ONE LAST TIME - Very Sad Emotional Rap Beat || Saddest Beat on YouTube (prod by Magestick)

[@Magestick]

🎶 Listen to the EXTENDED VERSION (10mn) of this beat: kzbin.info/www/bejne/Z3enqaaqlNd9mbM

[@selmogallado4913]

Thanks for this 🙏🏼

[@sagarraje34552]

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[@emilio1187]

Michael Libril Sicat records

[@renatocondessa8237]

Thanks bro..

[@bjmajmtwentysixteen3806]

The strings need to be louder

[@limitzin1182]

Can’t belive I’m the only one going back to this in 2023

[@geraldrylott6578]

This is one of my favorites I listen to it every night before I go to sleep

[@raybiscoejr5684]

You not I’m still listing to this

[@fyamartinezjuarez9170]

Not everyone gonna write something

[@cloverxivxx99]

You're not the only one bro

[@georgenavarro2936]

No you’re not

[@Magestick]

OUR VERY FIRST VIDEO REACHING 1.000.000 VIEWS ! THANK YOU SO MUCH

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[@kiarasmith5278]

Magestick Records - Rap Beats | Hip Hop Instrumentals

[@deborahtrue2698]

I really wanna use this beat for my concert to do a a song I wrote for my mother I wanted to know if I can without tags I won't make any money off it I just want the crowd to hear a different version of the song it's my first time live in a minute but this beat would set it off. Let me know. If it's cool just send it to [e-mail]. The show is next Sunday in New York holla at me

[@chalarradixin4822]

I got a song and its dope

[@XanderP]

in Portugal we have a music with this beat that got over a million views...

[@kassidyturner3905]

I love u big brother ❤ Dec 5 2019

[@younasjuventus5374]

He died ??

[@abdelrahmantech7831]

@@younasjuventus5374 Idk

[@younasjuventus5374]

@@abdelrahmantech7831 then go to hell

[@abdelrahmantech7831]

@@younasjuventus5374 but I don't have your house keys

[@allen8585]

My condolences

[@fromdayea1654]

start 0:38 Reminiscin' In the corner... I sit here reminiscin/ Askin' god why is this the lady that I sit here missin/ When my father left I've been feelin' distant/ This girl came up to me and said, "Yo, how is it kickin?'" Deep in thought saying, "I guess it is my mission"/ For me to make her proud but I just didn't listen/ I'm sittin' here just me and her/ Inside wishin' I died so I could leave this earth/ I think suicidal thoughts so I guess it's death in me/ All the people 'round me poaching me/ I think of all the places your were supposed to be/ But now you're six under the ground and the depth's in feet/ I sit here and cry so helplessly/ How could this happen so suddenly/ Now every day I feel like a sun-burned leaf/ I used to think that you saw me as a failure for a second/ Because of the day that I failed the 7th/ Used to take a bunch of pills without second guessin/ Listen to my lyrics bruise this beat/ Like i'm stompin a bunch of beets under my feet/ My face turnin' purplish I feel like a disgrace/ I walk down the street of madison/ My train of thought came and I wasn't havin' it/ I think of when I talked to that girl/ So I got back to the place/ I sit here with the barrel turned to my face/ I think of life sit down and cock it/ My brain on the pavement while people walk past or watch it/ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ start at 1:59 One day I saw someone in the corner reminiscin/ I said what's up man how is it kickin' HE said his father left and he's been feelin' distant/ He was deep in thought sayin' I guess it's my mission" For him to make his mother proud/ But he just didn't listen'/ I'm sittin' here just me and him/ I ask god what was it like being him/ He told me that one day he wish he could die/ He said he was on and off about suicide/ WHen he told me his mother died I felt sorrow helplessly/ That meant his mother was 6 under the ground and the depth's in feet/ He screamed how could this happen so suddenly!!/ ---{===--7:30-- AM===}--- I woke up the next morning to go to school/ Lookin the mirror say I'm feelin fine yeah i'm feelin' cool/ Walk out the door tell my mother "I love you"/ Walk down the street on madison/ See the guy I talked to yesterday (Is it really happenin') I see him turn a barrel to his face/ See him think of life take the gun and cock it/ He shoots himself I stood there and just watched it!!/ Run over to his limp body and screamed I'm sorry/ A wave of guilt rushed over me like it was my fault and/ I stood up and I continued walkin/ Listenin' to the voices in my head mockin'/ Talk about how he killed himself and I could've stopped him.../

[@oliverparker3454]

Sh8dy01 z

[@astralpotato5067]

This was genuinely amazing.

[@kristynfaith8440]

Bro mad skillz

[@michaelsanford5219]

Can I use this??

[@NerevariXStefPower]

youre sad@@michaelsanford5219

[@kodakgreen8256]

I lost my heart when my momma passed away these days ain't been the same everything has changed , been staying up all nights this addiction I got im tryna fight !! Write my wrongs write my life! Yeah im tired of being like this , I'm tired !

[@sexygirl5157]

Bro may give u more power to fight

[@juancontreras8138]

I lost my mom too im the same 😔

[@misskittywhite2940]

Just no God loves you believe that don't for get it I will keep you in my prayer,that sum free time away from everyone get you mind and heart right with God and keep loving you ,your mother is always with you watching her baby God bless

[@deluxespecial5713]

Sounds like the perspective from my brother in the addiction part. He was in jail due to drugs and we lost our mom in a fatal car crash where she died on impact. He gets out 6 months later. Is out for 4 months then got locked up yesterday again and was on another bad path of addiction. Shit aint easy man. And it aint supposed to be. But you got this, stay strong. And know there are people who love you and care about you. And want to see you succeed. Im the writer of my family and i write about all the experiences ive dealt with. Lost my mom may last year and it felt like yesterday. So besides actually experiencing addiction i feel and see your pain. Stay strong my friend. And hold your head high. You are 1 in a million. Love you dawg

[@powerofgod-g2g233]

too dope....HAD TO COME SHOW MY RESPECT TO A BEAT THAT WAS KILLED.

[@geraldwelch9318]

God got u so don't worry

[@GaspardTheGrey]

Hook So yeah, Fuck it I'm worthless Everybody's not what they seem on the surface I'm trailing through life , trying to find a purpose, surplus, it's no wonder why I'm nervous I've always been controlled by my past, life goes good, and then I crash, and I'm left on my ass, should've known happieness will never last, thought I was strong but my heart beats just as fast Found out that my mother had cancer, alchohol, drugs, it's never the answer, but I'll do it anyway to block out the pain, life without you will never be the same I'm humble, but I'm resigned to my fate, I can't afford to make any more mistakes, I'm gunna make you proud, without a doubt, I feel like I just need to let it all out, Hook I need you to know that I care, and if you need me you know that I'm there It's makes me sick that I've been so blind, just know that you're one of a kind, and you'll always be on my mind, I just hope we have more time, and life can be so unfair, don't wanna see you losing your hair, but someone like you now that shit is rare, I need you like we all need air, I don't believe in God but I'll say a prayer, at least I've got time to prepare I wanna make up for what I've done, and it hurts that you're only young, we are all united as one, big love from your one and only youngest son

[@Rixchelle_]

JustTizzell this is amazing, you need to make this a song, I can relate to thus on so many levels..

