Olivia O'Brien - Empty (Official Video)

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Lyrics:
I can’t handle these pressures; all I can say is this stress hurts
Things are supposed to get better
I just need to put myself first
I’m always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart
This energy’s killin my vibes now
Sometimes I just wanna drown out
All of the thoughts in my mind, too much going on at the same time
I wish it would stop and I’ve tried but life just sucks then we all die
That’s just reality, yeah, don’t lie to me
Yeah, I’m fucked up, but I don’t wanna be
I wonder if I’m good enough or maybe I’ve had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I’m drowning up my sorrows
There’s rules I’ll never follow, pretend there’s no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
But I’m empty inside, yeah I’m empty inside
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
Yeah I’m empty inside, I just don’t feel alive
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so empty
I wish this shit wasn’t so tempting but it’s hard to resist when there’s plenty
Of things I could do to fuck me up
I wanna let go but I’m feelin so stuck
So all I can do is fill up my cup, and sit here alone hopin no one disrupts
That’s just reality, yeah, don’t lie to me
Yeah, I’m fucked up, but I don’t wanna be
I wonder if I’m good enough or maybe I’ve had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I’m drowning up my sorrows
There’s rules I’ll never follow, pretend there’s no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
But I’m empty inside, yeah I’m empty inside
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
Yeah I’m empty inside, I just don’t feel alive
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
My body’s shakin
My head is achin
It feels like my heart is breakin
My body’s shakin
My head is achin
I can’t fix this mess I’m makin
But I’m empty inside, yeah I’m empty inside
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
Yeah I’m empty inside, I just don’t feel alive
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
Music video by Olivia O'Brien performing Empty. (C) 2017 Island Records, a division of UMG Recordings, Inc.
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[@merrellvevo2480]

"I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die" most relatable thing ever😪

[@abidingline4]

MerrellLover150 The Merrell twins!

[@mollykehoe1873]

Meow stabbing yourslef and shit ' I'm pretty sure there's plenty of ways I'm sorry but that really hit me I've slowly coming out of self harm and it does hurt but the pain is just a bad habit you don't stab you do but you don't just do it for the craic or anything

[@sapna4650]

MerrellLover150 I feel like not living but I am too scared to die so it is relatable

[@Daintyangelx]

MerrellLover150 yess omg

[@sherinhakim.3358]

IKR , I JUST WANT TO DISAPEAR

[@fitzyjunior2428]

This song describes depression perfectly - especially 'I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die' - works the other way to 'I don't wanna die but I'm too scared to live'

[@hannahhughes3898]

true :(

[@AnijaPlaysMSP]

true, And i actually have depression

[@_sevil_y_4182]

Anija Plays MSP me too

[@poppunktrash5275]

Fitzy Junior it fits even better with the "but I'm to scared to die" when you have depression and anxiety

[@clirisium]

That's what I thought when I first heared this

[@Ami-wt8fk]

The definition of anxiety and depression in one song. Definitely one of the most relatable songs out there.

[@ZienabFadul]

yep, well said

[@candacegarcia921]

Ami amen!

[@klarifiserova]

Agree..

[@dinakay9012]

Ami have you ever listened to migraine by twenty øne piløts? If not you can't say that 😂

[@Ami-wt8fk]

Nope I haven't - i'll listen to it now (:

[@leticiaalff9063]

It hurts me seeing that so many people relate to the lyrics. I mean, in this world we live in, this doesn't surprise me, but still breaks my heart. I just want you all to know that tomorrow will come and can bring so much hapiness for you all. And you are SPECIAL and YOU MATTER. Just remember this. If you need to talk to someone, know that I'm available to listen and to tell you how incredible and strong you are. Much love!

[@brianna3139]

Letícia A. The fact that you said that makes me happy, and gives me hope for this world that we’re living in. Plz keep spreading messages like this if you can!

[@leticiaalff9063]

I’m weird I’m so glad I could bring a little happiness to your life ❤️ thank you for your message! 🥰

[@brianna3139]

Letícia A. Of course anytime :)

[@1kailani111]

I have a bf. By the way he is texting (dry texts, puts more effort into group chats instead of ours, doesn't react to love responses anymore ect) Idk if he loves me anymore. He says he's stressed and not in the mood, but is that a reason to treat me like this? I want to let go, cause it hurts staying. But, I've never felt this way towards anyone else before. His goofiness is the best, and I cant bare to see him with another girl. I still have hope, but my heart hurts so much.

[@elektra7711]

Hehe I wish I was special 😅but thank you🥺❣️

[@Chante._xx]

“I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die”... anxiety and depression combined. *Omg my likesss in a year, if anyone feels like this u can always talk to me as I went through it*

[@_chun-ja_5788]

@Nikkithebest Channel and?

[@Chante._xx]

GACHA's got FEELINGS 😂😂

[@myafield4039]

Yup

[@mryalegrande6310]

Nikkithebest Channel she did that because you didn’t finish your sentence. You ended it with and.

[@elisemarteen]

@Nikkithebest Channel r/iamabadass

[@yaizaindy8789]

I've never seen depression put so well into words

[@nilusohat]

It's not only about depression though. It's about so many other things relating to people's emotions.

[@nilusohat]

Janie Graff I know. I'm just saying it's not ONLY about depression. Not everybody who relates to this song HAS depression.

