【PIANO STREAM】playing and humming whatever comes out【NIJISANJI EN | Uki Violeta】

[@jun_owo_]

some timestamps (by "songs", I'm referring to improv melodies and lyrics uki came up with on the spot, not pre-existing songs ; lyrics in the replies) stream start: 4:27 piano start: 7:44 first song: 16:30 - 28:53 second song: 43:47 - 49:44 third song: 1:12:46 - 1:35:18 1:37:51 - 1:40:34 break time! (girl you deserve it) 1:59:22 - ukiki getting eepy (get some rest king) (done playing) *no supas today, just menshi reading and gifted thanking* 2:14:33 - stream end

[@jun_owo_]

> lyrics: *song 1: **16:30** - **28:53* when life gets tiring, when living gets tiring don’t forget the ones who want to be with you the ones who will hold you, the ones who will love you. they’re around, they’re around the ones who will love you, the ones who will hold you, they’re around, they’re around when life gets tiring, when living gets tiring, don’t forget the ones who want to be with you (x2) the ones who will hold you, the ones who will love you, they’re around, they’re around (x2) what I want is a feeling that can’t be seen ooh what I want is a feeling that can’t be seen that can’t be found if you feel like you’re alone but if you look around if you feel like you’re alone just take a look around if you feel like you’re alone just take a look around look at them please hold them and please love them because you can please love them and please hold them ooh if you feel like you’re alone just take a look around you are not alone with all of us here we’re here for you we’re here for you we’re here for you and you are here for us we’re here for you we’re here for you because you’re there for us you are worthy you are beauty know that you are loved you are beauty and you are perfect know that you are loved (x2) you are beauty, you are worthy, know that you are loved you are loved you are loved you are loved and you are loved don’t let anyone tell you differently, you are loved you are loved (x3)

[@jun_owo_]

*song 2: **43:47** - **49:44* you are a flower in your own garden let’s watch you grow (x2) you are a flower in your own garden let’s watch you grow into what you could be you are a flower in your own garden let’s watch you grow everything happens in its own time don’t you worry and everything happens in its own time so don’t you worry don’t you worry just be yourself just live your life the way you want to live and don’t don’t don’t look at them they don’t know why, what is going on inside your heart don’t look at them they don’t know why, what’s going on inside your heart just live your life the way you are just be yourself (x3) please be yourself only you know

[@jun_owo_]

*song 3: **1:12:46** - **1:35:18* you are strong enough do not be afraid you are beautiful in every single way (x4) in every single way in every single way you are beautiful you are strong enough do not be afraid you are beautiful in every single way (x2) I am strong enough do not be afraid I am beautiful in every single way (x3) I’ll keep singing to myself even if I don’t believe it too I’ll keep singing to myself even though I don’t believe I don’t believe where am I? what do I do from here? please tell me what I’m meant to do where am I? what do I do from here? please tell me what I’m supposed to do from now I don’t know I don’t know I’m supposed to have the answer I’m supposed to know how to live life I’m supposed to know how to do and how to deal but what if I don’t know? what if I don’t know? I’m supposed to feel I’m supposed to know how that I should be I’m supposed to know how to live life what if I don’t know? I don’t know everything I don’t know anything I don’t know everything I don’t know anything just let me be let me feel I’m supposed to know how to live without you but I don’t know but I don’t know (x4) where did you go? why did you leave? what do I do from here? what do I feel from here? (x2) why did you go? why did you leave?
what do I do from here? and what do I feel from here? ooh why did you go? why did you leave? (x2) what do I do from here? what do I feel from here? why did you go? I could’ve done something I could’ve done something I could’ve said something why didn’t I? why didn’t I? I could’ve done something I could’ve done something why didn’t I? why didn’t I? why did you go? why did you leave? what do I do from here? what do I feel from here? (x2) I could’ve said something I could’ve done something (x2) but I didn’t and I’m still here here without you I’m here in tears now I’m here here without you [MAMA UEUEEUUEUEUEUEU :( ] I wish that I could have been, been there for you x3 why did you go? why did you leave? sometimes I see you sometimes I hear you sometimes I feel that you’re still with me sometimes I see you sometimes I hear you sometimes I feel you here with me [UGLY SOBBING TOO HARD TO TYPE] [virtual hugs for mama :( ] sometimes I see you sometimes I hear you sometimes I feel that you’re still here with me (x2) I can remember I can remember you (x2)

[@guchansan]

​@@jun_owo_ㅐ 2:15:19 ㅣ9

[@mey_aster]

This stream was definitely one great story. Your emotions, riding on the soft melody and beautiful humming, tightened my heart beyond words. I was in tears long before your voice began to shake. You are alive, you feel many things, and you let us hear those emotions in the most wonderful way, music. So thank you. We can't wipe away your tears or even give you a physical hug, but our hearts are always with you. No matter when you're in pain or when you're lonely, I, no, we always want to be your emotional support. I love you Uki. Please cry a lot when you can cry, and enjoy it from the bottom of your heart when you can laugh. I really, really love you as a human being. Thank you for being here. Really this was a lovely time.

