[OSOMATSU-SAN] I with a Reputation for Follow-up Suicide (ENG Sub)

[@yuyunayoung]

*Reads the title of the song* "Oh hi, Ichimatsu."

[@amlverxx3507]

When I first saw this in my recommend I didn't think much of it. But till I watched and read the lyrics, I wanted to cry so badly. Then when I read the fan fiction, it brought me to tears, especially chapter 5 and 6. Just seeing how they all chose to suicide and leaving Ichimatsu alone broke my heart from seeing that they thought suicide was the answer like now I thought back then and how I think now. And reading the part where Ichimatsu fell into the grasp of their brothers brought my eyes to tears as soon as I finished the sentence. First Todomatsu with overdose, Second Jyushimatsu getting run over by a train by his own choice, Third Choromatsu hanging himself from work, Fourth Karamatsu drowning himself from the 3 brothers killing themselves, Fifth Osomatsu burning the house down with himself as well from missing his brother, ...then sixth Ichimatsu jumping off a building to be with his brothers was so emotional and heartbreaking to see how much he cared for them. This really all reminds me of myself because I still too this day think suicide is the answer, and my medications don't help my depression and anxiety at all. And it scares me to feel the pain of me committing suicide and where I'm gonna go after I die. It all frightens me. I want to live so badly but yet my life is hard that I can't take it anymore, but after reading this and understanding the video it now makes me cry Everytime, and reading the part where Ichimatsu imagines that they are still there makes me cry, and how Jyushimatsu says "We'll catch you!" Breaks my heart. And how Osomatsu called Ichimatsu "Brother killer!" This song, the fan fiction, it broke my heart to see how they all wanted to be with each other and couldn't take life anymore. Finding this video was the best thing to ever happen to me. It helps me feel that I'm not alone about thinking that suicides the answer. But yet I don't want to commit suicide like them, I want to live as long as I can.

[@Boats-jd6py]

ichi's smile at the end is what kills me the most

[@bifjr9518]

Watching the video then reading the fic and then watching the video again is a harrowing journey holy shit

[@spittinwatches]

I should really stop watching these videos BUT WHI CARES I LOVE THEM

[@spittinwatches]

*who

[@gehsnaisuke9849]

sure

[@yarayugi7506]

Talia R. It's my guilty pleasure

[@sophlower9382]

Honestly same

[@nathanielhamato641]

the fanfic was really good (despite minor typos) and i cried really bad in the first and fifth chapters i really love this and ooooOOOOOO gotta stop crying

[@silverrose339]

What's the title of the fanfic

[@silverrose339]

And where can I find it?

[@thepersonnooneknows]

@@silverrose339 i with a reputation of follow up suicide, archive of our own

[@pittabread]

i knew that this felt like an old song, so i checked when it was first posted and it was like 2013 nice nostalgia trip for me remembering the old vocaloid songs i used to listen to

[@xXwapa98xDXx]

+forced memes Actually, the song is from 2010, which makes it even older lol. I also listened to this song like twice some years ago, so now when I heard the melody at the beginning I somehow recognized it and was really confused at first lmao.

[@pittabread]

xXwapa98xDXx this song is my child tbh 2010??? holy shit this is six years old jfc i still love it i recognized the song but not the title bc i probs saw it in romanji instead of english lol BTW YOU KNOW THAT SONG "LEAVE IT TO YOTSUYA-SAN" YOU POSTED????? I RECOGNIZE THE SONG BUT NOT THE TITLE WHERE DID I HEAR THIS HELP ME PLEASE

[@xXwapa98xDXx]

+forced memes Child? amazing. You know who's my child? Osomatsu, that lil piece of shit ❤ Yeah it's 6 years old, Vocaloid songs are getting old too fastt and IDK lmao I know that song because I played it in Osu! and heard it on NND in a Song Compilation ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ search deeper into your mind~

[@pittabread]

xXwapa98xDXx OH MY GOD!! THAT WAS IT!!! IT WAS FROM OSU HOLY SHIT I LOVE YOU

[@kykeee2487]

ahh thank you so much for linking my fic!

[@xXwapa98xDXx]

No problem! Thank you so much for writing it (￣▽￣)ノ.

[@LilyCelebiFlipnote]

Your fan fic is great!

[@kykeee2487]

LilyCelebi Aw thank you! :333

[@LilyCelebiFlipnote]

MadamMandarinPear Hehe, you're welcome. ^ w ^

[@LilyCelebiFlipnote]

It goes so well with the song and video.

