Past Life & Spiritual Connections, Why it's a Challenge to Handle - yet also Intensely Passionate

I have created this video and a few more at the request of my subscribers from my other channel 'Asnointia Their Feelings Channeled Tarot'. Through past life readings that I do for my clients I have experienced and learnt a lot about spiritual connections as well as their hidden feelings through various scenarios in their love lives. Even though one may not say it, I can feel it and express it as many of you already know on my other channel.
It has been a blessed journey so far and I wish to share this knowledge with everyone so that we can understand more about relationships, spiritual love, even The Almighty.
I appreciate your continued support and encouragement having been so praised by my subscribers I was compelled to focus on my voice which I hope is comforting as many of you have commented before. So much love to all of you and all who are new here to this channel!
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[@bianca8822]

I’m in the nail salon crying. It all makes sense now. So grateful that you started this channel.

[@asnointiaaudio]

Thank you so much❤️ stay strong and stay safe❤️

[@gkrajanikanth7455]

Absolutely beautiful your Audio...I met a Girl in 2020 we are in 3 years in relationship. Truly i felt that she is my Soulmate n Past life person . When I talk to her my Soul feels Happy and intense. I felt her Sexual Vibes from the day one. She is my WIFE in my Past life, I understand.. Now She got married someone in 2022. Thnx u bye yea. 🌹🥇🌷❤️

[@amandagrogen5153]

My husband introduced me to his friend and we just looked at each other and it was like a shock to my soul. We knew each other and we love each other. For no reason..the connection is just the it's intense. It's beautiful but it hurts because I'm married to a great guy 😭😭😭

[@nosiphomqaqa21]

Same here.

[@user-tc4og6xi1v]

Giiiiiiirl stop you just want out of your marriage

[@patriziaperez4536]

It does happen. Past life… the same has happened to me. I am single and he is married ( newlyweds) he keep saying where was I before he got married. I know he does not want to break her heart. Maybe next life time❤

[@jayjay1443]

It does happen. I met my soul mate who was my best friend who has passed on. I have someone else that I have a spiritual connection with that I am lovers and best friends with.... We both feel the spiritual connection but I am not single. I don't want out of my family, but I still am in love with the man that I feel a deep spiritual connection. The intensity makes you wanna run

[@amandagrogen5153]

@@jayjay1443 yes you are right about that. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy like my mind is here but my soul is off somewhere.. I am really feeling intense again

[@ShivaGhafoorian]

I have an experience as you said. It is very strange. I finished the relationship but can’t forget him and he is in my mind all the time.

[@naleenmattadeen3811]

This is so crazy this made me cry . Because I couldn't explain or figure out what this connection was. Couldn't tell anyone about it because they would think I'm crazy

[@duchessofpotatoland]

I came right after watching my signs' reading. Immediately subscribed and turned the bell on too. And you put out 9 videos all at once. Thank you very much, bless your beautiful soul. 🕊️

[@asnointiaaudio]

Thank you for your continued support I truly appreciate it! Stay safe and blessed🙏🏼

[@kateclory4803]

exactly what i did,I did the same,thank you so much.

[@kateclory4803]

@@asnointiaaudio i swear I'm counting on my fingers to listen to your reading,and you are truly gift from god for us

[@asnointiaaudio]

@@kateclory4803 Thank you for your kind words!

[@asnointiaaudio]

@@kateclory4803 You are most welcome!

[@liezlslayague7392]

This is my story and it's still unfolding... Now I understand the experience that I went through...

[@debraharlow1143]

Thank you! This was most helpful! 🌷

[@myacharley7046]

Same here. I feel myself becoming awakened and look for answers when I start feeling confused when I go through certain situations. I love how you explain things, it helps me understand what I'm going through and how to deal with them. Thank you so much for your help and guidance, it is deeply appreciated.

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome!

