// Pick A Crystal ~ 👀 You vs. Them - What are the FEELINGS? 👀*plus announcement!*

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I am The Hermit Tarot and this is my FREE tarot reading channel. Today we are asking Spirit to clarify how YOU are feeling and how your person is feeling...? I will also be pulling channelled messages cards and...TISSUE BOX MESSAGES!
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Song included could have additional messages in the lyrics
Group 1 - 04:46
(BONUS SONG: • Chamber Of Reflection / • Winston Surfshirt - Cr... )
Group 2 - 40:44
(BONUS SONG: • Ticks Me Off / • Tame Impala - Feels Li... )
Group 3 - 01:11:44
(BONUS SONG: • Machine Gun Kelly - Bl... / • Elijah Blake - To Be L... )
Group 4 - 01:47:33
*(BONUS SONG: • Lila Iké - Solitude (V... / • Let Her Go )
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[@sj220]

Wasn’t expecting your cute face and style!! I believe you’re a Gemini rising? We are just so adorable LMFAO!

[@_LifeofDy]

As a gem rising, felt lmao

[@fettywapofficial]

gem risings for the winnnnnnn

[@jackblackbeard5699]

Same me too... (Wasn't expecting)

[@sj220]

@@fettywapofficial yesss

[@aw16922]

Gemini rising checking in ✨

[@nfvy8111]

It’s ridiculous how excited I got just seeing your cats shadow in the corner 😭

[@janetroberts4616]

Group 3 Wow! So accurate he's a Sagittarius and I'm Gemini. These reading touched everything I already know.This felt like you know our situation. Sooo happy to see three Ace of Cups. We have known each other many years and had a reunion 4 yrs ago. I am obsessed with him and I feel he mirrors me. This reading felt personal. Thank you so much xx

[@marianaandrade6575]

Update?

[@shimaakbari5250]

Group 4, This was the most accurate reading I've ever had, I prayed for a sign so I could move on, I'm very very grateful for finally realizing where this connection suppose to go, thank you 🙌🏻❤️

[@kedosborne]

I found this reading just today and picked group 3 and I feel so resonate with everything. My person ghosted me 5 years ago. I been feeling his energy so heavily lately so I said to myself why am I suddenly thinking about you alot and your reading clarify everything. This morning I looked out the windows I saw 2 birds next to each other. I closed my eyes and I see his face, I said to myself " I think about you too" open my eyes and the birds were gone. I feel like it was a message from him. Thank you so much for your reading I'm so grateful for your present 🙏

[@nellynelala]

Group 3 is so accurate especially for my energy, and i just want to say i have a black cat 😄❤

[@wenshudai2941]

this is very amazing, i watched it last night and i was not very convinced by the readings from my group, but i just got a piece of new information this morning then i realized how amazing this is! it s a perfect match! omg!

[@jenniferasmr]

Group 3, he was married in the past, and he's a Taurus & I'm a Sag. We do mirror a lot.

[@alexis22712]

Pile 3 was so accurate I literally got nauseous

[@audreydoyle5268]

I felt pain in my stomach, then the song Bellyache was one of the channeled songs. Coincidence? I think not

[@carinaoliveira5850]

Group 3: sooo good! So spot on. I can only hope it all plays out as it should ♥️

[@marianaandrade6575]

Update?

[@tash.in.a.flash.]

Group 3 hahaha i loved this reading thank you💓 confirmed all my beliefs and feelings and thoughts🙏🏼✨

[@AnaClara-zc9es]

The only reading separating my feelings from my person's and not mix it all up. Thank you ♥️

[@jodohkimminseok8239]

#2 Yeaahh he owes me an explanation. I kinda hope he'd reach out but it's been a month so I think it's impossible. He knows where I live, where I work, and how to find me. He just need to show up and I won't shot gun him or whatever

[@LDuke-pc7kq]

Oh my! Finally get to see the beautiful face to match the beautiful voice I have heard ! 💛🌞🌼💛🌞🌼💛🌞🌼☺

[@giulyapimenta1963]

Goodness, this may have been a personal reading it was all so accurate! Pile 4 💕 thank you for your gifts ❤️

[@ugdailypop4522]

Group 2reasonates completely

[@mickrawson29]

Pile #2. It's scary how the readings I've seen from different channels are eerily similar. 😭 from the cards to the messages, same as in verbatim. Is it a sign lol.

