this! This happens way more than we think to little boys. I guess that is why I was and still am VERY Protective of my daughters (ages 24 and 30) and especially my little sons (ages 8 and 10). I see more and more Why Allah(God) came in The Person of Master Fard Muhammad for the Blackman and Blackwoman and humanity. My prayers are for healing for those of US whom have suffered through such a tramatic and horrific event.

[@OfficialMNIB]

@yashicax5565 - Yes Ma'am - APIDTA & May those little lambs under your stewardship come to never know such experiences - I pray that they appreciate having a Mama that only wants the best for them in life - Please give them the greetings from me & thank you once again for your time & attention today - 🖤

[@Bro.DerrickX7372]

APDTA, This takes some kind of strength and mental fortitude to come forth and clear your conscience of this emotional baggage. You're a brave, spirited, individual. My hats off to you Akhi for your strength and resilience. I hope that you can close this chapter of your life even though it might be difficult to do.. Help make a difference for the ones who have no voice..No judgment on my end shall be passed only RESPECT!!! ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

[@OfficialMNIB]

- APIDTA - Thank you beloved - That means a lot & I will do my best to roar for the voiceless - 🦁

[@dannyturner9433]

I could not have worded this better myself ☝🙏❤

[@OfficialMNIB]

​@@dannyturner9433- 💯%

[@trashboity8773]

legendary work

[@OfficialMNIB]

@trashboity8773 - You might be right❗️- Not because I was looking for shock value, but I've never heard a spoken word piece, both accapella & on a beat like this ever before‼️- I hope it encourages to start their healing journey - 🙌🏼

[@cali-train695]

Grateful that you share your experience to build others to stand against past trauma & help with healing 🙏🏾🤍

[@OfficialMNIB]

@@cali-train695 - Yes Sir - Thank you for being there for me family - 🖤

[@mafia2598]

🙏🏾strength comes in many forms brother but this is a different kind of strength you have demonstrated always know that you have people that care for you and always want to hear from you don’t ever feel alone ❤

[@OfficialMNIB]

- Yes Sir - Thank you - Means a lot & I hope others will be encouraged to speak to those around them & get the support they need - 🙏🏼

[@KEITHBANGOLA]

Word bruh

[@OfficialMNIB]

@@KEITHBANGOLA - 💯% truth❗️