[@bobbieburton6174]

Hello First timer, last yr in mid May, A Video Came On My Utube Feed, and A city Council meeting pre-taped, And A Councilman was Talking, that instant my Spirit was awakened, so I kept watching bc it was interesting.then started having deep feeling, I tried fighting it off. Well ;next I became full-blown in love. And I never met him before he lived in another state away, speeding up to now, a news report says he passed away 2 days ago, 😢im very heart broken. Tky I really needed hear this.💯

[@asnointiaaudio]

Thanks for sharing. Stay strong 💕✨️

[@xkayla5x]

I’m feeling this now, the electricity the passion and obsession the feeling like I know him. He’s married but separated and can’t leave the home and his wife and son. I know I need to end this but I can’t we are so connected. Maybe there is a lesson here for me. It’s so painful that we can’t be together.

[@heathervanderploeg5943]

This is beautiful and confirms everything I feel in my heart & soul. Thank you 💕

[@stevenpates3791]

This is really interesting babe, thanks for you knowledge n experience on this confusing subject as it's sooo intense when you mean one of your soulmates xxx

[@rozalijaradlovic8511]

I have always been interested in past life so that is why this was wonderful for me

[@Darkwave1965]

Everything you said resonates with me. Thank you for the clarity.:)

[@rozalijaradlovic8511]

Wow this is the first time I heard your audio recording, and I am fascinated by this. I have learned so much. God bless you

[@mickaleahendricks7125]

Love you for this enlightenment. God bless you and as always keep you in his Devine loving hands.

[@nissrukam6563]

Your the first Person i can Listen to about these topics. And your voice is also very nice to Listen, too.

[@asnointiaaudio]

Thank you so much 🙏❤️

[@mellieaqua6954]

Thank you so much for sharing your gift with us all darl ❤

[@kevinwaltonofficial]

Brilliant! Looking forward to hearing you speak more on this subject and the variations associated.❤

[@shazam6122]

Thank you Asnointia! Love this new channel and topics. 🙏🏽🌟

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome! Thank you so much Mario❤️

[@raewynnorman345]

But but but this twin flame connection that I am experiencing was given to me as a download overnight from the Divine, once he knew I had let my wall down after being single for 8 years and I woke up having such intense feelings of love towards this work colleague as well as being very magnetically drawn to this person. I am more advanced spiritually than my twin but what cut me up! was that he picked a karmic over me and abandoned me and broke my heart. To this day we are still apart and I am trying to move on with my life and asked the divine to give me another soul mate.

[@manuelramos633]

Made me cry, happy tears 🎉 thank you for sharing your love ❤

[@cabanagirl929]

I got a Past life reading from you and it was wonderful explained so much, At least why i was acting Like a crazy person!! Meeting him literally ignited my soul! Had any of this came up in conversation prior to meeting him I never would have believed in it. I'm pretty logical and sometimes on he fence about things I cannot physically See or Touch. After this I KNOW ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE! It was insanity how I would be standing next to him and there was electricity like a shock but it didn't hurt that zoomed between us. My body would physically vibrate being close to him. I have dated many people and have known a ton of others in my life and I have NEVER felt anything like this. I'm sorry it still blows my mind! He's my Karmic partner That asked to be with me again in this life for love. But because of MY bad behavior in our past life, I have been paying my karmic debt. Which if i understood correctly i am paid up at least from that situation. It's been 2 years and no matter what happens good or toxic we cannot quit each other. He is my person. We are not actually in a relationship together, Right now we are focusing on building our foundation starting with our friendship.I personally think if you can get a past life reading on yourself and your person. It will help ease the chaos in your mind from trying to find the reason! I am a Libra Sun and i really needed it to make sense in my mind. I don't have it all figured out or do i know whats going to, I am satisfied with my understanding of the "WHY" this - he happened! It's been a beautiful nightmare! THANK YOU for the wonderful information!

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome! Thank you so much for sharing❤️ I am glad the past life reading was helpful🙏

[@skegsx8975]

@@asnointiaaudio Hi, how do i apply for a personal reading from you? Thank you

[@asnointiaaudio]

@@skegsx8975 www.asnointia.com

[@user-xc6cc3qj8y]

That was very informative, explains a lot. Felt the sweetest overwhelming pain I have ever felt for anyone. Thank you,❤ so glad I found you.💜

[@user-km5jk8nz2r]

Oh my god! This helped me so much, thank you thank you thank you!!!!

