I am about to watch this,but have avoided for so Long.Im crying now writing this but I know I wouldn't be doing Bobbi justice if I only watch the happy parts of Bobbi's journey. While I remember her gorgeous smile,her cheekiness and sass I know even the hard times are part of her story Bobbi's endearing personality and innocence that only a child has often masked the true depth of those hard times. I thank you in advance Ash and Bobbi's for the privelage of watching such an intimate and sacred part of your journey.Ash and Bobbi you are often in my thoughts and whenever I look at the sun shining yellow I always imagine its Bobbi making everyone's day a little brighter.Fly high baby girl xxx
@kimbaweenie3 жыл бұрын
Oh ash you are so strong. I don't think I stopped crying this whole video. You talk about sweet bobbi girl and bear cottage with such love and heart and how lucky bobbi was for you to be her mum/sissy. You are bobbis love, her light and the perfect voice for her memory. I miss sweet bobbi girl even though I never met her. Her videos brought me such joy and happiness even with her struggle. Xxx
@beccstar763 жыл бұрын
Thanks so so much for sharing your experience, it was definitely hard to watch but in saying that I found myself smiling a little and then crying!! Rest easy over the other side BEAUTIFUL BOBBI!! Much love to you Ash 😘💗xx😘💗xx
@ashbutler52893 жыл бұрын
Glad you enjoyed it!
@madzbedford54953 жыл бұрын
Finally got around to watching as i wanted to binge watch a few! Im in tears miss bobbi so much bear cottage such a beaitiful place xx
@ashbutler52893 жыл бұрын
The most incredible place. Thank you so much for watching ❤️
@stephaniehartas533 жыл бұрын
Ash you are so incredibly strong omg 😭😭😭 my heart absolutely breaks and i just want to cuddle you i have no idea how at 25 you have come out the other side, you are such an inspiration thank you so much for sharing your beautiful bobbis story about bear cottage with us xxxx
@ashbutler52893 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!!
@Beachbabe453 жыл бұрын
I know so strong!!
@georgiebrown-brennan54763 жыл бұрын
Most beautiful video in a sense of letting us in completely live those moments with you!!! Bobbi would be watching over you how amazing you are!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@tammysitarek26603 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing Bobbi with us! Her smile was absolutely beautiful. Ash, your love for Bobbi is so incredibly beautiful and I can feel it in my heart each and everytime you say her name ❤️
@bethkendall90953 жыл бұрын
That was so hard yet beautiful to watch. And so relatable to those that have watched a loved one leave this world. What a beautiful place Bear Cottage is, I’m so glad you had them xxx
@chronicallychelsea43453 жыл бұрын
This is the most heartfelt, upsetting yet inspirational video i've ever watched. I have no absolute words to say to you, but Ash you are incredible, for someone at 25, going through all the trauma and experiences that no one should ever have to go through. Bobbi is so lucky to have you as a sister/best friend. You will forever share Bobbi's story and live in her legacy. She will always be with you, I know she would want you to be happy and celebrate her life like you have. I am sorry you've had to go through all this. Love you so much Ash, you are an absolute Angel and youre one in a million. x
@gemmalupton89763 жыл бұрын
I'm crying. This is heartbreaking, you are the strongest person I know/don't know... 😢❤️
@hollydickinson79123 жыл бұрын
Thats one strong, brave and beautiful woman 💪💜💜💜
@leebaker86173 жыл бұрын
Thank you for being so open and honest about this when my mum was at end of life care we had Dorothy house in the UK who was amazing these charities are amazing they are our friends when we are in need
@MsAmaya19883 жыл бұрын
The amount of strength it takes some one to talk about this truly shows how incredible you are ash. Thankyou for letting us in. Side not bawling my eyes out
@melindacox78393 жыл бұрын
Wonderful and emotional insight. I have been with someone taking there final breath so I understood exactly what you meant about the breathing. It is so hard to watch. I hope everyone gets behind Bear Cottage. Hugs to you 😘
@alanastojanovic48003 жыл бұрын
You were such an awesome sista/mumma!! I can’t imagine going through what you went through🥺❤️
@christyb77963 жыл бұрын
Beautiful Ash, I wish we had a place like that here in Kansas, USA. I think you would me amazing volunteering at a place like Bear Cottage. ❤❤
@ashley32563 жыл бұрын
I can’t watch this Rn as I have to go to bed. :( Promise I will watch it tomorrow after school. 💗I’m sure the video will be so beautiful and so sad at the same time. Wishing you well Ash! Btw can’t get over how pretty your hair and brows look!!
@maddie97933 жыл бұрын
Miss bobbi’s sweet smile, it was a privilege getting to follow both your journeys. 💗
@nettyhughes66803 жыл бұрын
Having time with her after she passed as sad as it would be I get how amazing it would be too. I know some people would think u crazy but for them to have that for families is amazing. To have ur last time. Bear cottage isn’t a sad place it’s a place for children to have fun in their final days/weeks/months
@lynsayrobins48023 жыл бұрын
That was incredibly hard to watch, heartbreaking seeing Bobbi at the end of her life. Bear cottage sounds like a wonderful place to live 💗
@keeleykerr80283 жыл бұрын
This was such an incredibly beautiful video. Thank you for sharing more of that incredible little girl with us and informing us on how beautiful bear cottage truely is ❤️
@Emizzlejr3 жыл бұрын
It’s horrible to say but I 100% agree about euthanasia. Once someone is in a coma in end of life care it should be an option. If the family choose not to it’s their choice but being forced to watch your loved one slowly slipping away is torture 😰 it would also give the family the opportunity to be there when their loved one passes, to hold them, talk to them, love them.
@jorjialamb993 жыл бұрын
We miss you Bobbi We miss your smile You laughter 💕 Was a privilege to get to follow your journey 💕 How do I make a donation to bear cottage
@soulflynick3 жыл бұрын
Worst pain imaginable. I'm so sorry. My daughter is 13 months old and has a stuffed bunny she adores that we named Bobbi and every time my baby hugs that bunny, Bobbi is remembered
@kimj88173 жыл бұрын
Tough one to do ash, but keeping it real. Xxx never easy saying goodbye to a loved one especially a child.
@megantombs94873 жыл бұрын
I really feel for you Ash. This experience must have been hard and heartbreaking. Bobbie is looking down on you and still loves you so much. My love to you Ash.
@shannonmarcus6353 жыл бұрын
Your so strong ash
@alanastojanovic48003 жыл бұрын
Would you ever do a video on what happened with Bobbi’s dad and why you don’t talk to him anymore?