[@hoeshi7266]

1:28 's fire reminds me of Dangan Ronpa and by the end, it reminds me of Yobanashi Deceive from KagePro which made everything more feelsy gdi someone pls save them from angst hell

[@xXwapa98xDXx]

+MystxWist True! It looks so much like Celestias' execution lol what has been seen cannotbe unseen again~ And I didn't even think of Yobanashi Deceive while subbing this but yes, the background kind of gives the same vibe haaa

[@hellohihellohi409]

Omgggg yessss Celestias' death x)) Oh, and at 1:05, don't you think so ?

[@tottymcflurry3780]

YOU ARE ROTTING MY SOUL DEEP INSIDE BUT I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS ANYWAY! YOU WON'T MAKE ME SURRENDER!

[@th3lostw4nderer]

i shouldn't cry over a fandom like this-

[@th3lostw4nderer]

yes you should. now cry

[@th3lostw4nderer]

yes i will my past self

[@kimyourself7u795]

Going back to this video and reading the fan fiction after 2 years again made me cry much harder than the first time. God, I love Osomatsu-san.

[@pittabread]

this is amazingly animated holy shit

[@wonton5656]

i think i entered a mini mild episode of depression after i read that fic like- i feel sick somehow. i dont know?? it was good though like really good it was one of those that stick with you but now coming back to the video im just done. but it was great like it was an amazing read just heck. its like when you're really shocked then you start to shiver as if you're cold even though you're not and then you cant go to sleep later cause you're in this weird state of shock or something and nothing feels like anything anymore what really got to me was Ichi thinking Kara was getting better but he wasnt, then the fire when Oso saved Ichi and their sweaters were all still okay, and then when they were all telling Ichi to jump and Ichi forcing himself to think that this was what he wanted that this would make him happy and- HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM this rant just ignore it. but really author, this was an amazing fic. Like it was well written and got those emotions across really well.

[@hoeshi7266]

I CAME BACK HERE AFTER READING SUCH A NICE FIC AND THIS HURTS MUCH MORE THAN THE FIRST TIME I WATCHED IT

[@kimimiism]

OKAY seriously I love ur videos! They are so amazing! And I love Osomatsu-san so much and this is so..aaaah

[@woobiotic]

funny, four is an unlucky number in chinese, too. in both cantonese and mandarin, four is pronounced the same was as "die." in cantonese it's pronounced "say," idk abt mandarin.

[@starpng1320]

#feels ((fanfic was great btw good job, writer 👌))

[@ryyniiee]

And somehow, after reading the fanfic, I began to wonder... What if... everything was just an illusion? A hallucination? It could be possible right? He ate those pills, and in the last chapter, it was stated about him seeing and hearing his dead brothers. So what if Ichimatsu committed suicide, his brothers were alive all along? WHAT IF-- No, I should stop. Wow me. Thanks for making yourself cry---

[@nagitocoolmaeda2738]

Why do I think it's ok to watch these things

[@kikurosai]

This is fucked up. This is so fucked up. I love these six brothers how could you do this to me. Seriously I read the damn fanfiction all the way through and I regretted every moment of it. I know I could have chosen to stop reading it but I couldn't. I couldn't stop reading it. Worst decision of my life now I'm going to be depressed for god knows how long. At least Love Me, Love Me, Love Me is a fucking guilty pleasure of mine to watch because that voice is amazing but this? This is just No You don't do that You don't do something like that I don't blame you for uploading and translating this but I probably won't be able to look at the brothers the same way again, especially Ichimatsu. Ichimatsu is bae to me I mean come on I am legit upset right now I was up until 6 AM reading this fanfic god dammit I'm sorry I'm just a very very sensitive person when it comes to stuff like this. But seriously I am legit upset. God fucking dammit I'm just going to cry in a corner now and rethink my life |;-;/ |-;/ |;/ |/ |

[@kikurosai]

Maddie Lopez I know but I tend to connect to characters more than others I'm sorry I overreacted though

[@Boats-jd6py]

yea I read the fan fiction too I probobably shouldn't have read it at night cuz I spent the whole night rethinking my life, ( still not enough time) but wow the fanfction

[@kikurosai]

+Matsuno Sans I KNOW RIGHT I MEAN DAMN

[@Boats-jd6py]

+dis dan dan the fabric was harder to read than watch the video

[@kikurosai]

+Matsuno Sans It was like holy shit

[@kitcatcandy4563]

my thoughts was they all died in various ways (he didn't kill them) Example: juyushi: hit by a train 0:32 oso and choro: house fire 1:28 (other two idk) so they all have died and he the only one left and is wonder if he should kill himself because he so alone all the time now

[@SeiAokazu]

Well, assuming it went by birth order, todomatsu dies by pills, juushimatsu by train, choromatsu by hanging, Karamatsu by drowning, and osomatsu by fire. Ichimatsu would go by falling based in the ending