[@cnote8777]

man u viben

[@JRG333]

JustTizzell really like this

[@FeliciaWong-TheKinky]

JustTizzell keep it up..wow..nice

[@JRG333]

By the way just read this comment a month later, forgetting I commented. I relate a lot and if you have SAD then check this out: This dam disease makes me feel so ill/ and not the feel good kind/ But the one that makes you want to kill/ Whatever is inside your mind/ I try to stop it and draw a line/ But the more you try the worse it gets/ It has made my life a hell of a mess/ and I wonder if life will ever give me some peace and rest/ Hook Wonder when I will get rid of this godam Social Anxiety This curse that makes me feel like I'm not part of society This burden on my heart, mind and soul That has got me shunning and avoiding people entirely Has made my life sink to and all time low And it repeats and repeats like my mind is a stereo and I am playing the godam radio No friends, no one to understand "Just get over it "," It is all in your head" Is all I hear people say like I hadn't try that before Trust me if I had a soultion I would try that instead I can't talk to no one without the feeling of shame At times it doesn't even make any shred of sense but it's too late my mind body are way past tense I just hope on day I forget about all of this and write my lyrics about this pain in past tense

[@De721998]

I've started rapping (again) because of this beat two years ago but it seems like an eternity since I've heard it the last time...feels a bit like coming home :)

[@capnprice0673]

I'm thinking about writing a song for my Dead mother with this beat. Amazing Job, made me shed a tear...

[@Jayfazo4k]

My pain will never stop keep it going I'll reach the top and I lost my grandfather but to the hands of god. Now Im sitting here crying but the words are so defiyin' can't smile in people faces cause all they do is be lyin' Im just speaking what I know ain't just speaking what I can all of my fuxkin' life was gettin' closer to the end. I thought about suicide once or twice in my life but I get back on my feet and keep the pain away from hype. Im just trying to make a living Im not trying to make a killing This is not the end homie this is the beginning

[@123-n7d]

Start at 01:34 right after the drop. One last time before i have to say goodbye One last time i got the chance to call you mine One last time i pull up in that benz without my friends, just me and you baby everything will be fine Noting left to do this don’t come ease Tears drippin one last chance babygirl please Lookin down all the water like im overseas Too much pressure im not a god dam submarine

[@MCBilal_original]

8 Millionen Klicks !! R E S P E K T

[@DaniPernant]

FUCKING AMAZING!

[@MrBorgesRAP]

I made a sound in that beat. listen here -> kzbin.info/www/bejne/op_acoaFl9GmnqM

[@itzelrodriguez1183]

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[@mezkidhimself6857]

MC BILAL well

[@immasmoothcriminal]

Did you sample the beginning or were those live vocals?

[@Magestick]

Thanks for 500.000 views fam 🔥💪💪💪

[@jamesmitchell5688]

this is still available??

[@nickvibes6488]

how much for the beat

[@doeloetv]

how much for beat

[@Magestick]

Anlo Da Rambo Starting from 19.99$ here: www.magestickrecords.com

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[@سميرالمحمديالمحمدي-و3ت]

مافي احد يقدر يحرق اللحن ذا اكثر من شيبوبه ❤️🙏👑

[@Shooubaki]

نعم نعم صحيح 😭😭

[@feelo]

amazing beat guys!

[@Magestick]

+Feelo Thank you!

[@louierastelli2391]

NF would kill this beat. Like if you agree

[@coopp_]

Louie Rastelli omg I finally found a NF fan.

[@Angry_bird-ym1di]

Indeed

[@r4id1silent_anons54]

What is NF ?

[@coopp_]

Silent Anons a Christian rapper

[@eatyourcereal9886]

Louie Rastelli IKR he’s amazing

[@oyaoyang6343]

-it was only yesterday -when I was yours and you were mine -ive never imagine, that well be going our we seprate ways -leaving one another behind -and I never thought that I'd say this -but "I love you and good bye" -let us forget about our past -and pretend it never happend -it seems as if -good things aren't meant to last forever -I understand that your hurt/ And so am i - but i wear this mask in discize -to hide my hidden pain - to Express our love... -but the broken promises still hunts me -and over time/... -I have learned to see the big picture -that our love is a curse -so cherrish every moment that we've had -while it last -and never forget, -what our love is really worth -and let us be patient -and see/ what you and I really desearve -and take this time apart to search deep down you heart, what drove our love apart -just so you know, you'll always and forever remain in my heart -but from now on -you can walk your own path and I will walk mine

[@glaissamaeroxas7497]

I love this.

[@oyaoyang6343]

@@glaissamaeroxas7497 thanks you.

[@glaissamaeroxas7497]

@@oyaoyang6343 really Hits to the core.

[@oyaoyang6343]

@@glaissamaeroxas7497 lol. Thanks. Do you write?

[@glaissamaeroxas7497]

@@oyaoyang6343a little, :-)

[@cameronbasdeo7415]

Dad I will always remember yu love Yu RIP THE BEST FATHER LOVE YU 12/17/17 CAMOSITY 🌟

[@shootgunnerd3616]

Hey dude sorry about your dad. My dad die in 2017 too but it was on June 2. This beat always make remember my dad so much. It does hurt a lot so people can't say it does not hurt.

[@horse7379]

You are not alone ;(

[@peari8676]

F. Words and paragraphs don’t match up to one letter. Although it’s a meme, still. F.

[@nnnnnn9988]

My dad died when i was 1

[@tcloudmusixc]

My dad died when I was 9

[@smutsthedirt5710]

Still remember the last time we spoke by the phone Is it better without me? beacuse i feel so alone Did it ever occur i tried to fix our broken home Wish it never tore us apart or broke our souls Haunting memories rewind until infinity Said you would never leave, was it that bad living with me? I know my jail time crushed a few of your dreams But i always thought you would stand by me I need too sleep , i cant go on like this I try counting sheep , but theres one i always miss Ive been up for six nights , walking on a white line Trying to create a wall around my mind So much powder up my nose that im starting to go blind But i still see you clear as day when i close my eyes Why couldnt you stay ?so i could avoid my demise Im still breathing but it feels like i died

[@mightycool16]

this is amazing

[@smutsthedirt5710]

+mightycool16 thanks , its just scribbles though

[@RebelStudent]

oh my...amazing !

[@20Nessita]

that's eels right?

[@20Nessita]

Oh okay because i know a song that has a verse just like one of yours must have it mixed up then

[@joshuaclarkchan1167]

OH god,Thank u for this blessings.. from time to time u were always right beside me...From pain,From sorrow, to gain tommorow

[@cydermantheguardian1]

A flawless angel of depression Stuck dreaming of repression Skin filled with blue blood Your every whisper an emotional flood Begging to the shattered skies Drifting among thoughtless lies Divine beauty without a voice Never did you have a choice Dragged into a deepening hell Any hope your demanded to sell Life lived as a cyclone of endless sacrifice Forever questioning things twice Blinded beneath a cloak of sorrow You plead not to see tomorrow Yet there before the ceaseless rain A hand knowing all to well of pain The help you have so desired The very dream you clutch when tired Hidden beneath your daily sight A friend who too knows the night This single beacon within the darkest of shades Any desperation quickly fades Without a single breath There gesture has halted your death Resurrecting a paused heart For all deserve a second start.

[@john_john030]

damn not gonna lie this shit is valid. u mad talented big bro

[@MariaAyala-gm5vq]

Brow dejala sacar en español..

