Our COVID Story | Symptoms and Experience - Day 3

[@reigningshadow7]

“The goal is progress, not perfection.”

[@duckman1221]

I'm proud of you for your honesty and vulnerability. being 2 weeks sober when you've been drinking daily is huge so celebrate the small victories and enjoy life.

[@rose-angelapizzuto7773]

Cory: going on about how he loves the extra time with the kids Chell & Atlas: screaming in the background😂👌

[@featherjean6291]

My husband is in recovery. 13 years sober. It starts with one day. And you take it one day at a time. Sending lots of positive thoughts, vibes, prayers, and hugs!!

[@lafayette1982]

Love the honesty. One day at a time and I’m just glad you’ve recognised these issues and you’re doing what you can to fix the issues. Kristen will soon be back and everyone else too! Keep being strong!

[@BeautifulWreck2]

Love this raw honesty. And being 40 and the 40s are great. Embrace all that you are. Praying for you and your family.

[@idklol-22]

I really appreciate your honesty Cory and I wish you guys the best during this hard time! Hang in there! ❤ (Kristen too!)

[@Joy_Sumpter]

Awwwe Corey....I'm so proud of you! Your admitting to those things to your subscribers is the first part of recovery and that you are HUMAN!! Our flesh can be weak but our minds can be powerful tools when we have the want to and will power. You will make it thru this! As far as your BP goes...I can sympathize! I've dealt with high BP off and on for years now and I am 46. It definitely takes some life changes, will power and want to and tons of positive thoughts....you and your family are always in my prayers my fellow Oklahoman!!

[@jayshelton2765]

Things are not falling apart! They are falling into place.😊. Cory, ......God is still in control and He loves you and the family.❤️

[@JR-777-t7g]

Prayers for Kristen, hope she gets through this.

[@rebeccajoyner3858]

I feel ya, dude. My depression has crumbled in the past few weeks due to all that’s going on. Hang in there man, we’re gonna get through this.

[@kelseypetznick980]

Cory, I really love and appreciate how real you are on here. Sharing those kinds of deep, personal things about your life isn’t easy and its so SO brave of you! I had an instance a few years ago where I had a possibly high blood pressure scare. It wasn’t quite to the point where my drs wanted to put me on medication, but it was really close, and I was only 27 at the time. It was definitely a wake up call for me and I changed my diet and habits and I was able to correct it without medication. I know you will be able to as well. Thank you for being so honest all the time, especially about the hard stuff. It’s good to be reminded that, even in this crazy salt-isolation world right now, that we really aren’t alone. So thank you!!

[@ZeroBlueOx1]

Love the real talk and honesty, and continuing to hope for everything to clear up for the family soon.

[@nickmiller7766]

Hey Cory, self awareness is a strong piece of armour, and facing problems, and sharing them on a public platform shows an inner strength that will sustain you and your family through these tough times. Kristen is doing all the right things, and will soon be back alongside you. Don’t be too worried about 40, I’ve just turned 61, so can vouch for how great your 40’s can be, and I believe you’ll get it right, whatever lies ahead. Stay strong, and keep doing what you’re doing

[@carolynk.9856]

Thank you for sharing! I have a friend who’s husband is 4 weeks sober! They were struggling, he hit rock bottom and is now in treatment. Cory it is awesome that you realized your health and your family’s well being was at risk and you are now on the road to changing your situation!! I just noticed that you dyed your hair again and if it makes you feel better, do it. You got this! Thanks again for sharing!

[@KillerBunnyFooFoo]

Been watching over a decade and getting a peek into your life never gets old. We all need to be kind to ourselves after 2020. Please take care of yourself as well as the littles. Hoping the missus has a speedy recovery.

[@Annie5StarFrost]

I appreciate your authenticity, Cory, and that's why I love watching your family's journey on this channel. Just a reminder: it's okay to have moments where you're not as positive feeling as well. I struggle with my mental health and some big life changes have really triggered it this year, so I've had my share of breakdowns. I think you're really brave to address these things to improve your health. I can only guess you're missing your lovely Kristen that much more right now. We will all get through this ❤

[@spiritedgareth]

Hey dude! I know another KZbinr who's fighting unhealthy habits. One thing that's really helped him is saying "I am better than this" out-loud. Believe in yourself, Cory! And I hope Kristen recovers quickly - we're all living in pretty scary times.