[@hyl9273]

idk if it is okay to leave this msg... but I am really getting so emotional... I've been asking myself so many questions after you left... where did you go, why did you leave, what do I feel from here, what do I do from here.. all those words that Uki's humming really hit me so hard. over years and years, I still can't find the answer. I never told anyone my true feelings. I suppressed all these feelings and memories and told myself it was okay. I tried so hard to live normally. But this stream... Uki's voice... really makes me feel again. I remember how she held my hands, how she head-locked me while she tried to make fun of me, how she talked, how she made me smile... and I remember the earring on her left ear... msgs she sent me... the smell of her bed...... and also... the window that she jumped off... I wish I had called her that night, I wish I could be with her. Would things ended up differently if someone could talk to her that night? 如果那天晚上能給你打個電話，現在你是否還安好，我一直這樣問我自己 sometimes I see you, sometimes I hear you, sometimes I feel you here with me... I wish I could ask her why... but I guess I will never have the answer. I can only watch the vod because it streams during my working hour. And now I sit here and cry all my tears out for two hours. Last time I cried like this got me a panic attack and almost suffocated myself. But this time I feel so much other than just negative feelings... and maybe kinda relief? Because I feel like it's okay to cry here, I guess it's okay to feel weak and vulnerable and admit we are just human and we struggle a lot. That's okay. And also I think I can finally say that...at least this one time, just let me admit that I like her... I really like her a lot. Though she would never know. I really really wish I can tell her earlier. Apologize for this long and nonsense msg. I am collecting myself slowly while typing these words at midnight. I might also make so many funny mistakes with my baby English (please ignore them) I guess I really get a good cry from this stream. I might actually need this a long time ago lol Thank you Uki for the stream. It is truly a piano therapy stream. virtual hugs and head pats to you Thank you Stargazers for always being so patient and thoughtful. Love you all

[@IkeaFridge]

Hey there, I know I'm late, but I'm proud of you for sharing this and making it until now. This person must have meant a lot to you, and I hope you're doing better. Even though I don't know you, but I hope you have a good life and take good care of yourself. Take a break every now and then to rest your mind, and I hope you recover slowly. Sending a virtual hug!💜

[@Luke-v2k]

どれも雰囲気が凄く大好きな曲で 上手なピアノとうきの声があってて、涙出る ずっと聴ける

[@sana_jelly]

When you sang with tears, I didn't understand all the lyrics in English, but for some reason, I thought of my friend who had left this world by themselves, and I was listening to your song with feelings of mourning. After that, you told us your personal story. And then I couldn’t stop crying because it was relatable to me as well. Your piano, your voice, and your tears took care of me and healed me a lot. When I saw you just be yourself and show your vulnerability here, I realized that this place was safe enough for us. Thank you so much,Uki. I love you.

[@mai-chi]

you deserve some good rest, uki mama. thank you for the healing you brought us today. and don't ever apologize for crying and feeling sad, we're only humans anyway. we love you! 💜💜

[@mnmn_riona]

💜starting 4:25 ♫start 10:38 ♫end 2:02:37 💜ending 2:14:38 thank u for the piano stream! it was a very relaxing time! this should cure my insomnia lol

[@uchacha_27]

歌声が優しい、涙出てきた

[@my_rabbit0]

なんか涙出てくる。素敵。

[@lynarielle]

Uki, thank you so much for this beautiful stream. I hope this was cathartic for you. It definitely was for me. I've been dealing with a lot lately but I've been unable to deal with the feelings. Something about humming along with you and seeing you be so vulnerable in front of us finally broke the dam. I had a MUCH needed cry and I was able to work through some emotions I've been pushing down for literal months. You've impacted me greatly, Uki. Finding you and all the stargazers has truly changed my life. That might be a little dramatic, but it's true! Thank you

[@bakaerror]

огромное спасибо за стрим, уки! извини, что пишу не на английском, но я действительно хочу, чтоб ты знал какое огромное количество людей любит и ценит тебя по всему миру. ты наша огромная и сияющая звезда, что объединяет это комьюнити как одно целое! я очень счастлива, что нашла такого прекрасного человека как уки, поэтому, пожалуйста, помни, что ты очень хороший человек мы любим тебя всем сердцем

[@Mako-fm2lu]

даааааааа, stargazer'ы везде, я из Казахстана

[@sonoto.]