[@C4ichu]

The flow of those lines fits the beat crazy good. Love it

[@boaaintnowayboa3002]

All these fake smiles All these fake friends All these fake people who never had a hand to lend Yeah I go to school Yeah I do my work But sometimes I feel im bout to go beserk Yeah I know im young I should be having fun But I feel like shooting myself with a handgun They say life's a game, but I feel like I'm losing Push me to my edge Call me Lil Uzi like My school told me it's family that I represent But they're the same people who told me that I'm an accident I feel so lonely I don't know what to do That why I cover it up with an attitude

[@anankedell]

Venessa Maduka thats why we got so much anger

[@Andy-hw1yn]

Venessa Maduka I love your song it’s amazing

[@hyde8977]

FEEL YOU BEEN THERE AND STILL AM

[@jrwi8585]

One last time

[@I_AM_3.6.9.]

baby i feel your pain, we may never be the same, but look at the sun when it shines, trust me where there is darkness there is also a brighter side, just be happy u still alive

[@sunnynights2349]

Before I met you I thought I was lost Upon the vast emptiness Of my heart And oh when you left me Showed me your colors They shown through While I was torn apart All those broken promises Meant nothin at all I knew I'd scrape my knees When you let me fall But all those bandages Wouldnt keep me from bleedin And all my love and trust woukdnt keep you from leaving I tried to make you stay But instead I wiped the blood on my shirt and ran away Now I'm reminded of the pain When I wear the shirt And see that stain A solemn reminder of who I once was Who I'll never be again Wishing I could go back And keep myself from falling So I would've never bleed Would've never seen the red The red flags that I was to blind to see Because when you look at me I melt so easily You had me wrapped around your finger But when you got tired you cut it off Wouldnt let me linger Even when my blood ran cold All those broken promises Meant nothin at all I knew I'd scrape my knees When you let me fall But all those bandages Wouldnt keep me from bleeding And no matter how hard I tried I couldn't keep you from leaving Keep telling me you dont trust me When I'm the one at fault I kept telling myself that you cared When I dont mean nothin at all I'm convinced that you are still my whole world But you distance yourself which makes it hard for me to reach You when you've had enough Of the world and the ones living in it

[@AccaliaMoon_666]

Love it 🙂

[@sharx7781]

rly love it

[@darklif8752]

Hay bro can i use these lyrics

[@JamesEvans007]

@@darklif8752 what if he says yeah..for a fee😄 But it's free🙄

[@mercyakellooryang4167]

Great 👌

[@mohitnair2541]

Damn, everyone in the comments is a professional rapper with bars about sadness or breakup.

[@yovanbidenovic4940]

If you can't beat them, join them

[@jaimiethrasher4192]

You should hear mine

[@sav__ta3618]

mohit nair quando rondo made a song off this💯

[@sharx7781]

May be

[@user-duckzPhD]

I like this. The beat stays the same. It doesn't change.

[@ciarajohnson7942]

This beat digs deep in down into your inner soul and reveals the pain and suffering you have been thru but to let you know it's alright

[@justinscott2894]

Hook I remember waking up to hearing you're gone those words brought tears to my eyes when she said that on the phone. Reminiscing in my thoughts I was all in my zone tears falling down my face I felt like being alone. Mama told me "it's okay you know that life goes on" I reply "mama you're right but it feels so wrong" i just wish I could've seen your smile one last time and tell you that I love you more than words could even define. It just feels unreal, got me losing my mind. I be all up in a daze losing track of the time. Coming up wit different ways to keep my family from crying, but we're left with so much pain it got us no longer trying #WeLoveYouDasia #RestInHeavenMyAngel

[@lilschplingbong9457]

One last time.. One last dance... Before reality slips through my hands.. One last kiss... One last chance.. Before everything I know leaves in a glance... I'm torn between option 1 and option 2, it's nothing personal but I wanted option 2, me and you. I know that sounds kind of selfish and you're right but what's wrong with a bird wanting to fly? I gave up everything, I gave you all I could and you still tell me I'm no good. Wishing upon a star is a beauty ain't it... So was our love until you drained it.. You shot me dead in the heart, making me fall apart into the puddle of the blood that kept us apart. Bad blood... isn't that what Taylor Swift said and it's true now, I want to be with you now, but you left me like a wounded soldier in battle and now I'm dealing with the hassle, the torture and dealing with the suture that's keeping me alive, but I'm already dead inside. I wish to confess, the things that I've oppressed, and the pain that I have left. One last night... One last plight... Until you disappear into the night... One last wish... One last kiss... Until these final memories become bliss... If you enjoyed my rap, please leave a like (or don't it doesn't matter) this was a good vent for me and I hope you found it nice.

[@julesxx5436]

hey i just wanted to say that i know its like to struggle with anxiety and depression and feel so lost. i know the feeling of cut, getting everything out, it feels wonderful. just try to focus on your future when your happy and married and think about your family, no matter how much u think they hate u they love u. when i was hospitalized it almost tore my family apart because they were so worried about me. i am homeschooled right know and continue to have suicidal thoughts and struggle with major depression disorder and anorexia and i also don't have that many friends that love me for me, they are scared of me. keep believing and trying your best in life. your time will come. be patient. you guys are all beautiful, smart and amazing people.

[@noge1410]

Kao da bilo je juće Još uvijek sjećam se svega Moja si bila Moj svijet i moj najbolji kolega Ne mogu da zamjenim ni za jednu drugu Moj život bez tebe se promijenio u tugu Nikad nisam sanjao pare i zlato Sanjao sam mene i tebe i na moru jahtu Da smo skupa i da je ljubav prava Njene oći zavele me ko trava

[@brokeboy4201]

Why do I wake up to just go back to bed They say my life’s perfect but my problems come from my head Everyday a constant battle to stay in one piece Trying to stop smoking weed and just live life free But still I’m burdened by my feelings Thinking maybe I can release them No I’m trapped inside my mind Trying to find somewhere...anywhere else to hide I need to admit that I got problems But don’t want to be labeled as someone who got em’ I don’t know where they come from I just know they have to to I pray to god take me soon I don’t wanna be at fault for what I do Everybody tells me life will just get better But who even cares when the life you live in is a nightmare Have you ever just felt lost and confused Like you thought you belonged but guess no one thought so too So you have to band to yourself and look out for number one But with no one to cover you you felt like your life was almost done

[@TEAM-li5mf]

may i use this beat

[@worlanyoamewu3015]

Clean💥

[@younisrahil777]

Can i use this one im my song

[@echoebuchanan1751]

I felt this with everything in me! I love the lyrics💯♥️💔💯

[@ReedzyMusic]

Sayang aku rindu Akan diri mu Menyesal aku lepaskan Sekarang rindu terbeban Tolong undurkn masa Aku dah cukup basah Tak mampu berbahasa Diam tak terkata Teda yg dapat gantikan Walau banyak saranan Tapi semua aku tolak Aku susah nak dengar borak This rap is about i miss Yea now i lost in the mist Tak kenyang makan beras Cause i trapped in dust Masih boleh ka Aku panggil sayang Suda tentu la Aku yang si bangang Masa tak boleh undur Semuanya sia sia Lebih baik tidur Lebih bahagia Skrang terpisah Segala kenangan Aku masih simpan Walaupun pelupa Mungkin skrng kau Dengan yang lain Baik aq pergi cau Aku kn tukar lane