[@MantaCy]

I think Totty died from drug overdose, Jyushi got hit by a train, Choro hanged himself I think, I believe that's Kara who drowned, then Oso burned. Could be wrong but that's what I came up with. xD

[@CJCroen1393]

According to the fanfic: > Todomatsu overdoses > Jyushimatsu stands in the path of a train > Choromatsu hangs himself > Karamatsu drowns himself in the sea > Osomatsu burns the house down > Ichimatsu jumps

[@bruisewort]

Ive seen this before and I am so glad you finally translated this one!! God I love this (type of) MAD, they put so much effort into it. You should totally translate their other work, the one you mentioned on the description. ;)

[@IntrinsicallySomnia]

i'm scared to read the fic i don't want to feel sadness

[@charlee2128]

Ouch... I think my heart is bleeding... a lot.

[@puuspotato5234]

after finishing the fanfic of this and watching this again...it hurts

[@ScoopBoop]

_i didn't need my heart anyways_

[@reveredmelody]

MY LITTLE SOUL IS DEAD

[@ms.negative7568]

Read to fan fiction. I'm dead inside.

[@youthoughtthisisausernameb6713]

ouch

[@TauroIshikawa]

this is so beautiful and dark

[@Enji-hv5tc]

Thank so much for uploading this song :3

[@goddammitno_]

K I R A I, K I R A I -!

[@amalinazuadi7568]

aah... that unexpectedly hurt... or maybe hurt as expected... i'm not sure. my emotion's all over the place now... on another note the video is awesome! i really like it. and yes, the story is very clear.

[@squidlover9583]

I read the fanfic and it totally broke me.. even though I haven't watched the anime yet But I'm definitely going to now

[@CJCroen1393]

Just a warning, from what I've heard the show is a lot more...wacky than this might have led you to believe...

[@unraveledlies5728]

Squidlover95 if you haven’t... well you might get something else extremely different xDD To be honest, the anime isn’t dark at all, Sure there are some deep and sad moments but the whole thing is practically comedy. It’s just the fandom that makes it dark, the anime is so light-hearted but the fandom makes it all dark and angsty lmao. You won’t find anything much in the anime except for certain parts but if you really want dark stuff then search the fandom ^^

[@derpagirl6134]

me too ichi

[@Rinkutsu]

That moment when you realize this isn't even the full song-

[@wonton5656]

it's not??

[@Rinkutsu]

Violet No, if you look up the song itself you can see that the full song is like, 3 or 4 minutes long. I haven't found English subs for the full song though.

[@phr0g387]

you telling me this is pjsekai appropriate length

[@gehsnaisuke9849]

ichimatsu and his past self had a period on 0:24

[@chispychisp1690]

OMG WHY!?

[@RishiGenki]

another great video!! thank you so much. I use these as a coping thing so i'm very glad to see you still making them!! You're the best. :) have a great week!!!

[@willow6928]

Oh... my... I just finished reading the fanfiction... What a masterpiece

[@Lui_shire]

I'm just crying over and over because it's remind me of fanfiction that i was read

[@lapputta1189]

i haven't even read the fanfic and i'm already crying, i love them so much and this vid fucked with my mind, i'm literally depressed rn

[@kikurosai]

Jyushimatsu Matsuno THAT WAS EXACLTY HOW I FELT BEFORE READING THE FANFIC WHEN I READ IT I FELT EVEN WORSE

[@lapputta1189]

AAAAAAAAA I DON'T WANT TO READ IT NOW

[@kikurosai]

DON'T READ IT YOU'LL FEE LIKE SHIT

[@lapputta1189]

OKAY I WON'T

[@kikurosai]

GOOD BECAUSE YOU ARE PRECIOUS

[@bruisewort]

i've seen a really good fic based on this so I gotta rewatch it.

[@xXwapa98xDXx]

That fic is the reason I come back here and rewatch my own video. Seriously, that story is A++

[@bruisewort]

+xXwapa98xDXx Indeed. Honestly though I was spoiled (about how the older trio dies) when I rewatched this because I was too dumb to realize that the rest of the bros attempted suicides in different ways in this MAD. (I just see it as kind of an abstract art) I kinda regretted it tho ;_; But this song is my frigin LSS when I was reading that A++ fic.

[@xXwapa98xDXx]

Descriptions exist. But if you haven't noticed, here's the link: archiveofourown.org/works/6926230/chapters/15799885 I hope that the writer updates fast~

[@Cicad0idae]

I'm sad now. ;-;

[@Silenthilllz]

Legit I felt like this video sums up how I feel every day, damn

[@nomorepikachu]

amazing video, thank you for sharing this with everyone!

