paramore - i caught myself (Hamburg Stadtpark 03.07.17)

[@rosekennedy8397]

You can see the exact moment she starts to really think about the lyrics and starts to cry. Her pain over the split is so palpable.

[@ITSMERlVER]

Rose Kennedy is it after the headbanging?

[@cynthiaindah5880]

ITSMENIKKl I think it's when she started singing slow part of "But I know in my heart is not you", then she looked away at 2:40.

[@mikasela7018]

@punkrockvids maybe she's crying cause she's just divorced her husband??? Idk. You fucking asshole

[@mikasela7018]

@punkrockvids you're literally the biggest asshole I've seen in a while. Her art is her emotional outlet. If she wants to write love songs, she'll write love songs. No one is forcing you to listen to them or to see this video. And what the fuck does anything you wrote have to do with how much money she made off the song? All in all, nobody even asked for your neanderthal opinion, so you might wanna go back to shutting your mouth because literally NOBODY gives a shit. I'm sure your life is so awesome that what you do is go around and spread hate on people for nothing. Have a shit life, mate

[@diamk8197]

punkrockvids she wrote this song long before they even married lol it was never even about him, it was for the Twilight movies. It took on a new meaning when she divorced his cheating ass (with a friend of hers, no less). That’s why she’s crying. If anyone “escaped,” it was her.

[@brodieholroyd9354]

Baring in mind, this performance was a day after hayley and chad announced that they split. I went to this concert and it was genuinely one of the saddest things when they did "still into you".

[@jeffpearsall32]

Is that on KZbin somewhere?

[@brodieholroyd9354]

i’m not sure, i’ll have a look :)

[@TheLegitKiwi]

put this down as my favorite performance of hers ever. the vocals, the silhouette, the outfit, the movements. the emotion. absolute perfection.

[@celiawesome]

asava17 I was there in the second row and it was magical.

[@yelyaah9741]

@@celiawesome omg youre so lucky

[@PanzerChicken69]

You do realise its sung false and she has a cameltoe, right?

[@zidanezizu4873]

Yeah , she's hellishly cute

[@tonyjones8623]

Your high

[@lauren3918]

She was all smiley and everything was all good and then bOOM TEARS

[@Laura-qe8df]

hehe nice name and picture

[@diegocardcaptor]

BEST performance of this song so far!!!!!!

[@shibuyita]

Diego Quaresma I FUCKING LOVE IT

[@miadiaz8941]

this one and the one in Nashville during the bne era in 2009

[@xribeirolarissax]

!!!

[@AlexiaGomezMusic]

as a life long fan it hurts to see that she was hurting but its nice to see zachs big smile behind her as she pours her heart out. and taylor by her side. I feel like she will be okay with them

[@AlexiaGomezMusic]

I cried watching this, the way she shows her heart. 💔

[@LEE-hf1fc]

This comment aged well knowing Taylor was there for her from the very beginning, now he's there as his lover : )

[@hfjireh]

@@LEE-hf1fc aged like fine wine

[@uinav7726]

It's just so fucking sad how Hayley wrote "The Only Exception" for Chad, a song about not believing in love except for that one single person, and Chad just cheated on her...

[@ericromero7110]

ui nav well what do you excpect with a name like chad

[@allisonwarren8887]

He did???? I’ve been wondering why they broke up

[@scullyscatheter8957]

we don't know why they broke up, the rumor is he cheated but no one actually knows

[@issaphae9659]

yeah, but it is extremely weird that they were dating for like 9 years, then like one year into their marraige it all fell apart. Also, Hayley seems particularly devastated - something has to have happened.

[@dpedrosoliano]

his loss. hayley is amazing in million ways

[@IamCceeLL]

This song has always been heavily emotional specially on that last chorus, but it's twice as heavy on this performance, I can really feel that pain of hers.

[@tabularasaconfirmed]

Seeing her perform this now is completely different. Back in 2017 it was sad now she just rocks out to it. That’s what a HEALTHY, LOVING relationship does to you.

[@KatAndTheMat]

this was such a powerful performance; she starts out happy and carefree and then like around 2:45 you can just see the light zap out of her eyes for a split second as she really starts to feel the lyrics and then explodes into the rest of the song and just WOW what an emotional rollercoaster

[@mEtAlMaNiAc787]

it's crazy she's sung this a million times and it still makes her feel something!!