[@Ed-vx9yb]

You are very helpful in understanding this mystery.

[@giamariesantiago5998]

Si very interesting 🙌🏻. I had totally felt the connection in the exact way you described

[@asnointiaaudio]

Thank you!

[@jessetrevino5514]

Wow this was very informative.

[@francescocalemma]

Absolutely great and clear explanation 🙏 look forward to more

[@asnointiaaudio]

🥰❤

[@sarinaj72]

I’m certain that my long distance person is from my past life. We’ve been talking online for a year now and still obsessed with each other. I cannot stop thinking about him, like you mentioned it was fast and passionate then it slowed down and then it became intense and passionate again whenever our energies take breaks. It’s crazy, our bodies are not together but the pleasures feel real. Thank you, I love your readings and now this channel ❤️

[@jmcattpisanodance6295]

I AM So grateful for this reading!!!🙏🏼… perfect alignment with what I am experiencing. One of the challenges in moving through this divine experience is the limitations I have been being able to talk about it to any of my three closest girlfriends. I’m one hand the feeling is so intense so beautiful so natural that I want to just share my joy and understanding of what’s going on in a way that my friends could have a conversation with me in return. I’m slowly recognizing that the experience is so deeply spiritual and personal between this gentleman and myself it may be nearly impossible for my girlfriends to be able to relate to me. I had met this beautiful being one evening when I simply went out with my daughter for some dinner in a lovely restaurant. As we were leaving this gentleman stepped up and wanted to introduce himself… two days later I return to the same restaurant to enjoy an evening dancing with a friends R&B band. As I approached the dance floor for my second dance I turn to my left and this gentleman was standing on the edge of the dance floor looking at me… Like an angel, I simply floated towards him he took my hand we went to the dance floor and within five minutes on the dance floor where we were dancing as though we have known each other for 100 years…I joyfully recall putting my hands up on the side of my head and say what in the world is happening right now. The depth of feeling I immediately felt ask me to know that the tune of enlightenment was ignited. As you mentioned, what followed was so intense and so powerful exactly as you had explained it that two years ago we parted. This past June 18 I went to that restaurant again for the first time for dinner to celebrate my son‘s birthday… As I turned and looked at the dance floor, James was standing there in the exact place looking at me as he had done the very moment I first experienced him many years before…. I walked over to the dance floor and my dad were removed onto the dance floor and it was as though no time had passed though I knew that there was a spiritual growth that it happened during the two years for us both… And now in a very slow moving connection we are moving forward, with the energy of joy and peace and patience in the hopefulness of a really nice emotionally deep and authentic relationship. Thank you again for this moment of having connected with you here on your audio… I love your tarot readings very very much as well. It would be beautiful to have a one on one reading with you. 🙏🏼❤️🧚🏽‍♂️

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome. Thank you for sharing and thank you for your kind words❤️ If you are interested in a reading, please email me at [e-mail]🙏

[@larlarberlin1089]

Wow, It enlightens me thank you for sharing this and is so helpful🙏❤️

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome. I am glad this video was helpful❤️

[@summermoon3369]

Beautiful you shed some light on things that I wanted to know about the twinflame connection and why it is so intense interesting. I eventually will get a past life twinflame reading from you. Thank you, you are truly gifted.😊🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome. Thank you so much for your kind words💞

[@womanhoodisnotacostume7648]

Oh my God, my jaw dropped at the very end... Thank you for the insights ❤️ And for all the souls who going through a tough time right now, please be patient and love yourself first. Sending positive vibes, and prayers for a peaceful loving reunion. God bless you all 🙏

[@asnointiaaudio]

Thank you 🙏🏼

[@filorossosalate5062]

I don't have nobody to understand all this pain..I just wake up dress up and live up ..can't do nothing ..but feeling like a chiuaua in front of a Pitbull ..are u afraid no are u no. ..yes I am terribly afraid that I have to live without him... . .