[@Catsaber]

omg thx for translating this

[@linafarz7351]

THE FEELS OML!!!!!! I LOVE IT

[@hotarumoon8104]

I didn't even fully watch the video yet but I know I already want to cry already and after I watch the video I'm going to read the fanfic because I'm already so emotional about the video and also because of my favorite character ichimatsu

[@hasnaaulia2357]

Am i the only one who checked this channel every night, in case that there'll be a new video that i miss? 😂😂

[@silvsilvsilvsilv]

THANK YOU FOR SUBBING THIS. IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIGURE OUT ON WHAT THE SONG WAS CALLED

[@deitieshorizon7885]

yup time to call the ambulance because i am now having a mental breakdown i am really not okay because of the fic and the song, great time to rot in the corner

[@reilynnart]

Oh dear This is making me cry Rip this angst ;w;

[@milfbambi]

just finished reading the fanfic then saw this i am going to rethink my life decisions i am sad and depressed

[@literaltrashtm7856]

DID I JUST WATCH ICHI FUCKING DIE?!?

[@JyushimatsuSupremacy]

I read all of it....I hurt so much and I want a extension for the ending anyone wanna try!!

[@LilyCelebiFlipnote]

So cute...

[@LilyCelebiFlipnote]

Not a good look, 5 years ago me. I get that you were edgy and related to this, but you're a dummy.

[@user-cryuhboutit490]

*Someone come get him please*

[@basili02375]

I'M HERE

[@EvilHyugaHinata]

This sounds even better with speed at 1.25 i think ;D

[@ratboy8091]

fuck fuck fuck okay no that fanfiction oh my god im a mess why would someone do that aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[@aliengirl55]

So basically, he killed his brothers because *I think* they kept stopping him/saving him from doing the deed/was jealous of how happy they were...only to feel even worse after doing so, leading to the end of the video were he finally has no one left to get in his way

[@kitcatcandy4563]

+aliengirl55 my thoughts was they all died in various ways (he didn't kill them) Example: juyushi: hit by a train 0:32 oso and choro: house fire 1:28 (other two idk) so they all have died and he the only one left and is wonder if he should kill himself because he so alone all the time now

[@ReverentDeath]

+Crystal madu I'm pretty sure Kara drowned 1:23

[@xXwapa98xDXx]

+Crystal madu +Crystal madu +aliengirl55 Actually, he was supposed to be the one commiting suicide at first., but for an unknown reason it ended up being his brothers instead. Ichimatsu ended up killing himself too, it's "Follow-up Suicide" after all. I'll just list how they died here: Todomatsu killed himself by swallowing pills. Jyushimatsu gets hit by a train, you were right, Crystal! Choromatsu hanged himself, probably due to overwork, since you can see him writing something. Karamatsu drowned just like Serina Fernandez Carrido said and Osomatsu died in a house fire, yup. Also, it is slightly hinted by the visuals that he watched them die. Whyy y yy would they do thi s.

[@kitcatcandy4563]

xXwapa98xDXx So I was really close !

[@commentatriceabusiva9367]

😍

[@yesunkim3662]

what does it say at the end?

[@xXwapa98xDXx]

+Ye Sun Kim The title of the song! It would be "Ichimatsu, With a Reputation for Follow-up Suicide"!

[@tailsrhtatonslice1418]

xXwapa98xDXx you sound so excited for ichimatsu’s d e a t h.

[@katemorris3711]

I feel like there were more videos on your channel, or am I just delusional?

[@xXwapa98xDXx]

+Kate Morris No you're right there were more, but most Hetalia videos got deleted (I got strikes because of that, well, I deserved them lol). I also deleted some of them. I'm not having any problem with Ososan's videos right now so they're safe!

[@katemorris3711]

Lol okay, that's good! I was looking at your channel and it seemed different, but all the Osomatsu videos were there, and I didn't know if I was delusional or not, lol. I just hope the Ososan videos don't get trouble :)

[@tehreemd4190]

this is dark AND I LOVE IT!! THANKS FOR SUBS!! can you link the at the mercy of emptiness video as well? im interested!

[@xXwapa98xDXx]

+Tehreem Maqsood Oh, yes! I'll put it in the description!

[@tehreemd4190]

+xXwapa98xDXx OMGGG COINCIDENTALLY, ITS THE SAME VIDEO I'VE BEEN WATCHING FOR PAST TWO DAYS!!! the animation style is a bit familiar in both ;;v;; i hope you find the time to translate it !!

[@BiolaArtCrazy]

ok

[@DotHackHero]

.............................. What the actual fuck........ NOPE! IM DONE!

[@yeetmachine7900]

Okay not like i need a heart anyway They’re overrated anyway-