[@albertovalencia1250]

I love The Fact That everyone in the Comment Section Has their minds Open on how the world is i love where your hearts are at & god bless all😇🙏🙏🙏

[@jasonmassey6162]

Need you when I'm broken When I'm fixed Need you when I'm well And when I'm sick Friends that I rely on Don't come through They run like the river But not you Can't see when I'm falling Losing myself, but then I hear you calling There you are, there you are You're there with open arms There you are, there you are And I run Whispers in the background Behind closed doors I got myself in a mess and Without you I'm in more Oh, I'm a little drunk now That's why I went to war Oh yeah, you are my sober When I'm on the floor Can't see when I'm falling Losing myself, but then I hear you calling There you are, there you are You're there with open arms There you are, there you are And I run Only you know me the way you know me Only you forgive me when I'm sorry Even when I messed it up There you are Need you when I'm hot And when I'm cold Need you when I'm young When I'm old You won't be far There you are, there you are You're there with open arms There you are, there you are And I run Only you know me the way you know me Only you forgive me when I'm sorry Even when I messed it up There you are Even when I, even when I Even when I, even when I When you're caught in the crowds When you're up in the clouds When you're caught in the crowds When you're up in the clouds There you are✝️

[@pario35]

Shit

[@RicardoDeSantiagoMusic]

really awesome!

[@Re4zon]

Little pieces of you, missing is my heart. I used to call you my darl, every day, every hour only mine Maybe you don't miss me, but you know that who miss you - i, want to make it real, never mind its so hard, i used to give you whole my heart, nevermind, i cant find a part, which you stole and not give a back. Everything you want to do, is on your own, you threw it away all, without apologize. Im not freaking, i am takinga deep breath rollin my deep sheet, not a big hit, but a litle sick shit, blue like a berry and your lipstick. only you could be my lil chick, i want to fix this big deal, writin bout you is still hit, for my mind i miss it ...

[@Emma-hj7hu]

Bullying hurts, don't you see? You are nothing, but a big bully Don't you think of what could have been? What if they put a razor to their skin? What if they wrote a note to say goodbye? And their family and friends were left wondering..why? What if at night, they cry themselves to sleep? By morning, it's too hard to get up on their feet They are afraid to come to school because of bullies like you When they try to tell an adult, their plead is overruled Soon they can't take it anymore They think, "What do I have to live for?" Finally all of their secrets start to spill They grab the bottle and overdose on pills All they ever wanted was a friend And to hear the words, "I'm sorry, I won't do it again" You did it all for the fun You didn't know what could've been done What if you pushed them a bit to far? All your actions have caused one big scar Haven't you seen what you put them through? You think they're weak, but they're stronger than you All they want to do is forget They think, "how much worse can it get?" Don't you know, you're their biggest fear? They scream so loud, but no one can hear What if it was you who got hurt everyday? Tell me how many words you would have left to say

[@standard1556]

The EmvA respect bro my brother is being bullied I can't do nothing about it want the fuckers to see the writing see what they have to say

[@allgamingyt7533]

Yo can I use this song that you make

[@brandendeless2913]

That's 🔥 I just rapped your lyrics

[@10DeGIE]

there wasn't anything better than 'bully'? srly?

[@chloewilder1690]

beautiful sadd but true

[@lofimusicbygrizzlybeatz]

This bangs

[@jessebugarin2945]

If I could see your face, one last time Hear you say my name, one last time Fell the warmth of your embrace , one last time Holding your hands together as we pray, just one last time I miss you more than ever why did you have to die I could hold you in my arms forever I know you're always by my side lookin over me you see me when I struggle When I can't see the light You see me when I'm weak and I can't seem to fight Nothing seems to be alright I feel like I need you more than ever How could this have happened overnight where are you? Are you okay? I wish that I could sit and talk to you for just one more day. I wish you could have met my kids I know they would have loved you I miss you grandma even though your gone away I'm always thinking of you I'll never forget the memories we've made I swear when I close my eyes I could feel you place your hand upon my face.

[@youtubechanel1098]

Its perfect

[@allent4270]

Sad😭😭😭

[@animexeditq3135]

This made me cry, I worry about my grandma everyday, on the 26th she turns 61,i I'm crying right now

[@kastrox8318]

Can I use these lyrics for my song I'll obviously change them

[@pritamsharma5144]

I miss you mom and dad and I pray for all mom dad have a wonderful time 😢😢😢😢

[@fitakash9970]

😭😭😭😭

[@Ernie4463]

Me too baby…it’s hard as hell and gives you the inspiration

[@100mavela]

Every time I feel sad I rap to this beat

[@jobaker1021]

I was afraid to take this road. Living and wishing I had a stable home. Everyday I pray he knows that it breaks my soul knowing you ain't here to change this role. I just hate to be alone. Put my faith and keep on going.

[@shvles8913]

*Start **0:38* praying that I’ll be fine That it’s just all in my brain But it hurts so much to be taken away I know it’s better for you But do you know how I feel? *stop until **0:50** then continue other verse* We’ve stuck together 6 years You made me feel happy All those nights, dates I always asked Why did you leave me? Was it the makeup I put on That made me pretty Or was it that you didn’t like me And you felt guilty? Now you left me stranded I missed how we were But now the only thing I see Is you and her

[@homelessgamer645]

Why am I fighting to live, if I’m just living to fight? Why am I trying to see, when there ain’t nothing in sight? Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try? Why am I dying to live, if I’m just living to die?

[@LunaruchiNeveto]

+DarkWolf you are wrong too

[@mikelowe7576]

HomelessGamer. I wonder thos all the time and tonight i am thinking will be my last i just want my life to ens

[@chrischase2063]

HomelessGamer wow😔

[@m00-c03]

yessss

[@thelifeoftay9740]

HomelessGamer ❗❗❗💔❤

[@justanormalyoutuber778]

One day I will thank this beat

[@sanswrangmusic]

5 years but the beat super

[@Z3R0xPl01T]

want you all the time I want you to feel loved I want all of you, your body, soul and mind I want to hear your laughter be your happily ever after This is our chapter I want to hold you in my arms look into those beautiful brown eyes Protect you from harm as i lose myself Inside your world I don't care about your flaws or past I only care about this moment; right here, right now I wish it could last I wish you could see me; the same as I see you I want to take away all your pain Wipe away all your tears Bring out the true you You still remain in my heart after For 14 years, we've been apart, now reunited To this day, my love grows stronger, My feelings for you multiply I'd try to hide it inside, but my actions show it The expression on my face reveals it as I look at you I'm in awe of the beautiful women you've become A part of me wonders if you even notice the way I look at you with love in my eyes How It feels like heaven as you're lying by my side or The sweet taste of your soft lips as we kiss under the night sky My heartbeat starts racing, floating on a cloud of ecstasy My fingers, yearning to touch your body, The thoughts of slowly sliding my hands under your tight shirt, tugging your hair back as i gently kiss the back of your neck, it's serenity at best The desire to make passionate love grows exponentially But you don't believe in destiny? Yet God above keeps bringing us together like chemistry Like mixing Dopamine, Serotonin + Oxytocin ( the 3 chemical of love) Into a perfect portion of what we call true love potion

[@cydermantheguardian1]

Once more once again Every breath a sin Failing my own test Weighted soulless chest Achieving twenty-five Yet still not alive Years blend into memory My days far from serenity Straying from happiness I am left only to remanence Scattered like the stars above How could I stray from love This broken will and these emotions Utterly shattering devotions A sinking ship with no others on board Left to my own stupefied accord I may be my own captain Still I know not what happened There will be no escape I am no superhero with a cape Only a fractured remnant This enduring pain is evident Not but a shadow amongst shadows Never will I behold the meadows Though I get kicked as a pebble My mind still a stoic rebel Begging for internal change My solace makes me enrage Faded off my own remorse My heart and mind demand a divorce Stretched apart by my morals A limp body across the corals Bleeding out of my very soul Forever shall my heart remain coal Unable to find eternal peace These demons need a release Yet I have no valve to turn Only the dream to yearn I stand before you now defeated Every hope has retreated Feel no remorse for this For only I can set me free of remise How simple though it is to truly fall As forgotten memories cascade upon the wall.