[@warponealaska]

Hang in there Cory and I’m so touched by you sharing all that with us. Everything is gonna be ok. I have high blood pressure and take medication for it but hope that with healthy lifestyle changes I can get off the meds as I have in the past. I don’t drink energy drinks but definitely have a coffee/caffeine addiction. Go easy on yourself, 2020 has been difficult for even the strongest and most resilient among us. I too want normal life to return as soon as possible, we all understand. And know that despite the KZbin issues your channel and videos are still reaching people and helping people. I actually had to quarantine recently for exposure from a coworker and watched some of your old Alaska videos and they brightened my days. So thank you. It was really neat to watch them now that I actually live in Alaska and see areas and places in your videos that I recognize and see daily. So cool! Take care and good luck with all you are trying to focus on right now.

[@memorylayne78]

I’m sorry things are rough for you guys. I can relate to the depression of 2020. My husband lost his job of 20+ years, our state shutdown, we had a significant earthquake, my work hours were drastically cut, the kids started virtual school, not being able to visit family... it was a lot! But we are all Phoenixes right? We will rise above this and come out better than we were before. I hope Kristen is better soon, and you and the kiddos stay healthy.

[@Descina]

You got this Cory. We have always been here for you. Keep thinking positive, go for walks, take the kids on a mini hike.

[@nr4ever]

The last day I had an energy drink I was already on the verge of possibly needing to be on meds. I drank a five hour, was having bad anxiety and asked a nurse to take my blood pressure. It was 145 over 90 something. I quit that day. It took two weeks for my blood pressure to go back to normal. That was a year and a half ago. Some days I still miss it but I want to be there for my kids future. You got this, I believe in you

[@hunnybunnyLP]

I don't know if you even read comments. But I just wanted you to know that I love you and I believe in you. I've stuck with all your channels for years. I check daily for new content, notification or not. Every time you feel the need to cave to your addiction's, look at your children and find your inner resolve to fight it. You are in control of you. You got this.

[@buchness3]

I have been watching you for years. I wouldn't stop because of life issues. You are my KZbin family. I support you and have faith in your decisions, Cory. So sorry Kristen is experiencing Covid. Man the curves live throws at you. Hard crap isn't it? Positive vibes coming your way.

[@Mrsdepp2008]

I’ve always loved when you get down and honest with us. Everyone struggles Cory. Everyone. You don’t always have to be positive. It’s ok for things to get bad and to feel that. Feel it all. How else can you move on?

[@taraa_ann]

Dude. Can I just tell you this is one of my favorite videos of you in a while? This is so raw and real. You’re healing just by putting this out there. I appreciate the real talk with drinking as well. We’ve all been there. PLEASE KEEP TALKING ABOUT REAL EMOTIONS. No filter. Much love to you all.

[@SNRview]

We love you Cory. You have so much to be positive about, even through the hard waves of life.

[@Ka-ki5vq]

Thanks for being vulnerable. It's a rough time for everyone but after you watching y'all for what feels like ever, I know that you two can get through anything. You're not alone.

[@SharonCullenArt]

I had seen your new SMPFilms video pop up on my screen and thought wow! It had been a long time. So then I searched for you here. And I couldn’t believe you were making videos. Can I suggest you put something in the description of your SMP Films video to send people back here. I actually forgot your channel name. I was like hmmm 🤔 Dude something….. Alaska. And finally you popped up, and I was like oh yeah love each day. So now I am watching videos trying to get caught up. Btw I really liked your elves in the house video. That was so cool. Chell and Atlas are gonna remember that forever! Anyway I’m so glad you’re back.

[@Weesie66]

those drinks kill! emergency doctors see a lot of heart attacks and deaths from energy drinks. so sad.