[@kiwibreath9460]

I had a question, Ik it was being answered on KZbin, open the app up and this is the first video I see!

[@candacemartell2258]

Thank you 😊

[@sariahprimeau5568]

It’s funny I’m group 3- you said there’s a horse, a cat or and Kirk walks in haha

[@sariahprimeau5568]

Also crazyyyy accurate!!

[@ogbobbiejohnson4034]

I freaking adore you man 💜

[@bethderr1443]

We get to see your beautiful face today!! What a lovely surprise. Thank you for your dedication, I look forward to your reading. When is it that you will be throwing in some Russian in one of these readings? You have such a soothing voice, even though I'd have no idea what you're saying I still want to hear it lol

[@aPerfectDarkk]

I agree with russian as well ! 😊

[@ShrenyaMallik]

All Group 3 folks: we got 3 Ace of Cups ... so it's happening ... let's come back here and share when it happens! 😀 Good vibes to all!🙏🏾

[@nattys444]

Yessss! Manifesting Manifesting Manifesting ✨

[@sherb9005]

Yea!!!

[@AscensionCafe1111]

IT HAPPENED (see comments above..lol)

[@iateerensmom2178]

if i remember 🧍🏽‍♀️ i shall

[@kitcat7131]

It happened! I was thinking, nah, probably not gonna happen, we hadn't spoken in 8 months and then bam, out of no where they came in and are wanting to start over. Wild.

[@georgiasmith3891]

“A black cat may be significant” Yeah, your cat 😂😂 I see him in every reading

[@AscensionCafe1111]

hahaha

[@tommyornothing7301]

😂 😂 😂

[@estherofruben]

Omg...I knew you were gonna be beautiful.

[@danahernandez9179]

You are so adorable !! Ugh I haven’t even watched the reading yet but you are so gorgeous and just ahhh I love you and your energy

[@arianaw.420]

Literallyyyyyy omggggggg

[@arianaw.420]

Pile 2, her initials are literally SC, I hate it here 😭😭😭😭

[@annemusisi8923]

Yooooooo so was my person 🤣 I was shook

[@sarabelleimaginary]

I’ll pay you anything for a personal reading 😂

[@christina3048]

LOL me too!

[@praptipanchal1469]

EXACTLY!!

[@Sweetamber222]

Same!

[@alicec.6195]

Me too! I have been watching tarot readers on KZbin for over a year now. I have stopped watching most of them apart from this one because all messages I need are coming from here. I can only imagine if I get a personal reading!

[@beautyofafricaInc]

I may have just been scammed by someone who was pretending to be her. Please be careful.

[@AmandaB868]

Group 2: OKAY... okay... Bruh this whole reading felt like I been DRAGGED! absolute dragged through the mud. It perfectly expressed the situation. I am in my home country away from this person that I feel like I am deeply connected to... And well he hasn't been reciprocating my energy anymore for the past few months... I'm trying my very best to not bombard him with messages... So like... Um yeah I DO live in my head... I've been getting more into plants and I don't know lol. It just. I am in shock right now

[@jayemad2545]

Yo are we fucking doppelgangers?? Haha, plants and all....

[@electrapoptart]

Me tooooo 😭😭

[@samanthahaley]

Group 1: "You both know it but nobody is talking about it." Bruh. This whole reading was insane. 😵😵

[@zootbutt7896]

I’m sobbing hysterically

[@marianaandrade6575]

Update?

[@pragyasingh2297]

Pile 4: THE ACCURACY is ASTOUNDING. You just summed up the past 6 months of emotions and convos I've had with his higher self in 40 mins. I've been feeling so stuck and suffocated, and hearing confirmation that things can move forward gives me a lot of hope. Thank you!