абсолютная правда

[@donoteatomelet]

i recently discovered you through insta, i'm really new to this channel and vtubers in general. but i'm super glad i found you. this might sound weird but my best friend and i always like to say that we find things and people when we need to. kind of like fate? i wholly believe this, and will stand by this till i die. i've gone through a lot in my short life, but in the past month since i've found you, your streams and videos really help me. your music is beautiful along with your amazing voice, you really put a lot of emotion into what you create and it's beautiful. thank you so much for doing what you do and just being you. i got really emotional listening to this and writing this, but thank you. thank you, so much. i'm sure i'm not the only one who feels this way but you make life less hard and just that little bit better💜

[@irisellie5139]

Your music reaches people, speaks to people, with words and without. Thank you for being such a kind, caring, beautiful soul. You are very loved. [I've cried in two Uki streams now, the first one being the new year tarot stream (I was in that group where they had to pause because of an 'overwhelming emotion' and the reading was painfully spot on), and now this.]

[@koruharmonic]

Thank you so much for the first piano stream! Your voice is always so relaxing and healing I'm (lowkey) happy with you sharing vulnerable moment that means it is really a safe space to express oneself! Once again, thank you Uki, you trust us, the stargazer community. Sorry to hear you express your sad past with music, but still hope you can make today's music into an original song someday. It's really a beautiful piece of music.

[@mondchannel]

Thank you for the beautiful stream, Uki Stream starts here 4:27

[@이미팝]

thank you uki for this very precious stream, adding this to my sleep playlist aside from the mermaid & melatonin streams! our past aligned our path and we met here, i’m so glad to be part of this ukiverse

[@fresheima]

You are able to express your emotions through music in such a powerful way. I never want you to feel sorry for this. You shared so,etching beautiful with us, despite it being tragic or sad, and clearly still impacting you in so many ways, it also touched all of our hearts. I had to cry with you, and I wish I could give you the biggest hug, thank you for being so open snd vulnerable with us and sharing your beautiful skills and gift ❤ I love you so much 💖

[@chisuke-kun9814]

I cried with Mama uki, His voice touches me in a way that calms and heals my soul, thank you so much Mama !

[@Urin_dayo]

Your music made me bring back the memory of my friend who disappeared from this world 4years ago. I want to go and meet him... But for now, I want to live for the people who helped me and the people who needs help. Ukiありがとう、久しぶりに泣けてうれしい。

[@Yuzuzi_]

Ostu!!! Thanks so much for today’s stream Uki! And I want to thank all the lovely stargazers too! I am recently been in hard times and stuck in depression, which probably many people do too in life. The piano music is like surrounding me to comfort me, that’s really like me facing my deep me, which cured me by expressing my hard feelings. It’s imp to share time with your own self for all of us!!! It’s a blessing for me to find you out in this big world, and watch your streams!!! And also having adorable stargazers in this community!! I am really so thankful, love you Uki and also all the stargazers, we all showed our love and give hugs!!!! Haha I think I will always come back to the stream vod

[@ghouligan3045]

hope whatever you're going through and the feelings you're feeling pass and you get to a kinder place and you feel happy and peaceful💜

[@Yuzuzi_]

@@ghouligan3045 thanks tho I mean to find a comfort place requires some luck too hope you got good days too💜

[@mochaa4375]

Witnessing the stream, i felt blessed, healed and the emotions we share in the stream were unbelievably beautiful. All stargazers are so sweet and supportive towards uki mama 💜 Thank you for your hard work, you're playing it beautifully and the singing was just so sincere. I will never stop listening to this masterpiece. Btw, for some reason i kept reminding of uki's singing this almost similar to this song called 'Penat by Andi Bernadee' especially the chorus part it strongly reminds me of it. Anyway, your existence in this world is such a blessing to us Uki 💜

[@amarab8544]

I never really got over a lot of things so this is helping me.