[@MacGyverChic]

Keep hanging in there Cory! Every day you make those good choices makes you even better than you were the day before. Lots of love rooting for y’all in every way!

[@carolprescott2353]

This past year has been an emotional roller coaster for so many Cory. At the moment, with Kristin sick, and having to take care of her, the kids, the house and your work, you are feeling understandably overwhelmed. Hang in there, this too shall pass and you will all get through it. Sending you and all the family (virtual) hugs of comfort.

[@bethobreiter1322]

I’m still getting my notifications😄 I’m 52 & 11 years sober. If I can do it You got this 👍🏻

[@Melstrife]

Cory, thank you for sharing. Know that many of your fans are supporting you. You will be okay. Things will get better. Keep positive. Like your channel says, "Live Each Day." Live it to your best and live it happily. I hope Kristen starts feeling better soon. I have had friends get it and it is not fun for them. I cannot imagine for Kristen. Positive thoughts and prayers to you all.

[@christinesparrow9520]

We are sending you big “Air Hugs!” For you & Kristen & the kiddos. much love 💕 from Canada 🇨🇦.

[@avrilbowler8755]

You have been so honest with us Corey and I salute you for it. Keep fighting - your addictions will give up their grip on you if you keep fighting for your family.

[@juliakay4473]

I always loved your viedos, especially because you and Kristen are just so honest people that are not afraid of showing the reality of life. And now seeing this video, I remember how much I enjoy seeing you and your family grow and how strong you are for your family. I find it so brave of you to share your problems and struggles concerning energy drinks and alcohol and I understand how hard it must be for you right now without Kristen and your family. My husband is right now trying to quit smoking and I am trying to support and help him however I can, even when it gets a little stressed. Just know that you still have a great community and fans that root for you!!! You can do this man, you are so strong and you have so many beautiful and loving people to do this for (especially your family). Sending you lots of love and support from Germany!!

[@monksuu]

I miss my dad. He passed away on Dec 29th from pneumonia on top of COPD. I didn't expect for missing taking care of his things what I did since 2014. Last of his things to be taken care of will happen this week in the middle of this C-stuff that makes everything hundred times more difficult. It has also been quite cold: -22C yesterday and -19 currently. Enough about me. It's awesome you've been sober for two weeks! Hang in there dude! And lots of strength to Kristen too!

[@ljh5141]

You are human, and like all of us, dealing with all of this. Please take care of yourself, the beautiful Kristen and your gorgeous kids. Take your own advice...Live Each Day! You are not alone and know that we are all here. Thank you for this video, it makes us all feel a little less alone, and more accepting of our our own, and other's fallibilities. So many virtual hugs for all of you!🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗💕

[@crazyfathamsta2701]

Something important to understand with any addiction, problem, is the hardest thing is admitting that there is an issue. Congrats with those two weeks! Take it one day at a time. Water will help a lot. You can do this Cory.

[@dianaartdent1592]

Just know that you are not alone and the first step of the addiction is Admitting that you have one to move forward. we are here for you. Knowing that you have been going back-forth on the energy drinks. Again, Just know that we are here for you and to support you. Prayers to all of you individually and as a family

[@katieb.1681]

Hoping Kristen gets better soon and the rest of you don’t catch it. Thank you for the honesty. Don’t get too down on yourself. We all have habits we should be kicking to better our mental and physical health and/or relationships. 2020 and likely 2021 are years to survive not to thrive. Pulling for you to kick both habits and thank you for the reminder that us parents aren’t perfect because I judge myself to hard too. I often forget that I’m not alone in parenting two young children, working full time, holding down the fort, trying to remain sane, and dealing with unforeseen hurdles life throws at us.

[@stefcote1969]

Thanks for sharing your thougts and feelings, Cory ! This whole situation is difficult and together, we’ll get through it. Stay safe, Cory. Prayers for Kirsten, you and your kids.