[@swynyddcymru8445]

if your feeling like you wouldn't mind dying but your to scared then it's safe to say your depressed

[@TodunOlusola]

natalie kane not always, I wouldn't mind dying, and I am quite happy atm lol.

[@yaizaindy8789]

Tod Olusola Theres a difference between being in peace with dying and really wanting to die and wishing there was no tomorrow because you feel fucked up

[@386.maddyy]

Nobody can put this depression better in words than her And How did depression fit so well in a song?

[@Luv.a.r.i]

So true I've never heard any other song that I can relate to so much

[@catherinediaslourenco6417]

Literally how you explain depression

[@whydidyoubotherreadingmyna5398]

Yep

[@isabelladuncan3949]

Gacha Girl Luna idk I like this song it’s so true though

[@kenzemae6507]

Mood

[@onyxsnowflake5696]

Depression, stress, self harm, betrayal of friends, mom constantly judging and pushing me to get better, this song explains my feelings

[@haileykenney2004]

Sameeeeee

[@nevenavujisic2063]

Same here

[@zennisgone]

Same but we just need to stay strong and wait till we can get out

[@user-uk6ur5rt1u]

Exactly the same

[@Larisa_3]

Same...

[@annajuliapereiraoliveira2382]

This is so lyrical... finally a song that doesn't talk about love

[@eypapa]

Have you heard of "Fuck off with your emotional Twenty One Pilots bullshit"? Jesus fucking christ, not everything has to do with Twenty One Pilots, this song is good, don't infect the chat with your cancerous comments.

[@eypapa]

How are you half kidding about a Twenty One Pilots comment for music when your profile picture is the twenty one pilots fucking logo. Also, I'm not a butthurt fan, I said the song is good, I'm not a fucking crazy fan like you

[@elliot8429]

Anna Júlia Pereira Oliveira what about rap it's not good at all but it's not about love it's about money and drugs

[@ym-xx6kj]

songs that talk about love are KIND OF being a plague to the music industry that needs to NOT COMPLETELY get rid of

[@elliot8429]

Dead PikaChu well he might not listen to any of these people

[@BryanPlaysAlot]

"I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die" damn so true

[@jillsmith895]

ME TOOOOOOO!!!!

[@ashmeetrandhawa579]

Same 😢

[@ion.Natali]

True

[@zeinabfadda1839]

ikr girl or guy we don't discriminate nor judge xoxo hugs and kisses all da way from k town ly bro

[@acidicangel4739]

TRUE

[@elsahani6996]

"i dont wanna live but im too scared to die" the most damn relatable lyrics

[@-kyee-5764]

Elsa Hani ikr

[@worrybug653]

Elsa Hani agreed

[@cassiem771]

agreed

[@olivialinnae99]

Elsa Hani Totally agree

[@Daintyangelx]

Elsa Hani yesss

[@ishotmygrandma]

“I don’t wanna life but I’m too scared to die..” *sounds about right*

[@jclyntoledo]

Live*

[@Sss-rg4hl]

It is right

[@deathnightmare6536]

Same here I wish that I could just end the pain but...I'm scared of loosing my life and my friends

[@ladonnahale1837]

That is me

[@imeanidsimp5128]

I wanna die but I don’t want to live after attempting and there’s a chance I would so I’m scared of that

[@Barbaraxthais]

this song is just a fucking summary of my life

[@analovatic701]

Barbara sending love hope you feel better... I know how you feel 💕💕😘

[@Barbaraxthais]

Ana Djukic thank youuu i am totally fine now but it describes my past perfectly tho haha ! u re too cute😘

[@hayleyslade2727]

Ditto girl

[@ravienalol199]

Barbara damn youuuu can sing soooo perfect! Amazing x

[@ariamyohannes5241]

powder bunny i bet you your beautiful and amazing block out all that junk and crap people are giving you trust me you will feel great after you do

[@clarefitzpatrick3726]

How did she get depression so perfectly into a song?

[@lytheprettygirl]

Clare Fitzpatrick riiiight?

[@elizarogers7587]

I know ayee

[@aikosan7343]

Clare Fitzpatrick sooooo true omg

[@joeymorangarza]

Her moon is in cancer, the most sensitive moon sign there is, same as mine

[@nauticalbyproduct3082]

I wouldn't say most sensitive, extra sensitive maybe, but "most" is a little egotistical.

[@clarissa.soeiro6194]

"I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die." Omg that was strong, I'm in tears.😭😭 Such a beautiful song.😍

[@lisaramirez8863]

So true 😢

[@AbigailCraig-rn6xp]

I think the music video is perfect for the song: It looks like she has a “perfect life” but in reality she’s breaking.

[@ladonnahale1837]

Just like me ☺

[@kenziehyland5273]

I think the video could be more relatable like the words are. not everyone has nice fancy things (not that that determines happiness). more relatable content in my opinion would be crying in the shower, crying in the car, crying in the bathroom wetting your face with cold water to bring down the redness and puffiness and fixing your makeup then walking back out to a room full of people and acting fine. or at least going back and forth between her exterior life and her inner feelings. I think that would convey the message better. the message of pretending everything is fine when youre dying inside. screaming and breaking shit then sobbing because you've fucked up yet again. specifically at the point where she says my "body's shaking" being after the out of control breakdown and just slumping over crying and shaking.