[@mikey-ji2xg]

Fire bro

[@vanshkadam6428]

Boht hard bhai keep it up

[@fres2death469]

Pain running through my heart Visions in my mind Thinking of better days Remembering better times Im Sucked back to present Got a overworked mind Going through tough times end of the line Lifes battle Battle of the mind Can this really be? Is this life mine? Can i get break? Man i cant seem to even concentrate Can i accept this is just my fate A story to tell An obstacle to break Heart of gold in a world so cold Beating me down trying to fit the mold Restlessness in my soul Want to beak out from the stories being told Im running out of time Heart is getting old A legacy left behind Its laying at everyone elses feet Not the man i was Just who strangers see Glad that im gone glad that im six feet

[@ScarlettSilver]

I rlly holdin back my tears Steady tryna face my fears This has been going on for years When will my fate become clear When you need me I’m there You don’t seem like you care I’m always second best When you’re my first When will I be good enough for you I try but you don’t put the effort in too When nobody else is there you go to me But I don’t recognise the girl I see Somebody asked if I knew you Memories came back I wanted to say yes But instead I said I used to I wish I could forget the memories I wish I could turn emotion off like you do I wish I could go back to the times When it was real, we were happy

[@lilbroccoli1398]

Are these lyrics free to use?

[@sayikhopekosii7491]

I want to use ur lyrics it's related to mi

[@lilbroccoli1398]

@@sayikhopekosii7491 You mean the lyrics on my youtube page?

[@sayikhopekosii7491]

@@lilbroccoli1398 hell no....

[@lilbroccoli1398]

@@sayikhopekosii7491 oh

[@iftekhariram4029]

khub valo lagsa

[@PonyBoy1776]

Got a new subscriber! :D i just loved the beat that went with this

[@Magestick]

+Spencer Plays Gamez thanks for the love fam

[@meji1328]

1:36 "all i wanted is u to stay here with me But instead U went out there and fell for someone else.."

[@charlesbatch3132]

This the first beat I ever heard Quando Rondo on and he killed it

[@youngmarsclashofclans7679]

Uh, Thought it was me feeling this lovely song, Turns out it was me writing my wrongs, How could I write you all my wrongs? All I did was try inside, I'm done, Now I'm looking at a beautiful view, Trying to restore everything old and new, A clue, lately I've been searching for you, My motivation, my beautiful and only spark, The reason I would face my fears, the dark, All these painful marks, I'm loving these scars,

[@youngmarsclashofclans7679]

Something i came up with, continue it if you want :)

[@dexxterthatguyy8180]

+Young Mars | Clash of Clans that is nice dude

[@aaliyahlove3934]

Make it an actual video plz

[@justhatgood1]

But they tear me a part deep in my heart, i truly wanna restart and right my wrongs. So ill just continue dreaming of a day in which i can say what i wanna say, flay who i wanna flay with the music i make. Maybe help create a reason to stay on earth to help the people debating they're worth. But i gotta get clean first to break the curse of stain and shame. Nothings worse than the strain put on the family. Of an addict since birth i was a basket case.

[@justhatgood1]

But they tear me a part deep in my heart, i truly wanna restart and right my wrongs. So ill just continue dreaming of a day in which i can say what i wanna say, flay who i wanna flay with the music i make. Maybe help create a reason to stay on earth to help the people debating they're worth. But i gotta get clean first to break the curse of stain and shame. Nothings worse than the strain put on the family. Of an addict since birth i was a basket case.

[@keanutamatea5475]

I think on a daily- with this life of mine ageing- trying to maintain this mind- my vision feeling hazzey- my life seems to be on the line- but really it's the pain an struggles I survived- that re devised this fate of light that shines- I use to have it all- my closest homies- a girl that once told me she loved me- a life I didn't see when I was the old me- but now hopefully one day the devil doesn't troll me again- leading me down the same path like I'm holding his hand- to trap me in a dark thought of space- a void something Jesus couldn't avoid- it's reasons like this I'm still a little boy- who needs just as much loving- like the one who suffered to take away our sins from us- I'm feeling the repercussions from the storm above us- I'm feeling my knees bleeding- I'm weak an sick of being greedy- my mama always taught me - never become to needy- sharing is the key to speaking your mind freely- but damm I was full of myself- I over done it with tone of my mouth- I hurt an cut up the ones I loved an threw it to the ground- all for what to feel like the way I'm feeling now- as i slowly feel my life slipping out- my memories become a distant realm- almost at the point i couldn't turn around- forever asleep stuck in the ground- i wont lie- i tried kill myself one night- i was all alone with no others in sight- i swear i hear voices in my ear telling me its alright- i was scared but was promised to see the light- so i gathered all the pills i could find- took them all and waited for my time- i awoke with a fright- i realized my family around with tears in there eyes- they thought i wouldn't make it out alive- close to pulling my life line- i told them i was in the wrong sort of mind- and all they could say was do it the proper way next time- so ever since i thought fuck the world and its bullshit- if i have to be the one hurting like this- then i mite as well burn myself down with the rest of yas- 'finished'

[@YanoWano]

Nice 😈

[@keanutamatea5475]

Teh Savage will finish it eventually 😊

[@shasadkhan2359]

these bars are hard

[@GREVIEWS02]

keanu tamatea from us before I start blazing going crazy for my baby who ended her life at the age of 20 I have the pain aching its so amazing I haven't left already meeting her again in heaven so we can talk for ever and remmber when I met her

[@jasondiaz6690]

😢

[@ZKRTksa]

ShiBoBa Ft. Daddy KooL - يفضل حبرك (OFFICIAL VIDEO) thank you for this beat

[@salxty650]

Made these lyrics: I’m going through this pain I’ve made so much mistakes Everyday I’m questioning how my life is gon’ change. I need you, God, right here Stay right by my side Everything I’m doing wrong I’m trynna make things right. All these fake smiles All these fake friends All these young kids who want their lives to end. Lord this is too much I just want it to stop Jesus you are their in our heads thoughts and hearts. What’s wrong with this world? Some people be so cruel Murderers, terrorists, rapists All these big issues and we have to face it. Man this is messed up Tell me where is the love? All these mistakes we’ve made Yeah these need to stop. I’m sick and tired of this Of people trynna fit in... Yo hear me out we’re perfect and we are all worth it. Hope you enjoyed 💕

[@MsRita2014]

Oh wow I love it! Keep pushing don't you ever give up. ❤

[@MsRita2014]

@Peng is that the lyrics to the song?