[@womanhoodisnotacostume7648]

@@filorossosalate5062 just pray when you about to lose your faith and be strong. If this is what takes for you both become stronger together, then whatever you're going through right now is well worth it. I'm trying to take one day at a time, sometimes one hour at a time or one minute at a time, it will be worth it. Sending love to you ❤️

[@mariella_abela777]

Thank you for this xxxx

[@asnointiaaudio]

You’re very welcome!

[@02WhiteEagle]

Well that explains everything I have been experiencing, yes this love is very Intense. He is on my mind 24-7.

[@Kelvincarson]

This was very helpful thank you!

[@marthajgarcia1088]

Yes you did it 😊 I believe in you❤️

[@asnointiaaudio]

😘🙏🏼 thanks darling!

[@kissoonramesar7404]

Beautiful reading i love it and yes it help a lot

[@asnointiaaudio]

Glad to know 😉

[@phouiphonesavanh3120]

Thank you so much for sharing this beautiful massage. So amazing reading 📚 😍 ❤️ ..

[@DIANA-mz7sm]

Omg…. This was so informative. I definitely know I’m dealing with this in my life now🥺TY so much🙏🏼💖

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome! I am glad this video was helpful!

[@DIANA-mz7sm]

@@asnointiaaudio I’m planning on a purchasing past life reading from you! ☺️

[@rubyanaya126]

Thank You 💕

[@wenchedamsleth1346]

❤ Thank you so much

[@ChaiTogether]

Yes it was helpful and clear 😊

[@montenorton7688]

I love this, thank you..I could sure use a past life reading/ regression

[@mypersonalaccount1089]

Very comforting to hear this ☺️

[@asnointiaaudio]

Thank you!

[@lottekann]

That eyecontact i have felt 2 times, very speciel moment. Thanks

[@ronitshefi1]

Beautiful explanation!

[@SuperBurger29]

Thanks for the enlightenment, very clear explanation.

[@asnointiaaudio]

Thank you!!💞

[@sherrichapman-simpson6973]

Thank you! 🥰💖🥰

[@charlescollins772]

Yes This Was Very Helpful

[@asnointiaaudio]

Glad it helped!

[@elainej9942]

Thank you this is exactly how it is. 😊

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome🥰

[@mamtasiliguri]

Omg!!! I finished reading my Gemini reading and came to subscribe to your new audio channel!! Your voice is so comforting and every thing you've said has resonated with me. Thank you for this past life insight. I'm going through a similar situation, been married for 8 years but suddenly things have changed. I really want to get a past life reading from you so it'll help me get some clarity. Thank you so much!! God bless and trust you're feeling better now!!

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome. Thank you for your kind words! If you are interested in a past life reading, please email me at [e-mail]!

[@mamtasiliguri]

Thank you 😊

[@vernabaranda5145]

This is very enlightening. I do know some of the topics you mentioned cause I encountered a person who I felt was my soulmate. Thanks for sharing. You're very good.

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome! Thank you so much!

[@devannaidoo8176]

Namaste. Thank you for sharing. I've met and been with my twin flame. It has been many years of separation since. Hopefully in the near future we shall reunite. Not a day goes by without me thinking of her. Unconditional love has no bounds.

[@asnointiaaudio]

Thank you for sharing ✨️💕

[@selenavillarreal9951]

Beautiful connections love it keep doing more

[@asnointiaaudio]

Thank you!!

[@filorossosalate5062]

Real love its so heavy to handle for some souls thus true..God knows best why happens ..that all that love you rely through eternity..

[@LibraLove1717-us8qp]

I met a person about 4 years ago that was a different race/color, etc. After a while maybe a few months later we begin casually talking everyday and his eyes looked so familiar to me. I couldn't get past it and tried to make sense of it. We triggered each other terribly but I had very intense passionate love for him. We never engaged sexually but the feelings we had was mutual. He left without a word. I was devastated by this. I did start the healing process and waited for this person for the last two years. We were both married to others at the time and led similar lives!🤯. I finally moved on just this year and asked for my twinflame or someone better. I really felt this person was my twinflame in which I'd never heard of twinflames until we had our initial parting!! Anywho FF 2021 I met another person via social media. He told me he recognized me through my eyes and that he loved me instantly and didn't understand why? He too was a different race/color and but this time a different language & different country as well not to mention a huge age gap between us of 19 years. I'm the oldest! I was guarded because I didn't believe he loved me so quickly!! About a week or two later, out of the blue, I started having intense heart palpitations and anxiety linked to this person. I couldn't control it! I began missing him so badly just after a couple of weeks!! During that episode he texted me! 🤯We're still communicating but separated by an Ocean and thousands of miles apart. It's quite a long story. Somehow we are indeed spiritually connected! He were the one who mentioned us having a spiritual connection earlier. There's also passionate love feelings present as well!

