VLOG | deep cleaning my apartment, opening up, + my friends moved!

[@guyboim3737]

your editing is always so aesthetic i love ittt

[@FabiolaSuarez]

I know right?! It shows that she puts a lot of effort!

[@mcramirezgomez]

Don't be embarrassed about it at all. I love that your sharing our life with us. I hope you find out what's happening soon. Love your vids Paige 💕💕💕

[@judiths.5915]

I've also had stomach issues since my teen years but over the years I've slowly figured out a diet that works for me. Cutting out dairy and red meats has helped me and I also don't eat beans for the most part! A food diary is a great idea too! Good luck Paige and don't worry you're not alone with your struggle!

[@confusedsoup_]

I also had (/have) baaad stomach issues and what helped me for the most part was acupuncture!!!! Idk but u should all try it out!!!💓

[@tkayskincare]

Girl, you're not alone. I've struggled with IBS and stomach issues my whole life, and in recent years things got extremely bad for me too. Went to India on a family trip, had to cut the trip short because I kept ending up in the ER due to my stomach issues. Went to Europe last year, had such a bad flare-up in Venice which lead to panic attacks. So I totally get you when you say going out is a stress because you don't want to get flare-ups, for me travelling far from US became a stress because I'd constantly end up in hospitals. So after my Europe trip, I took it seriously and after many doctors appointments, endoscopy/colonoscopy, breath tests, and more we realized I have SIBO (Small intestinal bacterial overgrowth.) The antibiotics for SIBO were killer, I was miserable for two weeks enough to where even my doctor wanted me to get off them But I kept going just because I wanted results. Now I am better, with managing what I eat and I was finally able to put on weight which was an issue for me because I kept losing weight. You'll figure it out, but you are def not alone that's why I shared my personal story here for you and for anyone else that might need hope. Just keep your head up, keep logging what you eat, look into supplements that can help (probiotics, homoeopathic medicines are great at balancing gut heath) and you'll be feeling a lot better soon. Love. xx

[@charish2648]

IBS has literally controlled my life for the last year because of the same thing. I get uncomfortable every time I have to eat somewhere or am going on a trip or something. The diet is the most important thing, finding the foods that make you flair up is key!! You’re doing the right thing ☺️☺️

[@andrada8336]

maybe the cat ledge could be put down lower on the window, maybe its just too high for her to feel comfortable to sit on! just an idea x

[@jasmineadhikari365]

I can understand your feeling of being alone. I got diagnosed with IBS 5 months ago. I haven’t still 100% figure out what causes my flare-up. Besides the food, I think you should also try to pay close attention to how your workouts affect you. Steep hike, for example, worsens my IBS.

[@danabulla4868]

I started crying when you started talking about your struggles with IBS. In the last 3 months it got extremely bad for me and I’ve been struggling as well with flare ups and not wanting to go out in public settings. Thanks for talking about it. Good luck with your journey. 💖

[@vivinguyen3594]

i don’t know why but every time i watch you video it makes me so happy and put me in such a good mood! like the aesthetic and vibe tho🥺

[@FabiolaSuarez]

Yes! And when she was in NYC even more!!

[@julesinthecity]

My partner had to use the low FODMAP diet for a while, we learned the trick is to start off the diet strict and then gradually add in the foods not allowed in order to determine whats causing your stomach problems, so it doesnt have to be a lifelong thing! It was actually super helpful for him. Loved the vlog btw xo

[@celiapetitjean4706]

Thank you so much for talking about this. I've had IBS since i was a baby, it ruined my childhood and my teenage years. I'm 20 now and still struggle with it. I barely go out because i'm afraid that i'm going to feel sick. My whole life has been ruined because of that, and explaining that to people is so hard. Every time i have to leave my house, i have to calm myself and try not to stress out. It's been like this since i wad a little kid... Missed so many days of school, cried when i had to go on a school trip, didn't want to go to my friend's house, NEVER wanting to eat anywhere else than my house, ... I used to hate myself for being that way, i used to pray for it to end ... Anyway, i truly hope that doctors are going to find a remedy to this because it's a nightmare. Thank you, for opening the conversation. Because people tend to never talk about it. Now i feel less alone ...