[@sanjunirwan1053]

I try this some words put in my song

[@lailadiazdiggs4496]

I just said that all and it sounded fire 🔥 with this beat.

[@salxty650]

Margarita__is__ the__name awh thank you 😊💛

[@chemvst3636]

Quando Rondo🔥🤙🏼

[@Christiandavidstrakerletsgooo]

Your awesome and God bless you 🙏🏽

[@malana6379]

It has been months since we talked or faced each other eye to eye. And I wonder if my name has ever crossed your mind It hurts cuz it’s insane Yea, we used to be best friends And now We walk by and it’s if we never met I see our pictures and wonder why we didn’t try But, we were just habits We thought we'd always have it

[@14PrincessNae]

That's really good do you kind of I use it?

[@malana6379]

Thank you! What do you mean?

[@mmadesh5066]

Wait isnt this tate mcrae?

[@SuperKoolkid3]

Starts at 0:50 when i was home late night lost in my head , laying in bed ,hurting in my chest read what you said wondering if i should just tell her how i feel just to let her know my heart is real cuz im out here looking like a fool chasing you not knowning what to do ,i dont mean to put you to shame but im looking who to blame its insane we ment to be , prayed to god , seems kinda odd i aint no fraud me and you , you and me look at your beauty baby choose me i know was a fool not knowning what i had in past it was so fast Im trynna act like i dont care but im hurting inside and this the only way i can be myself lost and confused feeling used dont know what to do just saying how i feel cuz i cant tell you in ya face (Hook)x3 wish i can change the way i was knew i fucked up im ashamed not trynna lose not trynna be the same guy i was before with my jealously with my games with the hate with the fights i might just explode cuz i got these feelings inside , in my mind girl you mighty fine i gotta shine but im blind and i know these fools hurt you in the past make you crack made you sad but im back listen to these words forget what you heard im here dont fear i see that tear wipe your face embrace nobody gonna take your place this aint no race I wanna take you out on cute dates i aint playing no games wanna make you laugh turn that frown upside i know been a while but trust me i dont wanna hurt you i just hug you and love you cuz you my boo fuck this other fuu i choose you Hook x2 wish i can change the way i was knew i fucked up

[@SuperKoolkid3]

let me know what you guys think some tips or notes would be dope

[@calebhill4347]

Wicked videos you killed it

[@jewellcasey541]

I'm the type of person who mind escapes through beats and music. Poems and I love this beat.

[@rashadharrison4095]

2019 anyone👀👀

[@shadervenom._.3975]

rashad harrison 2020 of miserable that never ending in my life😔

[@lorenzoaxton8250]

2021

[@theilluminati8091]

You stole my heart now I can’t get trough this I dont miss your theft but its your joy that I do miss I was always out of breath when you experienced true bliss And this is why I can’t do this, on my own My lungs will colapse unless they crumble like stone It scares me so deeply to be completely alone Why can’t it be easy, I just want you back home Because you are so beautiful, the way your hair rolls and tumbles on your sholders You wanted me to be older so I could understand to be a better me, but I can’t And I’ve got secrets that I’ve been smittin and bettering Grievously stricken afflicted by my own personal demons I’M ADDICTED. I’m a victim in this prison that I put myself in Now when your in it all the time thats why you haven’t written I never got a letter, I never got a response So i wait here day and night waiting for the prose and conse, but there’s none I simply lay here in my bed, let you run through my head I’m dead everytime I hear the thing that were said And O’s this burns in waiting We could start all over so you can love me again You could save my life one more time And I can call you mine Please save me Everytime I climb and fall back into the slime And i’m suffocating Constantly waiting and hating the way that you’re so pretty You were like a city that brought me in and took petty All my fragile bones, there always breaking Under the heavy load of all the grace you ever showed And I tried to pay you back, or I tried to give you everything You were my everything And just like that my motivation is gone I can’t breathe anymore I can’t finish this Song All I wanted was love All I wanted was you And I hate myself letting you leave the way you do But its all my fault I should have been with you that day If I was there with you that day maybe you wouldn’t have gone away And I’m sorry, I’m so sorry I’m sorry

[@Dreamerofchrist]

Young bro did an awesome job on this

[@IamOhighO]

If my soul had a soundtrack...this would be it.....

[@kismetexx7684]

0:49 help sos i cant do it anymore everyday i come home to cry, my bodys sore my eyes are swelling, my stomach hurts my head is throbbing, im just dirt i dont deserve this life entitled, i dont deserve this fight i shouldnt get to stay here dont want to, but im in fear no tears are coming out no matter how hard i try, nothing ever matters no matter how hard i cry nothing gets better i tell myself daily i ask myself how i am and reply with “going crazy” i cant help myself i cant help anyone because im just a sad, depressed mess when will this life be done? i want to leave this world dissociate so hard transport to another place but my sleeves are out of cards i cant do anything to stop the yelling, screaming, hurting doing it on purpose without a chance to even try learning i cant do anything right nothing better nothing ever i cant get any shit done i need help more than ever sos please save our souls but mine the most i know its selfish but i dont want to suffer this cruel world now here i am again trying hard to cry and here we are again suffering together, we will try a noose a neck a perfect sight no pain, no gain, no worthless fight against the world, than whats the point? i’ll never win, put me at gunpoint i need to leave, to go, to run away from here, to laugh, have fun but im not sure if i can do that my life is ruined and i cant fucking rap no matter what i suck anything, any where no matter what i lose please let me go there to the sweet, sweet relief the freedom that i need i just want to belong go to the home i need not this shit, the yelling parents betraying friends, need serotonin no one here loves me, you cant make me believe coz no matter how much i say it, they always, always, leave “please take me to help. you make me want to die.” but they walk away like always dont even bat an eye so now i sign off peace and quiet have a good life dont you riot its none of your faults its mine for feeling this way so leave me alone now let me stay breathing peacefully im going now to heaven now so, please, leave me be i just want to disappear away from this world forever, never fear

[@thebestyoutuber2011]

dude this rp got me where it hurts dont usually cry but i cried reading this can i use your rap to sing to my mum ????

[@Denisnagahimsa]

dude ... let me use your rap to my last letter

[@jjekyllsonlinestorybook8646]

Dude I read this. I had to spit it to feel it but DUDE put more on paper I would love to see an emotional type of rap like this go crazy

[@ashes8224]

Loving someone for almost 3 year's Loyal and honest Leaves you without even telling you It's like alive but no soul 😔

[@calvinaguon6280]

GJ

[@MyEaseEdu]

Who else relates this music to their lives?? Give like

[@matr1x83]

Trendy Buzz Official nah, ma life ain’t sad bruh....it’s poetic! Yours too! I see struggle, but there’s so much life in it it 🥀

[@MyEaseEdu]

@@matr1x83 hmm 🤔 I think you are right

[@tatine-g2981]

2020 anyone So emotional i can use this beat i will make a song with this beat

[@lhakpabhuti4036]

I have droped a lyric check plizz

[@RafcioArmani]

Since 4 years the best beat worldwide .... thank you

[@cydermantheguardian1]

Hatred boiling within my eyes Divination foretelling there lies Receding into an old blood gorge My life takes on an empowered forge A failure to this redundant world Yet I feel the evil becoming unfurled Blessed by the fires below Gods blessing gravely in stow I lumber blind, deaf, and ignorant Yet my land is beyond verdant Sacrificing emotions for these stones I have not any of my own bones Ground into nothing but dust Yet the heavens allow me to rust A mistake to worship anyone I wish to feel love never undone Only purgatory for a vindictive heart Perhaps a curse from the start Regardless a gluten for this pain Your hatred fuels my vein Never stronger than when solitary My bloodlust becomes involuntary Fueled only by my disgust There is no one I would entrust Alone like a star in the distance Driven by fulminating resistance I shall consume my own entity Drifting nameless into eternity.