[@ItsAscariJay]

Kind of Similar to what I’m going through right now

[@Mzislandqueen1025]

This was extremely helpful. Now I understand what me and my Aquarius man are going through. We did have to separate because of the intensity of the connection but are back together and taking it slow. Thank you so much. This explains a lot.

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome!

[@SpiritualGoddess69]

Very interesting….I was manifesting a Soulmate and what source brought me was a friend I have known for 11 years. The intimacy is off the charts, and we are currently in separation. I am very spiritual, but I find him to be my Twin Flame. Not sure where this will end up, but I closed that door because he has shadow work to do on himself from childhood and from prior relationships. I am back again manifesting a Soulmate, but the synchronicities keep going back to “him.”

[@londonkristian777]

Same here !!!

[@benjatheninja3113]

Quit playing God

[@sandyjaniegallardo15]

Wow, that explains a lot✌thanks✌

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome💕

[@lostinsky6446]

Thank you universe ❤

[@malindateal14]

Excellent work !!

[@asnointiaaudio]

Thanks a lot! ☺️

[@robertahogan9922]

Awesome and amazing blessings for my soul. It's my story. I have been attacked by witch craft in 2 marriages

[@geovanna.212]

Ok I need this reading !

[@odetteoraha1878]

Thank you that taught me a lot about twinflame and soulmate

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome!

[@annej9358]

Thank you 💟

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome 🙏

[@sonjarobinson4534]

Thank you for sharing your learning ! I did try look into booking a reading. Looks like you are very busy so i wait. Thank you

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome. Thank you for understanding!

[@akesajones8382]

Goosebumps

[@burchelwinkler9778]

Ur on another level;More Love and Light 2 u;Bless;and thanks;

[@asnointiaaudio]

Thank you so much!!

[@burchelwinkler9778]

@@asnointiaaudio No problem Light worker;u have no idea how much u have helped me 2 figure it out;some call it deju-vu;👍

[@corradopalmerini4076]

Great Topic..

[@asnointiaaudio]

Thank you!

[@hughiedavies6069]

Thank you for your guidance and wisdom, you are tuned in to the universe , I like the way you explain these things °•●○☆♡

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome. Thank you so much❤️🙏

[@malindateal14]

Thank you so much for this. I’ve been going through this since last me with a man that’s coming out of a marriage. We have an incredible bond that is unexplainable and this really helps me try to figure this out. I’m definitely confused at this point in this helps me so much.

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are so welcome 🙏🏻

[@carolaustin3998]

Thank you 😊

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome!

[@Godbrother]

And thus, a great spiritual podcast was born! Keep us posted when you decide to transition again! LOL

[@ChaiTogether]

Thank you 🎉

[@Lazara_valdez]

Thank you for making this video I could never understand why I had this strong connection with somebody and I've only said hi too and took God showed me in a dream that we were married in a past life and he treated me so well and love me so much

[@williamransom2920]

This is powerful; we re already her b4 the foundation of the world 🌌🌘🌚

[@michellerocker3]

I experienced something I did not previously believe could happen. I thought only those undergoing death could feel their soul move out of their body. My love caused my soul to jump from me to him. It was something I never heard anyone experience before.

[@user-gv6fm6og2j]

I was in a church meeting when I saw him I felt the connection, just I know him for a long time.

[@lyricgibson1810]

I can feel cruising I can feel you

[@tinanadzan1320]

This was very helpful. Thank you! I’m disillusioned now because I have always believed there was “the one” and the “wrong ones”. At least I have hope now for a new and fulfilling connection if my TF and I don’t come back into union.