[@theghostology]

@@kenziehyland5273 I think the video is supposed to represent what people think her life is like, but the lyrics represent what she actually feels

[@ginger_bread_singer5143]

i agree so much

[@YEET-xz5ot]

that is ny life

[@kit-katdoodles8442]

"Life just sucks then we all die" My new quote

[@386.maddyy]

Same!

[@unicornally8262]

same

[@danna-by3xx]

I am the 100 person to like this

[@nuggetgirl8534]

Mines too.

[@catherinediaslourenco6417]

SAME BISHHHHH

[@nicolesmt3562]

[Verse 1] I can't handle these pressures All I can say is this stress hurts Things are supposed to get better I just need to put myself first I'm always trying my hardest Not to pick myself apart This energy is killing my vibes now Sometimes I just want to drown out All of the thoughts in my mind Too much going on at the same time I wish it would stop and I've tried but Life just sucks then we all die [Pre-Chorus] That's just reality I don't lie to me Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't want to be I wonder if I'm good enough But maybe I've had just too much To drink, to smoke, to swallow I'm drowning up my sorrows There's rules I'll never follow Pretend there's no tomorrow I wish there was no tomorrow [Chorus] But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die [Verse 2] Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so empty I wish that shit wasn't so tempting But it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things I could do to fuck me up I want to let go, but I'm feeling so stuck So all I can do is fill up my cup And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts [Pre-Chorus] That's just reality I don't lie to me Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't want to be I wonder if I'm good enough But maybe I've had just too much To drink, to smoke, to swallow I'm drowning up my sorrows There's rules I'll never follow Pretend there's no tomorrow I wish there was no tomorrow [Chorus] But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die [Bridge] My body's shaking My head is aching It feels like my heart is breaking My body's shaking My head is aching I can't fix this mess I'm making [Chorus] But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die

[@zyonnaelaine9871]

Nicole Bochnar it's in the description btw 💜💜

[@hajarah.6968]

Nicole Bochnar May you be blessed.

[@dimitra8562]

Nicole Bochnar thank you!!

[@musiclove3613]

I made a full lyric video for this song on my channel.

[@goldietoyswag]

the lyrics are already in the description lol but thanks

[@candiedblxxd]

Who else can relate so much they feel like this song was *made for them*

[@user-yv5dy4ui4r]

Savage Werewolf if she didn't make this yet I would of came up with this

[@gatchamimi2847]

Me

[@wuwuk0]

i feel like im literally the song..?

[@candiedblxxd]

@@SilkAn-vq8qj did you just like yourown comment,and also,what do ya even mean

[@bloomerangplays6669]

Yes this is how I always feel inside

[@gravityfalls6348]

*Listen this song *Door : Knock Knock Me: *open Depression: Hello do you miss me

[@kikiprin3303]

@barjalemuel why

[@findingthunder6402]

Thanks kinda funny

[@s0ftiebxtch504]

So true tho

[@deahernz]

No I didn't miss u cause u never left

[@jaxj968]

this

[@valxrot]

“All I’m saying is stress hurts” “I wonder if I’m good enough” “I don’t wanna live but I’m to scared to die” “I just don’t feel alive” “I’m empty inside” “Wish I could erase my memory” “I wanna let go but I’m feeling so stuck” “I’m drowning up my sorrows” “I wish there was no tomorrow” “It feels like my heart is breaking” “I can’t fix this mess I’m making” These lines hit me hard

[@devil_cat7969]

They hit me hard too because I always thought life was special to the other people is it not what I thought

[@lucibrian9031]

Yeah... but it's true... I'm empty inside... and I really don't wanna live... But too scared to die... but there no reason to live anymore... my life fucked up... IT'S ALL THEIR FAULT!!! FUCK!!!

[@alliandfriends3885]

Luci Brian-sameeeee

[@They.Luv_gabriella]

Same😊💔

[@suzshisush7810]

Same here hehe..

[@Zuzu025]

It's sad that I can relate to this song so much. I feel so tired always even though I'm just 19 but I don't even feel like socializing anymore I just remain in my room everyday. I want to go outside but I also love staying in you get me?

[@aeivaouoi1635]

I get chu

[@dongarzpullido1901]

Juhi Koch ur not alone

[@MySweetieCupcakes]

damn i'm only 15 and i already feel like that.. like i just want to be "alone". It's so stressful to deal with friends and family.

[@Zuzu025]

MySweetieCupcakes I know how you feeling. Life gets so depressing sometimes😞

[@-whoaa9616]

MySweetieCupcakes Heh. It's even bad enough that I get you and I'm younger than you.

[@thaismoraes6464]

The Anthem of this generation

[@dressin.8.9]

This is probably the song I relate to the most. You go through depression, your whole life changes. It feels like everyone's doing great, and you're just there, empty.

[@amirelesautres1810]

I get it, just stay strong and don't do anything you will regret please! Im here if you need someone.

[@wrenimations6188]

Everyone agrees she basically describes all of us in one way or another?

[@btsarmy7354]

Wilhelmina Herren agree

[@kat-vm7hu]

Yup.