[@mandyk92]

Wow same here 7 to 8 months. Sometimes I can't breathe and can't understand why... 😫 He is not coming forward... 😔

[@pragyasingh2297]

@@mandyk92 Hang in there my dear

[@mandyk92]

I think he's in another strong love relationship and won't come forward. I was never in a relationship with him. I've lost all hope. Just hope this feeling and longing goes away and out of my soul.

[@lisa.likes.u]

same ;(

[@carlagheorghiu9906]

Pile 1: Just some minutes in and I feel so exposed. 🤣 "Don't expect this person to message you. You have to wait until you see this person." 😶

[@sierrabedwell2949]

Holy heck was Group 3 so accurate?!?!!?! This is honestly the most accurate reading I’ve ever seen! Wow! This summed up our connection SO PERFECTLY- all the confusion, the pessimism, the hopes. Just wow!

[@jazminsotoo]

Legit meeeee as fuck

[@nfvy8111]

Pile 3. I’m more impressed by your read of my energy than any prediction! You’re 100% right - I’ve been really making an effort to stop obsessive thinking. This relationship wouldn’t make any sense, yet I can’t help but want to get to know this person better. I already know more about them than I should though.

[@twiggy114123]

same😔felt it

[@mimi12341234567]

I cant stop obsesing, I am so bored I could go crazy

[@Alexandrasyoutube]

Group 3.... Crazy accurate and I’m only at the point of my energy....

[@Nikikardos]

For real

[@komalmankani9033]

Touché.🔥

[@hollycaird2591]

Ditto

[@angelintuition1962]

💯

[@noodlesauce2553]

You are legit the only tarot reader I trust besides EsoTarot. Your readings always blow me away with their accuracy and never fail to teach me something valuable🙏❤❤❤

[@barefootninja_]

pile 3. when you said he was married in the past, i LOL. spot on! idk why i keep watching readings about my person..the message is always the same. the universe is probably like "bish chill, how much confirmation do you need?" 🤣

[@audreydoyle5268]

I think it's our egos that don't want to believe it. We feel it in our souls, but I guess it's mind over soulful matter

[@Alinda1308]

😂 Yup, I can totally relate about the universe thing

[@kshitipal1056]

Group 1: So Mercury retrograde resulted to him texting me out of the blue. And he is keeping it very light and breezy and we've been friends for the past 5 years and I know that he knows that I like him. For all that matters is that I trust the universe and if we're supposed to be...the universe will orchestrate it in its own way🙏🏽

[@aPerfectDarkk]

OMG I'm finally seeing your face You are SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! 😍😍

[@Yinyangmystic]

YOU HAVE A FACE!!! Youre adorable 🥺❤

[@IdiomofSad]

Pile 4 - That was an exceptional reading... I'm floored. I've always loved your style of readings, but this one... I felt like you really dug deep into the depths of every aspect. Every scenario. You are so incredibly gifted. Thank you, we're so blessed to have you xox

[@klarakiss3186]

@@thehermittarot273 fake

[@tobeornottobe911]

Not me writing, 'do you ever think about me?' in my journal last night and then the same channelled message comes through. 👀 I know I'm very intuitive and I can read people so easily, but it's like I can't trust my own judgement when it comes to me. I feel like I'm giving meaning to actions that aren't really that deep. I am torn between being a romantic and a realist.

[@sofiatesic8908]

G2: You read my situation to a tea... waiting for him to speak up about if he sees our connection growing

[@GabriellaTrianii]

Darling, i'm from Brazil and i need to tell you this: you're so adorable. Loved seeing youre face. Love youuuuuuuuuuuu❤❤💜💜💜❤❤❤💛💛💛🔅🌟🌟🌟

[@remainingembers]

Felt drawn to 4 and feel really called out...... every time you just somehow nail something for me! And my heart does that fluttery thing as I try to feel it out :'( I wish they'd reach out or give some sign of interest, or at the least, that I finally encounter them or find a new person. ...It'd honestly be really uncomfortable and creepy to randomly reach out lol... and I have initiated so :( But. MAYBE they do still think about me, MAYBE they felt a spark too, MAYBE that's why they reached out to me to keep contact... I know I'm shy and need to get out, and I know if it is this one person they likely won't reach out to me because - like in every reading I pick - they likely don't feel good enough, or like they've done something wrong to bother me that they feel they need to apologize for somehow. They are practical, they're not gonna do anything wild and focus on their thing. We finished college a few years ago now.... I do have that 'lost opportunity/one that got away' feeling about the situation, I could've talked with them more and there was a spark there but my situation didn't allow it.

