A very rough not complete and not really accurate translation (i only know some jp from watching anime) for english viewer that saw this (btw eng is not my mother language) Since the winter when we got seperated I still havent met him at all But he deliberately / go all the way / make some effort (?) to gave me a ticket to his match in japan Does this mean he want me to go watch him play? That shitty brother Shit, since its close its not a problem but will i really want to go? I am still doubt / confused / dont know what to do (i dont know how to translate that properly)