[@AnaAcapella]

A journey. We're with you in your ups and downs. And believe that there is more growing to do. We're with you Cory, through all of it. Wishing you and Kristen health and your children happiness ❤️

[@RacingTopsy]

Found an old SMP Films T-shirt (2009?!) in my wardrobe the other day and was wondering how you're doing, then this video turned up my suggestions! (I hope that doesn't mean google has a camera in my wardrobe...) Really hope you will all be fine and that you can kick your habits properly this time round! You've got this :)

[@LiveEachDay]

Big hugs! I still have all of my old SMP shirts. They’re very very special to me and when I see others still wearing them, I honestly tear up. Thank you! Those were great times.

[@holistictherapist6494]

@@LiveEachDay Corey, i just left two really long winded comments moments ago google a.a am i a problem drinker or an alcoholic as there's a questionnaire that you can fill in and answering the questions with brute force honesty and vulnerability will tell you in your soul whether you are on that slope

[@RacingTopsy]

@@LiveEachDay In that case I'll surprise you with a DM on instagram one day :)

[@jamesm611]

@@LiveEachDay i had covid over Thanksgiving. Had horrible symptoms and lost taste and smell. Still can not smell can taste

[@stevemiller5525]

Please read this! Cory we are all going through some sort of trauma with this lock down. I have been watching when I can and when I get a bell, clear back to mean kitty. You have reinvented yourself so mane times. God has a reason for all the things we go through. We lost Steve Cash from the stress of life. I lost my own brother from drugs. I want you to know there are people that care and I am one of them. Keep your head up and stay strong! Easier said than done I know. I’ll be praying for you!

[@yourname496]

I just turned 40 its not so bad. Also so proud of you for 2 weeks sobriety one day at a time. Celebrate each day as another victory. Hopefully this all goes quickly and things start to turn around for you guys. 😀

[@hippygram]

Years ago I was an energy drink addict. Unfortunately I had a heart attack years ago, and that cured that bad habit. My cardiologist calls them heart attacks in a can. I also drank a bit too much back in the eighties, decided I didn’t like the day after feeling and stopped. I occasionally have a drink but it’s very seldom. I have a mmj card and it’s done wonders for my health issues. Hope everyone continues to remain healthy.

[@latias272]

Recognizing those problems within yourself is the first step. And while it's scary to see those old habits affect your body, it honestly is a much better motivator than "what could happen" because you have PROOF that you need to get better, and it makes it easier to convince yourself to BE and DO better.

[@jennifersenger8549]

Praying for you guys! Congratulations on your sobriety! It's not easy keep reaching out to others, make videos all the things. We have your back! Much love, health and safety for you and your beautiful family!

[@skywriting33]

Just like a season, this too shall pass. You are not alone. Some of the hardest days of my life where when the kids were little. It’s like you just can’t take a moment to lose it, they need so much from you. It gets better. You will be more resilient on the other side of this...promise.

[@S4PHIRfreak]

I've been watching your for so long, and I keep coming back because I just consider you my friends. Really proud of you for doing your best. That's everyting anyone can ask for!

[@lottynava5580]

Prayers for you, Kristen & the kids!🙏🏻💙 You have such a beautiful family! I feel lucky that I've continued to be one of the few who keeps getting notifications for your videos. 💜

[@hannahbrandt4851]

Dude, thanks for sharing your heart! It’s real and you are speaking truth! This life is hard right now. Stay strong, love on those kids, and remember you are not alone in struggling!

[@oo-ll4vi]

You've always been real with us, we dont mind it at all. Thank you for sharing, were not alone in this struggle/challenge. You're doing a great job Cory, you are good dad and hubby from what I've seen. Not every day has to be a good day, were allowed to have unproductive down time. Everyone has had a lot of that lately. Be kind to yourself :)

[@FetacciniAlfredo]

The thing you find with sobriety, other than a lot of senses that come back that you forget were there... But after a few months, you can look back and say "wow, it's been X amount of time..." And inside you realize that now that you got have to this point, you can do it again, and better than before. Half the struggle is just not knowing that you can. Once you know that you can, it's amazing to think about the doorways to other changes that opening up before you. Things you never thought possible to handle, becoming easier.