[@sinamarie4572]

Wilhelmina Herren yes. Basically:)

[@melslays]

Trueee

[@kelsiejjpsr]

Wilhelmina Herren So , true . Speaking personally anyway! :P

[@melissarieger3951]

This song alot of people don't understand but for the depressed, addicts, low self esteemed we understand

[@tamibaby4838]

Melissa Rieger I’m none of the three but i still do relate

[@melikekvlcm3056]

Melissa Rieger same....

[@mariaarita1614]

Yup

[@Genca143]

Melissa Rieger same I understand I am sucidal but yet I survived thanks to my family I had started cutting I stopped.Now I feel like I’m fat.. I’m eating less but not too little that my family will notice. We can all get through this. Y’all are beautiful and should not be afraid to express yourself.

[@howardthealien6879]

I have dépression and it really annoys me when ppl say they are depressed and say it For attention it really fucking gets on my nerves bc they dont know what its like to wake up only to go back to bed bc my energy is replaced With emptyness and sadness

[@lisa6827]

"Life just sucks, than we all die" So true...

[@ashleybutts7037]

Or yeah I'm fu**Ed up but I don't wanna be

[@magenthepagan3037]

Yup

[@LlamaWarriorMan]

Reincarnation though????

[@TheDxadlyAshura]

To me depression is like a snowy day. Some days its light and acceptable. Some days it's a storm and the snow piles up. You can't open the front door, it's too cold to get out of bed. Some days the snow clears and you're normal. Others don't see the snow, they'd wonder "you were fine the other day." You can get better at shoveling the snow, but you'll tire yourself out. Even the days the snow melts, you'll have to walk through the muck.

[@noverts8664]

I have never heard something so accurate :0

[@meirielesouza7921]

Resumindo é bem assim.

[@QueerCasey]

Oh my god that's a perfect description

[@charlottehall844]

'Life just sucks then we all die' 'I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die' this is me. I don't know whether to be happy or sad that I've found a song I can relate to

[@bianca9094]

Charlotte Elizabeth Rose same here

[@Bunny-st4gh]

Me too x

[@mariearredondo4028]

Yep

[@little_gay_boy45]

same, @Charlotte Elizabeth Rose , same here. :D + :( + >:( = Me

[@fabio-nc8rz]

Same here 😥😥😥

[@megalynn]

"And sit here alone and hope no one disrupts" Yup that's me

[@huizar51]

that's so ombre pixel

[@huizar51]

That's so Raven

[@vokun864]

Ombre Pixel i literally read this comment right when she said that line

[@shannonstfu5350]

Oh did I interrupt?

[@isabellaginther8550]

The whole thing is my life(except for the drinking,smoking and swallowing) yup i need helpo

[@ItsLunaRegina]

Okay but why does this song explain my life though?

[@dua8178]

TAAAEEE

[@anxietysasgay5704]

Lmao same yea

[@btsarmy7354]

Taehyunggie my life is this

[@thaliasantos8568]

Taehyunggie saaaaame

[@caitlinmitchell7578]

Taehyunggie saaaame

[@l.5525]

she’s so freaking underrated. deserved more recognition

[@tabasomb6066]

I know everybody is too busy being sad . But can we like appreciate the video quality for a second ?

[@tabasomb6066]

ღBobaTeaღ Yes 👏🏼

[@ghostgirl384]

Yes the camera action is smooth The colors are frickin pretty The dog is cute The partying actually looks fun And that mansion is still intact Ect. Jeez, these directors really brought out the song in the environment

[@wendyv.staden3222]

Amazing right?

[@otakusatanist]

imo it does not fit the song

[@dontcallmenymphadora5572]

Yes. It’s great

[@marie_jeppesen_5670]

"I don't wanna live, but i'm too scared to die" *Facts*

[@alaishatineo3883]

Love Is Louder same

[@maleeha4395]

I think its one of the girls from pitch perfect

[@franciscobersachia2658]

"I don't wanna die, but i'm too scared to live"

[@fernandoalvarado475]

Love Is Louder 4

[@lonelierthanu]

I believe in you. Now, I just need to believe in myself...

[@haileykenney2004]

Same i never really believe in myself that much even though i should

[@deidrahall3251]

Do u knoww what happen to her she stop making songs \:

[@kaykay_2047]

Same here....

[@melissayanez2781]

Same

[@juneshaw2253]

Mood

[@shaenorris3878]

Singers: singing about there exes, friends, and there love lives Me: can not relate Empty by Olivia O’Brien plays finally something I can connect with

[@ladonnahale1837]

Same

[@rumenastoqnova788]

Same here dear

[@skeezysquirrel]

Damn, right there with YA

[@mrsbosslady9566]

It’s so sad almost everyone relates but is stuck inside them selfs How do people love so long that’s what I always think about

[@gretcheng3623]

So listen eclipsebi deal with depression and to you it seams like why are people on this world like this but to us depressed and anxious people we think why is this earth hurting us

[@talia5024]

It is sad how people have depression and I can relate it's really sad"yeah I'm empty inside yeah I don't want to live but I'm to scared to die"😔😿

[@Idk-bg2ok]

I have depression

[@meowd2506]

I really want to know what happened to her to make her write such soulful lyrics

[@tammienguyen5280]

Tessa Herondale ugh tbh!!

[@sandraospina5207]

she didnt write the lyrics you now? te director did Chandler Lass did

[@NickaLah]

Nothing big has to happen to someone to make them feel this way... I feel exactly what she describes, and the worst thing to happen to me is that I don't measure up to my own standards.