[@RollyRocketBanBan]

Yea you were the one who put my heart away, and you always lie and always say okay, and when you text back is always late,

[@pokiz0714]

Richtig Deep der Beat. Da muss jede Zeile ein Brett sein! Und dann geht der Shit steil! Riesen Respekt an den Künstler. Ich für meinen Teil habe die Tiefe des Beats fühlen können. Danke dafür

[@Fya-Music]

Amazing! Really like this beat!

[@Magestick]

88BeatsProductionsTV Thank you fam!

[@Fya-Music]

Magestick Records - Rap Beats | Hip Hop Instrumentals your welcome brother

[@SpliffyHusk]

We clicked quicker than a relay could slingshot a ship Yet, distance created a rift in the relationship Something even the inquisitor couldn't shut with all his grit Let the demons possess to show our true evil, mines selfishness Still claim to see you that's a plain lie Flying Ferociously to your face But we would lay awake, minds whizzing, with blurred vision to keep us dizzy Reality drowned by Videogames, we didn't quit to save our feelings Now all in me is sadness glistening when summertime winds are whistling your name It's just me sitting reminiscing as I play our favorite games listening to Lana del Rey

[@romanzelinka9481]

Piano + Bass +Styl =💥💯💥

[@cydermantheguardian1]

Internal revivification unbound Voices screaming with no sound My heart burns with endless light Still others choose the darkest night Pleading to end there damnation Yet never offering anyone salvation Turning a cold shoulder on others Then begging to sisters and brothers Standing tall for absolutely nothing Only in death will our voice become something A single name suspended through time Recirculated through a simple rhyme We echo without a mind of our own Ten laws written in godly stone Yet we curse and spit in its glory Then fall short writing our own story The very young do not always do as they are told Still we wonder why our cities continue to fold Ignorance spilled as a glass of milk When we have souls of eternal silk How dare we judge one another We know nothing of there pains that smother Hold your tongue out of respect There is no detail you need to inspect If you have never worn the shoes How possibly could you know what to choose?

[@kevinmalinow2199]

No not be back

[@drippdroppp2941]

0l by

[@zekhrome5690]

I just started writing, please be kind :) [VERSE 1] She said you'll miss me when I'm gone Fuck that, I'll tell you wrong Imma just ride along Never mind, I'll just write another song See myself in the mirror And say "what the fuck is wrong with me?" And answer me honestly when I ask who you want in me No empathy I'm numb Yea so sick bitch, I feel so dumb Yea I'm a jerk But you at the top While I'm at the bottom eatin' dirt I convert, my emotions To letters Emotional boys With them oversized sweaters You know what we do I haven't slept in several days And I haven't eaten food My life isn't something you'll never get or ever understood I'm not telling you that you should I can blaim my parents, I can blaim my hood. [VERSE 2] Your words are kinda tough And i haven't seen you in a couple days I know a solution baby, I know alot a ways I know your broken too But what the fuck Would I do without you? All theese questions Without answers I'm sick Call me Young cancer You know I'm not stable Should I tie the rope or knot This never ending battle I fought Was all inside my thoughts My inner demons are controlling me What do they want in me? what do they want to see? Now I dig my grave in the sand Come with me and hold my hand I'll take you to heaven hell or never fucking land [HOOK] (X2) one last time I see your soul And take it away I speak truth baby I don't ever need to play I live for you Never lived for the fucking day [PRE OUTRO] Speechless, what can I fucking say... [OUTRO](ECHO) (I ask myself every day, what I live for I think of my family and you, I try to be honest and keep it true, Should I give up and just shoot.)

[@jocelyns4723]

This is good. I sung it with some beat,and it's pretty good. Keep up the good work

[@ilikam4205]

pURe thats actually good.dude keep it up i right raps 2 just scared to produce

[@percept1onist]

Yo your fucking great ma dude I just sung this and its pretty powerful it takes meaning in how I feel about my life right now I respect this shit dude I love your style I'm asking can I use your lyrics once I buy a beat I think I can crush bars that you wrote dude real shit bro loved it bro its perfection

[@ciphermusicianartist.1314]

Its very good but i share my opinion the fuckings are uneaded tbh its powerfull enough without them

[@flamy6905]

it's actually pretty gud man :D

[@juiceyjones]

every beat u make fire much love

[@tajahbreannamarzette]

Saying goodbye granny was the worsts thing I could never imagine this was the worst dream tears flying down my face like fucking bullets heart beating so fast man I couldn't do it I would be lying if I said everything was fine I just need to see my granny for one more last time Me and my sister always sung to her she always thought she always thought our voices was beautiful and young to er. fake smiles , dried eyes, rope tied thoughts of suicide god why did she have to die? Its hard to believe it's been this long since you been gone , stressing depressing, in the mirror looking at my reflection , this got me in my feelings crying looking at the ceiling , eyes blood shot red , tears dried up I'm scared 10 feet deep my granny gone man I'm so fuckingggg aloneeee. Devils got ahold of my heart, something inside is tearing me apart , life's got me on my knees never knew she would fucking leave! I guess I have to say goodbye granny I cannot believe .

[@Guizatdjemaa]

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[@farkoduomah5120]

damn dawg that was dope RIP granny

[@angelics1388]

It's like, the more i cut the less i feel. In desperate need of something real. My parents ain't ever been the same, so they take drugs just to hide their pain. I try to help but it never succeeds. And that's when my heart bleeds. My anxiety is invading me. It kills me. Just wanna ask, not asking much. Can I just once more feel your touch?

[@anxais]

sunlightx idk y but I cried to this

[@bob1244]

Can I add on to this

[@angelics1388]

@@bob1244 sure

[@angelics1388]

@Chase Wilham this is my own song and if you don't like it then leave. I'm allowed to let out my emotions through a song and I don't like you hating on it.

[@yoyohudamanlol6413]

Cutting literally releases endorphins, both a physical and emotional painkiller, but also raises cortisol which is basically the neurotransmitter for stress and that’s bad to have a lot of because in the end it is neurodegenerative. After having neurodegeneration (and after PTSD which causes ND), there is chronic neurotransmitter depletion (could last years) meaning for instance low serotonin or serotonin deficiency and this is why people do drugs. Sometimes drugs are better than suicide, but of course pharmaceutical drugs are bad for you regardless if they were designed for serotonin deficiency. Lol if ur looking to increase serotonin and dopamine and lower adrenal and cortisol, (translation: be happy and relax) then I recommend cannabis lol. Anyways ur lyrics are dope idk why i went off on this long ...information rant? .. yeah anyways ✌️ dope lyrics

[@HeartbrokenParadise1]

I know how it feels to want to see your girl one last time before you never see her again especially when I had the one person that I loved my whole life break up with me. It's really heartbreaking to have the one person that you love to leave you behind for somebody else. I hope this mistake would never happen to any of you. Have a nice day because I know that I won't!

