I am still listening Karen. I sometimes have to double or triple up on podcasts but I am still here. I am still working through many things ... arguing with my adult son, him blaming me for his father's suicide. I know I am a ways off and literally scratching to get there, but I am still trying. I had a set back just last week. The elections last week in the US were a trigger for me. At least the last time we had this idiot for president, I had my husband to commiserate with. We were scared but we had each other. Now I am alone, so alone to watch this horrible man ruin our country. It literally shattered me. I cried for days because David left me with this to live through. God help us. ♥️☘️