[@amy2119]

Pile 3: I'll update my comment when it happens! Good luck me from the future 😊 Istg this channel is absolutely spot on on every single reading 😳. Updates:

[@BibiBear]

I like someone else and I chose the same pile lol. It's still so accurate tho with the situation I'm in. 🧍🏻‍♀️

[@BibiBear]

This is me btw just a different account

[@debraavelar6319]

I chose group 4, and I had asked my spirit guides to show me an orange flower when he’s about to come back in my life and your shirt had orange flowers 😳

[@KayoYuuki]

2 it's the first time I see your face, so cute haha, amazing reading ty

[@christinabordoloi-20]

I literally kissed the hermit on the screen. Feeling like an elded sister who has always been there to guide me during my tough times. Love from India🌸

[@Alinda1308]

Group 3: you're so on point. I'm obsessed by him, I'm a Scorpio so I naturally have the tendency to obsess 😅♏ And yeah, I feel so stuck, I can't concentrate on anything else, practically. He's a Capricorn with many Sagi placements, indeed

[@AscensionCafe1111]

Oh, these men with lots of Sagi and Cap in their charts! I am right there with you. Mine is Sagi Sun with 2 more planets and 3 planets in Cap. I am sending you "it happened" vibes from my corner of the world! Cause girl Lorraine doesn't lie! It's Happening! XD

[@Alinda1308]

@@AscensionCafe1111 LOL 😁 At least I'm not alone in this struggle ❤️

[@AscensionCafe1111]

@@Alinda1308 ❤🙌

[@a.nonymous2089]

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, blah, blah, blah. It's been over three years. This person is gone, g-g-gone, gone, gone.

[@quilosunflower]

When I first started watching tarot readings on here I was watching all kinds of readers and a year later I literally only watch two, You and White Rose and for you to do a similar video that she does has made me super happy. I love you both so much💛💛💛.. Pile 2: this is honestly one of the most accurate readings! I know it’s a general reading but whew, it felt personallll!! Like you described my feelings to a T! 🙌🏾🙌🏾

[@u_will_hear_me6460]

on february the 14th ill come back and tell you if this has happened guys

[@conversechick22]

Pile III: “My strange addiction” 😂😂😂

[@theRavensRed]

I have so much anxiety over this connection. 😞 Everything is a mess. I lose so much sleep. Time to rip off the band-aid, I guess. I'm gonna go do something not related to my DM. Try to take my mind off him.

[@theRavensRed]

Taking my mind off only works for like 4 secs. I'm so screwed, aren't I? 😬😅💩

[@bestblessed2047]

I chose #3 and this reading has giving me hope. I've been patiently waiting on him to shoot his shot for awhile now, the ball is in his court. Anyways Thank you so much! stay blessed :)

[@lionesslove8729]

Has he reached out?

[@Karwritter]

Group 3 as usual spot on. His not ready or so it seems. I can't be stuck no more.

[@NavaLene]

What a gorgeous magnetic being😍❤️🕊

[@GeetaGalaway]

#1.... He gets the 10 of swords and 3 of swords constantly. He prides himself on being stoic so he will not tell me why he is in so much pain. It's not from me... He says it's because of his father's health but really for the last 6 months? The cards say it's because of his wife... He swears everything is great, but that 10 of swords is so persistent! It comes out every time I pull cards. Even earlier today. I love him, but I can't show it. It's not appropriate. He's an amazing man.

[@karmageddon9856]

You are SO stunningly beautiful, Indigenous Empress 💖😍💖

[@Sarahec98]

Group 3: Oh my god I’ve never ever in my life resonated so much with a reading!! It was so spot on. It was like you were pulling out every thought and saying it out loud. Thank you so much!!

[@marianaandrade6575]

Update?