[@Bilbo365]

I'm really happy to see you guys start posting here again! Hope you feel better soon Kristen. I always receive notifications.

[@pawprints1986]

Cory, don't beat yourself up too badly. Personally I'm used to being a home body due to chronic illness, but for those without, 2020 was extremely hard. But! You're already recognizing that addiction is going to effect your health, your time with your kids and family, and you're making the effort to change it. Addicts I know, even if they know it's bad for health or they could die one day much sooner than naturally, but they couldn't care less. They know there's harm and make no effort to stop even if they acknowledge it once in a while. You are already miles ahead of them. I've, you could say "grown up with you" here on KZbin, I've seen you go through so much positive change. I know these are changes you can make! It may be hard, it will be one day at a time, but I fully believe that since you *want* to change, you can do it. 2 weeks of not after months with is huge. It takes alot of work to break bad habits of any kind. Especially with covid and being home, there's far less distractions, so it's even harder right now I hope you'll keep us updated with your progress ❤ I also hope covid stays isolated in the one area of your house and Kristen's full recovery happens soon

[@caroldefreese5499]

You said it, Cory: Life moves on, life gets better. The last year has been horrible for many of us, and even though there are no guarantees for the future we just need to keep moving forward with a positive attitude.

[@dernhelm]

This has been hard for everyone. Don’t give up Cory!! I wish I could give you something so you can feel better. Your videos have helped mee and inspired me throughout the years :) Sending love and positive thoughts to your family.

[@Saichen]

We've been following you for a long time now, and the og youtubers all say the same thing about what you see on the screen is rarely reality. Depression, anxiety, and mother mental disorders are so common in outgoing, creative people like yourself. I took a step after i had an anxiety attack and my husband put a phone in my hand to get me in touch with a crisis counsellor. If you aren't already seeing/speaking to someone, look up your local mental health facilities and see if they have a crisis hotline, they aren't just for the suicidal. Your family and your kids rely on you, but if you aren't taking care of yourself, you're not doing them any good. love you guys and hang in there :)

[@sillyfyre5299]

I now how you feel 2020 has been hard on me. I myself have high blood pressure, diabetes, and depression; and its been a struggle. I know you and the family will get though this and 2021 will be the best year for all of you. ❤

[@BozardsInAlaska]

Always appreciate your openness, honesty & humble spirit Cory! Prayers for the family 🙏🏼

[@xmetalgearx]

Be strong Cory, we still need you to be happy to get us move through tough days.

[@raeward8092]

Love and support. Kicking habits is hard but do it because you love you. We love you, Kristen loves you, the children love you, the most important person who needs to love you is you. You matter Cory, best wishes.

[@09ElSalvador]

Try taking it one day at a time and maybe start a journal of some kind (writing 3 positive things each day/write down your goals,...). Also: you have an amazing family and can be so proud of everything you have accomplished!! Stay positive and I hope Kristen gets better 💪🏽 sending you lots of love. We're in this together and it is gonna be okay!

[@mysweetbaboo22]

I am sorry things are hard right now. It has helped me to tell myself "this is what right now is, it will not be this forever and each step is a step forward" It is okay for you to take a moment for yourself. Put a movie on for the kids and take 5 minutes to yourself. After that go and give them big snuggles. It really does help. Don't be afraid to reach out if you feel like you are drowning, there is always someone to help pull you up. Don't forget you have pulled people up you did not even know were drowning.

[@sherylAA]

Be strong Corey I care for you so much and you'll get through this,and Kristen will also. And hug those kids. Even though i don't get notifications I always look out for your videos. I'm so happy when I see you.

[@mandy8058]

I just want to give you and Kristen a hug. Consider this a digital hug from me!

[@corky52360]

Congratulations on two weeks and the energy drink addiction is definitely a challenge. It really is one day at a time. I’ve done sobriety one day for thirty two years and also food addiction but one day got me through 2020. Our thinking can take us to crazy places. Sometimes our brain is like a bad neighborhood, DO NOT GO IN THERE! Blessings to you.

