Opening Up About My Growth & Coaching Experience - VLOG

[@carlad5624]

I think this is probably the most authentic “content” I have ever seen you create... it feels effortless, raw and real. It feels like just a really down to earth chat about real life instead of “creating” something. It’s something special. I’ve watched your videos before for entertainment value (not in an offensive way, I loved it) but this hits different. I took something from this. Thanks for sharing Shani❤️ I hope I didn’t offend

[@jaeschaefer]

Agreed. Feels so legit.

[@klaram5232]

Shani you really have blossomed into such a strong, fascinating and admirable young woman! The way you are reflecting on your past self shows just how much growth you have achieved. Beyond happy for you hun ! The way you now are so aware of your mental health is inspiring and we love to see it! 💗 much love from Germany!

[@macey189]

I just know shes so genuine and down to earth

[@kahleewaddell]

I’m so glad you talked about this. I feel the same, it’s hard to find people who have the same mindset of prioritising mental health over grinding

[@jessicaweir431]

Thank you for being so vulnerable in opening up about this topic. I can relate to this on so many levels and so happy you got the help you needed! You're doing amazing, you can just see it in the way you talk. This is so pure and I hope you realise how much this does for people who are feeling a bit lost. It's so important to be able to say "I'm not okay" and realise you need help. When you can do this you're already winning and growing. Thank you for sharing x

[@sara.mnourr]

hi thank you so much for this, i found myself crying throughout this whole video because i resonated so much! I paused the video and immediately scheduled an appointment for a therapist that I've been procrastinating- you're an angel thank you so much again!

[@EmmaCaitlain]

I felt exactly the same for a long time, no one around me wanted to work on themselves and change their mindset, or become better people. They were all just doing the same thing day in and day out. So glad I broke the cycle, I’m a completely different person now and sadly had to distance myself from a few friendships in order to grow but I don’t regret it for a second! So brave of you to share your story. Would definitely recommend everyone engages a life coach x

[@PaulaLydiard]

i have been seeing a therapist for about 7 years or so and i recently changed professionals and i think it's also positive and important to say it's okay to see a few professionals over time to find someone that suits you. she's amazing

[@tashthornton]

I remember when you were vans-and-spraytans on tumblr and you had never posted a KZbin video. Crazy seeing how far you have come 💗💝

[@petitetreasures]

omg same, the other day i remembered her tumblr and ended up looking it up, time goes by so fast!

[@MaddyGillbanks]

LOL yessss the tumblr days 😍 I can’t believe some of us have followed shani for that long, we’re probably a rare breed 😂 and we all need Botox by now

[@tashthornton]

@@MaddyGillbanks hahahaha I know feels like so long ago, but speak for yourself, I’m only 21 😂😆

[@glochavs]

In about an hour I have my first meeting with a psychologist because Ive been feeling really bad, sad, lost for the past 2 months... i changed city, changed job and this is overwhelming for me. I use to spend all the days crying and If im not working Im at home because I lost all the joy for doing the things I used to do, like working out or just going for a walk to the beach... I hope this goes well for me too because I really need it. Im also very, very glad for you Shani, Ive been watching you since your beggings and I can see the woman you are becoming and that's incredible. Hope you continue doing well and wish you the best. You deserve it ❤️❤️❤️

[@snsesifushreder1148]

@glo c - which city were you in before, and which new city did you move to? higher paying employment am guessing?

[@GwennethClise]

Hi Shani!! I just wanted to let you know that you inspired me to pause the video and send an email to a potential therapist right now. As you were talking about your experience, I couldn’t help but think about how I’ve been feeling and how much I want that to change!! I want to get to the place you’re at!!! Love u sm, thanks for this content and it’s good to see u glowing again!!

[@m.akh__x]

You will forever be my favourite youtuber, i’ve been following you for years!!! This video made me emotional, love how real and down to earth you are. I pray you are always in good health, full of happiness and get everything you desire in life 🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@Ca_1021]

It's so crazy to see people not wearing masks in Australia & life is back to normal. I hope we get there soon in the US. Great video xo.

