116. Learning Your True Identity (with Jamie Winship)

[@heathersmith6177]

Incredible podcast! Needed this Truth bomb this morning! Have a blessed day all!❤

[@SpiritMusicMeetups]

In his summit 2020 video which was a lab, he took me to a beach somewhere where they had really clear water, and I've never seen water like that so it was very exotic tropical place. And I sat there for the longest time cuz there's nobody around but somehow there was a table, with a cold Corona in my hand, and a grass hut over me and I listen to the waves and I listen to the wind and I watch the ocean for the longest time. And then I heard this music that was very funky and very engaging and I couldn't find the source of it anywhere, and I listen to it and it had me tapping cuz I'm a drummer or at least I thought I was just a drummer amongst all my other careers. And I was tapping and I was grooving and I was really getting into it, and then I noticed the music was coming across the ocean closer and closer to me and it voice said come up here and play with us, and before I knew it I was playing in the God Family and we were making the most beautiful music, the very music I was somehow listening to back on the beach, so there is a timelessness here, that you can actually create something that you later hear. Well I was completely filled to the brim with Joy playing with the Family of God. There's no where else I'd rather be, and they said there is no other place they'd rather have me be, then creating music with them. And then they revealed to me the burden that I've been carrying around since probably 7th or 8th grade, that I was exposed to many really intense musical experiences and I was called to that with great joy when I excelled greatly, even creating records when I was seventh grade in high school, representing Arizona in the bicentennial parade, and many other amazing experiences but I always listen to some other voices, whether it's the parents, or my peers at school, or teachers, or the news, that said that musicians will suffer, that they will barely make a living, that they will be poor and will lack the comforts of life, and that only really drug addicts would do something like that. And so when I had to make a decision to go to college, I didn't even consider music because I knew it was just going to be a life of misery. And the irony is even though I have two degrees and almost two other degrees and long careers in healthcare information technology and also watershed management civil engineering hydrology, I never found real joy, it was always a lot of work that just really aggravated me, and I got into a lot of substance abuse whether it was lots of coffee, or lots of beer and wine after work, and then lots of escapes into pleasure, lot of happy hours and then a lot of gentlemen's clubs and everything else that comes with escape hanging out with all these other people who are trying to escape a miserable life. Well the burden was I knew that I was absolutely in the zone and had great skill and ability when I was there and I knew that there was something divine about this, but until I started playing in churches many many years later I didn't know what that was in so many churches ended up becoming just as worldly in my opinion as all the secular Music that I played so I was very disappointed in so many churches I played for. It didn't seem anything different than the world. Well there's many more pieces to this, but when THEY explain that they felt a great loss when I left them, that feeling of loss is what I've always had inside of me as a burden, and I know this breaking up a bands cuz I've been in 40 bands, and is a real sense of loss and abandonment after you've been together for so long, and then something breaks you up. And they said you always found something more important and that really hurt THEIR feelings, BECAUSE THEY KNEW THERE WASN'T anything more important, but I was convinced that I needed to leave them. They have explained to me before in real Spirit experiences that they are creating all the music, using musicians as their own instruments whether they recognize it and acknowledge it and give thanks or not. They're luring people into relationship in every way they can. One step at a time. When I gave them this burning of loss and abandonment and disorientation and meaninglessness and purposelessness, wandering to some other occupation or preoccupation, this was an amazing healing. I practically left out of my skin I felt so light afterwards. And their original call stands to be part of the Fab 4 as they called it because they make fabulous music, and that they call other musicians into their courtyards, to play music together with them. And that I would meet others now that I understand. And that we would all make beautiful music together. We would really groove because it's fabulous. Since this happened about 3 weeks ago, I've been just falling into open mics and other opportunities to play and it's just been like a kid and a candy shop.

[@SpiritMusicMeetups]

So after I did the summit 20/20 video I was told that I was the musician-drummer for the Music Family Fab 4 (they showed me Sound of Music and said like that). They had told me on the way to my Ace Hardware job in 2020 that I was an anointed musician, that has played by the spirit, is playing by the spirit, and will play by the spirit even with others in my courtyards who we have called. And I never really could understand this so I built my website around researching all this, a whole page on anointing, and so this is how you can really go down all these rabbit holes without direct knowledge. So when I ask them more about it my identity was they explain well we told you you were an anointed musician, not an anointed drummer and the reason being is because you hear so much in music that others don't, and always wondered why that was, and so much of my website was developing this musical ear, and always got these compliments from the 40 bands I was in that I was like one of the other musicians, even though I have not played other instruments and just been enamored with rhythm. I have trained other instruments using my tools that are out on the music page, but I haven't really dabbled in this. But they showed me that I've always had this connection to the music and always felt like the music told me what to play. Somehow I hear in the music about a split second before the others play it so they always wondered how I could stop and start and play their rhythms. Now I understand. And I want to develop this because they're really outside of time so if you play with the God family You're creating music before the others are actually hearing it unless they are tapped in as well. So the other thing is I always thought when they said courtyards, that they referring to something in heaven after I died, or something in the universe in the millennial Kingdom or something like that. And they said, this is where you can really get misled if you don't get more from us. Because they said the courtyards are there courts, it didn't mean that we were going to be playing for them, which I thought would be the case, but that they would actually be playing the music along with other musicians that they have called into that session. You really have to learn how to hear from the Lord, I'm still getting better at this. But once You're tuned in the information comes in very quickly. I want more more more!