[@nataliew4755]

Cory be kind to yourself, I don’t know anyone who had a good 2020. I’m glad you are starting to care for your health. We had a family friend go to the hospital with very high blood pressure and it was a symptom of Covid-19.

[@mjdguez]

Thanks for sharing, Cory! Get well for your family and for us, your other family...

[@bigbadwolfstudios1]

I know how it feels with the energy drinks and the alcohol. I'm currently 9 months sober and almost a year off energy drinks. I'm so proud of you taking the steps and there's always people in your corner. I've been subscribed since the early smp and Dudelikehella days. Love you guys and hope you all pull through this strong.

[@wickedwitchofnature]

I understand this feeling. My husband has been deployed for 6 months and will be gone for most of another 6 months before he comes home. I don't have kids, but even taking care of my elderly cats can be trying and there are days when you just want time alone or someone to take care of you. Everything you are feeling is normal. And I know that it makes me feel a little less alone to know that I am not the only person feeling like you are. Change is hard but it is something that is a constant so just remember one foot in front of the other. You can do it.

[@piperlynne1]

All you have to do is keep the kids alive and healthy. The rest doesn't matter. Take some time when they are in bed to relax and recharge. It's hard to be thrown into single parenthood when you are used to being a co-parent. Then there is the stress of worrying about Kristen and her health. Things will get better so just hang in there and find the joy in the small things. You are doing a fantastic job!!

[@lilactreehouse]

Cory, it takes so much courage to admit your fallibilities. Everyone has them in one way or another. You will get through this. You have a family who loves you and a YTfamily that also loves you. Even though you don't feel like it now, I always thought you were one of the most resilient people out there and I have followed your journey since Mean Kitty. One day at a time.

[@09PurpleTurtles]

Corey, one day at a time, take one thing at a time, one moment if you have to. You, Kristen and the kids are awesome. I always enjoy the vidoes. You guys have helped me through some tough times. Stay positive, stay healthy and safe. Much love to u and ur family!

[@JezebelDarling]

I love it when you're real with us Cory. Sorry to hear about your blood pressure, with time you will get it under control so no worries. Heading to the doctor was a blessing in disguise. At least you know what you're dealing with now. Congrats on going sober, and remember, you have a whole community willing to support you if you need it. Remember to reach out when you need help.

[@cammyburris3031]

Yes, you will miss these days. Honesty leads to healing. That is the first step to recovery. Happy for you. I did not think you were making videos anymore. I will be praying for Kristen. And you for your journey of life's changes. 40 is nothing, 54 in a couple of months. Yikes!!! Take care.

[@soilschick1]

I can relate to the alcohol addiction. My family has a lot alcoholics. My brother and I struggle with it. My brother realized it was affecting his work and family before I realized my issue. We are 5 hours apart but talk regularly to keep ourselves accountable. It's hard to admit and address the addiction. We are here for you.

[@DorkFish3232]

Whew. You know how you don’t really see a problem until someone says something? I just about cried when you talked about the alcohol problem. I’ve always flirted with alcoholism but 2020 kicked into full swing. I don’t know the last time I didn’t go a day without a drink. I’m even writing this half drunk. I want to be better. I just don’t know how. I don’t even know why I’m typing this out right now. Anyways. Thank you Corey. You’ve always been a great break from all this.

[@CosmicGloom]

Hey man! I’m 17 and been watching your vids for probably about 6 years now. Watched all your living in Alaska vlogs. Good memories with you guys. Stay strong!

[@fortheloveofgoth]

It will all be alright, Cory. Take it one step at a time! Sending both you, and Kristen all the positive vibes! I hope she starts feeling better real fast and you do too mentally. "Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light."

[@marsha0422]

Love your honesty! Praying for you and your precious family.

[@evelynfrench804]

I know Cory, it’s hard. Worries about your wife, stress of the future, losing time “normal times”, I understand. Take care and do what you need to do. Be sure you don’t add problems to the mix! Thinking of you and your family and praying for only good things.