[@kingofrunescapepking]

The announcement that she and Chad were divorcing was definitely weighing on her at the time

[@Fredlyy]

This is the most important paramore video of all time

[@dexterjudepalacpac308]

she's crying while singing the last chorus. i can feel her pain while singing. She's singing her heart out after splitting with chad.

[@TheAstronomyFloyd]

Dexter Jude Palacpac she shouldn't feel guilty about him being a dirty judas, she's better than that and she's better than him, she doesn't need someone like that in her life

[@esmeraldaflores3987]

Dexter Jude Palacpac I know I feel her pain, when I saw this I wanted to cry too.😢

[@LetsStopThisSong]

pylang her eyes were watering

[@979Andy]

Dexter Jude Palacpac who would cheat on such beauty!!!! :0

[@gabyelizondo90]

pylang idk, maybe they mean like in the verge of crying ?

[@vanessam4529]

that “don’t know what I want.. but I know it’s not you” would make anyone cry after singing it

[@vanessam4529]

“keep pushing and pulling me down when I know in my heart it’s not you.” FUCK

[@vanessam4529]

this is a fuck chad post fuck chad!

[@marcelo98hv]

Finally a performance that feels like her first performance, she brought all those feelings backs just like in the past, Incredible performance¡

[@cestlavi]

Oh my heart. I have been there and the whole perfomance had me so shook. I could really feel her passion throughout the song just watch her expressions her movements. You can see it in her face. Bare emotion, felt like I could almost touch it . It was just incredible.

[@brunoriot22]

there's so much feel in this perfomance

[@josefinebliss2801]

Damn her voice never ceases to amaze me love her stage presence too

[@kylakat13]

I hate to see her heart break.

[@MikassaAckermann]

kylakat13 fIGHT ME

[@shan-tx7lo]

DID YOU JUST

[@vloggy6134]

kylakat13 oh no, you didn't

[@anniewelch7917]

I hate to see her eyes get darker as they close but I’ve been there before 😁😂

[@milesisokay]

"iS ThAT alLOwEd?!"

[@user-ib1is7ny7r]

I remember how sad I was to see her like this back in 2017 and now look at her! glad she’s happy now, you can tell she’s come alive once again.

[@chloewheeler5831]

Yesss!! T & Paramore literally saved her. 🥹❤️‍🩹🙌🏽

[@danserprc]

she looks like an angel!

[@simplymelody7381]

Daniela Serna she is an angel

[@alvinnn0301]

u too

[@SammyEddie]

Not sure what your heaven looks like, but that doesn’t look like an angel imo.

[@andreTVist]

@@SammyEddie why you have to ruin everything?

[@SammyEddie]

Andrea Oceda:3 so your vision of an angel is a gyrating motioned being? My vision is smooth transitions.

[@siluor]

Everything about this performance is beautiful. Hayley,her voice,her outfit, the band and how awesome they played the instruments and ofcourse her emotions

[@dead.edmobilelegends4144]

damn, you can really feel her emotions this is sad and beautiful at the same time :')

[@ilynd]

:')

[@Dauntra]

Shoutout to whoever shot this video, did a great job trying to include as many band members in the frame as possible and not just focus on Haley. Taylor didn't help tho, standing all the way on the other side of the stage XD

[@simbantje]

badllama 17 thank you ❤

[@bluvillage]

I love it when emotion takes over a performance it is so much prettier and soulful

[@Zdarlighted]

11 years ago I was 18 and was going through a horrible break up. I remembered how this song helped me through those times, listening to this song every single day for that whole year. This song is so precious to me. I hope I get to see them play this song live one day.

[@saiyanleague653]

She’s been consistent for her entire career, such An amazing performer, a living legend

[@alejandrozamora9021]

2:35 Here we can see how Hayley starts to feel the lyrics and starts to cry. This is the reason why I love Paramore.

[@gaiaorigin9569]

The look on her face after the song is finished... she really put all her emotions into that one

[@shibuyita]

She's flawless and the band . Long Live to Paramore :)

[@dpedrosoliano]

been waiting for a live since 2008. most underrated paramore song. solid band. and my heart sank at 2:43 hayley's teary eyes.

[@williamprice1917]

Protect Hayley at all costs, she’s an angel!