[@latestTFunn]

I have ibs !! Lactose was my main trigger so I’m now vegan & maintain a healthy lifestyle. You’ll get to know what causes flare ups- for me it’s being stressed, eating processed foods, eating excess onions and garlic (these are the hardest because they’re the base for so many meals!!) but the biggest thing for me is preservatives in sugary alcohol & wine !!! I can’t stomach any wine anymore- if you read the back they all have preservatives added. Try switching to beer as they’re lower in preservatives xx I only drink cider and occasionally spirits now! It’s just not worth being uncomfortable in public :) x

[@emilyr.3626]

I found out at 22 that I had IBS and I went through a lot of the same feelings of not wanting to go out because I was worried about what might happen and if I would need to make an excuse to go home if I got sick. It was definitely a journey to figure out what caused my flair ups and to re-learn how to eat. Aside from certain foods I pretty much cannot ever eat, I found through intuitive eating there were other foods I loved I could still enjoy so long as I listened to my body. Hang in there, the elimination diets were the worst but it got easier once I slowly re-introduced things into my diet that weren't triggers for me. I'm 26 and will always have issues but I'm so much more in control of my IBS now. I love that you are using your platform to share your experience and help reduce the social stigma around talking about this

[@dominiquetomi6963]

I seriously love watching your videos. You are like a breath of fresh air on KZbin. KZbin has always been a huge part of my life and lately with all the drama it has become less enjoyable but watching your videos always makes and happy and inspires me to want to start a channel. I love how humble and sweet you are. You have a huge audience and you're such a beautiful woman but still so humble. Keep up the good work, I love watching you!

[@LlamaLlamaLauren]

Omg I’m on the low FODMAP diet for IBS and have been for a year or two!! It has totally changed my life and although it feels really frustrating and restrictive sometimes it allows me so much more freedom in other ways!! Good luck with it and don’t be too hard on yourself for not sticking to it 100% 24/7! I hope it helps!!! Thank for sharing your experience, it feels so much less isolating to see people I admire talking about similar daily struggles

[@melaniejones6698]

Paige 🥺 my heart breaks for you! I had huge anxiety around this. I had the exact same thing, I stayed at home for over three months straight and I struggled working. So many near accidents. I had so many blood tests and they came back as nothing was wrong. I finally paid for a private doctor in London she had me to hold these metal balls (so weird I know) and turns out I was allergic to milk gluten and citrus fruits. It was such a relief to know what was the issue. I hope you will find your peace and find out what food is triggering it !

[@rockit170]

I am having the same problems as you with my stomach and I can relate to the stress! Thank you for sharing because I have felt alone as well.

[@iamkarina7850]

I love the fact that you are starting to be more open about your health issues and you shouldn't be ashamed or embarrassed b/c there could be more people with the same situation, so I encourage you to talk more about it! b/c you could be helping them!! also love your videos so much

[@srtn1188]

I feel your frustration Paige! I too have been told that I might have IBS but was offered no treatment. I can’t enjoy any meal, I haven’t figured out which exact food upsets me and I am constantly bloated. It is a real struggle but I encourage you to keep looking into it and eventually you will find the perfect meal plan and treatment for you! Sending you love 💖💖

[@danielledoherty5452]

I have stomach issues too! My brother also has ulcerative colitis and has a lot of issues as well. What helped me was going on the Whole30 - by eliminating most of the common flares and then slowly readding them back in, you can find out what specifically is ailing you. Don’t feel embarrassed!

[@GeorgiaHorne-f7y]

girl i am the exact same with my stomach! it has caused me severe anxiety for years - again, I will make sure to be by a toilet at all times (at least knowing there is one I have access to if needed!). it causes so much stress each day - i would love to be spontaneous, going to beaches, going on hikes but just know I would feel so uncomfortable. I think my anxiety and overthinking also makes it all 10 times worse! :(

[@ivy9089]

I’m so glad that you speak openly about your IBS, i have it but recently ive had the most awful flare up. I think it’s the first severe one ive had. Ive been suffering for a week because it took me until yesterday to realise I wasn’t ill and was having a flare up, so all week I’d been eating foods like chocolate, but highly processed foods are a big trigger for my IBS.

[@NangulaUahengo90s]

Thank you for giving me the encouragement to actually go clean mine place Paige.. I have been procrastinating the entire weekend GOSHHHHH!

