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I think a lot. About a lot of things but sometimes nothing comes to my mind. Like it's empty or it doesn't want to think. Like my brain is separate from me and it wants to keep the thoughts out. I think about a lot of things and used to get upset about them because I thought I did something wrong or it was my fault but no it wasn't and it is not. I think about the cats that I want to see each morning when I go to a park to workout. About an old man that came and talked to me and somehow became friends but all of a sudden he stopped talking to me or even noticing me. About the things that I want or have to do during the day. I wish it was that... I think about all the weekend from the beginning of the week and at the end of it I'll repeat it all over again. Thinking about the week that has past fast... Or maybe how slow has it past. About the things that people said to me and I said to them. Was I right? Was I honest? About friendships that ended and shattered part of me into pieces.
She was honest and uplifting with lots of energy. She always tried her best to be good with others and do what she can for them. Not that she's not now but it's just that... She doesn't know... She feel like She's done many thing for people but never got something back. Not something physical or corporeal but maybe a good gesture. Maybe that's to much. Maybe that's how people are these days... Or maybe that's how it is since the beginning. She learned that if you do something do it without expectations or don't do it if you don't want to. Expectations that didn't happen and shattered parts of her into pieces.
She rememberes times that she didn't want to go with her beliefs. To throw things away and live like others. To do things that were wrong in her eyes. But then she thought about them and realized it wasn't who she was. Yet she did things that were wrong... She thought they were right and were for the greater good but they weren't. Like bad things happen in good things... And they shattered part of her into pieces.
Maybe it's because I want to do things the best way I can or maybe because I want to compensate things in the past. But the past is the past. It's not the time to think about what happend before but what is going to happen in the future. Things have to be different and they will be. No matter what there will always be pieces of us that remains
Photo: Roham Bahraee
Tracklist
00:00 / Arda Leen - Train To Nothing
3:34 / Colin McAllistar - 37th St
6:31 / Shah - Out Of Time
9:36 / Shah - Arcane
13:30 / Jay Mellock - Silence
17:40 / Duqa - 1 More Light
21:04 / Duqa - Stay
24:43 - Jay Mellock - Keep Me Closer
28:59 / The Ambientalist - Under The Moon
32:52 / The Ambientalist - Still Time
36:02 / Marion - Faces
39:52 / Whitewildbear - Feel
44:54 / Whitewildbear - Run Away
49:46 / Whitewildbear - Tonight