[@folasko5120]

I remember a quote of her saying that Paramore's music is a gift to their fans... I can feel that just watching them perform in a youtube video. Thank you for your music. ♥ ♥ ♥

[@sowa707]

This makes me cry we're there for you Hayley Love you

[@SraeSirena]

3:11 I got major goosebumps...so much emotion in this performance...love Hayley❤

[@maferleon7734]

This song is in Hayley's top 5

[@reon-larth]

For a reason actually, this song is perfection

[@warpedsavage1317]

those pants tho

[@johnlemon273]

ikr

[@parasetamol8203]

@MrGriff305 fucking freak

[@ChadSextoid1]

@@parasetamol8203 total freak 😵

[@riland2009]

Pussy cat brou 😜

[@allstr8peopledeservetodie10]

backtothefuture1066 lmfao its just sad honestly.

[@bielsonline1861]

by far this is the best performance of this song, her pain after breakup with chad still visible

[@Lexi-hx1mf]

this video gets me every time,, i can’t watch this without getting emotional, it’s so good and touching and just w o w

[@lightthatsmoke]

This was one of the best concerts I've ever been to and I miss it so much :( thank you for this HQ version!!

[@cjripley32]

The emotion she communicates through the music is unreal. Also, she looks like a Barbie doll haha

[@folasko5120]

Superb vocals. When she hit the highest note in the song toward the end It gave me goosebumps.

[@betulcakr3193]

I can't finish my day without watching this live, THANKS FOR SHARING 💙

[@jenniferishida9771]

Hayley and Taylor finally revealed that are dating and I’m so happy! Coming back here, watching as Hayley tries to get herself together throughout this performance, while holding back her tears made me realize that she’s come such a long way. I wish nothing but happiness for them ♥️

[@oliviabourne2888]

one of the best paramore performances🚫🧢

[@alexdamaceno]

Thank you for this. I've listened to this song so many times, been to two Paramore concerts, but they never played it.

[@simbantje]

😳😢 that's very sad. I love this song so much, I would be sad too, if they had not play it.

[@whatev0088]

LOok at her hair, her makeup, her shirt, her PANTS!!!! One of my fav outfits EVER AHHH she sounds great 2:15 woW

[@sotoszogos]

me too

[@Disn3yNia]

She’s literally so adorable

[@daniellesykes5489]

If you watch closely you can see the exact moment her mood changes :(

[@cosmicspacebub5978]

This song and this specific performance hits different when you’re going through heartbreak. Especially over unrequited love

[@merkules2001]

I don't want to see her in pain. But I would like for her to write more about it.

[@culbycove4963]

merkules2001 I feel like 'forgivenesses' and 'pool' are both about her relationship with Chad.

[@merkules2001]

Culby Cove They are for sure. 26 too. We don't know they're relationship. Maybe she got cold to him.

[@Lari1997]

nope only tell me how is about jeremy, 26 is inspired by her depression but of course that couldve been caused by chad...

[@otaylorgoulart]

WELL THERE WE GO MY MAN

[@Tailik]

This aged well

[@emmav8726]

I didn't know she split with Chad until I read the comments, so thank you everyone.... and awh Hayley :( Still a flawless performance none-the-less.

[@chenadens]

Emma V what happened between her and Chad?

[@carysrose8590]

Chelsa Natalia Denis They divorced earlier last year.

[@chenadens]

Carys rose do u know why?

[@xteammatex]

Chelsa Natalia Denis from I heard from rumors....Chad cheating on her

[@crlaj1]

one of my favorite paramore performances

[@karlafriis6737]

I were there! It was an amazing concert, I really loved it!

[@annikamarie6147]

favorite video on the internet

[@turtlesflysouth.-8626]

I always come back just to watch this video ❤

[@dustinsmith2021]

Thanks for the awesome close up, dude. Really good footage excellent sound. Great work

[@amandacatherine7732]

Thank you so much for this video. I watch it every time i get on KZbin. So much emotion 🥺

[@tcoker0416]

The pain and sadness she puts out in this is heart wrenching. Such a strong and admirable woman.

[@edwinalexandercastromendoz5720]

It's not easy for her, she got so much talent to keep singing while she is getting throw all this shit life- I know cause now i can't even think and i think my life is easier than her. e.e

[@javierherrera8782]

She is fucking rich. Believe me, her life is better and easier than most of us.

[@RusyaidiDzulkifli]

@@javierherrera8782 chester Bennington was rich, so how come he didn't live so easily?