[@FabiolaSuarez]

SAME! I gotta get to it... but on Monday... haha

[@lakotagrl]

Turmeric is known to help with IBS symptoms. Another herb is Slippery Elm. Both can be found in powder forms.

[@Paula51096]

We love when you share your life with us, no matter the topic so don't feel embarrassed to speak up. even though I don't personally suffer from IBS, I'm sure so many people will benefit from you sharing your experience and relate to you and feel less alone in that matter so I'm all for it. Goodluck on your journey i hope you find what works for you (:

[@tashabellows6273]

I completely understand, I have gastroparesis and if I got out I hardly ever eat and sometimes the pain is to much... don't ever be afraid to talk about it.. we support you ❤

[@mariamekonate2420]

Thank you so so so much for opening up about your stomach issues, you are def not alone ❤ I am also struggling with that for almost 2 years now and i relate so bad when you were talking about being stress going out and stuff. Im really hoping every single one of us can go throught this and we will xxx

[@shamsas.609]

There’s something about your vlogs that’s so relaxing.

[@paigehanners2155]

In the same boat! I had such bad problems for years. I’d not eat if I was put with friends or before an exam or anything like that because I was afraid of a flare up. I had multiple flare ups every day, to the points where I would be in tears. Going gluten free or dairy free didn’t help at all. Eliminating certain foods didn’t help, anything from a salad to a burger could cause a flare up. I Had a colonoscopy and endoscopy and Finally finally got on the right medication and I am a brand new woman!

[@bokstav4]

THANK YOU fro talking about IBS... the last 5 months have been hell, taking allergy test, and everything shows up being negative. Been to the ER so many times. So now awaiting a doctors appointment (which will likely take two more months bc of covid), but my symptoms are definitely more close to chrons disease. And I am terrified, and stressed. It's really nice to hear someone else talking about it.

[@yasemintezel7103]

Hi Paige!! Since I was 11 Ive had gastro problems and I actually went to New York Presbyterian for a few years because the local doctors on Long Island couldn't figure out what was wrong with me. They checked everything, from having a colonoscopy and an endoscopy, many blood tests, stool tests, I even had a nutritionist (tried cutting out dairy, caffeine etc.) and everything and they couldn't find anything wrong! It was a rough four years of pain every single day of having to go to the bathroom, having to skip out on events and hanging out with my friends because I would be in pain and even had to take off a whole week in elementary school because of the pain. Then around when I was 15-16 I went to the Gynecologist and had talked to her about what issues I was having. She said it sounded like Endometriosis, which I had never heard of before and my previous doctors had never thought of. They always thought it was a gastro problem but turns out it wasn't. I started on the Xulane patch which is a birth control patch (more effective than the pill since my stomach wouldn't be able to absorb the pill well), it started off not working much but then after a month I was feeling amazing. I felt like myself again. I could go on and on about how much my child hood was ruined bc of my stomach problems and I'm sorry that this is happening to you right now. I hope this could be of some help to you and maybe you can look into this being something else rather than a stomach issue because like I said for a long time they were looking down the wrong path when it was a completely different one the whole time (just explore the possibilities!). I hope you feel better soon!

[@mickey1615]

I have Crohn's disease, which is a sister to IBS. It's definitely an adjustment and it takes time, but you'll get there. It'll get easier where you know what triggers you and how to handle it. You got this girl!

[@Emily31662]

I understand how you feel. I’ve been struggling with IBS for 6 years now. At first my stomach always hurt and I needed to have access to a bathroom or I would feel uncomfortable. Slowly I started cutting things out from my diet (mostly dairy and gluten) and it’s gotten very manageable. It’s weird to talk about sometimes but it’s normal! Hope it gets better soon.

[@MeriamMrv]

omg awww no I could tell you were uncomfortable talking about your stomach issue but I honestly love that you decided to open up as it might help a lot of us ! I have bad digestion and stomachaches often and I never thought of going to the doctor to actually get an accurate diagnosis. I just figured it wasn't that serious if that makes sense but hearing you mention IBS inspires me to pay attention to my health as well xx also you look stunningggg

[@mzbunnybookgirl1]

You are one of my favourite KZbinrs as I feel like you are one of us. You are so honest and open about issues/ideas. I get so happy when you post.