[@sheva8970]

The part where the lyrics about losing about someone, i cried so hard because i too lost my siblings it was so hard for my family to move on even now. Thank you uki mama for this wonderful piece I'll play this over again its beautiful ❤

[@kleinWinWin]

Listening to your playing and singing while reading is super comfy!💖

[@riverjiang59]

thank you so much for the piano stream, the vibe so healing and calm... thank you for the "we are here" rest well uki 07:24 start playing piano

[@しょうちゃん-z6k]

I love you Uki 🥹 I’m so proud of you and always support your work as one of your fans 💜🫧 Thank you so much

[@kuroshiro-1650]

Thank for Being Born and Finding Us In this Universe and Thank for Being our Comfort Place 🔮🔮🥰🥰 Uki mama ... finally I can comment.This is my first time comment on mama stream...in the past I don't open YT channel so I can't comment anything and I don't...I just watch the Vedio and there is anything that motivates me to open YT.....but bec of mama I open the channel for the first time.......YOUR VOICE, Your Advice on Life and Your Way Of thinking Make me Relax and Comfortable....Thank for our meeting Even though only I know You I'm grateful for knowing Uki mama...🥰🥰

[@nekkoneko222]

すやすや眠ってしまいました。とても大きくて綺麗な白とピンクと紫の桜の大樹が夢に出てきました。素敵な演奏を、本当にありがとうございました🫶🏻💜

[@ta_kate711]

Thank you for making VOD! I will study tonight with your piano sounds in the background. Recently, I had a sad thing. A few days after that I watched your Kpop Karaoke stream. I was feeling down and crying every day until then. but your singing and voice healed me and made me feel like getting over. I can’t say half of what I really want to say because of my bad english. anyway, I’d like to say thank you and love you. It's ok to cry when you need to. All of stargazers will always be by your side. l hope you and stargazers have more chances to have good laugh

[@satsuki122]

Ty for the stream Ukiki, I went to sleep crying to your beautiful voice and music, I'll catch up to the vod now. I hope you rest well 💜 you're amazing. Otsukiki 🌸

[@seinvae]

I've been feeling super anxious lately and this helped me chill and let that shit out 🥺💕 tysm for the stream uki

[@toukimi]

Thank you for the stream!! Though I missed it and I have just watched the vod for couple of minutes, those beautiful sound you made reminds me of memories that shouldnt be thought of 😭😭😭 I couldn't stop thinking about things that had happened to me. But when I opened my eyes, everything disappeared, the only thing remains is you. Thank you so so much for being here, in my heart right now.

[@anneliese9714]

42:05 memo💜

[@shadow_elf7265]

The music from this stream was so relaxing thank you

[@Ozunamoon5300]

I had to come back and watch this again

[@q_qcyy]

Start 4:27

[@yuzhu1697]

you’re a flower in your own garden 💜

[@iichi4629]

thank you for such a beautiful stream, Uki! this stream was very cozy, and it made me relaxed.

[@Kuroxen]

Thank you for the stream, it was so beautiful!! 💜💜

[@Juni_cyi]

Thank you uki for the amazing relaxing and healing piano stream it was so calming

[@renixsa]

Hello Uki mumma, I don't know if you'll ever see this, but we all know that it takes a lot of courage for one to be vulnerable and we are all so so so proud of you for being able to do so. We understand that it is not easy to move from from the loss of a loved one and we are here with you together. It is an honour Uki, to be able to be with someone, as they are vulnerable to something. It is an honour. I am honoured to have watched this stream although I am sad that I couldn't be there 8 months ago. I hope you know how amazing you are Uki. I hope you realise how many people love you and care for you. I hope one day you see yourself the way Stargazers see you

[@susie3905]

Thank you Uki for bringing such a beautiful performance Your music always touches my heart and it’s truly a blessing to have such amazing music accompany me while working. When I face overwhelming stress or struggle with sleep, I believe your stream can help me get through difficulties. Please don’t feel bad for emo, it’s what you infuse your feelings into music Looking forward to more music streams in the future~

[@eari1761]

Thank you so much for this amazing stream Ukiki.💜💜 your voice always make me feel better,it’s clam but powerful,hope you feel better…please take care yourself and we are all here with you.

[@jun_owo_]

thank you uki for this group therapy soul cleansing piano session just remember that we always love you and are so glad to have met you

[@yukikoi_9621]

Ukiくんの声はすごく癒されます。歌声もすごくすごく落ち着く…。 大好きです。応援してます📣('ᴗ' )و

[@kay9892]

Ty for making the rest of my day better Uki. Rest well now, it's deserved

[@TAMPONDOM]

Thank you for blessing my morning Uki Rest well and stay hydrated

[@pascalesaginemardy7326]

The piano is so nice

[@imjustkensie]

you’re voice is amazing uki, beautiful stream. i have a sleep disorder and this really helped me fall asleep

[@minttymar66]

Thank you for stream Ukimama.