[@urbanflowergreens]

Yes any updates?

[@stephanie52]

P4: we broke up and he’s acting hot and cold but he texted me while watching this! Our situation is so difficult :(

[@angelamichael6297]

Clicked on this SO fast!

[@Jade-bh1eh]

So accurate. I love when you can’t stop laughing ! It’s so contagious.

[@cussingandcrafts]

I was drawn to 2 and 3 and a lot of mirror energy for sure. I'm pisces sun and saggie moon, and he is a saggie sun and pisces moon. But I also don't think he is coming back... ever. I'm the one obsessing.

[@laprincesskennard3520]

Pile 3: Amazing!! I am speechless!! Every single thing resonated regard my person and I. Wow!! 😳 This provided so much clarity! Thank you for this reading, I needed it!

[@marianaandrade6575]

Update?

[@urbanflowergreens]

Yes update?

[@lovejay10]

Pile 1, yes i blocked him from my FB cuz he told me he dont want me to contact him anymore. However, we still talk from time to time. Now i miss him and yes...he got so many ego, he never contact me first for sure.

[@YBaeza]

Chose group 4: sooo true and I'm glade however, wouldn't want to stay to confident about this person. What if its not i mean I barley new this person.

[@AscensionCafe1111]

You are absolutely adorable! And I am super excited about my tissue box messages! I could feel that last week. I got this thought oh she is making us a deck of those! Group 2..lol the energy this morning was exactly this reading ...on point. The second I accepted it was best to let him go forever (since he seemed tortured by the intensity of our connection and quickly friend-zoned me) I picked up my phone to say goodbye to him and he was typing to me at that exact moment that he loved the songs I sent him. Apparently, the idea of me saying goodbye made him realize that friend-zoning me was actually not what he had wanted to do. The physical distance is the only problem besides us both still healing from toxic relationships. I see the distance as a blessing and he sees it as sort of a curse but his love and desire turned out to be stronger than his fear. At least for now. I am prepared to be friend-zoned again just in case tho...omg..lol. TF journey over here... FInally found my DM and now we get to do the dance!

[@heenagujral244]

This is already on point so much , especially about the obsessive part . Like holy shit. I'm literally trying to just go about my day.

[@annabelle3762]

#2 you are damn right I ain't taking any action cuz I was always the one to stretch my arms until one day she just pulled a pin on my heart. Ofc, I love her dearly, but I gotta reserve some dignity for myself after being burned like that

[@bergenellis2185]

I chose group 4 because the color of the crystal reminded me of his eyes, and the accuracy took my breath away! Everything from the messages to the initials and zodiac signs was accurate down to the smallest details. Thank you :)

[@klarakiss3186]

Yes so true I chose the crystal as well because of how blue it was lol

[@urfavegemini4231]

Group 4. Yep. Obsessive social media checking. Not the best cycle. Taking back my power!

[@bre1590]

Lmao the end of pile 3 killed me

[@babilx6216]

#4 spot on I'm a cancer Everything resonates, when um angry I say bad stuff. But he doesn't deserve me ....

[@thecommentmaster6002]

I claim our ace of cups moment I’ve known him since I could remember 🤚 I CLAIM I CLAIM I CLAIM I CLAIM I CLAIMMMM

[@tamirrxo9419]

group 2 🙋🏼‍♀️. so glad i found this message, it was extremely accurate and exactly what i needed to hear. i was so confused on our connection and what’s to come moving forward but this gave me a bit of clarity and a lot of optimism.

[@kpkp7277]

👁👄👁 pile 4.. speechless .. so accurate and the Lana del Rey song 😳 my fav artist.

[@ashley-bowers]

This was like a personal reading into my situation. And exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you for listening to spirit and being a channel as always!

[@cainenine9969]

I love you!!!! You are so beautiful:0)

[@TheFalanBlake]

LMAOOO pile 3 I’m Virgo he’s Capricorn..... this reading had me dying laughing.... spot on for god energy. SPOT on 🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@KatyaMonet]

as a nonbinary pansexual, I love how inclusive these readings are

[@beefy222]

1 making it clear to this person would be the biggest risk.