[@katherinehyatt5848]

I love that you have opened up about your IBS because I struggle with the same thing but am embarrassed to talk about it.❤️I love your videos and the food journal is such a good idea!

[@clashingedge6226]

I love your vibe so much literally I’ve watched your growth since you started university and you’ve just had so much growth as a person. I love your videos so much!🦋✨

[@BasicInstinctx3]

I don't comment much on youtube, but I enjoy watching your videos so much! You just seem like you have such a sweet, genuine soul, and it's so clear just by watching you! I love that you opened up about how you've been dealing with your symptoms, it's always so comforting to see people talk about things like this because it feels more normal! I hope you're able to get to the bottom of everything!

[@leanneeggenberger9127]

Thank you SO MUCH for talking about IBS...I have had to do a stool sample and had many Doctor's appt's as well, and I know how frustrating it can be to not really be able to pinpoint what is causing issues. When you said it's hard to leave the house and do things in public, I so felt that. Keep us updated, and thank you for also including some resources..I'm going to check them out! xoxo

[@yangyumhashira579]

I truly hope you get well soon. You deserve to enjoy good things. Do not lose hope

[@sandrajinny292]

I think it’s so good you’re sharing your health journey!! You’re helping so many people who may feel embarrassed about something that is completely normal and should be talked about more casually, lovely vid xx

[@chxrrio]

Paige just motivates me to be better, eat better, have a better mindset. I’m so refreshed after watching her videos

[@emilyschwarz775]

There is nothing to be embarrassed about concerning your stomach issue! I'm sixteen years old and I had a pretty similar thing going on from november 2019 until may 2020. Turns out I only had a virus that was managable with the right medicine. Something that is really important and that i recommend doing is talking about it with friends and family. Even though it may be a kind of weird subject ( I had this issue with my intestine so that was even weirder) you can't let this sit with yourself. Sharing your worries and just plainly talking with someone really does help. There are so many people who have problems like these, I think it shouldn't be so complicated to talk about. Anyways, I wish you the best of luck. I really hope you will be able to manage your new diet and that nothing worse happens! xx

[@livvader]

I'm convinced this video must be a sign for me. Paige, thank you so much for opening up about your gut issues. I've been suffering with gut and bowel problems for over a year now and my doctor said it was likely ibs and due to my anxiety. I relate to every word you say, especially how uncomfortable and low going outside makes you feel due to worrying about your gut. Ever since the year began, i've struggled immensely with going outside and being social due to the fear that my ibs might be triggered. I'm always uncomfortable and am still clueless onto why my gut became like this and what makes it worse. I feel so alone struggling with this and I'm so pleased (words cannot describe) and relieved that I saw this video and finally i know it's not just me going through this everyday. I wish you nothing but good health and i really hope you find someway to heal your gut soon

[@livvader]

To add onto this... some things that have helped me cope with my ibs is herbal supplements like triphala, drinking warm water throughout the day and drinking green tea after all my meals to make me feel less uncomfy and bloated after eating. I hope this might help ! :)

[@blindlybeautiful3586]

I also have IBS. I totally understand what you mean about being and public. I get so anxious now to go out to eat but what helps me is just taking a few bites and waiting to see how my stomach will react. Thanks for sharing I love your channel ❤

[@b1n0rt3]

I’ve been struggling with IBS for the passed 3-4 months now and never knew what the triggers were. I hated going out and eating food because I was so scared and insecure of what could happen and my bloating was so painful some times that I wouldn’t eat anything for a whole day! I found out that it had a lot to do with my spine (got diagnosed with scoliosis) and Ive been seeing a chiropractor for about 5 weeks now and it has honestly helped me so much I feel more free in what I eat - even though I also cut out dairy and red meats - but seeing a chiropractor has helped me a lot with my digestion but I’m still on the road to recovery! Don’t worry Paige you are not alone in this!! 💕

[@gracecho7304]

look book pls! also loving this aesthetic its so calm and refreshing and makes me so motivated to cook and clean and just be productive! ILYY

[@BernSiapno]