[@CaitlinHoldcroft]

Ohhh I live in Melbourne, Australia and if only that were the case 💔 hope you’re all doing okay in the US though x

[@sandral8318]

@@CaitlinHoldcroft I’m in Perth and we just came out of lockdown. Feel so bad for Melbourne tbh x

[@jossiquerro7185]

She's literally glowing😍

[@ShaniGrimmond]

aw tthanks queen!!!!

[@abbeycollacott4509]

Inspire me so much I went through really hard time and getting help was the best thing, I’m still not 100% but watching this made me realise it’s okay to not be amazing all the time and I’m in control of my life

[@miacutelli2179]

Thank you for using your platform to bring attention to mental health and seeking help! Also, I feel like social media can make it so easy to make it seem like everything in your life is good. Thank you for being so authentic and sharing the reality of your situation. I honestly stopped watching you after being subscribed to you for years, because I felt like your content was becoming negative. I just came across this video - honestly so glad I did and so proud of your growth. It’s clear you’ve worked really hard to get here, well done xx

[@charmainehughes94]

Your so strong and brave as an individual! Should be very Proud of yourself Shani x Your my inspiration.

[@wadhaalotaibi4414]

Sending you love and peace on this growth journey! We’ve missed you. xx

[@anishasarib7285]

I’ve been feeling so lost and this has just inspired me to get help wow you are amazing shani thank you !

[@NaseemaDin]

Omg I recently started seeing someone too and it’s honestly helped so much. Like having someone that understands what ur going through and helping you through it. So so important and I totally agree, like no one taught us how to process our emotions. I hope other people watch this and get the help they need bc everyone deserves it 💕 thank u for this video Shani ✨ I hope ur doing well 💕

[@bilinasmini3480]

I clicked this bc i thought you were olivia jade LOL

[@NaseemaDin]

@@bilinasmini3480 who is that??? Hahaha thanks I guess!

[@nellien8355]

This made me extremely emotional. Thank you for sharing this Shani and for spreading awareness for mental health. I have yet to seek professional help but this video is definitely driving me to do so. Love you to bits. ❤

[@nicolerobinson5857]

I loved this video so much, I've been feeling the same lost, not happy with life and its refreshing to hear your struggle and how you worked through it xx

[@bilinasmini3480]

No more chickens ?? 😫😫😫😫

[@lurveNpeace]

I’m so glad you’ve opened up about mental health. I’ve been diagnosed and struggling with anxiety the last month and it’s honestly so exhausting and terrifying at the same time. I just want to wake up and not be anxious anymore and be happy. I’m seeing a psychologist so I’m hoping for better days ahead.

[@angelinasuliman]

you’re ability to reach out for help for YOURSELF is inspiring, and i wish you all the healing

[@kayred5846]

I would love to hear more about this coaching experience! Especially when you mention dealing with friendships and techniques, would love to hear more about that❤️

[@kodieberry3898]

I relate to this so much. Thank you Shani, you are so incredibly inspiring xxxx

[@sl2501]

i had a really positive experience with empowerment / resilience coaching as well. completely different to traditional therapy which i think makes you more stuck...it makes you empower yourself to create your best life for yourself, knowing you have the power, it all comes down to your mindset and how you perceive things. xxx

[@jaeschaefer]

I AM SO STOKED FOR YOU GORGEOUS!!!! I remember when I reached out about wanting to work with you AGES ago - we've both come a long way since then. I knew how valuable coaching would be for you (I think it is for everyone, but especially people with massive visions, talent and ideas) and I know how amazing it will keep being for you now. So excited for you - that you leapt, and continue to keep leaping. So much love, Jae X

[@hannahwillsmore7792]

this was really helpful. I see a psychologist frequently and I have so so much work to do as I've been through a lot at a young age. my dad passed away suddenly who]en I was 15 whilst my parents were just split up. I couldn't go to school because of my severe anxiety and depression. im working through a lot of trauma and everything else that I have haha but I'm really looking forward to growing even more and learning how to be ok without having control over everything in my life. thank you for this, I've been here since day one and im so glad I've been here throughout your journey 🤍

[@houseofhildegarde]

It’s so amazing to see the growth you’ve done for yourself. I practically grew up watching you and there hasn’t been one time where I’ve doubted the influence you have over young women. Thank you for being so open with us Shani x

[@EwaBrzeskaMortgagesFinance]