[@katelynb1851]

She actually said she writes her songs :)

[@oliviaobrien6670]

Sandra Ospina i write all my own lyrics to every song i sing lmao.

[@edithrodriguez2942]

“I wish there was no tomorrow ” and “ I don’t wanna live but I’m to scared to die” is so relatable for me like if u agree Omg thx for the likes

[@thedonutavocado7087]

O my gosh same. I wanna kill myself for what I go through; my friends leaving me out on nearly everything, the pain I go through each year at the hospital, I can’t do what I love (singing and drawing) even though I practice every year, two of my family members have died (my dog and grandpa), I’ve never met one of my grandmas, and more. But the line “I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die” is way to relatable for me

[@shawdywitdadreads]

Edith Rodriguez I agree

[@rachelporter5262]

Aw im sorry to hear this, get help if you need it guys, a unheathy mindset is more unheathy than macdonalds 💖

[@jadeavery]

I've felt this way before

[@simplygoldiexd9242]

I really wanna die people make fun of me at school because I'm shy and I get abused at home times and I get called spoiled I was supposed to die when I was a baby but the doctors saved Me. I wish I just died then😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@SikhSoldier94]

Nobody loves you... Nobody wants to be your friend... Nobody thinks that you're cute... Don't worry, my name is Nobody... ❤️

[@imnotanagitokinnieiswear3845]

This comment makes me so happy❤️

[@majabogdandy812]

Did you mean @crybaby the nobody name because you feel like nobody? But this comment deserves more likes.

[@carolinavalencia2621]

Me to my friends: Nobody love me... Nobody went to be friends with me... Nobody thinks that am cute... No... dont worry my name is nobody....

[@Izzy-th8fk]

Can we be friends :(

[@SikhSoldier94]

Cynicalssoul UvU Sure..💓

[@trinitycelice]

"yeah i'm fucked up but i don't wanna be".. wow same

[@chivornashbrook4952]

I can't handle these pressures All I can say is this stress hurts Things are supposed to get better I just need to put myself first I'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart This energy is killing my vibes now Sometimes I just want to drown out All of the thoughts in my mind, too much going on at the same time I wish it would stop and I've tried but, life just sucks then we all die That's just reality I don't lie to me Yeah I'm messed up but I don't want to be I Wonder if I'm good enough But maybe I've had just too much To drink, to smoke, to swallow I'm drowning up my sorrows There's rules I'll never follow Pretend there's no tomorrow I wish there was no tomorrow But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so empty I wish that shit wasn't so tempting But it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things I could do to mess me up I want to let go, but I'm feeling so stuck So all I can do is fill up my cup And sit here alone and hope no one disrupts That's just reality I don't lie to me Yeah I'm messed up but I don't want to be Wonder if I'm good enough Maybe I've had just too much To drink, to smoke, to swallow I'm drowning up my sorrows There's rules I'll never follow Pretend there's no tomorrow I wish there was no tomorrow But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die My body's shaking My head is aching It feels like my heart is breaking My body's shaking My head is aching I can't fix this mess I'm making But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die

[@cristinadobrin6300]

the lyrics are in the description, lol

[@toastisgreat1992]

go to description lol

[@princessreyes8134]

🙌

[@cyber9615]

"I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die" theres never been a sentence to describe me better...

[@lollol-fw6es]

AdmiredByRoses same...

[@karensheets9114]

AdmiredByRosesI Think your Song are graet

[@karensheets9114]

lol LOVE YOU.

[@karensheets9114]

Your songs are great

[@karensheets9114]

lol lol LOVE You

[@eradicate3839]

thank u 4 being there 4 me when i was 15 and had no friends olivia ily

[@jesuschrist1935]

I’m not even joking when I say this describes my life way too well, I don’t listen, hate myself and think everyone hates me too, absolutely want to die but I am scared

[@Cara-ix2vj]

【aesthetics】 I feel the Same way I have some friends but I feel like they hate me 😫🤷‍♀️

[@echoecole9640]

Same

[@Cara-ix2vj]

Roweena Dasselaar ❤️

[@rcsanny]

【aesthetics】 same

[@isaacborer8409]

I feel the same I hope I gets better for u

[@Sarah-wu7ki]

"I wonder if I'm good enough" This song is stuck in my head 24/7

[@michellecano7843]

Same

[@ladonnahale1837]

For real

[@kellyhill1662]

Same

[@jamisharifa5638]

when your not depressed but after hearing this you suddenly feel all the emotions...Damn!!!

[@ravienalol199]

Jami Sharifa true dat

[@nbakidsavage1245]

true dat

[@jirlboss8269]

Jami Sharifa Yep, I'm so emphatic ;-;

[@micaylarobbins5727]

Kiwi Daniel Do you mean empathetic? Emphatic means expressing something forcefully and clearly..

[@amooraambreen2731]

Oml same

[@user-zu6kz8mh1y]

Anyone still listening 2 this.. or just me? 😅

[@L.thompsonn]

Who's here before it gets millions of views

[@sadnankarim6821]

Me

[@kithbee7620]

Lyneke T 🙋

[@karencontreras-gj4wm]

Lyneke T me

[@zanji19]

Lyneke T me

[@Zoe_allen_x]

Lyneke T meeeeeee

[@orlaocallaghan4105]

How did she just sing all my emotions 😂

[@savannahbenjamin1359]

Orla O'Callaghan it's like she can read into my heart 😂😭

[@afangirl4419]

Same 🤐😭

[@thelegendarsanjeevkhajuria1542]

Orla O'Callaghan oooooiii...your emotions? ???