Thank you for sharing Paige! You are one of my favorite youtubers. I’ve been having IBS my whole life and I’m 27 but this year has been the worse. I went to the urgent care, ER, and doctors. Taking blood tests after blood tests, x rays and ct scans and they say everything is healthy. They can’t figure out what triggers it. They said I’m lactose intolerant too so I stopped taking dairy products. Then they say I’m constipated (TMI) and there is stool stuck which is weird because I go everyday. My stomach, side, & back hurts cause of the “constipation” so it doesn’t make sense. It makes me upset that I can’t go outside, hangout with family & friends without worrying about my stomach problems, I can’t even do simple work, or even a simple exercise. Or when I do go out I have to go to the restroom ASAP or I have to go home right away. I do feel alone and I feel embarrass. It has affected me mentally, emotionally, and physically but I know I’m stronger than this. ❤️just wanted to share with you and send you good vibes. Love you Paige! We got this 💪

[@naseemx3137]

I love this video, it starts with no intro and not too much talking, plz keep your vlogs that way. Thx.

[@amiram.7741]

I love that you’re always so real and honest. Can’t wait for your next vlog💗

[@gillianjones818]

thank you for sharing what you’ve been going through! i personally don’t know what your going through, but it nice when youtuber’s share their experiences that can be hard to talk about. i hope you find answers soon

[@SparkReliefCounselingServices]

Paige don't worry too much..I have IBD and at first it was difficult to deal with but after some time you get used to having the symptoms and how to control them!

[@AlexisVargas02]

Their rooftop view is so stunning!

[@madz3182]

Ive struggled with IBS issues my whole life I feel your pain! It effects the way I go about my life and my confidence. What you eat and being active is an important factor to how to handle it. Also medication has helped me as well but not entirely of course.

[@jasminel2924]

the view from your room is so beautiful omg

[@alannahenkusens109]

Ive had IBS since i was a kid, honestly taking IBGuard changed my life. Its basically peppermint oil capsules that can be bought cheaper. I used to have flare ups every single day but now I’m able to eat some foods in restaurants. I hope this helps and you are able to figure out what works for you :)

[@miratabaza989]

Please make a styling video!!!! And your recent purchases from your fave stores🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@anisaali2721]

i hope you have a fast and speedy recovery. and whatever is in your system clears fast. allahu yashfiik. Its really healthy to share whats on your mind, so dont feel embarrassed. Communication is healthy . Plus someone might be watching this with similar symptoms and you might help them.

[@keelyfowler]

your videos always make me so calm and relaxed after a stressful day!

[@Liv7672]

Such a good idea for journaling what you eat, I am going to start doing it for my acne problem 😩❤️❤️❤️

[@caseygrindstaff5662]

i have IBS and it took me soooo long to figure out my triggers. I have to do low fodmap, eat more soluble foods instead of insoluble, and to focus on my stress and sugar intake. My most recent flares have been a result of junk and too much sugar :( it literally controls everything i do, from school, to work, to plans. It sucks but you will figure it out!! keep a food and poop diary, thats what i do and that's how i figured out many of my triggers!

[@hadley7330]

i legit love your videos. they're so peaceful and relaxing 🥺

[@Mary-um1ee]

Hey Paige, i love your videos and i been watching for SO long. You really motivate me, and I felt less alone too when you said you have IBS because i struggle with it too for 2 years now. It has affected my eating habits but I hope you feel better and more comfortable :)

[@Princessm2025]

Your vlogs are the best!! And I can totally relate to what you were talking about in the end of the video, you’re so sweet and I hope you find answers to help you ❤️

[@flowerprincess8871]

I just found your channel and I’m binging all of your videos, they’re so calming and nice to watch

[@abigailsoble8502]

I've had similar issues for most of my teen years. After 5 years I've tried decided to pin it down to stress but also I have endometriosis and the 2 are heavily linked. So I recommend looking into the psychological and period side of things x

[@miamoscarusso]

omg your vlogs, your editing its just so perfect

[@FabiolaSuarez]

yes!! I can tell she puts a lot of hard work!