[@nanamontanez6784]

Why? Can't you just tell me how u feel... because how your acting is so unreal.. ×2 You remember when you told me that you'd loved me, I felt unbeloved. . From the way you had hurted me. The way you fliterd was deserted.. u seemed like a nice guy, that was sorta shy.. but i felt I was going to be your third eye. I'm confused, your just like mathmaticas that I can't solve because you only revolve on that one exalt. I trusted you but now I know from my own perceptive to not to believe you.. I wounder if u even realized how confused you made me feel.. I'm sorry.. but please don't call me or look for me, cuz to me your just like a wanna be, that I didn't even want to meet.

[@schematicb5393]

Im sorry to be that guy but "hurted" isn't a word.

[@TheErik518]

It's been years I remember when we used to come here You remember Bart's old Shop Man when we were kids we thought it was hot But now we just far from the top Cause damn I felt like we coulda been together But nothin ever Lasts forever Cause you coulda been mine but I choked I remember the words were caught in my throat I couldn't say nun You just stayed there patiently And I knew we connected spiritually But no I said how was your day And you just held back the tears and walked away Now I can never say anything to you Cause the people wanna keep me away Even tho I couldn't say what I wanted to say I loved you from the day that we locked eyes Cause I always wanted you to be mine But you looked like you weren't interested So we just stayed as friends But what I didn't realize Is how much you loved me back Waiting for me to say the words I wanted to say But no now your in a hospital bed While the doctor is rubbing your head Checking for a blood flow

[@esthermonter9770]

i cried :(

[@JuiceBoyRai]

Could I use peices of this for a demo please

[@edio8835]

bro I feel like this today.thank you.

[@TheErik518]

+AsAP go ahead man good luck with the demo :)

[@loneeeeeeKid]

., Mexican Who Can't Speak Spanish ygktfnnw&2&//4

[@shrn__66]

Rap toy likh na deta phala hi rula diya 😭😭😭😭💣💣😍💣💣

[@keko967]

Aye I'm wishing goodluck to all the other small artists out there. Praying for y'all to blow up one day 🙏

[@adamabdulkadir4568]

“THE DEVIL I LOVED” Coming back from school🎒 Walking through the door Found her on the floor The floor was covered with blood🥺 She was crying softly I can still listen to her sweet voice soabing😔 I couldn’t hold it !damn she was bleeding As soon as she saw me with my siblings🤦🏾‍♂️😭 Then she started pretending 😭 She said she was laughing But the scars were there 😭 I knew she was lying I just don’t understand why he had to😭 Why must he hit her !😭 I could feel her pain!😭 I can’t mehn!😭 D woman dat gave birth to me was crying 😭............ Chorus: He was a devil I couldn’t take it So I pushed him And he fell down ,He stood up And punched me I punched back I couldn’t take it I couldn’t believe i did it!! But yes I did it YES I DID IT ! AND SOMETIMES AM SO PROUD OF IT! SOMETIMES I HATED HIM BUT MOST OF THE TIMES I LOVED HIM This is the devil I loved😿 Verse2 Every time I ask her Mom why u crying She doesn’t want to answer

[@pervprimate2789]

Im emotionally remembered my grandma last nearly a decades shes died on a cancer illness on 60plus of age shes very closed to me and behalf of my parents since i was a little kid,sadly her leaved me im not ready for

[@charismartin5929]

Yea this one’s for you I never knew what i was going to do The moment you left me I never really knew me

[@borgtplayz]

Ya, I feel so alone when I’m at home setting in the dark always in my phone Depression knocked me out of my zone Got stuck in my thoughts Don’t got the energy to sleep a lot Can’t trust a thot Can’t true not a cop Yes you talk a lot You talk way to much Man fuck it I’ve had enough Life is tuff Depression is ruff Like what else can I say I feel all of the pain And yes I know it leaves a stane And can’t get the girl of my dream but she’s all ways in my mind Cause when she came she never left Now I’m on a quest to be the best

[@veereshkambar6306]

Can i rap... On this lyrics....

[@borgtplayz]

Veeresh Kambar yea for sure

[@Politics24-365]

පට්ට අඩෝ

[@maximilian1231231]

Now i want you to hear the story about me, cause I want to forget all the people who were hurting me / People who fighting for attention, but dumb people need to get fixed through reflection. / Any problems which i took on me, went through the nights, sky filled with clouds filled with rain inside / And now I want you, girl, I’ve so much feelings, of this boy who is tryin’ to find any reasons / It’s the pioneer which is running through the night, and the young boy who is searching for his kind / no more want to standing still, if i don’t now where to stay i’ll getting ill// So I’m working on the rest, and in the end, it’ll be the best. Please leave me your comment!

[@mipanzuzuzu3334]

O-ZoneVlogs can u give me the record ?

[@Andy-hw1yn]

O-ZoneVlogs good

[@e.flames5476]

O-ZoneVlogs youtube watchn blogs.. can't see thru the fog.. Used to think lost, know I think pass the cause.. movin thru snow, Santa, drinkn fanta... Day dreaming continuous, my story never found it's way, msg to relay, I'm thinkin delay, not that I didn't think it anyway, like go DJ... Indirect plays, their indirect ways, monkey see monkey do, eating monkey food, my thought ozone pass the purple cloud...

[@kiis3kii]

Yo I used it but I'm making different changes bc some things don't sound right

[@dianacamargo3403]

O-ZoneVlogs @O-ZoneVlogs dont leave alone again, i am the shadow up the pain i know you by the accident i dont know. what do you say? i only have my words. i only have my mind dont go away today i promise that it´ll be ok. i am crazy i know but i see you inside my mind writing this feelings that i dont hide more time

[@MenaCeLoC]

I swear I'll never fold //stay standin on my toes// wondern why// this world so cold//screamin fucc cancer till the cancer all gone// can I get an answer// askn why it hada 2 be my mom// she raised 3 men an she did it all alone// may be only 100 pounds but she still so strong// she did everything right but it went so wrong//wont wait till you gone to apprecit3 my mom// I swear will never ever fold// still got faith for my bro// know he can make it //he jus gota get up out that hole//if u don't give up u can get the whole world//u got 2 much potential don't let it all go// Props 2 my pops // glad he made out//went from sleeping on the ground // now he got a house// showed my god got you// But I got you now// use to be ashamed but // now you make me proud// I know that sound strange comen from your only child//but when I see your face// I jus wanna see you smile// now u in a place were u can c ur grand childs// I told.u id never fold i done seen it all b4// tryn get my life right befor it's all gone//

[@hibbyak]

Omg I was wearing head phones and your intro scared the living day lights out of me!!

[@ZfromDa6]

seems like every body hates me , but they can never shake me, all they do is awake me because they will never break me I have a meaning even if they don't believe it they still gonna hear it and I know They will fear it. the pain inside is overwhelming but I will always tell it I'll even yell it I don't really care life ain't fair so stop trying to compare to a kid who just opened his fucking lid and spoke words that will leave you Ill and still

[@Boreceqk]

lit.

[@LILSMOKE519]

OKG DAGODD King Lil Smoke "One Last Time* kzbin.info/www/bejne/emTUd3WBgKucprM

[@dijayycadle9837]

OKG DAGODD 🤗WOW good lyrics

[@26Ardel]

love story ung music na yan, grabe ka ganda ang sarap gawan ng kanta nyan