[@javierherrera8782]

@Sabhyata Singh yes, I don't think most of the world's population know what it is like to be bloody rich.

[@parasetamol8203]

@@javierherrera8782 money is not everything, stop acting like your life is worst than anyone. everyone has their problems, not just you, and money definitely don't solve them EDIT: also, she's not THAT rich, and if money is what bothers you then you should look up for other people that are WAAAY more rich and go throw shit on them cause probably they ACTUALLY deserve it

[@javierherrera8782]

@@parasetamol8203 so, being poor doesn't make life more difficulty and being rich doesn't make it easier? Hahaha you must be fucking kidding

[@giuliomazzocco]

Thanks to whoever made this high quality video!!

[@simbantje]

Giulio Mazzocco Thanx 😍 that was me 😁

[@ImSoLament]

I remember Hayley mentioning in an interview that around 2008, she had a journal and read that she used to be confused during that time so that's probably where this song stemmed from. I can only imagine if the meaning was similar to then than now.

[@antxsocialgirl6580]

ImSoLament yeee but this song was written for the twilight soundtrack

[@kleinsbottle]

antxsocialgirl just because it was in the movie it doesn’t mean that she didn’t draw in her personal experiences

[@edsongarcia7720]

can't watch this without crying

[@thaycout709]

the best performance of I caught myself

[@quackbiology]

this may be the best live version of this song

[@jaykay5086]

she bangs the cymbals with her hair at 1:49

[@SrtaNaNa]

2019 and i still here

[@paratalamore]

Why am I always crying everytime I watch this 😢💔

[@reginageorgia2047]

If one can describe what an angel looks like, Hayley would be the closest to it.. so sad..

[@villanelle1725]

god i love this band so much

[@rudimerta]

First time i see this band is in 2009 and still love them now

[@mariahslama7752]

back when covid wasn't a thing and we could go experience this beautiful moment in person and without face masks :(

[@robin-38-]

I generally listen to death metal and stuff but her voices is kind of attractive. I like it

[@belitaxoxo]

I have no one in my life that I can feel this way about but I’m still crying

[@mattyv1432]

this performance sounds better than the studio recording

[@oliviabourne2888]

i’m not crying u are

[@amazinganto9581]

Best performance of this song

[@googlegoogle8862]

They need to write more songs like this.

[@urghostfren]

this song always has me in my feels.

[@dancingonmy0wn]

i always love this song!!!! im happy that it means a lot to Hayley too. :')

[@zerolucksgivenzeroluckstak1763]

this is by far the best live version ~ 2:48 best part ~

[@Makisglass]

thnks u sooo much for recorginf THIS

[@evelynalvarez8963]

I met Chad at warped tour. He seemed really nice...looking back...Jeeze I wish i could have slapped him for breaking Hayley's heart.

[@44mory]

She is so beautiful on the inside and also easy on the eyes..

[@marianaladeiraalves]

Melhor ao vivo dessa música E que música, meus senhores 💥

[@yagmi6182]

its so sad to see her cry but it was bound to happen shes been keeping it everything in and not had time to process it with touring must suck

[@matthewlewis9996]

Videos 2yrs old and I'm just now hearing this band. I guess they never made it

[@axlh.1827]

God, she’s such a beautiful woman

[@Moonchild99.]

She is so beautiful here

[@ndowroccus4168]

She makes my heart fly. 💕🍀 Love Haley

[@Xion0199]

Verla llorar me rompió el corazón, de verdad.

[@blackbeard0074]

The dance she does in the beginning is so bomb

[@kat-xz9nf]

ohhh man her facial expression at the end speaks to me on an emotional level

[@nicaraguavangalo5805]

Y no me canso de ver este video excelente

[@tylinascoville1576]

Zac Farro is so great. You really get a chance to appreciate him in this video 👌🏽

[@RocketCr_YT]

She is so beautiful ❤❤❤

[@mundosurrealbrasil]

Essa mulher só arrasa

[@urghostfren]

better than the studio recording.

[@maarieee]

Este performance siempre va a romper mi corazón.

[@r0mssik812]

X2 unu

[@oranjjjggg]

Hayley has gotten more attractive as she’s aged

[@violetlunna]

@Sabhyata Singh but what is crazy is that she looks EXACTLY the same but with white hair, lol