[@more_beans29]

Congratulations on your amazing progress! Given your struggles with ADD, and how that can make addictive behaviours worse, that is such a huge achievement, so I'm super proud of you! These are unprecedented times for everyone so keeping yourself healthy is all that matters :) Hopefully Kristen recovers soon!

[@LifesGood22]

Proud of you Cory!!! You still keep bouncing back. You got this! 🙏🙏🙏💪

[@Maxnmao]

Cory hang in there. Thank you for your honesty. Hugs for you and your family.

[@Schizomanicman]

Be the person you want your children to be. That's what has kept me on the right path. Btw, my BP this past year has been sky high. Like, crazy high. My highest was 210/120 and the lowest was 197/107. Just have to take each day as it comes and keep those stress levels at a minimum.

[@trishmnky29]

My husband and I both had Covid at the same time and it was rough. We pretty much had to take care of ourselves. Our parents brought us groceries and set them on the tailgate of our truck. It does get better! And take care of yourself sir!

[@kimcrant2291]

Love you, your family and your channel. 125 days dry here! Stay positive. Use an app to count your days, really helps

[@theaussiefish1]

Kuddos to you, Cory, for recognizing your personal struggles. It's not easy, and COVID does not make it any better. Long before COVID and quite a few years ago, a friend of mine decided to quit smoking. She did it cold-turkey, and she requested phone numbers from her friends as accountability "buddies" each time she wanted to have a cigarette. I told her absolutely, and let her know she could call me any time, day or night, if she needed to. She said there were a lot of difficult days, but she got through it and no longer smokes, even today, many years later! So in this time of not being able to physically see people, get your accountability buddy list going. It's worth trying. Virtual hug to you

[@sharonwalker3594]

Today is the first day in forever where your video showed up in my feed AND I clicked the bell and didn't get an error message. I got a message that I'll get notifications now. WWWWHAAAT???! lol Proud of you for realizing that it's time for some changes. Prayers headed Kristen and your whole family's way.

[@thedankos3]

Stay strong Cory. Speedy recovery to Kristin. You got this guys,

[@KnucklesxShadefan98]

Thank you so much for sharing this story with us, Corey, it is always one of the hardest things to do, opening up to people. But you are one of the strongest people I know and I'm certain you'll climb back up the mountain of life! Give your kids a big hug from this nameless fan in Australia, lots of love!

[@Kimera_225]

Oh Cory! Pls take care of yourself too and don't forget to keep an eye out for yourself and the kids on the covid front. Kristen will get better and this will pass. So sorry to hear about your blood pressure, please check with the doctor on that We are all under lots of pressure due to all of this and it sucks. Lots of love and virtual hugs. We will see this coronavirus become a chapter in the history books

[@PlushVader]

I hope vloging is helping you get through this and thank you for sharing your struggles. Just remember you been through worst and came out stronger. Stay awesome

[@jesbaber5698]

I understand about not drinking alcohol or energy drinks. I'm right there with you, started two weeks ago, I too was drinking every night and having a lot of caffeine each day. My reasoning is a little different though, I'm pregnant! But man oh man am I having a hard time with it. So, I get it. Lots of love and positivity sent you're way my friend. Everything is okay. You will get through this and so will Kristen. Kids are hard. Not having you're own space is hard, and trying too take care of youreself on top of it by taking away things you love is hard too. When you're feeling down pull the frown upside down.

[@anna_from_the_north]

Thank you so much for the updates and recent videos. I love watching your videos and was so sad when you stopped, but of course I totally understand! I hope it makes you happy to know that you put a smile on alot of peoples faces when you upload and maybe uplife their day. And for all the stuff you are currently dealing with - just know that you are not alone and take each day after another. Greeting from Germany :)

[@angyllm]

I understand, I have been there, and believe me, one day you will remember your bad days,. the good thing is that you recognize it and talk it that, helps. Don’t hurry, do changes little by little. I have 2 boys, they are 8 and 5 and since 2 years ago I finally can have quality time with my husband, my kids are still little but they don’t depend on me like before so we find our couple time during the day not only when my kids are asleep, and that........ really change everything. You can do it Cory. Take care of yourself