[@dubinatub1]

move on.....i lost 7 years over the twin runner.. good luck

[@anabreseneuman]

69 comments, the alpha and the omega. Thank you, very nice! Gave me deeper insight into my TF connection. It's interesting that we can meet that person and then due to logistics and complexity, are unable to reunite, but instead, learn some big lessons from it. But the love is still there, I know it always will be, as it is eternal like you said.

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome!

[@donnaramsey1791]

I am spiritual, I have had many experiences spiritually, but a few specifically are with a woman which I have met in different times, I don't think she is on earth, we connect during my meditations, she knows me, and I feel complete when she is there but I don't remember her but from our connections, I can't remember to ask the right questions because it feels so familiar and perfect. It's never been sexual but always affectionate , and I get depressed when I want to connect with her and it don't happen. I am in a relationship but this female from my projections fits me like she is a part of my soul

[@lyricgibson1810]

I can feel Chris

[@kathleen0303]

TY 💫

[@russgrimes5531]

Funny I find this video RIGHT NOW. I JUST recorded my own video on meeting my twin flame and talked about a “vision” I had that I just had a very strong feeling that it was actually a memory from a past life and there was a very specific feeling associated with it that I’ve never had in this life but it was still familiar

[@karengoza8449]

Thank you! The feelings are so real!

[@angillaroopchand2500]

Thank u..

[@asnointiaaudio]

Welcome 😊

[@maryvelee7147]

Hi nice reading about capricorn. They told me that my person now is my soulmate hes a taurus. I felt that I saw him already but as what you said it doubles the pain he never recognizes me i guess. But he told me when we first met that he felt something the connection is wild.

[@user-hd6qp7tc9o]

I always go back to the original

[@Thabi-vu7mu]

I met my soulmate and I remember he said “it’s so rare to meet a lady that is genuine and can have an organic relationship with” I knew I felt the same when we met and we knew so much about each other without asking. I knew he had childhood trauma which affected him and he had an addiction which eventually killed him right before we moved on together.. we loved each other so much and I was told we were married in past lives. Unfortunately we didn’t get married in this lifetime.. we met by chance through my job as a mistake. I miss him so much

[@Thabi-vu7mu]

What was crazy was I met him when I called him because he was a client and I had been calling him for weeks as part of my job because he wouldn’t pick up. I was a debt collector agent. One day he picked up and he spoke to me for 30minutes on a work call. I couldn’t stop thinking about him that day and he asked me for my social media and he followed me.

[@akesajones8382]

Im experiencing this

[@Gisela8603]

Thank you it is exagly what it is

[@asnointiaaudio]

You are most welcome!

[@katrinachatman5851]

This is my story..i want to know more

[@Gisela8603]

He is going to growing pain but now he is valid the women sad NO to fast sex he is working on me now, I feel and mad me aware not to fall in he's trap but be fast on my own

[@nstokes29]

To have a twin flame relationship going on for years, have you thinking that's it. And then to have a soulmate to enter later, is a pain in the ass. The connections are to dam strong. Some days I can barely function. I'm honored to meet em but can Angel cut the volume down on the soulmate. That connection ain't no joke. Long story short.

[@nadinma5560]

So, how do you do the past live readings? How many previous lives you can dig out?

[@sugarbabyscandles2350]

Thank you so much for this video. I’m currently going through this situation. It’s been two years now. Can I get a reading with you? I would love to connect

[@katerinasofie6879]

Hello, thank you for this ♡ very helpful! Are you still doing past life readings? I checked your website but it says out of stock:O

[@user-iq6zw2od2f]

I fell in love with a man who was just almost like my last meal lmao. Like my soul craves this man. I felt obsessed with him almost and I became a better person through knowing him. We broke up because I thought he hurt me by being distant me breaking up with him before expressing how I felt but in due time I realized that I hurt myself. This break up hurt me to the core. I missed him so much even though I realized at one point that he barely gave anything. I still feel love for him but I know I need to let go and trust that God has something beautiful for me because I deserve it. It’s been really hard for me to do this last part.