[@alejandraavila650]

the vibes in here are ASTRONOMICAL

[@hollamara]

idk why but this video was so relaxing it made me wanna see the the lil good things in life

[@brooke6298]

i was told recently i have IBS after years of stomach issues. it can feel super isolating and its been so bad for me recently too. after i get a flare up i try doing a meditation bc along w diet, stress can be a trigger!! hope you feel better

[@lolawolf1258]

that's so crazy, im having the same issues and have my gastro appt on thursday and im so excited because, these issues have gotten soooo much worse over time. likeee not being able to eat hardly anything without having to go to the bathroom alsmost immediately after eating. I am so glad that you talked about this because hunnny I was definitely feeling alone and grossed out with myself for a while

[@lolawolf1258]

Elena Bondarenco 🥺💕

[@angelaartini8433]

your editing girl >>>>>>>>>>

[@ivonawhite1579]

omg ur making me wanna move to nyc!!! this music, intro, and ur voice. so calming

[@teresabown2724]

Try having greek yogurt. It is very soothing for your stomach. Also, mix in 1 tablespoon of ground flaxseed. That will regulate you. Good luck!

[@amiyaturner924]

The intro was so calming!!! Love it

[@kylhng]

Your videos are so calming to watch, I always get so excited when you post :)

[@nikolinamiletic3038]

Omg i really missed these New York vlogs 💕

[@FabiolaSuarez]

SAME!! I love NYC! I went back in december and it was amazing!

[@amazing890098]

thank you so much for opening up about your health issues 💕 i have similar issues and im about to go to the doctor to see what's up and im really nervous!! and i feel the same im so embarrassed about it 💕 love u!!

[@mabsbaby8182]

id loveeee to see a lookbook fashion definitely makes me feel alive and like life is normal right now!

[@hasp3273]

This video just made my whole day! Also the food you made was beautiful!!!

[@nidhikamble9317]

Purla just out here being her most aesthetic self and we love it💖

[@snigdha727]

The first song that played is so cute :')

[@lexijames4468]

LITERALLY MEEE. thank you for speaking on your stomach issues because I've felt alone many times.

[@kalihoneywood]

The view from their apartment is absolutely gorgeous! I just want to live in NYC already 😫!!

[@yourstrulykennedy]

my sunday morning just got better 🥰

[@FabiolaSuarez]

yes!!! mine as well! haha

[@lilyineurope8060]

I love your room and aesthetic so much! always enjoy watching your videos

[@halimekrali4671]

I definitely want to see more fashion videos , i was living for your OOTW videos back then :)

[@naylaregina_]

thank you so much for talking about IBS i now don't feel so alone. also your hair looked so good throughout the video couldn't help but notice haha

[@ray_abrown]

paige i love your videos so much they are so simple and realistic and always put me in a great mood for the rest of the day!

[@SpaGurl85]

Food diary helped me narrow down foods that would cause a flare up. Good luck!

[@francescacaputo4834]

swear to god your videos make me fall in love with nyc even more

[@jadab.d1487]

I have similar issues as you but it’s UC (ulcers)!! I gotten the diagnosis last summer and it was honestly a whole change in routine. The flare ups are most food intolerances but it eventually gets better:D It’s so nice having watching your videos and you being so open about it.

[@likhithaeradala9568]

omg, every time I try to watch her vlogs early, but somehow I end up watching them after at least 15 mins. I'm so happy that I got the notification this time. yayyyyyyyyy

[@camillewalters9521]

her outfit at 5:22 was so cute

[@amulyagunnu8363]

My daily 5:00 Paige videos while having some tea Such a peaceful vibe:):)

[@natalieibarra5934]

Don’t ever forget that you’re so pretty!

[@MaddieCassidy]

ahhh such a cozy vlog, paige -- i love the way you edit your videos 🖤

[@Asshlaay1]

I’ve been rid of my IBS symptoms for months now (i know i didnt think id ever be able to say that) so I want to share what worked for me: 1. Eat until ur 80% full instead of 100% 2. Dont drink anything while eating a meal 3. Drink aloe vera smoothies (u can add fruits) first thing in the morning 4. Take a probiotic that specializes in guy health 5. Get an endoscopy!! There can be an underlying problem (i had an ulcer) 6. STOP EATING FRIED AND SPICY FOODS trust me! 7. Try to remain positive. I was really negative when i was having my IBS symptoms because i thought they would never go away and i got anxiety bc of it. I believe we can all feel better, we just have to remain positive

[@msshaneikajamora]

When you’re sitting talking, I can’t stop staring at you you’re so prettu ❤️🥺

[@aprilramos6512]

I had it on Valentine’s Day and lasted until this month but the way I got rid of eat is by eating lots of pho and bone broth! I hope that helps and eating oatmeal helps