[@saisuisae]

Thank you for the stream Uki!! I was able to have such a soothing time💜 (Also thank you so much for the gifted membership stargazer!!! I must have missed it when I was gifted)

[@Joye_2104]

I'm really sad to have fallen asleep.... I'm angry at myself, but let me tell you, you are a wonderful person Uki, we are here for you, we love you It's ok to let the emotions come out, we shouldn't keep it to ourselves, we should express our feelings, and you did, no shame to that, we love you so so so so much Uki

[@s_seraph]

I prepared tissues just in case of crying but i should have just gotten a whole towel instead

[@grrven]

THANK YOU FOR TODAY’S STREAM UKI MAMA!!! THERE WAS AN EARTHQUAKE A LIL AFTEE THIS BUT WERE GOOD :’) BE SAFE AND GET YOUR BEAUTY SLEEP!!

[@RandomChannel_710]

16:55 the chat paused 😭😭omg 35:56 36:07 36:21 the chat syncing the beat😭😭 1:59:33 the yawn is so cute 😭😭 2:03:31 i need this music 😶

[@SEOHO070]

언젠가 네 콘서트에 가고 싶어

[@katlee145]

Thank you so much uki mama for the beautiful stream! ❤ replied late, but just wanted to say that your voice is definitely most soothing and relaxing I’ve ever heard 💜💜💜 get some good rest ^-^

[@yiningYn]

thank you ukimama,it's a wonderful day

[@nnnnn2361]

I LOVE your voice so much 😭💗

[@chic87923]

Thank u for the beautiful stream uki sometimes u just gotta let it out, and it's fine we love u

[@Mikaeo]

Thank you so much the stream was so beautiful 💜💜I even fell asleep

[@kakyoinscherry]

thanks for the piano stream uki, it was lovely and your humming was beautiful! even though it got emotional, it's okay, we're all human and it's good to let things out we all love you

[@Diana-dcnlejnhda]

thank for the beautiful piano stream, we all love u 💜💜

[@Apple-df1hf]

This stream was so relaxing i fell asleep to it i think I found my sleep fix

[@yua3809]

Thank you for the piano stream! This stream is amazing. Your song made me emotional. Today is my birthday, so I feel like I got a great present. I love you💜

[@enjoyulife]

Happy birthday Yua

[@yua3809]

@@enjoyulife Awww thank you!

[@rayfin10]

happy birthday yua

[@aliceharukaaa]

Uki Thank you so much for the stream 💜💜💜 Your voice is beautiful💜love u

[@weny3213]

otsu and thanks so much for giving us a calming and healing stream! it's always okay to be vulnerable even if it's uncomfortable. we love you and make sure to rest well!

[@Helvetica_]

a healing stream mama! thank you for existing

[@NJDJ1986]

2 hours of playing Piano! great stream today Uki! have a good morning!

[@BeViVidworld]

22:35

[@barsikbars]

thank you so much for this stream

[@UnknownPersonToYou73]

Uki it was the most relaxing time with you. thank you so much for your everything. hope you had very good lovely day. ^^ love💜💜

[@ame8611]

Thank you so much for the stream Ukiii😆💜 so relaxing and healing😌🎶 Good night and have a good rest🌙

[@sodablood36]

We all love you and will always stay with you Let's continue this journey together Big love and big hug for U.

[@이미팝]

i was listening to this on the way to work, it was everything thank you so much uki

[@oreo1263]

aww did I just miss it

[@jun_owo_]

be prepared to cry your eyes out

[@oreo1263]

@@jun_owo_ oh god, I was going to go to sleep listening to this lol

[@syfexs]

Thank you for the stream! It was a very cozy stream and I got to work on some artworks cuz I’ve been slacking off lately! You also did so good it was very relaxing, beautiful, and lovely~

[@nya646]

Uki mama I love you ❤❤❤🔮🔮🔮💜💜💜

[@كلوڤر]

💜

[@Yeonjunnii]

Thank you for the stream Uki 💜 You played the piano so well (First🎉)

[@toto77694]

Thank you for your hard work today.🥰 Thank you always. Have a good night and have a good day. ☺️See you next time.💜

[@anhthu5551]

TY FOR THE STREAM UKI

[@phammy1520]

I love you

[@bwxwxmwxwxwxhwx9554]

*downloaded* hihi

[@UuuwkiAlla_0323]

好听

[@2400NOBU]

cute( ◜𖥦◝ )!!!!!

[@charlotteukiscat4698]

TSKRRRR

[@Xuanlin88]

[@Xuanlin88]

[@Xuanlin88]

[@Xuanlin88]

[@tsaiyiyiyi4233]

[@enjoyulife]

otsuki 🫂🫂🫂

[@calico5003]

Your voice is so beautiful 🤍 Love you uki !!

[@珞雲-g2p]

💜💜💜