[@aerisdl]

ikr

[@deadsoon]

Orla O'Callaghan :/

[@jamestangpua1377]

my favourite line from this song was I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

[@cloversmith5734]

james tangpua me too it just gets me

[@springchild6312]

james tangpua yeah same

[@isabellasophiamontgomery8864]

james tangpua yes that's the best line

[@dakota6793]

"Pretend there's no tomorrow" I wish there was no tomorrow

[@peanutathome2]

Off topic, what breed of dog is thaaaat?? On topic “I don’t wanna live but I’m to scared to die” most relatable words ever.

[@LavroseRovender]

Yay gacha girls ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@frostwolfmusic227]

I know right

[@alfietheelite6984]

Gacha_ Mon same ( you like gacha you have earned my respect)

[@youtbuecraert]

Looks like a puppy Norwegian Lundehund

[@iixsaturnz9946]

it might be a collie

[@lindybis7379]

Finally found the song that explains the things that I can’t

[@xcatalina_4426]

omg. the second I heard thses lyrics I started crying tears of joy. This is exactly me. And I dont I'm happy and sad I finally found a song that is. me. The insecurities, depression, empty ness, you know you "dont wanna live but too scared to die", and bad memories... wow I don't know if I'm happy or even more sad..

[@brendabre7052]

what

[@btsarmy7354]

Sophiaa04 i feel you

[@ordinaryarmy4890]

I feel the same

[@cor73z1985]

The "empty ness" and insecurities in you can be filled with some knowledge...

[@vallee7732]

SilverSophiaaWolf I understand.......😭

[@dylandivers5023]

this song just really portrays how people seem fine and happy when their doing stuff they love and when they’re by their self they’re not okay

[@JayJay-sy2zb]

All her songs relate to me one way or another

[@thirtyfour1monthago360]

Plz I gave up.00(

[@tinomonroe1530]

BPD

[@yeosanityy]

Same =(

[@joselinerojascuevas3485]

How has this song not hit the radio

[@chickencitizen]

talks about serious problems, not partying

[@chickencitizen]

why did No broken hearts by bebe rexha become a hit and im gonna show you didnt? u know why..

[@anyanyanyone]

it is kinda slow for the radio

[@omarleerojas]

It's too depressing

[@jeffpeterson9698]

Suicide issues with people

[@axinaa9380]

" I dont wanna live but im to scared to die" relatable for me, I really hate my life but im so scared to harm myself.

[@meandmyfriendsareweirdandh3587]

Same but I'm not afraid to harm my self just die

[@larissabotelho6918]

You guys have to listen to her song "love myself" and look for help too. Life is your chance to become a better person, to fight against the things that bring you down, to help others... Life is a present that was given to you and it is hard for everyone, don't throw it away or you can regret it. Don't hurt yourself, you have to be thankful to your body, he is so perfect and does all for you!! I'm really sad that you are feeling like this and I will pray for you!

[@depresssedkylie9091]

KiKi.EDITS same

[@whereverwhatever.haveanice7852]

I'm to beautiful to die. Honestly..

[@emilycranford588]

why do you hate your life?

[@clxudy7420]

"I don't want to live but I'm too scared to die" *The definition of my existence*

[@mariamendes2857]

same

[@joshivy6127]

She deserves way more recognition than she gets

[@aliannyskinner2139]

I love this song she is underrated and so relatable to a lot of people facing depression.

[@danieldrummer7154]

The song and video signifies that she has all of these THINGS and MONEY but still feels empty. That stuff does not make you whole.

[@deadsoon]

Daniel Drummer exactly!

[@juliakron2549]

So true

[@jupitired777]

Lol it makes things better tho

[@destinymorales2843]

I'd rather be empty and rich than empty and poor tho

[@jupitired777]

Destiny Morales she was depressed before fame tho

[@kristinsmith2895]

"I cant fix this mess I'm making" relatable.

[@_o..o_1871]

Omg...she is so beautiful..😅

[@imalexa__alonso4049]

yea she is

[@charlotterevol1988]

de ouf

[@julianna6486]

Laur I wish I looked like her 😔

[@lytheprettygirl]

Laur irk

[@lytheprettygirl]

Laur ikr 😍😍

[@julieidk569]

Never related to a song so much in my life.

[@thirtyfour1monthago360]

Weight 97

[@chloekittredge3781]

Julie Idk Same

[@Printesadeaurr]

Same

[@bazzooo8]

Julie Idk same. :/

[@kawaispencer_wuh4244]

Julie Idk Ikr

[@WendyAG]

I don't wanna die, but i'm too scared to live.

[@Hannah-ig9zz]

*i dont wanna live, but I’m too scared to die

[@WendyAG]

I know babe, i just wrote it like that cause that's how i felt xd

[@johnnypay1473]

Wendy Hopes thats how I feel....

[@isac3711]

Unknown tf whatever

[@brittany8034]

Wendy Hopes fucking relatable.

