Old me

(Piano intro)
(Verse 1)
I see the truth now, clear as day,
I’ll never be the one they choose to stay,
I was always just the second place,
A smile they forget, a name they misplace.
I used to fight it, but now I see,
The first choice is a dream, not meant for me.
It's funny how I don’t feel the pain,
I’m numb to the sun, I dance in the rain.
(Pre-Chorus)
And I don’t mind if I live or die,
I just float on the breeze, a cloud in the sky.
No more chasing a dream that won’t come true,
I’ll keep on fading like a lonely hue.
(Chorus)
Oh, I miss the young, happy me,
Back when I thought the world could be
Something more than empty noise,
When I still believed I had a voice.
Now I know, it’s not my time,
Never first, I fall behind.
But I won’t cry, no I won’t try,
To be their light, I’m just passing by.
(Verse 2)
The mirror shows a face I knew,
The eyes are tired, but the heart is true.
I miss the days when the sun felt warm,
Before the storm, before I was torn.
I used to shine, yeah, I used to glow,
But now I’m just someone they don’t know.
I’ll never be the fire in their eyes,
I’m just a shadow that drifts and dies.
(Pre-Chorus)
And I don’t care if I live or die,
I’m just a ghost under the midnight sky.
No more searching for what’s not mine,
I’m just a star that’ll never shine.
(Chorus)
Oh, I miss the young, happy me,
Back when I thought the world couldbe
Something more than empty noise,
When I still believed I had a voice.
Now I know, it’s not my time,
Never first, I fall behind.
But I won’t cry, no I won’t try,
To be their light, I’m just passing by.
Maybe I’ll fly, maybe I’ll fall,
I’m just a ghost under the midnight sky.
No more searching for what’s not mine,
I’m just a star that’ll never shine.
If I even want to be found again, never first but thats the end
I won't cry, no I won't try, I'll let it go just passing by..
(Bridge)
Maybe I’ll fly, maybe I’ll fall,
Maybe I’ll never be anything at all.
But the wind still blows, and the night’s still kind,
I’ll drift away, and leave it behind.
(Chorus)
Oh, I miss the young, happy me,
But now I’m learning to just let it be.
No more waiting for someone’s call,
I was never their choice after all.
But I won’t cry, no I won’t try,
To change the script, I’ll say goodbye.
I’ll fade away, just passing by.
Never first, but that’s alright.
(Outro)
Never first, but that’s alright...
Just passing by...
I’ll fade into the night.
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