Haven't watched your videos in years! Glad you're feeling so much better 💖

[@creativelyreactive5284]

its the most beautiful thing ever when people open up about mental health ❤️

[@Kat-ho8sk]

I’ve just wizzed through utube and came across this. Loved the coaching content and your authenticity. I never sit through a full video either

[@gbcolot]

Hi Shani! Best video youve posted! So glad your on your journey of growth and making people more aware of self help and asking for help! Feel strong soon and keep going! 😁

[@sarajessica2047]

Wow I have been watching your vids for a long time now. You seem more down to earth in a way , calmer, and happy! You are glowing! 🌻🌻

[@vilijanac]

She is not swearing that much. And is now with Jimmy. :)

[@makeupatitsfinest8364]

Thank you so much for this

[@mollykenn6474]

Thank you for sharing such a vulnerable topic with us. We're all so proud of you✨💗

[@ellenstaines676]

I’ve followed you since literally day one and I feel like a proud bestfriend right now 🤍

[@bethangunn599]

An in-depth video would be awesome. Nice to see you back💋

[@mollytaylor2836]

Loving the best version of yourself ❤️ been here since 2014, I deleted all socials but I love keeping up with you via KZbin and seeing you grow. 💕

[@KristinasDigitalDiary]

IM SO EXCITED TO SEE THIS ON MY FEED 🥺🥺 You seriously make my WHOLE day!!!! Hope you’ve been well you queen 🤎✨🥺🤍💛🥰

[@victoriaalliaud7538]

I love that you helped your parents communicate better, too! That's awesome :)

[@rebeccaevans6630]

I finally got help today and then saw this video uploaded. I needed this. Thankyou for sharing 🥺

[@anitapavlovic8360]

You have come so far, you should be so proud of yourself ❤️ God bless. Can’t wait to watch your journey ☺️

[@ne8342]

I remember that my mother told me that the purpose in our lives is to be happy. 😊 I think she’s right but it’s really hard to achieve that ...

[@BabygirlItzelyXo]

Girl once you said the price of the blender I was like VITAMIX!! But let me tell you it’s the BEST blender ever!!! Worth every penny!!!!!!!!👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 Love ya 💕💕

[@jahhallett6295]

I LOVE THIS ! Thanks for being vulnerable babe xxxx

[@gpizza3871]

I loved this video ! Mental health is so imperative ! Thanks for sharing your experience cause it will help others 100 It sounds like you have come so far and you should be v proud of that ! Go girl

[@ailenzeballos9488]

Love you shani, you are my inspiration, a real woman ❤️

[@portiamathaba]

So happy for you Shani ❤️ you’re literally glowing at the moment, it’s beautiful to see 💛💛

[@aimeeblanche]

I relate to this so much, I have felt so lost recently! Life is such a whirlwind 🥺 proud of you Shani! X

[@adelinaelena2373]

It’s so hard to take action and get out of your confort zone...but once you do that it’s life changing! Thanks for sharing your experience! Can’t wait for another video! 😘😘😘

[@abrar334]

It is not acceptable to me to cry every single day! This is not healthy especially ur single , beautiful girl & u have your family alive. You have to find the problem that cased you sad, take the right action & fix it! Even if it is a strong step Just do it and you will be fine. Avoid Over thinking. I wish you mention one of the problems that makes you sad & cry, so we can share some solutions together🙏🏻 Love you Shani 💙 Good to see you on KZbin , & love how your open & honest in public 💪🏻 Takecare 💐✨

[@bethaimee881]

So glad you put out this video ! I’ve been looking into this for myself as the past few years I’ve been really struggling. So thank you for sharing your story xxx

[@megfletcher7910]

Aww Shani I love this! I have been with you from the beginning since Tumblr days lol. You are absolutely glowing!! Love to see it xx

[@mayasondhi1469]

i loved listening to this, thank you for being really genuine and real❤️

[@isabellathomson4762]

this was so needed today. thank you.