[@slurftonic7074]

I came here from Trish’s podcast, officially an Olivia O’Brian fan ❤

[@rockyroadorange101]

such a catchy song and pretty voice but lyrics kill my happiness. it makes me sad to remember anyone going through depression tough enough to wish there was no tomorrow. wouldn't wish that on anyone

[@deadglitter5496]

thats so sweet of you to say

[@mollykehoe1873]

RockyRdOrange_101 yeah that's sweet but it's the truth I don't want a tommorow I've had such a bad yesterday and tommorow could be worse it could be better but it won't I knwk that there will be more on my wrist tommorw than today that's he truth there will be more cuts and I'll be even more hungry it's me self harming because I've the choice I get to chose for once I've been listening to the hanging tree over and over but my friends says it's dark but I see a different message to it but now I've this song just as dark

[@miender3287]

RockyRdOrange_101 true

[@halleewilson5324]

Lilla Fekete what are you talking about

[@user-kk6ls8rm4c]

+Lilla Fekete Depression can happen without a cause. That's what happened in my case. I've had a perfect life, good family, great friends, decent school, yet I'm still depressed

[@MadilynBailey]

wow the coloring on this video is amazing!!!

[@ZienabFadul]

love your song "Wiser"

[@shrexyeverafter]

Madilyn Bailey i love youuu

[@sabrinawright6567]

Madilyn Bailey I love your music!!

[@abiahthomas5505]

I love you

[@jjhxjzjxic83]

Madilyn Bailey I love you !

[@HiThereItssophie]

queen of depression !

[@TKCmoto]

sophie s that's a great title

[@HiThereItssophie]

shes so relatable

[@washington8651]

sophie s yes,but she is too beautiful😍

[@HiThereItssophie]

too beautiful...to be...depressed?

[@arianaroxanee4805]

no such thing as too pretty to be depressed!

[@user-yc4nz4ki2t]

This song has gotten me through some of my darkest times. Most recently, it literally saved my life. Thank you for saying what I couldn't

[@maitai8462]

"and I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die" most relatible lryics ever.

[@KittyCat-pi8gg]

I know

[@ruvimyefimchuk1166]

May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope. Rom. 15:13

[@sugabooga]

*ARMYYYYYY!!!!!*

[@leahluvsJesus]

Same.

[@cookie-jk1ph]

Go watch some more hobi doing aegyo lol. It always makes me feel better, sorry that this isn't related to the video! 보라해 아미!!!!!!💜💜💜💜💜

[@amadeusbarbaros8654]

The Anthem of The Children of The Millennium.

[@aimeeyoung20]

cef M 👏👏👏😂✌

[@KyleJo]

She's hardly a millennial

[@alex_is_lovelyawesome_ness2305]

😂😂😂👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

[@mykaylachan5244]

cef M yes

[@Me-xo4ip]

Yeah a lot of people fake it lol

[@cherrybloom8560]

i m i the only one to think that she deserve to be much more famous ?

[@ArielWidhibrata]

She's pretty high profile for such a recent entry, her collab with Gnash was number 1 in Australia for like 3 weeks

[@user-ex9me6wp6e]

Selena My Queen My friend at school is really obsessed with her 😂

[@zexonhairi7215]

Selena My Queen fames a curse, why wish it upon people? successful is different from fame. We want people to be successful, but not always famous.

[@ninaneufang2408]

definitely

[@murdhonno_koi]

-4 years later, If you're still watching this you're a legend.

[@jorilem213]

This song is literally about me

[@mayy8541]

This song is like my life..

[@clauculuss]

Same, :c exept for the smoking amd drinking part obv..

[@catatandiaryandallaplicati4134]

So you drink,smoke,and swallow

[@vic4537]

Same not fucked, not smoked, not drinking and swallow

[@judiththedevil2480]

same except the drinking part😭😭

[@seke6599]

Same after all, i started cutting myself to relate my pain, depression good day peepd

[@fahadschannel]

she naturally looks sad. i think i have a crush on her

[@didisorakadidi6194]

Shes 17

[@22audrey91]

2020 anyone? This song is relatible this is how much ppl that relate's

[@nuh310]

.

[@sleepycrystaxls4785]

No 2021

[@TatisVision]

2021

[@lays9402]

Has anyone else listened to this so many times on repeat that KZbin recommends you a suicide prevention video?

[@rheaql6466]

Yes ;/

[@gacha_potatochips5836]

Mothy yes

[@queenpugs6805]

I've watched many other things to have KZbin recommend those but yes

[@officiallysolace6525]

Yes

[@ashleyrichau6450]

Thats fucking funny

[@slimedyaout3443]

"i wish i could erease my memory, so i can stop feeling so empty" so me

[@gabriiiiiiela]

Erase*

[@-honeybee-7624]

I wish I could erase it, so I can start out as a new person. People wouldn’t hate me, they would leave me alone.

[@miraculousladrien4351]

@@-honeybee-7624 People say if you grow as an unhappy child of God and go through bad situations, they would come back as a better or worse person with new hope or no hope in living. God blesses all, and for all is forgiven!

[@-honeybee-7624]

@Miraculous LadyNoir I’m a child of god :0

[@kodylove8]

My life is so full of depresion, anxiety, and puniment that i really wish i could erase my mind I don't care if i spelled anything wrong

[@zetasky]

waiitttt she's 17, she's my age! omg! this is such a beaut song

[@reesewalker9661]

I SKY Waitttt shes how old??????