[@motivateme1836]

I needed this! God is everywhere! In people, places and in the abstract.

[@ourdailybread]

Indeed, MotivateMe! We're glad this spoke to your heart!

[@shawnfrey]

Thank you, ladies for sharing this conversation!

[@SpiritMusicMeetups]

It's amazing how these religious spirits just pop up really quick, cuz I've shared this idea of identity with several people that are Christians and they immediately threw my face that oh we all have one purpose that is to share the gospel, and I just looked at them and went okay, because I know even biblically that's not even true, that's why God gives some to be evangelists and some to be counselors, and some to be healers and some to be and it changes because there's times when you're in a situation and God needs you to be a healer and all of a sudden he makes you a healer, and then there's other times when God needs you to be a listener and then all of a sudden you become a listener, and it just goes on and on so there's a lot of misunderstanding of even first Corinthians 12 because they're reading it one of 900 English translations which if you look at the editorial staff of most Bibles they are full of atheists, as well as people from other religions, and like Paul said how can the natural man even have a clue, they cannot understand the things of the Holy Spirit because they are Spiritually discerned. And they simply don't have the Holy Spirit so what do you think is going to come out onto the pages of so many many many many Bibles? Well I can say this because I know the Greek and Hebrew and there are tools that you can use like the blue letter Bible so you don't have to rely on a scholar, and you can see the glaring error left and right in just about any translation just by using the blue letter Bible and get over to the inner linear section. And the classic net Bible has some very good tools as well see you don't even have to understand Greek morphology or the forms of words which then change the definitions of the words radically. So the verb tense in many cases is not even conveyed at all in most English Bibles. The perfect tense is a great example of this. It's a past action with lingering effects or results, and that is rarely conveyed in English. And it gets even crazier than that because if you hear directly from the Lord you find out that the effects are lingering in our three dimensions but there's six other dimensions and time that are going on at least and physics people know that. And the Lord told me very clearly that in the other dimensions there is still action going on and that's why we see effects or results lingering in our three dimensions of space. They did not speak in English, and what's even crazier is most likely they didn't even speak in Greek in the New Testament and that scribes other than the authors themselves were actually translating from Aramaic which is like a loose Hebrew. So there's a lot that is very likely being lost in translation so you better darn well hope that you're hearing directly by the Holy Spirit. Annette gets even worse when you start translating in to other languages and in many cases Bibles were translated from languages from languages from languages. That's just crazy, that's like passing a story down the line of a hundred different people and believing that it was not changed by the end of the line. I guarantee you it's changed radically.

[@jasonwong4448]

Thank You. Amen. ❤✝🙏🏽

[@chelletoste488]

Helpful! God bless you as you bless others!!!

[@robbwylde2002]

His book is life-changing; it helped me a lot...

[@ourdailybread]

We're delighted to hear this, SouthernChopShop!

[@christinedenton8949]

WOW!!! On that movie theater testimony 🙌🙏😇🙌

[@bethneal6084]

I really enjoy these podcasts. I have been listening for a while, but not from the beginning. There is a group of women that never seems to be addressed. These are the married women whose husbands are not saved or are nominal Christians. Talkies, but not necessarily walkies. A friend of mine called us "married singles." We did not fit with married couples, because our husbands would not participate. We also did not fit with the singles, because we were married. If you have done a podcast on this, please let me know which one. If not, I think it would benefit a lot of women.

[@ourdailybread]

Thank you for your insight and suggestion, Beth.

[@ourdailybread]

Also, you may enjoy this series on loving bravely; kzbin.info/www/bejne/fqucoZR8fat5ps0

[@joannespenst1607]

Very good ! Thank you 🙏🏻

[@Folashadeism]

Thank you for this message.

[@ourdailybread]

You're welcome, Ajoke Cornelius! Thanks for listening with us!

[@lolybird77]

It is late in the day.....i am 58 and just now getting understanding. ❤❤❤❤❤

[@diloresalii8024]

Thank you👏❤️

[@sheenahennig541]

Thank u ❤

[@benlotronamayagma6652]

❤

[@megtravers327]

You need Donna Winship on too

[@ourdailybread]

😊💜

[@eboney900]

This was so good!

[@ourdailybread]

Thank you!

[@phyllislovelace8151]

Thank you