[@connieanderson8730]

How have I gone so long without watching your KZbin videos 😭 You inspire me so much ❤

[@lindasabra8083]

ive learnt so much just by going through a ‘run down’ wow. i literally do feel that little bit better 💕

[@jacintamcinnes1993]

Happy you are in a better place girl, keep it up 💜 thank you for sharing this with us all, will definitely help people in similar situations

[@LucyObi]

A break down of what you learnt would be amazing💖 good on you girl

[@KeeandB]

You are my favourite youtuber, you are so real and strong and you inspire me to do better for myself💗💗💗

[@taylah3914]

I can’t believe how much I resonate with my exact life rn...

[@tristanf3023]

Thank you for sharing your experience Shani! I’ve been really wanting a relationship coach/ councillor and this has definitely inspired me to take the jump and look for one! ❤️

[@kyliedelgado3146]

Super proud and happy for you girl 🙏🏼❤️🦋

[@paigeslaght3679]

omg I have never been this early, love that for me! can't wait to watch girly I've been waiting for this one!!

[@ShaniGrimmond]

heheh enjoy xxxxx

[@niamhmccabe9553]

Learned so much from this, thanks Shani💗

[@mollysmale]

I needed this video! thank you & so happy for you!

[@ghalia1891]

Been a while! Glad you’re backkk 🤍

[@ShaniGrimmond]

hheheh hi queen

[@kirrahmcdonald2161]

Your so inspiring😍much love❤️

[@KezzKezz18]

THANK YOU for sharing this xx

[@shaniastolz]

You’re absolutely glowing ! XX

[@ShaniGrimmond]

thanks babe!!!

[@paigemiller7321]

I’ve been watching you since your vans and spray tans days hehe and I’m so proud of you and your journey with KZbin 💖

[@paigemiller7321]

Also your new man is the perfect match for you wtf. It’s like a boy version of you and I LOVE THAT FOR YOU

[@dotti250]

Love this thank you soo much for sharing 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@rae7701]

Have you ever looked up teal swan on KZbin shani? her stuff changed my life. I was in such a dark lost place for soooo long. She has a video on everything: anxiety, panic attacks etc. she’s a bit controversial and her views are very different but she’s an extra sensory so she has abilities to understand things and see why people struggle in ways most of us can’t. I swear by her stuff, i went down a rabbit hole! Her books are amazing as well! ❤️

[@victoriaalliaud7538]

yay!!! Shani I missed you!!!!

[@ellemeagan]

So happy for you Shani ❤️

[@kyralaw4659]

Love this content ❤️ follow you from the og days ❤️

[@luciahernandez5354]

i am soooooo happy for you! ❤️

[@lolo-v7p9x]

I asked myself that shit all day long the voice in my head is relentless when checking-in on myself

[@avariddell6638]

I’m so happy for you!

[@nataliedicker2269]

This has cheered me up! 🥰🥰 xx

[@paulahales7270]

This is the best video you have ever made!

[@nicoleralston2837]

Why aren't we chickens anymore? :-S

[@annaissi3486]

Pleeeease film a skincare routine, you gloooow girl!!💕

[@ellegreen4492]

Loved this video!

[@kberry6564]

Random but I love your bed where is it from

[@jessicars6702]

Omg my heart melted at 3:52 😍😍

[@marieburgo1995]

1.39 in and I’m already laughing 😂 you so funny

[@jasminesavage2319]

I feel like I’ve never related to a KZbinr so much before 🤍

[@piinayxniinja]

we missed you girl!!! love your content and im so glad youre doing much better.

[@kelseajones6809]

Yay love your videos ❤️

[@shaunidadd3626]

I have the same blender

[@theaabrigo9440]

Hi, Shani! I’ve been breaking out lately bc of mask. Can you do an updated skincare routine? Even not a whole video. Even just a pic. Huhu thank youu

[@crazymumlife8735]

I'll buy the bed of you :) it would be an upgrade from the small metal frame I have

[@oliviaward6626]

so excited for this!!!💖

[@ShaniGrimmond]

eeep enjoy xxxx

[@jessicars6702]

Your bed looks so nice. 😍

[@byhadeel]

I miss your traveling vlogs, i always go back to your bali ones 😭

[@LRH4]

PLEASE TELL ME WHERE THAT GREEN TOP YOU ARE WEARING IN THE BEGINNING IS FROM!?

[@emiliegundersen4340]

Love you shani! Been following you since 2012😅