[@zetasky]

SEVENTEEN :O :O She was born '99

[@reesewalker9661]

I SKY Iearned something

[@nathe_b9939]

SHE LOOK OLDER ASF

[@dilliam1272]

ISIS SKY Wait she's 17... i thought she was like 23

[@amoongus689]

Its hurts everytime I listen to this but I still come back because I know I need this song.

[@flamoonigirlolivia]

Excellent cinematography, good lyrics

[@Bhawna03]

"I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die." This exactly describes how I'm feeling. I don't want to commit suicide. I just don't want to exist anymore. I wish I never did.

[@merrymerrymar]

Feeling the exact same way.

[@Warakuchise]

Bhawna03 you really get me

[@zanya713]

Same 😭

[@crazycactus7780]

It's because people care about you but you don't care about yourself, you would feel bad that they are sad and it's all your fault and I totally get it so realatible

[@kailyn_cookies6975]

True

[@meeloonie]

first I didn't like the video because of the expensive things like the big mansion, her clothes, champagne etc. but when you think about it it actually makes sense: because we live in the first world, we are officially not allowed to have problems and feel bad. often people tell us that others have it so much worse which makes it worse for us. (btw we know there are people afraid of dying in war, yes but that doesn't change our situation. to think about how others have it worse is definitely necessary to help them but you can't always do that even though we should try) *everybody's problems are real* I think the message is that everyone has problems no matter where they come from and that there are too much things in this world that are so wrong which just makes life and being part of this 'humanity' unbearable sometimes

[@kellyn6607]

if i could give u 100 likes for wat u wrote, I would ...

[@anisarkisyan7742]

🙌exactly

[@Xverxez]

Lana Misty This needs to be plastered on billboards along with the song

[@LisaMichele]

perfectly said

[@carinak1442]

Lana Misty I know a song from church where there's one line that says that everyone things different from the others so you shouldn't judge people's problems even if they're small to you. But everyone went through different thing and everyone sees things differently so you shouldn't judge someone's opinion because it's always from another point of view, which you can't always understand 100%, even if you try to. So even if the problem is small to you, someone else might suffer from it. I think it's important to always keep that in mind... (sorry for the bad English, I'm from germany but I hope you get the point...)

[@kody4983]

“Yeah I’m fucked up but I don’t wanna be”, gives me hope in a way

[@jordanirwin9048]

I don't even think she knows how beautiful & talented she is

[@ttoorryyllyyee26]

same :( I wish she had more music

[@itsmealexisr]

Omg yaaaas maddi and lexie!!! and baby dex!!!! living for this

[@danielartefilms9049]

Hey Alexis can you like and subscribe to my channel pls? x

[@TasfiaRubaba]

I'm so related with this song Olivia O'Brine is Queen of Reality Like if you agree with me.

[@cantshakeyoumel]

umm i think the best spiller of the reality tea is my bby melanie martinez

[@frannypaul5381]

This song is how feel for long time

[@cassiopeia_blaque_nox196]

I'm so grateful this song exist

[@_orsi_]

take care

[@truepvp5463]

"Im empty inside" Me: Im hungry too mate

[@no1milesmoralesdefender]

now thats somthing that cheered me up from all this depression

[@melissayanez2781]

LOL XD. edit:OMG thx for 7!likes!! OMG thank uʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ

[@buglxve402]

XD

[@Gachacookie-uz2lz]

Now I feel a lot better from the sad song

[@eeeeeeee6177]

I love this

[@mariannamichele3218]

These words are so powerful. Something we could all relate to. One of the realest songs i've heard.

[@Cuteyx89]

i love how she has her friends/roommates in the video (maddi, drew, lexie) i love her sm

[@laurajeanbotha5321]

I looked for a song that explained how I'm currently feeling. No other song came anywhere close to how I feel. This one ticked all the boxes to perfection. I am just so tired of life & the stress & rejection I go through every day. Thanks for a great song

[@OpttzToedD]

This is my fav song ever you need to make some more hits girl

[@LUMINISHIPPER]

😂

[@chelseanelson1478]

I knoww

[@kirimay]

GURLLLLLL Y ROCKIN YA SONG I LOVE IT .ITS SO PERFECT ANYWAY SHES SO PRETTY THAN ME 😀😢😢😢😢😀😢😀😢😀😢😀😢😀😢😢😀😢😀😢😀😢😢😀😀😢

[@LoneWolf-qc3lz]

YES!

[@ginalalli5005]

lol

[@striver333]

Who's loving this song and video before it reaches 3 Million+ views?? She's so real and amazing

[@user-st3du6bi9t]

i relate to this song so much its crazy. every word is just perfect

[@larissalouch1771]

Gucci Right there with you

[@JuiceBoxxWett]

Gucci you and me both

[@valerialucas2219]

this song hits so much, cause is like all the problems are because me...

[@poppylivsey9794]

Your amazing and worth soo much don’t ever forget that ❤️❤️

[@hedras924]

@@poppylivsey9794 I was feeling the same way, you made my day, THANK YOU!! Here’s a cookie to thank you: 🍪

[@poppylivsey9794]

@@hedras924 🥰🥰🥰