[@jsingh9077]

Could u plz start an online tarot lessons for beginners.

[@martyna5092]

group4: maybe a little too accurate 🥺

[@odette0]

When I listen your readings I always feel like “it’s too good to be true” and now again I’m listening you with a stupid smile on my face 😂it is really made my day I overthought today a lot but this really helped thank you💕 ps: i really fell in love with your laugh🤭

[@roboticmoon3305]

Pile 3! Loved it! thank you!

[@user-cfcuxygkxxkgxihs]

I would die for kirk

[@anettewaits3677]

#3💚 - I love your laughter - we all should laugh more 😎

[@meganomalley8006]

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! Your sweet face matches your soul :) Thank you so much for sharing. NAMASTE!

[@visalakshikaruppiah9918]

Pile 4 This is a Karmic relationship meant to learn lessons in love and nothing more than that so I don't have nothing to do with him or this stupid situationship.

[@Korany]

Yessss, I picked pile 4 too & what you said is IT!!!

[@mona-rch]

- I was called towards group 1 2 & 3... 😭😭😭

[@aightbet9810]

pile 3: are you like, living in my head ?? this is INSANE, DUDE ! down to the music- i was familiar with almost all the songs and artists, i was resonant with everything you said, especially about how i feel. hopefully he will put his walls down soon bc i am really into him. I think he’s very sweet and easy to hangout with but I’m scared of getting rejected like i always do. but i am very keen on just taking it slow.

[@lindasmith899]

You forgotten me ive never been a 'tit for tat' person.... i dont hold grudges.....Just pick up the phone sweetie........i would always have answered.....Sad lost our fun feeling .....

[@zzZ-rm7ew]

pile 3. thanks for the reading ! woww... chest person lol so accuate wrongful advice.. YES..!! Stop taking bad advice from jealous people around you... Too much in their head.. too analytical ,, YES

[@brittanyb6889]

Group 1💊

[@BaazigarQueen]

Pile4. Myself Gemini n his Aquarius yes very cold energy. You calmed me down with this reading . Thank you

[@melaniefranco2484]

pile 3: today's my birthday and the person i was thinking of during the reading made me a curated playlist with one of the songs that was mentioned (iFeel) !!!!! i'm speechless

[@christinexd0pe]

What’s crazy is I had the urge to pick pile 2, but pile 1 was screaming at me, so I picked that first, but I also listened to pile 2 cause I felt like there was a message for me there as well. I was cracking up every time you kept mistaking group 2 for group 1 haha and that same song popping up for both piles was freaky. Both were spot on 😭 you’re one of the only 3 I watch and trust.

[@auracossio5939]

Group 4 and OMG, it's so acurate. We met 5 years ago, fooled around so much but it never came to anything cause he wasn't clear about what he felt and i wasn't gonna dive in like that. We grew appart when i moved states, but I came back at the end of 2019 and haven't stopped dreaming about him ever since. It's very eye-opening, and yes i am obssesing a little over him. He's a Capricorn with a Pisces moon, so everything you say about how he doesn't wants to admit what he's feeling and the illusion that is one-sided it's spot on! Also the different stages (awakened vs. awakening) I went through that same phase of "why am i still hanging onto this? it wasn't that important, he was just a crush and lalalala" last year. You nailed my previous stage completely. I've known for quite some time that we've got some more growing and waiting ahead of us before coming together, but I kinda wanted to hear you say that we're joining any moment now hahaha. I truly ignited my love for writing and art when i met him, went full out, ended up writing poetry to him (many people told me my writing was good too). He went deeper into music at the time and started writing songs. And yes, he did saw me very ethereal and pulled togheter through my writing (although inside i was a total wreck). OMG the songs! White Mustang hit home way too hard. Back when we were fooling around he asked me to be his girlfriend, to give us a chance, but i said no and explained to him that my family would kill me if they found out (they were very abusive, and wanted me totally isolated) but never quite explained how far that came to him. After that we went cold, and he pursued someone else. He was very hurt that i wouldn't choose him. Thank you so much for the message, it's just what i needed to hear.